HI Zee.. thanks so much for visiting with me today.. and oh yes.. so much rain last week.. all clouds.. but yes.. finAlly Sun is peeking out today.. and i am soon going to do a sand dance with the Sun to celebrate the Life Giving Sun that brightens all of our lives outside inside above so below and all around us.. and yes.. although snow is rare here.. it is magical and special to me.. as it is rare here.. and in 1973.. 1977.. and 1993.. we get real Snow Storms.. and all are so magical to the Southern Florida always tanned boy that is me.. year ’round as i am a Green Life Sun Loving HeArt as LiGht.. in this Paradise of Northwest Florida Sugar White beaches like Snow Year ’round in Emerald Green Gulf swaying sea oats.. and Seagulls golden Spiraling Around the Sun.. Rivers.. Lush Forests.. Wild Life.. the Hawks SonG as Spiral Around Sun and wildlife too.. but i digress.. into beauty and although there is lack of Magical Snow.. God provides so much more of allthatis beauty here in Paradise my friend.. and that last Snow Storm labeled by our Weather Channel as Thunder Snow with winds approaching 80 miles an hour on the Ides of March 13th 1993.. some label as the Storm of
Century.. and i’ll never forget the snow fall accumulating on fresh Pink Azalea Blooms.. and my wife etching “I Heart Fred” with the symbol of a Heart on the Hood of our Cavalier Car.. still freshly married we are at only three years then.. my wife of course looking the same as she does now.. never aging still at age 45 moving to age 46 now.. and i have that picture.. will find it and provide it here as well.. have used it before.. and will dig through several hundred posts to use it again.. smiles… anyway.. anything is possible in God’s Nature.. even a heavy snow on March 13th.. in Paradise.. my friend.. anyway.. thanks for inspiring that memory.. as what i find as best in life is the ability to be inspired more and more in Love of Life and ALLTHATIS AS GOD my friend NOW just NOW.. and sure sweet memories of the past are nice to recall in poetic ways and shares with other nice folks like you.. my friend Zee.. for now..:)
Oh.. emotional pain.. same as physical pain in the brain.. Oh Love.. Oh connection.. yes.. neurohormone of oxytocin social connection.. Serotonin trust rising.. comfort in Love’s eYes warms the human heARt expresSinG SpiRit human SoUl balanced as one with other flesh and blood being(s).. Oh.. yes.. emotional Pain.. when flesh of other caring leaves.. oxytocin drops now along with Serotonin trust.. the world becomes colder yet dopamine expands and the search moves on for another Light in the territory that is Life.. First Loves are so sweet and so bitter when they go.. even.. second and third and so on Loves.. and if we are reAlly fortunate that dopamine stimulator bRinGs us to a place of finding Oxytocin and Serotonin.. in our deepest Self.. the place of All of Nature and GOD as that is all that is that truly Lives as self when awakening as uS my friend.. and sometimes it is this cloud of emotional pain that bRinGs the LiGhtest Love of ALL that is GOD Living Within as US.. wheRe we become the Light of Love that no one can ever take away again.. and is ours to give for more and more whether received or not from others more.. Balance of LiGht is Love my friend.. Zee..:)
A major feeling in my life is when human makes God Z as imaginary less that A through Z and all thatis as Nature.. then human becomes less than human.. and sure this is the case from the first male genital mutilation practice.. i giggled when i first googled the Gospel of Thomas where that Gnostic common sense Jesus says that this male genital mutilation practice is basically ridiculous and just another part of God Inherent as whole protection against the harsher elements of the Natural Environment. as us.. and GOD as WELL.. For what i believe God iS as Mother Nature Truth and Light for NOW.. some of the greaTest Godstians are Indians of all cultures past and present.. and fairly many Atheists same.. and Muslims at least are clued into that God IS ONE.. above and beyond who believes that the syntax and semantics of this word or that word matches the essence of ALLTHATIS NOW SO sure.. i imagine Jesus.. Buddha.. Muhammad.. probably the first Z guy Zoroaster are getting at the crux of the matter that yes God is REAL and GOD iS NOW but sure language differences warp the essence of Truth and Light here and theRE as humans are but a speck of dust of ALLTHATIS AKA GOD NOW AS NATURE TRUTH AND LIGHT AND SURE.. THE DARK AS WELL.. SO.. i read your blog post here.. as i am spinning around in the first real sunshine of a week.. doing martial arts kicks sparring with my toes and privet bushes trimming leaves with speed of kick and toenails one.. and i think and feel oh so nice it is to be a human animal with Nature ONE as God AGAIN.. God is no wimp.. it should be evident in all of Nature and God’s Animal Kingdom ONE.. FERAL MALE CATS are among the friendliest of cats according to reputable Vets.. and sure there is a military metaphor here as well.. as working for the military for over two decades i can for sure say Feral men are the kindest loving unconditional men who have done war.. in the trenches where the color of blood is all the same.. and sure i am the test for that as weak men picked fun at me.. the weird unbalanced nerd autistic boy and man i was then.. THEY always treated me like a human being no less than me.. as THEY were strong enough inside not to have bring the weaker among them down further and that is the truth.. as they were all shipmates.. woman and man black or white.. even the don’t ask don’t tell among them.. were all one crew of one ship.. but it was the struggle.. the fight of life that made them the best Lovers of Life.. not the pampered ways of smart phones.. that never fight back.. we are human.. and until we establish our ability to stand our ground we all always be less loving than our potential offense and defense of Loving Best.. Becoming the strongest quickest kicker has made me perhaps the most Loving of all the males around me where i live.. the poetry comes from the dark as the weakness and pain leaves the human heart.. and Martial Heartist is what i am now.. as the strong and courageous tough pArts of Human make them the most Loving animal that can be.. but domesticate us into worms and we will be no less than angry tamed wolves.. there is the call of God that will always be the Call of the Wild and Free of the most Loving Animal that can be us when Wild Free and Kind in