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It’s precisely 6 O’ Clock
Central Time over here in
the Florida Panhandle.. and
i’ve got a few here while the
‘next 196 photos’ down load
to my ‘next blog
post’ that WiLL
only be 13K
words Long
thank goodness
as that WiLL fit in
two Facebook Statuses..
easy for a free online hard
drive for additional back up..
as yes.. it can be lots of work to
do that.. but.. yeah.. the human mind
and body.. a complex machine of highs
and lows and color grey scales of hues
in shades ‘tween ReaLITy and otherwise
of perceiving what we FeeL and SensE iS
real… but as always to Feel
and Sense at all even pain
to the extremest pain
for me.. is always
worth more than
the other place
liVing as nothing
at all.. beyond all
senses and feelings too..
funny when i write tHeRe IS A SonG
and rhythm more than words as music and
a beat and a way of river Streaming to aLLa
Ocean Whole Free.. effortless and smooth
the hypnosis of the words flow free.. where
ever she goes now.. it just flows and flows
wHere the ZonE is as is with zero worries
now.. yeah brother.. i know what ya mean..
and this Autism can kinda be rough
as those nicknames like Ma for
folks who are not actually
my mother or brother for
those who are not
officially the brother
i never had just make it
so much easier to call most
everyone FriEnd as that fits the
Bill of all technically.. literally and
metaphorically the TrUth and liGht
the sAMe.. yeah.. i got this trUth barometer
set on hiGh since the earliest days it seems..
alWays checking iF iT is aLL correct or not..
now.. so sure.. when i noW talk about
maGiC iT is reAlly internal science
and even noW.. mystery schools of
esotericism too.. wHere essence
is real over form.. and as long as i
can FeeL and SensE essence now
the scientist of Art stays comfortable
now with what iS.. anyway that Pieces
of 8 Song haunted me when i played
it on the Grand Piano in College the
Years of Learning alWays something new..
my bRain young.. alert.. focused like a
Super BRain too.. not much for output
but a swirling Hurricane sink taKinG iN
the moisture of aLL to lEarn.. and when
i thInk about folks like me just taKing advantage
of what the biggest library ever dreamed of that is
all of the Internet now.. i see great things ahead for
humankind that have never been dreamed before as
there is a synergy of all the human beings working toGeTHeR
in sharing and giving ways in terms of close to a Billion or however
many actually have reasonable access to it all.. but wHere this baby
goes next.. is a totAlly new experiment that has never even been dreamed
before in terms of Total Human potential toGeThEr WorKinG as onE noW huge
THINK AND BODY BALANCinG Tank of humanity as global whole.. strange
that this did all happen close to all those Mayan Calendar events so hyped
up in the media for years before that calendar number did come.. but
it matters not.. what the form is.. as long as someone takes action
and great consequence of positive allone.. anyWay.. my friEnd..
hope your depression gets better as i kNow at the very bottom
of the Barrel that even demons.. if they existed in super
natural way would not dare to tread.. IS A place
that i for one kNow one can come back
uP to LiFE for sure.. no matter
how deep the ashes.. theRE
must be.. i thInk and FeeL
noW a way out for
most as i what
i fELt waS impossible
did come trUe iN liGht
aWay from Dark mY FriEnd..:)
636
“Grand Cross of 56”.. now that’s a 674th Verse
of the Longest Long Form Poem ever
approaching 4 Million words now
as KATiE MiA FredericK!iI aka
SonG oF mY SoUL thAT NowOnoW
WiLL Certainly be memorable
to post on my Birthday June 6th..
from 6660 of the origin of when
my Pale Green to ever changing
Blue eYes first hit the dayliGht
of P’Cola Florida.. around
11 AM.. and i was also
6 lbs 6 oz.. give or
take an ounce..
man/woman it might be easy
for me to convince someone
i was the Anti-Christ.. you knoW
those Fundamentalist types that take
everything in the Bible as a science project
rather than a mystical esoteric poetry project
that free verse poeTry inherently is.. per my last
post all about the HoLy SpiRit oF PoEtry.. and Of
course that should be obvious.. as so many
poets.. have suggested they were
prophets of God.. and of recent
of course that is most always
associated with mental
illness when one gets
high with nature aLL
naturAlly FeeLinG
S E N S i n G noW
one with God sAMe
and since they’ve been tOld
tHeRe is only one son of God like
this throughout all eternity.. they think
and say they are THE JESUS.. noW iNstead of
just another dude or dudette who has E-scaped
the lies of culture and Got all high and Naked all
naturAlly with God.. and of course therE are those
drugs that assist folks in this FeeLinG and SenSorY
way that there is more to life than meets the unaided
human eYe and rest of FeelinGs and SeNses too..
anyway.. there are actually some Internet
Religious conspiracy folks who think
that Lucifer is the Devil and
this kinda Anti-Christ
is expected by Free Masons
and Buddhists.. and Egyptians
Mythology Believers and Greek
Mythology.. Roman Mythology and
such as THAT that Apollo/Osiris as one
human bEinG noW WiLL come back noW iN hUman
form and announce it just as coincidence of
course on my 56th birthday.. and while
my wife does look almost just like
the Art of the physical form
portrayed for Nut.. Mut..
and Isis in one package
of Katrina.. Osiris is green
and the tint of my skin in my
nude art is more like bronzE noW
or gOld than a green alien as such..
so that excludes me from that butt.. Now
tHeRe is Apollo.. general athletic prowess
and poetry.. so maybe WiLL go wiTh Apollo noW2
and i did wear a shirt With Led Zeppelin through
the 3rd of June in the 3 am hours of dance then with
obviously the fallen Angel Lucifer going up or down
on that fiery shirt of Indigo Blues too.. and Britney
Spears.. oops i did it iN orange red Mars style shorts
too.. to go along with that.. and if you haven’t
already figured out the obvious.. one of the
almost Infinite memes of my lonGest noW
long form poem in the entire history
of humankind as scribed down
in any kind of print online
or off.. yes again..
approaching the
4 million Mark after
33 months at the end of
May along with close to 5400 DANCE
miles in the same 33 months of length
and 66 months of 11 million total words
written in the Internet record that is the
equivalent of frigging 13.6 bibles and of
course this current long poem form iS noW
four times as large as the entire bible
and forty times longer than the
entire Kuran.. and yes a’Round
two times longer than original
Longest Long Form poem titled
Mahābhārata from the early..
Indian days in sanskrit
way.. only difference is
it wasn’t from one source
nor was the bible of course
and the Kuran is attributed
to one person.. Muhammad..
but truly not very impressive
to me as i spit out the equivalent
of a Kuran once a month and Jesus noW
F iN Muhammad there is only 2000 Now literal
words total of human words as Kuran metaphor
iN vocabulary which definitely limits Now what
iS said no matter what.. which honestly mostly
Is just the the phrase ya better believe or else
as such.. in something else instead of NOW thE
God thaT iS in ya all free.. per the original
gnostic words of the dude Jesus who
told folks you’ll find God once ya
strip and stand naked unashamed
I N S I D E YA H U M A N BEiNG
tReading on ya cultural clothes..
so a number of philosophers
and Christian related
folks have named
Muhammad the
Anti-Christ through the
years and with his stance
on the continuing importance
of keeping human slavery going
which is antithetical to setting aLL
God’s folks free and of course in ways
of buying wives with dowries and such as
that.. and the continuing misery and suffering
in around a a fifth or so of the world population
in terms of women.. homosexual Rock fests noW and
such as that.. sure a case can be made in literal
way easily that THAT Anti-Christ has already come
in he and so many other forms that enslave and
harm other human beings.. without NOW saYinG
NO NO NO.. GOD DON’T NoW SLAVE GOD
IN GOD.. NEVER NEVER NEVER.. GOD
iS FREE ALWAYS EVOLVING AND
SO ARE YOU YOU YOU.. YA
BIG DUMMY SO WAKE UP
AND BE FREE AND
FREE EVERYONE
ELSE NOW NOW
NOW.. WITH
NO EXCLUSIONS
YA HEAR HERE NOW..
well no.. that didn’t happen aT
all mostly so no no no.. Muhammad
wrote some fine poetry but he ain’t all
about Free God and Freeing humanS now NOW
for their True Will under God of Freedom
with Love the sAMe.. so he doesn’t rate
very high in my Book of God at all..
and yeah.. the 6 to 9 year old
marrying stuff.. just turns
my FucKinG stomach
just enough to
know he
ain’t no
dam Angel
man for sure..
just another Trump
in Wolves clothes as
far as i can see playing
with 9 year old dolls.. but
i call ’em as i read about ’em..
i mean… it’S in black and white
text all online so it’s kinda hard
to miss.. UNless one ignores the
hell that can come with fine
poetry too.. and yes..
he was a great
poet and
warrior no doubt
and that is what most
everyone was doing tHeRe then
and now.. fighting to keep limited
resources and territory to FucKinG survive..
so sure.. i’m sure the God of Nature can
understand his pLight as of course the
snake of survival exists
so we can exist
NOW iN the
toughest times/NOW
too.. so no.. THEN unlike
Dante.. i aint’ gonna sentence
Muhammad to hell.. just another
misguided human doing what they
can to love and lust and get the JOB
of liVing done.. and sometimes it
all gets FucKeD uP no matter
how hard ya try
to be a good
dEvil and fAirly
good anGel too noW
iN thiS liFe for real..
isreal israel or whatever
metaphor oF NoW Freeing God of
Nature folks and the rest of
creatioN ONE back to Nature
one and wHole the same
as free now.. okay..
