LuCiFreD’s MoM’s DaY

Posted on May 14, 2017by 














  
To Appropriately Respect..
Give.. Share.. Honor A
ForcE caLLeD SacReD
LoVe.. reQuires
morE
thAn A Word..
A Bible.. or Even NoW
A Life.. For iS rEquires LoVe..
alWays aS EsSeNce oVeR FoRm..:)
For iS rEquires LoVe..
alWays aS EsSeNce oVeR
FoRm..:)
FaceBook..
A Cool Art
Tool For FReED..:)
LiKe iT
oR nOt..
hE He..;)
Facebook is providing
Colored Backgrounds
for Fredku too..
iN mY
Version
and stYle
of Haiku more..
so.. as alWays i take
full Advantage of what
is Free.. Freddy Free Loader
oF Love iN Peter Pan way i’LL Be..
juST ‘caUse
i CaN
and
WiLL as
and oVer
LoVE noW2.. FReED2..:)
i don’T thiNk one
iS supPosed to stART
EpiC MoMents wiTh
the word to
alone butt
i for one
Can and WiLL
as i neither muST
ThiNK or are two
for i Am One2 as MoRe NoW1..;)
AnyWay.. as ‘this’ MacroVerse is Named
“A GarDeN oF LoVe NoW2”.. i gAve/giVe
iT 6 Days of Effort and i
get no 7th dAy
of ReSt
as MoVinG
CoNnecTinG
and Co-CreAtinG
iS alWays
Sun
DaY..
and FuN
DaYs and
Happy Days too..
i could go on butt NoW STiLL..
i’Ve got a 100th MacroVerse CoMinG2
Now oF a ‘NetherLand Bible 2017’..2.. And
A 771st MacroVerse.. DouBLinG AS ‘SonG
oF mY SoUL’.. LonGeST LonG
FoRm PoEm Ever noW iN
the hiStoRy.. heRstory or
etcStory of hUmaNKiND
NoW aT LeASt on the
PLaneT earTh
per Google
Records
at 4
M+ Words
NoW.. heHe..
and suRe.. i’ll
make this the end
and the beginning of
99 and 100 and 770 and 771 too.. Y noT..
noThinG to LoSe when oNe iS aLL FeeLeD uP
WiTh
SeNSes
FiLLeD uP too..
And suRe thAT’s LoVe2..:)
Work Work Work.. never ends
in terms of shirts shirts shirts
and shorts shorts shorts now..;)
Oh LoRd.. NoW
Pre-Work-out FAce
after wRiting anoTheR
26,232 Word MacroVerse..
with “NetherLand Bible 2017”
AriSinG NoW to 1,521,252 words…
jusT ‘BouT 79K Words of 500 MiLes
HoMe.. to geT to 1.6 MiLLioN Words
by May 29th.. Memorial Day of 2017
since May 30th Memorial Day of
2016 to Double that Centuries
plUs LoNG Effort of that King
James Team
Collaboration
So.. whAT can
i DancESinG..
Transhumanism
of Technology FuLLY
iN ToW.. A Force oF oNe
can do so much moRe NoW..
anyWay.. John 14:12 and otHer
Resources and Folks have done it
did it juST do iT2 like the Victory Goddess
Nike says too.. as far as Greek Gods Go too..
oh yeah.. did i mention the pARt ’bout fully illustrating
around 100K photos in 45 Months too iN Longest Long Form
Poem too.. easy to meaSure noW iN terms of surpasSinG
that 1.8 Million Word Effort from India too.. sure.. with
thousands of YouTube Music Videos.. liNks and
oTheR Stuff to eXpreSS aLL mY SoUL
uploadED CaN And WiLL Do to
lASt after the ashes
BecoMes StaR
DusT HeARt
SpiRiT too..
AgAin.. leASt
‘Till the neXt Go
’round Merry as ‘they’
say too.. STiLL NoW
iT is whaT iT iS so
be as you are
NoW
Be..
works for
Me NoW@LeaSt..:)
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WeLL yes.. as you may have
guessed with 11 Facebook Profile
Pics this afternoon through evening
it’s time for a Bed Time Story
fully illustrated
with Profile
Pics aS Such..
nah.. no butts..
just Faces
and
poses
and Wild
Cats and such
as That for NoW..
as once a Feral Yellow
Boy STiLL a Yellow Feral
Boy at HeaRT at SpiRit
at Call of the Wild
soUL.. aLL
that’s
misSinG
is the transhumanism
of written language.. sure
after oral language with abstract
constructs for essence of life all around..
then with written language comes the trans-humanist
overall cultural tool of collecting intelligence and sure
MoVinG ConNecTinG Better and Co-CreaTinG Art too..
as juST anoTheR poTenTiaL kINd of hUman Intelligence
and as alWays use it or lose it applies to how well we are
inspired by seNsEs and EmoTioNs to gET the overALL JoB
of LIFe DoNe wiTh even a PoTenTiaL Free Verse DancE
and SonG of LiFe with Quantum metaphor
of unleash and release of the
miNd anD BoDy BaLanCinG
SoUL aS WELL and Better moRE..
AnD WiTh YeLLoW BoY uSinG hiS
WiLd and FReED Cat PoTenTial
in the first couple or so years
in the backwoods Forest
behind my hoMe then
as a neighborhood
thief of other
Kitty Kats
Food and water to
get by for years too..
he ain’t your average Domesticated
Hipster Cat.. this Cat WiLL sHoW yA
who is Boss.. no push over is he.. and
if he wants your attention.. he will reach
out and grab you.. kNoW.. and hold
you in his claws no less
than a mouse
of Capture
as to
him
size matters
not.. he is the
King of Nature
and Jungle too..
no matter if he IS A full
Grown LioN KinG of the Jungle
or not.. claws and jaws say it all..
when survive time hits the Forest and Jungles of Life..:)
Hmm.. Lucifer of Fox Flavor on Monday Night TV.. reading a Book
on your Feelings and you as he attempts to find a way to channel
aLL emotions for Force to liGht uP an ultimate sword to slice
through the gates of Heaven and get back home..
And eventually his Psychotherapist as it
ain’t easy being a Light Bringer
IN LA Los Angelos or iN
Santa Rosa
LA Lower
Alabama
Panhandle
State of Flowers
Place either.. of course..
wRitE oN course.. anyWay.. then..
