Haha! Thanks Janissy and one thing I’ve noticed about ‘Gunboy’ is I have the ability to inspire him to make somewhat creative responses as he makes me giggle with his responses at times.
And @Gunboy, smiles my friend, even 21 year old girls love CREATIVE muscular great dancing 55 year old males; and yes, they are all gorgeous; and yes, I can prove that with irrefutable evidence with the over 400 grinning girls ear to ear with me in two posts easy to find with Google in a exact quote search of “God’s Muse of Dance” and “666 Months of Dance” and even more incredible is that overall those two posts prove that I am literally ‘A’ God’s Muse of Dance as them girls are dam sure inspired in smiles by the way I muse them with dance as evidenced in ALL THOSE pictureS; and dude you know what the coolest thing of all is; when you are married to the most beautiful girl in the world; who even exceeds the beauty of the Goddess Isis, there are no worries when you go out and play with the other girls as she NEVER HAS ANY GIRL to get jealous over for obvious reasons as I am fixin’ to document NEXT IN irrefutable evidence.
And that’s how GOD works it’s a mix of dark and light, GOD gives me the worst pain known to mankind for 66 months and GOD gives me the most beautiful girl in the Universe who never ages by the way; as also documented on my blog at age 45. That is mighty cool GOD stuff dude; and just proof that GOD LOVES BOYS WHO LOVE GIRLS MORE THAN BOYS WHO LOVES GUNS; yes, documented evidence unless you can raise that PROOF WITH A MORE BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND OR WIFE; haha! life is cool when you get it figured out friend and even cooler when you can prove it to the CYNICS AND NAYSAYERS OF LIFE.
Creativity, particularly DANCE makes chicks hot for you; I highly recommend it; and just consider me a favor to you; as I help you grow yOur heArt, you might not attract the hottest chick in the Universe like me; but you might just attract one, period; with all due respect of course; and hopeful suggestions for a frigging smile here or tHere too, with winks from an old man dude who frigging rocks off of this 2D ROCK..;)
And thanks Janissy, for allowing me to share your space..:)
Oh gosh, and almost forget;
And here is the most beautiful woman in the Universe; ‘Mrs. Universe'; or whatever:
MY WIFE KATRINA; DO I MENTION SHE HAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE OF ANYONE, IN THE UNIVERSE TOO, WELL YES, SHE DOES. After all is said and done; she is married to me after all; and yes, I make girls smiles all over the place in the REAL FLESH AND BLOOD world my friend; and perhaps a few here and there online, in bigger grins too; as after all I do the freest male selfie nude renaissance ART IMAGINABLE, particularly for the female eye; as I love making women happy; my wife’s smile says it all; so enjoy the rest of the day my friend; I just wake up with my wife; my life is always amazing and fantastic now that God takes my ‘JOB’ pain away, so I can see my wife’s beautiful face once again, now going on two years; and we’ve been married 25 years; it’s amazing ain’t it; and if you say it ain’t, I’m just gonna giggle more friend; at your creative stuff beyond reality..;)
From now on I’m gonna think of you as FUN boy, instead of GUN boy; now ain’t that sweet; us ‘really big men’ with real guns; aka Biceps, ain’t gotta be afraid of SWEET. And we liberals can do creative stuff all the time; as life is so dam fun with an OPEN MIND, HEART, SOUL, AND SPIRIT IN TOTALLY BALANCED MIND AND BODY; NOW that’s the real beautiful STUFF MY FRIEND THAT EMANATES FROM WITHIN; do I ‘tale’ you my wife has that too; well, yes, SHE DOES; the emanating pArt at least; my positive energy kinda blows her away too; but the more experienced worldly girls at the dance hall CAN TAKE IT ALL IN AND BOUNCE IT BACK TO ME; and oh boy that’s fun; particularly those Bootie Dances ‘young thangs’ do these days; imagine that; a strange girl coming up to you on a dance floor ATTACKING YOU aggressively rubbing her rear up and down on your front; happens to me almost every Thursday night, now for the last 68 weeks of dance coming up on a very special blue moon 69th night of dance this Thursday Night, if you can imagine how much raving fun that will be for me; and my bootie dancing girl FRIENDS; DANCE IS THE BEST WAY TO ATTRACT AND MEET INTERESTING WOMEN; reAlly Interesting women in FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE.
AND YES, Janissy; I LOVE ‘smart girls’ too;
just have a harder time making ’em smile; or perhaps not; haha!..;)
Let’s get something clear dude; you are one of ‘those people’ who make it clear you have a zero level of affective empathy and enjoy manipulating the emotions of other folks. There is another LABEL for that and it is NOT AUTISM.
Not likely you do that in real FLESH AND BLOOD life; as folks that do that in real life tend to get pushed off cliffs and stuff like that, historically speaking, for sure.
Anyone can say anything in anonymous skins and get away with it online. And that is the reason there are less problems in the flesh and blood WORLD NOW; as online provides alternatives for some people who might cause more problems in flesh and blood life. Praise the Internet with all of Jesus’ LOVE for THAT!..:)
Well, let’s let get something else clear; I have extreme empathy, both cognitive and affective empathy, and I am here simply for creativity and to spread positivity, as I DO FEEL and GIVE LOVE.
THAT MAKES ME ABOUT 1000 TIMES OR more STRONGER THAN you my friend, in MOST every way in life; and that’s just an irrefutably evidenced fact, in all I do that IS empirically measured in all my online documentation, as such, TOO..:)
My greatest strength is am deliriously happy, totally calm, FEELING AND GIVING LOVE ALL THE TIME, TOTALLY UNCONDITIONALLY; and as Strong and Brave as a Lion all the time, TOO; and yes, to get back on topic assessed as a creative GENIUS BY FOLKS IN THE REAL CREATIVE KNOW OF FEELING THAT Truth too, and Super Liberal too!..:)
You cannot. IT is beyond your perception and experience of life; I do not personally judge you for that in a moral or ethical way; it is just your current lot in life, my friend THAT YOU MORE OR LESS EXPRESS SOME KIND OF pleasure online to do in no uncertain terms; as truly there are not many folks here who really ‘get you’ like I do; working with the military for a quarter of a Century and coming across all types of people in counts close to 100K of folks during that period of time in my life; and easily dealing with them; kinda like folks like you too; but even better; as I can see through the folks who try to hide it the best too, as easy, as a breeze.