Courage as WE.. NOW.. So sure.. Bruce Lee is the closest human to Jesus i know.. he will walk a way from a fight when necessary but he will F in turn over a money changer table in a heart beat.. when necessary.. and sure he knows that those who live by the sword will die by the sword but some things life like the Call of the Wild in God’s Nature of Freedom are worth dying for then and now.. but sure until folks like me and Yellow Boy have truly tasted the Call of the Wild.. they have never even lived at all.. the Devil is truly Domesticated man.. and the Angel is the Wild Wolf Call of the Wild that still lives in the KIND OF US WITH GOD AS THE MOST NOBLE WOLF OF ALLTHATIS.. i AM THE BEAST.. AND WILL NEVER BE ASHAMED TO BE THE BEAST THAT GOD MAKES ME WILD AND FREE AND LOVING SAME.. AND I CAN F IN PROVE THE BEFORE AND AFTER OF THE DEVIL WEAK AND THE ANGEL STRONG AFTER THE PAIN OF WEAK GOES AWAY AND i come AGAIN.. aLive Human Being God’s child i am NOW.. Martial HeARtist FREE.. A BEAST..:)
HI gigoid.. Thanks for stopping by.. another busy day of dancing in all the stores.. celebrating my 600th dancing event in 28 months now for an average distance of 7.7 miles.. totaling 4635 miles.. and yes.. i love to celebrate milestones and will be doing my third year annual review of my E-World and Real World adventures for coming New Year’s Eve.. as it is the one day i stay in and Review the past year from beginning to end.. to see we’re i’ve been and where i continue to go Different in CELEBRATION OF AXIOM #2 CHANGE AS WELL.. i am pleased as punch that many of the age old stereotypes of my youth about older that i thought for sure will apply to me.. DO NOT.. after watching Father Vegetating after his all consuming effort of Law Enforcement in Leon County Florida for 46 years there.. mostly watching TV.. scratching Lottery Tickets in hopes of beating his Rich Brother in the game of collecting money.. but mostly what i for one see of him is sitting in that same chair.. with nary a word to say to anyone and that’s okay as he probably is the one.. along with his eccentric Father/X-Catholic Priest who gives me the Asperger’s Genes.. of difficulty in doing the appropriate Reciprocal Communication stuff like small talk.. i do long talk.. and he did almost no talk at all.. in FACT.. HIS IDENTICAL TWIN BROTHER NEVER SAID ONE WORD TO MY MOTHER THE ENTIRE TIME MY MOTHER WAS MARRIED TO MY FATHER FOR AROUND THREE YEARS.. and after the marriage my father basically never talked to my mother until he said.. you need to get a job to bring more money in and she balked at that ’cause she had the belief that children need at least one parent at home all the time.. and yes.. i got that to 3.. and without that .. chances are i would never be the ‘Angel Empath’ i am today.. as that part comes from my Mother.. and nah.. not my Father.. at least not in expresSinG it with other folks as his Mother was fairly cold as a 18 year old first mother not ready for Mother duties.. passing most of the duties onto her parents.. as is often the case.. anyway.. when Mothers become Mothers before they fully emotionally mature.. as human being.. yes.. sometimes stuff gets stunted in use or lose terms.. or innate issues.. but anyway.. a Mother’s Love is paramount to who i still am today.. if raised by my Father.. i might have never developed much of an expresSinG SpiRit with other folks.. but Lord knows my father rarely expressed any anxiety or fear.. and that was the part i wanted so bad to learn from him.. but i had to become my own Father.. so late in life to learn the fearless pArt of Life for now.. but it it sure is nice to have both Love and Fearless.. and that is a very powerful human equation to have good years in review.. in expanding Human potential.. and that is what i do here.. attempt to push the limits of my Human Being.. document and record how i do it.. in empirical means of both science and art.. and share it freely for anyone to gain any spark to help them on their way iN Developing and expanding their human potential as well.. Thanks GOD.. i no longer work for ‘THE MAN’.. AS GOD OF NATURE IS A MUCH BETTER EEO EMPLOYER.. YES THE BEST BOSS OF ALL NOW JUST NOW AS FREE!..:)
Well.. it’s true.. it no longer takes a Full Moon.. And oh.. behind.. on providing the faster links here.. for my latest blog post titled “Love is a Contact Sport”.. coming next.. and really might like to call the next post.. ‘Beast of GOD’.. Butt.. it’s time for my annual END NOW of the Year.. “KATiE MiA FredericK!iI 2015 A Year in Review”.. a three year annual blog tradition.. as a rule now.. posting every December 31st.. since 2013.. when i first come out of Human Hell that year.. around the 22nd of July 2013.. so yeah.. I’ll Stick with that yearly tradition and perhaps add in some beastie stuff too.. as usual heHE.. butt anyway.. more fun stuff coming Soon to a Facebook Theater here.. and no that really does not look like a Katie Mia.. in ‘that photo(s)’ but yes.. even the hairiest beast(s) with fangs.. namely wolves.. have a soft nuturing side too.. when left Wild And Free as God Will Have Wolves without the Devil of Domesticated Human Culture to screw things all out of Balance for the Call of the Wild AKA NOW THE CALL OF GOD.. FREE AS GOD IS AND WE TOO.. WHEN WE BECOME NEO AND ESCAPE THE MATRIX NOW OF ALL THE ILLUSIONS OF HUMAN CULTURES.. AWAY FROM MOTHER NATURE TRUTH AND LIGHT IN ALL INNATE INSTINCTUAL AND INTUITIVE WISDOM AND YES NOW.. TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL PASSIONATE.. COURAGEOUS LOVE NOW..:)
Yes.. even wolves on the night smile.. with white fang..wink emoticon And no.. THAT iS not White Fang.. that is Katrina..;)
Reference more of “Jack London” and his literary achievements in ways of half domesticated dogs and wolves WitH Calls of THE WiLdin’!ONE!NOW!..:)
From Dancing Facebook Friend Sherri’ Page.. of my ‘Club 2001’ Disco Dancing years of the 80’s.. Madonna.. George Michael and etc.. etc.. etc.. i say..
Young people.. have no idea how hard life was without YouTube.. it would have been so great to have it then.. but still so great and even better to have it now.. as i for one can appreciate unlimited access to almost all the music ever made in recorded human music history!..:)
You and my hubby would agree on this…..LOL….He is a music freak!!…LOL
Yeah.. i use almost every bit and byte.. of that 15 GB’s of data on my Smart Phone for mostly listening to YouTube..smile emoticon
Rock on ….LOL
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Relative Reality i Learn..
