Hi Frank.. thanks for Visiting A “Call of the Wild Returns For Love” and Wading all the way down through 27,316 Words and 300 or so Photos as yes.. i fell Short of “Veterans of Ground Hog Days” at that 30,311 Word Mark and 400 or so Photos in the Main Body of that MacroVerse LonG as Truly mY FriEnd when i stARTed this Entire 12 Million Words or so Writing Endeavor on 11.25.2010 on Thanks Giving Day in the Midst oF Hell oN EARth Within Pain and Numb.. the StARTinG Word tHeRE Then Was/is a Finger Print Left out oF Hell and the only Real Difference now my friEnd is the Words not only Say with much pre-planned Effort.. now the Words Dance and Sing in the Tao of the Non-Doing Holy Creative Sacred Way of Spirit iN Effortless FloW iN ZoNE STaTe of Inner Being..hAha.. sure.. these are like swirling Chem-Trails now left over more from the Bliss of Dance and the Meditation NoW that coMeS oNe WitH Writing Free as a Never Ending Story that Moves on Spiraling Around in PHI Ways as “Nether Land Bible 2017” as of this “Call of the Wild Returns For Love”.. 136th MacroVerse Rises the Total Words of that Effort Since Memorial Day of 2016 now to 2,227,355 Words as Also Doubling as MacroVerse Number 807 of “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. Still Exceeding 5 Million Words Since StaRt oN Word Press on 8.18.2013.. at the 51st Month Complete of that so Named Long Form Poem and Bible in Metaphor too.. and also Tripling as MacroVerse Number 32 for “F Book Profile Pic Bible 2018″.. StARTiNG on Memorial Day of 2017.. now arising to 609,355 Words.. anyWay iF Not for the Gift of that Dentist Drill-Like Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia that No Drug would help from wake to Sleep for 66 months and 18 other Medical Disorders then in a Synergy of Life Threatening Disorders and Loss of most all emotions.. not likely i would have ever Wrote A Creative Word for truly that took me over 28 Months from Wake to Sleep on the Wrong Planet before that came in Blog Way in March of 2013.. still Enduring the Hell of Pain and Numb as Loss of Emotions then.. too.. So.. the DArK and Pain Sprouted an Ocean of Words Exceeding 12 Million Online NoW on my 7th Birthday of doing this on this Saturday the 25th..2017 that was Thanks Giving Day.. 7 Years ago.. and as the Poetic Words SpRang in Free Verse FloW aS mostly Empty Shells iN Form without the Feelings within As Essence isReAL LiGHT.. of not only Developing an Inner Voice but a Spirit of Song and Dance in Words of HeART SoUL CoMinG BacK to Life as there were two other Poetic HeART iN SpiRiT SoUL Ways Deep as SpARK iN Middle School for a Christmas Story Contest Won amongst 80 Students in two Homerooms then.. wHeRE it was if the Words that caMe.. Belonged to no one i kNew BeforE And also in a College Philosophy Class at age 18.. and that is the way it is now my FRiEnd as ofTen i don’t even see the Bigger Picture until i read an eNtire MacroVerse TogeTheR at the Very End of Assembling all the PaRTS as OceaN WhoLe RiVeR WaVes StreAMing oN wHeRE many New Meanings coMe to me iN Ever Changing Ways of Metaphors beYond the Human Word Infinity NoW with no distance.. space or time in that ‘Shadow’ Equation of Life my friEnd per your inspiring insight as well and in this Case it is the Collective Subconsciousness of Life Ways of Experiences coMe to Fruition with Blooms that seemingly never end for NoW for it seems many Folks don’t Truly Bloom until A Golden Age of 50 or so if they are Lucky enough to Escape the Rat Race of Culture to Free the Chains of Binds as Caves that dim much Greater hUmaN PoTenTiaL LiGht iN DaRK.. it’s true.. too.. iF iT wasn’t for all that illness i might not have experienced the eternity of the Present Colored Waves mY FriEnd BeyONd A RainBow oF OceaN WHolE LiGhT NoW and After Dancing this Afternoon Through Evening In Public Stores Prolifically at around a Half a Marathon Stint.. After a Routine Doctor’s Appointment.. the Joy of Sharing what i’ve learned in Flesh and Blood came in Sharing A ‘FredTalk’ with two older Ladies from ‘uP North”.. who were Open to Learning the why’s of what i do in Real Health and Well Being Benefits in MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG WaY and A Young Couple too.. who absorbed all i had to Dance and Sing with teary eyes too from the story that ranGed from Hell to Heaven iN A Continuing Oral Tradition i Make in the Panhandle Red State of Lower Alabama.. officially knowN as the State of Flowers Florida but Surely in People Ways of Culture.. much closer to Alabama for although ‘those’ other folks are too afraid too confront me face to face with a simple Question of why are you doing a whirling twirling movement Like a Tiny Dancer Ballerina at 6 Foot or so and 233 LBS of someone who looks more like Military or Law Enforcement than a guy who might wear tights.. hehe.. in a Broad Way LiT uP Nut Cracker Production as ‘Crazy Me’.. unLeashed in Grace and Balance WitH obviously enough WiLL and Strength to Move the weight of my Body as a Feather Walks on Water on Terrestrial Land.. so.. those two ‘Red Dudes’ as Katrina overheard them Down the Cashier Aisles away from the Discussion i was having with the Elder Lady.. told the Cashier.. hey that guy is acting like a Ballerina over there and if it was us we would call the Cops on him.. WeLL.. un- fortunately they left before Katrina could Notify me of an opportunity for one of my Favorite Styles of Fred Talks.. probably would have had to show them the Half a Ton Leg Pressing Exhibition on YouTube First to fully get tHeir Fuller attention And.. yes.. sure by the end they would Hear anotHeR View of Life.. as Those are the opportunities i Look Forward to most in my Local Area to eXpanD MoRE The Most Closed in Caves of Minds to let just a little light uP iN tHeir LiFE NoW Meanwhile.. my FriEnd.. i Enjoy Doing Photography Public Entertainment in Dance in Free Verse Ballet and Martial Arts-like ways.. Poetry iN All Free Verse Way and after a Lifetime Full of Technical Instructions and Guidelines in Government work and other work for 33 years and 19 years of School.. the only reason i am Prolific now is it Feels and Senses Good in all i Love to Do.. aS tHeRE are Many Ways oF MoVinG CoNNecTinG Creating LiFE as ART.. And when it comes to Barnes and Nobles.. Listening to Music.. Reading Very Deep Books And Dancing on eARTh.. Free Verse Walking on as Water And Air is a Blessing to do all at once in DancE and SonG Effortless as the Feather Floats in alWaYs LiGht Destination Presently NoW.. it’s True.. All 12 Million Words or So on my coming 7th Birthday online have been Worth Heaven NoW Free and Sure.. 51 Months of 8400 Miles Plus oF Public Dance NoW too.. aLong WitH All 5 Millon Words of “SonG oF mY SouL”.. as that Dance and SonG of SoUL Continues to Branch out like a Mumford and Son’s Whisper in the Dark where i am all Four Guys in all Four Screens Shaking Hands with each other as just one Dude NoW.. wHeRE a Trumpet is always BloWinG A Horn at the End that is AlWays A BeGiNNinG GroWiNG MoRE NoW.. AnyWay.. thanks my FriEnd again for CoMinG By as i use this opportunity to introduce “7 YearS oLD DaNCinG SinGinG oNLiNE NoW”.. 808th MacroVerse of “Song oF mY SoUL”.. 137th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. And 33rd MacroVerse of “F Book Profile Pic Bible 2018”.. and in what are all at Essence oF Form Even aLone as Very Holy and Sacred Meaning And Purpose Symbols as Numbers CoMinG EVeN without the Dance Steps and Song Words Attached to these Numbers now.. too.. This Week also in Synchronicity ways of Personally Psychological Full of Meaning and Purpose Symbol Ways NoW mARks the 188th Seville Quarter Week of Dance with all the Cool College Age Folks.. So.. like a Lottery on my 7th Birthday Online of Writing NoW iNcluding Dancing And Around 130 Thousand Photos Taken too.. in the last 51 Months too.. i have the Numbers 808.. 137.. 33.. 130.. and 188 all CoMinG ToGeTHeR with no cause and effect.. Science Measurable Relationship other than what they mean to me and yes some others too in Numerology ways.. it’s tRuly MaGiC mY FriEnd for those of us ‘in the KNoW’ as ‘they’ still Dance And Sing.. MoRE NoW.. all is connected and nothing is Random in Grand View of the Master Peace Painting of Life wHeRe We are the Brush.. The Paint and All an Integral pArt WhOle of the Master Peace Painting ALL.. And Sure.. this Art of Dance and Writing and Photography and All Related Arts too that is just pART of what BRinGS me to a LiFE of 100 Percent Faith as Love with no iLLusory Fears at all now.. For iT’s True my friEnd i am not the Type for Blind Faith.. all of this iN mY Way oF Personal Art and Science as Fully Measurable to me in a Beyond Harry Potter Way of MaGiC NoW2 As jusT ANoTHeR MuLTiVerse oF eYes.. per God.. ‘too’..:)
‘Funny Little Synchronicities’ as “Whispers in the Dark” was Published on Youtube on 3.10.13.. the First Day i Published a Poetic Thought on my Google Blogspot Blog linking it here now.. just for fun..
And the First Post and First Words i Wrote for those 33 Months Stuck in My Head on 11.25.10.. as Time Stamped in a Time Zone a Day Ahead Around the World on an Online Site Especially Designed in Mind for Folks with Asperger’s Syndrome Named the “Wrong Planet”.. still.. 28 More Months of Writing from Wake to Sleep to Escape Pain and Numb Would Come before the First Shells of Poetic Words that would evenTuAlly at the End of July of 2013 Through August of 2013 when the Word Press Blog Started on 8.18.2013 BrinG after 66 Months of Dead Zone Days A Full heART SPiRiT And Evolving SoUL OncE aGAIn NoW.. As NoW A Full 51 Months later than that from when i First Entered Hell WitHiN on EartH at the 117th Month Point NoW LiVinG Overall in Heaven since the End of July 2013 for 52 Months.. 84 Months of Writing that come with 8400 Miles of Public Dancing in 51 Months too.. aGaiN.. All stARted at Word Number 1 Below as SHoWN ‘Radio’ then.. SMiLes mY FriEnd.. This is Definitely a Broad Band Radio SHoW Now.. And a Dance and a SonG and overall Theater oF a PLay WHeRe i Direct it.. i Produce it.. I Act it.. Do the Photography.. Select the Supporting Cast.. The Supporting Musicians and Singers as Modern Age Prophets WitH Words Coming From the Walls of Concert Halls too.. as ‘they’ say.. all endings are all beginnings the Secret is not knowing which one..:)
Radios, Black and White TV, Color TV, Cable TV, VCR’s, Satellite TV, Surround Sound, Heavy Metal, Computers, Cell Phones, Pornography, MP3 players, I Pads, I Phones, 24 Hour News Cycle, High definition TV etc.
The evolution of technology bombards the human senses, and we become addicted to the adrenaline not realizing the effect on the health of ourselves or our children.
Constant bad or good stimulation eventually will wear any living thing down and/or change the way it thinks and behaves. Especially, if you are experiencing it with no physical movement to burn off the adrenaline.
I think many of the people born 40 or 50 years ago that are now diagnosed with Asperger’s might have symptoms of low functioning autism if they were born today.
I couldn’t complete sentences until I was four years old, but managed to cope with the demands of life with high functioning autism and adhd. I can’t imagine being born today and having a chance of a successful independent life.
I think we are the canaries in the coal mine.
That was Seven Years ago.. nah.. i am No Longer A Canary in a Coal Mine.. i AM (JusT ANoTHeR ‘A’ Master NoW of ThaT Coal Carbon Based MiNd and BoDy BaLanCE NoW..:)
As this Begins Writing on 11.21.2017 at 9.11 PM..:)
Hi Xenia.. and thanks so much for dropping by “Veterans of Ground Hog Days”.. With Nice Congratulatory Wishes for my 7th Year Anniversary of Living in Words online since Thanks Giving Day of 2010 and actually the 5 Million Plus Word Long Form Poem and all the Sub-Chapter Poems in Free Verse on Word Press Just Celebrated a 51st Month Anniversary on 11.18.2017 that had Significant Meaning too as that matches the 51 Days our Son Ryan Lived so i Celebrated by taking down the more Serious Face in both Avatar and BackGround of Blog Changing to Seagulls Spiraling Around the Sun now in even more BackGround of Azure Florida Blue Skies.. And the First 33 Months of my Existence online was mostly spent on the Wrong Planet Site Making 8021 Posts there as they used to call me the 7000 Word Man hehe.. but the average was likely closer to 1,000 Words with Some Writing Effort Spent online in other Autism Communities too.. anyway.. to stay on a more Conservative Average Count as i actually did spend all those 33 Months almost entirely reading and writing on that Website then from Wake to Sleep to help Escape the Pain and Numb then i am Keeping the Total Estimate of Words Written since Thanks Giving Day of 2010 at 12 Million Words taking that Average Count of Words Under 1000 Words a Post Average for the ‘Aghogday’ Days per Another Ground Hog Day of Dead Zone Living then.. so.. sure.. i’ll also make this the Opening post of the MacroVerse coming next to Celebrate the 7 years of Existence online as i am currently finishing up.. “Call of the Wild Returns For Love”.. After a Very Long Weekend out and about in Call of the Wild and Free Verse Dance as that Public Endeavor Continues now for 51 Months too.. And i remember when my Illness Progressed to the Deep Part of that 10 Years ago in 2007 about this Time of the Year as the sensitivity in pain to colors and what was not yet Diagnosed yet then.. as Sjogren’s Syndrome that made the Nerve Endings of my Feet Hurt so Bad it was Excruciating to Touch anything with My Feet and that pArt along with the Sensitivity to Colors Actually Started in 2006 as i Distinctly also Remember Watching that Movie “Happy Feet” with Katrina and my Sister wondering if my Feet Would Suffer with that Pain For the Rest of My Life.. but it’s kinda Funny.. odd and strange.. as eventually my life would turn out a whole lot like that Dancing Penguin Named Mumbles as when folks used to make Fun of my Stuttering Speech in School and actually suggested i Mumbled when i talked on the Phone Later in Life.. haha.. but now.. i can talk more like a Ted Talk hehe.. sure.. a Fred Talk in real vocal way.. and that really makes me feel good to be able to do that and Sing and even Walk with no anxiety either.. and Truly the Dance Brings Greater Recovery of my Brain along with Emotional Regulation and Sensory Integration i never had Before.. i truly wish more folks on the Autism Spectrum would try it but sadly many folks i met on the Spectrum are not believers in either Exercise or the Value Free Flowing Dance with no instruction or guidelines as that WiLL Bring as Emotional and Sensory Healing.. and perhaps i wouldn’t have understood or believed it before.. either.. as i did have a Hard Time understanding what exactly the Benefit Folks were getting out of Tai-Chi and Martial Arts and the Such as that in Eastern Meditative Moving Arts in Healing Ways.. i had to do it to actually Feel and Sense the Difference.. anyway in the first Disabling Part of my Illness when i wasn’t able to use my eyes and ears effectively for either reading or writing or even looking at any Screens at all for 33 Months.. all i could really do is keep trying to repeat what happened in the past in Memory way the best i could and i usually stayed on the ongoing topic of pain within.. as the Present was Full of Pain and Numb too.. And my Sister Kept saying another Chapter Would Soon Start in my Life.. And it really did when i mustered up the tolerance to Write that First Word on the Wrong Planet Website on Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. not able to use my prescription lenses as the focus on my Optic Nerve just made the eye pain that much worse.. so i turned the Brightness all the way down on the screen and spent the next 33 Months Writing From Wake to Sleep just a few inches from the Screen to see it where i could only see part of the Screen all those months as a Screen of Words became my life where i could still not bear to look at any photos.. in color.. to be able to even see Beauty of a Sun Set in a photo then.. with no ability to feel that Magical Feeling of the Beauty of a Sunset too.. i heard of stories of people before overcoming great obstacles in life in ways of illness and other issues but i couldn’t find anyone in real life or anywhere online who had actually experienced type two Trigeminal Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep and although i’ve come across a few folks on the ‘Wrong Planet’ who have experienced the Acute Form of Trigeminal Neuralgia in Type one way.. i still haven’t come across someone who has experienced type two yet anywhere but i’m sure they exist and if i could ever find them.. i would tell them don’t give up for it is named the Suicide Disease literally so too.. For i would tell them.. Anything is Possible as Potential Change NoW is our Greatest Gift in Life.. anyWay.. that first word on Thanks Giving Day of 2010 was a Very Painful Word to endure as well as the Next 6 Million or so that would Come after that with another 1 Million or so words on the Wrong Planet after that pain went away in July of 2013.. but it’s true the first word was a First Step out of Hell that i would endure 33 more long months.. it’s true my friEnd i am pART of that Biblical ‘Job’ Club and i’m not the only one of course.. but i’ve been to places in Hell and Heaven on eARTh NoW that i had no idea existed in terms of Black Abyss of the Dark Months of the Soul And the Beyond Rainbow Colors of Emotions and Senses that i regularly experience NoW iN New Emotional LiGHT HeaLinG Sensory Ways of Feelings overall more now.. it’s good to be alive and Thanks So Much for Helping me to Celebrate in the Next Coming MacroVerse About those 7 years and of course much more to come other than that.. for come what may i welcome now.. And like that Song From Moulin Rouge Along with the ending Spoken Words of the Song that i can no longer find on You Tube that say “the Greatest Gift you’ll ever have in life is to Love”.. i find that self-evident now that Love is Real My FriEnd the Agape Love for all that never ends eternally now where if we could make a pill to give that Eternal eARTh Heaven to the Billionaires in the World they would take those Money Clothes off as if they were soaked in a 2 Thousand Year-Old Septic Tank that has never been pumped.. At least my FriEnd for the way i see life now.. and i am very fortunate to come out of hell in anyway at all even in Purgatory Grey.. And like the Movie the 6th Sense says ‘i see dead people’ and the scariest part of all is they are all alive.. and the most amazing thing of all to me is i am alive at all for during that entire 66 months i was never sure.. i could make it one more second.. now time doesn’t exist at all to me.. until the clock says i’ve gotta get going somewhere else my friEnd aS NoW reMains Heaven lives in me.. Come what may.. a song i Used to Grieve our Cat Moby’s Passing away and my Mother’s too.. but also a Song i Use to Celebrate Life for tHeRe truly are Worse Things than Physical Death.. Namely losing one’s Soul and having every thing else and not being able to even touch it.. or see it Through An Opaque Window Never Opened then.. As Far as Love remains tattered remnants of a Soul.. tears flow easily NoW my friend but they are never only bitter for they taste like life no matter if i can taste them or not..:)