NOT ALL folks can understand the essence of Human Emotions and SPOKEN AND WRITTEN Metaphors for THAT well; and that’s just a scientific fact, as well.
It’s as simple AND SUCCINCT as THAT.
SMILES or NOT; and enjoy the life you HAVE, YOU will, and choose for yourself.
Meanwhile, I’ll stay in heaven; it’s mighty cool in here and hell is never hot, like all my girlfriends and Wife ARE! AS empirically documented, of course, per the references already provided in my previous comments, too..;)
If the gun fits; wear it; why not; huh….;)
You know; I do not think that men can be raped by women until last year; I think it is possible; and on the dance floor with several law enforcement on-duty officers, and several security dudes on hand; they totally ignore it when a woman comes up to a man and aggressively rubs butt against free range privates; and they watch vicariously too; I CAN NOT imagine going up to a totally strange woman and doing that and not totally expecting to get arrested; oh the double standards; but nah, I do not put up too much of a fight I just use my leg as a block; those martial arts techniques are coming in handy and that is what I tale my wife when I get home all sweaty and tired from the dance hall life..:)
But never the less, it is super liberal and creative in dance at the Dance Halls of life and Super-Walmart Aisles too; No bootie dances at Walmart; whew no worries there..:)
IN response to an Email by Mod Team after the
emotional discussion between myself and Raptor:
That’s fine, if you and your Mod Team Ban me for a month; but to be clear the previous ban was not warranted and was based on hearsay instead of truth. The previous ban was based on a misunderstanding with a user and a suggestion that I was personally attacking her when I was only addressing a point. That user defending me and I still have a PM to that affect. My defense was not allowed a voice then so I was banned for three months, unwarranted.
And in regard to my posting style the owner here
Alex gave me permission to type
as I like with caps
and that is still
as well with name redacted moderator.
Name Redacted MOD asked me to write across the page instead of breaking up my naturally wordy ways as a Hyperlexic Autistic person in my own accommodation to allow some folks a greater ability to understand me.
And yes, naturally some folks who are of the Autistic Nature are very rigid and cannot stand either stimulus or change and others like me are totally opposite so it becomes a matter of tolerance or rigidity, so I play by the rules here as they change.
I have had personal conversations with Raptor and he has made it clear to me that I do not hurt his feelings when I use satire and sarcasm that has always in the past been allowed in PPR to make points about Politics, Philosophy, and Religion.
And that is precisely what I was doing in that thread my friend; and I asked Name Redacted Mod in another issue where he thought I was hurting Raptor’s feelings when I explained to him that this is how some folks communicate to discuss philosophy, religion and politics; but I apologized to Raptor never the less and Raptor told me he just wished the moderators would leave us alone to be free in freedom of expression.
I told Name Redacted Mod if the rules
had changed and sarcasm and satire
was no longer allowed I would comply,
and he never responded back
to any change on that
in request of me.
And yes, that is still documented by me.
Freedom of expression in philosophy, politics, and religion, my friend, means freedom of expression in emotions in all that entails human being. It may not be easy for some folks to understand the art of that and may be uncomfortable to learn more about the real world reality of that; but never the less my friend that is the CORE OF RELIGION, PHILOSOPHY, AND POLITICS; YES, EMOTIONALISM; and until this PPR forum is allowed to express that most important avenue of human expression without censorship there will never be a true human free exploration of philosophy, religion, and politics here.
So in other words friend; you do not understand my reciprocal social communication; I am a road weathered human of life; I am all LOVE friend but to be all Love friend one must explore and express the darker areas of life.
If this is going to not be allowed as an expression of that you really don’t need to ban me, just ask me to go away for a month, as friend, I value my word over anything here..
But do as you like.
This is y’alls place and not a place for freedom of expression at this point.
And I understand the difficulty of moderating that issue to please everyone.
But my friend, the discussion of philosophy,
politics and religion is not a friendly thing.
You guys are trying to make it into something it is NOT.
Neither Raptor or I were bickering;
we were just being free in our emotional
expressions of human being; and we are both big boys who do not easily cry; I for one can; and truly I wish Raptor could; my communication with him is tough love friend, whether you can see that or not.
And no, I do not expect you to; the lessons in life are not always easy or comfortable and you as a human being do the best you can I feel sure.
Regards, see you sometime here or there Friend.
Oh so cool..
True blue rum is still on the loose..
and that brings to mind a song
from ‘Lover Boy’ that’s ME!..
and i am F**KING so dam lucky..
Yes.. i’m going way off topic here.. but with truly creative folks.. the sky is the MOON!
Yes.. when I am 21 and my mother takes me to the doctor as i am so dam smart and so dam strange and she thinks I might just be insane.. ’cause i do not sleep for about 3 days.. and start to talk about GOD and STUFF LIKE THAT.. ANYWAY I ESCAPE that.. take about 3 months off of college in pursuit of three fun triple major degrees just for fun! and not for work as they do not pay much for folks interested in Anthropology.. Social Sciences Inter disci plin ary or Health Science in well being instead of frigging MEDICINE! SO WHERE WAS I.. YES!