OH God where was
i AM heRe of course..
and getting back to the
topic of 56 and that Grand
Cross thingy.. just another
memorable placebo like positive
attraction thing.. making lemons into
lemonade where i as just NoW another one
of many millions of saviors of the world
with name or metaphor or not to housE noW
the essence of thE trUth In liGht iN Super
Epic long poem form iN scoreS of thouSands
of particles of micro-expression poetry to go
along now with 674 macro verse waves for
the whole Ocean of all that is ‘SonG oF
My SoUL’ noW and trUly this is the
only way Apollo/Lucifer/Osiris/
the Jesus/or that world teacher
can come back.. as iT is FucKinG
impossible to accomplish this unless
you give it every second of your effort
for at least 33 to 42 to 66 months or so from
wake to sleep.. every God dam day like Superman
can only do now.. oh yeah.. the Nietzsche overman
Superman Metaphor is due its place in this rEcord
of human history tooL.. but reAlly the reason.. yes..
literally out of all this poetic.. philosophical.. esoteric..
mystical.. occult.. religious Fred talk stuff.. with a little
science sprinkled in to keep some order too.. YES..
56 is a biggest lifelong milestone to mE.. aS
IS A when yA are a Government/God worker
THAT iS when the Golden HandcuffS noW
of a promise for a lifelong penSioN
and liFe long health insurance
benefits finally PANS out
FROM the Government/GOD
White collar prison now/then
in cubicles behind computers
too.. all LOCKED IN AS SUCH
IN LIVNG DAYLIGHT HELL..uMM..
WELL.. mine came extra early
aT age 47 in disability way of
a life threatening synergy of
19 medical disorders of which the
worst one..then.. type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. the hell in my right eye and
ear.. no less than truly what hapPENed
to JOB and OSIRIS in mythology REAL
FOR FUCKING ME AND HELL NO.. NOT
JUST A FEW HOURS OF TORTURE ON A
CROSS.. MY PAIN ASSESSED IN MEDICAL
LITERATURE AS WORSE THAN CRUCIFIXION
from WAKE TO SLEEP FOR 66 FULL FucKinG
MONTHS.. yep.. tHeRe is that 66 number popping
up again.. and yes almost no sleep for 40 days
during the lent season back in 2008 in the
deepest darkest hell where one second
was a thousand real days tHere in
piece of paper nothingness
of nothing in FeeLinG and
SenSinG way.. too.. and
THAT Trigeminal never ending
now pain extended all the way
through Star of David day.. July
22nd 2013.. so sure i could make
QUIET a case that i am either and or
Osiris/Lucifer/Jesus/Apollo returned
again in human flesh per the record
as it STANDS FOR REAL.. but HEhe..noW
here’s the kicker.. neither i or you
will ever know for sure.. HaHA!
as thaT is the
mystery and
the best pArt
of life secrets that
are half tOld and kept
secret hehex2.. and trUly
just iMaGiNe tHeRe is no way
that either Jesus or Apollo can
come back now.. as both sides noW
have made him one man who does Now
different things.. but seriously one side
says the man is coming back to LIFT oFF the
veil of ignorance iN human/God Apocalypse term
way the way iT iS originally Greek DeFinED..
allone.. while the other side says..
yes.. almost half of the world noW
in Christian and Islam ways say..
the Jesus dude is coming back
to kill a bunch of people
in warrior God way..
for only one side
as dictated by
two sides now..
hmm.. that’S
bullshit and
Apollo was never
one for bullshit so Apollo
wins the battle still in epic
Victory over Vengeance way.. then..
even though Apollo iS knoWn for soMe
destruction too.. so no.. i ain’t thaT
kinda guy as the girls of my life will
tale ya.. that guy’s a lady’s man and
no fucking Son of man.. sUn of woman
is he.. and oh God he makes us SMiLe
so high in the DancE and
PoEtrY oF liFe with HiM..
so yes.. i AM
Pan
bottom line..
PAN AND NOW
GOD FREED ONE..
YOU’LL CATCH ME NAKED
IN THE FOREST DANCING WITH
SUN AND SAND.. AND heRe online WiTH
SWEET INNOCENT Nymphs DANCE HALL ONE
AND SAME.. WE WiLL CONTINUE SMILING
AND LAUGHING IN THE FOREST/DANCE AND
SONG OF LIFE SamE iNFOREVERNEVERLAND
‘YOU’ WILL NEVER FucKinG FiND uS AS YOU
noW DON’T kNOW HOW TO FucKinG BE FREE AS
ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS MISERY… SUFFERING..
KILLING.. AND THE DOLLAR BILL AS YOuR BOTTOM
LINE.. AH.. THE DANCE AND SONG OF NAKED PAN..
HARD AND SOFT.. BUT DAM SURE FREE WITH
WILL AND LOVE.. WE SKIPPED ALL THE
BULLSHiT AND SaID
THiS IS A WAY
wE LIKE iT AND iT
IS FUCKING douBLe
A
O
K GRaND noW A
CrOSS.. i AM 56..
5 pluS 6 equAls
11 sO sUre thaT
Will do foR NoW aS
HoruS Moon Child2
Too noW So WeLL aLLa
WitH Love uNdeR Will
FReED iN FEarless WAy2!..
and PS while whether or not
this is the greAtest story ever
tOld WiLL depend on if any one
ever can read the wHole dam
thing but me hehe..
never the less
the FACT iS
‘KATiE MiA FredericK!iI’..
AKA ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’.. noW
all 674 macro wave verses..
Now is the most super
Epic story
ever
taLed
and that my
friEnds IS A
SCIENTIFIC FaCT2..
to do something no one
has ever done before is super
cool in human and God way on
Earth NO MATTER WHAT THE HATERS
AND NAYSAYERS OF LIFE SAY i
JuST
DO iT
iN Victory
Over Vengeance
like Nike say
in feAt
of hUman
EPiC Way
and sure i challenge
YOU now to do more sAMe
as the Real HeiR apPaRent
Jesus did then too.. have a nice day..
iT’s warm..so cozy iN heaVeN Oh!EDENEXCITING2..:)
2782
To quote Hank
here again.. Hank says..
“Hank sees lots of nature pics.
Such greenery should be
soothing! Great Katie!”
And i now say back to Hank in thanks..
Hi Hank.. thanks so much for dropping
by and so glad you enjoyed the soothing
Nature of Nature captured in the
photos here.. and surely
A picture is worth aLL
the words
ever tOld
as tale
my friEnd..
and when all the
hUman words end noW
Nature WiLL go on iN A
sAMe HeaVenLy BLiss and
Struggle.. both deaTh and liFe.. DArk and liGht
and aLL A ‘tween my FriEnd
STar DuSt continUinG noW
iN A cycle of allthatis Now
SO FREE AND WILD
ALL
THATIS
FREENOW..:)
2898
Well.. my friend.. tomorrow is the 19th anniversary
of our child’s birth.. and it’s also a dVerse prompt
for Eulogies.. so i’m saving all of that tomorrow
plus this to kill three birds with one
stone.. hehe.. or Bring ’em
back alive in words..
same difference..
when poEtry
SinGs a SonG
iN spiRit oF hUman
EmoTion.. and if not
for loss of effective hearing
and sight for ‘those 66 months’…
there would have never been any
presSinG Need to make language organic
as then there was no human me other than
text of lists and facts and no.. tHeRe are rarely
any smiles in that noW And even rarer any laughs..