SMiLes SoHeir.. Thanks.. i enJoyed The Positive Uplifting Message You BRing Here Today as LoVE And it’s True for me iN LiGHT too.. 2017 NoW BRinGs to me Many Spiritual Gifts too.. iNcluding You mY FriEnd.. Happy This Year iS WitH Joy With Loving WP FriEnds Like You.. Best Hopes and Wishes and Prayers to You and Your Family iN LoVinG SPiRiT TruE NoW..:)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd… the Call for an Uprising Dude on YouTube for yes.. it’s Wednesday and time for a Gift.. but first a few words more about Humanly Constructed Abstract Symbols of course.. the Letters the Numbers and the Words We Create.. eTC.. in Alpha Numerical Ways of Construction too and OM Illuminati God Full oF LiGht without the Fear of Dark and Cynicism oF LiGht as Science Clearly SHoWs Humans are only Born with two Innate Fears.. that of Loud Sounds as Lions Roar and even Men with Big Dominate Looking Heads that might make a Kung Fu Sound After Standing eerily still Before you and to be clear not you personally.. if one attempts to Challenge tHeir Calm Self Defense.. it’s True you don’t Mess around with Kung Fu Jane or Jim and i only Spar with Steel as likely Bruce Lee would do too if he was capable with the Chi Force of Leg Pressing 1020 LBs.. 50 or so (By A way the other Fear is Heights; i Don’t like heights; Most Fallen Angels don’t) Times if Properly Focused too on a Free Weight Nautilus Machine where of course that Symbol as Shell Spiraling around looks Just like a 6 or a 9 depending on how one tilts the Shell and sure the Logo of my University of West Florida as Nautilus Shell too.. makes a nice pattern in Three College Degrees atop my Desk as sure with a Quick Look the Nautilus Logos line up now as 666.. Across those Three University Degrees as the Finger Print of the PHI Golden Spiral Seen All Throughout Nature from SubAtomic Particles through our Larger Home of the Galaxy as the Milky Way now.. too.. so.. one might ask with a Finger Print of God Like this clearly mirrored in the Number 6 and 9 how in God’s Finger Print have people become so Devilishly Entranced with this Numerical Constructed Symbol in 6 and 9 and 6 and 9 that Looks so much like God’s Finger Print too also clearly seen in the curled Fetus and the Cat at Rest too.. as this is also Nature’s innate way of comfort alone allone with all of Nature plUS as GoD too… Well.. as usual the Original Greek Definition of Apocalypse in lifting the Veils of Ignorance takes Center Stage.. not all folks understand the Deeper Meanings of Poetry or Parables and sure.. from my experience many Paint by Number Poet’s who look up words in Dictionaries and Thesaurus’s to make a Mechanical Rhyme or a Count of Syllables by Equation can and will be a bit lost when it comes to the Much Deeper Abstract meanings of Metaphors that are not Clear and Concrete like a Tree is a Tree is a Tree that is always a Tree and not God as an Entire Tree of Life in Jesus-like talk and other Prophets and Messengers and Deeper Free Verse Poets.. Coming from a Holy Spirit Creative Flow that requires no book look-ups or mind searching in intent for the next word to come Free WitH A StreAM of Consciousness that Flows NoW as A River as Waves of Ocean Whole SubConsciousness Mind that while not easy to measure is likely related to an Entire Collective SupraOrganism of Mind oF all of Creation AKA A Three Letter Word God but of course this can and will only be iNtuited with a Much Higher State of Awareness in Stream of Consciousness to Enter inTo MiNd oF Entire God NoW that is well above any pay grade of the rather Juvenile State of the Black and White Leaning Scientific Method of only Measuring and Repeating what we can and will see as Observable Empirically Measurable Existence with the aided Five Senses as ‘normally’ identified now.. it’s true all is Nature all is God but it’s also True as far as Metaphors Do Dance and Sing tHeRE is also Super-Normal too.. in other words in metaphor NoW those who see more than Rainbow Colors now.. some do some don’t some Color Blind People See Differently Some folks See God Face to Face and some don’t.. it’s kinda simple and as complex as that.. NoW anyway.. meanwhile here.. you are Worried About the BirthDAte on my Driver’s License.. yes.. 6660.. and Lord Knows down here in ‘Foot Loose’ Town where the Good Old Boy’s Tell the Cashier at Winn Dixie that a Big Law Enforcement Southern Baptist Looking SoftBall Player Dude who is Soloing a Mix of Martial Arts and Ballet-like Free Verse Dance in an aisle alone not bothering anyone at all.. yes.. they tell the Cashier they would call the cops not realizing how eloquent i speak with the Management to get approval in advance.. heHe.. anyway.. they left before my wife reported them to me.. and you can probably imagine what it’s like by now to meet me in person and hear all of this packed into a 5 minute talk.. rather overwhelming my Friend.. particularly when you sense just how totally fearless i am as a Practice of life for Very rarely do even Loud sounds bother me as i am usually by very Nature of my ‘Lion sized Head and Jaws” the Loudest roar in the room or even Cosmic Sneeze in Church that has been compared to a Shot-Gun going off.. And back to Real Scholarly Biblical ReportS.. even the Catholic Church has come out of the Dark Ages and readily admits now in the Homily.. per Monsignor Report that Revelation is all about the Persecution of Christians by the Roman Leader Nero identified Alpha Numerically by underground Christian Believers with the Numbers 616 likely later changed to 666.. and the only end of the World they were Seeking then was the end of the Roman Persecution then.. there is much Ignorance in a Literal Fundamentalist Take on Such a Beautiful Book of Poetry as the Bible still is that clearly relates a History of Human Beings in Stories from Oral Tradition that of course while most do not relate to real life events as stories and mythologies Created Cross Culturally Provide Archetypal Deep Emotional Stories of Life that apply still aCross Human Nature now.. meanwhile.. as far as ‘getting awake’ as ‘they’ say some folks stick to what they are told before in literal interpretations and they call that faith.. they Recite a Roman’s 10:9 Verse Like a Magical Incantation forgetting all about the real work like A Camel Must Make to Trim down their Patreon Pennies made off oF Fear and Hate and Misery Loves Company to make it through what surely otherWise Will seem like an eye of a Needle to get to the Heaven at Hand now always as the Kingdom of God Within in this Generation now.. taking the teachings of just one Son of Man as a Child of God who was likely more like a Son of a Single Breeding Woman as Purge Virgin Love.. Empathy.. Sympathy and Compassion to say turn the other Cheek and do not throw the stone unless you are sinless too.. and Love your enemies to Broaden your point of view whether you like and agree with them or not.. open an eye and ear of Agape Unconditional Love as it is not the organ that is the eye but the higher eye of Love that is i mY FriEnd.. it’s not that i don’t know you to quote an older phrase.. i do understand you but it’s true it may take more work to understand me.. as that other story SHowS STiLL CLeARly too.. For it’s True John 14:12 is a real deal my friEnd that can and will Be Discerned as Truth and Light too.. lots of Roses in the Bible and lots of Thorns too.. all of us must discern for Hope and Love over the Fear and Hate of the Condition of Being Human that need not be Sugar Coated for it too is pART of HuMaN And GoD as the DaRK BRinGS Greater Hope and Love when Fear and Hate is conquered for the LiGHt of Joy Loves Company Now.. meanwhile.. if you will.. please stop making fun of my Birthday.. and i will try to take you a little more seriously too.. it’s true now.. i don’t like what you do but i Love you never the less and flesh yes.. the Fairer Sex is my thing.. particularly My Wife as Metaphor of Goddess Isis Incarnate who is having a great deal of trouble aging still at 47.. with sure still the Figure of what some Muslim Folks wish to gain with a whole lot more Women when they reach NoW what i already have on Earth as “Real Christians” who get the Deeper Meanings of the Parables of Hope and Love in the New Testament come to actuALLy Do and Practice now As a Life LonG Vocation StayCation HeaVeN of Hope and Love and Joy Loves Company now.. With No Need for Corporations and other ways to Stack on Cash Above and Beyond Basic Subsistence and Shelter and Some Friends and Family and a Potential Mate too.. if one is into that kinda thing too.. and oh of course also Clearing up the Confusion that the original Psalm of the Old Testament that according to the Story of Jesus who also affirmed too that ye are all God’s in the Sense that we are all pART of God wHOle and tHERe is never any separation no matter what anyone Labels the EnTiRE aLL ForcE of GoD now that is acTuaLLy Beyond any Human Contrived Abstract Constructs of Alpha through Omega now.. as God is beyond any Human Conception of even Time Distance or Space now as the finite Truth my FriEnd is God is not Ruled By Human anymore than Humans rule the Creativity of My words in Essence of Meaning.. yeah.. i’ve had Poets on so-called Poetry sites Delete the Parables of my Poetry ’cause they couldn’t understand the Parables.. yeah Baby.. the Prophecies Obviously continue as that is pArt of Human Archetypal Nature still.. some folks do not dance and some folks don’t Understand Folks like the Story of Jesus Portrays still.. nothing really New under the Sun except for the Verses we add to the UniVerse now.. anyway.. Fundamentalist Christians Brought a Rather Ignorant taste to my Mouth for all the incidents the Cashiers at Grocery Stores Carded me for when i used to drink a Beer a day with the Stress of Government work.. looking up with palpable Fear just for the Golden PHI Spiral of God imprinted three times in a row on a Frigging Driver’s License.. yes.. it’s kinda ironic.. oops ran out of Google John 14:12 space.. next comment Now Please to receive your Free Gift from Little Old me..;) Continuing Story now.. Yes.. Ironic that so-called Christians Have identified God’s Finger Print as Evil and perhaps it’s not all that ironic at all that i was born on 6660 my FriEnd.. somewHEre RiGht NoW God is SMiLing and LauGHiNg with Ellie Goulding WitH Great Pride that she wears God’s Finger Print.. three times aCross her Lovely Chest.. and yes ‘we’ find her Music Very Very Inspiring in fACt it seems to ‘us’ that her Song from that Shades of Grey Movie was more about God all as God eYes Reflecting God than any mixed up Billionaire who was never watered with the Love of a Woman who still is a Song of A Woman’s Love.. A Mother as they say.. a Mother Lover that some folks fail to ever feel so sadly as such.. Little Men Syndrome where Women Become the Object and the Enemy instead of Love’s Grace.. sure.. the real downfall of what we are seeing in the Media finally exposed NoW As WoNdeR WoMaN BRinGs a Sword AGaiN that is Truth CoMe to LiGHT Greater NoW.. It’s True my FriEnd.. Real Men are Not afraid to Wear PiNk And AlWays Put WoMeN aHead as Love and Grace As Divine Feminine Force within.. but sure come see me in person some NoW and we will talk about it unlike you.. i.. Am not afraid to sHow God’s Face.. (hint: Love) in Spiraling nines and sixes.. yes.. it’s True.. i’M ratHeR SiXY AND iSReaL..;) Yes.. God WiNks2..:)
5 Miles a Day.. gigoid.. is Surely a Healthful Way to Stay.. also in terms of Capturing Prey and Escaping Predators Different and Same.. Yes.. i often go all on about Milestones in Public Dance but really 166.66 Miles a Month equals out to less that 6 miles a Day around the 5.48 Mile Point as i’ve Accumulated over 8400 Miles of that Truly Fun Activity No Matter Rain.. Sleet.. Snow.. or other Climate Change as all the Public Stores Accommodate Free Cool and Warm air and Cool Fountain Drinking Water.. as in PaNhandle Way we are arriving at a Seasonal Cool November Moving Away from Indian Summer Sunshine that started becoming the New Rule the last two years.. ‘miles a day’.. as i remember what my Maternal Grandmother Did.. Dropping out of High School after her Mother Died of Breast Cancer to Help Raise her Sisters by Picking Cotton from Day Break to Sunset then.. then after that eventually Becoming a Divorced Mother Working For over a Decade as a Waitress Seven Days a Week.. Twelve Hours a Day if one can imagine 2 Miles an Hour and Close to a Full Marathon Length of Walking Food Orders every day all days of the Year without fail so her Children could eat Decently.. And as Karma comes and goes she wore out in her 50’s similar to what happened to me in a greater way of Mental than Physical Stress that are truly one and the same as Mental Stress is just Unrequited Stress Chemicals that need to get burned off physically as one goes if they are able too of course and not trapped behind a Desk Sitting Still with Demands coming from each and every Corner of an Office Environment and More now then.. anyway.. My Mother Supported her while we lived at my GrandMother’s Very Old Home on the River in a Shot Gun Home Shook at Foundation by the Train and a Trestle Across the River in a Stone’s throw there.. with more of an arm than i could Provide.. hehe.. as a Child as i was too weak from sitting at school and watching the Couch Potato Tube once we got one at age 7.. finally in Black and White.. to Even Mow the Thick Green River Grass Lawn of my Grand Mother’s Yard then as i remember before i started working out with weights at 12 Years old where Before at 11 in our New Home on Elm Street i was too weak to complete the Finish of Raking a Neighbor’s Yard to Make 2 Bucks then.. True.. those Plastic and Concrete Weights born of K-Mart then.. were one of the Best Investments my Mother Made for my Eventual Basic Human Existence in Surviving Many Challenges from the Future then.. as it’s True.. Non-Verbal Language is the Language most all Humans Innately Understand NoW Deep Down Instinctually and Intuitively best.. however.. Like any Domesticated Cat who and that Stops Exploring the World in Play.. Use it or Lose Does Still Apply to all Animals for the Hawk rarely falls out of the Sky and the Chimpanzee out of the Tree as they practice practice practice.. wax on wax off as ‘they’ play too.. for Mastering Any Art or Science of Life after the First 10,000 Hours or so comes.. With Continuing Practice Necessary After that as some folks Literally Forget to Breathe at the most Basic of innate instinctual and intuitive and even Autonomic Responses of Freer Living NoW iN Expertise of Practicing Life more than some Incantation out of a Text Book to be spit back out if at all from Data Down Load School of Multiple Choice Tests.. anyway.. like a Feral Cat.. My Grandmother Developed Really Big and Strong Paws.. Yes.. Cotton Picking and Dish Carrying Hands and Arms too.. sure.. she was a little like Wonder Woman too.. And i was way too busy acing Multiple Choice Tests then to ever begin to wear the Naked Clothes more of Physical and Emotional and Much Greater Potential Existential Other Intelligences too.. so.. i started Moving all around in Words and After that my Body Danced and now i am Celebrating 7 Years of Writing online this Saturday on Thanks Giving Weekend as now just about every pART of Me Dances and Sings Free.. even without any Plastic Weights of Concrete to hold me up in Multiple Choice ways.. sure.. it’s nice to have something to say aLong with the Free Verse Dance of Life as Lord Knows For Decades the only response i usually brought was working.. just been working still filling out the answers to Multiple Choice Tests Given Before.. Fluid Intelligence is More a MoVinG ConNecTing CreATinG DancE and SonG.. Glad to hear NoW you are still escaping the Matrix my FriEnd for as far as i KNoW and FeeL and SensE thAT StaRtS and NeveR Ends NoW at a Finish that Never Begins.. Walk About mY friEnd ” as they say” is a way to BE..:)
“It takes two to speak the truth–one to speak and the other to hear.”
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
Oh.. Before i go on.. Katrina reminds me.. it’s ThanksGiving Tomorrow.. just more proof that i don’t connect to many folks from the ‘Country’ i live in.. hehe.. so yeah.. Happy Thanks Giving to ya as California still exists too in the US of A.. Barring any More Fires and other Stuff to come..:)
Yes.. as i was saying Before the TG Reminder..
True as the outcast coMes to Seek And Find tHeir TrutH and LiGht Lives within that really needs no nAMe aT aLL But a Dance and Song that Works as LiGHT..;)
Yeah it’s True.. Thanks Giving to me Has beCoMe an alterNative moreover Anniversary oF Writing as i Create mY Culture as i Dance and Sing NoW..:)
And it’s alWays interesting to Dance at Old Seville Quarter NoW oN Thanks Giving Night as those folks distanced from Immediate Culture coMe OuT iN Force too..:)
But yeah.. i Do Connect to Folks in the Flesh and Blood World away from online here.. in the US oF A.. so.. perhaps i’ll get out to see some Extended Family too.. as we actually just got invited too.. i’m Friends with everyone.. Convincing Folks to Reciprocate in all the Rooms of Life is a little Miss and hit..;)
“Men do not quit playing because they grow old; they grow old because they quit playing.”
~~ Oliver Wendell Holmes ~~
Every Cat i meet teaches me this Domesticated and Wild and Freer Feral Story.. Stray Cats Strut.. mY FriEnd..:)
31. Read between the lines.
~~ Instructions for life ~~
InSert LiFE heAR PReSeNTLY..:)
“Is dishwater dull? Naturalists with microscopes tell me it teems with quiet fun.”
~~ G. K. Chesterton ~~
YeaH it’s True.. Some MicRobes Move More Fluidly Than Humans Sitting Still..;)
“If ever I become entirely respectable I shall be quite sure that I have outlived myself.”
~~ Eugene V. Debs ~~
It’s True An Only Way iN A Human Culture to Gain the most respect is to become the Best Group Doer.. which only means most everyone else can fill in for you when you leave.. Another Brick iN A Wall as ‘they’ say2..;)
“I can handle reality in small doses, but as a lifestyle it’s much too confining.”
~~ Lily Tomlin ~~
As Far as the Clothing of Culture Goes.. Shorts work out okay..:)
“Youth, large, lusty, loving- Youth full of grace, force, fascination. Do you know that Old Age may come after you with equal grace, force and fascination?”
~~ Walt Whitman ~~
Don’t leave the L L and L Behind either.. heHe..;)
“Don’t walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don’t walk behind me, I may not lead. Walk beside me, and just be my friend.”
~~ Albert Camus ~~
It’s Rather Strange how rarely it is in the Entire South East Gulf Coast Free Range from Biloxi to Tallahassee oF Public Dance i’ve found anyone Willing to Dance and Sing Free beSide me.. Yes.. i’m talking about Beyond Trump Group Walk..:)
“The path is the way. The way is the truth. It is found, but not held walked on, but not followed.”