BACK IN 1981.. listening to this song and i kinda warped in time imagining dancing and everyone watching and expecting for how i will muse them next.. and well.. back then.. in days before diagnosis of Asperger’s syndrome.. i did not realize that all that book learning stuff is making me highly uncoordinated from sitting still behind lectures at desks.. but anyway.. now after only sitting in my F**KING car for 5 years only when I take my wife to the store tolerating that worst pain known to mankind.. looking at my emotionless with INCREDIBLE PAIN face wondering what the F that dentist drill in my face is all about.. now as soon as I walk out of my car in almost any parking lot in my metro area.. people see the trademark shades.. the hipster shirts.. $7.50 ones purchased from WAL-MART.. OH GOD! most people hate WAL-MART BUT SAM WALTON ROCKS.. HE DAM SURE ROCKS AND I LOVE THAT 6 POINTED STAR OF DAVID SYMBOL THINGY HE MAKES AT ALL HIS STORES AND OH GOD THAT WIDE A88 CENTER AISLE IS A DANCE HALL MADE IN HEAVEN JUST FOR ME AND SO SORRY ABOUT THE SWEAT SHOPS IN CHINA TO MAKE THAT HAPPEN BUT YEAH THE DARK AND THE LIGHT THINGY AND ALL THAT STUFF.. BUT ANYWAY THE MOST AMAZING THING OF ALL IS JUST TO WALK INTO A PLACE ANYWHERE IN A 33 MILE RADIUS AND SEE FOLKS SMILE JUST ‘CAUSE THEY KNOW YOU ARE THE DANCING GUY AND YOU WILL F**KING MAKE THEM LAUGH OFF THEIR SERIOUS ROCKER..! EVEN SOME OF THE FUNDIES ARE COMING AROUND TO MY WAY OF DANCING LIFE.. F**KING! FUNKING! MIRACLES NEVER CEASE.. AND I AM GLAD JENNIE COMES BACK TO LIFE.. The greatest thing about words is they need not have any age.. gender.. race.. creed or nationality and they can reflect more of a person than they might ever express in real life and when a person practices who they are in words that can be what is written to be eventually what WILL BE DONE IN REAL LIFE AS YOU WILL KNOW THE STORY NOW FROM START TO FINISH MY FRIEND FROM THEN AND NOW.. YOU ARE TRULY THE FIRST AND LAST PERSON WHO TRULY KNOWS WHO I AM FOR NOW.. AT LEAST ON ‘THAT SITE’ OF YOURS YOU help CREATE FOR ME TOO.. HEY! THAT PUTS YOU IN THE LEAGUE OF SAM WALTON FOR ME.. ALL IS MISSING IS THAT 6 POINTED STAR OR PERHAPS NOT.. AS THE MYSTERY SCHOOLS OF LIFE CONTINUE TO unfold in golden duos and trios and OneoS of Golden LOVING HUMANS Spiraling Mirrors of GOD..:)
My mission in life is to upload not just me online but my soul.. THAT starts with a ‘Garden of Bandaid’.. back on June 6 2013.. yes.. my birthday.. upload a soul so broad and expansive that will last on servers perhaps as long as a thousand years.. and so many words that no one will ever truly be able to find the beginning or ending of this book.. and not even have time to finish it in a lifetime if they even dedicate most of their life to doING THAT.. I AM NOT GOING TO WAIT FOR ANYONE else to do THAT! I AM GOING TO BE THE CHANGE I F**KING WANT TO SEE IN THE WORLD FUNKIND NOW WITH COURAGE!..;)
AND BEFORE IT’S OVER I AM GOING TO INSPIRE AN ARMY OF ANGELS TO DO THE SAME DAM THING IN OTHERS WORDS AND WAYS HOWEVER THEY WILL AND CHOOSE IN ART AND SCIENCE OF COURSE MY FRIEND.. JENNIE RUM BLUE..:)
I ASK FOR YOUR HELP TWO YEARS AGO.. AND YES, AS KNOWN BY ME THEN YOU ARE THE ONE TO COME THROUGH NOW AND THEN..:)
‘Forrest’ says there will be people after him WHO will do greater things.. i PAY attention NOW FOR WORDS and put my Laser FOCUS ON to GET THE JOB DONE.. AND NO I AM NOT ‘THE’ MAN.. JUST A HUMAN.. AND I WILL END WITH THIS HEaRT INSPIRING SONG by Thousand Years woman.. my GIRL too.. Christina Perri.. one of my favorites along with Katy Perry.. Perry and Perri both mean ROCK and Christina and Katy and Katie and Katrina ALL mean Pure! in so many word(s) Mia means means close to GOD like Michael and Christina has that tattooed on her neck but she makes the meaning FAMILY in Italian!.. and my name Frederick means Peaceful Ruler and my middle name Arthur is kinda like someone who writes lots of words and is STRONG.. AND YES.. AS YOU KNOW BY NOW.. MY LAST REAL NAME.. IS A FORM OF THE FIRST REAL BIGGEST NAME TOO.. i am kinda like the first and last but most of all i am JUST REAL NOW..:)
WHEW! SEE WHAT I MEAN ABOUT NO NORMAL HUMAN EVER BEING ABLE TO FINISH MY BOOK.. GOD DIDN’T GIFT ME WITH THE ABILTY TO READ 10 TO 15 TIMES FASTER THAN THE AVERAGE HUMAN.. AND TYPE AROUND 130 WPM.. 16 OR SO HOURS A DAY FOR 56 MONTHS AND GET MY DANCE MESSAGE ACROSS TO THE WORLD IN ALL THOSE FACE BOOK VIDEOS THAT ARE BEING RECORDED AND SHARED BY VOYEUR WAL-MART VIDEO ARTISTS.. AND EVERY WHERE ELSE I DANCE IN MY METRO AREA.. AROUND THE WORLD.. WRITE NOW AS WE SPEAK.. IN THE COURSE OF 3900 MILES OF DANCE FOR NO REASON AT ALL in 23 Months.. HUH.. THERE IS NOTHING RANDOM IN LIFE.. IT IS A WONDERFUL PLAY OF LIFE WHERE WE CAN DIRECT.. ACT AND HELP GOD PRODUCE IT OR JUST WATCH LIFE GO BY.. I WILL ‘JUST DO IT’ AS GOD’S FRIEND NIKE SAYS BEST!
