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SMiLes.. My friend.. gigoid..
Never a rush iN
truly
re-
tired..
SMiLes.. there are way too many coincidences
in our two posts.. including a representation
of Mary in the last video titled “Tropico”..
and all the associated
‘rape’ of women
in all the
forms
that comes
in.. for there to
be any coincidence
but Synchronicity in life
today my friend.. and for the
God of Nature i know.. and feel
the greater we are a pArt of God
of Nature.. the greater the ART and
Tapestry of Synchronicity is illustrated
in our lives like real magic.. the closer
i get to God of Nature the more i and
others become an Art of God in play
of real life now.. truly there is more
to the Quantum Human as well
as the rest of Nature when
unleashed and released
as fuller Quantum
Nature through
human relative
free will
of fuller human
potential when truly
wild and free.. escaping
the true Matrix of human
tools from Written Language
to Collective Recorded human
Intelligence to all of what
makes the liGht and
DArk of human
cultures from
nuclear
killing
bombs to the
toilet paper that
eases the itch of
rears.. and for me
to re-Tire is a state
of being.. and hell no
not an economic security
only.. as there is no security
other than human relative free will
of being in control of our own regulation
of emotions and integration of our senses
in total.. as mindful aware human being.. the
Yogi’s Understand this.. and all other balanced
human beings.. who live by the true power of now
iN mind and body balance.. when it lives refreshed
in a constant state of rejuvenation.. and sure
it can be done with human relative
free will as already proven
in the Eastern Arts
of moving
meditation
and philosophy
as such that carries
a human balanced and
strong from born again
like this until the last
dying die of balance
with Nature
True as
GOD
as One
Force of uS
and ALLTHATIS
now just now in
eternal
bliss
where tires
are the tires of human
being that constantly retread
over a lifetime and never come
to the cruel bare wheel of a culture
gone insane.. to bring a human down
to total animal exhaustion now aka Hans
Selye’s “General Adaptation Syndrome”…
i had all the money i could ever then
need.. beyond my wife’s shopping
habits.. when i ‘retired’ disabled
from truly General Adaptation
Syndrome iN two years
of flight or fight
stress syndrome
with or without
my Federal retirement
but no i was far from retired
as there was zero rubber
left on my wheels..
the golden
handcuffs
of federal
employment
cut all the way
to the bone.. where
i became tHeir slave for
that monetary lifetime
reward of pay and
health insurance..
including
my disabled
wife with epilepsy
then.. before she
was assessed
as disabled
and received assistance
for her lifelong permanent
disability.. yes.. those
golden handcuffs
where i came
to believe that
no matter what..
i had to do that
last decade of
work.. a reward..
was what almost killed
me.. and my superiors knew
very well they could have me do
anything they wanted me to do..
no matter how far over
my capacity as
a human
being..
as i was
a commodity
to them and not
even a frigging human
being.. yeah.. i beat the
system.. it did not kill me
and only took 66 months of
my life away from culture
and that was the best
pain i ever had
to truly
escape all the
lies i know and feel
of cultures and religions
now.. so much time then for
introspection.. that most
people likely never find
in life today
with
escape from
the matrix of culture..
and all that comes with
that.. nah.. i will never fully
escape.. as culture is necessary
for an insanely large population
of humans evolved for
150 to 200 sets
of eyes
to survive..
but this matrix
no.. no longer controls
me.. i control it to the
satisfaction of the
rubber now
that never
ends on my wheels..
and i will fulfill my human
excellence in dreams instead
of nightmares.. as long as this
wave lasts.. yes i will
ride it in balance
to the best of
my ability
and at the
end..
at least..
i will be able to
say i lived.. it’s
a hell of a better
ride.. with me surfing
it instead of someone
else surfing me.. sMiles..;)
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SMiLes..
A virgin birth as a myth used to elevate the
status of a cultural hero is certainly no new
tool of marketing hyperbole to spread
a myth housing truth or lies
in these vehicles and
vessels to spread
oral tradition
then and
sure to
sell everything
now.. in marketing
101 of appealing
to basic
human
emotions
of hope
and fear..
a better myth
of hope sure than
the fear of death but
never the less in the context
of original text.. virgin means
pure spirit.. and not a state of being
in between the legs..
and sure
that other
thing is just a concern
for weak men who fear
free women.. who
control their
own
reproductive
destiny.. as they
do now.. here at
least.. yeah..
Karma is
a bitch huh..
and the same type of
weak men.. now live their
life on ‘reddit’ and other online
sites.. bitching about how free
women are bitches.. boo who yeah
these are the same kind of
weak men that brought
women down from
the get go..
men who
are just
afraid
they are not
man enough to be
the second in line for
a women who has experienced
something better than they.. not
even having enough frigging
emotional intelligence to
understand and FEEL
that women
make love
to 6 feet or so
of body.. mind..
and mostly
H E a R T..
and not 6 inches..
give or take whatever…
But such is the life for
little boys and sure
girls too.. who
were never
loved
in touch with feely
ways of Unconditional
Love from Birth by their
Parents.. Love is grown
as a garden.. not something
that can be bought at either
Walmart or Fancy Malls… it
takes work and practice
practice practice..
and it starts
at home..
from the
get
go
of born..
the best answer to
rape.. is children who
are loved from the get
go.. in all ways rape comes..
from men to a culture that
enslaves folks
as cogs
as humans
become robots
in Real Zombie Apocalypse
way now.. beyond sad that is..
but Hope is Love and REAL TOO..:)
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TheRe is nothing more contagious than the LiGht of Freedom..
Love.. and Peace.. when practiced and exercised
as a true sPort of life..