~~ Tao Te Ching ~~
Wonder if Lao Danced but it’s True.. Most Writers of Philosophy Are Almost by Definition Introverts.. Considering other folks likely wrote what if anything he actually said.. Chances are Better that he Danced too.. Although Dance Does Wear out Shoes Fast as on average i replace A Pair of Nike Shox Shoes Every Three Months at the 500 Mile point or so as i am on my 18th Pair of Nike Shox Shoes Since the Beginning of September of 2013.. NoW as i finally Found Some Half Price.. as uGh it appears they are not going to be making them anymore.. so i grabbed three As i’LL Cross Change aS A RiVeR FLoWs NoW..:)
SMiLes mY FriEnd Xenia For Clouds Float sAMe oVeR Edge of Rocky Mountains sAMe as Whippets Different Gliding oveR Stones Down Hill BaLanCe oF NaTuRe ANiMaLs sAMe iN HuMaN CLoTheS LooK anD LisTeN Mountains beCome all Down Hill.. Every SeaSon WitH its Pain and Pleasure Every Dog wITh Love BRings Warmth Cool Comfort.. November Puzzle to Be Solved New Tangle of Tree Roots Wash Ashore and heHe.. for me at Least.. Public Dance BecoMes A Challenge Weaving in and out of Shopping Bodies Far aWay Enough Not to Harm Holiday Season Spending.. but sTill mY FriEnd.. Xenia.. i reTain mY Cloud WitH eASe as ‘they’ say.. 10,000 Hours And More of Practice..:)
“Floating Cloud North Wind in November Transformation” “Howling the Eternal Yes”
-Xenia Tran -gigoid.. Fourth Title Line..:)
A PiLL Only to Cure Fear Surely Not enough for the never Fill Of Power Status And Other Goods To Feel The Monotherapy oF Fearless Unconditional Love to Cure Most iLLs as State Even Nation BeinG Truly Free iN Thrive oF WeLL BeinG.. Waves to the Morning Sun Ocean Blues Warm Home Soon.. Gulls Print Sand All Around Shadow Sea Fly Wings.. Shell Trails Mountain Face Best oF Fossil Hits Record Play Hundreds Of Millions oF Nautilus Phi LiFE YearS.. MeanWhile Human Media oF A Few Decades iN 8 Track Tapes Go Extinct.. True.. Some Life Songs Last Longer Than Others.. So Let It Be Shell So Let It Be LastinG NoW.. SMiLe mY FRiEnD.. Frank.. For one thing for Sure is Computers Lack the Programming For Holy Creative Spirit Flow NoW to Recreate An Artist but sure perhaps we have An AI Trump So Predictable his Art oF A Steal Is As Robot Deal.. HaHa.. oTHeR than that Artists Have Been Uploading tHeir SoUL As Nautilus Art in Every Medium that comes.. and although they Say the Internet was created by Porn more than likely iT is More For SoUL Set in Fossils that Relatively and Humanly Speaking could last the Species.. but of course what we have now may be JusT anoTheR 8 Track Tape PasSing away.. ThE Love that Carries on is Best pasSinG oN Sure in eYEs thaT Love BRings To Fruition’s Carry on.. Other than that Happy Thanks Giving mY Friend NoW WitH Warm eYes oF Your Loved Ones wHo Carry YouR Love Forevermore NoW iN eYes DanCinG SinGinG LoVE.. For Love Needs Nor Leaves Any Copyrights.. For Machines Will Never Feel Love And Humans Who Do FulfilLeD Live iN Paradise FRee NoW.. It’s True.. tHeRe is no AI Heaven.. For True th(e)ose Human Machines LivE WiLL iN Less than Love..:)
“Monotherapy Gratitude Sun Salutation Rock Just Because” “Howling The Eternal Yes”
-Frank Hubeny -gigoid.. Fifth Title Line..:)
Living Rooms.. Only Couches.. Chairs.. Room For Life.. Oral Tradition Before Mouths Become Screens Feelings.. Rose Words.. Emotions Swirling Around Living Room.. It’s True.. Back in the 60’s.. My Elders Shared Stories Around Kitchen Tables and Couches with Living Room.. And They Even Played Card Games with Flesh and Blood Beings.. With Heart Beats.. True.. Humans Used to Flower.. Some Still Bloom.. Happy Thanks Giving For that mY friEnd.. Brian.. It’s Good to Have a Voice.. But it’s True.. i Don’t Play Card Games..:)
Hi Glenn.. Happy Thanks Giving And somehow i arrived at your Post Highlighting 40 years of TV Guide From Decades since ’53.. here we are in ’17.. 64 Years Later and as the Beatles Song Goes.. Will i Still Love the TV from 64 years ago as those TV Guide Photos Relate i’ve Consumed as Many TV Shows as a Grizzly Consumes BerrieS hehe.. OMG.. the Modern Human Library in Subconscious Flow Ocean More.. So Many Thousands of Mirror Neuron Relationships with Humans/Places/ Things/ Never entering our Flesh and Blood World.. But Never The Less As Science Shows.. Feels Senses and KNows No Different than the Next Door Neighbor over For A Visit Still.. A Brand New Experiment of Human Brains now Married to Mirror Neuron Vicarious LIFe as Real as Real Feels and Senses on all Size Screens now come Real.. i suppose now tHere Comes A Day wHeRE aLL Screens Come Real.. iN Grizzly Size Regurgitation To Clear Those Air Waves oF BeForE..:)
Second Round of Poetic Responses at Xenia’s Place of Poetry.. NoW iN someways.. sadly.. i must say i’ve never seen Real Life Snow on Mountains And the First time i Played a Very Realistic Virtual Snow Boarding Game on the Computer i felt my Ancestors from the Black Forest of Germany calling back to me.. my FriEnd.. for the Biggest (only) Mountains i’ve ever seen are those in an Alpine Village of Helen Georgia where even more my ancestors called to me there for True too.. i am only two Generations Removed from the Dover Cliffs and Limerick Ireland.. but it’s true3 i don’t have the Patience for Limericks.. hehe.. Thanks.. Xenia.. With lots of ‘Old World’ Roots that Branch out as sometimes in Church i find myself singing with an Irish Accent for ‘no reason’ and as i mentioned before the Indian Tech Support mistakes me for British.. but hey.. after all is said and done LiFE is MaGiC anyWay as far as i WiLL See NoW WiTh LoVE.. TRuE.. mY FriENd For NoW aLL Love is an All enComPasSinG Electric BlankET ThaWing aLL Fro Zen With Never A Need For Coal otHeR Than Carbon Based Being heHe Sure.. A Sprinkle oF Science With a Whole Load oF Art As A Wash Rinse and Dry Cycle Comes Complete AgaiN WitH WArm BLanket oF LiFE toGeTHeR aGaiN.. SMiLes mY FriEnd For NoW i Give aLL Thanks for DanCinG and SinGinG LoVE FriEnds and Family and all of Nature And yes the Super Normal oF ALL i Refer to as God Beyond Human eYes.. Sure.. Basic Subsistence.. iN Aided Tool Terms oF Modern Niceties like Toilet Paper.. Soft Pillows.. and Warm Showers And Shelter for Warm and Cool too.. Inside.. But Best of all is for those Without any Cultural Clothes at all no matter where UniVersAllY they are as far as all of Creation MoRE within inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around.. God is only as far away as a Dance within mY FriEnd for it’s True for me at least.. if God Doesn’t Exist in Naked Seagull Wings on a Beach With no Human Foot Prints God Doesn’t Exist in any Book allone.. True A God oF aLL Thanks Giving.. SMiLes mY FriEnD A Fourth Title coming From too Many Open Tabs From aBove So beLow And Like God WiNks.. iT iS ofTen The little misTakes tHat/ wHo “HOwl thE ETernal YeS”.. A Best pARt oF PoeTry IS A HeaVeN oF Change neVer sET iN StOne mY friEnd It’s TruE2.. God is PoEtry too.. AlWays Happy Thanks GiVinG to You too.. Xenia.. For The Welcoming yoU’ve GiVen me2..:)
It’s not easy BeinG ‘A’ Wookiee mY FriEnd but it’s Worth iT all the Way to Soul.. Thanks for Dropping by Brian.. on Thanks Giving mY FriEnd With LoVE And Thanks for Encouraging me and so many other folks to be who i am when all i really needed was one word of Hello when the rest of the World Couldn’t See me.. but nah.. now i’m Standing on The Desk of LoVE ALL.. and now no matter where i go ‘they’ recognize i’m here.. at least iN A Dance World of SoUL.. A Song is much Harder to Hear hehe.. rather long… these days..;)
Second Round at Frank’s Poetry Place With.. SMiLes mY FriEnd For Fearless Unconditional LoVE iS All tHat/wHo Feels A Fill oF NoW ReaL aGaPE.. Love Waves Ocean Whole Sun Shine GRains Sands Sparkle.. But True.. 8 Tracks And Disco Do Still Live Within.. heHe.. me.. Dancing with Donna Summers.. i Bought That Move “Chappie”.. over a year ago on Blu Ray and still Haven’t Watched it and it truly is amazing to me that some Folks Actually Entertain A Potential of Greater than the True Quantum MaGiC oF Human iMaGiNaTioN CreaTiViTY and the Actual Feel And Sense of LiVinG Created as An Artificial Intelligence Machine as we’ve already Created Artificial Intelligence my FriEnd in Tests of Standard IQ and Minds and Body’s that become Stagnant And Still Downloading Data all days in School and Work now and even so called Play.. if all we come to be are button pressers more.. i see ‘Chappie’ as more oF a Parody of what we’ve Become than what so many of us Have Forgotten For all the Potential Real MaGiC in what we WiLL Do MoRE NoW oF when we Master the Tool Away from the Soul we’ve Lost within.. but course i come from the Reference Point of a Person Who lost Emotions and Senses that make life even Worth Living… And of course when i Hear someone say life is not worth Living i’ve a Good Idea of where they are.. now in feel and sense as in that place there is no logical way out other than Feel And Sense.. For it’s True for all the Doctors and Other Professionals i saw not one with all their advanced Medical Science had a clue of what i could do to bring back my Emotions not even a clue as a bread crumb For i just had to Wait for the Poetry of Song and Dance to come back again re-Born.. the Child’s eYes That Standard Requirements of Intelligence took away From the MaGiC of LiFE Divorced from i-robot eYes.. SMiLes mY FriEnd it’s like the Terminator2.. the Good Cop is already here.. and everywhere i look now that he’s back all i see is Machine Life Shuffling by Automen With Button Fingers Like Frosty the Snowman always melting…. SMiLes mY FriEnd For i’ve given you Much more than one line back today.. heHe.. but this is Like ‘One’ oF mY Favorite Subjects.. Artificial Intelligence Artificial Souls And isReal Life in Heaven NoW.. And A Way Hell is portrayed on the ‘Lucifer’ Show as Presented on the Fox Network.. ‘recently’ as a place where People willingly return to over and over Never escaping now.. For it’s True mY Friend as long as folks believe that Heaven is somewhere else but now here within they are the ones themselves that and who will Never be able to See that Heaven is now.. they’re already heaR if only they could See.. the Gift that’s Been Given to them.. NoW It Takes a WHole lot of Seek and Find to escApe A Potential Matrix oF Hell on EartH.. Mostly Created WiTHiN.. NoW2.. iF onLY Like in the ‘Wizard of Oz’ ‘they’ would put tHeir God (LovE) Shoe on again.. WiThiN Bare Foot As Free.. Beyond Beauty Heaven on eARTh Within is ReaL A Wisdom oF Love Beyond aLL i-Robot Tools.. sadly MeanWhile Other Folks Are Looking somEwhere Beyond a Rainbow that’s HeAR..:)
Third Round of Poetic Words NoW Dance And Sing at Xenia And Frank’s Poetic Places.. When Every Move BecomeS DancE When Every Sound BecomeS SonG And All Words LivE Free as PoeTry DanceS SinGs aLL iS Thanks GivinG NoW heHe.. Even iF i Cannot Taste The Turkey The Entire Pie Tastes Fine.. SMiLes.. i FigureD y’ALL Celebrated Thanks Giving AlWays NoW.. After aLL is DonE and SaiD iT’S HeaVeN aLL NoW DancE and SonG… See Ya Xenia.. aS PoeTrY LiVeS oN..:) Per Reporting on the Human Condition as Jonathan Haidt often does tHeRe are Open and Closed Minded Doctors Like Everyone else.. some closed minded in only A Car Manual of Fixes in the past and some as open minded to literally Give me an RX for a Prescription For Dancing in Case ‘the Law’ of OutDated ‘Books’ Pulls me over in the Mall to see if i Have a License to Dance.. it’s True.. i Literally Have a Prescription for Dance.. i even posted it as a Facebook Profile Pic for a Day and For Easy Access out and about in Dance as it’s so Ironic that Free Verse Dance is the Fountain of Youth that Folks Call Crazy.. Meanwhile.. ‘they’ continue to Look For ‘Dance’ somewhere else but within.. And sure that’s how most Folks See Love out tHeRe inStead of iN HeAR mY friEnd Frank.. Happy Thanks Giving alWays NoW A Dance A Song ThaT ALWaYs Counts for overAll BeinG HuMaN WeLL BeinG NoW.. Oh yeah.. in case i never mentioned it.. after the Old Doctor saw my Miraculous Recovery with A Mind and BoDy BaLanCinG Free Verse Dance.. He Literally Quit His practice as he Literally said i inspired him to Move on to a Teaching Hospital to Teach Movement Therapy.. i Suppose that BRinGS a Whole New Meaning.. hehe.. for the Student who becomes the Master for when he first met me.. he.. as an Air Force Major Psychiatrist said among all his Combat Fatigue Patients i was the worst Case then that he ever encountered as he offered to Refer me As a Candidate for a Procedure to Actually Implant a Vagal Nerve Stimulator.. so i could feel something anything of Emotions again.. and he Also Promoted Trans Cranial Magnetic Stimulation not covered by my Insurance then either.. as yes.. i was so Desperate.. i Considered paying the full cost of it that would have Been Thousands of Dollars out of Pocket then.. Meanwhile.. as other Studies were showing elsewhere that a Busy Air Force Major Now Moving in the Reserves with so many patients had no time to Consider.. Scientists were showing in studies that Free Verse Movement in A Meditative Focused way Literally Rebuilds Grey Matter in the Brain and makes New Connections of Wiring for Human Cognitive Executive Functioning With Increased Imagination and Creativity and Overall Human Productivity too.. Deep inside my Body Taught me what to do all iNnately iNstinctually and iNtuitively too.. All Moves becAMe Dance And All Words becAMe Poetry and Heaven Within Followed no Different than a Rose Blooming For the First time ever again.. Every now Feels like the First time my friend.. time out of time distance out of distance space out of space and place out of place.. Heaven always now within.. and My Cherokee and Sioux Ancestors Were slaughtered and Called Crazy Naked Savages for Dancing Around a Moonlit Fire of God Love within like this.. Meanwhile.. ‘those’ folks called themselves Christians never hearing the Message that the Kingdom of Heaven is at Hand Always in this Generation now within and if you look for it somewhere else you will never find it now.. Those Indians Had all of God and Heaven Free and the Onward Christian Soldiers Killed ‘them’ For What ‘they’ Never Saw or Heard within.. Meanwhile.. i stand in the Back of the Catholic Church Swaying Slowly Rhythmically in a Melody of Feet that kNows and feels and senses no Fear iN/As Love.. AdditionAlly.. with Zero Fears NoW mY Singing Voice is Powerful Enough in Pure Chi Flow Force of non-doing Tao Stream of Consciousness Mind and Body BeinG Free DancESonG to Lead the Entire Choir from the Very Back of the Church So it’s True mY friEnd iN LiGHT i forgive them for what they still care not to ‘KNoW.. After all i am still A one iN Heaven.. just coming down now long enough for a Dance and Song that ‘counts’.. And truly even With Around 12 Million Words Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. About the best i Can WiLL Do iN aS LoVE iS sHoW ‘them’ sTiLL What a Dance of Heaven within Looks like from the outside in.. thing is.. ‘the Indians of in as God’ aLReady did/do it and i do Still NoW remember the reception they received then/now.. in eyes of ancestors who couldn’t believe the ignorance of the so-called Onward Soldier ‘White Man’ Christian Clothes.. Yes.. in the Gospel of Thomas Verse 37.. the Part Censored out Still of the Nicene Council Bible Making Meeting of 325 AD.. Even Jesus was reported as saying to find the Living one within Strip your clothes off and tread on them with no shame in other words Dance Naked.. just like the Indians did/do with No Bibles at all.. SMiLes mY FriEnd.. somewHeRe Deep Down tHeRE is a Naked Indian (God) Just waiting To Dance again in as all of us.. so ironic ‘they’ never understood anything really that so-called Jesus taught in words of whoever wrote them as the Essence of Dance and Song (God) NoW.. it’s as simple as one word(s)dancesongnow.. Heaven’s Free Love within A Dance and Song alWays aNeW RENeWed no beginning no ending aLwaYs Thanks GiVinG isReAL NoW.. Again.. even after all these words the best i can/will do is the same that my Naked Ancestor Indians did just go out and do a never ending Dance Never Giving up on LoVE.. No Ghost Dance.. i AM ReAL.. ‘thing’ is ‘i am’ way too Clever now to get crucified with WiNks.. ‘those’ folks are still waiting for a Jesus to come back and put all those folks who disagree with them in an eternal fire of forever torture by an all Loving God.. meanwhile all the Jesus’s and the Free Indians that Live in Heaven now continue to dance and sing Free.. only wishing and hoping to lend a dance and song that and wHO Works.. anyway.. like the First Psychiatrist Exclaimed to his budding new Psychiatrist when he First met me in the Depths of Human Hell within.. when i told him since i couldn’t work.. i no longer had a special interest.. he said ‘uh oh that’s not Good Asperger’s with no Special Interest’.. and looking at me like a Clinical Study when i couldn’t put into words How the Piano Music i was Creating made me feel in Words.. he turned around to the Student he was mentoring and said ..we see this sometimes with People on the Autism Spectrum.. He Called it Alexithymia.. just another one of 19 or 20 other Labels that would come for a Human Being who lost his Dance and Song… Human Beings have Lived a Life of Dance and Song Tens of Thousand of Years before the First Word was named God.. in written script from sand to stone.. as an idol away from the Dance and Song of God that and who Lives WiThiN Naked and Free Dancing as Earth Wind Water Sings A Fire oF LoVE.. Thank Frank.. i reAlly i needed to get that out and about.. NoW off line oN to Dance Free again In Warm November Sands and Sun… it’s true i do have Irish and German eyes Green to Blue with a splash of French and Spanish with sure.. some English too.. aLonG WitH Words that coMe with that iN Scripted Forms.. but it is the Wild and Free of Indian Who Dances Sings me most.. funny.. nah.. not really funny.. All These Cultural Clothes NoW AS Human Tools and the Most ‘we’ have done Less is Forgotten The Living God of all within as Dance and Song oF Nature All..:)