OKAY.. SO NOW I WILL SHARE THOSE two videos.. and see ya A later NOW.. ‘Jennie’.. or ‘JENNY’ OR ‘JENI’ OR ‘GENIE’..;)
Wow.. I just read more of your blog.. You.. my friend are such a kind and loving soul.. In fact.. you are Love etched in stone.. The world needs more light and your blog is glowing bright.. I need a place to visit more often online that is Sunshine like this.. So guess what.. you have a new lifelong friend who will say a few words in poetic response to every poem you write from now on.. and I never break my promises.. God Willing with me..:)
Of course, my new friend, my first name is Fred
in how folks call me in flesh and blood life;
and Frederick In Birth Certificate name.
My writing Pen name is an acronym that stands for Kind Autistics Taking in Everything Mindful in Awareness and is also a version of my wife of 25 years, Katrina Mia; Oh and by the way; my wife is kinda special; she has the title of the most Beautiful woman in the world that I bestow on her. I have a type of Autism called Asperger’s Syndrome kinda like Sheldon Cooper off of the Big Bang TV show; but I finally outgrow that with age, in my 50’s haha!..:)
My wife is half Pacific Islander but folks mistake her for West and East Indian, Hispanic, Middle Eastern, all the time; and what is most unusual about her is she never ages; she now 45 and me 55.. smiles..:)
Some people complain about my photography and tell me more or less they want me to stop doing it or even warn me not to do it; as i incorporate visual poetry with my free verse poetry and some folks get really mad about that on poetry sites where I share my poetry.
They also tend not to like my form of Epic Free verse poetry where recently I do a 24K word post named ‘Tsunami of Love’, to see how far I can go with creativity; no limits I see in life for human potential. Not everyone likes that; but that’s okay; different strokes and all of that; haha!..:)
I love photography as I lose my effective vision and hearing for almost 66 months as a shut-in with the worst pain known to mankind during all waking hours medically termed, type two Trigeminal Neuralgia; like a miracle GOD takes that pain away from me in July of 2013; me well now for 2 years, so since then I take about 80K photos with my iPhone, as I appreciate the beauty of the gift of sight; and I honestly have to take selfies to remember what I look like, then, as i forget what my faced looked like and was in so much pain, I could not smile or laugh for those 66 months, in fact I lost my emotions which is truly worse than all that pain.
I have them back; selfies are an incredible help for that too; and GOD gives me this gift of white light love to share with other folks unconditionally; and i think it must scare some folks as they think why would someone be so open and Love other people for no ulterior motive, and I only say when they truly walk the shoes of ‘JOB’ they will understand the value of feeling and giving LOVE 100% with no holds barred, UNCONDITIONALLY..:)
Every word of Love is precious and has the potential to turn a life around, prevent a person from committing suicide; and in general LOVE IS CONTAGIOUS! I have the LOVE FLU and I am also a public dancer doing THAT 3900 MILES everywhere I go since GOD heals me; I am the change I want to see; GOD gifts me now WITH LOVE I treasure and share; have a great day friend in now; and will be back to visit often with smiles of course..:)
Ha! Thanks..and hey.. in case you didn’t notice the comment write above your last two comments is actually a cut and paste comment of my response to a super cool East Indian woman.. I meet.. that is so Loving and Nice on her blog.. and I always shout out the light of others.. in honor of how they inspire me in life.. on this blog.. so others might follow other cool paths of light in life.. i find here online.. her name is Himali Shah.. as per link to her blog above.. and that’s a really cool name.. too.. like Rum Blue..you..:)
And no I will never forget your daughter with Asperger’s Syndrome..
we could probably talk about everything under the Sun..
for hours too.. and never get tired.. i’m sure…:)
I can put my Sheldon voice on real fast..
when I am around my own ‘species’ of folks..:)
PEDANTICallY! COOL! like SHELDON TOO!..:)
WHO KNOWS PERHAPS I AM THE REAL SHELDON AFTER ALL.. BUT NAH.. ThERE’S LIKE A ONE IN AN INFINITY CHANCE OF THAT.. AND I AM A NUMBERS GUY AND VERY LOGICAL AND GROUNDED TOO IN NUMBERS FAR AND NEAR AS INFINITY TOO! STANDING TALL 8!
And now I am gonna escape this screen before i scream go outside get naked and just F**KING dance with GOD as the wind breezes my skin.. in my ALL PRI VATE YARD! WHERE I DO NOT NEED A RESTRICTED BLOGGER LINK TO DO THAT; JUST A F**KING PRIVACY FENCE! AND FULLY WOODED BACK YARD LIKE A F**KING GARDEN OF EDEN AND MY WIFE CAN PLAY THE ROLE OF EVE ISIS OR EVEN LILITH OH SO WELL!..:)
Oh.. Katrina has a dark side too.. i am talking about the Hebrew Lilith who is kinda like the East Indian Kali.. more info. on Katrina Lilith here.. smiles.. i Love mythology.. all the same human archetypes in different metaphors.. across cultures.. philosophies.. and religions.. it’s all a beautiful tapestry of GOD illustrated as manifest in human heArt.. soUl.. and expressing SPIrIT OF GOD OF ALL THAT IS AS ART! Anyway more on Lilith at the link here.. the dark one of creation.. in female form.. and oh.. i guess i’m lucky Katrina thinks my writing is too dam boring to read unless i read it to her.. when i am complimenting her lighter notes of song of course.. as Sweet as a Dove and as Aggressive as a Hurricane Serpent believe that or NOT..;) ………………………………………s..ss.. OH YES.. And of interest and note.. just like a origin of my last name.. as presented in the last 2 blog posts.. Lilith is a chick in Babylonia as well if not in the myth ological hell of a snake’s tale and coming to an end no W
HA! YES.. THANKS FOR HELPING TO INSPIRE THIS NEXT BLOG POST.. RUM BLUE.. SO I CAN HELP MAKE ALL MY SCHOOL AGE FACEBOOK VOYEUR FRIENDS WONDER EVEN MORE WHEN I AM GONNA GO OFF MY ROCKER NEXT.. BUT THEY DON’T KNOW OR FEEL.. I AM JUST FIXIN’ TO ROLL BABY.. THIS PARTY IS JUST GETTING STARTED!