And sPeaKinG of Mozart..
the “Magic Flute” is among
my favorites.. as it recognizes
God iN Human and seeks to
bring a dream of heaven on
earth a reality now..
instead of some
empty promise after
life.. the only place one
knows for sure.. A better
bet is now.. no doubt but only
for those who do not fear life..
sadly to fear death is to never
live.. as to fear is to truly
never be free of
the darker
side of
life..
Fear is the nightmare..
the Devil incarnate in us..
the evil daughter and son of
human rationality that pays
more attention to the past
and future than the present
of now..
and truly
if i had not already
faced a worse fate
than death in what is
properly named the
suicide disease.. a pain
named type two trigeminal
neuralgia.. assessed as worse
than flesh and blood crucifixion
for an entire 66 months.. i might
never have come to Fully Love Life
as i have zero fears of death over Love
of life..
perhaps
the only way to
truly become fearless
of death.. to experience
the reality that death is truly
a gift.. and perhaps
our sanitization
away
from
the reality
that death
is a miracle
of life that ends
human suffering is
why more folks fear death
as a fear of life more than
Loving life itself now..
one of the saddest
things i ever see
now.. are people
in church looking
forward to death
as not a relief from
human suffering that often
comes at the end.. but the
beginning of a heaven that they
never ever found here.. man.. that is
so dam sad.. the saddest part of all
is how many people
damn themselves
to hell in life
by
fearing
death.. and believing
empty promises of the psychopaths
of history that always sell the same
dam snake oil in another flavor
for subjugation
of human
being through
illusory fears
and promise of something
better after the human suffering
and misery that is often imposed
as simply/complexly now a prison
of mind
and body
dying living
out of balance
in the past and future
illusions of humans lies..
and promises.. for control…
i pull my own heArt stRinGs
i am no puppet
but
me..
smiles..
and i both sing
and dance the magic
flute of Heaven now
on this earthly KinGdom
iN gift of heaven as bestoWed
to those who receive the gift
still wild and free as PAN
wILL
BE..
in the
Present of NOW..
it’s really not that hard to see..
God does live as us
on beaches
without
footprints
of the lies of
human cultures
and or religions..
but sure.. there are
no beaches as deserts
until one sees the grains
of sand
of
God..
now as Present..
sure.. i live in Paradise..
it’s easier to feel as waves..
of the big picture of GULF
as GOD
instead
of
grains
of sand..
it takes now
much greater
vision to see God
as a Grain of Sand..
but yes.. all is possible
in the eyes of God smaller
than
a
gRAiN
of sand..:)
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Love to you as well my friend..
And Synchronicity ‘rules’ again..
just got back from my Sand and
Sun Dance with a rendition of
the “Book of Eli”.. with
Alan Watts..
providing
still now some
common sense
and revision
knowledge
of the bible
to the ‘common’
misguided ‘Christian’
still of the day now..
yeah.. it’s too much
responsibility for
most folks
to be
An
Art of God
but fortunately
some still find
their way.. and
Alan Watts certainly
runs in that expanded
way of human being as
far as i for one can see..
As always the closed
system vs the open
system.. the
two meet
and
create what is
for now.. i’ll
just be
happy..
for now..
and ride the wave
in balance as long as
i carries I.. for Ego I of i..
with spiRit! WitH tHe Rest
of US as Nature..
aka
GOD..
in all
God’s
Parcel
and pArtS..:)
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Hi gigoid.. thanks for stopping
by.. and yes.. a dreamer
as opposed to
one far ahead
with focus
says it well
for my father
opposed to his
twin brother.. but
what i often notice
about identical twins..
in general.. is although
they look very much alike..
tHeir personalities can be
total opposites.. which yes..
seems almost the case
for my father
and his identical
twin brother..
and their half
brother sired after my
Cajun Grandmother remarried
a Jewish heritage man then..
moving from yes.. X-Catholic
Priest.. immigrant from Ireland and..
my Grandfather’s father from Germany..
a watch-maker there from a still famous
family of watchmakers now.. digressing
here into family history.. and interestingly
my Grandfather’s Mother.. a native of
Ireland of the Rainsford name.. once
having family that held the deed
to the property that the
now famous
Guinness Beer
Operation originates at..
with my middle name coming
from Arthur Guinness as well..
but back to the original thought..
my Father’s half-brother is all
talk while both my father and
his identical twin brother were
are almost
no
talk.. at least
around me then..
an interesting
Paternal family
it was for the
rare bi-annual
visits i saw my father
and never really got to
know him.. for all the decades
of my life.. but hey.. never saw
him angry.. or depressed.. or
even fearful.. to the day
he dropped dead..
suddenly
at age 81 in
2014.. so give
and take as in
all stuff
liGht
and dArk..
taking the best
and remembering
the best as liGht.. Ynot..
that’s what he appeared to
do after all.. it just took
me much longer to
get in the
groove
of positive..
at least for now..:)
2072
God.. i love my Apple products..
from small to large..
yes.. iPod to iPhone 6s
to iPad Air.. to Mac Pro
to 27″ all in one iMac
now.. all still
as fast and
efficient as
out of the
box.. now
never with
a virus or any
of that other
Microsoft crap..
hmm.. yes.. people
cried for Jobs like
Martin Luther King
and Lennon when he
passes away from
Pancreatic cancer
but that was
before any
of my
Apple
days.. starting
in March of 2013..
and seriously a gift
from the God of Nature
that first iPhone 5 was
for me.. as with my type
two Trigeminal Neuralgia
eye pain.. it was the first
screen i could look at without
excruciating pain.. finally actually
being able to see the beauty of nature
again in color photos.. 4 inches big.. i seriously
could not feel the emotion of beauty before that..
as the eye pain was far too overwhelming for any
feeling but pain..
so yeah.. overall
YEAH thanks for the
Retina Display.. Mr. Steve
Jobs with all his INTENSE
EFFORT AND FOCUS TO GET
THE NEWEST PRODUCT TO THE
CUSTOMER TO PUT HIS BELOVED
APPLE COMPANY AT THE TOP OF
THE CORPORATE HEAP BEFORE
HE DIES.. IS YES.. PART AND PARCEL
OF WHAT SAVED MY SOUL AS WELL..