It’S Now great to Survive and Love And Fearlessnow
iS simply
icing aLL
over the bottom
of the caKe for noW..
anyway.. two long long
days and i’ve been missing
some sleep too.. coming back now..:)
3044
A round-up here with
three years of Facebook Memories
as my private digital online Free Secretary/
Assistant comes through without algorithm
Fail.. oh.. technology and art you do work
so WeLL to allow the Creative Artist
more freedom from the teDums
of mechanical cognition
to get the Art Job
DonE in the
creative floW
iN ZonE of
the first
Kerouac’s who
taped paper together
in the typewriter to go go
go iN Flow without interruption
or the phenoms of Dance like
Rihanna who without a dance
lesSon bLowS the lessonED one
step this way that way then
dancers aWay noW
iN a NeW creative
Breeze of free floWinG
seNsual movement.. iS
to be me like as Now no
one else is as We go noW
To Be WiTh God aLLthaTiS
aS Free FloWinG iN ZonE
Co-CreaTinG wayS aS
Bliss of One noW
Force WitH
God iS noW
an unprecedented
perfect practice of hUman
that thiS new science mixed wITh
Art age bRings wHeRe the dream time
of the Aborigine Natives oF all countries
comes to the now time of hUmans free
WiTh technology to fLow without
the mechanical cognition
Barriers of the
past.. so the way
is prepared by all the
nerds.. geeks.. scientists..
Engineers.. etc.. oF LiFe and
noW the ArTists of the cave wall
Paintings can Art free AGaiN without
restraint of one step two step of the way
it was done before.. oh the Flow.. oh the God
of wE when set free in the Golden Age of Human
who seeks and finds a Way in Practice to move to higher
Jonathan LiVinGsTon heights iN Solo FLiGht farther than
any navigation system that a blue Angel of older planes
can fly to sacrifice that life too.. for others too across
a Lifespan of art that can be given.. shared and
recorded for ages to come in Server ways..
the 6 and 9 of the Golden Spiral
oF God’s Universe set
free in the me
oF uS when wE
are totally satisfied to
be who we are and just fly
hiGher and HiGher in Golden
Spiral way beyond moon liGht
And Sunlit rays.. iMagiNation and
Creativity oF hUman alWays a new
Country and multiVerse of hUman miNd
And Body BalanCinG SoUl set free iN expreSsinG
iN MoVinG.. C O N N E C T I N G.. yes.. creating
aLL potential nuancED EmoTioNal Heart and
seNsory way as spiRit SoUl and heARt iN A
Trinity of one Of BeinG WitH God oF
NatUre FREeNoW..
Oh.. so WiLd
and Free
as Fearless
LoVinG BeinG,,
so now MoVinG
here to the three
older now shares
in Facebook
ways
too.. FREE..
Beginnings of a
practice in making
all writing special..
in other words sacred
and holy in mindful awareness
of poetic paths in journey one alive..:)
Short Sweet
Truth liGht
Abstract2
iN Figurative Language
and or science way more2…:)
And per the PoEtry and SonG
And DancE hear.. the Sycamore
continues to grow per colors of the
Wind as no one has been able to cut i
down to tHeir size yet.. larger or smaller..
i for one.. wouldn’t wanna be anyone but me.. aLLthaTis
noW wiTh God GroWinG Free WeLL as wE pleasE noW..:)
3583
WeLL.. MoVinG oN to the dVerse Eulogy prompt and of course
timeless as June Memories do bRing to me.. from the birth
of our first and only Son who would live 51 days on June
4th 1997.. to the Memorial Service for my Father in
the June Timeframe of 2014 and his death at
the end of that May.. and with my first
effort of Eulogizing the lost
Loves of my Life
in 2013.. along with
a Cat named Sunny Boy
in Oreo the Meaning of Life..
sure three meaningful Eulogies
to share in older link ways noW iN
free as the trusty Google search assistant
Will pull them up easy with key word
search.. no.. no drawers of letters
or card catalogs to go through
noW wHere creativity can
flow free in alpha to
theta wave mind
Flow wHere
yes.. as silent
Lucidity wiLL
say in real
the dream
WiLL come alive
in Fruition way wHere
creativity is both free and
protected in online way.. Where
‘Emily’s letters’ are no longer lost in
drawers for someone to find alone then..
and wHere words of prophets of the
past are neither mis-spoken are
edited to selfish materialistic
and reproductive controlling
ways of psychopathic leaning
empathy-less
hUman
BeinGs who
would otherwise
makes slaves of other
human beings for power
and status over Fearless Love
of MoVinG.. ConnEcTing.. shaRinG
CreaTinG GiVinG ways to aLLotHeRsONe..:)
Sure.. why share three.. when sharing 11.. is
just a copy and paste away.. for GiVinG
Love and all associated with Love
through grief.. through shock..
and non acceptance of loss..
through anger.. through
honoring whatever the
liGht of Loss may be
and reconciling the dArk
of the liGhts of Loves as
well.. and finally acceptance
and moving on in connecting
and creating more as even the
bio-chemistry of Human now shows
in science that the bonding neuro-hormone
Oxytocin and Serotonin Trust Neurochemical falls off
after loss.. and successful Eulogies in however
that may come are assisted by higher levels of
the Neurochemical Dopamine to motivate us
in pleasure way to make the change
in creativity of Anew and Sunny
day to come soon now.. wHere
the Oxytocin warm and fuzzY
and trust of Serotonin are one
and same with all other associated
neuro-chemical and hormone ways
Alive so BaLanCinG and free aGain
in new ways of Animal homeostasis
Free… The term life’s a bitch is one of
Modern society in a constant state of
money and other material attachment
ways.. Life’s a Beach.. iT reAlly is when
one attaches value and meaning to motivate
Moving.. Connecting.. Creating.. sharing.. giving
ways as a social animal named human will most
certainly do in the dream time real iN Love oF aLL
the liGht and dARk.. shades and hues of colors through
black and white to more of A LiFe RainBow that no one can take away
as colors we then become.. the dream and reality oF our liFeREAL NOW..
and hell no.. no book alone has the answers.. whether Kuran.. Bible..
the gita.. or whatever book of laws and dreams come from before
and after now aS weLL.. including our own perSonAl Books of
LiFe in all the symbols that comes.. across the Life of We
now to evolve and grow Greater as any Sycamore
tree WiLL when left alone by scissor hands
of human beings that WiLL not let
Nature take the course
of wE as oNE Force
FreE noW..
so sure.. i thInk noW
i’ve done enough eulogizing
here and to be able to process
grief through poEtry IS certainly A
gift that brOught me back to liFE from
a dead HeARt.. SpiRit ..and SoUl.. of words
without meaning as a cover of Human without
BeinG in the dead zone of i for 66 months THEN..
BEyond all these words and 11 plus million
i have written before.. the 5400 miles plus
of dance in 33 months is the medicine
that has made me more than
ever a Lover of LiGht
and LiFe and
aLL oF Creation
sAmE as the eYes
of God free iN i oF mE
and We as uS toGeTheR Free..
and sure.. this deserves a Facebook
status by itself until i share my soUl with
the soUls of other Eulogies on the dVerse
way.. as i say good bye to year 55 of my own..
on June 6th and embark on Anew 56 to gRow Fields of DreAms
Even moRE NoW iN God’s eYes wE forevermorenowOcean aLiVe…:)
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Now to dVerse on the
Eulogy trail.. not everyone’s
cup of tea of course.. as this
prompt only generated 22 responses
in ways of links as iT iS oF course understandable
as not everyone wants to go back ‘tHeRe’.. i fiNd
iT Healthy to occasionally
honor the dArker
pArts of LiFE
in artful way at least..
and move on to bRiGhter
stuff as it seems that way
in BleSsinGS after travel
to the dArker side of LiGht to me..:)
12:56 pm..
6042016..