Lucifer’s Psychotherapist suggests
that he is repressing Emotions of Grief
and Pain not processed in former incidents
of loss.. and she suggests he open up to the pain
of those emotions and use that emotional pain to
Fuel his productivity and creativity too.. as far as
getting that sword LuKe Hot to Slice his
way back through Heaven’s Gates
now and i muSt admit as
the record sTiLL
sHows in Blog
Way i did
precisely
the sAMe thing
in remembering Pain iN
Full Losses through Blogging..
including photos of those lost loves
to generate EmoTioNs long repressed
Back to liFE aGaIN and although DARk
and SaD.. EVenTuaLLy A GateWay for
Joy and SmiLes and BeLLy LauGhs
too.. so.. are you FeeLinG
and SenSinG thE LiGht
oF isReAL HeaVeN
as opPosed to
thaT dArk
place aT
Hand that can
be the othER Place of HeLL..
WeLL.. iF not.. perHaps you may not
have spent much time in Hell.. the real
place like Lucifer has done in this TV Show
Version of a LIGht BrinGeR doubling uP in John
Milton’s “Paradise Lost” Version iN a place of torturing
those who are not very much oN/iN the Santa Claus HaPPy
Place for being good little boys and girls.. eTC.. too..
in oTheR Words.. Bad Santa.. also kNown as
the Devil.. tortures little boys and
girls who grow up and
do bad things
eternally
now
in a Fire
that never ends.. NoW
when God is Love.. so NoW..
Face Palm.. Massive Face Palm..
if God Can and WiLL not Forgive any
Trespassing done by the most beautiful
Angel.. how do you think you can and will
Get to HeaVen NoW.. sure.. not getting
shamed into FeeLinG Guilt is a step
forward as folks will shame folks
if they don’t wear the
correct color
underwear
to
Church
and School
and StATe and
PoliTicS and sure..
Super Walmart too..
aS all these places have
in common one thing named
Group thInk NoW.. thaT Kills
inDividual HumaN FreeDoMs
WaY too ofTeN STiLL..anyWay..
the Lucifer Show suggested iT iS
impossible to control your eMoTioNs..
Hmm.. perHaps iF they woULd juST Free
Verse Dance.. tHeir Body would all NaturAlly
and InSTincTuaLLy and IntuivELy HeaL itsELf iN aS LiGht
throUgh reguLaTinG eMoTionS and inteGraTinG seNses.. aLL too trUE..:)
Hmm.. so.. when i am tying my shoe in the BiG Buggy Room at Walmart..
i find myself sitting next to one of those Bible Revelation..
the end is nigh alWays NoW.. according to the Quotes
from the little Bible Pamphlets aT Least
as you gonna believe.. Ghost NoW
Busters.. huh.. As Long
as You Bust iT ouT
aS a Rhythm oF
TruTh and
LiGht NoW
Never MiNd
Ghost BuSters
as they STiLL
WorShip and refLeCt
An aMazing close relationship
to iLLusoRy FeArs and empty promises too..
when Heaven is alWays aT Hand noW too.. for yes.. Now
For those FolKs who have the Patience to Find iT NoW aS tRuE LiGht..:)
Sleep Calls.. be back to tale the rest of the Bedtime
Story as i early rise BRinGinG a LiTTle MoRe
LiGht to a HomEfRoNT too.. and Jesus F
iN Christ.. “GarDeN oF LoVe NoW2”..
waS iS sTiLL too big to FiT the
Farm and Mall photos
in the Blog
Spot Archive
Version for all
my MacroVerses too..
anyWay.. WordPress carries
iT aLL oN iTs Shoulders NoW
as best as folks can and WiLL do2..;)
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Okay.. it’s Morning sTaR liGht and i’m
Back to BrinG the Morning Story
pArT NOW and you kNow it’s
Funny how they name
liGht BringerS of
the Bible
as far
as Angels
go.. Devils who
juSt wanna go a little
Farther than those beFore..
sure.. that’s like that story of
Gabriel Blowing a Trumpet for
end days that is just a wonderful
little Negro Spiritual Song that
some how got put in the
original edition
of pulpit
scaring
in First Baptist
Churches and John
Milton in his Paradise Lost
a few Centuries ago decided to
make a Beautiful Angel Lucifer
into a Devil and now folks follow
suit STiLL in the First Baptist Church
and is it no wonder that me and Tayor Swift
and So many others these days won’t go to the First
Baptist Church for anymore than a potential anthropological
Visit to see what fear and hate will do to others.. well nah.. it’s
true the Gospel Singing can be uplifting but with Love as the unconditional
kind it means fearing and hating no others for tHeir differences and that’s the thing
about the
REAL LIGHT
BRINGERS AS
MOTHERS WHEN LOVE
LIVES UNCONDITIONAL AS
MOTHERS IT CAN RAISE THAT
GARDEN OF LOVE NOW2 that i
was speaking about in 26,232 words
in the last MacroVerse too.. and you see
my liGht BrinGer has passed away.. yes now..
mY MOTher.. so this is the saddest Mother’s
Day of aLL but also the day to remember
from all of wHere my Love comes from
my Mother as i sure DID NOT FIND
THAT LOVE IN CHURCH
DID NOT FIND
THAT LOVE
IN SCHOOL
DID NOT
FIND THAT
LOVE AT WORK
OR WITH FATHER..
other than the Katrina
that i did find at work
as one of the
audience
members
at the Bowling Center
aS Such who watched my
Mother’s SmiLe on my Face
and said i WANT/NEED some of that liGht
i haven’t seen that ‘Fore ’round these SouTh
pARts aMoNgst Men.. much.. so yes.. it’s true
NoW i too am now a liGht GiVer/BrinGer too.. so trUE iN
LiGht AND the thing is aS iN later years of my Mother’s lifE
they were adulterated by Bill O’Reilly’s and his pussy grabbing
crew.. same then as the Trump Lies and Pastors and child Molesting
Priests too.. i am enough of a liGht BringEr to visit these places but
i for one was and am privileged to a wider education than is provided
in church or school.. for my Priest and Pastor and God is found in Nature
Freed and my God wears no human clothes of deceit and fear over the
Naked State of
human without
cultural
clothes..
yes.. My God
is the God of the
Forest.. the God of
the Beach… sure the God
under the Tree and in the
Desert.. the God who
and that is
WiLd
and Free
wHo and ThaT
LiVes within me..