BACK TO THE HUMAN BEING i
USED TO BE AND SURE
MORE MORE MORE..
anyway.. after watching
CNN’s Sunday Night
documentary on Steve Jobs..
not sugar coated like the movie
i saw with Ashton Kutcher playing
his character then.. in Summer of
2013.. first movie.. after i recovered
with my Maui Jim Sunglasses.. finAlly
relaxing my optic nerve enough to
watch any dam movie at all..
yes.. lots of human
effort and human
misery and suffering
went into all the Apple
products so excellently
built with both art and
ergonomics in mind
in Zen way of
computing
now..
so yeah.. i appreciate
all the liGht and all the
dark sacrifices back then
that always now make
my Apple Communication
devices what they are today..
as they are integral now.. in both
my recovery as human being..
as well as to art the art of me
as fully in imagination
and creativity
as i do
today..
additionAlly..
with thanks
of course to
Word Press
and Google..
including YouTube
and ‘all their friends’
and the ones i have too..
it’s a group effort in truly
infinite
ways..
as always
for human
being N0W..:)
2475
What i like about the specific
Catholic Church i visit all Sundays..
is it does not downgrade other
human religions.. and
suggest that people
are going to hell
if they don’t
believe their
way.. etc..
and in reading
your comment up
there.. if Muslims in
ALL countries truly did
allow people to believe
whatever religion they
wanted to.. that world
would be a more peaceful
place for folks in ALL Muslim
countries.. but sadly
there is no
separation
of church
and state in
Many Muslim countries
with the penalty in some
areas for changing religions.. up to
death.. it is nice that you and others
view the Koran.. in a kinder gentler
way.. but sadly not all do.. and the
price of that my friend can be death..
which i’m sure we can both agree
is truly sad..
so sure there
is MUCH room for improvement
on both ends of the world now..
as yes.. there are some ignorant
people in my area that will
call Muhammad an evil
man and all of Islam
an evil religion..
but sure.. they
have not met
you yet..
smiles..
Soheir..
that Love
thing is all
that truly works..
‘We’ SEE God as Love
beginning and end
of never
ending
story..:)
2682
And now then God intimates
speak.. speak and connect..
And then now God in man creates
Google..
So sure..
Google is
God too.. as
all stuff allthatis…
And isn’t it nice to have
access to the unabridGinG
bible.. so far.. of human
kind.. in all
its flavors..
colors..
shades
of grey
as well
as quantity
and quality of
these insightful
quotes from history
one finds here both
old and new…
Last night
at my gym..
a Kind Hearted
African American
Minister and Water
Front Mission Worker
AND Retired Marine..
smiled as he said
end times are
here.. that
stuff in
Oregon
and Saudia
Arabia.. proves
that Jesus is coming
again.. yeah that God
man Version of a Roman
Emperor Constantine..
coming in
the clouds
in all his
‘NAKED’
GLORY..
but chances
are most every one would
turn away from the REAL
of a ‘naked’ man of God
wild and free again.. any
way.. it would be poetic
justice… and i like
to think that God
is a laugh
just
’cause
i can.. and
it makes me smile..
after all now is allthatis
and all that will ever be
still now.. so why not
make the best
of now and
Giggle
with
God
and Google..
to simply be free..
it sure beats a civil
war ’cause someone
made someone register
a gun at a gun show..
and that was the
other story
i heard..
ignorance of
the tribal instinct
is what leads to most all
human conflicts.. aggression..
violence.. and yes.. wars up to
number three.. but yeah..
i know civil war
ain’t gonna
happen
’cause
those fat
and unhappy
old white dudes..
are happy enough
to truly worship Monday
Night Football.. and Sunday
Afternoon Football.. snoring
in their mall chairs while i dance..
aLive..in my hard artful resurrection
smiling at their
soft
sitting
tribal now
insurrection…
of GO TEAM GO..
THERE are lots of
‘big men’ on the
Internet these
days but
S P E C
T A
T O R S
in real
life..
yeah.. sure…
life is entertaining..
when one trUly understands
what God iN and aS human Nature even iS..
But anyway.. in short.. Truth and Light NOW
iS as contagious as dArk guns and bullets
when taken in alive
as Wisdom and Love..
and all the fat happy pasty
white old dudes in my neighborhood
make me happy that ‘everyone’ is afraid
to even come in my neighborhood thuggin’
’cause of all their guns stock
piled in every corner
of tHeir rooms..
they love theiR
Guns way too
much
to lose
them in
Jail..
no less than psychopathic leaning
leaders of countries who love themselves
more than anything and will never press a button
to
die..
Funny how
life works.. the
soulless save
the
souls
of others
too.. dark
and liGht..
the
mix of
allthatis goes
on for now.. and man
i love the pearls you provide
from Google and other sources
here.. my friend gigoid.. jUSt now..