And i Love Google.. as for all the 690 Blog Posts in total i have made.. including before i come to Word Press.. back when i start with Blogger March 2013 Google is a great way to insure that creative titles generated from within.. are originally new.. in Relative Reality of course too.. as truly there is even in science a determination of genetic memory as real.. and truly science knows not how deep that goes.. but yes.. there is plenty of places in so-called Junk DNA for Nature AKA GOD to put it as nows go on for now and now nowmoreeverforevermorenow.. and that is one of my favorite 25 letter words to be now just now in now.. and sadly.. speaking of modern Christianity THAT IS about as far away from the words of the original reported gnostic Jesus than can be.. in recitation of John 3:16 in THAT is the end story of what one does to go somewhere great when one hits the dirt nap.. and i can only imagine that if Jesus is alive today.. at least in metaphors like this he will be rolling his eyes in infinity now.. of yes.. there is a sucker born every day.. and a snake oil salesman directing that way.. as of course if one is gonna make a person accept a tough job that really sucks they are gonna promise them at least a reasonable reward at the end of the work day.. and for the early Roman underlings of that empire that day was a life of poor and suffering.. while even in the New Testament in Luke 17:21 words say the Kingdom of God/Heaven is here now within inside outside above so below and all around just now.. and then Jesus goes on to say that in heaven there will be no marriages and we all be like friends as Love.. yes there is some paraphrasing going on here.. but yes in every gospel there is some paraphrasing going on there too.. so why not keep the paraphrasing going as the essence of the syntax and semantics is what counts so we continue to paraphrase to get that through to all the views that see a different color of the Rainbow of Reality now.. in yes.. a relative way of different in each Unique Human Universe that is reality now.. yes.. as Kinsey studies clearly show some humans are monogamous and some are not.. more than likely Jesus in real life.. made his rounds in the house of the friendly women spreading peace as it made a living but yes.. more than likely better ways to do it.. but there was no E-search for jobs then.. Each human one flavor of an iridescent reality that colors multi-Universe perceptors as human beings and all other sentient beings that filter reality through tHeir different lenses some brighter and other duller filaments of bulbs.. growing even brighter as learning how to sail the ocean of their Universe smooth comes to fruition greater and greater with a sweeter fruit of life.. we live in a world where the philosophers as the sages of the ages.. are on the furthest back burner now.. where the female butt truly is the sage of the new age.. easily seen in pop-culture now.. where ‘the Kardashian’ rules from the rear instead of head.. and should that be surprising.. no.. not really.. as humans become more like machines as cogs of a machine.. and the sign of fertility is a sure way back.. to real human being at core of what we are as surviving animals and one sees this in modern music as well.. as it is becoming more and more like a rather simple driving beat around drums of the midnight fire in eyes of naked so-called savages dancing wildLY around the fire raising tHeir mindful awareness higher and higher until they feel the oneness non-separable form from the rest of Nature.. escaping any illusion of human memories of past and future worries and are for all practical intents and purposes free eYes of God once more.. and here is where i see perhaps the real Jesus and one or more of his ‘friends’ in an ‘orgy’ with so-called ‘prostitute’ women then.. free as non- married humans can be.. truly not likely that Jesus was a monogamous leaning man if he suggested there will be no marriage in heaven.. nor was Muhammad of course.. as his idea of heaven per his revelation of God in human Nature.. was a place where women never aged and erectile dysfunction never came.. as an oxymoron if you will.. with wInks.. i’ve always been monogamous through my life but sure aren’t most weak men monogamous.. and afraid their wives will leave for stronger men.. sure that is nature.. more than culture as far as i see.. Jesus.. obviously super confident for a man and Muhammad too.. neither seeing the need for just one wife forevermore.. and we all know about the 7 year itch anyway.. the only way marriages truly last is if there are best friends who fill the deficits in opposites attracts of what the other is not as good at doing.. my wife doesn’t dance.. or write poetry.. and she does everything else.. all i do is dance.. write poetry.. and sing.. so here’s a pair that keeps on working one on one and enough as that.. at this point you may be asking hmm.. oh my God is he gonna write 53K words and truly i could but you see my friend to describe the relative reality i continue to learn is an infinite reality with no top or bottom.. end or beginning it truly is a room with no ceiling and if there is a real bible for God it will be a never ending story my friend as the real relative that is GOD as never ending story 2.. but for now.. i’ll stick with “SonG oF mY SoUL” for the title of my 3 million or so word bible.. wheRe it is all just relative reality of God in my eYes.. of GOD.. friend.. and yes it keeps on going with no end on-site until my words no longer come.. and the truth is we are all the word(s) of God as flesh from head to toe and more and more than words.. so much more than words.. my friend.. Seriously.. if Jesus really came back the only place he would be comfortable to spread all his good news would be the house of an Atheist.. who never judges anyone as less than the other.. but again.. as long as we are human.. human WiLL.. will reflect different relative realities with different eYes of God.. so there will be infinite Jesus’ Judas’ and Pilate’s and original Jews.. just different semantics.. syntax.. and other cultural clothing.. as the iridescent human continues to color the eYes of GOD whole as the beautiful fractals of diversity i know and feel for now.. all the answers are relative as reality is now through all the colors of human being that paint our eYes now.. dark and Light where each eye pair or one is an Earth a Sun.. a Galaxy a Universe a Fractal of ALLTHATIS as GOD.. And all i know and feel now for me.. my friend.. tHis.. now the best of time now for any creature anywhere in any place in the Universe who is free now.. in this little corner of Paradise for me.. and yes by now.. you likely know now the theme song for this verse of the bible of me.. And my verses are never numbered sequentially.. total numbers of words will do for numbers of me.. my friend.. And your bible here is one of my favorites yet.. as my interest is colored by number of words that do come when i enter into the house of inspiration of the bible of another blog my friend.. or sure just another SonG oF mY soUL.. but others titled are surely cooler than mine.. if not as long.. hehe.. i am a traveling blog and bible kinda like the Book of Eli and Denzel Washington with shades and martial arts to protect his book.. except mine comes from collective unconsciousness aka Cosmic Consciousness.. et