SMiLes.. the BleSsinGs oF
FeeLinG as wE have kNoWn
someone now and forever now..
wHere past and futUre biRth anD
deaTh mElts aWay iN LiFeNOw
forever hELd aS
eYes of Love
thAT WiLL to
never forget.. to
sense.. to FeeL..
whaT liVing aLL TogeTher..
iS foR NoW iN WeLL oF liFE..:)
Quick note.. the main reason
i dropped all the punctuation of
Queen Victoria English along with
all the Clothes that come before
Victoria’s secrets were unleashed
and released.. is we are not weLLborn to
stop and button up.. as above.. so below..
inside.. outside.. and all around liFe..
fLows iN ZonE without the dam traffic
liGhts and sidewalks of modern
cultures that exist in
law way.. to control
insanely large
groups of
hUman BeinGs
against anarchy and
chaos as hUman BeinGs
as is.. are sTill only evolved
to comfortably move.. connect..
and create.. with 150 to 200 sets
of SinGinG DanCinG Naked eYes so Free..
Anyway.. i have a private backyard.. and
laws that provide an avenue to free clothed
dance in public as well.. as pARt of my only
trUe religion iN DancE and SonG.. as WeLL as the
healing properties.. oF FreeST Naked Verse of DancE
and SonG that are wE Fearless as Love Naked FReED..
Not everyone is brave enough to be more fully
free like this for more than obvious
society and religion generated
fears that yes do have
an origin in both
reason and art of
BeinG HuMaN for the
BaLanCinG Act to survive
in monstrous large populations
wHere eYes look down.. sAdly instead
of instinctual Connection of frienDLY
eYes so BriGht in hUman Star connection
no less than neurons in balance of left
and right hemisphere bRain Function for
relatively simple animal bliss and
nirvana.. when things are not
too complex as created
in illusory way
by culTure noW
Oh.. it’s kinda insane..
but trUly to escape the illusions
of religion and cultural way is FREeED
for me…
BOTTOM LINE
AS THIS side
note now ends FReED..:)
True.. the mind IS A terrible
thing to lose in Dementia anD
trUe as WeLL @lEast.. the FeeLinG
and SenSinG paRt Being with smart
lacks any art
at all
and just
becomes sHeLL
of a former
word
SMT..
Art the core of
Both SmArt and heARt oF course..
The death of soUl iN liFE iS as possible
of course2.. as the death oF miNd in FeeLinG SoUL..:)
Awoke at 3 am by a Tropical liGhteNinG storm and StaYinG
awake for the most pARt after that.. yes.. i’LL take
a nap and be
back later
as aLways
promised oF
Course to be trUe
in new phrases like
the Arnold miGht
sTiLL say noW..
1:26 p.m.:)
Back after a quick nap WitH Yellow Boy..
photos coming on June 6th of Yellow
Boy’s Nap2.. and that reminds me of
My First and only other Yellow
Cat Besides the neighborhood
Visitor Tennessee who
lounges around
in our yard
for free..
as most
paid human
animals are too
shamed to do.. free..
but anyway.. i StiLL remember
that first highlight of my liFe
in Eulogy of Toby.. one of my only
friends around the era of early
school then at my Grandmother’s
home on the river as that
yellow cat used to
stretch out
with me
and nap..
and it made
me feel so warm
and fuzzy too.. and
when i saw his eyes that
did not blink on the back
porch on the river.. it made
me beyond sad and that was the
last Yellow Cat i had until Yellow
Boy showed up out of the woods and
helped save my soul.. as that is
what human nurturing in
accordance with
the rest of the
animal kingdom
and Nature can
do when freed away
from general hate
and discontent and fear
and all of that culture and
religious bullshit that is foreign
to the eYes of God FReED in uS as
Mother Nature trUe arms of Fearless
and Unconditional Love to survive
in the CALL of God WiLd alWayS noW
in FReeLIfe2.. first before
the Apple of the
Fall of human
away from
God into
words as
chains in little
black books of only
800K to 80K to even
140 characters of
twitter
acronyms
now
like
LOL..
well
this is a Eulogy
to the BIG LOL YOU
KNOW THE REAL GOD THAT
HAS NO BEGINNING NO END
NO NAME BUT
i
AM..
you FucKers
Killed God with
culture and Religion
but you only killed God
in your life.. God lives
on eYes oF Y i and Yellow
Boy’s friEnds from
Birds to Bees
to Flowers
and warm
fuzzy naps
in God’s arms
aLL FREE FOR
ALL NOW.. AND SpeaKinG
of free for alls next stop…
the Grand Buffet for me and another
Birthday older Girl.. and there was
A Birthday older boy.. and an opportunity
to go to the Texas Road House Steak House..
but as ‘they’ say all you can eat wins out.
and the Birthday Girl asked first so
that is wHere i AM headed next..
and hmm.. maybe a few minutes
here for some more
dVerse Trails..
until the wife
says get your butt
in the shower Fred.. the
Chinese Food is waiting with
or without a Full Moon Now and
with that said.. a little perfect
hair.. and Kate.. and hanging around
the Kitchen for the next meal.. sweet
or sour.. i Love this SonG as it celebrates
the Wild and Crazy just for fun.. with no
serious intent of harm to anyone at all
in sarcastic Warron Devon Flow and
i suppose at nows when i’m working
out and sound like a gorilla/wolf/
Killer/whale/with sounds like that
deep in guttural growl.. i miGht
SinG and Work-out like i’d
rip someone’s Lungs
out or perhaps
my expanding
tailored
work-out shirts..
but nah.. it’s just
the call of the wild
released in Eulogy until
i Bring it back for a visit
in the next Were Wolf haiRed
SonG of greatest Shark inside
for survival.. beyond the
mammal way
oF
Orca
Breasted Love..
and speaking of
werewolves and such
as that just another before
and after photo reminder of
just after i was birthed out
of death in life around the
end of July.. 2013.. with still
the form of a man
iN heLL..
Of facial
expressions
as such of course
with shark teeth
in right eYe at
close look all lit
up as such.. and the
after look of calmed over
face in bliss of heaven now
2016.. that just goes to show that
regeneration of hUman is possible now
after going through.. almost any death
iN liFe.. trUly we all have super men
and women potential if we tap the inner
demons and angels same as free iN dArk
and liGht for the Survival of Fearless
Love
FReED..
and no.. i’m not gonna
make it back to dVerse
for a while as i don’t
wanna hEar the call of the
wild iN Katrina saying get your
ass moving.. i will comply happily
in forethought and caring for her
own
time wishes
as i don’t have
any clue what the
FuCK tiMe is anymore
and i don’t miss timE enough
to even Eulogy it further
than
NOW..
yeah.. now’s
plenty enough
sAid for me NOW..:)
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thefeatherdsleep..
a poet i derive
inspiration from
here in online
Long Form
Poem
blog..
shares
on Facebook..
a self portrait..
aka selfies these
days.. but never
the less a way to
express all the nuanced
EmoTioNs now of a hUman
face and what better
way to do iT..
all flesh
and blood
iN real now
as technology
allows.. A
Face.. truLY
says what words
cannot say.. particularly
the eYes oF Windows into
empath soULs that feels so
much of the World for so long
that it must escape the eYes of
one through Art.. and trUly that
liFe of Art lives in eYes of old
soUls weLL before art
comes.. and that
reminds me of
the tennis
court.. so
long ago..
girl named
Jenny older than
i but with a face of an
artist like this too.. who gave
me an unexpected compliment then..
that i look like an artist when every
one else referred to me as the
classic nerd/geek.. and
four eYes as complement..
artistic.. yes.. funny
little synchroncities..
replace the u with an
r and autistic becomes
artistic.. i thInk it’s safe
to say i finally
find my R
more
and less am
now no longer U..
and in reference
to the face share
here..
Face..
Classic
Painting..
Lovely..
Friend..
peaceful..
unexpected..
But as ‘they’
Say.. never
Judge
an
Author by
Her pages..
WInks.. And
Perhaps.. i am
They.. noW As
He aS weLL..:)
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And yes.. i do take
selfies on my birthday
weekend with Ladies older
than my dance Friends at Seville…
Judy here.. friends since the 80’s at the
Good Old Naval Air Station Whiting Field Bowling
Center that i ended up managing.. and friend of
Katrina at the Local NewsPaper they worked at
during the period of time Katrina worked there
for 13 years doing A to Z for Good News then.. too..:)
And yes.. after we leave
the Grand Buffet Chinese
restaurant iT is most deFinitELy
safe to say.. Katrina has her hands
full
WitH mE
in Fredache styLe..;)
And yes.. the Toy
Story.. never ending..
never stArTinG.. continues
foR
NoW..