And to be crystal clear i fully support
2nd amendment rights as not every
one can be Bruce Lee like me.. hehe..
but know all too
well that never
everyone
should own
one including
me.. yeah..
if i had owned
one during my
bout of the suicide
disease.. Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. i would
have never written
the first word of
11 million words
or done the first
step of 4669 miles
of dance everywhere
i go in public.. and no..
folks with Bi-Polar like
me and even with Asperger’s
Syndrome.. where suicide rates
are 23 times higher than the rest
of the population.. should face
rigorous licensing requirements
just to save themselves
from
the darker
side of life
that is REAL..
and guns
where a trigger
is a quick solution
to grin and bear it
until one comes
out on the
other side
alive
instead
of dead..
Life is no black
and white game..
There are hues
and colors that
constantly change
and rules that must
come for more folks
to live well in the long run too..
not everyone can dance naked and free…
but i for
one can do it
without guns..
with no regrets..
as long as my neighbors
stand guard with all their metal..
sure.. i owe them a debt of gratitude..
and am thankful
too..
for
Living Free
iN the U. S. A..:)
Enjoy your walk now my
friend.. there was a now
i could not walk.. literally
could not walk at all..
or even speak or
think a word..
with not even
the ability
after that
to play
tic
tac
toe…
i appreciate
the walk
of life..
with every note
of SonG.. and step
of Love in Wisdom too
my friend.. perhaps
more folks
should
lose more
to truly appreciate
the heaven that reAlly
can be now.. jUSt noW..
iF tasted.. touched.. viewed
heard.. smelled.. and proprio-
cepted
as such..
with emoTioNs
Pro-sociAlly
feeLinG as
HeArt
expresSinG
as spiRit
iN a
miNd
and BoDy
BalanCinG
soUl now..
jUSt
N0W..
every note..
step.. and
word..
counts..
towards that
now my friend..
so yeS.. step oN
iN liGht for n0w..
as any trUly
smArt beE
and butterFly
hUman WitH
relative FREE
WiLL
will WitH
Love
to PoWer
ForWard..
reVerse..
aBove.. So beLow
iNside outSide
aLL ’round..
yeS..
N0W..:)
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Well.. first of all Prajakta.. i enjoyed
your last two posts describing
your beautiful trip to the U.S.A.
with your new fiancé.. who
of course is truly
no poor
soul to
be with you..
hehe.. anyway
it truly is the journey
and all the diverse paths
that make life what it is..
to live it.. reAlly live iT
is to never fear
IT.. but sure
that is a life
long practice
to get to a place
of zero fear to live
it all now my friend..
and i feel you are well
on your way now to that
place if not already arriving..
i wrote a Novel of Free Verse
poeTry.. 50K+ words iN
total with comments
in one blog post
at Christmas time..
and will probably
never read it again
and perhaps
no one else
will either.. but
the journey
and diverse
paths that
come with
that then
still make
who i am now..
in total of whatever
that is FOR now..
To say one
reAlly
lived
at the
end of Life
is enough my friend.. for me..
And i suppose why i have no
fear is
i live..
now
as always
a New
Year
to me..
so sure.. Happy
Now friend.. with best new
wishes always for now.. now..:)
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Facebook Friend and long-term
Seville Quarter frolicking
dancing friend.. Cortney as
pArt of what
i call a trio
of Charlie’s
Angels..
bRinGs news
of Trump’s visit
to the metro area of
P. Cola.. and asks if
anyone would like
to troll it and
i say..
i would love to get him one
on one.. in a room and
give him a fredache after
i talk his head OFF.. and
if that doesn’t work
i’ll dance
him to
exhaustion..
i don’t have anything
against him personally
i just enjoy messing
with socio leaning
pathic
person
alities..
as i am
immune to
their methods
of manipulating
heart strings of
others.. so sure
his arrows
would
be
fun as they
would not
work with me..
anyway.. it is beyond
amusing as what comes
around does eventually
go around
and
come
again..;)
3901
Sweet Facebook Friend Rafiah from
Pakistan adds a photo of her
two younger sister’s
dancing on their
roof one
dancing
and free
and one
with rather
shy body
language..
and i say..
One sister dances
and the other doesn’t
dance as much..
i’m guesSinG..
#bodylanguagesaysitall
Anyway.. that would be a perfect
dance hall for me on that roof..:)
Rafiah says..
I can
imagine
you
all three
dancing there.
smile emoticon
Her friend says…
hahahahahahaetc…
And i say..
Smiles.. Yes.. Trust me..
It is true i am capable of
bringing both applause and
tears of laughter to folks who
have never seen someone as
large as me move like i do on
terrestrial plane.. And what is
even funnier.. i literally do it
everywhere i go.. Wax on Wax off..
as they say in the movie.. ‘Karate Kid’..;)
4038
Okay.. so.. i do Facebook
poeTry.. people are alive
and so is poeTry
when it
illustrates
real living
human
connections..
dArk or liGht
it matters not…
it is the human connections
at at the end of the day and
all of life.. that truly count..
so.. why not record
iT for the
beauty
of that..
perhaps
no one else
does it this way
but that is what
human freedom
is still all about..
moving
out of the
cave and
painting
something
new on an entirely
different wALL as Human Being
can and does do so well
when not limited
by folks
who
are
afraid of
change.. and
the ‘fraidy cats are
important too as someone
has to square the corners
off on
the corner
stOnes of
builDings..;)
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WeLL.. dancing to the Best of
Earth… Wind.. and Fire.. at
Publix.. and Walmart.. and man
i was reAlly putting on a show..
something about
colder weather
sets
my
hEart.. spiRit..
and SoUl aLive
and yes! with
Earth.. Wind
And Fire aliVe
on iPhone 6s
ear buds
of course
fueling
the drive
iN Dance
of me.. but yes.. sTill
iN January.. we now have
Winter Green Smell Grass..
the first time i remember
ever now centipede leaves
staYinG green through January
with Red Passion Flowers
still shining
red on vines
across the yard..
and even sleeping
Hibiscus Red Flowers
blooming not only
through the end
of Summer but
through Winter
too..
now..
just wow..
weather
extremes
that color red
in scents of
Autumn dew
on Sunny mornings
of green and heArty red..
anyway.. with imagination
and creativity of each and
every human being set free
bEcomes full of Shining Star
Human bEinG iN tune with
the rest of the UniVerse
bRinGinG liGht to
the dArk of aLL
as WeLL
for now
too..