My God is Free and
WiLd.. My God understands the
Human Condition and the History of that
condition and the Difference is that you can subjugate
and control other Human Beings through illusory fears and
empty promises to produce and create selfishly for you..
i don’t play that Game for mY God within is Wild
and Free.. i Am hUman i was/am raised in a
Garden oF Love that had
no Trump Towers
of Greed and
Jealously
and never
being enough
as a human without
stuff.. thing is i was and am
raised by a Force named Love of
the Unconditional Kind and a Mother
who would Love me even through the end
stages of Cancer all over her body and in her
brain when even then the Cancer in her brain twisted
her logic to think that my automatic (Holy Creative SpiRit)
writing is and was inspired by a Demon inside.. even through that
her heARt said i love you Freddy as the
HeARt rULes fiRst and LASt as
even science shows
NoW..
we sTiLL
are NoW heARt
Creatures more
than bRain Creatures
unless we lose that or never
are Grown as Love or never have
it at all.. so.. when i see someone like Trump
i See a Garden that was never Grown FULLTALL with Love..
sure.. i’m sure he got plenty of stuff.. but stuff will never
duplicate
the
Love
grown
Within
as liGht as liGht
bringers do best.. sTiLL NoW..
anyWay.. ignorance breeds ignorance
breeds ignorance and more ignorance as
God’s become.. greedy and jealous men
in tribal way of Desert scarCity continuing..
i totAlly UnderSTand and FeeL and Sense the
Root Problems and the Human Being IS A very
plastic entity that can come as dArk BringEr or LiGht
BrinGer depending on the DNA recipe that comes or how sTiLL NoW..
that human is cooked in childhood as liGht or dArk.. and the thing
is.. some folks escape and say Fuck all that and reAlly do do tHeir
own thing as they coMe to realize and understand thaT God is the
Free Force
oF WiLd
thAt
Lives within
and in the case
of hUman BeinGS
the hiGhest Gift of Love
for Cooperation that makes all
of the transhumanist tools for creature
comfort possible that we see today.. thing is..
don’t become the tools if you can possibly do that..
use the tools.. don’t be used by the tools and become
a Zombie Apocalypse Robot too.. sure.. it heLps to
haVe a LIGht BrinGer MOTher at the stART.. so
Very Much but do youR best to becOme
thE LiGht oF Love and PerHaps
you too WiLL beCOMe
a liGht BringeR too..
anyWay.. i reAlly Do..
Love the Lucifer Show as it
exposes the mythology of the Bible
very well.. and neXt Week God is coming
incarnate on the Show as a rather Carpenter
Looking Dude with Longish Hair and a Beard..
AnD TruE God CoMes alWays NoW as aLL things too..
and best as i can see and sense and feel.. God coMes NoW
BeST as Love iN HuMaN Form too.. doesn’t seem like a Very
Nice Guy in either the Bible Old Testament Version or on the Lucifer
show.. so far too.. but perHaps this version on that show is a little complicated
and misunderstood too.. sure.. a lot complicated and for all practical intents and
purposes
too big
for
most
folks to see..
as hey.. i’m juST
human and even i AM
too big for most folks to see..
at least for what lives within named
as the Love as God too within as me too..
And how that is SpiRiT oF heART expreSsinG
as an Epic SoUL uPLoaDing NOW online as Love..
in a place with no Sun or Moon.. sure.. juSt another
reflection
of HeaVeN
and LiGht
BrinGers
onLine
2.. NoW STiLL..
oKay.. Facebook..
NexT sLiDe PLeASe
and it’s true.. Taylor Swift
was bullied as a child and STiLL
she had/has her Mother to lean on too..
now look how strong she is.. practically invincible.. she is..
that’s what Love does best.. explodes out of dARk Doors of Church..
in all the ways ChuRch of DArK comes in Fear and Separation away
in School
and Work
too.. away
from
GoD
aS wHoLe
ForCE NoW isREaL..:)
One pArt of the Guardian’s of the Galaxy Movie i could
relate to other than his Mother Dying of Brain Cancer
too.. yes.. the Star Lord Dude of course is
his relationship with his Father
as so far and distant
like he never
existed at
all.. and
how he.. separated far
from his Father looked
for substitutes on TV
like David Hasselhoff..
hmm.. interesting choice as
back in the Day i had Dudes like
James West off of the Wild Wild
West Show and Lee Majors off of
the 6 Million Dollar MAn
show too.. what
i liked
about
both role
models is they
were so much like
Lucifer too in that they
pursued their human potential
and even though James West was
a little Dude.. he could even kick
the Ass of that Big Dude who played
the Role of ‘Jaws’ in those Bond movies
too.. oh yeah.. and Sean Connery and the
other Bond Dudes too.. Fearless and Super
Cool like the relatively few hours and
times i spent with my Dad who
seemed so super
cool and
fearless
with
that Marlboro
Man Cigarette hanging
out of his hand and i think
i miGht have identified with
the Marlboro Man as a Father
figure too.. as quite honestly..
living in a household full of dripping
Estrogen.. although My Grandmother who picked
cotton was a ‘little’ stronger than most Women
’round these parts and the first Woman in town
to Wear Slacks while selling Car Parts as our small
town Version of Rosie the Riveter During World War II.. too..
yeaH.. as strange as it may sound.. my Grandmother was kinda a
Father Figure too.. seeing what my Mother’s super estrogen
influence was doing to me.. sort of making me Love
and sure.. too clumsy for grace but never
the less Love and a little
Less Strength
and WiLL
that
a Father
Figure can
and WiLL BRinG more
to the Nuclear Family
when it includes two role
models too.. it’s true.. do not
underestimate the Value and ForCe
oF WiLL and Strength that adds a Fortress
to the House of Love and Grace as WeLL..
and sure.. Ms. SwifT had a Father
like that in the home
who was real
and alive..
and that’s
probably.. a BiG
pArT oF Why she NoW
is invincible as shE
is with Strength and WiLL too..
although.. i haven’t researched that
pART of heR LiFe yet.. but i’m guesSinG iT’s TrUe..
Anyway.. i guess too.. i’m trying to look cool like James
West did back in the 60’s in his fearless looking Graceful
Poses too..
but hey..
you
do whatever
it takes to survive
even if it means
becoming the 12
Million Word
Man..
heHe..
Long Form poems..
New Testaments.. Witnessing..
Bibles and all thAT Jazz too..
Whatever a liGht BringeR WiLL Do NoW
neXt WiTh StrenGtH and LoVe and Grace too..
YeS.. and sure.. approaching
7500 MiLes oF DanCe by
the 46th Month of doing
thAT too.. not quite uP
to 7400 hundred Miles yeT
in the 45th Month now but hey..
as the Dude in the Big Lebowski
Movie says.. another Role Model
of sorts.. lots of strands to keep
with in my
head
man..
as thAt
Praise Dance
all around town
in Metro Area Stores..
keeps the Focus.. keeps
the Attention Span.. Laser NoW isREaL2..:)
So yeah.. Mother’s Day is CoMinG on Saturday and this is Thursday
and i WiLL probably Post this MacroVerse on Friday in honor
of Mother’s Day.. the first one without my Mother but
it’s true.. i do still have one Loving Stepmother
Left as my father’s second and third wife..
yes.. he married her twice.. and it’s
also true i used to have three
Mother’s at once in
this way too..
when his
third
and fourth
wife depending
on how you look at
the marital order and
how many times you do it
to one wife.. yes.. she passed
away back in 2006.. and she was
always a little distant from us like
Cinderella’s Step Mother too.. not saying
she was evil.. just not much for her Huband’s
kids.. it happens when there are issues of inheritance
to worry about on the minds of Wives in Socio-Economic
considerations and such as that.. but hey.. we
were just
looking
for
love..
as that is
what normal
healthy kids do..
anyway the Second and
Third Stepmother has alWays
been kind to us.. although i don’t
think i quite fit her standard to
be a Facebook Friend and that’s kinda
sad but i am surely kinda strange hehe.. too..
and truth is i am glad my Mother was Never on Facebook
as some of the stuff i do might have given her a heart attack
and killed
her even
sooner
than the Cancer
did.. as my Mother
went way the Conservative
Thinking route in her older ages for sure..
