FREE verse nude POETRY: Confession of Muse Free Verse Nude Poetry

Confession of Muse

Posted on July 24, 2015by katiemiafrederick

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Yeah..

sometimes i’m like the Nautilus

that works steadily all hours of the day..

and wakes up bright eyed and slimy tailed.. and with a surprised look

like Steve Erkel says ‘DID I DO THAT’.. WOW THAT’S A reAlly KOOL SHELL..;)

My philosophy is..

just keep walking..

look back and enjoy

the moment..

for a moment..

but just keep walking..

one step forward at a time..

and know NOW you made your mark…

and a difference in the world.. when the shell is finished..

for others to enjoy.. resting easy on the shores of eternity.. for NOW..:)

When the shells we make.. are the shells for others.. the life we live

can be bliss.. when we spend it creating.. instead of waiting..

or following the pattern of someone else’s shell..

oh the world.. will be such a beautiful place..

if we all create shells rather than then

just following patterns of before..

the tapestry is in the flow..

and when all is said and done

the pattern is the meaning

and purpose of life.. as SHELL..

as tRuly Well of Life as Living Water..

Earth.. Wind.. and Fiery Passion

that makes

a heArt.. a spiRit..

soUlWHOLE..:)

Ha!

the testosterone never arrives

and is still measured at a paltry 221..

seriously by medical test as assessed

as that of a 75 year old man or older..

And yes.. perhaps long ago..

that has something to do

with me being mistaken

for a girl at age 13..

but oh.. life

is magic

and if i can just

keep the poetry.. the memories..

and emotions I feel.. I will

never grow old in spirit..

as i already live

without the

most

important ingredient of life

that is the source of all strength and youth in spirit..

and that is Love my friend.. the GIFT OF LIFE..:)

And truly everything i do both literally

and metaphorically can be

attributed to that real positive

force of Nature that is empirically

assessed in my human nature..

considering the low testosterone

of moving literal mountains..

as when I lose my

emotions at age 47..

my 94 year old Aunt Jettie..

all 4 feet and 9 inches of her

crippled body outshines my

still weak feeling legs

that retain their

ability to

leg press 500 LBS then..

feeling so weak without emotions gone

that she can out talk me for hours.. she barely

able to make her way in socks and walker

to the other side of the room…

and me without a word..

to come next..

in breathless

way of being

in cold stone heart..

waiting for hell of spirit to leave me then..

The lesson of a lifetime then.. is.. i already lose it all..

and as long as I have a heart.. soul.. and spirit.. the rest

of it is just icing on the cake.. and yes.. I am enjoying

that frosting while it lasts.. as even Jack LaLanne

eventually dies at age 96.. and

OMG Bruce Lee at 32..

we are all on borrowed time..

but without worry every second now as is..

can be an eternity of heaven now..

the other place lasts forever too..

and death can be a pleasure..

compared to NOW..

as death in life

lasting forever

as hell

for now..

where spirit

of the older person

who still retains a loving one..

remains a loving STRONG AND KIND Soul… ALIVE!..

Like you my friend.. who I never consider an age..

but kind and loving
courageous
SPIRIT..:)

ONE TIME SOMEONE ASKS ME WHO IS YOUR PEER GROUP

AND I SAY WHAT.. AND THEN I THINK TO MYSELF

IS SEEING ALL OF HUMANITY AS YOUR PEER

GROUP REALLY A FUNCTIONAL DISABILITY

OF AUTISM.. AND THEN I SAY

NO.. HELL NO.. THAT IS

JUST A PERSON

BORN

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

LIKE MY AUNT IS BORN WITH

AND MY SON.. WHOSE ANNIVERSARY

OF DEATH I HONOR FOR TOMORROW ON

THE 24TH.. AS WELL AS MY AUNT JETTIE’S DEATH

A FEW YEARS AGO.. WHO PROVIDES ME THE MEANING

OF LIFE ALREADY.. THERE IS NO RANDOMNESS IN LIFE..

IT IS ALL MEANINGFUL AND

PURPOSEFUL FOR THOSE OF US

WHO DANCE AND SING IN LYRICAL

EYES OF GOD AS ONE FORCE

OF NATURE US..:)

THE SHINING LAMP
OF LOVE REFUSES TO
BE PUT OUT AND WITH THAT
SAID.. HERE IS LADY GAGA BORN
THAT WAY IS HOW WE TRAIN ALIVE..:)

My light IS turned off THEN and truly every human that experiences this darkness in life
MUST STRIVE AND DO WHATEVER THEY CAN TO SPARK ANY KIND OF SPARK
THEY CAN FOR ANOTHER PERSON LIVING IN HELL OF NO EMOTIONS.. AND TRULY THE FIRST SONG UP THERE THAT I SHARE NAMED ‘A DAY IN THE LIFE’.. SAYS IT ALL WITH A GRAND NOTE OF E-MAJOR.. “I’D LOVE TO TURN YOU ON”!

AND I WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES..
COME HELL OR HELL AGAIN

TO DO THAT MY FRIEND..

AS I FEEL THE DEATH
OF THE DARK NIGHT OF THE
SOUL.. AND I FEEL THE SPARKS
THAT TAKE ME AWAY FROM IT AS WELL

AND THAT IS WHY I SHARE
MY FRIEND.. KNOWING
THAT ONE DAY..
GOD WILLS SOMEONE
HERE TO SHARE THAT
WITH ME.. ALIVE
OR DEAD
IN FLESH
IT IS MY
MEANING
MY PURPOSE
IN LIFE TO
TURN
FOLKS
ON
!iI..:)

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