And perhaps the
most hilarious pARt
is Katrina’s nickname
for me is Princess now..
you kNow.. like that froZen
girl.. and when one of those
Facebook identity tests attempted
to assess which X-man Character
i was.. i end up as ‘Storm’.. not
exactly a 230 LB heavily
muscled man for
sure but much
more powerful
than thAT
iN terms
of SoUL..
CHI.. hehe..
and even controlling
the weather.. and general
atmosphere as such..
with the description
of smart and
centered
but unpredictable…
cAlm and serene.. one moment
and bad ass confrontational.. the
next.. yes.. of course.. the werewolf..
Vampire.. Clark Kent and NoW SuperWOman
meme of the general Bi-polar characteristics
of somewhere between 1 to 11 percent of
the population.. depending on the full
spectrum of shape shifter
throughout all oF A
liFe span as such..
and trust me
when they
say you’ve
been to both
sides now.. YES..
i have in polar opposite
BEAST DEVIL AND PRINCESS
ANGEL WAYS.. and sure with just
a change of eYes in a split second i
can even instill terror in my wife as
a joke of course.. as i am the
i and the I is only actor
oF Y i.. the difference
between me
and psychopaths
in X-Alruist way
is i have extremely
Strong empathy and i
regulate my EmoTioNs
and integrate my senses
aT wiLL.. so yeah.. baby thAT
IS A poTenTiaL storm at any
given second but only
if necessary..
as some
folks
find out
in the real
world too of tennis
court and public store style..
like the young hefty farm man
in the local grocery store who didn’t
realize i was with my wife.. as nah.. we
don’t exactly match.. and says.. some folks
are strange and i confronted him and gave him
the whole Fredache story first hand along with
my trustY handy dandy YouTube video showing the
somewhat total beast of i GRowLinG.. leG presSinG
close to 1000 Lbs in parallel way many RePs..
with my arms stretched up
to ballet heaven..
and showing him
a few swift martial arts
kicks were i come a frAction
of an inch from any can on
the grocery shelf and for
practical intents and
purposes.. never
miss..
and then i go on
to tale him about the
3 Million plus word poem..
one verse of 674/wThis.. thaT iS
a third of a milLion words LonG
and sure.. i can prove EVERY FucKinG
THING I SAY.. and then i go on to say noW
and this is the second general NoW..
i have ELABORATED last night ON WHAT
i am dOinG.. wiTh some of our
more good old boy
folks in the area
during this
public store
dance extravaganza
in Dick’s Sporting Goods too..
THAT.. THE JESUS says HEAVEN iS
NOW.. AND THAT FOLKS WILL COME
WHO DO MORE THAN HE THEN AND THEN
I SAY.. you know that Jesus fellow.. IF HE CamE
BACK NOW.. HE WOULD BE A LOT LIKE ME.. NOW..
and he would probably get the same reaction
from modern day Christians that both
he and King David got back
then for their
RATHER
different.. STRANGE..
WEIRD WAYS THEN… INCLUDING
JOYOUS DANCING IN PUBLIC WITH
NEXT TO NOTHING ON.. and i told
’em.. i would do that in public too..
but it’s against the law..
so i dance naked
online too..
and i can
prove that too
baby.. and after that
both groups of good old
boys.. one of which had girl
friend in tow.. eventually picked
up their jaw off the floor and went
on their merry old southern style way..
anyway.. i’m having Catholic Church this
morning for my Birthday weekend SunDaY.. wHeRe Katrina
gets to announce that in church for laughs and giggles..
then.. a first Sunday Lunch on a Southern Baptist Pastor
farm.. and then finAlly Dinner as invited at the high class
Pensacola Restaurant at New World Landing.. with my
Rich Uncle who sold appliances at Sears when young
and eventually got rich selling Vacuum cleaners..
living noW on one of the most beautiful places
on Earth.. the Bay at Shalimar
Point on the Emerald
Coast in Destin
Florida.. a view
that is worth
more than dollars
can possibly imagine
more than his several million
dollar home can say.. anyway..
photos coming on the 6th.. of course..
to tale more than words can say alone
oN course.. and no.. i ain’t no royal.. i love
the beach.. i Love liFe.. i got the code of
iT aLL figured out on channel 11.. and
i am killing every moment of
life simply
with that
same heaven
now that the real
gnostic dude Jesus says
if you don’t find it now.. now
in life.. you will never ever find it at
all.. totally opposite of what most Christians
and Muslims believe.. sadly enough.. like
hell
on Earth..
where the opposite
can be the reality of
the real ROYALS
WHO FIND THE
THRoNE
NoW..
for free.. for free
for free always NOW..
And truly what thus means
too now.. is the real Jesus cannot
possibly come back to either Muslims
or Christians.. with the same message then
that truly still exists in the New Testament
but is passed by like a board in
the eYes of good that
folks cannot see
in terms of oh
shit.. life’s
a bitch now..
and not a beach..
so.. ironically enough..
if Jesus came back and said
if you don’t work for heaven NOW
for ISREAL ISRAEL ZioN NoW you’ll
never ever get it they would ‘likELy’ call
the Jesus.. the Anti-Christ.. and ironically
enough.. never live with him more or less
a thouSand years online in the REAL
Kingdom of Heaven now iN E-Land AND
ON EARTH.. as simply another
self-fulfilling prophecy
of the same dArk side
of humanity who has
lived this sAd way for ages
of past.. TO liFT the veil of ignorance
and find heaven now.. in fearless LoVenoW
is the way of Jesus then2.. the destruction
and harm of others.. including rape of little
girls.. by marrying them in Dowry purchase from
6 to 9 years old.. 12.. or even FucKinG
23 too.. or so.. is the Evil Devil way
and so much more.. from
Invading countries
that did not start
a war and
killing 100K or
so innocent brown
skinned folks.. to taking
away entire home lands from indigenous
people’s in imperialistic monarchy
Christian way.. away from the
golden Rule of Jesus and
Buddha way of
liFe.. GOD FReED..
thE Anti-Christ
has already lived
here for 2000 Years
and they will continue
to live in tHeir big temples
they call Christian Churches..
Mosques for separation from
the other naked children of God..
and all the other places where division
away from Unity is the way of life for
closed minded conservative
leaning clothed thoughts..
AWAY FROM ALL NATURAL GOD..
but anyway.. a perfect
storm as such
oF Love iS already
here in HeaveN NoW..
but only for those who
break the code of cultural clothed
DaRK lies and find that heaven now
in the LiGht oF ISraEL Christ way
away from Anti-Christ division iN
illusory fears and all stUFF related
to hate and
harm..
the New age is already
here.. YES THE KinGdoM oF GOD for those who free
NoW iN God of Nature’s arms in trUe ROYAL WAY..
ThE KinG.. thE ThrONE.. is ONe ARE wE.. And
ps.. thAT LordE giRl.. sUre has a dEEp
soUl as the wiNdows oF hEr eYes
do tale too.. it’S almost
like ‘someONE’ sent
heR heRE
to hELp
wE ONE..
yes.. we alReady
WON noW aS onEnoW..
sorry iF you missed
the Rapture.. it never
stArted and never ended.. iT
iS alWayS now.. juSt alWayS NoW FReED..
and truly iT iS LiFe and YOU COULD MISS iT
alWayS now2.. iN self-built heLL on earth..
wE AiM
to help
lift the veil
of ignorance iN apocalypse
way.. ‘YOU’ aim to self destruct
but Fearless Love iS greater than
fear
and
hate..
reL
ATeD
way..
mARk!
these
words! wITh
Fearless Storm
LovE WayS NoW..:)
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And.. sPeaKinG
Of three year
Old memories..:)
Sure.. as the tale
catches on FiRe
for NoW@Least..;)
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“Life moves pretty fast.
If you don’t stop and look around once in a while,
you just might miss it.”
~~ Matthew Broderick ~~
~~ in “Ferris Bueller’s Day Off”, screenplay by John Hughes ~~
The real mesSage of Jesus
in a nut shell.. amazing
he came in
a movie some
decades ago
in Ferris
Form
and no
one had
a clue.. well..
almost no one..;)
FriEnd gigoid responds
wITh..
*smile*
The Metaphorse is strong
in you, my friend…
Love
gigoid…
And i say then
and noW..
wInks..