al.. and never from pages.. alone my friend.. but you know and feel.. when i first walked in Walmart and saw the cover of that movie.. seriously.. and i do mean literally in the way God speaks to me.. long before i was a martial artist or saw the movie.. God told me that would be me in some synchronicity- like way.. so in a way empirically in all the school logic i have been taught from the beginning.. fiction is not nearly as strange as reality my friend.. as truly it doesn’t have to make sense.. but perhaps the strangest thing of all is.. it makes perfect sense to me now.. but i’m not sure i will ever give justice to that larger reality of God in words my friend.. it will likely take a real life Spock to mind meld with me to see that too.. and perhaps that person lives as well.. as the half-breed Vulcan i truly am my friend.. in the episode of StarTrek never written until now.. wInks.. again.. Humans are truly magic when they learn how to use that relative magic that is reality now.. to Master it is a job of Infinity nowoneforevermoreverforonenow..28.. InFiNitY Standing TaLL.. And oh by the way.. if you ever see the Movie ‘Lucy’.. enjoy the view.. “prepare ye a way”.. “so let it be written.. so let it be dOne”.. as elders of a gentle race come together to tale the story of a pilot who leaves no trace.. yellow streams of Kashmir liGht.. of India and Pakistan.. under the Summer Moon.. will come again….. paraphrased from Led Zeppelin on the last one.. my friend.. what most people don’t understand is every creature in the entire worlds tales the story of GOD.. and we are ALL prophets/ MESSENGERS of Nature as God WiLL tale the story OF NOW NOW with us NOW.. to exclude any prophet/MESSENGER is not to have the MUCH LARGER story of GOD.. i was born without the filter to exclude.. my friend.. like Lady Gaga.. one of my favorite prophets of the same old New age says.. in ‘Born this Way’.. yeah.. that’s the same song for this verse.. i’ll use now.. with ‘Kashmir’ coming in second.. and the “Best of Times” by Styx coming in third.. wait! a little voice with no name in my head says change course and use Kashmir and i say.. Okay Boss.. my Pilot with no name.. that leaves no trace but ‘tHis’.. my friend.. the only thing special about me.. friend.. is.. i listen to everyone with equal LOVE.. and perhaps that is the greaTest Human Super Power of ALL.. and yes.. i for one.. am 100% sure it is.. but the coolest thing of all is God came and visited me in 2010 under a shed.. in the form of a Yellow Cat.. i learned the most from him.. but first he saved my heArt.. my best friend.. yes.. my heArt.. now as WHOLEnONE.. in other words it will not stop groWinG.. kinda like a tSUNaMi.. after a meteor makes the gulf and human being.. spreading n0w like a nice human(s) virus online..;)
Oh ‘these’ Facebook vanity quizzes are great conversation pieces.. so i share one on my page.. and
Fancy cars, exotic holiday destination, a fat bank account and love of your life… yummm grin emoticon
Smiles.. i wonder what you will get..wink emoticon
Me too. smile emoticon
i already know..wink emoticon
So now off to see the results of Rafiahs’ page.. before i made the comment ‘i already know’..;)
See.. you are really fortunate.. As that is all that is truly important.. Love.. And special people to Love.. And beautiful life discoveries.. Of course.. As well..smile emoticon
you are all that; lovely, special and beautiful life discovery.
I was thinking earlier about what made my 2015 special and I thought about you.
Oh.. You are so sweet.. You bring a tear to my eye..:”).. And of course i feel the same about you.. My dear treasure of my friend.. Rafiah.. There are no doubts iN Allah’s Love..smile emoticon!
*jogs for an hour* *wants to eat gajreela later* unsure emoticon
(after Googling ‘gajreela’)
It’s great you are jogging.. Rafiah.. and hey.. at least carrots are good for you and will help you see better.. as ‘they’ say.. at least you don’t want to eat a whole bowl of chocolate.. and i just eat several pieces of fudge.. coconut.. and caramel Christmas treats and now i must work-out about three hours and go to my niece’s wedding.. so enjoy your after run high with or without a carrot desert!.. and speaking of scary movies.. my niece use to see Gargoyles when she was little.. enter into her home and one time one left a Gargoyle print on the bathroom mirror that her mother verified too.. and then they moved out of that home.. and no more Gargoyles as far as i know for now.. and she is expecting a baby instead..wink emoticon
Nani is coming home. Can not think of a better way to spend new year’s eve other than being among such loyal relations. #Gramsarebestthingintheworld
That is so great! Glad you will see your Grandmother tonight.. and Hope you have a wonderful New Year’s Eve with family.. no dance for me again.. on this Thursday Night.. honoring the Year and the Now New with writing and thoughts and feelings of Kind family.. and friends like you as well.. my friend Rafiah..:)
Lovely poem of course Himali.. and Lovely Beach for two.. that reminds me so much of the Beaches here in the Northern Panhandle of Florida.. particularly around what is named as the San Destin area as the water is so shallow that it almost always Glows an Emerald Green Color as pictured in this photo.. and all the sands of the beaches here are Sugar White.. but sadly most of our dunes washed away by Hurricanes in the mid 2000’s.. but still standing in the San Destin area.. with so many graceful sea oats swaying in the Gulf Breeze.. and the night often even without moonlight and stars glows in calm surf shores.. truly a magical way with diatoms like fireflies of the sea.. so dreamy..:)
Yin and Yang of White Kitties.. and Black Puppies..:)
Now ‘this Profile Facebook Status Pic’.. is just a little more complicated.. this is my Grand Niece.. Antaya Jennings.. now Antaya Wallace and her husband.. Airion (such a cool name).. per marriage ceremony ‘tonight’.. and she is pregnant with my Great niece or nephew.. gender not yet determined.. and what that means is.. she is Katrina’s Sister’s Daughter’s Daughter who is fixing to have another Son or Daughter.. but anyway.. the Wedding was lovely with great food too! at the reception..:)
In the country i am from.. yes.. in Fredland.. ‘we’ have a tradition of New Year’s gifts to good friends.. so a short story for you.. perhaps i told it before.. but it always changes as Allah’s eyes too.. in all we see and feel around us.. Allah always new.. with us to atom by atom second by second all moving.. connecting creating.. anew no cloud the same.. no snow flake or human finger print.. All News iS Now my friend.. and no atom too small to be the good of Change.. i was gonna tale another story but i am not in charge alone ALLONE iS Allah with me.. and you too of course.. my good friend SOHEIR..:)
Well.. you are certainly welcome.. my Sister SOHEIR.. glad i brought humor and laughs to you with smiles of course too.. and so sorry about your husband’s passing.. i noticed your poem in your language on your other blog said “i miss him”.. and my intuition then told me your husband had passed away.. but i couldn’t read your language to make sure.. and didn’t think it appropriate to ask.. but i’m glad you mentioned it so i can express my feeling for you in that regard my friend.. Bless you.. Love..:)
From Ashe Friend’s Facebook Page..