EverYonE’s LooKinG FoR SomEtHinG MostLY To BeLonG TRaDiTioN SpELLs ToGeTHeR So in the theMe And MeMe of the Newest Snowman Movie with Olaf and the Ice Princess wHeRe Ya Gonna Find This Tradition when Most Everyone is going a Different Way.. Yes.. Houston We Have A Problem.. Young and Old Folks Looking to Belong And if you can connect to this Problem at Hand and Feet for a Target Audience of Millions with Art Chances are ya might Make a Million Bucks even as what one might see as a Stereotypical Good Old Boy from up North County on the Farm as a latest and greatest Rapper On YouTube with a Half-A-Billion Views.. And on the other hands and feats if you are just a ‘little more’ complicated like me.. heHe.. you Create iN A Tradition oF One in a Culture Created by one as Director Producer i and Actor I as a Great Spirit! Play as a Trinity of Free.. but of course with not that many people to share your new Original Traditions ‘You’ BRinG FoR Free You must Give Thanks Giving For all Your Blessings and Blissings in Life even if that only means you echo them as a visual and written prayer as a Nautilus Shell of Art to see and hear your Blessings and Blissings once more as they come.. trust me.. this is just one way and a very difficult way to Live in Heaven now but the thing is it works and relatively speaking no one can take it away as you become Self-Actualized.. Meaning you are Secure in YouRSelF wHeRe when someone does come by And say Hi or Congratulations that is just Icing oN a Cake that is already overflowing with Courage Kind and Bliss And Amen little g BE2 otherwise reversed As 238.6 LBS when numbers are seen ‘right side’ up on a Digital Scale of Life.. Simply has a Deeper meaning that ‘we’ Be 2 as Fractal of God of Nature whole little g pART of Big G Ocean Whole Waves we are Streams Flowing into Rivers more Shores Expanding Forevermore.. where every smile is the Cake of Heaven and the SMILes you share with others and or Bootie Dances or whatever comes nexT.. Are just the Icing on Heaven that Brings Beyond Rainbow Colors more.. anyway “that’s” what ‘people’ See when they watch my dancing feet’.. For it’s’ true it takes some Dedication to Write 12 Million Words in 84 Months also known as 7 years Tomorrow Saturday the 25th of November that was Thanks Giving Day 2010.. And sure.. 8400 Miles of Public Dance in 51 Months aLong with the Longest Long Form Poem ever still now Exceeding 5 Million Words today.. “SonG oF MY SoUL” As Macroverse Number 808.. Dancing the 188th Week at Old Seville Quarter last night with all the Cool College Age Folks there and yes.. to Give Gratitude and Thanks Again.. for Sub Chapter of that Longest Long Form Poem Ever.. Also Rating in Precise Word Press Word Count as of Last MacroVerse Number 136 now Writing 137 Coming with All of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. at 2,227,355 Words Since Memorial Day of 2016.. and now also Comes “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”.. that at the Point of Last MacroVerse 32 of thaT Now Writing Number 33.. Comes in at a Total Word Count Tally point Since Memorial Day of 2017.. now aT 609,355 Words.. as the Current MacroVerse Writing Joy now named.. “7 YearS oLD 12M WordS oNLiNE FReED.”. Yeah.. sure i could have estimated all aS 13 Million Words this Year as the Years at the Wrong Planet and other online Sites come in as an estimate of Words Written and Read from Wake to Sleep for 33 Months Before the Dance came in away from Shut-in Status then for a Total of 66 Months in the Pain and Numb of what Science assesses as the Worse than Crucifixion Pain of type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia along with another 18 or so life threatening other Diagnosed mostly Stress Related Disorders then.. but hey.. what WiLL i say.. i am very careful not to exaggerate as the only Person i have to impress is me in a Tradition of one in Heaven now.. with of course a very open door policy for anyone who wants to visit any part of me here.. hehe.. in more ways than one.. as hey.. if i don’t accept me how can how i ever expect anyone else to accept me.. so that’s why i wasn’t even afraid to do my Nude Art too at the Heaviest Weight after a Thanks Giving Meal that i ever have been in my life at 238.6 LBS Probably about as Heavy as i will ever get.. give or take a couple of LBS hehe.. after a Three Hour Marathon of Dance with a Few Gatorades to Rehydrate.. anyway.. i Left the Dance Floor infused with muse as it’s True Nature Sends me many gifts for Nature plUS is the God of Merit that and who within all of us Naturally Rewards Hard Word and Dedication of Never Giving up WitH A Will and Strength oF Fearless that only Comes with a Foundation of Love and Grace wHeRe Kind and Courage Dances Hand-In-Hand and Feet to Feet with SMiLes that Spread the Distance Time and Space Beyond all Distance Time and Space.. YeS Beyond iNFiniTY the Force of LoVE thaT CaN and WiLL NoW BE The Strength of Love WiTh Grace.. So Thank you God of Nature for the Dance and Song and Sure as Tradition of one Might Dance and Sing.. Congratulations to me.. i Self- Actualize NoW.. all i have to Do is Love with a ‘Little Help’ from FriEnds.. It’s True.. if you can and will be give and receive Love THaT is the Gratitude and Congratulations And Thanks Giving Wrapped up in A Christmas Present that Lives Always NoW Within in other Word God Love and all that Jazz.. C O N GRAT U LaTioNs the only person i can and will make come to mY Field oF DreAMs is me with an oPeN InViTaTioN to ALL FReED.. And it’s True.. No PaRT of this would Be Possible without Freedom of Expression and Separation of Church and State.. Thanks God.. For the USA For The Only God is Free LoVE.. Imagine that a Place wHeRe God Lives Free as Nature within each and every HuMaN Being Big Dreams CoMe TruE when Folks JuST Do iT and NeVEr eVeR GiVE uP NoW.. Look Around you.. within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around.. a Whole Lot oF Struggle And Sacrifice as coMe to BE what is Truly Human Potential Now in Free Love As a Quantum Metaphor of Human Mind and Body BaLanCinG ForcE unleashed and released as Quantum God More.. it’s True.. if i can’t Fit the Quantum God into 12 Million Words “you’ll” never do it in one.. like ‘they’ say.. isn’t ‘it’ ironic never the less and a little more Congratulations to me.. “i’m” in Good CompanY After all is DanceD And Sung FoR NoW@LeasT..;)
With A Dedication to My Mother who Passed away on 2.22.2017.. where her ONLY MISSION in life was to Love Her Children with HER ONLY HOPE that they would Find Happiness in Life.. Mission F and M.. Freddy and Marilou Now Accomplished with no Fear And Love.. Also Pictured.. my Grandmother.. Her Mother with A Few Added Pictures for Memories Coming in this MacroVerse too.. My Grandmother Pictured here After More Than A Decade of Waitressing 12 Hours a Day 7 Days a Week to Support My Mother Where my Mother WiLL Support Her Next.. As My Grandmother After that Hard life is Pictured a year younger than me now then at age 56 on the River with my Father at around 30 and his Mother in her 40’s in My Maternal Grandmother’s River Yard with Down Town Railroad Trestle that is now a Public Park where the City Celebrates The Fourth of July and many other Bands on the River Events now for new Traditions for the Metro Community now too.. And then there are the two Children.. myself who was considered more of an ET by other Children than Human on Earth Growing up in this Small River Town that’s now Growing Much Bigger in City way.. and yes… too.. my Sister and a New Catholic Woman.. mY Mother.. Inspired by the Catholic Funeral Procession of John F. Kennedy in ’63.. His Wife A Widow with Children.. my Mother’s Children’s Ages.. where my Father left ’cause My Mother wanted to stay at home With her Children instead of Making Big Bucks for him For a Materialistic Dream of Getting Big Rich that would never get big enough for him.. it’s True.. i’m a little Different from most Rappers and Hip Hop Folks And Country Music Stars and other Stars but not much Different than most Artists wHo Do Art for the Free Joy of Freedom Of Expression NoW iN all the ways that comes as ‘they’ leave it behind for others to pick up iN tHeir Field of DreAMs if they care to or not.. it is the Dream that Counts When it coMes to Fruition NoW from the Loving Hands and Feet and overall Mind And Body BaLanCinG ForCE oF A HuMaN SoUL thAT and WHo is SpiRiTed WiTH HeaRT Free Enough to Leave somEthing behind that inspires others to Live Freer in a Foundation of Love and Grace BrinGinG Greater Will and Strength or it could just be a smile or a couple of eyes that say i LovE LiFE Now or wHo kNoWs even A Bootie Dance that Lights The Fire oF A Dance and Song that Harms no one NoW and Gives More Spirit to LIFE.. Be Free.. it’s what God does Best.. Do it with Love and Grace in a WiLL and Strength thaT is eXtremely Careful Not to Harm anyone else.. and True.. ‘it’ WiLL never Be Perfect for it was/is.. we would with NO WiLL.. BE iRobots now painting by numbers.. and So would God as God Numbers and Letters are Free with Beyond InFinite Meanings And Purposes in Holy and Sacred Ways thaT ‘We’ Humans with Relative Free Will Are Free to Co-Create unless someone Forces God into just One Word or one Book aS one coMes to Believe God is a Lesser God of just one Word and one Book Trapped.. never able to escape And Create Different as the Tapestry of Different is what Flowers most.. Either God Flowers in you or not.. YouR Choice YouR WiLL.. Your Freedom or not… thing is.. if you nAMe the Beyond Quantum Force of God as Human Words as three letters do you Respect God as Free For tHeRe is NeVeR ReaL LoVE WitHouT FREE.. For any thing else spells FEAR.. So BE Free in you and others.. look around you.. Nature does ‘it’ best in as you Free.. THE Three Letter Word.. Yep.. iF You Are Really Loving Free without Fear.. And Strong WitH Will and Grace.. Pat yoursELf on THE Back AnD cALL God LoVE… C O N G R A T U L A T i O N S You made iT.. ‘You’RE Free JusT FReED..:)
Sure.. it’s Just A Cliche but A Reality of Losing what you Love to appreciate it is much more ReaL in other words of have you gone without Food.. Water.. Shelter.. Have you Lost the Life of A Loved One.. Pet or Human.. Particularly a Spouse or ‘Significant Other’.. A Child.. A Sibling.. A Mother and or Father.. Health and Well Being in all Disorders that may come.. and last but Certainly not Least.. Have you Faced what Seems like the Certainty of Death in an immediate now of no reprieve.. and yes.. Chances are by the Age Sector of your 50’s and Above.. that you may have experienced most all of these up and Closest of Challenges for Struggle Becoming More of a Veteran of Love Appreciating Love More in all the Ways Love of Life in General per other Humans and All the Rest of Nature comes and goes within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around.. and sure.. if one navigates these Struggles and Challenges through Rough Seas there is the potential then to Stream to River More to Ocean Whole to become NoW a Wave and a Surf Board of Balance that and who Understands how to co-navigate and co-create NoW with a potential very complicated Inner Universe that as whole for many as metaphor is understood as a SoUL A pARt WHoLe oF aLL tHaT iS for what some folks identify as something as small and large as a three letter Word G O D.. for the Greatest Size oF aLL is Experiencing God as and is Love the Force that and wHo Moves Mountains of Positive Change within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around.. and as ‘they’ say It’s More than a Feeling and More than a Word For Love is Best Experiencing Than Heard or Seen.. And in A Most General of Terms the same applies to A Three Letter Metaphor as God where sadly some folks hear and see the Word and most sadly really miss the Experience of the Four Letter Word Love as Love Fits inside God like a GLoVE ironiCaLLy Enough LiterAlly as such by First Initial and as ART is 60 Percent of SmART and eARTh and 75 Percent of pART so in other Words the Proof is also literal.. heHe Love and Art is integral to all oF Existence as we experience it at least and more like most.. For those who become a Force of Love ExpresSing Art in all the Forms Art comes that we can and will actually Feel and Sense more as Do than just See and Hear Deep within as SoUL of All ThAT iS as some folks name the entire experience G O D.. wHeRE all BeCoMEs MoVinG CoNNecTinG CreATinG InTeGraTinG pARt WhOle as the three letter word that becomes a MultiVerse View of as God otherwise known and felt and sensed NoW as YOU.. so.. this is an ‘overview’.. now comes the Personal Experiences of little old me.. Appreciating and Giving Thanks for 57 years and around 5.5 Months of Living on eARTh rounded off on the 25 Day of November 2010 to 606 Months of Living then 50 Years and 6 months before my first Written Word online came as the great Struggle already spoken to some in this Thanks Giving MacroVerse of Gratitude now in the year 2017.. anyway it stARTed with a Pet.. his name was Toby.. a Yellow Cat and my First Pet who lived with us in my Grand Mother’s River Front Home.. a Strong Arm’s Throw from a Rail Road Trestle across the River where Trains Shook the Concrete Block Foundation of Old Wooden Floors… Toby used to snuggle up to me when i took naps before i became allergic to all cats.. and that is a pARt of a Oxytocin Social Love Bonding Force all Fuzzy and Warm that i currently enjoy NoW and Katrina too now that we once again have a live-in pet who Gives us everyday Love.. yep.. a day came where Toby was sleeping on the Back Porch of that River Front home but his eyes did not close when i first met death and separation of Love up close and personal at around age 6 or so.. for that was the only Cat that my Grand Mother ever allowed inside who could give Nap Hugs like Toby did.. sure.. it was probably too much for her.. she had lost her Mother Young.. Lost a Husband who could be abusive.. Miscarried Children as many Mothers do.. and Lost a Dog she Loved for Years and Lived a Life Working so hard to make ends meet.. never Feeling the Security of Abundance that some folks take for Granted until My Mother took it upon herself to take care of her in her Fifties.. and sure.. living without Pets inside is probably what led to my Pet Allergies after that.. for i didn’t overcome it until i lost the Feelings of Love and a Strange Resistance to Pet allergies inside the home of probably just getting exposed and inoculated again.. for i was surely more desperate for Love than my air ways closing up for a while at least.. but not before a spell of not being able to Catch my Breath For a Day that seemed to last Forever.. Part and Parcel of Dysautonomia.. A Condition Greatly Exacerbated by Chronic Work Related Stress for 11 years.. culminating in fight or flight stress for the last 2 years of that.. with resulting auto-immune diseases such as Sjogren’s Syndrome.. type two Trigeminal Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep too.. in accord with my eyes no longer making tears like swimming in salt water with eyes wide open.. and of course what felt like a Dentist Drill without Novocaine from wake to sleep with the only help ever found as far as medical drugs go.. Ativan.. to put me to sleep for an escape i could only measure as pain when i woke back up.. but still.. the loss of Love and the Feeling of Emotions and Memories of Emotions as Emotions are Memories in a Catch 22 in Hell now then in a BLacK Abyss of Numb with no connection out.. was the worst pain then now oF all.. even worse to me at least than what Science identifies as the Worst Human Pain known per Trigeminal Neuralgia.. type two or one.. where type one is Acute and Intermittent and type two is Chronic and ever lasting from wake to sleep.. yes.. i skipped about Four Decades or so after Toby but i wanted to get the worsT pARt over as fast as i can even here for the Record of Giving Thanks not only to LiGHt oF LoVE but the BLack Abyss of dARkNess iN LiFE that surely can and will be a GreaTest Ark to everlasting LoVE NoW as LiGHt too aLong with all the other challenges of liFe in dArk as Well as not so Well in even places with Zero Hope and Zero Point of not only Feelings but Senses too.. yes for me then the bottom most pARt of the dARk Months of my SoUL for 66 Months in my own Personal DArkest Lent in the Spring of 2008.. after 35 days of only one hour of sleep brought on each night with a Powerful Alpha Blocker to reduce the Heart rate of my Dysautonomia out of Heart Rate and Blood Pressure Synch.. and the 5 of the last of 40 days with no sleep at all.. as Dante’s Hell Rings of total pain progressed to A Total Piece of Paper numb when all became the illusion of time and every second becomes the experience of a Thousand Years in Hell when one Feels and Senses nothing at all in what becomes a personal reality experienced of disconnection to all that is.. in other words.. a Living Dead Experience then of Separation from what many Folks Identify as the Actual Experience of God as all that is Nature plUS LiVinG within as an overall Ocean wHole oF LoVE Both in Feeling and Sensing all that LiFE is NoW…. i’m sure folks have a different Version of Hell on Earth and sure this is my story of Hell that words will never compete against as the actual experience then.. surely.. an excellent reference point in written words at least to the place i live now as Heaven on Earth a Place of Fearless Unconditional Love Living with expresSing Love in all of Art NoW aS Dance and Song Free.. anyway.. after arriving back to that future now back to around Four Decades or so before the age of 47 in January of 2008.. the first month of a steadily increasing month of the Rings of Hell then in what would totally come to 66 months in Hell generally as such.. yes there was also Fibromyalgia as if the other pain wasn’t enough and on that line of pain.. Severe Degenerative Arthritis in my spine precipitated rather early by a Congenitally Fused Vertebra as an incidental finding in an MRI then.. with some Spinal Stenosis too.. and yes.. Coat Hanger Pain in Shoulders and Neck Associated with Dysautonomia… Severe Depression and Anxiety and Associated Anhedonia.. Panic Attacks.. and a Dash of PTSD with the already addressed Alexithymia in this Thanks Giving MacroVerse too.. Mood Lability as the Diagnosis of Bi-Polar Disorder wouldn’t come until the Doctors came to know me in Heaven on Earth as i had to learn how to modulate the LiGht in my Life as Pure Joy and Bliss the same as tolerating the dArKesT Pain and Numb in the previous 66 months of hell as the pain and numb finally went away on or about 7.22.13.. as finally fully re-entering Humanity as a Public Dancer Later in August of 2013.. and sure.. finally Diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome on the Autism Spectrum in what was obviously already adapted to as struggle from the the age i finally learned to speak in putting words together at age 4.. as my Form of the Condition was more like the Hyperlexic Children originally identified by Hans Asperger in the Nazi controlled era of Germany where he struggled to show the value of these children.. so they wouldn’t be exterminated then.. as he himself identified the same traits in himself of what he overcame to eventually become a Successful Doctor to help other folks out of the more DArk areas of Life too.. not unlike the Current Doctor in “The Good Doctor” show that is a top rated show on TV now where a “Little Sheldon” Show too.. provides similar struggles when in a Youth where there was no Diagnosis of Asperger’s Syndrome then that truly only becomes an official disorder when the symptoms interfere with Life as efforts to deal with Social Interactions become too much as that Human Capacity becomes exhausted more as i finally succumbed to that after going toe to toe with a Female Captain of a Base as an Athletic Director in two areas of Professional Life.. neither of which i was Inherently Socially Cut out to do as a Person not yet diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum then.. sure i am more cut out as an Individual Dancer/Poet and a ‘Tennis Player’.. now.. surely more than Couples Dancing unless it is simply somewhat of a tight hug on the Dance Floor accompanied with a general lust/love for life up close and personal more too.. and team sports.. nah.. too many moving parts for a mind that moves like lightening before the thunder comes next.. in other words later when i finally am able to express all of what i see and hear and feel and sense.. Spidey Senses i really do have too as far as not being able to touch Human Made things without great discomfort.. but human.. yes.. Flesh is A-OK as long as no one is rubbing their hands still now across my clothes.. or sweeping the floor.. particularly a Rug.. Oh God.. Towels out of the Dryer and other Clothes are the worst to touch.. but the Good and Bad part of that is i am extra good at feeling sensing other folks pain and pleasure.. as my ‘significant others’ throughout life suggest i have a rather ‘special’ touch to give as ‘they’ say.. sure.. there is a whole lot more to the flesh and blood touch than what meets the eye and ear.. extreme empathy as far as emotions go too.. where i used to not be able to separate my emotions from the emotions of an Entire Walmart Store where folks live in scarcity so much in misery and suffering now to now too.. Public Dance and iPhone Ear Buds surely is the medicine for that as in technical speak that’s why i got a Prescription For Dance from my newest Psychiatrist to back me up in case someone doesn’t believe in Store Management or such that that Public Dance is my Wheel Chair so i don’t have to Vicariously Feel the Hell of Hundred’s of Folks Misery and Suffering as yes.. i Have the Empath Version of Autism.. not the Version where folks feel other people very little as basically objects in their environment to use.. as on the ‘Wrong Planet’ ‘those folks’ admitted to that problem and the struggles beyond the flesh and blood warm and fuzzy connection as i lost that in hell too.. although i had a reference point at least in vague words as past of the Heaven of Love i Lived before.. it’s true.. some poor souls have no Reference Point of Heaven NoW at all.. and those are the ones i wish i could help feel and sense Heaven the most of all now.. as i do understand the full emptiness of what they experience as at Most a Purgatory Shades of Grey Experience of Life.. it’s true.. when i see ‘Trumps’ like this with little Real Human Connection of Love i see dead people living that i wish could come to Heaven now.. at least for a visit with me.. all warm and fuzzy as such with Beyond Rainbow Colors experiencing LifELiGHT too.. anyWay.. there were other Miscellaneous Health Related Disorders eventually tallying up to 20.. all of which with one smell related disorder to make 21.. that i continue to Transcend for Heaven now.. and now finally Back to Four Decades before age 47.. where my Grandmother’s Best Friend then.. Uncle Ed as affectionately named by us.. as somewhat of a Surrogate Grandfather too.. as both of my Grandfather’s died long before i am born.. yep.. my first view in the Funeral Home then.. and before that praying with all my might that he would never die when he was sick.. but he was old.. it was his Season of Life Natural for Death then.. in his 80’s.. a Ripe Old Life lived as a Train Engineer for the Federal Government then.. his Daughter.. the Editor of ‘Woman’s Day’ and a little two story home.. he lived in with a spiraling staircase steep to his Bedroom that my Grandmother Helped Clean with a Picture of a Young Looking Wife that he had lost