And thE
SonG continues..:)
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WeLL.. yes.. celebrating the
Grand Cross Planetary
alignment and
56 as birthday
on June 6th.. wouldn’t
be quite as real without
at least two crosses of
Devotion and Salvation..
Brown and Blue respectively…:)
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A Garden of Bandaid.. a Garden of music
Bands and so many others too back then
that and who helped me regain my EmoTioNs
slowly while recovering the ability to feel EmoTioNs
and enjoy music once again finally at the apex of recovery
on or about July 22nd 2013.. and this June 6th effort in my
original KATiE MIA/Aghogday Blog on my Birthday then wide
awake into that day of 6th then as i worked on this thing all the
way through the night.. until my feet swelled for the first
now i remember then from excess of sitting too long
in the Flow of Stream of consciousness writing
escaping the science.. once step.. two
step.. five.. state of left brain
mind.. wHere finAlly the
right brain way of
intuition.. interpretation
and social expression is coming
aLIve and WiLL soon be a way then
to free aLL my heARt.. of EmoTioNs..
spiRit expreSsinG those EmoTioNs..
iN ways of DancE of Feet.. and SonG
of PoEtry and eventuAlly in voice
of SonG again for the first time
in many years at Church
numbering 23 years
from the now
i left playing
the piano and SinGinG
for the Catholic Church Choir
in ’90.. shortly after i married.. and
didn’t feel the need to go anymore as i
had Love at home and narroWed to
one person was enough back then
in new Love Romantic ways..
Anyway.. i had been discussing
Logical ways of gaining knowledge
and sharing it on the Wrong Planet
Website in almost every subject imaginable
since November 26, 2010.. before the date then
of this Garden of Band-Aid post and had moved
on to other online Autism Communities to do the same
and learn more about the difficulties of psychology in mind
and body imbalance that so many folks shared overall in those
online communities then.. truly.. a battle field of misery
in soUL out of Balance it was in a science way too..
as use or lose can mean the most if gaining/
regaining balance of miNd and
boDy soUl comes back or
ever comes noW in
the first place
then..
i already somewhat BEFORE illness
had it.. but apparently some of these
folks never had it at all and their Emotional..
Moving.. Connecting.. Physical lives were like
only living with literally half a soUl in ways of MiNd
and body balance as i could relate as the stress of
Life made me into half a human too and or LESS..
And for the scientist or militant scientist
atheists who will suggest that
humans have no free
WiLL and are just
a part of
a random
soup of deterministic
life no less than the precise
soup in construct developed
by humans to solve a math
equation.. they have little to no art
of Mind so they are heARts without
Art that simply makes them half a he
without art of HeARt more fully alive
and whole as hUman BeinG.. so what is
free will.. free will is of course relative but the
real deal that allows me to gain the ability to
regulate my emotions and integrate my senses
for almost continual bliss.. AND NO.. THESE FOLKS..
HAD.. NO IDEA WHAT THE FucK i WAS TALKING ABOUT AS
THEY HAD NO IDEA THAT THIS STATE OF BEING HUMAN
WAS EVEN POSSIBLE AT ALL.. ‘CAUSE WHAT THIS MEANS
IS A PERSON WITH THIS KIND OF RELATIVE FREE WILL CAN
BE HAPPY AS THEY LIKE AND AT PEACE IN ALMOST ANY
‘NORMAL’ HUMAN CIRCUMSTANCE OF DAY TO DAY
LIFE.. of course..
unless they are in a prison of
what other folks make them do through
the prison of the almighty dollar..
and attachment of material
goods for value and status
of life.. when counting your blessings
is how full your garage is of crap you never
use and bought at the mall.. or Super-Walmart
or some fancy ritzy store too.. in ways of ladies
apparel and retail therapy for folks noW who have a
space inside that they do not aLL naturally feel/fill
like other animals do by the power of practicing
and exercising mastery of EmoTioNs.. and Integration
of senses.. by the art of movement as EmoTioNs and
SeNses Flow through our body.. and are not something
stamped on a bill of receipt for goods that some folks lEarn
through society to get high on as they come to the cash register
to get that brief high from buying the next big thing whatever
that may be to keep humans in the prison of someone else’s..
namely society.. as A whole iN cultural expectations and of
course this extends out into religion as the seNsuaLITy
of liFe in lust and love balance is what makes
us the most creative.. balanced and
productive overall aS oNe.. take
the luSt pArt away by oppressing
it and repressing it.. and
fill it with material goods
like the best clothes
in Sunday morning
church and you’ve Got
Slaves to material Goods and
reproductive control that psychopathic
leaning folks in the pulpit and the top spots
in the political arena and bosses of work life
too can control at will like little puppets on the
ends of strings.. WELL.. WE HUMAN BEINGS
AS SOCIAL ANIMALS NEED THE SOCIAL TOUCH..
AT LEAST.. US FULL HUMAN BEINGS.. AND WITHOUT
THAT SOCIAL TOUCH AS OUTCAST WE CAN WITHER
AWAY AS IT IS IN OUR INSTINCT to move.. connect
and create/cooperate for basic Food.. Water.. and
shelter/reproductive needs in life.. so to leave the
cultural/religious system at hand.. for thousands
of years.. is like individual and even family
suicide to be excluded from subsistence
resources so that is the simple
reason we have
women
who feel
self esteem from
getting the female genital
mutilation from countries over there
to men who buy husbands for their
daughters over there as well.. to
folks over here who think that
Miley Cyrus is a sinner
when she expresses
the greatest art of
human survival that is
naked sensuality and core
for libido do do anything much of
all in life.. unless of course ya see it on
TV and all over the place to sell stuff for
sex.. wherever ya look in the Mall and such
as that.. as IS THE CASE OF COURSE NoW FOR
REAL.. as better than nothing than those other
countries.. of course.. and Porn is freeing many
folks in seNsuaLiTy way.. but sadly.. the first
baptist folks.. etc.. will feel much
guilt for finAlly beinG
a normal
human being
who feels both
love and lust as both
are necessary for a whole
human being to connect the best
in non-violent ways in ‘normal’ God of
Nature given ways in way of ‘normal’
social animal cooperation that the super
Loving Bonobo does all free and naked
with very little aggression and or
violence or and the warring
ways of human beings
who lose their
empathy to
kill other folks
in their species..
weLL this has become
one hell of a treatise to
celebrate one ‘Garden of Band-
Aid’ birthday blog post in three years
ago.. of me coming back to life as a full
human in July of that year in 2013.. but i share
what has saved my heARt.. SpiRit and SoUl in liFE..
’cause Lord kNows that and the true gift of Heaven iN Now
by way OF RELATIVE FREE WILL.. IS A gift that muSt be
sOught.. found and practiced aS in all STUFF HUMAN
AND OTHER ANIMAL LIFE.. USE IT OR LOSE IT
APPLIES.. AND FOR THESE FOLKS WHO
THINK THEY ARE GONNA FIND
HEAVEN AFTER LIFE..
WITH NO WORK
NOW.. IN JUST
RECITING A JOHN
3:16 OR WHATEVER THEY
ARE TOLD TO DO NOW.. THEY
HAVE SWALLOWED THE BiG SNAKE
OIL SALESMAN WHOLE AND HAVEN’T
EVEN MET THE REAL GNOSTIC JESUS
YET.. WHO SAYS HEAVEN IS NOW.. BUT SADLY
NEVER REALLY EXPLAINS HOW TO GET ThErE NeiTher then for
NOW.. weLL.. the Buddhists leaning Zen folks do a much
better job than that but sadly they leave out one of the
most important elements necessary for HeaVen
noW and that is perhaps God’s greaTest
gift to uS oF natUre thaT iS LUST..
LUST FOR LIFE AND i ain’t
just talking about the
Bill Clinton Def.. of sex..
i am taLKinG aBout the entire
hUman beinG from head to toE noW
that can feel liFe as lust as the greaTest
Lover of co-creator of all that IS A God’s poet
in DancE and SonG for metaphor here.. and now
also metaphor of the great poet prophet Whitman
before.. again.. God is an equal opportunity employer
FORCE ONE.. TO CO-CREATE WITH GOD FREE..
IS TO PROCREATE LIFE ALL.. WHETHER THROUGH
LITTLE ONES OR NOT.. God SinGs A SonG of Free
through and wITh uS.. when we move.. connect..
and create as ART.. AND science and the
mind of science is only a scribe of that..
a word.. a number that hold the essence
but will never equal
the full Love and
LuSt of US eXpResSinG
heARt.. SpiRit.. and SoUL..