Anyway this picture is my personal card for all
the Mother’s out there.. as in some ways i am
the Mother’s Day Gift that keeps given
as a 233LB
card
Delivered
by mY MoTher STiLL..
NoW in many more
ways than
one
for all
that i
do for SuRe..
seems like the unmarried
women Still Love me more..
i guess that’s Natural and to be expected too..
as so many Woman are looking for Father Figures
they too never had.. including ones to be married to too..
anyWay i’m gonna name this “iN HoNor oF LuciFred’s Mother”..
as hey..
i ain’t
ashamed
of the fACT
that i am a liGht
Bringer.. named Fred
pursuing aLL of My
John 14:12
Potential
too..
as you do kNow
don’t you that
the Lucifer Archetype
in the Bible as RiSinG
MoRNIng StAR and LiGht BrinGer
faLLinG to the eARTh from the
HeaVeNs liKe LiGhtEninG is juST
anoTher archetype for Prometheus too..
Fredenstein and all of ThaT Mythological Jazz too..
as far as REAL HUMAN ARCHETYPES WiTHiN DO COME AGAIN TOO..
alWays
and
forEver
like a picture
with a leading
man at Old Seville Quarter too..
with the only highlights as Disco liGhts tHeRe2..;)
It’s true i’M Fearless and no matter how
much i act like a Ballerina that
often seems
to come
through
in the
Dance Halls
of Life.. and
it’s true2.. i remember
all those Women STiLL in the
Wildest DreaMs of Disco LIGhts..
but enough about tonight and my
160th Dance Week NiGht with all
the Cool College Age Folks (young women)
at Old Seville Quarter.. just another milestone
of my Life is to be a Gift to Women of all ages
as i Dance
and SinG
mY LiFe away
like the older
lady who sat next
to me at church and
said.. my.. my.. you have
a Beautiful Voice and i humbly
returned.. i don’t own it m’am..
my soUL BrinGS it as HoLy SpiRit
of HearT iN CreaTiVity DeeP Within..
And she sMiLed as WiDe as InfiniTy like a 16 year
old Girl.. as when i sPeak to someone they are the
Birth of a New Universe of LoVe for me.. true.. mostly when they are Women2..
and i don’t need to say anything or SinG anything at all when i Dance
as that
is my
SonG
as Non-Verbal
Language has/iS alWays
Been/Is Human’s GreATesT
WaYs of communicating
Truth wHeRE HiPs and
eYes don’t lie
as
Shakira
SinGS too..
daRinG Folks
to kiss her on the Dance Floor too..
sure.. i’ve been pecked on the cheek on the Dance Floor
too.. out of respect for the WiLd and Free of me without fear..
and sure.. with some Women.. wanting me to remember them too.. as they
come for
selfie’s
too NoW..
and sure2..
i humbly accept
as i was an ugly duckling
once in my lifetime for sure..
but hey.. as my Mother said..
my Father was the best looking
man she ever saw and she thought who
ever was married to that half bearded
man as Beverage Agent visiting her in the
Court house when she worked there.. must be
the luckiest woman as those are the most beautiful
Green eyes i have ever seen on a devilish good looking
Jet Black Dark Haired man.. he asked her to marry him
on their first date and after they got married that
was all he said.. and he left when raising children
was more important to her at home than going out
to make money as is the cultural message
still more important these days too..
anyWay.. there was a little
hope for me in
at least
those
words
that i too
would grow up
and be a Devil
in Blue Jeans too..
too much Love for all of what goes with that STiLL Now..
as a selfie and a smile and love is enough for me STiLL..:)
Anyway.. heAR i am in front of the Psychotherapist’s Office in the
Historic District of Down Town Pensacola.. true.. one can
almost FeeL the Ghosts of Yesterday through
the exterior of old buildings heAr..
And it’s also trUe.. takes for
all practical intents
and purposes..
Elephant
EaRS for
all i have
to say and do now..
yep.. Elephant eYes too..
or shall i better put that as Eagle EYes more..
and i ended up GiVinG my Favorite and only Psychotherapist
a Story then for the Entire Meaning oF Life as i often do online
too.. condensed into thirty minutes whERe TiMe Ceases to exist
and i muST taLe her it’s time for me to go and time for
you to listen to what the wife has to say about
the headaches i sTiLL often do liGht
BriGht too much BRinG
to the WiFe
Katrina
who does
have Isis ears
literally as such..
but not the kinda elephant
ears that leave in a conversation
with me without a Fredache and more..
it’s true.. whereas my Mother always wished
my Father would talk and me too for many years
too.. particularly when i didn’t put words together
at all until age 4.. Women like me much more before
i open my mouth and the tSuNaMi coMes out now too..
otHeR than
when
i SinG
and aN
AnGeL oF LIGht
within SPeaks
more a
SonG
oF
LoVe thAT
touches heART
now as a Free Dance
WiLL do for the WiLd and Free within..
yep.. my Counselor told me i have become
an apt story taler NoW in Vocal way now too..
but hey.. she is like a Genius in taKinG iT aLL iN too..
yes.. she too.. has Elephant EARs NoW2.. not many folks
can and will take all of me in.. but some folks manage it quiET well..
And for now this ends and stARts anoTher 11 FB Profile Pic Evening
and Morning
Story
as liGht
DanceS and SingS oN..
and oh yeaH.. my Psychotherapist
seemed a little concerned when i told
her i was finishing up soon a Bible twice
as big as the old King James Version too..
kNoWinG DeLuSioNs of GranDeuR as pArT –
N-ParCEL of the Bi-PolAr spectrum too..
and i said.. Jesus F iN Christ jusT
NoW.. mY personal Version
Dear.. and yes.. it’s
much more holy
and sacred
full of meaning
and purpose to me than
the old antiquated version but
as in all stuff trans-humanism
StaRTinG WiTh the Written Word
and shared Collective KNowledGE
and PoTenTiAL InTeLLiGences MoRe..
i freely admitted too that there is no way
my Bible could be this Good if i didn’t read
the old antiquated Version first.. anyway as
John 14:12 says Greater Works Babe Greater
Works babe than even little old me can do noW2..