We are notes in this beautiful concert of existence. If we don’t play ourselves, nobody will.
Keep playing Ashe.. Softer and Louder.. ExpresSinG more and more of the SonG that is you.. In concert with others or not.. it is the play that SinGs you..:)
Ashe is at least a budding poet whether she knows it or not.. smiles.. and sure she is definitely doing the Asperger flavory thingie.. whether diagnosed or not with a so-called disorder that is truly not a disorder at all as long as one can find a niche that fills unique.. and seriously if not for chronic never ending social stress at work.. i would have never fell to truly disabling effects of chronic stress associated disorders that are labeled as autoimmune disorders.. that is truly the body’s message to get out of life threatening stress.. in other words.. it is the body screaming save me now you stupid mind.. and truly the mind is stupid as far as the reasoning ability goes to keep on going when the body says no.. and that is what literally almost kills me when i start to believe the fallacies of what the system known as culture that can be the paths of illusory ways of being so far passing what we are evolved as.. as human being in moving connecting and creating ways of being.. this autism stuff that i was diagnosed with as a disorder at least for this form of what i am as human being.. becomes a disorder as we empaths like Ashe and i who take it all in and i do mean feeling to the point where we cannot separate the rest of the world and all its pain and suffering from us.. do exactly that in a world that has truly gone both colder and insaner away from what it even means to be human being.. To be an empath is to be a giver.. the taking is so easy.. as at least for me.. i feel the other person through and through.. the pain.. the sorrow and yes.. perhaps i am A best lover as i feel the pleasure too.. and most every woman i have been with talks more about the way my hands feel.. than any other part of me.. but i suppose those hands have become words too.. and of course the smiling eyes now covered with shades.. while some men go along in their life wondering how much pleasure they can get in one night stands with women.. i already feel their pleasure just from their female eyes.. is all it takes for me.. to arouse my all natural human love.. as quite frankly i am not just a Pen or is i am an entire Pen and IS.. to put it tactfully i am more than a frigging tool.. Love is feeling the pleasure of others same.. as well as pain.. and knoWinG and FEELING THERE ARE NO LIMITS TO FEEL AND FILL THAT LOVE HIGHER AND HIGHER WITH NO LIMITATIONS OR EXPECTATIONS BUT unless one is truly a human empath also known as metaphorical Angel one will not understand this.. and will also not understand that as all Messengers and Prophets of God as Metaphor who are truly empaths as well as Angel metaphors.. when i say Jesus goes to the home of Peace giving women.. and has an orgy with the prostitutes of women.. it is the prostitution of Love that is an Orgy of Love.. that is the giving of Love.. that may just be a communion of souls around a fire at night.. perhaps it is cold and not unlike a group of monkeys at a zoo.. they can gain comfort from the primate touch that is Love of Warmth of Giving.. no.. it is not men who are taught that their penises are all they are as connectors to the opposite sex.. it is men who feel the pleasure of the opposite sex.. in all its intricate emotional sensory and sensual ways.. carefully watered and grown.. yes.. higher and higher as Loving humans can go.. anyway.. i got your attention if you got this far with the words Jesus Prostitute and Orgy in the same verse of ‘my bible’ but yes.. when i use quotes it is a metaphor alert.. and in this case one that requires much additional reading to find the meaning.. i am a ‘sexual organ’ from head to toe.. but no.. not the Bill Clinton Definition of Sex.. the Life giving Sex that truly separates humans and Bonobos.. from most all other primates.. as peaceful Loving creatures when they move.. connect and create.. in Loving Touching ways harmoniously together brinGinG each other into an orgasm of Life that never ends.. and then the child is the prize of the village instead of the competition of one man or woman… and in my case the child of me is my Dance and Poetry and yes my kind of Sex is not the Penis and Vagina kind i appreciate the most.. mY kind of sex is in worshipping the other human being as part of GoD the same.. and sure i Love women.. all shapes and sizes.. shades of tan and colors of hair.. each unique soul.. beyond the flesh of being but never the less the flesh as well.. as living now.. to be touched in more ways with hands that give in ways of heArt.. of spiRit.. of soUl of being now.. just now.. the Bill Clinton Def. of Sex is for procreation but Human Sex is for a life that is an orgasm of joy.. a better way for me to describe Sex.. is what attracts us enough to each other so we do not freeze to death on a cold Winter day.. sadly today.. if humans faced freezing weather with no clothes they would freeze to death in fear of Penis and Vagina getting too close… yes.. there is so much more to a Penis and a Vagina than a Vagina and a Penis.. there is the ocean now always.. behind the ships that sail the human being..:)
Sidenote ends in this verse of the SonG oF mY SoUL..
Footnote now of feat of feet..;)
So yeah.. when i go to a dance hall.. sure me at 55.. happily married and not concerned at all with what is described as the Bill Def. of Sex.. and the so-called young studs are talking about railing women.. i will bring the young ladies higher.. at least some of them.. with my dance than they can ever imagine with just 6 inches or so of the rest of their potential 6 foot or so Pen of IS.. there are more ways to squeal with delight than a moan of domination.. and sure not only is there dance.. theRe is poetry too.. wheRe words become the dance of the SoUL of mY SonG.. i have no small goals and truly no goals at all.. my way now in life is to bring my definition of sex in pleasure to ‘all the women in the entire world’.. as i wanna be the gift that even keeps giving long after this 6 feet of Universe i occupy stays after i leave in unconditional and yes passionate giving love that lasts much longer than ‘viagra’ will never know.. or feel.. he He.. in other words women have been put down for 10 to 12 thousand years.. pArt of my mission from GOD is to continue to help iN lifting them up.. And no.. i don’t need any Viagra.. not even a fleshy tool..;)