BaLanCinG as a GREAT GARDEN
OF BAND-AID EARTH WHOLE HUMANS
WILL DO WHEN HOLDING LUST AND LOVE
AND PEACE TOGETHER AROUND THE GLOBE
ONE.. WHEN UNITY DEFEATS DIVISION AS FEARLESS
LOVE CAN
AND WILL DO
WHEN FREE
AS SONG AND
DANCE OF HUMAN
AS WIND AS EARTH
AS FIRE AS OCEAN WHOLE
iN PARTICLES OF WE FROM NEURONS
TO SUB-ATOMIC PARTICLES TO PARTICLES
OF HUMAN BEINGS HOLDING HANDS IN WAVES
AROUND THE WORLD IN A FIELD OF DREAMS REAL..
AND A GARDEN OF HUMAN BAND-AID FOREVER SinGinG
DanCing A Free SonG oF Now one whole hUman God SOUL HEALED
with
Devotion
and Salvation REAL..:)
SMiLes and the continued
evolution of the SonG
and DancE of mY SoUL..
through two years
ago on
birth date
now..::)
And.. FinAlly a year ago birthday
another band-aid memory as well..
aS a nice girl and her friend in the
DancE photos of this post sAid
i was their spiRit
animal.. after
seeing my dance
and reading my Psalmlet’s
Of Nature Poetry then.. perhaps
a greATest compliment then.. as
it was felt more than just sAid
and seriously.. back in the
Wrong Planet days..
no matter
how much
i tried to help someone..
acknowledgement that i even
existed in social reciprocal communication
or any back and forth conversation was almost
non-existent in the lonely hell of human beings
who have potentiAlly never lEarned to more
fully move.. connect.. and create iN liFE..
wITh very little human relative free
WiLL in regulation of hUman
EmoTioNs and inteGration
of seNses now.. and
no.. HELL NO THAT
DON’T APPLY TO JUST
SO-CALLED AUTISTIC FOLKS
THAT APPLIES TO SADLY MOST
OF WESTERN CIVILIZATION NOW..
AND INCREASINGLY IN OTHER DEVELOPING
COUNTRIES DEVELOPING TO A HUMAN ZOO
OF PRISON AND LOSS FROM WHAT WE EVEN
ARE AS HUMAN BEING FORGOTTEN IN DESERT OF SOUL…
but on a briGht note.. yes.. salvation is possible but it must be
sought.. found.. remembered.. and practiced or it will likely
never come back
or first at all.. sadly..
if Jesus ever explained
any of this stuff it never made
it to the text.. but of course if it did
tHeRe would be smaller potential of putting
human beings noW in priSon or at least much
less potential as they would find heaven now
in all places.. and the collection plates for bigger
temples and pastor’s homes.. would be a prize
they could no longer gain from
holding humanS iN
priSons while they
robed say do what we
say and then maybe after
death you’ll get a prize.. seriously..
heaven now is better than a promise
of
a dirt nap..
and sure at least
the Gnostic Jesus fELt
the sAMe way and as already
mentioned in this post.. the New
Testament still says the same
in words of Luke that Heaven
IS At hand now.. and
no wHere but now
noW iNside.. outside..
above.. so below.. and
all around unless you have
forgotten.. or never sought it..
found it and practiced the Art
oF God’s eYes iN and as uS noW..:)
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And as promised on Facebook.. ‘heRe’ IS A
profile photo status pic of yesternow..
a Blue Cross Shirt of celebration of
weekend feast day of Grand
Cross 56 Birthday now..
and here’s A thing..
i Am a Free Priest and my white
collar is thE sAMe 100% cotton
kinda Walmart T-shirt i wear..
yes.. religiously for the last
33 months under all my meaningful
themed T-shirts to go with the ritual
of blog posts in the longest long form poem
Novel ever that is basically per Garden
of Band-aid First effort and before of
2013.. a practice of counting my
bleSsinGs and literally and
metaphorically uploading
my sOuL online for years
to come as long as servers serve
it out all for free.. at least on blogger blogs
as there is no charge there like there is on Word
Press and if the $299 fee to house gigs and gigs
of photos ever goes dry the text will be left in Google
Blogs as long as that exists tHeRe and of course on
Facebook too.. as i have something to say that
stays for years to come.. as so many other
folks do who upload at leAst pARts
of tHeir soUL online too.. as
when we can express
organically what we are
at core through symbols..
yes.. in that way the word and
other visual symbols comes to life
and in this way God iN uS liVes relatively
sPeaKinG Forever online for free.. to give
and share to others as they wish to partake
of the body and blood of real other souls
online now indeFinitELy as such..
and what a Gift overall from
God iT iS for the technology
as extension of Nature to
come that allows us
this kind of Gift that hUmans
as whole have never been able to
do in the past.. except for rudimentary
temples.. and Golden tombs.. and head
stones and such as that for memories that
are so cold compared to poEtry and DancE
iN SonG oF hUman SoUl.. but true.. tHeir are folks
who have little empathy of Love for God’s creation whole..
all they care about is tHeir liFe.. and when that goes cold they
basically say FucK the rest.. i am gone.. so i just don’t give a FucK
then.. WeLL sadly that is a sign of a very sick society gone cOld as
reverence for the rest of God as nature was alWays the way of the
indigenous human who lived barefoot on the Earth Sands
holding the Mountain of hUman and God Love within..
inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around..
and when you lose that FeeLinG and SeNse
of God whole in all stuff allthatis now..
you are dead in God and no longer
FeeL and SeNse God and for
many militant Atheists and
even fundamentalist Christians
and Muslims who have never danced
Naked with God iN US and As uS Free
in SanDs… SuNs.. Grasses.. FoRests..
MounTains.. Valleys gOld of meaDoWed
Yellow DandeLioNs Free.. tHere is little to
no FeeLinG and SeNSinG God within.. inside.
outside.. aBove.. so Below and all around for them..
and us GoD people are just bleeding heart tree huggers
to them.. so sad though as no matter what label they give
to themselves iF they do not LUST AND LOVE NATURE WHOLE
AS GOD AS SAME.. THEY ARE BEYOND LUKE WARM AND
JUST FucKinG CoLD iN WAYS OF HEaRT.. SPIrIT.. AND
SouL REAL.. the real humans.. the real God humans are
indigenous BeinGs who FeeL and SeNse GoD wHole iN
and as ALLTHATIS.. and to make all the dARk and
liGht Holy and Sacred in Artistic ways of
rituals to count one’s BleSSingS IS A
waY to become A GreATest Priest
of God whole who IS A
Priest who
Loves and
Lusts iT all.. sure
A Christ we can aLL
be iF wE just LeT iT aLL Go..
and FloW iN ZonE WitH God iN uS..
WiTh uS.. aS uS noW iN Grand Cross
of aLL thE liGht.. thE DaRk.. hUeS and
colOrs oF BLack.. and WhitE and Grey’s
iN sHades oF aLL aS WeLL that maKes wAvEs
uS Free God BeinGs Forevernow Ocean whOle
iN lEt tHeir bE
liGht
oF We as SuNs
of God FReED as sTArs
and GaLaXies and multi-uNi-VerseS
we add as co-creators God wHOleNoW..:)
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ReaLiTy.. like Human Free WiLL and WeLL BeinG iS Relative..
depending on individual perception.. iN FeeLinG SenSing Experience..
and innate genetic factors as well.. and greatly
Influenced by Environmental Factors as human
survival iS dependent noW oN years of Evolution
to adapt to environmental struggle through
change in Neuroplasticity and
Epigenetics of MoVinG..
ConnEcTinG and
CreaTinG
ways of
change
WHolE..
overALL.. through
hundreds of thousands
of years.. and yeS.. iN juSt
one lifetime as well through
potential of dramatic change
in that one Life sPan now..
and i for one have
experienced and
perceived how different
liFE can be iN jUst ONe
sPan oF LiFE noW knoWinG
and documenting how much
REAL MAGIC OF CHANGE
can come as totally
unexpected by
the limitations..
expectations..
tOld and SoLD by others
noW with limited science
minds of past.. including
Doctors and text books..
and science abstracts that tale
a tell of humans who are greatly
functionally disabled as whole
societies.. who are no
longer challenged
by Environmental
full struggles of the past..
through starvation.. snow falls
without heat and humidity without
conditioning in air of human prison
zoos.. iN what results IS A reaLiTy of
A human BeinG in total potEntial
thAT iS lost in spoon-fed
culture/religions from
BiRTh.. and
so-called savages
of the past.. who lived ONE
with NatUre are incredibly FucKinG
smARter iN A most important
component of liFE that is the
ART of SMarT tHat is LiVinG
iN MoVinG.. ConnEcTinG..