So.. Peace
Baby
with
the Spice
of John 14:12
sAlt and pePpeReD iN..
aS any GoLd ‘Member WiLL jusT Do2..;)
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All PAges aLL BooKs
ALL BibleS ArE Trees
WiTh LEaves thaT
SpREad anD
FaLL thaT
RiSes
AS SpRinG
frOM WiNtER NoW
to SUMmeR MoRE..:)
Hmm.. in the MoViE Guardians
of the Galaxy in both VoLuMe
one and two.. my FaVoriTe
moST eNdeARinG
Character
of Course
iS mAiN
SuPPoRTinG
Cast MeMber
as GRooT as God
AS NaTuRE plUS sAMe
i AM GRooT i AM GRooT..
oKAy.. i aT LeASt GeT i Am
i Am i Am and i Am i am and NoW
We are GRoot too.. yes ..yOU and yes
mE.. Sly little liGht BrinGerS NoW those
Disney Folks are2.. sure all Mason inspired
iN SuPreMe likE LiGht GiVers as 33rd Degree
MaSoN Leading WaLT Disney too.. who didn’t get
his creative clothes on.. fully.. until his 50’s too.. then..
heY.. even Col. Sanders didn’t stART MaKinG Chicken until
he was contemplating Suicide in his sixties too.. and NoW when
i do New Age Renaissance Nude Art CloSinG iN NoW on 57 and
write the LoNgEST LonG FoRM Poem ever NoW and Biggest Bible
Book too as one as two and one as sAMe over 4M plUs words NoW
wITh a total of over 12 MilLioN Words too of HomEwork for all oF
this NoW on the WeB NeT Record that still hasn’t been deleted or
banned on discussion boards now.. thaT means.. yes.. STiLL…
consideRing.. i am born on the Autism
Spectrum without the abilLiTy
to even put words together
unTil age 4 or write
a creative paper
more than
secondly.. thirdly goeS oN
as a list of technical writing then
for Decades too before my spArK NoW
of CreAtiVity continUouSly arrived IN
HeaVeN NoW at age 53 in the year.. 2013..
most likELy it’s not too late for you to beCoMe
2.. A LuCiFEr LiGht BringER aNew2 as many folks
continue to do NoW as the hiStory.. and HeRsTory
And etCstories continUe to GLoW as LiGht BRinGers
DancE and SinG more in so many.. Arts and Sciences
ways noW2.. even more than ever beFoRE With the X-TRa
Aided Aids of Trans-humanist Tools available and easily
accessible and almost free now too.. this is the Newest
Renaissance Age for those Free and Wild enough
with sure.. enough laser focus too to
make art and science
aNew Way NoW
wHeRe few to
no hUmans
have
eXpLorEd
NoW too.. juST
an InViTAtion Card2..
i AM a Tree and yes..
for all practical intents
and purposes.. yes.. i AM
GRoot and so are You as ME…
too bad the original so-called Jesus
didn’t have Guardians of the Galaxy Volume II
back then as to not confuse the crowd that me
is you.. And God too.. Longer Root and ViNe GRooT wAy NoW too..
TruE.. as alWays trouble in the Forest
when the Trees can’t see the Forest
wHole wHeRE the MaPles screAM
Oppression and the Oaks jusT
shake tHeir head
but what
hapPens
when the
Maples become
the Oaks and the
Oaks become the Maples.. hmm.. yes/no/yes
are yA seeing the liGht yeT.. yes.. sir/ma’m
the times are a changing and it’s all a Brand
New Experiment now wHeRe old rules no longer do
apply and we are still hUman and need two parent
families with somewhat predictable social roles if we
are not able to create our own like i currently Can and
WiLL as a somEwhat hermit trickster who dances in with
the crowds as drummer of my own sick and sweet beat..
yeah.. perHaps i could use Ms. Swift’s Song.. Shake
iT all off by now too but it’s not enough to FeeL
and Sense for we also have a
Rational Brain that
seeks to
understand
others if functioning
properly with social bonding
neurohormone oxytocin and mirror
neurons that help share both pleasure and
pain of our other huMan Trees to make the Forest
a Wonderful Adventure and Place to play in and as is
A Tree oF LiFe with both reAson and sciEnce wiTh
a Mix of Conserving and Progressive Change
too.. it’s true.. i don’t often spend my
Squirrel Acorns.. so in some trUe waYs..
EVeN Me Too.. NoW.. participateS iN
Cautious wayS in saving
a lifelong Slush FuNd
of Money for the
Katrina Isis
incarnate
Tree of a Mother’s
Love too.. as yeP.. it’s
Mother’s Day for her too.. no
matter if that only lasted 51 days or not..
she is StiLL Mother.. Wife and Sister Isis
Assistant All Seeing and worKing eYes and eArs
to hELp me too.. to do all thAT i do as Both ArTs and sCienceS Tree of LifE too..:)
AnyWay.. hermits need at least a few friends
to talk to @LeASt too.. so.. off to visit
Frank and Xenia and gigoid
too.. and after the 1.6 miLliOn
Word Bible eXcursion of “Memorial
Days Bible 2016-17”.. comes as the
105th MacroVerse of this Effort on
Monday.. May 29th in 1.6 Million words
of overall “SonG oF mY SoUL” as 4 Million
Words+ iN 45 months of that Effort too.. sure..
with the 7400 MiLes of Dance and or so of Public
Praise Dance too.. perhaps then.. the Story taLinG
Free Verse Poetry of a Year Long Bible can and slowly
WiLL change more towards Micro-Poetic ExPreSsioNs too
in more responses to LIVinG Folks as Many on dVerse trail
PoeTry flesh and blood Folks Poetry sites too.. even if i never
get Reciprocal Social communication from anyone but a few out
of 40 or 50 or so poetic tries.. hey.. at LeASt i KNow thEre is anotHeR
Being Human on the Other end of the online Telephone Line NoW.. hmm.. ELO
hmm.. humm.. SonG for That NoW too.. as i continue heAR spENdinG a Visit With Xenia
and Frank and the gigoid too.. nah.. not necessarily in that order too.. as NOW GoeS oN..:)
Hmm.. where was i.. oh yeah… that’s wHeRe i was/AM.. juSt added my Daily
Facebook Memories for further perusal to relate in this MacroVerse
too.. battling against the Facebook Security Captcha’s as i am
often mistaken for machine instead of human at the Rate/Strength
of Processing my BRain does actuAlly puts out.. NoW.. too.. hmm..
anyWay.. i convinced the Algorithm i AM
hUman and i am back2
off iN continuing
my visits so i can
commence my Thursday
Holy and Sacred FuLL
oF iT MeaNing and Purpose
Activities iN R and R ways oF LIGht2..;)
KiNd Wishes
And Thanks
For Nature
And hUman
HeaLinG sAMe
As LoVe GroWs
MoRE wiTh DoG’s sKeYes
oF LiGht iN BreATHiNG EasE..:)
Dog pAws…
SAnd underfeAt
DreaMs oN WinTEr
BlUe SpRinGS nOw
ProMiSe SuMmeR
FLowErs More as
FaLL WiNters
SpRinG Warms
MoRe as SuMmeR
CycleS oN LiGht LoVe LIFE NoW..:)
Full Moon DreaMs
Solace of Dog
Sea Breeze..:)
YeLLow StreAms..