And with all that said..
YES!.. AFTER a two-week
hiatus since writing my first
Novel Blog Post of Free
Verse Poetry at
Christmas
nows
as linked
here named
‘GodsUniVerseNovel’..
It is back to dVerse online
Poetry Pub to respond
from micro to
macro poetic
expression to
all the poeTry
linked there.. JusT
for fun now.. yes..
just now.. wheRe the
Prompt of the Tuesday
day iS about writing
on smeLL.. and all
the memories
smell can
bring from
present of
past and
Now as
Present..
so sure.. we can
call it a PoeTry
RamPage
writing
spree
once
again.. yes
set totAlly Free
for now.. and note..
asterisks indicate sites
that are no longer welcoming
my input for whatever
reason.. but hey!..
theRe is the
get inspired
and comment
here option
that is
a greaTesT
option for me
at least.. too.. now!..;)
*Sweet scenTinG kisses
Young Love perfUmes
Babe FloweRinG
sweet.. baby
powdeRinG
depths
iN
desiRinG
sIlk dresSinG
pufFinG
blUe..
untold..
soft
hard
comes
togetHer..:)
*
Ancestral Hills
Burial grounds
Hairy
Panzacola
peoples oF
Alabama
Lore..
meadow
yelloWinG floWer smeLLs
deWinG wet spRinG HiLLs
spiRit LiVinG beLow
so aBove iN mE
then
now..
Now
NOW..:)
Lipton
packages
family
brew..
scents
clear
air ways
of what to
do when wife
and i are sick
but get
Love
out
of packages
oh! when she
can’t cook..:)
*
Odor.. Harbingers
Death.. Place of
Fear.. P
T
S D
P A
N I C
ATTACK!
the end
is near
but oh so
far..TG..:)
i hate to sound
carnivorous
no.. actuAlly
i love to smell
carnivorous..oh!
from a bloody
steak on a grill
until i smell
a living calf
a farming
i shall
go..
went..
but hell
no!.. my eYes
stiLL roLL bacK
iN my head witH
thAT first juicy
bite from the
carnivore
of
me..;)
*
Dead mall Sunday
Christmas smells
stale money
New Year’s
day gone
sales
dead
oh what
a relief dancing
roomS aGain..;)
Sad.. little boys..
girls.. young
adults..
adults
so represSinG
so oppresSinG
cloSinG heARts
miNds.. boDys..
if only
iFonLy
they could
Feel.. gasoLine
will burn
without
alcohol..
emoTioNs
SinG dancE
life sober
spiRit noW
balanCinG
miNd and
BoDy soUl
Free..
FEELinG
DancE..:)
Smiles.. as much
as i always hated
cigarette smoke..
the first liGht
of my father’s
smoke is all
he spoke
to me..
strangely
it then was
comforting
enough while
i choke back
a cough now
and then..:)
*
SplendoRinG
RiveRinG GrasSinG
Young Love
smeLLs
green..
FloWing
water
bloods
veins..
sinKinG
into
each
other’s
spRinG
oF uS..;)
Evergreen’s
Poetry
always
living
within
Cedar
smells win
Evergreen..:)
Well.. Lynn.. in the middle
you are now.. then.. and i
make iT jUSt this
far before
night
night
time tonight
and a bit of a quandary
for me.. is it seems
my wife has no
smell at all..
so.. i must
remember
her
feel
along..
by
heArt
and
no pain by
numbers..:)
11 is enough
for now.. about
half way through..
for now.. at least..
back again tomorrow
more for the rest
of this scented
or unscented
journey
for
now..;)
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and noticing on my
word press notifications
that Lynn suggests wife
Katrina must have
a scent..
so i say..
Not noticeable..
Has something to do with
Pacific Islander sweat glands..
Per the only scientific sources
i am aware of.. But perhaps the
greatest reason is i am born with
sinuses almost completely closed..
So it’s really mostly just another
anecdotal odd case of me.. WInks..:)
And as a side note.. My son was born
with sinuses completely closed..
So i continue to celebrate
the miracle of my life at
least.. Very humbling in
deed and overall reality..
sincerely.. With still
thanks to God.. Friend Lynn ..
Life the gift always of Love..:)
And now i say.. yeah.. when getting
a Cat Scan of my sinuses back in
2008.. trying to figure out
the ’cause of the dentist
drill in my right eye
and ear.. of atypical
trigeminal neuralgia
pain for a total
of 66 months..
not actually
diagnosed until
2 years later by
a pain specialist
with a spray of Lidocaine
up my sinuses to see if even
secondary relief comes and
yeah that’s all i got
was secondary for
one second
relief..
verifying
the diagnosis..
but anyway in 2008
before that.. when
the ENT specialist
reviews the CAT Scan
of my sinuses he says
how do you breathe..
your sinuses are
so closed up
by that
congenital
septal deviation
up in there.. and
i say.. mostly
through my
mouth..
thinking
duh.. i did
survive until
age 47 so far..
ya know..
ugh..
the things
that doctors
say with almost
zero empathy for
the heArt of patients..
but sure.. they have to
be mechanical cognition
brainiacs with heart
or not heart
to pass
the grade
for the big
degree and
sure a lot
of good
his words
did for me..