1 Footnote ends.. 2 beings..
And trust me so-called patriarchal leaning men.. who call themselves Christians or Muslims if you really believe that either Jesus.. Muhammad.. or God approves with the way ‘you’ dominate and subjugate women to forced marriages and sex and raping female slaves or whatever sickness that arrives from the time male empaths who honor women arrive on this earth.. and you really think that you pay a price for sin to God.. the greatest Sin is to opress the relative free natural God Given will of another human being.. and for those who force women to be their property and or slaves which is the same dam thing.. sure.. you will answer to the God of Nature in how God takes ‘care’ of those humans who get out of balance in God’s Natural ways of being now.. and that answer will be God’s alone ALLONE.. then and now.. with ‘you’…
The greatest thing about the essence is it does not have to be reincarnated as it is already carnated as floWer of DArk and LiGht of Truth.. DArk then LiGht.. then moving or dancing then sound or song.. As above so below wE continue to SinG.. and as now will have it words of Lao Tzu speak Jesus now then gnostic ’59 Thomas version from the dead ‘see’ ‘two’… para phraSinG sAMe.. Now.. There are Those who fear the dArk and Others who are cynical of liGht.. never realiZinG i am paraphraSinG Plato on that one until now.. thanks to the direct Quote from you.. but sure he probably paraphrased that from Socrates but like Jesus we have no actual quotes from him.. Essence requires no faith Faith is better eMotion in Believing in the Smart Be that IS.. And the more one understands of that Smart Be that is ALL the more one appreciates the SonG Be SinGs.. NOW wheRe Hope and Trust become OnE and sAMe as equal emoTioNs of Belief iN NOW.. i believe in the Be of Now with All my heARt SoUL and SpiRit as Force with ONE BE i be i am.. Now.. My God i can prove without a doubt with finger prints of a SonG that iS tHe HeARt and SpiRit of soUL BE.. NOW. both smARt and FEELING LiVE NOW wHere aLL nows be NEW NOWS NOW..:)
Yes.. i am the adult version of Dr. Suess..;)
Happy New NOW and may now always be God2 you.. friend gigoid..
God is what we make now end and beginning of story
Smiles.. well.. not officially.. penniewoodfall.. my friend.. considering i had to Google the ‘précis style’.. i’m kind of a complicated parrot as more than likely.. as a Hyperlexic child.. not putting words together until age 4.. later diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum in middle age.. iN whatever way i learned to speak that was very difficult with no help back in those 1960’s days.. with much teasing from the children then.. comes to what i am now.. as i continue to adapt in ways of verbal and written speaking still.. my friend.. it is unusual.. no doubt.. as perhaps i might be the most unusual of all simply ’cause i survived my friend.. and did what ever it naturally took to keep afloat in how i swim with the currents of culture now.. free in charge.. instead of culture in charge of me.. but yeah.. i think that is a fair analysis looking from the outside in.. but when i write.. i flow.. through stream of conciseness writing at speeds approaching 130 words a minute.. that can barely keep up with what comes out of both my mind and fingers.. too fast for me to purposefully slow down or control in any analytical way.. but hey.. the river will find a way eventually to flow as water is the most powerful force of weather known.. and sure.. i am the water or perhaps the air that drives it.. in metaphor of course.. for now.. but sure.. interesting question.. and thanks for asking.. i learn a new term today for what i do.. and sure.. i’ve heard scores of other official analyses for the free of me before..;)
Another fair assessment per tumultuous.. my friend.. but much louder in the real world.. sMiles.. and thanks for the show.. and i agree with that as well.. and guess what.. i can prove it works.. smiles again.. and that woman in the show looks almost identical to my wife.. wInks again.. that made me smile all nice inside.. and i have room for that song somewhere else.. asWeLL..4N0W..:)
Well.. okay.. it’s 12:16 pm 12312015 all caught up with the Presents of Friends and FamiLY now.. so now.. now for the rest of ‘KATiE MiA FredericK A Year in Review 2015’..:)
And for reference here are the first two years of review here:
And in that same month advancing to Leg Pressing 930 LBS on parallel Leg Press machine with arms raised in air.. like no other human does it on YouTube 14 times as videoed here.. and now by the end of the year.. still slowly and surely pressing this maxed out machine 25 times with ease as a feather liGht.. until it gets boring like row row your boat gently down the stream..;)
With a mix of a Tiger/Gorilla/Crocodile rumbling roar as well.. for more..:)
And then by the time March rolls around i start commenting on not just some of dVerse Poetry and recording it all here in micro to macro poetic expressive free verse style.. i comment on all without fail continuing until now.. with my last over Fifty Thousand Word Blog post.. with A 41,113 Word main post.. A True Free Verse Poetry Novel titled ‘GodsUniverseNovel’ as linked again here..
With numerous other steps to get to that Novel size.. ranging from 7K to 11K to 14K to 17K to 26K as well.. the PoeTry keeps goIng.. groWinG with yes.. WinGs of Words flying higher and hiGher like a Jonathan Livingston Seagull Poet and Dancer.. oh yeah.. and more about dance.. as well as celebrating 666 months since conception of human being.. tHere is 666 Months of Dance as linked here..
of what will document eventuAlly an entire year with smiling photos of many of the nice folks.. namely mostly young women from Seville Quarter in Pensacola Florida.. as i now move into my 91st week of doing that this Saturday Night in total.. since March of 2014.. when i first started this weekly Marathon Endeavor of Rave-Like Dance with all the cool young college age folks at Old Seville Quarter.. incidentally.. somewhere in the world there was a solar eclipse on the 20th of March as well.. yeah.. i like astronomy too..;)
And hmm.. after dVerse moves from the Free Verse Management of starting the endeavor with folks Brian and Claudia from that nice online adventure the next folks are not so inclined to accept what i do in XXXTREMLY LONG FREE VERSE.. so the trouble trickles in slowly and more surely to put a stop to my creative style there.. Anyway.. first there is a kindly worded suggestion to change.. then a deletion of a poem.. cause i am in a rush to a Dr.’s Appt.. and miss a rule word in a title there.. with not even the option to correct one dam word.. And then finally earlier this fall a poem is deleted even after i follow every single written rule of what is on the site.. and go to the frigging trouble to explain what it means as the more concrete administrators ain’t got a clue what my really deep metaphors mean in reference to Plato’s cave and TRUE AND REAL ENLIGHTENING AND AWAKENING OF HUMAN BEING NOW.. JUST NOW IN THE HEAVEN OF NOW.. reference this post here..