SiMilar Dog DreAms..
All is water all is air aLL
iS Dog
FeeLs..
SenSes
isREaL..:)
Dog And
Seaweed Seas
oNe.. neVer
WAves
SepArate
OceaN
wHoLe PaWs Love..
And thaT remiNds me.. Hi
Xenia..
WiTh
Love..:)
ThOughts
FloWer.. Weeds
GroW mELd MoRe
sAges WisDoM CoMes
MisTakes
TrUth NoW
oF LiGht Years
GoNe DreAms..
aS KinGdoM
coMes
WAlls
FaLL..
CasTleS RisE..:)
AboVe
So BeLoW
iNsiDe OutsIde
all aRound Roots
are iNtroverts and
Leaves are Extraverts…
saVe the
Leaves..
Free the Roots..:)
NoW OtHer Than
thaT.. mY friEnd
Frank.. POetry
IS A
DreAM
thaT LiVes on
foreVermorE NoW as Words..
And nOw wHen we DancE and
SinG iT toGeTheR We BeCoMe MoRe..:)
Top of the Early Afternoon in Sunny
Flower State of Bliss my FriEnd
gigoid.. rePorting from jusT
aNoTheR New aGe
isReaL GarDeN
oF Eden..
sure.. wiTh
Eve watching
her Favorite TV
sHowS as any Lilith Isis Mary
Wonder Woman Free of Domination
(the fAct she never ages is plUs uP2)
Will do as she plEases NoW for sure..
So off to the Garden of Wisdom foR Now my FriEnd too..;)
“If you have a skeleton in your closet, take it out and dance with it.”
~~ Carolyn MacKenzie ~~
i’M gonna do that momentarily
after thiS and Sun and
Sand DancE FReED..
thing is i have
no closets
or
secrets
eiTheR mY FRiEnd..
and How FREEiNG iS
thaT.. juSt ask an Audience
i guess.. as i am too busy now
DanCinG WiTh SkELeToNs
to reALLy GiVe a CrAp
or a Cosmic
Sneeze
these Old New
Age Days FReED..:)
True.. Beauty
EsCapes
wHen CloSesT
sKeLeToNs Dance..:)
“Do not settle for less than the best your own excellence can command.”
~~ Anne McCaffrey ~~
And it usuAlly workS even
better without any
anxiety of
loss or
win
in humanly
designed gAMes
of Competition too..
SAdly.. some folks can’t
do the Work for the simple
Zen Love and Joy of DoinG it Now..
Back to root one human issue.. humans
are social animals who naturally play and compete
for the
betterment
overall of the species..
can get out of hand at times too oN course oF course..
In iNsanELy large groups living togEther as humans now too..:)
“Some people walk in the rain, others just get wet.”
~~ Roger Miller ~~
And sTill otHeRs Dance as
Guardians.. of the Galaxies
VolUme two says2.. tHeRe are
NoW two types of folks iN the
UniVerse.. those
who dance
and
those
who do not..;)
“There is no God.
But it does not matter.
Man is enough.”
~~ Edna St. Vincent Millay, “Conversation at Midnight” ~~
THeRe is no only
man as God
aLoNe
aLLoNE
and trUth
matters are
iS God don’t
SpEAk only
English or hUman eitHeR..
iN fACT soMe folks miSS
God aLL ToGeTher aS oNe..
DaM.. miSsinG everYthing
wHOle how hard is
that to do..
verily
hard
and easy
sAMe i SinG
And DancE2 NoW1..;)
“There is no conclusive evidence of life after death.
But there is no evidence of any sort against it.
Soon enough you will know.
So why fret about it?”
~~ Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love” ~~
As Science sHows more often
those who forecast
a Good Day
receive
that
in KiND
NoW as
PLacebo
eFfect and
aFFect isReaL…
NoThing IS A ratHeR
SmALL MiLLeStone noW..
wHen ALL iS thE AlterNative
iN isREAL LiFe ISReaL NoW ReAL..
In OTheR Words..
those who do not
have 100 Percent
Faith that HeaVen iS
NoW ofTen miss out on
the isrEaL Placebo affect and
effect oF HeAveN NoW.. so.. suRe..
iN thaT waY2.. Belief isReaL and Best NoW too..:)
“Don’t be confused by surfaces; in the depths everything becomes law.
What is necessary, after all, is only this:
solitude, vast inner solitude.
Walk inside yourself and meet no one for hours
–that is what you must be able to attain.”
~~ Rainer Maria Rilke ~~
i FiNd Bliss Best
when DanCinG
in arm to arm
Crowds
oF
Free hUman
DanCinG.. suRE..
tHeRE are folks who
SiT STiLL alone and eXperience
Better and those who Dance Free
and Fly hiGher allone too and Glow..
And on top (bottom) of thaT considerRing
that Humans are Social Animals STiLL NoW
this makes little logical and scientific sense..
DanCinG Was/iS the First and Last Language
as Greater NoW STiLL
alWays
oF HUman
Non-Verbal
Social Languages
aS Science SHows sTiLL
too.. thing is.. Religion and Culture
overAll seeks control and order away from
MoVinG CoNnecTinG Co-CreaTinG NoW
A Free
DancE
oF LiFE..
Naked and
Free siMple
aS thE Bliss oF
A Dance WiTh Each
otHeR uNder a moonLit
CaMpfiRe BreeZe NiGht..:)
“It is almost impossible systematically to constitute a natural moral law.
Nature has no principles.
She furnishes us with no reason to believe
that human life is to be respected.
Nature, in her indifference,
makes no distinction between good and evil.”
~~ Anatole France ~~
Principle
IS A Human
Defined Abstract
Construct.. NaTure
has REasON eVen
as
we
sPeaK..
heAR aT
LeASt oN
PlaNeT eARTh..
And on top of that
(bottom too as ‘they’
say) even Bonobos do
Oral Sex juSt to pleaSure
the other ape in altruistic ways..
too.. iN otHer Words.. FeeLinGs
and SeNSes have are alWays
Been aRe A Biggest
ReAson
STiLL
for LiFE
aT LarGe..
FeeLings and
SenSes Care.. iT’s
what Nature does best
when worKinG Healthy
iN BeinG HUmans and
latELy2.. Bonobos2 with
out the Drag oN
oF the
Virus of
Human Cultures2.. NoW too..