Decades before.. Sadness yes but he had friends.. still in his 80’s and they played Cards too at his Home and he talked for hours with my Grandmother then and her other Elder Relatives too.. back then.. Small Town life as everyone’s name was ‘Norm’.. at the Five and Ten Dime Store.. Down Town..”Cheers” just a walk from our River Front Home.. and yeah.. no Air Conditioning much in that neighborhood then.. Hot Water was Boiled For Baths so Chilly.. Front Porches got used and people actually reached out and touched their neighbors then with hand shakes and hugs hello and goodbye.. and yes.. they talked for hours on end as most of their entertainment then.. smiles and hugs were the only reward then.. and as far as i know there were not any Bootie Dances but the potential for Closed Doors.. and sure Closets too for what was or wasn’t accepted in public purview then.. humans are humans they do human as humans do.. Nature NoW WiLL Have Her/His Ways in the open or closed still… Struggles after that of not being accepted by peers.. and obvious concern by a Father that i wasn’t growing quickly enough into the man he had become.. but sure.. it would have helped if he stayed but that’s how life goes too.. a locality where if A Boy with a Loving Mother with no Father to say boys can’t express emotions.. not even a smile.. Where a Visit to a City Park in Middle School Age and in the Hallways of School too are met with so-called Onward Christian Soldier Boys of the Southern Baptist Style that say.. boy you are the F Word and not Fred if you Dare to smile in this town or laugh and you gotta be kidding you never get to cry here.. and if you don’t play team sports you can never be a real boy either.. sure.. exacerbated by the fact that the McDonald’s Cashier identified me as Miss at age 12 too.. me wondering why and confused of what it takes not to be called Miss then.. sure.. about the date i convinced my Mother to purchase me some Plastic and Concrete Weights from K-mart as all the Estrogen in a Matriarchal Family that consisted almost all of Women.. left me with No Male Models or Androgen Enhancing Rough and Tumble Play with Aprons Strings of Attachment to a Mother where the Father abandons the Family where something vital goes amiss that may take Decades to regain.. when one Figures out finally how to become their own Father if that is what it takes to feel finally comfortable in one’s own skin.. yeah.. my Father Didn’t Die but what did i know.. at age 3 when he left and didn’t come back.. i can only vaguely ever remember ever having a live-in Father although my Mother said i was so attached to him.. it was like i worshipped him then.. in that case God Left God Left.. God didn’t seem like God Cared and after that God Visited about a Twice a year for a Day trip then.. but i can’t remember in words and that’s no surprise considering i didn’t speak until age 4.. but what i do remember is.. i had a hard time of letting anything go for most of my life.. even material things for some things can’t easily be replaced if ever at all.. my only Dog Charlie.. who seemed like my only Friend outside of my Immediate Family in Middle School then getting out of the yard somehow… perhaps wanting to meet me at the School Grounds then at my old Elementary School where we got off the bus then to walk back home.. on the side of the road by the Tennis Courts at the City Park.. a place he would never meet me again.. Riding by on the Bus where Vicki taunted me to the other Children saying look look.. he has eyelashes just like a girl.. anyway.. My Mother and Sister.. we all cried at Charlie’s Passing but it was too much.. the only Dog who would ever be our Dog For the Rest of my Life After that… Anyway the BesT pARt of all was my Mother Gave us Unconditional Love no matter what.. she let us be us.. with never any musts for what we are to be in life next.. and that was enough.. enough for me to never Give up on life/love then.. but i must admit when my First Girl Friend said goodbye on the Dance Floor.. she sixteen.. me nineteen.. in ’79.. when the Song by Earth Wind And Fire named “After the Love is Gone” was being played for the Slow Dance when she came close and said i don’t Love you anymore.. i suppose that’s why i felt a little sad.. when what seemed like a rather ‘Wild Girl’ who rather Forced a Bootie Dance on me.. spinning me around like a Hot Top and Bottom for a Face to Face Closer Dance with eyes that started to say i like you much more than a Bootie Dance then.. i didn’t want to hurt her and push her away.. i engaged her as kind as i could in a distant enough way where she finally said Then.. Thanks For the Dance as Lord knows who.. i thought the Guy she was with stepped up and they left with each other then.. who knows2.. it was ThanksGiving perhaps she was visiting Her Cousins and She was really Lonely Looking for any love at 2 AM.. i’ll probably never know3 but that’s okay for she did leave with a smile and a thank you2 and that’s a lot better than “After the Love is Gone” for i can relate.. to being hurt by someone i love or like so much.. too.. anyway.. i’ve never Approached a Woman to Dance at Old Seville Quarter to Dance as a Married Man Happily as such i am.. but i do Love Dance Friends who stay Dance Friends and don’t make Life into a more Complicated Bootie Dance Way of Life.. Meanwhile.. men are Grabbing Women in non-consensual Ways.. sorry can’t do it.. for i had a Mother who Gave me Sacred Love where it Naturally Follows STiLL NoW that all Women are Sacred too.. i have a not so nice taste in my Heart for the Cold Patriarchy in my Red State Trump Locality as Emotional Intelligence for what Moves us most and Best as Love is often missing and does lead to early Heart Attacks After Mall Benching Professional Sports for Decades of Recreation other than a Moving heART.. but hey.. i understand the Value of Emotional Arts so i dance i just dance and sing.. Yeah.. i lost my Father in 2014.. he lived his Life for what he found Good in Life.. particularly the purchase of 500 Dollars or so a week in Lottery tickets in a Leisure Surely Deserved after working 46 years of Law Enforcement with a Florida State Record of doing that when he retired at age 69.. spending the Next 11 years doing whatever he wanted and the hardest part of Losing him is i never got to know him and he seemed like he never wanted to know me but you see.. his Form of Asperger’s Syndrome was in many ways worse than mine.. for his Mother who Ran a Nursery told my Mother who wanted to Pick up the Crying Baby in the Crib.. Leave that Baby alone or he will never learn to live on his own.. sure my Father did.. My Father did live on hiS owN.. surely a Reap of at what his Mother also couldn’t fully give.. as A Young Teenage Mother earlier Married to an X-Catholic Priest of her Parish then.. anyway.. part of the reason i’m here.. so what right do i have to complain.. that’s the thing.. it takes a whole lot of Struggle and Relatively Speaking a Miracle of Nature and God that any of us HeAR exist at all anywHeRe NoW.. so yeah.. i came back from Hell long enough more to say Goodbye when i became okay again.. Good Bye to my First Step Mother’s Third Husband who we were very close to around Christmas of 2013.. bye to my Father before Suddenly Dropping Dead on May 22nd of 2014.. bye to Katrina’s Sister around Christmas of 2014.. oh and while i was sick in hell.. i missed saying Good Bye to My First Step Mother and my Step Sister as she succumbed to her Cocaine Habit from the Inheritance she Gained from my first Step Mother then.. and my Great Aunt Jettie who helped me so much as she had more wind in her soul to carry a tune of help than i could relate as a human being then.. i never really said goodbye.. i just kinda let her go.. for she was the one who remained strong for me too like my Mother and Sister and Katrina no matter what.. and then there was Big Cat Moby who i really enjoyed snuggling with too after i fully felt the Warm and Fuzzies.. back in February or so of 2015.. and my Aunt Passing Away around Christmas of 2016.. Second Cousin of a Drug overdose too shortly after that who i never really knew And A Greatest Challenge of all as my Mother Started to Lose Unexplained Weight in the Summer of 2014..on a steady sure decline refusing to go to the Doctor finally falling on Valentine’s Day in 2017.. from Stage Four Breast Cancer undiagnosed spread as Bone Cancer and finally in a Bleeding Cancer in her Brain as she endured it for at least two and a half years with at most a Bayer Aspirin now and then for what she related as Hip Pain then.. and as she endured her last days with what the Doctor Described as still a Very Strong Heart without any Food or Drink as her Wishes to Leave this life with no life support for 8 days.. what she left me FULL with is Love.. the Love that a Mother Nourishes.. particularly from the young child ages of 0 to 4 with Hugs and Kisses that Never fully truly go away and when they do can and will surely come back as Essence More FuLL of Mother’s Love in the Child’s Soul forevermore now.. then.. now more.. and yeah.. During Those 66 Months of Hell before.. then i faced then what seemed like the surety of Death Four times.. once with a Panic Attack in the Hospital.. once.. at the Start of not being able to Catch my Breath Due to Dysautonomia for a Full Day.. and towards the end of that Night were i just wanted someone to put me out of my misery and that would be enough.. where my Uncle Bob called and somehow talked me into Breathing Again.. as everything was out of whack about me by then.. and then at the end of my 40 day stint with almost no sleep.. after failing to muster the strength to Drive either into a Tree or Jump off a Bridge as My Sister found me at the Bottom of the Bridge.. then Driving me 80 Miles an Hour saying she couldn’t live without a Brother and would rather die without me then.. so i said no.. not you.. i’ll live for now okay.. as i continued to think of a way to end a Dentist Drill in my right eye and ear.. finally Agreeing to go to the Hospital as my Family wouldn’t Force that Decision on me.. i Refused to take any Anti-Anxiety Medication but it was the Ativan Pumped into my Veins that finally put me to sleep when all was cold and numb and i couldn’t pull even another word out of my Head to tell the Nurse i wasn’t on any kind of illicit Drug as she kept punching my Chest with her Thumb to Get a Response from me then.. i thought for sure i would Be Naked Food for Dogs somewhere on the side of a Road.. Yeah.. not sleeping for almost Forty Days will put you in mighty strange places like a Devil inside that says i gotta die now to escape while another voice says you are loved stay you are loved stay and my Mother’s initial Voice Won out from Gardened Childhood Love.. Yeah.. i appreciate Life and i appreciate the Struggles even more for it’s True Pain and Numb have made me even a Stronger Believer and Be-Er oF and as Love Now.. and can/will i Personally Judge another Person.. no.. hell no.. i’ve been to hell and i understand all the Non-Colors of hell all too well to understand i will never fully walk in the shoes of someone else’s hell to judge them as any lesser than the less i have experienced of life hell too.. helping to show other folks the way out that’s an Art of Love with a mix of colors dARk to LiGht too.. truly an art more than a science that and who can and will only be felt and sensed best as Giving Love Unconditionally Now.. and yes at nows tougher too.. anyway.. this is my ThanksGiving Story of Numb and Pain as the 25th of November is arriving in about 30 Minutes as that gives me minutes enough to read what i just wrote to see if it makes any comprehensive feel and sense.. and yeah.. gonna need at least one long song for this.. crossing my fingers.. hehe.. now that it will fit in one Word Press Comment now for it will surely exhaust what’s left of the FB Profile Pics to fit it in.. Oh yeah.. and when i was 21.. Recovering from Severe Depression off and on for about 2 years after my First Love Broke up with me going into a manic state then.. with no sleep for three Days and given a shot of Thorazine as i was talking a little bit out of my Head for sure then.. i was sure that was the end too.. for my Body was So Cold and the Emergency Room Tech couldn’t Get a Blood Pressure Reading on me then.. still something inside was still living strong something inside that was saying to me and not the Doctor’s then.. you will suffer.. you will suffer but one Day you will Be Happy in Heaven forevermore now then.. sure.. it wasn’t A Good Idea to say that out loud for they thought i was addressing them.. as a Baker act came next.. a two week stay and only with the help of a Woman City Councilman to get out.. who was an extended relative who knew me as the First Sophomore in High School along with Another Person that year in School to be put in the National Honor Society then.. as the boy as always the apple on the Teacher’s Desk too.. yes.. Just a Personal Prophecy of Misery and Suffering and then Redemption that and wHo Would eventually now come true.. who knows maybe one of those times i really died and this is Heaven after Death…. How would i really know.. how does anyone really know.. for even Quantum Physics has no real hold on reality as a Hologram or whatever it is now.. with all encoded as reality in the smallest and the largest of God aLL NoW and all that Super-Normal comes to be as reaLiTy now too.. i feel i sense.. i Love Without Fear and that’s enough if it is to be like my Uncle Told me it’s up to me.. And for now that’s How Life Works for me iN HeaVeN isREaL.. And nah.. i didn’t Forget my Son Ryan as already talked too so far in this TG MacroVerse now.. at the end of his 51 days.. Cradling Him in my Arms the First and last time not hooked up to Machines with the Mercy of his last Heart Beat out of Pain now..still it’s true.. Death Sleeps NoW as Peace out of Misery and Suffering Most.. My Wife couldn’t Bear to Hold Him.. and i suppose the only reason i could was Because of mY Mother.. HeART fELt Yeah.. it kinda pisses me off still when i see people Disrespect Women.. but i understand why for they could not have possibly been loved as Much as i was by my Mother..:)
God Art and Love Breathes is LiFE IS Change Means no End God and Art Laugh Same As Love When Trapped iN A Book With The End A Word True Art No End Begins of Mean Book Ends Definitely a Metaphor for What Happens When Love and Art and God And Generally Speaking Creativity Becomes A Systemizing Science of Same.. Trust me or Not True Original Creativity is Quantum Magic Beyond Any Systemizing Science that if ever there is Proof For God Original True Creativity is it that Streams that Flows River as Waves of Ocean Whole.. True it’s what sets Man apART from Tools as Machines.. True it’s what sets God and Art and Love Separate than what can fully be experienced in all forms that Humans Create as Abstract Constructs that only Approximate the Inner Essence Experience of God and Art and Love as Generally Speaking Creativity.. sure anyone can improve on what i say for i see an Open Source God And Art and Love as Generally Speaking Creativity.. and you bet Human Lust for all of Living is base is core at the Pyramid of ever rising God and Art and Love and Generally Speaking Human Nature at the Capstone of Human Potential in all seeing eyes of Creativity More aLWays Means Beginning never ending end now.. True Original Creativity can and will Be Shallow or Deep perhaps just a Drum Beat and a Simple Rhythm of Dance and a Chant of a Few Words over and over until a Meditative Moving Ascendent Transcendent Ecstatic Mind and Body Higher Awareness comes.. Pure Genius Yes as Art in Rap Songs where some folks see shallow Others Dance Beyond iNFiniTY Free in Bliss in Nirvana.. Satori Kundalini Rising Pow Wow Tribal Dances in all Hemisphere and Longitude ways from Head to toe Prana the Chi Ki Qi Force comes to be all metaphors for an Indian Great Spirit Come to Life as Reality NoW within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. and all around.. so.. are all these deep Deep Long Form Poem Ways in even longer Record Ways of Modern Fruition Necessary For the Essence of the Experience of Heaven within.. Hell no just a Rihanna Song Will Do.. Something about Umbrella Orange Encompassing all like Raindrops of Sparks in the Fire Light of Heaven Uncovered Experienced as Time out of Time Distance out of Distance Space out of Space Beyond Infinity Now Pure Love Agape Arrives all Free God is in the room and the Room is you.. now of course for those with ‘tight anal sphincters” as a Rather Very Crude Metaphor for uptight as yes that’s not the only physical or spiritual pART affected in effect for being closed minded and bodied is a state of being not only from head to toe butt Beyond Infinity too as Pure Agape Open Love For ALL as a Systemizing Science Material Reductionist might warn.. don’t be that way and let your brains fall out.. in other words.. Neocortical Control in Frontal Lobe way that becomes so restricted that folks have to Drink Alcohol or do some kind of other external substance to unleash and let Go and finally feel and sense life more.. and yes.. Generally Speaking as far as Creativity goes more Unwinding tHeir Free and Wild Loving God Nature within as Super Normal PluS Being Human For now.. open up and live or close down and die as life that’s part of why ‘Bud’ ‘Light’ signs are displayed most everywhere you go.. just imagine if ‘they’ could Dance and Sing like little old me.. Black Friday would never come for Drug Makers of all kinds they would be in the Red with nothing to sale as Free comes Free.. yeah.. i understand it might be offensive for some to hear this but keep in mind i’ve lived 57 years as your parents tell you stuff like this too.. there was once a day when i had to have Four Beers to muster up enough Freedom to even walk into a Dance Hall with Two More Drinks before the courage to Dance somewhat free but still too rigid to raise my hands above my head to reach up to the sky as God within Free.. NoW And in College approaching 19 years then of total School in Official Transcripted ways.. so many years of Systemizing Science Mind of Downloading Facts from Lectures and Books.. A Spark of Writing in A Contest Winning Original Christmas Story in Middle School among two homerooms of 80.. Writing A Play and Acting in it too in Middle School too.. Snuffed out by a Patriarchal Culture that threatened i would/will never succeed With a Freedom of Art in even the least basics of so-called Science in Being a Man.. threatened as such by even the art of the smile.. off into College as a Freshman lit up shortly in a Philosophy Class with another Flow iN StreAM oF Consciousness Writing from Supraorganism of Mind.. sure.. it’s hard to explain but never the less when you experience it you understand what Magic Finally is as the words pour out without any preplanning and effort as you next ask yourself who the hell wrote that as i never met the real me before.. all self-actualized if only for a half an hour or whatever it takes beyond Infinity of space.. time or distance.. to become one with all eternally then/now.. hand in hand with God and when Dancing Feet to Feet with God sAMe and Different alWays Changing too.. Okay.. so i write a 5 Million Plus Word Longest Long Form Poem Ever that doubles as a Bible with several Subchapters of Baby Bibles of that Mother along with the Father as 12 Million Words online now as my 7 Year Birthday of Living online in Words and Photos and Videos of all kinds of Art comes to Fruition now.. As the Wife Katrina who i often Lovingly Refer to as Egyptian Goddess Isis incarnate on Earth now who says don’t compare me to that Woman as she thinks she’s not that attractive.. ugh.. First World Problems of Staying Born Pretty never needing Make-up Believe for Beautiful Still now at age 47.. anyway as she says who cares.. who in the World would ever wanna do that anyway but you.. and all that Public Dance at 8400 Miles Plus in 51 Months of that too.. and that’s key to Original Creativity you.. yes you.. are an original Flavor of God not yet met.. in the so-called Real World Now.. and Brave.. yes Brave for even Biology and Modern Science as i will also leave a YouTuBe Modern Discussion about the Difficulty of Being Creative in a Modern Technology Filled World.. along with two links to some very Artistic Human Produced Endeavors that i met on the Wrong Planet by actual Very Original Creative Artists there that will never be matched or bought either for it is so far out of the Box but Worth Sharing by me for i can see deeper than most simply for i take the effort to do it then and now still leaving no stones unturned of out of the Box Creativity even if it comes from areas i don’t agree with at all for there was also another Fellow who used a