anyway i could
dance circles around
him nose or no knows now..
oh yeah.. and then there
is my primary physician
who actually laughed
when i told her
i relieved the
severe unrelenting
back pain associated
with severe degenerative
arthritis and spinal stenosis
precipitated early in life by
a congenitally fused vertebra then..
yes.. now resolved by walking backwards..
of course she hadn’t the time to read
the actually medical literature that
suggests other people have been
helped with the same
DRUG FREE ROUTINE
OF SIMPLE MOVING
OUT OF THE FRIGGING
SOCIETY SIDEWALK
ROBOTIC
WALK
OF ONE
WAY TO
ERGONOMIC
INJURY WALKING
that any caveman
could tell ya in a
heart beat if you
restricted him
or her to
a sidewalk
by simply
feeling the
truth of it
with highly
developed all
natural innate
instinctual intuitive
intelligence in sensory/
emotional/emotive and
yes even sensual/sexual
ways as well iN human
healing in so many
ways of preventing
illness.. pain.. ugh..
misery.. and emotional
suffering.. by a human
mind and body so out of
frigging balance by keeping
on a rat treadmill of moving
one way through life now truly
insanely with some folks never
even raising their arboreal arms
to the sky that ancestrAlly climbed
trees to capture prey and escape
predator.. but nah.. tHere
are not many primitives
around to find
the secrets to
well-being anymore
except folks like
Yogi’s.. desert
walkers like
Jesus..
and Buddha’s
under trees..
and sure me walking
a beach too and losing
footprints of culture
that almost
kill me
in a slow
burn and torture
away from innate
human nature as
gifted by all
Natural God
of Nature..
anyWayS..
the ‘Gods
must be
Crazy’ to
quote a movie
with the same
general life
giving message
where human Gods
are most always
far far away from
THE REAL GOD OF NATURE..
AND THE PRACTICE OF MEDICINE
THAT TREATS SYMPTOMS INSTEAD
OF ADDRESSING ROOT CAUSES OF
HUMAN MISERY.. SUFFERING..
DISABILITY.. AND YES
ULTIMATELY PREMATURE
DEATHS..
don’t get me
wrong.. antibiotics
are important.. but
the garbage man of
history also known
as sanitary
science
has saved
more lives
in prevention
of illness than
modern medicine
as whole.. and the
there is moving.. connecting..
and creating.. that no psychotropic
medication will ever cure in the long
run.. as long as humans do not do
what they are still evolving to
do in terms of moving..
connecting.. and
creating..
the trinity
of living according
to the REAL GOD OF NATURE
AS GIFTED HUMAN NATURE AS US..
i could be wrong.. but
yeah.. now..
i seriously
DOUBT IT..
with zero
doubts about
what does
work
for me
to attain
the bliss of
human heaven on
my command with
the will of me
and God
of
NATURE
asONeForce
of HUMAN NATURE..
so when people ask me
why i dance in public
i say i can..
and when
i ask people
why folks get
cold in the Winter
i tell them it is
because of
heated
homes
and
wearing
lots of clothes..
but of course what
human is silly enough
to migrate to areas with
no water and the temperatures
are regularly below freezing..
none really.. someone before
them made that mistake
and they are born
into it..
and become
functionally
disabled by the
environment they
live in.. with
all those
sidewalks
too.. of course..
or people.. like
nutty nomads move
there to find a higher
paying job.. to get
a bigger home..
nicer car..
and more
Mall
and Walmart
Stuff to ‘feel’
up tHeir Garage..
while their car
does just
fine
outside
in the
cold
as metal
only fills
empty
heArts
spiRits
and soUls..
Anyway.. giving
more than taking
has its inherent
rewards.. and facing
discomfort for courage
and greater strength has
lifetime benefits beyond
belief for most sidewalk
walkers with their heavy
coats on a fifty degree
Sunny Day..
where i dance
accommodating
the temperatures
outside in my
private back
yard all
natural
with
the
REAL GOD
OF NATURE
ALLONE AND
never frigging
alone all closed
up in four walls..
a ceiling or
outside
escaping
Nature
all
covered
up.. in
culture designed
prison of comfort
yet weakness.. in the
increasing functional
disability of our God
gifted human Nature..
okay.. Science and
Nature and God
of Nature
lesson
side
note
ends for
now.. back
to dVerse
poEtry
land
to finish
theRe and
get back to
Sun and Sand
dance all Free
ALLONE WITH GOD..:)
i’ll do the Sun
and Sand dance
first..
while
the Sun
is hiGh
and briGht
wITh me..:)
12:22 pm…
A few detours
and back at 2:54 pm..
Smells hungry
greaTesT wisdom
aLL.. smeLLs.. Hungry..:)
When smeLL
of gel.. iS greater
than spoken
heArt
muSic
human
fAils
bEinG..:)
Purpose sheep..
purpose meaning
works purpose meaning
sheers more sheep alone
shalom..:)
OMG..NOW..
before explosions
of Mexican dishes
glass or not
smell
better
than after
effect of
all of
that
but oh
to lose
the taste..