And oNce aGain as A smAll/BiG
trivia note.. the science proven
placebo effect and affect
is reaSon enough
to believe in
puppy
dog
taleS
and wags
and NoW better
thriveS in liFE NoW2
and arrive even Better NoW
as Nows go on aS LiGht
aWay From dARk.. now..
oH yeaH and not only
do shaRed prayers
work for this
affect and
effect…
Voodoo
is as real
as shit hapPens
if one believes that
to be true in Nocebo imPact
on the opposite side of thE LiGht
coiN Towards DARk NoW tAiL too..
Heads.. liFe comes up heads now
more if one doesn’t believe in taiLs..
juSt a metaphor as coins don’t care..
And for the people who
don’t or can’t care..
and or believe
like this..
sure.. in
fine print
are limitations
and exclusions
of who Better enters
iNto a Kingdom of Heaven
now.. surE.. ain’t fair in one liFe @LeaST for
NOW tiMe but it’s juSt not PreSently pART oF thE Visible RUles..;)
Two siDes
oF A
coiN
NaturallY FoLLoWing..
iN LiGht or Dark dePeNDinG
on which siDe oF A CoiN one livES oN Freer oR iN dARk..;)
“Wherever your journey takes you, there are new gods waiting there,
with divine patience – and laughter.
~~ Susan Watkins ~~
That must be wonderful: I don’t understand it at all.
~~ Moliere~~
CyniCal oF thE LiGht
AfRaid Of thE dARk..;)
A BaLanCE
As Always
To thriVe
aLiVe
NoW FReED..;)
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SaMe to you my FriEnd..
With these Wishes
to your Husband
and Canines too
with
JoY FuLL..
And Happy Mother’s
Day more to those hUmans
who care for the Children of
otHeR Animals Vibrant and ThriVinG too..:)
WiNks
WiTh
..nALLy..:)
aS WeLL
OceaN wAvE
DreAms..:)
Ha!.. mY
notiFIcations
are WorKinG
aGAiN for
Word
Press
SMiLes..;)
LovE
TideS
SMiLes..:)
SeCond wAve oF Poetic
CoMment reSponses
aT Xenia’s Poetry SiTe..:)
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Hmm.. looks like i’m gonna need some hELp
to finish this Mother’s Day Associated MacroVerse
Number 100/771 now named “LuCiFreD’s Mom’s Day”
so after finding the Angel of Death (the Devil) iN
Hell Fire Sponsored by the
Southern Church folks
aS Such ’round
these pARts
on a Metal Holed
Bench in the Big Buggy
Room in a pamphlet with
Plenty of Cherry Picked Verses
to support Fear and Hate at the
HiGhest Levels sponsored by what
they often name as a God of Heaven
and a Devil of eternal misery and suffering
in tortuous Hell.. like this liFe itsELf.. ain’t enough
challenge alone.. allone.. i mean iNiFiNitY Wide
Trump Style Face Palm PlUS steaL these days
oF Free by folks who would take Love away
forever
in a
abstract
constructed
dreAm oF HeLL..
WeLL.. Heaven is much
better alWays NoW LiVinG
WiThiN.. iNsiDe.. ouTsiDe.. aBoVe
and so BeLoW for those who seek HeaVeN
NoW FiNd HeaVeN NoW and LiVe HeaVeN iN
the KinGDoM of God WiThiN and all around too
as the
LiVinG
OnE Does
too ONE through
HuMan eYes and eaRS FReED2..
OtHeR than that the 160th Dance Week
NiGht at Old Seville QuarTer is CoMinG
in a rather few minutes too.. so hey..
like Gloria Estefan Says.. theRE iS
alWAys NoW and sAMe ToDaY
as ToMMoRoW NOW too..
And Plenty oF tiMe then
to shaRe sOme
MaCroVerse
MeMoRies
and some year or so
to date MicroVerses too..
SoMe of Which Celebrate Mother’s
Day too.. even WiTh AngEL KaTriNa
BlankETed iN skeYes oF aBoVe too in 2015..
anYWay.. oTheR than hUman ones this is the
First AngEL from aBoVe as cLouds coMe in a while to date..
funny.. somEthiNg tOld me to Go outside with mY smArT phOne
CaMera no matter what was going on inside this evening.. Funny
little
SynchroniCiTiEs for tHose wHo
JuST Do eXpeRience GoD WiNKs isReaL..:)
Hmm.. From AngEL iN the SkeYes
oF/FoR Last FB ProfilePic ..
NoW to Charlie’s AngeLs2..
Maggie on the left
through Chelsea
through Cortney on the right..
alWays makes me SMiLe WiTh
tHeir Free Style Dance iN Vogue..:)
And the Facebook Algorithm
complies nicely this
week and alLows
mE to upLoad
a Record of Dance
NiGht JuST foR FuN NoW2
in all Free Video Slide Presentation way2..;)
And i wake in the morning and reAlly no surprise
as those with 100% Luke Hot Faith as Pure aGaPe
Love for all do often receive when they
ask iN liGht for Positive thOughts
make Actions and Consequences
too.. in oTheR words
i left a nice
Poetic
Response
to Frank’s
Poetry yes
terday then
NoW iN Positive
LiGht ways.. yes.. so
NoW Frank returns with
juST the Muse for the
daynoW as i will repeat that heAR too..
with a change of a thEMe SonG thaT FiTs wRitE iN too..;)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd Frank.. ‘Synchronicity.’.
per A-Causal Connecting Principle Psychologically
Meaningful when all makes sense/FeeL and it’s
not supposed to make sense
according to the Mechanical
Cognition Systemizing
Science pARt of left Hemisphere
BRaiN that is much more prized
in Western Societies and even Eastern
Societies these days than the Ancestral
Potential of the Right Hemisphere of Dreamtime
wHere there are no Angles and Squares of Buildings
as one is more likELy to imagine and create Angels
and See the World as a Vincent Van Gogh spiral as
that is the way of Nature as PHI aS Golden Time Mean
of 1.618 ranging from Subatomic Quantum Particles in River
Flow to the Curled Fetus Curled Cat in Adult Comfort as well
and the Galaxies as they continue to Flow BeyONd InFinity wHere
theRe is no distance.. space and time wHeRE all is Dreamtime NoW..