And sure it’s obvious as the 50K poetry play nose on my face.. that i don’t fit their mold and may have never been welcome there if it weren’t for the good and kind Samaritan folks of Brian and Claudia.. where even a real Jesus.. Jack Kerouac or Walt Whitman could survive there with all their good and free ARTS.. non-censored and unabridged from the less accepting human beings of what much fuller human creativity can be in both theory and practice free without forms of the frigging past.. yeah.. sometimes new is hard to get used too.. but little do they know.. then.. i ain’t in it for any frigging Word Press Brownie like points or the online Publishing manuals guiding folks to make a frigging couple of dimes off a poem book here or there.. i am A Johnathan Livingston Seagull Poet and Dancer just moving higher and freer is my practice of life and not the frigging almighty dollar of who likes who are who makes that dime or this dime here or there in Google Advertisement Pennies.. $2.99 E-Books.. or whatever.. i do this for God and Me and whomever will share it.. it ain’t no dollar or status that rules my life to stay back with the others of what is the flavor of the moment in social Twitter depth minds for now.. Anyway.. considering they are well aware as poet scientists of how this has gone with other poet’s who step outside the box in human history.. ya’d think.. they could see what was goin’ on here with me as a Beautiful Mind Poet of A New Age iN feeling too.. but nah.. some folks need iT spelled out in concrete ways of passing tiMe sAMe.. and that’s okay too.. as science shows God makes some humans all natural like that and besides.. someone has got to volunteer to make the rules to get the list up.. so i can continue to get inspired and copy and paste my inspirations here for the Love of continuing New age of technological abilities to create more innovative and much deeper art than has ever been accomplished before.. whether or not.. anyone else has the expanse of mind or interest to take even a twitter fraction of it in.. it didn’t Stop Jonathan the Seagull and it will not stop the free Seagull who i continue to develop with my spirit of GOD Free just free baby now..!
Anyway.. the irony of it is truly delicious.. and as you see i can use the darkness of the controlling subjugating oppressing.. Higher levels of creativity as inspiration.. to take me even higher.. when they tolerated me while mumbling under their breath.. WTF this ain’t how it’s been done before.. OH NO..! CHANGE! i’m terrified i ain’t seen nothing like this before!
And no.. i was not nearly this free my entire life.. and once a timid sick shut-in for 66 months so i know and feel less of the darker less feeling and creating side.. so yes.. i have empathy for ‘THEM’ VS. ‘US’ TOO.. WITH wInks.. every story needs a little human drama in dArk and liGht to keep the audience guesSinG even more.. i’ve already been to hell.. and if anyone thinks they had a negative snowflake in hell effect on me they are forgetting i am the snowflake who refuses to melt.. and sure a special one.. YnoT just admit the friGinG special Truth as it sure don’t hurt MEnOW..;)
Yeah.. like John Nash.. i already had a Beautiful Mind.. where school.. and work.. then.. and the rest of cultural illusions and lies used it up and discarded me like i never existed at all.. but you see.. not unlike John Nash i came back but unlike John Nash i said my F iN beautiful Mind iS nothing without a beautiful heaRt.. spiRit.. and balanced miNd and boDy as SoUL to go along with it.. you see.. i’m not here to solve an equation.. or make a dollar.. or any of that.. i am only here to make ONe and that friend is me and God and others and the rest of nature as GOD the sAMe and i am F in Killing that with success every now of Life now as every now is a New Year to me now.. and for those who stay with me on this ride.. all i can say is wow.. you did part of it too.. and you can do more than me.. as we all share basicAlly the same DNA and epigenetic potential when we find more of our human potential by looking withiN.. wHere N0W the beautiful human hEart SpiRit and SoUL in miNd and boDY balance tRuly still lives under the rules of the God of Nature free.. sMiLes as broad as InFiNiTy as no dimensions of limits or expectations for now.. and we too.. when we truly master our relative human free will and become ONE with the GOD of Nature like most other animals do simply like my cat in the midday Sun rolling in the sand or hugging the grass under the moon-lit rays of God’s truth Free just Free the call of we together as WiLL and Free as God iS NOW..:)
And what else.. yes.. of course.. then comes my 4000 Miles Celebration of Dance Walking my martial arts and ballet-like mix everywhere in the metro area.. where Katrina shops.. which is yeah.. just about every major store there is.. so plenty of opportunities on several days of the week to pack the miles on greater and greater anywhere up to 12 hours a day.. as linked here..
Oh yeah.. and there is that netherworld of that other work of Art i do in all new age Renaissance male nude art.. likely perhaps like no other 55 year old male has ever done in the history of recorded art.. nah.. certainly not considered as social acceptable mass produced art.. butt never the less a practice i started in January 2014.. to totally free myself from the bondages of human cultural lies.. to wear clothes away from the God of Nature that lives iN US Free and Wild.. and this activity of Art.. sensuous as it is in sharing way can be empirically measured as enhancing my overall creative efforts not unlike my Rave Dance usually done every Thursday Night except when Christmas Eve and New Year’s falls on Thursday Night and it gets moved to Saturday Night like this year does..