Neanderthal Theory of Autism to suggest that Folks from Africa and the Middle East had inferior Genes compared to Folks on the Autism Spectrum with their unique and artistic talents that have come to be.. not realizing that it is the Environment that counts most and the more there is scarcity and rigid controls in all Systemizing Science ways of Rigid Culture and Religions particularly those Dark Age Cultures and Religions in Victorian Ways that attempt to Corset Lust and make it illegal to be Human with a Libido as a Source of all Human Creativity and Productivity that Free Lust for Life in all the ways that comes both literally and metaphorically as a Free Organism of Life.. in other ways of saying that word of life like a Big Bang of Creativity and Human Productivity too..in Human ways of Creativity and Productivity and yes.. greater Social Cooperation too in abundance without the scarcity of misery loves company and blowing folks up for Brain Washing Dreams for what becomes illegal of Freedom to Do on Earth in Heaven now.. God experiences a Giant Face Palm whenever one attempts to Chain God Nature Wild and Free in Human now but that’s what fear does.. snuffs out all that’s Free and Loving Wild now.. snuffs out Human Potential in Creativity and Productivity and even Social Cooperation without some so called Divisions of Religions Blowing up other Divisions of the Same Religion who disagree with the Style of Religious and Cultural Clothes of Rules or Freer Ways of life one opposed to the other in a path to Death as the Sword Rules over Life And more Humans Die in Misery Loves Company for nothing at all but Fear and Hate.. so do i expect my Bible and Long Form Poem to sell.. hell no.. i’ll never sell the “SonG oF mY SoUL” to any Devil of Money.. and trust me in a World where the New Standard For Deeper ways of Looking at the World is 280 Characters i hold no illusions that breaking the rules of the Standard of Group think Pay Anything mostly but other folks saying who the hell would wanna do what you do anyway but you.. for i am free and you is you and me is Different now and Free to DO more and not restricted to what you do now.. as this is the Beauty of Freedom of Expression in Free Countries.. we get to be the Free God that and who Lives within us as unique Star Point of Light never duplicated ever before or ever again as each Unique Now of Creativity is ever Changing Colors Beyond Rainbow Restrictions now.. Being originally Creative in years before often meant just doing it for the means of the art of the moment in a way that would never be Shared or Given to others Free like an Emily Dickinson Poem Shuffled Away in Drawers never to be seen again until the Fortune of Seeking and Finding New Creativity comes and is finally appreciated more.. by others.. now.. tHeRe are Free Avenues to share and Give in ways like YouTube and Blogs.. where money need no longer Be A Part of the Creative Pie.. these are the days that Every Truly Free and Original Artist Dreams of then and now.. for we understand we do Art for God within… We are not LooKinG for a Target Audience to sell our SoUL.. We just want to be and express all of this Gift of Life that comes to be We now.. I do all of this in Direct Conduit of Thanks Giving WitH God.. and sure there are enough Creative Souls of We Whole in the World to share and give some of this aLL oF OuR soUL too from head to toe and more.. all Free now MoRE WitH no restraints harming no one else as there is an off switch on this Bible and no one is Forced to read/see by Penalties up to Death.. Yeah.. it’s also True that Walt Whitman.. Was a Real Prophet and part of no Cultural Church or Religion for he predicted the Priests of the Cosmos would come as Free Lance Artists of God but where he got it Wrong is where many Open Minded and Bodied Folks still do.. For the Conservative more Closed Minded Rigid Rule Makers for a Society that is Controlled more by Guidelines so one Person’s Brand and Way of Creativity doesn’t snuff out another potential much Different way of Creativity or just the choice and will for those Folks who for whatever Reason or Art find no way to Create now and would rather have no pART of any Art now to be as Happy as they will be or not.. not all humans live in abundance and the more scarcity there is in ways of obtaining Subsistence and Shelter and even Mates the more rules there are required to Survive in Large Populations of Human Beings so even more Pain and Suffering in Misery Loves Company will not come now.. It’s Reality Conservative is often necessary For Base Surviva..l it can be a Hard Red Pill for some to swallow NoW or a Green Pill of Balance out of Just Blue too.. but it’s the way Life Works as Even Science is starting to show now.. Humans are not evolved well to live in Scarcity of Large Populations either so A price of Living Out of Balance as Nature Evolves us for areas of the Environment That Are Abundant with Much Smaller Groups of Human Beings Who Live A More Naked Dance of LiFE in Giving and Sharing all in a Song that is Free that Works.. it’s like the Matrix Series of Movies on Philosophy says too.. not everyone can or will unplug to Pure and Original Creativity now but those who can and will.. will do it for the DeLiGht of the Fruition of Heaven now.. no.. i am not sorry for BeinG Free and Quite Frankly i’m Titanium now.. i’ve got this ‘Stuff’ Figured out for me at least NoW unplugged and if ya wanna ride aLong with me in LiGht you are Welcome if not that’s fine.. please find a way that works for you.. i am free and i am not sorry for just being all of me i can and will Be iN As Love Wild and God FReED.. Meanwhile.. i am Glad someone continues to Pave the Road And Prepare me a way to do all of this.. Hats off to the Construction workers too.. You are doing a Great Job.. And i hope whatever it takes you are even Happier than me.. and if you want to sure go ahead.. Write a Poem/Bible Longer than now than me.. the challenge is out for that but i’m not gonna hold my Breath.. in this life at least.. i will continue to Breathe Free.. Titanium i AM 2.. pART oF aLL ALiVE..NoW..FReED.. And yes Officially Today.. 11.25.2017 “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM’ Yep.. took a lot of Words to get a Title for this that Works but that’s what i do.. i never give up and get the JOB DoNE.. and as far as i kNoW FeeL and SeNSE tHaT’s wHat God Does too.. so.. i only RefLecT tHis GifT BacK.. like the Army Says All i can and WiLL Be iN aS LoVE NoW..:)
Not only a Photo of a Newly Minted Beauty at 27 years of Age in Sporty Royal Purple Attire with Athletic Shoes to Match a Velvet Dress obviously Very Very Physically Fit Head to Toes… Yes.. a Resume for Human now That speaks more than a Pretty Face And Fashionable Leisure Wear.. But a Hint.. A Studious Focused Face too.. Obviously Looking Down at Professional Notes.. Smiling with no Relatable Fears to SHow.. oF Anxiety heAR.. 27 Notes of Humanity Potential for 27 Years.. Birthday Comes now in the 11th Month.. November 2017.. and yes Speaking of 11’s.. 11 in Rank Famous out of all the Certified Accountant Finals in India in July of 2013.. 560 Marks earned not far at all away from the most Marks earned at 575.. hmm.. i was number 11 out of a Class of 381 in High School.. Tied with my Best Friend Lynn.. what a Surprise that was to have in common so at least as Friends we share the Number 11 in at least one way now.. too.. hehe.. i am so fortunate to finally Have A Famous Friend Online but What i Love most about Himali.. is her Kind and Courage too.. and i am Very Happy that Himali Will Be Able to Choose a Prospective Husband who allows her to be free in Continuing her Resume of Humanity now.. for she is highly Qualified as Human And will have to Work Very Hard to Find a Suitable Match for her.. but it’s true often suitable matches are totally opposite so perhaps the match won’t even like Numbers.. Surely God will Find just the Magic For Himali that Helps Her Search.. Meanwhile.. She WiLL Continue to Fulfill Her Human Potential in Both Numbers and Art too..anYWay.. Hellooove HiMaLi.. my Famous Online Accountant Friend and Also Famous in Art of Being Human to me too.. Nice to See You Making your Mark Again Online For Free..:)
sMiLes.. WiNks tHis is a Best Case Effort For Kat-Fred to Rock iN A Famous LooKinG Pic.. Like HiMaLi.. So Glam WitH GRaVaTaR SMiles2..;)
Helloooove HiMaLi Again Not only Once A FriEnd.. in Returning online today As a Visit with me at my Blog Home but also twice and thrice with Comment Responses On Her Blog too.. wait.. two not three for i am counting the Comment yet to come in response to the Post on 27 Traits of Himali in Being Human on Her 27th Birthday this Month.. Hmm.. hehe.. perHaps i’m Psychic at least in getting ahead of my words.. Anyway.. i’m Glad You Enjoyed the Ever Flowering Garden Eternally All year Now of Florida Milder Winter Weather.. And Yellow Boy is an Expert on Comfy.. Keeping Laps Warm of what you compliment as Kat pretty.. Yes.. Fred.. Kat and Yellow Boy are Very Happy to Have you as A Surprise Thanks Giving Friend to an oPen Table oF LiFE FReED And my hopes and wishes are alWays sAMe with you too my Extra Kinda and Brave FriEnd.. Keep Going for you are only 27.. So Young With the World at your Fingers And Athletic Toes all housed in Royal Purple Athletic Shoes and Velvet Purple Skirt.. i Have Close to a Photographic Colored Memory and Royal Purple is Very Hard to Forget WitH More SMiLeS mY FriEnd For Your 27th Birthday Now.. Thanks For Stopping By and Wading down 57 Thousand or So Words through Draft Comments hAha.. A Thousand Words for every year of my LiFE.. And 300 or so Photos to say Hi today.. Hehe.. it Can take a whole Lot of Work to be mY friEnd these days.. Oh yeah.. and PS.. i really missed you but not as much as the first time around as it seems like now you will always come back to be my FriEnd.. that surely doesn’t alWays Happen.. Thanks for That.. As i am only DanCinGSinGinG Farther Out of A Box tHaT’s Harder for most folks to join.. as EsCaPE.. but sure A Price of Free is Never Cost Free..:)
Facebook Friend Cris Speaks to an Intelligent Question that is rather a Potential Loaded one2.. heHe.. as Far as what the Function of Government is and if our Government is Successful in providing for the Needs of its Citizens as of course as i ELaBoRaTE a Little MoRE HeAR.. we are living a Brand New Human Experiment as Automation Replaces the Social Roles and Jobs for Subsistence that Humans once more easily gained from Employers that saw their Employees More as Social Humans who have the intrinsic need to Move and Connect and Create in actually Seeing and Touching the Response of those they Help in achieving Basic Subsistence and even a Thrive of life then and now same but so different now that there is a disconnect of what we work to do and where that work goes next to eventually Help or Hurt other Flesh and Blood Human Beings.. in other words Unemployment rates even if they go lower have little to nothing to do with if Human Being is being fulfilled as Naturally Evolved to Survive and even Thrive in Moving Connecting and Creating now.. we have some real problems and if they are not addressed Fairly.. Soon.. Mosque-Like Explosions aS Surely as Southern Baptist Reins of Terror in Domestic Terrorism will be next to come more.. take away social roles.. take a way Jobs and put Folks in a Greater Environment of Scarcity and it may be ‘your’ More Uptown Church in all the ways that comes as human binds next for those Humans.. particularly males.. who no longer feel they have a place to move and connect and create toGeTher to Make LifE ReaL.. so.. anyway in words shorter i go on to say.. alWays with a Novel Potential of Writing in my Back Pocket in Case anyone cares to pursue an issue in longer form of thinking and caring and Art with me now..
So i return in saying another longer than ‘normal’ MesSage in Facebook StreAM of thOught..
For now but it is the opinion of some Politicians that only the already Rich Rate for Welfare in Terms of Tax Hand-outs.. but hey.. We Vote for what we get and Ignorance doesn’t always do the math to arrive at the bottom line of what Souls are really saying.. Yes.. All Good Governments Provide for the Welfare of the Well Being of their Citizens other than Reverse Robin Hoods of the Ghettos of Poor Souls Rich With Filthy Money..:)
Windows into the Souls of otHeRS otherWise kNoWn as mind and body and all else of existence experience now.. sure as ‘they’ say God.. as i casually go on to say.. We most all get the option to Create a ReaLiTy of Love Hope and Joy and sAdly some of us take the other rather generalized option of Fear and Hate and Misery Loves Company by our very will in fear to look within openly for answers and keep going when the answers do not match the Paradigm we’ve been given all our life.. an open mind and body is an extremely valuable resource to find the answers and not all folks as even Science sHows are open source Human Beings as tHeRe is a spectrum that moves from someone like me to someone fixed as a Machine in never Changing Machine of literal interpretations of Books ’cause someone else said so for the fAct is take and read a book of any kind and start a round table discussion and one will end up with those who attribute factors to a flat earth and others who create Nirvana with a Dance of Life out of one word in that Book.. whatever the book is it is Clear that We Color the pAges based on our experiences and what we are fed in life as far as what we lEarn that tastes good often reinforced by the merits fed to us by other folks like that first bitter taste of beer or choke of cigarette that folks overcome for the addiction of what they NoW eventually find as Pleasure and the ‘tween of that in spectrum of living too.. but as far as what binds us for Social Cohesion.. no matter iF iT iS A Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose Scientific Method for the Cohesive Religious Force Among Scientists or a Common Focus on an only Son Man God as Jesus more clearly Visible as a Soldier Sun God in Days of Early Roman Empire Catholic Expanding Christian Soldiers who kill for opportunities for more Territory.. Subsistence.. Shelter and Potential Mates as we particularly continue to see this among those who would also Love to Expand a ‘Muslim’ Empire in Sects of Killing Violence away from Love and Peace.. no different really than the History of the so-called Peaceful Loving Christian Religion that burned so called Heretics/Pagans to the stake with just enough “Weapons of Mass Killing” like Semi to Automatic Grade Weapons.. to ‘mow ’em all down’ in the old days of killing for materialistic gains way for power and status too.. and of course we have drones now that are fabulous for button pushers but not so fabulous for Civilian Casualties and the such of Death as that in Killing Ways.. True.. Overall.. Humans Have not evolved as one would have hoped they would with so many so-called religions of Hope and Love for Peace and Harmony now but of course if one reads any of the Books of these Abrahamic Religions Literally it is very easy to interpret them for Justification to Kill others for what it says literally in those books to Expand Power and Status and General Materialistic Gains for those Folks not Saturated in Feeding and Watering a Garden of Empathy Sympathy and Compassion in General Warm and Fuzzy Nurturing Feelings as LoVE And Senses for the Rest of Humanity and Nature aLL.. but of course that is much more likley to come in A Small Indian Tribe All Naturally With Creeks Teeming with Plenty of Fish to eat By a Warm Beach where everyone shares and gives for common search for subsistence and shelter and mates coming to fruition with plenty of common holy and sacred meaning and purpose that everyone shares/give to get the Jobs dONe toGEThER that make LiFE Work iN both Survive of Foraging And Thrive of Dancing close to Naked TogeTheR by a Campfire Moonlit Night of Hope Love and Joy.. hmm.. Reminds me of the Dance On Thursday Night And the Basic Instinct of Love and Lust and how What seemingly was a highly Intoxicated Woman in the Second paRT of that Rise that Force of Basic Instinct of a Human Minding their own Business Dancing with an Exotic Dance that starts at one’s Knees rises and falls and rises again.. and turns around face to face for more of this Basic Instinct of Life but then there is Love and the Bonding Force of that with a Wife that says this is as far as i go as Love is the Binding Force that is stronger than Lust when two folks are pair bonded for life.. sure.. it helps to stay sober for surely the instinct of lust is intoxicating enough all by itself and i have no idea if that woman was drinking anything at all But She Surely Brought that Basic Human Instinct of Lust as Force to me that night in a Very Wild and Free Intoxicating way that can surely be re-focused and used for other Creativity than Basic Human Reproduction.. seriously.. you should see how ‘great i dance’ after the Bootie Dancer moves the other way.. hehe.. anyway.. as far as Existential Intelligence Goes.. i Understand my Human Nature and i understand the Science of Lust and Love for yes there is empirical data that suggests that Lust in Males particularly is A Source oF aLL Human Creativity and Productivity And With Women Lust is more a Source that inspires Cooperation.. particularly Among Women as the More Gathering pArt ToGEtheR For a Forage of Life in how that goes in Modern Life too.. one can see this in rather small Groups of Bonobos as the Matriarchal Power and Force comes STiLL From Groups of Female Bonobos Cooperating for the Forage and Males mostly relegated as ‘Sex Slaves’ and Hunters for High Protein Prey and other ways of Helping to Gather Together for the Daily Overall Subsistence And after the Jobs are done they kick back and relax as most really smART other Animals otHeR Than HUman BeinGs who work 80 Hours a Week in a High Powered Law Firm Do.. heHe.. So.. How smART Are HUmANs REaLLy NoW iN Terms of Hope and Love and Joy Loves Company of sAMe/DiFFeReNT or those who work work work work for Green Stuff and rarely ever get a break of Joy iN LiFE.. Yes.. the Pure Joy oF A Free Dance on a Thursday Night with JusT aNoTHeR Happy Go Lucky Bootie Dancer of Life.. Fortunately.. my Life Long Pair Bonder the Katrina Laughs off the Bootie Dancing as an Innocent Part of Human Nature but of course when you never age what is there to Be Jealous of unless you are a Woman attempting to steal you away from your wife.. hehe.. no.. it doesn’t happen everyday that a 47 year old Woman can Still Pass for a College Student Every day.. but hey as the Legend Goes.. heHe.. by Modern Mythology only hAha.. i was very poor when i met Katrina so i promised her if she married me she would never age and voila mission accomplished if only at the after the effect Mythological Story NoW for fulfilling prophecies that are self made after the fact of life now.. as Lord knows just read the Bible and see how many times the concrete evidence is that someone just said it in A Book.. And you can arrive at almost any comment section of a Controversial You Tube Video and find Big Foot Believers and Nihilists in the same Case Study Sample and as a Free Lance Anthropologist now too.. amazed at how Humans Create their own realities with a ‘little help’ from their friends And to seriously be so arrogant to think that the reality you and your friends have created is the only one that is valid as far as Sacred and Holy Texts goes is to completely miss the essence of ReaLiTy in Creating it now as Groups and Individuals still for the Forms we Create to represent our ReaLiTies sET iN stONe.. anYWay.. wHat i know for sure is no matter how much i Love my Wife the instinct for reproduction is so strong that it still turns me on when a strange woman who is rather attractive makes that attraction 10 times stronger by starting at my knee with her buttocks and rubbing up and in and down and up and in over and over very vigorously until i react and she spins me around face to face hypnotically looking into my shades with eyes so big and shiny hehe.. gotta Love Human Nature.. she not fully realizing that mostly i am A Participant Observer Anthropologist Poet out in the Field like John Nash in a Book excited to report his Human Nature finding in a Poem in the next few days.. i’ve been a rather Cerebral Poetic and even Romantic thinking Dude as that spans the Depth of Intellect to the Poetry of Loving Still Ocean eyes of intoxicating tingling feelings and senses from head to toe.. but what i can and will i say other than i am Scientist and Artist too.. and it’s True not unlike John Nash in a Bar as soon as i stArt to ELaBorATe in Vocal Speak of Intellect the thrill is suddenly gone for the other party in More Romantic Flow.. yeah.. it was like that for me in school.. most of