AND I WILL.. YES.. I WILL! RAISE A PINK GLASS TO THAT! AND THIS F**KING yes FUNKING! 69TH THURSDAY NIGHT OF RAVE DANCE IS GONNA BE ON A BLUE MOON NIGHT AT 5:42 THEN THE MORNING ON AUGUST 1ST.. YES..! 8 ONE for ONE Eight 2015 added togeThER for Infinity standing TALL AS ONE WITH LOVE AND NOT HATE! FOR EIGHT ONE! ‘IMAGINE’ THAT..! I DREAM IT.. AND WRITE IT.. SO LET IT BE WRITTEN.. IT WILL BE DONE!..;)
And Hello back to you Himali Shah.. words of kindness to strangers as friends are among the greatest blessings these days on what can be a very Impersonal world both online and off.. as we avert eyes from our neighbors as the rush of life can take the person of us away as well.. in someways.. particularly among youth.. i see selfies as a scream for help.. to retain their humanity.. before a Twilight Zone show or a Pink Floyd Wall becomes the reality of life.. You are wise my young friend as you can see the light at the end of the tunnel and you share.. yes.. you my friend are a great proof that God exists.. anyWay.. smiles for all your kind words my new friend.. and off to say a few words to your heart felt words in your new post..:)
Ah.. a life so quiet and open.. to hear the crickets and cicadas of night.. and one of my favorite Lights the firefly ringsIn magic of Nature’s DeLight..:)
Ah.. yes.. the connection.. value of human waves.. and for me a town once small is a soil fertile in soul of that.. she grows bigger hands fall to side.. i dance i grow LOVE wherever i go.. a bigger wave is what i hope to be.. than hands at side.. no longer free.. the feet of me sing.. in shoes of AIR..:)
Oh yes.. without the biggest waves the smallest calm will never be..:)
A danger of a desert IS never mountain view.. where human becomes bigger than Nature.. problems can and do arise.. for now.. I never see a REAL mountain Glenn.. i make Hills Mountains of woRds instead.. haha! but yes it’s on my Bucket list to do the REAL thing higher..:)
Life is emotional connection to other humans and the rest of Nature heart as emotion spirit as connection and balancing of mind and body balance always now Meaning of Life SOUL..:)
Yes.. we live our lives searching for what culture tells us there is to work for and collect.. the answers sing to us in birds and falling leaves.. snow flake crystals.. in sand as well as beach.. then one day we go home and never go back to that other place.. and a song from Elton John is ‘the perfect song’ just for This named ‘Home Again’..:)
Honestly.. it brings tears to my eyes.. as there is A place inside US that never Grows Old.. It makes me even sadder as people do not feel it any longer…
And some never at all…
And that my friend is a song of three REAL HUMAN DIMENSIONS OF HEAVEN.. PURGATORY AND HELL THAT MY CHURCH AND SCHOOL NEVER WARNS ME ABOUT..:)
And 30 lines is too much yesterday.. But OK NOW..:)
Oh.. the waves of sea wash through refrains of heArt.. where words become phrases of ancient delight of Oceans so deep living as our soUls.. oh words.. oh spiRit oh heArt.. oh sand.. oh breeze.. we sing.. a field a wave.. a particle drop of life.. we are rain.. a song.. and ONE ocean of LOVE.. wrapped softly as blanket of NOW..:)
Green is the Matrix Pill i choose the most as both the Red and Blue make humanity work.. yes.. we too are nature too.. a hard pill to swallow but one that works Green NOW for evermore..:)
Oh.. all the Mountains so majestic.. so tall so broad as Nature’s Muscle.. so humbling they are to tiny humans.. oh humility does more than move mountains..:)
The rhythm.. the song.. each wave sings.. to human breath of in and out.. a word a wink.. ocean delight of human waves of LOVE..:)
Oh.. the route 66 of life.. a trail of metaphor too.. what connects us truly are trails of US..:)
Weeds are among my most favorite flowers.. so wild and free.. and the dandeLion sings his song.. i refuse to cut him early to chagrin of my neighbors..:)
NoW tALLs THiNK..:)
Nature holds a key to all of heArt of emotion.. expression of that as spiRit.. and soUl of who we are connecting in earthly feats of LOVE.. to spiral out in galaxies of what we are inside.. our arms swirl outward in what we still can be.. we are skeyes of GOD JUST WAITING TO SEE stars reflect our eyes shine down upon our see..:)
Ah.. the moon of Wolf song a lonely one.. reaching out to packs of LOVE just waiting to embrace paws of connection in FURRY Comfort HUGS..:)
Perhaps the saddest song of all.. is the one that sings where is the evidence for GOD.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. a Galaxy.. a Fetus.. a Sunflower.. a Nautilus all in GOD’s GOLDEN Spiral Flow.. so i record all of it and share it and sing A NEW Song.. from the Mountain of my soUl echOing spiRit back WitHeArt..:)
2:56 to 4:51 in response to 18 poems from dVerse Poet’s Pub on 7/29/2015
God Paints Songs Nature Trees Dance Wind Birds Swim Sky Waves Shore Souls Our Dreams Clear Blue Eyes Skeyes ImagiNation Nature Free..:)
And the ending 19th.. for now..;)
Thanks so much Sumana Roy.. for coming by with those nice words of appreciation.. and yes.. that is probably my most favorite image of Real Life too.. I’ve lived a long life of 55 years.. walking those beaches for literally decades.. and i’ve not seen anything like that and on a Crisp Blue Early December Day.. on a Sunday.. Leaving Church feeling drawn to the beach.. the image coming and brightening in amazing brilliant rainbow colors of Life.. and i suppose i will be singing the praise of GOD’s Nature to it in poetic verse of life.. ’till my last grasp for breath with it here or tHere my friend for me it is my NOW Burning Bush of Skeyes of GOD.. with words flowing from that still my friend.. wouldn’t it have been cool if Moses has a smart phone with him when he ‘sees’ a burning bush.. i suppose i am blessed my friend in so many ways seen and unseen for NOW at Least..:)