Pizza will
do.. to fill
us up
without
exposions
‘fore or after..;)
Oh now.. M
God.. i hate
cigarettes too
but OMG..
even
though
he didn’t
talk.. Dad
sure looked
cool.. lighting
up his cigarette..
as 007.. yes.. his
role.. law enforcement
too.. embers bright iN
coals of him.. sticks
of smoke.. so
menthol cool..:)
Summer’s
tea.. refreshing
drink.. family
sings sun iN
refRain..
noon’s
warm
way..
briGhter
eYes come..
oh.. yes they
do.. Tea
bags steep
aWay cLouds..
connecTinG
hUman Ways..:)
Ferris wheels
sing songs
of high..
smelling
fear is
all i taste..
cotton candy
floats higher safer..:)
Living breeze..
ins or outs
please..
moving
connecting
creating ways
out.. wheRe iNs
rule
more..
rare for
outs
oF
uS
aS LOVE..:)
Great uncle.. mine..
dying with cigar
in box
at 94..
boy he could
talk.. with or
without a
cigar
of life..
hours on end..
oh.. the days
when stories
rate..
life
away
from
smaller
boxes of
hand held
voices..
Oh.. no
longer songs..:)
FloWers
’round.. smell
pure and clean..
many dreams
so trUe
and fAir..
aWay froM
spOils.. dArk
smeLLs faDe oFF..:)
Never mind
libraries mine..
dark.. so dark..
quiet..
i navi
gate..
iNfront
Windows..
fAll asleep..
unTil liGht..
iMac Wakes..
iRead aGain..
stiMulus now..
iLiGht smeLLs
Speeds Read
WeLLiNow..:)
*
Dissecting Doctors
a frog’s last
play..
human
Gods
play
Doctors
on Mother
Nature’s
way..
we
are the
experiment
now and guinea
pig too.. irony
of Mother
Nature
comes
in waves
of present
past
and
future
shock now..
side note
now…
truly
sad how some
folks don’t realize
that most of what we
know and feel of culture
is a new human experiment
never tried before.. and
to think it has been
replicated
and
successful
before is
perhaps
the
biggest
pitfall
to real
human
hell yet..
It starts with
Instant Gratification
and sitting down.. then
stress.. no movement to
release neurohormones
of stress that
kills
mind and
body without
escape.. and
the rest is history
when Mother Nature
aka God
comes
to reap
what’s
sowed
as frog
play of human folly..
experiment or not..
reality
bites
or kisses
as Mother
Nature Truth
or away with Lies..
of smells that
come with
dismal
odors
of
slow death
in Life.. the
way out is simple
get away.. and Live..
with Mother Nature
once again..
but culture
makes that
almost
impossible
for the matrix
of guinea pigs
trapped
in the
mire
of formaldehyde
already with
bellies
exposed..
end side note
with a hopeful
note that if i can
escape there is still
a great possibility
that whomever one
iS.. they
can too..
less scathed
by the experiment
that truly is US
and other
culTures
NOW..:)
SpRinG Love
SeasOnal
eTern
Ally now..:)
Smell of Love
from Birth
parents..
warm
and true..
a smell of
heArt..
SpiRit
balanCinG
miNd and boDy
soUL.. prime
mover
LOVE
continues
giving.. gift
of parents beyond
no other.. first smell
of
Love..:)
Well..
Adriana..
i don’t often
provide compliments
directly.. but this one
is by far the best i come
across today.. keeping in
mind i come across them
all year long.. every one..
you knocked it out of
pArk
simply
’cause
you
capture
essence
of human Freedom
here.. the smell
that lives
within..
my
friend..:)
SMiLes.. my friend..
smoke and second
hand smoke can be
the terror that keeps giving
too.. for me.. two decades working
in a Military Bowling Center with
literally hundreds of folks lit
up every day..
me.. a non-smoker
sucking it up
and sucking
it in..
the price
of that potentially
part of the reason
for chronic inflammation of
swelling mucousal linings
of sinuses impinging on
nerve endings
associated
with
the worst
pain known to
mankind.. actually
assessed as worse
than crucifixion from
wake to sleep..
66 months..
as type
two
Trigeminal
Neuralgia..
Life’s not
fair..
but
i learned
THE MOST from pain..
the dArkest of
smoke from
cigarette
butts
ended up
likely now
being a ticket
to never ending
liGht.. yes it
is most
definitely
True.. God works
in mysterious ways
and the gift of JOB
can tRuly be a
greaTesT gift
of all when
one understands
that ALL IS GOD..
INCLUDING DARK..:)
All caught up at
5:22 pm.. time
for gym
break.. back
to check
for any
more lInks
and then it’s
now to publish
all of this as
it is getting
mighty
long
as usual
hehe.. with
sMiles..;)
Back at 10:38 pm
with one more
from dVerse
here..
SmeLLinG DanCinG
roManCinG SinGinG
waRrioRinG tRiaLinG
lifTinG
spiRiTinG
dAnCinG
liFinG n0w
parlanCinG
freeDominG
coMinG feaT
sWeet feeTinG
aGain..
aLive
aSonG..:)
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Hi Glenn.. oh Lord.. still here during those two
weeks.. blogging.. including writing an actual
free verse super epic
post of Novel
Length including
main post of 41,113
words and 10K more
in the comments
section..
named
‘GodsUniverseNovel’..
published the day after
Christmas with the
trilogy of three
pArts of poeTry
coming before
that.. and yes..
i have you named
by Glenn in all of those
and here you come in
this coming one too
as well.. of course..
as this will be
pArt of that..
but yeah.. during
those two weeks
seeing that the
folks from
dVerse needed
a break.. i gave ’em
a break from me as well..
including you Glenn.. hehe..
except for Facebook of course
haha.. and now no breaks from
me except of course for the folks
who no longer allow me on
their turfs by not
words but
silent
moderating
and deleting from
a culture that is
too cold and isolating
to even say what their
frigging problem is
in connecting
to other
human beings
and instead push
buttoning them out
of existence… no thanks
i don’t roll that way.. if i have
an issue i will talk it out.. and by
God make friends even greater
as long as the paRty
is half way
human
at least
in terms
of empathic
receptivity
for what
human even
is and the saddest
part of all are for folks
who have lost that quality
of what it even means to
truly move.. TRULY CONNECT
AND CREATE.. AS HUMAN and
away from robotic.. machines
now of Zombie Apocalypse
come real
in push
button
drones
of human beings..