the Girls thought i was strange when i went all on my ‘Sheldon Cooper’ Fred-talks of Life until i went to the Beta Club Convention for Nerds in South Florida in the Spring all tanned from my isolated walks on the Beach Hair Sunlit Blonde more.. leaving my ‘Napoleon Dynamite’ Wire Frames in the Hotel Room going to the Convention Dance and a Young Woman who had never heard me talk latching onto me like Glue as a Young Man’s Dreams of Ecstasy comes more true even in just A Body Close Kiss that lasts nearly all night long with no Fred-Talk at all.. then.. as i can’t remember her name but i’ll never forget that all night kiss.. yes that stayed fully clothed for after all it was A Convention For Nerds that were after all is said and done Human too More than just a Math Equation Making Machine.. those were still the days And it’s always nice to come to find i am still Human too.. hehe.. even with all the Scientist Still mixed in with the Artist but anyway i’ll Have to add in the John Nash Video Clip as it was pretty obvious ‘that girl’ was waiting for a Kiss too that never was ever gonna happen.. hey.. i tell everyone in that Club i’m 57 and Married NoW when the Music is not so Loud they can’t hear me.. And word gets around.. but this is the first time i ever saw that Woman.. not unlike the Young Woman down south at the Nerd Convention.. So what’s my conclusion.. Girl Power.. Matriarchy is coming back as suggested by a link i provided by an out of the box scientist early in this MacroVerse as Cycles go in Evolution in the same generation even.. when the Environment requires it for continuing Human Survival for when Women Cooperate and stand toGeTHeR iT Makes a Culture Stronger for the Truth is the Nurturing Power of Love that Hormonally speaKing in evolution.. the Female Gender is overall better at accomplishing in life is the Glue that has always kept Societies Flourishing Stronger together.. and these Bootie Dances are simply Women shoWinG tHeir Dominance in Society once again overall just like the influx of Women Power Bonding Together and Showing the Abuse that men in power and status use for non-consensual acts of sexual pleasure.. i cannot even imagine paying a stripper for a lap dance for i am an empath and get no pleasure if am just an object for a buck when the other person ain’t turned on at all.. i Feel the other Person’s Pleasure and that is the most intoxicating part of all to me.. without that there is nothing at all for me for i cannot view the other person just as another object for personal selfish gain.. So.. sure.. i am very happy that Young Woman enjoyed her Dance.. And if only John Nash had at least learned to Dance as hey Napoleon Dynamite Did it and ‘Sheldon’ has been observed doing that at least in a Country Music SonG Inspired Dance on his Show.. And that might have been enough to save John Nash from GoinG Bonkers in the opposing created ReaLiTy oF A Bootie Dance that works but of course the Real Dude John Nash was nothing like a Russell Crowe in real life for its’ True2.. Nerds can be attractive to the opposite sex too as long as they keep their mouth shut.. hehe.. unless the other person is a Nerd too.. And of course if they Learn to Dance And actuAlly JusT Do it too.. just some things i think about on Sunday Morning Before Katrina says get your ass off that Computer or we are gonna be late to Church but Hey.. i have A StRing of Days of Doing the Writing And Photography Work NoW of Producing the Longest Ever Current Long Form Poem named “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. As A Bible too Fully illustrated for 51 Months in over 5 Million Words and around 130K Total Photos included and linked With Thousands of YouTube Videos and other Miscellaneous Links For Wisdom and Beauty and Science too.. And i stARTed aLL This When LiVinG iN Hell on Earth.. WitH 19 Medical Disorders.. sTill Considered Legally and Medically Permanently Disabled with Asperger’s Syndrome and Bi-Polar Disorder too.. On the Wrong Planet on November 25th of 2010.. as i continue to Celebrate A 7 Year-Old Birthday of Existence in Writing and Photographs Uploading my Soul as a Free ‘Auto-Biography Roving’ Dude for now.. without stop for a total of 2555 Days NoW iN A String of Never Ending Beauty and Wisdom hehe.. for how many really outstanding Poets And other Artists/Scientists are there wHo didn’t have a touch or hug of Both of these so-called out of the Box Human Disorders too.. For at Least i for one See a Pattern of Beauty And Wisdom and Science in all i Do.. wheTHeR anyone else sees it or not now.. so on course.. of course.. Perhaps it is all my Creation only Holy And Sacred and Fully Meaningful in Purpose only to me.. but it’s True in LiGht too.. some of us.. the Van Gogh’s and Leonardo’s and Michelangelo’s And Raphael’s NoW as not everyone can be Ninja Turtles Creating.. Go our own Journey and Path out of the Group tHiNk of otHeRs.. AS We Create our own Realities of Art and Science and Beauty And Wisdom in an Inner UniVerse that no Human has gone before And the Truth and Light is we all as humans do that now to now whether we realize our Unique Multi-Verse View oF aLL of Reality as Star Point eYes of God NoW or not.. some of us just go a little further iN.. wHeRe no Recorded Human has gone before.. yes.. it’s like a Star Ship Enterprise except for the UniVerse is even more complex to Create from within as a Work of Art even more than Science.. as Beauty and Wisdom more.. anyWay.. as Jordan Peterson suggests the Ingredients in a Human that must Come in Genetics is Open Mindedness and Appreciation of Beauty in Aesthetics for any Potential of Human Creative Genius to come.. i Don’t think that John Nash Fully Appreciated the Beauty of that Woman in that Bar.. but i surely did/do for all is Beautiful to me. and all is wise from dARk to LiGHT if one can see how the DarKeR Fibers of any Mona Lisa Brings out the Greatest Eyes of Love that and who Follow you all around the room.. So.. Be a FLoWeR Like God.. Do A Unique pART of God that no one else has ever done before.. it’s not hard when you just do it no matter how many haters in Fear of dARk and Cynicism of LiGHT as the Freedom of Creative Art comes your way to be For surely i want the Next Word i Write to Surprise me.. Deep From WithiN as God Whispers More iN the pen i BrinG Next as the Next Stroke of the Keyboard plays my SouL WiTh God Hand iN Hand aLivE.. It’s True iF You Read Enough of What i Write You’ll See and Hear God in my Pen somEwheRE aT leASt..:)
SMiLes.. Soheir.. So Glad You Are Okay.. And Hearing the News that it was a Sufi Mosque assured me of that but so Sad too.. Of the News For the Death and Destruction that comes at the hand of Ignorance oF Love and Peace and Harmony and i Find the Sufi Tradition very interesting.. Particularly.. the Poetry of the 13th Century Rumi who helped with the Beginning of the Sufi Way as Rumi was also the most Popular Selling Poet in the United States in 2014.. And i do own a Small Condensed Book of his Poetry too.. my Favorite Tradition of the Sufi is most definitely the Whirling as the Dervishes Describe the Same Ascendent Transcendent and Ecstatic Oneness WitH God Gained by this Meditative Movement As Above So Below as the Planets of our Solar System Orbit the Sun as we too become Peaceful Eyes with Energy Gained NoW as PeacefuL Loving Force as Hurricane Love too.. Anyway.. thanks for Letting us know you are Indeed Okay.. And i will Keep all The Affected Folks in Your Country of Egypt in the Prayers of MY HeART And that makes me overall want to find mY Rumi Small Poetry Book and read it some more my friEnd Soheir as it surely seems like tHat Mystical Poet was looking for someway to Unify All Folks pass the Disagreements of the Different Languages in Forms oF All Religions.. Peacemaker he is still Through the Record of His Poetry all the way back from the 13th Century now.. it’s quite Remarkable that his Poetry is still a Best Seller in the United States today.. anyWay.. JusT Something Else to Relate as Common Love..:)
So.. in Hell.. The First 33 Months tHeRe was/is no choice but to unplug from the Matrix of Culture And Existing Religions With A Life Threatening Synergy of 19 Medical Disorders.. Particularly.. Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. Identified in Medical Associated Literature as the Worst Pain Known to HumanKind.. Yes.. Even Worse Than the Torture of Crucifixion that would last from wake to sleep for a Total of 66 Months from January 2008 until July of 2013.. but of course the pain started long before that as it developed with Chronic to Acute Stress in Flight and Fight Style of the Work Related Kind Where Sjogren’s Syndrome as associated Auto Immune Disorder then Started it off in 2005/2006 not to be diagnosed until Years Later.. with then Excruciating Nerve Pain on the Bottom of Both Feet And then came Sensitivity To Colors and Eventually Pain from Colors where only Black And White TV could be Tolerated in Screen Life.. where eventually the Pain got so Bad with the Dentist Drill Like Experience in my right eye and ear with no Pain Killer to Help that would Ease that Pain other than Ativan Putting me to sleep out of Misery until the Next Day of Light in Dark of Misery Started again.. and Sure.. Heart Rate and Blood Pressure no Longer Synching Properly with Dysautonomia then Like a Run Away Train with no Brain.. Before Even the Ativan would come to put me down.. Almost 40 Days in each ring of Dante style as Hell with only an Alpha Blocker to put Me in CardBoard Shallow Sleep for around an hour each night for the first 35 of 40 days and finally none for the Last 5 of 40 Days of what would end a Lent Period of Hell for me in the Spring of 2008.. when a Shot of Ativan in the Hospital finally did put me down for sleep with 4 MG of Mind and Body Numbing Tranquilizer that i would finally be able to ween myself off of By Recovery in the Third Week of July.. 2013.. around the 22nd then.. so.. sure.. too.. while my Father and Mother’s Life Ending on the 22nd.. respectively in May of 2014 and February of 2017.. My Life Started again as a Phoenix Rising from the Ashes around 7.22.2013.. where i Would More Fully Enter into Humanity in August of 2013.. as a Public Dancer then.. quite a change from a shut-in of 66 months.. Hunch Back of Notre Dame.. Phantom of the Opera.. yes.. the Archetype STiLL of Suffering in Hell on Earth is a Rather Common Human Experience NoW through the Ages of Humanity where some folks are reborn out of Hell and other folks are not fortunate enough now to work their way out in a Grace of Love that eventually actually counts for getting Out of Hell.. Anyway.. the First 33 Months in Hell.. no words written or read then as the pain was just too much.. for effective use of eyes and ears but sure lots of Months.. to look within and reflect on all of life lived to that point as 606 Months of Life finally came on 11.25.2010.. and the First Word in Preparation as a total of A 7 year stint to Write a Newer Age Renaissance Sistine Chapel and Last Judgement that turns out for A Redemption of an Inherently Mostly Noble Beautiful Human Species far above the Pre-First-Renaissance where Human was considered Inherently Sinful and Flawed.. more.. sure.. Perfect is Robot of Same and Truly is insanity as that but to suggest Humans are Inherently Sinful And Flawed is to not understand the Beauty of Love and Fearless Born into a Child Before that Child is Water-Boarded in Life as a Baptism into Fear of DArk Instead of Freedom of Hope and Joy inherently Born as such NoW as LiGHT.. it’s True.. you’ll never escape the DArk until you clearly See where the dARk comes from and Historically Speaking it has most always come from FeAR of the DArK ironically as a Creation of Nocebo Impact of Human Black Magic Imagination Creating a God of Wrath that would Sentence Folks to an Eternal Torture of Never Ending NoW verses a God of Mercy and Forgiveness and always Redemption More and Salvation.. NoW.. Yes… A God of Love STiLL NoW thaT/wHo Doesn’t Believe in Eternal Lasting Hell.. otHer Than eARTh HeLL NoW as then.. the Roman Empire and otHeRS Got ahold of some Good News of Hope Love iN HeaVEN NoW and Turned it into Fear And Hate of the Different among us still.. thing is Nature/ God Created Jesus Long Ago as an Archetype of LoVE STiLL iN Every Loving Child who Comes as Nature and is Nurtured From Birth in a Garden of Love.. nah.. not an actual just one man only but the Virtue and Attribute as Love Born and Nurtured.. And yes of course an Attitude of Pure Agape Love Gained and Practiced NoW Continuously Across the Life Span and not just some Magic Incantation spelled out Fom a Man (Romans 10:9) once known to Persecute Christians.. named Saul Changed over by his own Volition to a Name of Paul suggesting that his Dream of Jesus was the only one that works never ever actually Meeting the Man in real life then.. Many years later after Crucifixion too.. really not any different then at all other than the content of his Letters From what Muhammad in that ‘other’ Religion insisted he came to understand in his Imagination Named an Archetypal Angel of Good for Some Different Clothes of Jesus Teachings too.. anYWay.. as far as Credibility Goes Love Never Harms Love always Condemns Slavery of the Will of others as Something Love Will Never do.. And Love Never Fears for Fear Takes Love away.. So.. iN otHeR Words All Religions tHat/wHo speak to Fear and Or Slavery oF WiLL As A Way of Credible/Noble/Wise/Beautiful/LiFELoVE aRe/iS inDeed SinFuL/FlaWed And Still Need improvement NoW.. so NO.. it is NOT Human tHat/wHo is Inherently SinFuL or FlaWeD NoW iT iS All Forms of Religions tHaT BiNd in Fear and HatE as DaRk as NoW So Many People are Writing Arts of New Age Bibles as Many Arts in all the ways tHat Art comes now in a New Age Potential of a Renaissance Away from Fear/Hate and Human Slavery of Will NoW to a Love Dance and Song that Works for All to the Best of that Art’s Ability MoRE NoW iN Human Hands From Head to Toe Beyond to all that is all NoW MoRE oF the Force of God Love In Nature WitHiN oF Being Human NoW.. And True.. tHeRe is a Beyond infinity of Art that expresses the AgApe LoVE Essence Gifted to Being Human now.. wHeRe Each Word IS A New Song NoW to Celebrate God LoVELiGHT iN and as HuMaN and Each Step is a NeW Dance to Celebrate the sAMe as Temple of God Forms aNew ReNeWeD as BeYoNd iNFiNiTY MoRE BrinGinG ImaGiNaTioN isReaL aNeW ReNeWeD iN MoVinG CoNNecTinG CreaTinG eVen MoRE.. Sure.. it takes a Whole Lot of Effort and Attention to View the Entire Sistine Chapel to See the Big Picture of what A Greatest Artist as Generally Assessed in the History of Humankind Uploaded MoRE ART oF His SouL then.. once again.. Born Again in Art.. the Noble and Beautiful Wise Human Being Hand iN Hand iN aS LiGHT WitH God instead of the More Sinful and Flawed Archetype of Human DArk that was still not extinguished from the Artist Hand of Michelangelo in his Last Judgement Painting to come that would speak to the Vengeance of Human Being over the ‘Sack of Rome’ that Decimated the City’s Population then.. A Cycle of Violent Retribution as History SHows iN Vengeance of Humanity Doesn’t Work.. it only STiLL Leads to More Death and Destruction at the Level of the Individual Human too.. And to Suggest it Does Work for a Force as Large as God is rather non-sensical at best and cruel at worst in continuing Killing Force.. as History at the Country and Individual Level continues to sHow.. It’s True Human Beings in BLack MaGiC Nocebo Impact of DaRk iMaGInAtiON oF Creativity CaN and WiLL literally make themselves dARk and Guilty for Being Human for the Fear and Hate They Create as Hell on Earth and on the Other Hand of Heaven Humans also are similarly Gifted iN LIGht too in IMaGiNaTioN to Create a LiGHT World Within Shared and Given to others as Hope and Love but it’s also True most folks live somewHeRe in a Spectrum of Shades of Grey ‘tween bLacK Abyss of Human Hell on Earth shared and given as Fear and Hate As Us Verses Them.. Through Beyond Rainbow Colors of Hope and Love in an Opposite Place of Bliss And Nirvana in a Never Ending Dance and Song of Art LoVe agAPe NoW iN Noble LoVE Wise Beauty so far from the Created Human within as sinFul and flaWed at HeaRT SpiRiT and SoUL iGNoRancE So Far Out oF MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG NoW as Peaceful LiGht iN Harmony of GiVinG ShaRinG MoRE… Sure.. some of us See More iN A Way oF Existential Intelligence in LiGht of Hope and LoVE as A ReAliTy of LIFE NoW as JoY iN HeaVeN to Be Shared and Given NoW and some folks less.. me and many others have identified ways of Life in the Noble Beauty oF Art Wise Toward Light as WeLL as the Noble Beauty of Science that also Brings Replicate Paths that Work Better than others as Averages come to show but not always applicable to the Individual View oF BeinG LiGHT LoVE JoY HoPE Human Now.. yes.. it’s True as a General Rule and Art too.. smART is LiterAlly comprised of 60 Percent Art and although there are Genetics Associated with those Human Beings Greater in Propensity to Excel MoRE NoW iN Movement and Emotional and Existential Intelligences And ARTS (The Chosen Ones as Some May Also Say) tHeRe is also A Greatest Gift oF Change in Neuroplasticity iN Rewiring our MiNds And Body’s IN JuST oNe LiFETiME For LoVELiGHT NOW and Epigenetics oF uNlocKinG more of HUman Potential as Gift of Genetic Material from the Struggles that our Ancestors have overcome as far and far away and further than even a Furry Rodent Ancestor of 75 Million years ago before an Asteroid came around 66 Million years ago putting the Dinosaurs to Death in Extinction.. Creating the Gulf of Mexico too.. And Making Room for that Furry Rodent to eventually come as Human eYes too.. with a Neo-Cortex that allows me to make a Human New Sistine Chapel and Judgement of Redemption in Noble Beauty iN As New Human Wise Renaissance over 7 years and around 12 Million Words and over a 5 Million Word Long Form Bible Poem in 51 Months aLong with Close to 8500 Miles of Public Dance too and yes over 130K Photos and even A New Age Renaissance Nude Art Fuller of Passion in the style of a Flesh and Blood Michelangelo at age 57 without the Use of even Illegal Anabolic Steroids too.. heHe.. as ‘Arnold’ might Dance and Sing too.. and unlike the Free Artist Michelangelo who insisted in doing it his way after a Pope Julius insisted he paint instead of sculpt back in those days.. no one has made me do this but the Fire of God WithiN as LiGht and no one controls what i do for in Painting A Sistine Chapel and or Last Judgement of Love now.. Painting as Words you NoW Don’t get to leave anything out even if you are the Last Audience Member as You Act a Play of God in Reality NoW MorE as Truth and LiGht not afraid to address or undress any TruTH and LIGht NoW and the BesT TruTH and LiGht is someone else PerHaPs CaN and WiLL Paint EvEN a Greater Sistine Chapel and Last Judgement of Love.. yes.. Greater than this.. as far as Measurable Results as no one else reasonably is gonna take the effort to Measure any effort much greater than 280 Twitter Characters these days as a Renaissance Takes Always a Deep Effort More Than a Shallow one still.. but anyway.. Truth and Light is i’m just a Human NoW who has been challenged.. Adapts and Changes For LiGht.. if i Can and Will Do this after Going to Hell and all that other HeaVeN Jazz perhaps someone else will go to Hell and do even more too.. iN HeaVeN too.. it’s True.. nothing motivates like Hell to Get to HeaVEN NoW if you thiNk Hell exists for no Purpose perHaps you’ve never seen the LiGht as LiGht alWays CoMes from dARk No Clouds without Sun and No Pleasure without Pain.. and the best thing of all is the Master Peace Painting of God is still Beautiful with the Thorns that come With Roses as UltiMate Crosses iN Life.. For to understand God WithiN LiVinG As You.. And to Express all of that Nature one can and will as either Art and or Science as is to live is to live is just to live NoW.. MoRELiGHTLoVE it’s True2.. tHeRE are Beyond An InFiniTe NumBeR of Ways to Dance and Sing a Sistine Chapel and or a Last Judgement but you’ll never do it until You stARt and NeVeR EnD NoW MoRE iT’s What God Does as Nature And we Can and WiLL ReFleCT GoD OceAN WhOle paRT oF anD As LoVE NoW iN aS HuMaN heART SPiriT and SoUL as MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG ForcE aLL..MoRE2 AnYWay.. aLWays Love to Share an Opinion and Art other than mine And i surely don’t Have to Agree with all of what someone else BRinGS to the Table of Art and or Science of Life NoW Not to Laud exemplarily Efforts when i Come ACross Folks who are Doing tHeiR Best NoW to Find Middle Ground MoRE Like Rumi Still no Matter What Culture and or Religion of Humanity they come from Now.. And i was Rather Happily Surprised that the Monsignor of the Catholic Church We Continue to Visit.. Since 9/2013.. Sure.. too.. My Old Tennis Buddy from High School too.. moving From Accountant College School to Eventual Catholic Monsignor More After that.. as he and others continue to Move the Present Catholic Church Toward a God of Hope and Love as Victory in Positive Placebo Prayer Impact Rather than a God of Fear and Hate as Vengeance in Negative Placebo Black Magic Voodoo Still.. the Best New Age Renaissances are Coated with Love and Someone has to Sprinkle the Sugar in ways to Reach the Most Folks now.. no use in reinvented the Wheel when it is already heAR in Organized and Structured Effort just Waiting for More of the White MaGiC oF HopE LoVE That MoVeS Mountains of Happiness More.. in Joy Loves Company But still there are those who fear change as Genetically Pre-Disposed… STiLL.. Love Must Dance and Sing Louder to Be Seen and Heard Over Ignorance of Loving Change Still.. So.. sure that’s wHeRE The dARk ‘Trumps’ CoME iN Handy as they Inspire the LioN HeARt oF LoVE to Roar even Louder.. iT’s True we Need the ‘Trumps’ too as Hard as A DARk Pill to Swallow as that may Still Be NoW As No.. he is neither the first or the last Anti-Love Man now with Status and Power to Imagine and Create More dARk oF FeaR and Hate.. yes.. The Stars Wars of Love vs Hate Force Continuing Forever NoW as thE LiGHT ForcE GaiNs Now aGaiN.. AnyWay After you Write A Sistine Chapel And or Last Judgement after 7 years or so.. You Keep Going for more.. as that is how Heaven as Art iN HUman Works it never stops.. it is unstoppable as LoVELiGHT STiLL.. but it’s True it took Michelangelo about 10 years to do just those two Works oF Art but of course he didn’t have A Legion of Geeks And Nerds to Prepare him a Greater way NoW.. True.. We Do Need Systemizing Science Roads Still as the 40 Percent of smART as S and M Counts too..:)