You are welcome.. Himali Shah.. i am honored as well.. to be your new friend.. your kind and loving ways of writing.. will inspire the same in me.. and that is the way it is evolving to be for us human beings.. when we fully express the Love that lives within us.. a open heart.. is the cure for the world’s ills along with a mind and body in balance.. the butterfly effect that makes heart of emotion.. spiRit in expression of heArt.. and soUl of balance in mind and body the connection to others and the rest of Nature AKA GOD as A BRIGHTER LIGHTER REALITY.. my friend.. with smiles always.. and laugh of relief in being.. where a Sunset like this lasts forever now.. in Skeyes of human too.. in brightest rainbow colors of passion for Loving LiFE NOW..:)
I’m not really talented.. just Alive wITh Love.. the greaTEST lesson for me IS Feelings Now.. and letting know go away.. when possible.. to talk is nice to connect is ART and Love is the Masterpiece of Human Being..:)
And that is just my way of telling you.. you are always welcome friend.. with 55 years of practice one should learn how to be a greatest Lover of ALL.. it beats all the money in the World..:)
Ha.. my positive energy is often too much for wife Katrina to handle as she is shy and i am super-extraverted now that i am retired and not a servant to the red tape mechanical cognition of FEDERAL SERVICE IN government WORK.. a quarter of a century.. before i retire.. I transform into a computer brain.. more or less.. i have a poetic heart in middle school at age 13.. and after THAT repressing oppressing red state and military culture takes most of THAT away… i walk the desert of frozen heart then.. for literally 40 years.. and now swim the sea of warm heArt Love.. i will never swim back to that other place.. as long as i continue to grow this Love Muscle of mine.. And back to Katrina.. GOD makes a Rainbow of human beings.. so people like me will not float off into Rainbows.. in other metaphor she is the ground of my Rainbow.. smiles.. I am here for you as friend.. and will never go away.. God Willing.. it’s just the way i am born.. that’s all.. but my energy in both eyes and words.. does not seem welcoming for most.. i am no one but a grain of sand.. i’m not sure anyone believes that or not.. but it is true.. i just have a big spirit to power that grain of life.. that comes from practice as much as grace.. so i practice with you friend and our heArts will grow so great.. that we will shine out to space.. and the Sun will smile back at us.. with rays of Love too..:)
To connect to anyone is the lucky pARt my friend. so we will sing a fortune of connection two and much more as well being GREAT!..:)
Oh.. and I must play this video now to describe what we and so many others WILL continue to DO wITh songs of LOVE..:)
I’ll keep it short.. as to not overrun Himali’s blog.. but just a few words i will be amiss to say.. if i do not say them.. as all stuff.. Asperger’s is a spectrum of differences in human being.. but for me with my ADHD.. free style dance.. regulates my emotions.. integrates my senses.. increases my focus and short term memory where the real problems for me no longer exist.. mileage varies but perhaps that so-called spinning and flapping is just another of saying world let’s dance and just be happy.. with no worries now.
Works for me.. and OMG so simple to do..:)
Smiles.. humility is truly the greatest strength and pride literally will make a person weaker.. these are not just platitudes.. they are laws of nature.. we humans are like Bonobos.. we innately are evolving to LOVE.. all those other things.. make us weak and my military gym friends do not believe them when i tell them the reason i can leg press 930 LBS with my legs 25 times slowly and surely with my arms raised over head is because of LOVE.. but it is as i warm up with ballet.. and they see me as weak until they see me Press that weight.. i am the change i want to see my friend.. and as the real definition of Karma IS.. we reap what we sow by what we do NOW and if we do nothing we have no Karma at all.. the ‘Gita’ is among my favorites by A way.. a topic for another time as well.. i follow Love wherever it goes and visit hate to keep me stronger IN LOVE but online most of the time HATE BANS ME I can’t go back.. haha! it’s literally true too.. but i am literally a “Tsunami of Love” too.. with a recent free verse epic poem of 24K words.. yes it truly exists.. you can search it on Google haha!.. so that is why i must tell myself to stop before i drown your blog with the Tsunami of me.. smiles.. the Energizer Bunny is Fun.. but after awhile as my wife says Disney World Rides are no longer FUN.. but i love it when i feel GOD speaking through my fingers.. mouth or feet.. it’s so hard to stop.. after living life so long without THAT my NEW friend.. and oh by the way.. as part of my Asperger’s in a Hyperlexic form of that with no speech until 4 years old.. i read 10 to 15 times faster than the average human and type around 130 WPM.. so yeah.. that’s pArt of what creates a Tsunami of LOVE.. When i dance.. sing.. and write poetry some folks think it is pride and drawing attention to myself but it is just Another Light shining from GOD that draws that attention.. i WILL Love someone to SHINE me with Love like this but it is not something that most seem to be into.. and that results from not exercising our most important muscle my friend.. THE LOVE MUSCLE THAT FLOWS WHEN ONE JUST LETS IT GO.. LIKE THIS.. YES! OMG LIKE THIS..:)
I WILL KEEP IT SHORTER from now on.. for your readers.. as i FEEL YOUR LOVE MUSCLE IS BIG ENOUGH TO HANDLE IT.. with smiles and giggles too.. my friend..:)
I pay attention to I and Thou’s Asia’s X sMiley’s
rum blue willow sloan, et al.. too.. years now..;) And yes Asia.. i will add a little Asia before i go.. as time will tale the tell of now..;)
And ‘i plan’ on being the voice of the 22nd century as ee as 21st is not enough for me.. hehe..;)
And the mystery schools never cease
as illustrated in Rock and Roll Music
and now particularly in videos..