it’s more fun to Love
and sure i satire the dArk
pArt just to teach in a way
that will grab someone..
anyone’s attention
in the Twitter
world
of
Gold
Fish
minds
of 140 characters
or less.. brevity has
never been the way
of human being until
now.. oral tradition in
both long tongue
and long
steps
of dance
is the
way of
most real
human beings
throughout history
after we learn to talk
that truly is our only
instinctual verbal
ability
as this
written
stuff is
what comes
next.. and what
tries to rule human
being.. by their own
hand now.. and fingers
that become humans now
instead of lyrical voice
and dance
that means
FEELING
human
empathy
of moving
CONNECTING
AND CREATING
ART TO MOVE LIFE
AND NOT STAGNATE
STILL ON SIDEWALKS
TO
HELL..
MOST FOLKS
KNOW WHAT THE
HIGHWAY TO HELL
IS.. BUT FEWER
UNDERSTAND
THE SIDEWALK
THAT TAKES
ONE IN
ONE
DIRECTION
STRAIGHT
TO A
SLOW
BURN
OF
HELL..
i’ll take
the smell
of Leaves of
Grass.. my friend..
and move in all
directions
of life
free..
inside..
outside..
above..
and so below..
AND ALL AROUND..
and hell no.. i haven’t
worn anything but shorts
since i got well in the
Summer of 2013.. in
2008
after almost
the death of me
from total human
exhaustion.. and
19 medically associated
disorders of a culture
that continues
to functionally
disable human
beings.. yes..
back in 2007
and 2008 moving
into my new found
literal human hell
then.. i was literally
chilled by a breeze on
a 100 degree Florida
July day..
and had to
wear a jacket
to warm my
bones almost
year ’round..
i found the answers
within aLL with the
God of Nature.. and
no longer play
the games
of a
system
that takes
me away
from
living
friend..
and i’m A
crazy one..
yeah sure..
Bi-Polar..
Aspergers..
ADHD
with all the
dArk parts of that
a direct result of
cultural illusions
where ‘1984’ is as
clear to me
as the
jacket
that used
to warm my
Summer bones
of cold..
that’s
frigging
insane.. not
a 233LB robust
human being in shorts
in down to 18 degree
temperatures strong
enough to
dance
barefoot
in the snow..
and yeah.. i’ve
got the photos to
prove.. my so
called
insanity
of
being
REAL
MY FRIEND..
A REAL WILD
AND FREE
LOVING
CHILD OF
THE GOD OF
NATURE FREE..
WHERE MY GOD
IS NEVER CRAZY
AND AS FREE AS ME
AS WE ARE FREE MY FRIEND..:)
And in honor of AC/DC
hmm.. maybe i mean
KISS..
theRe
iS
this
photo
here..;)
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WeLL.. first of aLL..
theRe iS enough wisdom
from the sages of the ages
to allow all the words you
provide.. to germinate a little
while.. before the rest of
me.. in whatever comes..
responds to more of it..
that is rare.. but rarely
do folks provide
enough
inspiration
to make me
wait to bRing
more to
the table
of whatever
is.. now
to come..
and i for one
take ironic amusement
and some righteous
indignation..
of the
pain and suffering
human cultures
across the last
10 to 12
thouSand
years of selfish
ignorance have brought
to the rest of Nature..
and coming out
of the dark
myself two
Summers ago..
i remember feeling the
voice of Wild and Free
Nature aka God
feeling a little
rage of
righteous
indignation of
all the pain of suffering
that the road kill of human
roads as metaphor has brought
to the other squirrels of world..
but alas we are all in this
game of life together
and there is no
separating
the liGht
from the
dArk of
Allthatis
without harming
Allthatis even more…
So i decided.. no God..
don’t bring ‘another flood’
to wipe the condominiums
off the earth as i walked
farther and farther
down a
desolate
and beautiful
Seagull Beach..
as Sea Gulls can
fly over floods
but
innocent
cats and many
other innocent
creatures will drown
along with human cultures..
so then.. i decided.. come back
to the Condos and do what you
can.. is all you can do.. but meanwhile
above all be free.. but as Godzilla and
Blue Oyster Cult intimates so finely
and simply.. Nature proves
again and again..
the folly
of human
in more
or less
words
of Truth and liGht..
and everything around us
now that is reducing human
populations.. is yes.. pArt
of the all Natural
plan
of
Nature
to do what
she does best..
JUST BE AS IS..
iN BALANCE
whether
we
like
the pain..
misery.. and
suffering or not..
Nature will
have
her
way
with or
without us..
no doubt
to me
at
least..
but meanwhile..
i WiLL pArty like
it’s 1999
in 1984
as
2016
’cause
i can.. and
dam.. i CAN
is a great way
to be free my
friEnd..
gigoid..
yeah.. and
theRe’s tHis..;)
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Yes.. aperfect
grin iN match..;)
It was hard getting here..
But i change what i can and
leave the rest behind.. With
more energy for what i can and am..:)
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Yes.. it appears
the word fun
is over
iN
this post
Butt..
still more fun dancing
photos to come.. sometime
around 3 am in the wee hours
of Friday morning
as i come
back
from
my 92nd Rave Dance
week on Thursday Night iN
Celebration with all the cool
College Age folks
at
Old Seville Quarter..
one of the assessed top 100
bars for dance
in
the
U
S of A
NOW..:)
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