Anyway.. although of course it is a thankless art.. hmm.. except for some of the women who have ‘shared’ it and said yeah that’s really cool in the more open minded bar girl way of life.. as Michelangelo clearly stated from the get go of his male nude art.. the nude is the height iN expression of the Art of the human being.. and sure i go a further length of that a little harder and rougher than Michelangelo’s David in both flesh and blood and wild and free.. but it is what it is and by God the last effort here in 2015.. is what i understand from my wife who is a steady customer.. as my best effort yet.. that sure.. will be linked along with this.. and oh by the way.. Google almost decided to get rid of these free adult avenues of Artful Sensual human expressions as the height of human freedom of speech.. and their customers balked loud enough for them to keep the avenues free and open.. and meanwhile i closed up my first year’s effort as i jokingly named it my Free Lance Stripper Blog.. ’cause yeah.. it’s much more than stripping.. it is a frigging Olympic effort to get it done truly as art.. so i picked the best.. and started a New Blog in March of 2015 named ‘FREE verse nude POETRY’.. so there wouldn’t be any confusion over if it was a pay per view event.. heHE.. or just Free Art always commercial free.. as human truly is still evolving to be as free.. there is truly no freedom like being confident in one’s own born iN flesh and blood way by the God of Nature to stand tall and yes.. erect.. no less than the Egyptian God Min.. as a sign of the fertility of the creativity of human being.. yes.. still to come in GroWinG more Creative ways than has been done before! The key is free is and always will be simply FREE as GoD still evolves us to be just BE..:)
And finally of course the friends who continue to play with me.. particularly my frolicking dancing Charlie’s Angels.. Courtney.. Chelsea.. and Maggie from Seville Quarter in the flesh and blood world since the Summer of 2014.. and others are very important and inspiring folks in my life for creativity too.. along with my old and new online friends for the year.. my longest friend who is sticking with me regularly online since Summer of 2014.. my friend from Pakistan.. Rafiah.. and then this year.. some new regulars.. Glenn.. Leah.. Shawna.. Himali.. Soheir Imran.. gigoid.. and others who come by when they can.. that i appreciate very much both online and off… To the tune truly of 100’s and thousands and even more.. as truly my dance effort has likely inspired me and others the most.. as i understand from others i am shared this way by the video voyeurs of the Facebook age.. everywhere i go.. all around the world.. in Facebook sharing way.. but ha.. most of them are not on my Friends list.. interestingly enough.. as sure.. i’m not exactly the easiest friend to explain to the rest of your Facebook friends on or offline hehe.. and sure for me that is both a Badge of Merit and Honor for human freedom away from the limits and expectations of a mechanical cognition culture that sadly continues to move farther and farther away from evolving human being and more as robotic machine.. i hope to inspire folks to move.. connect.. and create.. and every inspiration that any human being can do to bRinG this freeR way of being to others is truly ultimately vital in the success of the species in a destination away from human suffering and misery.. sure that is worth 11 million words.. and 5000 miles approaching iN Dance Walking and 80 thousand or so photos.. in a SonG oF mY SoUl that continues to grow and grow as human freedom will when set wild and free with Kind and Courage to keep it all iN GoD’s Balance for human being now!..:)
Anyway.. perhaps this is finished and even though it is kinda wet outside it is time to dance with sand and water as silt to soothe greater the freedoms of my connection with THE GOD OF NATURE FREE..:)
And no.. not quite finished.. as linked.. there is this post named ‘5 Year Square Neptune Saturn Me’.. that celebrates a full 60 months of writing since November 26th of 2010.. in starting this entire writing endeavor.. on the Wrong Planet website escaping the all waking hours pain of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia understood by modern science as the worst pain known to mankind that in my case is like having teeth drilled without Novocaine except the pain is in my right eye and ear.. making effective use of my sight and hearing next to impossible.. then.. and yes 18 other disorders.. where after two years of this since January of 2008.. i finally withstand the pain enough to turn the screen all the way down.. a few inches from screen to write to attempt to escape a pain that no doctor’s drug will touch.. and eventually comes 8005 posts on the Wrong Planet website.. somewhere around 8 million words there and 3 million words here on my blogs.. to make 11 Million total as i go on and on and on more.. so yes.. definitely a Thanksgiving day in Pain that eventuAlly ends the pain on around July 22nd of 2013.. moving to poetics in March of 2013.. and eventually leaving the Wrong Planet of Hell in Hate and Discontent that often lives there with no plans of changing in July of 2015 as well.. staying in Hell an additional 2 years after i recover in what i hoped might help some other folks escape but sadly in the human condition of dArk.. it is the negative that binds some people together as they are too cynical of the liGht to attempt a real human vision quest to escape the dArk.. where blogging for my own liGht in poeTry is the first step.. and finAlly dance and martial arts in a way of free style human dance seals the Freedom of Heaven now nowforever morenownow for me now.. truly no different than Jonathan Livingston Seagull.. i went back to share what God taught me in all natural ways.. but the cynics of the liGht chose to stay in their dArk of Hell and shooed an Angel of liGht away.. i can only hope they eventuAlly find their way out to greater human potential as God knows and feels in me the only way out of dArk was my own search with God within.. infinite paths and infinite answers for those who never give up to be at peace and mind and body balance just now in the real metaphor of the present of Heaven.. no more hell for me.. my time there is over forevernow..:)
Hello Himali.. and Happy New year to you.. still before 6 pm here.. last year.. and into Next year for you there in India at 4 to 5 or so.. am 2016.. SMiLes i wear a watch Nike GPS style for distance but rarely check the time.. truly it is the distance that counts no longer when the hand strikes time.. sidewalks and clocks.. two killers of dreams my friend.. also known as dream time where only distance and space exists and now is all there is.. n zero w n 0 w iS.. real.. distance and space becomes free as us and we..:)
From Long Term Friend.. since 1980 or so.. Facebook Friend Bennie’s page now addressing a shared post about worldly events.. like Trump heading up the Republican ticket so far.. and an assessment of the world going to hell in a hand- basket..
Yes.. reality is stranger than fiction… WheRe no way.. is the thought before.. for all these ends the now means then.. But yes.. it’s always been this kinda hell.. less.. or more.. Interwebz put an exclamation point thousands of times.. where before.. we didn’t even hear it.. Anyway.. Happy New YEAR.. what the Hell WTF For the Win.. Bennie..:)
Well.. Happy New Year to you as well.. Leah.. and you are there in Germany and i am still here in last year by now.. and i hope you enjoyed the concert very much.. i have actually stayed in all day long doing my yearly ritual of assessing milestones.. hehe.. without goals of this year.. as i’ve done the previous two years.. and i must say that becoming closer friends with you this year.. as the nice person who impressed me so much as a moderator on the Wrong Planet before.. has been a real joy and one i hope to keep for years to come.. and with that said.. i am looking for the perfect song to end this year.. and it will be the one below.. a song forgotten by me until now for some reason.. and the fact that i have any friends at all after what i’ve been through in life is joy enough wheRe this song is a happy one that brought so many tears in my early twenties.. no feeling at all in my late forties to early 50’s and now that i am truly in Love with Now.. at 55 it now as new is a joy of a song as there is no Same Auld Lang Syne when now is always new.. But sure i can still go back to school and feel that old familiar pain and that is the best feeling of all.. the fact that it is both real and old my friend.. always now as a New Auld Lang Syne..:)
Just stopping by to wish you a New New Year now and more joys in the flesh and blood life with your boys.. as truly this still is not a place for human beings.. oh the smells.. oh the tastes.. oh the touches and proprioceptions oh 1 percent or less of real life lives online.. as we are more than 2 dimensional Avatars and text images away from this place.. you did the best thing.. keep doing it.. life is too short to live as avatars/text.. oh.. did i mention that human speech is less than human too.. sure it is as it too.. is sign language for what is real my friend.. X marks the spot when real.. and i am just here to lure folks away.. as a soldier of the real God of Nature my friend..:)