the numbers 1,3,6,8,11, 12, 13 14, and 17
are all significant with the dancers as muse of spirit.. with the number of TV’s and the cross of symbol.. as nicely sectioned off in 6 pieces truly singing a background song of sacred numbers.. WHERE 3 moves into 1 and 8.. as getting rid of the idea of a trinity 3.. is a common theme in pop music for A ONE World GOD as Infinity or 8 standing tall.. and these are human archetypes that I come to understand well before I am introduced to the teachings of Aleister Crowley.. who has influences on much of Rock and Roll in the last century and well into this century as well..
unfortunately his promotion of substance abuse
in the harder drugs leads a lot of folks who follow his teachings
of reckless abuse of substances and end up dying at age 27..
and such as that.. problem with
Aleister’s prophecies are they are coming from a place of childhood neglect from a mother who names him as beast.. as well as signs of sociopathy.. as he tortures small animals as a child.. but the darkness in his life does lead to some new insights of TRUTH AND LIGHT that science is currently catching up on.. specifically the fact that lust is directly related to increasing human creativity and productivity.. in what Aleister describes as rituals of Sex MagicK.. where orgasm is delayed for hours in reaching altered states of consciousness for LUCID WAKING dream control of will of future.. as a sort of magical spell.. he was definitely on to something.. but it is an all natural thing.. that anyone with any commonsense experiencing a free spirited
sensual nature of human being will find in their arts and creativity in general… Sexy Sensual expressing Artists are some of the most creative artists and that is the reward of GOD as Nature.. for procreation related activities.. even if the Bill Clinton Def of Sex never comes.. and if you are not another alias for Rum Blue.. never mind… or mind if you find this interesting..:)
Anyway.. it looks like
the comments section may be
100 times longer than the poem.. but hey..
with me.. that is still under standard
procedure for sharing stuff..
And part of why I disappear for a while after I link as i do not wanna upset folks who have to wade through more of my all natural wordiness as insights flow my way..
I don’t say no to GOD..GOD IS the Boss of me.. with me.. but sometimes GOD lets me come and go.. and others come too.. more freely and frequently..;)
I do it all for the flow.. and the more in flow the more amazing sychronicities happen in my life with GOD that increase my flow with GOD more and more.. and who Knows where that will go next..
my advantage is i do not let my Nirvana get out of control.. i regulate it like an AC on the Koolest Flow setting of ALL and that takes practice.. and not having a money paying job.. as is the case for most all who escape illusions of culture and go to the other place known as HUMAN BLISS..:)
Yes.. and truly after losing my emotions for those five years..
along with hearing and eyesight.. there is no memory or reference of a smile or laugh or other facial expressions as emotions are what emote human action.. and this is why selfies are so beneficial to me during recovery in getting my human being back.. emotions are the last to leave in patients with dementia.. and the first to leave with me in my illness of the most extreme pain..and truly that part is worse than having the worse pain known to mankind.. as a horrible catch 22 beyond words..
no emotions as a complete numbness of human being paper thin existence is the real hell the folks behind the revised bibles are talking about.. where every now is a thousand years of misery beyond any word for misery.. and bliss is the polar opposite where tHere is no perception of time at all.. fortunately my wife guides me when it’s time to do some of the so-called mundane chores of life..
when i dance.. write.. and sing.. there is no time.. and by the way.. i am not attempting to brag.. but i am noted as a beautiful and unique voice of song.. in hymns of spiritual grace in my Catholic Church each Sunday.. i’ve done a couple of Karaoke songs on YouTube.. when i first get my singing voice back.. as I am a piano player for the church choir for 10 years or so in the
80’s at Catholic Church.. and now i sing with choirs of Angels with a voice i have no knowledge of from the lowest lows to the highest highs when moved by the spirit of all the folks at church.. amazing grace.. etc.. etc.. etc.. IS A TRUTH AND LIGHT NOW.. AND I CHERISH THE BLESSINGS OF THAT NOW AND FOREVERMORENOW.. AS I GO TO THAT OTHER PLACE FOR 66 MONTHS OR SO TOO..
This place is wonderful.. the other place is just the opposite of that..:)
Yes.. i am a later but greater bloomer now.. smiles.. and thanks for all the kind visits of words.. my friend..:)
Yup.. lots of compound nouveau phrases in THere that can be considered one or two words.. depending on one’s perception.. but it is less than 40.. which makes a dVerse record.. for me.. but of course some of my poetic expressions back to the poetry of other folks.. are as small as one word.. like the onenowonemoreeverforevermoreonenowone word as the LOW record so far.. and yes.. it doubles as a Palindrome and can be counted as that special 11 number.. 2.. and 2 is II.. and i am still working on no words with the photo poetry.. smiles.. and yes X.. the music of change in life and death is the song of reality NOW that i tolerate and accept..
as well as delight in constant Joy NOW..
otherwise knowns as Nirvana.. Heaven..