CreaTinG Free ways
without
liMiTinG
instrucTioNs
and averages from
the past and preSent
of functionAlly diSabled
HUMANS NOW AT THE
TEAT OF SOCIETY’S PRIsONS
AND LIES OF SIDEWALKS THAT HoLD
HUMANS AT BAY FROM OCEAN FREE AS
WINDS SPIRALING AROUND THE MOVING..
CONNECTING.. CREATING BEINGS WE CAN
BE NATURE
ONE FReED
from TWiLiGHT
ZonE of consumerism
of dead things like clothes
that hold us back in these
culture ways of FeeLinG even
the basic wARMth and liFE oF SuN
on aLL pArts of what is named
private
noW
instead
of Free..
sUre.. RealiTy
sUcks for folkS iN
priSon as priSon is tHeir
reaLiTy dArk and they feel and
sense now NOT WHAT THEY
COULD DO NOW.. iF FReED..
anYway.. Free iS mE sAMe as
GoD.. a reaLITy WiTh nO limiTs
or expecTaTioNs imposed
oN iS aS aM noW
FREE i WILL to bE
iN fearless and sacred
Love.. mY reaLITy oF Ocean WhOLE..:)
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SMiLes.. for me.. at least..
THE FACT.. yes.. the scientifically
assessed fACt that not only humans
have no need for written rules for integrity..
even our closest cousin Bonobo when free.. WiLD
LiVinG iN BaLanCe expreSsinG Love and
luST iN balance have no need
for GOOD BOOKS
OR SCIENCE TEXTS
or anything else other
than MoVinG ConnEcTinG
CreaTinG MonKey Touch
for survival TogetHer
in animal
homeostasis
one and that for
me is conclusive proof
that God of Nature overall
at least for Bonobos is overaLL GoodALL
for them.. and of course for those
of uS who Free ourselves like
the Savior Bonobos for tHeir
Species FReED..
do so.. naturAlly
juSt through
the non-verbal
communication of eYes
thAT FeeL the PleasurE noW
and the Pain of other MonKeys
sAMe in primate Golden
Rule of Survival now..
iF MonKeys can save
themselves through the
LoVinG LuStfUL tOuch
oF liFe so can AT Least
a few of us indigenous creatures
hUman as such noW Wild and FReED..
wITh the God oF natUre liVinG
Free as uS.. God Lives as US..
the REAL God NaTuRE sAMe
and never ever iN symbols
alone without the
essence of NatUre GOD
uS free iN sKin oF LoVinG
FeaRLess TOuch.. mY FriEnd..
eYes thAT Shine aBove.. so beLow..
inside.. outside uS.. all around
iN aLL
seEinG
eYeS noW..:)
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WeLL.. it’S Been and IS A
Great Birthday WeeKend
for me.. me.. mE yeS.. juSt
God and Me allone too as the
rest of Nature TriniTy three now
and more of course aLLGOD
and oh Goodness
iN all a’ DArk/liGht
now i cannot forget to
visit.. my first
real deep friend
as promised to her every
sixth month day of the rest of
my liFe Now.. God WiLLinG..
iN reciprocating a friendship
online.. as named Lala Rukh.. from
Pakistan.. who trUly helped spArk
my way back to Life on July 22nd.. 2013.. like
a gift from God in human girl form.. she
came online and lifted me up aS oNly
unconditional words oF Love for
a faceless 53 year old man
could receive then in
Fearless way
of connecting
to another
hUman BEinG..
and so EmoTioNal up
and down she waS in fEar
of her Dowry papers that were
to come.. and who with the Love
she wanted to be with who she could could
not be with.. but that turned out okay enough..
i guess.. as her husband to be as she says
would Love her WeLL.. whether sold or
not by the tradition of her religion
and country way.. anyway..
she’s come back a few
nows.. but not much
since she got married..
and of course i expected that
but at one era of my liFE she was
a very good online friend who i communicated
almost every day with for 5 months from the Summer
of 2013 to Winter Solstice and a little more
through January or so of 2014.. but anyway..
as i tOld her long ago.. then..
i had a vision when i was
young on beach.. driven
tHeir by Holy spirit
within.. that a daRk haired
woman from the East aCross
the ocean would one day help
me write a message in somewhat
prophet ways oF old.. and she was the
one who convinced me to stArt on Word
Press and yeS.. now that messAge of the
ages per reCord say of longest long form
poem ever.. approaching 4 million words now
that of course hardly anyone knowS even exists..
and may never kNOw but that’s oKay.. as i don’t wanna
be kNoWn in any famous way other than the Legend folks
saY iN the general audience who only know me as the
dancing guy now.. no.. hELping folks these days don’t
‘pay’ in even ways much of thankS.. noW
reAlly helping folkS in the hUman
root of problems without pills
and money.. or text books
oR religious books
oF old.. but i try..
i cry.. i cry.. now..
i StiLL try.. i cry..
just to have
one friend left
and the ability
to smile with one
tear too.. is try
and cry
enough
for me
to liVe aS
iN SupeR EpiC wayS…:)
And no.. While i don’t make
any money off this and rarely
receive even one like or two..
for WriTing the Longest Long
Poem Form ‘eva and have been
kicked off the Wrong Planet and
oFF the dVerse trail for doing too
much in both places then.. haha..
hehe.. buT in real liFe.. trUe aLL
noW.. yeS in the so cALLed reAl
flesh and blood of LiFE tHeir.. applause
is alWays a SMiLe.. almost everywHere
i go now.. even before i dance in public
way as after almost 5500 miles of Dance
noW as of last niGht.. in a little over 33
months.. most everyone FeeLS SeNses
what i Am iN spiRit of
non-verbal
ExpreSsinG liFE
in feat of DancE
no matter what i’Ve
ever done in words that
WiLL stand as long as all those
voyeur Facebook videos shared around
the world of the ‘Crazy DanCinG Guy’
oF the P’Cola Metro Area.. erased
from liFe.. i was.. for 66 months
in aLL A’ Humanity ways..
but back
aGain
i AM
noW LiVinG WeLL
wITh God WiThiN..
iNside.. OuTside..
aBove.. so beLow
aLL a’round NOW..
So XcUse mE whilE
i giVe mYselF A HAnd NoW..;)
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And no.. i didn’t make it back
to dVerse for any more Eulogies..
but mY first Eulogy on White Pearl
aka Lala Rukh’s blog then.. in July
of 2013.. about my
son as inspired
by her poem
about the relationship
of she and her parents
is what spArked our friendship
tHere and eventually led to my
Friendship with Rafiah and others
from the Middle East who have inspired
me as.. so weLL too.. and of course Himali..
Prajakta.. and others from India.. gigoid iN
the Good Old USA.. Leah.. iN Germany
aS oNly one leftOver from the Wrong
PlanET for millions of words.. yeS iN
around 8 million words at that online
place.. then too.. and countless folks..
others.. including.. dVerse FriEnd
shawNa.. Glenn.. and others
as a greaTest Garden NoW
oF Band-Aid.. i for one knOw
and FeeL/SenSe for
WHole
as trUly
HoLy uS
and SacRed
Now.. when noW
ApPlause oF aLL A’
wE HOld hands iN both
reCord oF old oNline.. and
iN flesh and blood connection
In real liFe oF A Non-verbal language Of WE
iN DancE and SonG of LiFe ForevermorenowFReED..:)
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And in conclusion here..
Facebook Friend.. now..
Living in the
United Emirates..
originally from India..
Himali.. shares a list of
Top 10 myths about
Introverts and
i say.. then
and now..
Hmm.. i muSt
bE a somewhat
strangE miX oF
both iNtrovert
And eXtravert..
sMiLes.. WinKs..
And.. i guesS Now
that’S A waY noW
i liKe iT.. both wayS..
as BalanCinG Act
anD thOught iN FeeLinG
And SenSinG noW iN KnoWinG wayS..:)
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