“Alien of Creativity”.. By Very Nature and a MacroVerse From Years to Date as shared by the Very Reliable Facebook All Free Personal Digital Assistant Algorithm Robot.. with Eight More to Come.. AnyWay.. Yes.. Alien Creativity Out of the Box By Very Nature and often very Lonely By Either Choice or Circumstance as Creativity as Michelangelo And Scientists who come to only bind with Pigeons For Warm And Fuzzy Love Like Tesla Come to Find out aLong A Path of Most Original Creativity ever to come NoW More to Humankind and Perhaps not even really noticed by many for Even Hundreds of Years more and more until what was once Worthless in eyes of Contemporary.. Even Creative Peers.. strikes Dollar Amounts of A Million or More Dollars in Art Galleries and Museums too.. but of course even Worse.. Aliens without Creativity and even with No Warms And Fuzzy Feelings Or Senses for Pigeons too.. No Science Research even completed all alone in Feelings and Sense as nothing but Piece of Paper Existence.. yes.. Aliens of Hell too.. Reference Point where Any Reason as Science or Art of Love to go on as Creativity is Beyond Happiness Compared to emptiness all within in Feeling and Sensing nothing.. nothing at all.. and i suppose that is paRT oF why some of the Greatest Accomplishments in Truly Original Creativity have come for those who have Found tHeir way Back within through all innate instinct and intuition To spARK A Saint Elmo’s FlaMe and Torch and Even Bonfire Within Fired uP EveN MoRE wHeRE one not only Survives but Finds the Art and Science of LIFe Within To Thrive no matter if accepted by the Rest of the Tribe or not.. For it’s True in DArk for those who Truly Enter that Place of nothingness.. not many people will be Brave and or Strong Enough to Follow one on the Styx River of BLacK Abyss.. Life is Strange and Truly Change is Best For Change CaN And WiLL CoME to The Better oF LiGHT For those who Thirst for Blood of Love iN ART MoST.. So.. Sure.. this goes out to all the Aliens For i Feel your Pain and Numb And oF Course Pleasure More for NoW aT LeAST.. And those of us CoMinG ouT oF DARk On A SidE oF LiGHT From DaRkeST LoNGesT STaYs iN HeLL.. we NoW have a little more Patience than most to help oTheRs who reAlly Need hELp Stand BacK uP.. It’s Nice to FeeL aPPreciated as how one may Feel after Receiving a Wild and Free Bootie Dance of Life only for the Skill of Your Heavenly Dance And the same for a Couple of Innocent Folks in the Mall who say they have heard your story one sees passing by and the next week in the Earth Store Follow you in there.. as An African American Young Woman as pART of a Duo of another out of the Box Young Adult Person says this time can i get a Hug to the Mall Cat Dancer Bearing Cheers at no Cost but Free aLwaYs NoW.. those are the Folks one can appreciate the Most for those are the ones who are unafraid to move.. to connect and create with other folks even more… Not Everyone is and gets cut out Free to Move and Connect and Create but those wHo are and Do they are the ones who most often FiNd HeaVeN NexT And stay HeAR ForeverMore NoW Be Wild Be Free Be Love No Longer Alien oF anYthing Be NoW aLL paRT oF GoD WHoLe allone LoVE NoW..:)
“A Girl And A Devil”.. AHeM.. WeLL YeaH.. Katrina surely Did that for 66 Months.. Sure.. Have YOU ever Really Been the Devil NoW Have You Ever Seen The Devil Behind Your Face Screaming at God for Reprieve as you Shout to the Ceiling for why has God Seemingly NoW To have Totally Forsaken you.. Well then Perhaps you Haven’t Been “Jesus” NoW.. Particularly if you throw the First Stone NoW against Any of your So Called Enemies of Sin other than Taking the theN Now oF Effort to Understand why ‘they’ either KNoW and or FeeL and SensE NoT whaT they Do NoW for You As “Jesus” WiLL AlREady understand the Place of HeaVeN WiThIN And now to understand the Place Without it as if you do not Redeem OTHeRs So Shall YouR SoW and ReaP Naturally Be For A GoD oF aLL Most Definitely Does Reign and Rein FoR aLL Never Separated alWays togeTher aLL Rains wHeTher you realize YouR So-Called Enemies Living in So-Called Sin are God or not For they are as much as you.. SomeWheRe on the Path Back to Heaven Within to Give and Share to all oTheRs too.. SerIOUsly.. Please No Face Palms.. any Jesus with Half a HeART WiLL LoVE the dARKNesS oF God As MucH As the DaRKNeSS oF GoD NoW to BRinG MoRELiGHT to and as of God alWays Forevernow.. So God May FiND A HoMe oF LiGHT iN ALL oF Creation MoRE NoW isReaL HeaR oN eARTh in A Reign with Reins of Raining Love toGeTHeR Forevermore NoW MoRE For iT iS TruE IT uP To US aLL NoW To Build a ReaLiTY of GoD As Essence oF LoVE oTHeRWiSE the DaRk in Fear and Hate WiLL CoMe to RuLe Doubt it not.. AS HisTory Proves this HuMaN REaLity Time out of Time Distance out Distance Space out of Space LiVinG iN ScARCiTiES oF Fear And Hate or Build Cities of LoVE FuLL oF LiGHT.. The Road is oPen HoPE For LoVE.. PlEase Don’t Close It Down WitH Paths oF Fear and HaTE..:)
“Revenge of the Dancing Monkeys”.. NoW to Change the Mood somEwhat DramaticAlly.. Hmm.. SpeaKinG oF A Story oF A Single Dude Named Jesus NoW Somewhere Around a Couple oF ThouSanD Years ago Reported to Hang Around With The more Wild and Freer Element of the Village ‘Associating’ With Prostitutes and the Such Looking for A Place to rest with empty pockets.. so.. wHeRe Does the Libido of Muse come for Parables of Transcendent Ascendent Ecstatic Meditation More.. Well as Science Shows an element of practicing Sensuality as Such Hours on End Consensually as Such can and Will Work Mindlessly Fully Ware more in close to Theta Brain Waves for the Rhythm and the Melody of the Collective Subconsciousness to grow even wider to a SupraOrganism of MiNd and BoDy MoRE TogeThER As HUMaNs out of time and distance and space even more oN A Dance Floor oF Free.. NoW it’s True to Generate Access to the Divine oF aRt aS Poetry perHAps Jesus just Danced Naked in the Wilderness to get Closer to the Divine Element oF GoD aLL to poetically express That Essence MoRe But it’s True it’s Quicker when tHeRE are at Least two for you See wHat they say in ‘that book’ about when two or more come together as Spirits in a place where tHere is no Marriage of Ownership in the Kingdom of WiThiN Heaven Over otHeRS NoW otHeRS that Give and Share All NoW Naked and Free as Verse 37 of the Gospel of Thomas Suggests too So.. According to the Deeper Meanings at lEAst.. NoW.. MoRE.. Sounds a whole Lot more like WoodStock than any Stifling Mass.. But of Course that dePends on if you are open minded and bodied And overall as Liberal as Jesus of course would have had to Be as Science Overall Shows NoW to be As Creative as Him otherWise You might See an otherWise Anti-Jesus like Trump as ‘YouR’ Lord and Savior now All clothed Away From Naked And Free Child of God alWays NoW Born AgaIN the sAMe Way he came out.. from God.. NaKeD Free Through the ‘Channel’ of So-Called Mother Mary oF CourSe.. oN CourSE..:)
“Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips”.. MacroVerse from Two Years ago NoW And i have a Secret.. WeLL.. iTs NoT reAlly A Secret for i SinG with Choirs oF ANgELs In Catholic Church when they say me i mean you only you for it’s really not about me for if it was there would be no you.. i mean seriously do you really Think God wants to be Separated from all this Fun.. Duh.. Biggest God Facebook.. i Mean Face Palm of aLL he He oF all it’s all about you all Points oF LiGht God JoY iN HuMan JoY NoW HoPe And LoVe CoMe to Fruition GReaTer oF CourSE oR the OthER pLacE NoW tHat soMe Humans SAdly Create For God in Fear and Hate.. UgH.. And Misery Loves Company More.. SerIOUsly.. Don’t you thiNk God Rather Lives as Love thaN HaTe but sure that’s the Price of Having more than much more than one set of eYes WitH Relative Free Will FoR A DaRk and LiGht oF LiFE MiX in aLL oF Creation MoRE GroWinG as LoVE And Hope and or Descending as Fear and Hate more Down.. ugh Rise uP PleASe MoRE as ‘they’ Dance and Sing MoRE.. if you can and will Relatively SpeakinG WiTh GoD eYes oF courSE FReER or NoT.. anyWay.. it’s true some of they as in you do Follow me all around town with smART Phones Capturing me LiVE JusT For the RecorD MoRE..HeHE.. Sure.. Folks Uploading the ART oF mY SoUL iN Dance EvEN MoRE FReED..;)
“RISE ALL Ye Cats of Good Cheer”.. YeS.. Synchronistically as Such CoMing iN aS Facebook Algorithm Provided MacroVerse Memories.. Please Do Rise.. As Reason and Art BeCoMe A BaLanCinG ForCE PeR DancE and SonG oF Two Hemispheres of Brain as Two Ones of 11K Bridge toGeTheR aS oNE.. H8 BeYoND iNFiNiTY Standing TaLL FoR LoVELiGHT NoW.. Sure.. From Longitudes oF Head to Toe Spread Out Holding Hands for Two HemisPHerE’s oF EartH iN LaTiTudEs And LonGiTudES From Head to Toe oF EaRTh in Reverse Style too.. in oTheR Words.. Any Metaphor WiLL WorK as LonG as You GeT A RiFF oF MY DriFT.. Don’t Be Afraid oF thE DaRK And SurELy PlEase Do not Be Cynical oF LiGHT.. For LanGuaGes oF LoVELiGHT iN All the Forms of Words and other Abstract Humanly Constructed Symbols Do tHeir Best to Approximate the Essence oF GoD LiVinG WiThiN ALL oF US STiLL NoW.. as SurELy LoVE GRoWiNG MoRE..:)
Hmm.. Something about 500 Miles and Peter Paul and Mary if you get the New Riff.. And sure a more conservative Estimate of Words STiLL in this Record oF MacroVerse One Year Later sTiLL aT ARouND 12 MiLLioN Words as i Kinda Like that Number 12 as HoLY and SaCrED FuLL oF eVeN MoRE MeaNinG and PurPoSE NoW As Verily SpeaKinG THaT’s HoW YA Continue to FiNd YouR PlAcE in and as a SuN.. oF HeaVen iN THaT KinGDoM NoW.. Sure A Star a Galaxy and the UniVeRSe As Reflection aLL oF GoD eVEN MoRE NoW aS NoWs coNtiNue to GroW Forevermore NoW And as LonG aS oNe is MoVinG CoNnecTinG AnD CreaTiNG iN aLL HoLY And SaCreD Meaning and Purpose oF LoVE iN HearT as SpiRiT and Mind And BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL As LoVE WeLL.. Let’s JusT DancE and SinG the TiMe WarP NoW oF GoD LoVE EVeN MoRE NoW ForEveR MoRE NoW And at this Rate a New Keyboard as a Digital Piano for Words may not be too Far AHeaD.. as i have surELy Pecked this thing With Love EVeN MORE NoW.. as this Concludes this 33th/137th/808th MacroVerse Respectively of “Facebook Profile Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort Now and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month Point of that Effort NoW and yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” at the 51st Month of that Effort all NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”..:)
11.27.17.. 6:47 PM..:)
Writing Finished in a 5.9 Day Effort with Another Day Coming to Publish Online.. Putting iT aLL ToGeTHeR..:)
Documenting 12 Million words written Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or A Seventh Book wHOle noW oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses sTarTinG October 2016.. enDinG.. oN ThanksGiving 2016.. iT iS wHAt iT is.. NoW.. surELy Longgg.. NoW..;)
“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks provided in this last chapter as full table of contents oF A 915K Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH.. Written from Memorial Day 2016 and finished and published 7 months later on Christmas Day oF 2016.. Yes.. somE whAT F iN EpiC.. aS thiS beComeS theN mY 9th book completed iN Star Year 2016 that ranges.. yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words.. iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years written and recorded NoW oNline too.. Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL.. WitH thE ForcE oF uNConDiTioNal Fearless smART LoVe wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
991K words 66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH 5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’ wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN is made at the eNd and continuing beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal MiLLioN plUs Word Bible at this 69th MacroVerse with liNks to the rest of the Bible MacroVerse Chapters arriving at 1,052,137 words total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me.. at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record of three years of Dancing tHeRe.. and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t include all the pictures aS iT has limits more than me.. And WordPresS.. heHe.. WitH aLL the photos heRe.. iNcluded iN tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove… The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to 1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort.. Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse Publish on Memorial Day of 2016.. titLed as First MacroVerse then.. As “tSuNaMi 7th WaVe oF LoVe” aS liNked below..:)
“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT.. The 93rd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt.. aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words.. and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions.. However.. Word Press to the rescue as the wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. aS LonGeST Recorded LonG ForM PoeM iN Google Records.. Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish.. wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG A Grand total of 1,402,296 words as “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. aS sTarTinG Memorial Day oN 31st May 2016 wiTh MacroVerse number one oF that effort per “tSuNaMi 7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy prophetic then NoW of whAT was and is STiLL to coMe NoW as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double thE Old King James effort size TaKinG then Centuries over a Thousand years to complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH both unintentional changes along the Century scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure.. Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2.. HeaVeN FuLLy FeLT And SeNsEd WiThiN too.. aBove.. so beLoW.. iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and aLL ARouNd too.. NoW AKA allthatis GoD paRT aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2.. And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2.. iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per “Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses the Entire Table of Contents from MacroVerse 1 through 104.. anyWay.. stARting with “tSuNaMi 7th WaVe oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked agAiN Below.. as reAlly the Golden Mean Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes.. this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)
“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi 7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above.. in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem Milestone Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788 MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL” NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches that feat times three on or about the Milestone of 5.4 Million words in the coming neXT few months.. as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse.. WitH More to come As WRiTinG FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)
“6th Bible Memorial”.. Celebration of Six Milestone Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL” Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6 times the size of the Old King James Version oF A Bible in 47 Months at Around 5 Million Words.. Also includes the Table of Contents to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN” for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and of course appropriate dedications to those who did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe SouL iN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG Force aS SpiRiT oF HeaRT DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)
Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is.. A Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or Moon online in the Nethersphere of Art and Science of Human Potential through SHades of Grey through BlacKesT Abyss and BeYoNd RainBoW CoLorS oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW.. Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and Pre-School Before that in 606 Months oF Life.. including three College Degrees then before i started writing online on Thanks Giving 2010.. 33 years of Work.. sure ..19 years of School in sitting style to go along with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2.. oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.
iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too.. RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too.. WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)
A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse “6th Bible Memorial” As the actual First Arm too of what WiLL Come after the 10th MacroVerse aS “EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″ As the 11th Arm of a Third New Testament since 2016 Adding Another 180K words or so to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)
Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48 Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as 10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New Testament as the 11th MacroVerse comes neXt NoW Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)
“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse” And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the number two position in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” and First Ranked Longest Long Form Poem in the History of Recording Long Form Poems on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe.. iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh.. empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too… otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY soUL as the isReaL DeaL Going Down NOW.. FREE yes.. just for FucKinG FuN iF yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words Be all you can BE WitH GoD aLL or NoT YouR ChoicE AnD WiLL NoW iN HoW eVer yoU ArT And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE or LeSS..:)
WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2.. Every Third New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth MacroVerse to complete The Effort More Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days.. as this Third New Testament NoW completes at 255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land Bible 2017’ NoW aT 2,076,239 Words as in the 130th MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole “SonG oF mY SoUL” as this is the 801st MacroVerse of that Effort too.. continuing on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe 50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too.. also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound 12 MilLion Words or so online since Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt an online Babe of Sorts i was then2.. heHe.. and sure.. neXt milestone heAR.. likELy a cELebRatioN of thaT 7th Birthday oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)