Bliss.. et al.L.ah.. it feels so GRE@1:)
Oh..the day of that photo is one of the most magical days of my life.. it is RAINBOW WISDOM HEART EYE Sign from GOD on a clear blue day on the beach AS SKEYES OF GOD! And YES.. IT IS ALL Natural as GOD is ALL NATURAL TOO.. THE SIGNS ARE NATURAL AS WE ARE ALL PaRT of the ART OF NATURAL GOD.. THE ILLUSION IS SEPARATION.. THE COLORS OF THE RAINBOW ON A SKY BLUE AZURE DAY IN DECEMBER OF 2013.. WITH A SUN THAT MIRRORS THE SHAPE OF HEART ON FIRE IN EYE OF WISDOM OF HORUS IS MY DELIGHT LIGHT AND TRUTH FROM GOD AS PROOF OF GOD ASALLTHATIS.. YES.. DEAR IT STILL TAKES MY BREATH AWAY WHEN I WRITE ABOUT IT AS WELL WITH TEARS OF BLISS AND CHILLS OF RESPECT FOR THE GOD OF ALL WITH ME.. AND NEVER AGAINST MENOW..:)
Yes.. a runway virus EXTREMELY CONTAGIOUS Love FLU IN Dance.. Song.. and Poetry is my ease of no DIS EaSE goal!.. WITH all others and the rest of NATURE TOO.. I GO WITH THE FLOW IN LARGE OR SMALL in loud or soft and hard or stiff.. heHE.. but for now i am totAlly relaxed and FLOW FLOW FLOW.. i could do a a frigging car insurance commercial as i am so relaxed as FLOW..;)
(:..PS.. i don’t watch TV anymore.. so i don’t know if that Flow Lady is still around.. but i am..;)
Yes.. my teachers hated reading my sloppy hand writing so much that they just passed me with straight A’s as I do good on the MULTIPLE CHOICE TESTS.. haha!.. this is what I do on all poetry sites i visit and is just a casual polishing of my first 5 individual poetic expressions back to the first 5 poems in order.. The thing is.. on my longer ones.. there are no go signs here.. that tell people they must go on for more than one of my micro expressions of poetry.. when 33 to 50 are stringed back to back like these 4 are.. it’s just a shorter version of what i do now for months and the cool thing is i’ve done somewhere around thousands of individual micro poetic expressions poetically that I can mix up at this point.. if I totally quit writing new poetry.. that can literally last the rest of my lifetime.. but the journey of writing is the practice for me.. not the approval of others.. as GOD leads me in both short paths and long ones.. As GOD wills me to do. for the much greater purposes and missions of life.. not whether or not I get a like on one of my poetic expressionsonline.. God likes me a whole lot and that is truly all i Need as I all have an overfilling chalice to give with that and truly need nothing back from anyone for Unconditionally Loving 24K words or 30 something like this.. smiles.. Life may not be good for all.. but i know how to make it fun and get plenty of laughs and smiles from folks in real life.. as well as grimaces from some folks who think my dance is not NORMAL AND OVER THE TOP.. FUNNY THAT REMINDS ME OF THE FOLLOWING VIDEO ‘TOTAL ECLIPSE OF the HEART’.. WHERE I GET TO PLAY SO MANY OF THE ROLES IN THIS HAPHAZARD VIDEO THAT IS NOW ALSO LIKE THE STORY OF MY LIFE.. REALITY IS STRANGER THAN ANY FICTION AND THAT IS HOW I LIVE IT FRIEND.. THANKS FOR STOPPING BY AND A DREAM FOR YOU COME TRUE TOO.. MY FRIEND IN NOW too..:)
Yes.. dear Grace.. freedom is an ultimate GIFT NOW..:)
Yes.. and truly that is the meaning for me as it reflects the history of my life including that release.. my friend.. it is in honor of that photo as in how that mirrors GOD IN ME NOW..:)
i have an employee of mine as a middle management supervisor.. who is a little like an older version of the Tasmanian Devil named Dolores.. she always marvels how i can get out of the sH88T smelling like Roses every dam time.. i almost prove her incorrect in those 5 years of Hell.. and she does not live to either see me get into hell or come out.. but i’m sure she is smiling through my eyes now.. as I love that woman so much.. it is the ones that give us the most hell that we appreciate and that is why i love LILITH AKA KATRINA THE MOST.. OHGODSHEGIVESMEHELL! FOR A TIME I THINK SHE IS BLOCKING THE STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN.. OR THE STYX QUEEN OF SPADES AND YOU KNOW THE ROUTINE BABY.. BY NOW.. HERE’S TWO SONGS FOR YA BABY THAT SPEAK TO THAT.. AND YES.. MY WIFE WILL GIGGLE WITH AN EVIL EYE ON ME IF SHE READS THIS TOO.. AND THAT’S OKAY.. LOVE IS WORTH IT ALL THROUGH THE DARK AND LIGHT MY FRIEND AS WE KNOW TOGETHER TOO.. JENNIE.. IT MIGHT NOT BE GOOD IF I MEET SOMEONE LIKE YOU IN FEMALE FORM IN REAL LIFE.. I SUPPOSE THAT IS PART OF WHY GOD MAKES YOU AS WHAT YOU AND OTHERS AND ME ARE TOO.. AS MY AGE SAVES ME FROM SOME OF MY DANCING FRIENDS AS I AIN’T GONNA GIVE UP MY VOWS.. NO MATTER HOW MUCH THE REAL K GIVES ME HELL.. WE ARE FRIENDS BUT IT IS LIKE WILEY COYOTE AND THE ROAD RUNNER AT THE END OF THE WORK DAY.. OF CHASE WHEN WE ARE FRIENDS.. AND THAT WILL BE THE EXAMPLE OF THE THIRD VIDEO.. ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAVORITES AND I AM THE BIG ROAD RUNNER.. SHE CATCHES ME.. BUT I’M TOO MUCH FOR HER TO HANDLE ALONE..;)
Ugh.. i got like 20 something thousand tabs open on my computer on my ‘personal’ computer.. time to close ’em and start over.. smiles.. oh that GodZilla Brain computer breathing FIRE AGAIN!..;)
Thanks Delaina Miller.. i can honestly say the same too.. a few moments of casual effort and an eternity of meaning in it for me NOW..:)
Ha! me smiling too now.. i hOld off on commenting as long as I can in an attempt to make it look like a so-called ‘normal’ Poetry Blog.. but i am coming through NOW.. LOUD AND CLEAR.. FRED..;) And more smiles in thanks for the words of appreciation.. your friend FREeD..;)
Thanks K.. it is quick.. casual and effortless to do.. too.. and i like it too.. smiles..:)
Yes.. my friend.. some folks do not believe me in real life or online that i live in paradise.. both metaphorically and literally.. but at least online i can prove it in documented photos.. on the literal part.. hehe.. and with all the smiles on dance night.. the other more metaphorical paRt.. should be clear too.. smiles.. for those who understand the deeper value of radiant smiles..:)
Good to see you Mary.. thanks so much for those kind words of appreciation.. and so sweet when all we song birds do fly free!.. Smiles and hope all your nows do fly with peace and hope.. as free my friend..:)
Thanks so much for coming by Bryan.. i Lover.. to weave the seasons in Universal Flow.. as nature and i sing together a song of GOD..:)