SMiLes.. the Science World names stuff like this Pseudoscience of course
as THaT cannot empirically measure.. in scientific systemizing method the output
of the mind of someone who has entered into the no-time of the transcendental
huMan MiNd but ha!.. science is catching up a little bit as it verifies how we create
our realties
at least in
PArt by Measuring
tools for the real impact
of the effect and affect of
both the Placebo in shared
Positive prayers/beliefs and the Nocebo in
shared Negative prayers/’voodoo’ Beliefs
to alter tHeir future nows in negative or
positive action and consequence as
the positive attracts the positive
and the negative attracts the
negative as we in
the physical
world
too.. Now
it’s just common
sense but science as
far as the tool of scientific
method goes is just a tool..
a detail to get to a larger picture
butT Never BeYoNd INFiniTy wHOle
as Dreamtime now with many other
human abstractly constructed
symbols to get to the
crux of
almost
uNlimited hUman
Potential wHere expectations
are only a tool as detail thinking
to arrive at a bigger picture of reaLiTy now..
SMiLes and NaturAlly when i write when i get
more into my left hemisphere of mechanical cognition
thinking my writing becomes more Angular in form
and less swirl and twirl in spiraling ways
as Ocean Waves.. No doubt thaT
Free Verse Poetry is a
Portal into
Dreamtime
my Friend as
is Free Verse Dance
that many folks on the Dance
Floor accuse me of doing LSD
and other Dreamtime externally
created and consumed substances
to attain more of human potential beyond
the Angles and Squares of Building life now
from past and present in Neo Cortical Frontal
Lobe only constructed way.. Language Flows
wHen paRT of the River thaT iS God..
Language starts and
stops and
stutters
and sputters
when away from the
‘Looking Glass’ now..
And this is how the Beatles and
many folks from the Acid Generation of
Music created a space and a distance then
and a time out of time and distance space
and Sheet Music.. i am the Walrus.. i am the
Carpenter.. both the Walrus and the
Carpenter are God and so are
the Beatles and Lewis
Carrol too..
thing is God and
the Carpenter and
the Walrus wear few
clothes with buttons
and walls my friend
for they flow in Dreamtime NoW..
And sure.. it’s true.. many modern folks who move into the realm
of dreamtime NoW are often labeled with Mental Illness in a world
of angles and squares and sidewalks that never exceed the limits
of a linear CLOck World.. tick tock tick tock wHere the River
Ceases to exist .. and it’s true some folks never develop
the abiliTy to move easily in and out of the realm
of dreamtime to fit in to what culture excepts
in a day and time of Standard IQ
to fit in as another brick
in a Pink Floyd Wall
to keep the
cogs that
become
We nOW nicely oiLed
to keep the creature comforts
we have that are bought and sold
for a lifetime of dreamtime potential
in truly a Paradise lost.. Paradise lost my friEnd..
A Place wE trade for creature comforts wHeRe the Car
becomes the Lover and the House becomes the God
what have
we lost
overall
thaT’s siMply
our sELf in Dreamtime NoW.. AND GOD..
Carl Sagan experimented with hallucinogenics
and as most people do as ‘they’ say as i for one
can go tHeir without any external aid.. Carl Sagan
Questioned reaLITy.. whether this reality was real
or the other one he cAMe to perceive
when ‘under the influence’ then..
The answer is simple..
We Create our
reaLiTies.. yes..
toGeTheR alWays now
very much dependent
on the rules that come of
culture before.. some cultures
provide paths and avenues and
vehicles and Vessels housed by
myths and other stories to
attain a greater
UniVerse
witHin DreAMtiMe
of Human Potential..NoW..
otHeRs put one behind a desk
sitting still most of our lives pouring
data in to be spit out later at some date
later or not.. then there is dreamtime.. a place
of Ecstatic Moving ConnecTing and CreaTinG Dance NoW
wHeRE there is no time.. distance or space in the ecstasy
of now.. thing is.. it has no Hard Angles as for all practical
intents and purposes we become Human AngELs within
this realm of Heaven inside that is given
and shared freely.. it’s hard for
a sidewalk or a wall to
see it as
it dances
S i N Gs NoW
one as leaves
and meaDow more
as Flowers with unlimited
colors that exceed a rainbow
sELf within as the ultimate pot of Gold
NoW.. truST me.. iF HE could go to the places
i go.. he would FucKinG GiVe uP His Billions.. yes.. all the Trumps..
and say.. oh my God i never kNeW.. i am so FuckinG Sorry for all that i did
that
was
evil
in time
space and
distance locked
into a CLocK with no esCape..
sAdly.. i cannot put this experience
of liFe into a piLL but poEtry has alWays
NoW been IS A poTenTial portal oF ForM to spArK
someone else too as esSencE NoW DanCinG SinGinG
enteRinG
iNto noW
dreamtime
Now.. A key
is to unlock the
cLock of mind as
created in Westernized
Cultures with Distance
Space and DEAD LINES NOW..
AND that my FriEnd is what Starry Nights are trying to say..
i have the privilege of moving between both worlds at ease..
And that is key my friend in this culture of staying out of prescription
drugs that cure heaven AND loSing one’s way in never land nether coming back…
The first time i entered dreamtime was in my early twenties.. usual ‘time’ that
someone with Asperger’s Syndrome or Schizophrenia or even Bi-Polar
has a so-called Psychotic Break from ReaLiTy.. i had spent 16 years
of school by that ‘time’ nowthen.. and at age 21.. i wasthennow socially
isolated.. very poor.. eating peanut butter
sandwiches every day and
working to get through
in a UniversiTy..
with few
to no friends
and that my friend
was truly the insane
part.. a human being stuck
behind lectures and books getting
smarter and smarter in terms of standard
IQ.. becoming more socially isolated as requirements
grew.. is it no wonder that one day i said fuck this and
something inside guided me to a vision quest on a day
long walk on a beach.. it was magic then and it is MaGiC now
my friEnd.. only difference now is i am A Master of mY Dreamtime
NoW.. and sure.. i can easily write like a robot with long lines
and semi colons and periods too.. in limited ways
of 140 characters too.. but in dreamtime
there is no time.. there are no limits
or expectations..in dreamtime
one flies in aS Heaven
truly it’s as simple as
thaT NoW and it’s also true i almost
got committed at age 21 when the drugs
they gave me prevented the analytical side of
my brain from bringing me back.. i threw away the
drugs and worked for decades as a model citizen
and employee too., until ‘they’ isolated me again and
put me behind a desk and killed the dreamtime altogether
and sent me to hell of my own volition too.. as i didn’t think
that saying no was a possibility in my life then.. now i say NO
and i have a label of both Asperger’s Syndrome and Bi-Polar NoW
and the Psychiatrist who is fairly young has done enough ‘new age’
research now to understand that there is no such thing as FUCKING
NORMAL.. as it is a societal construct of culture at most and sadly
at least
too.. NoW..
he identifies
that i have my
‘thing’ under control
managed through innate
instinct and intuition too..
in a Dance of Life Free
where the Circle
of me
will no
longer Fit
into a Society Square that
has the group thiNk mind
of cLocks now to withhold free
in 140 characters my friEnd.. now
i am now jusT a HuWoMaNifeStation
of HUmaN Dreamtime realized again..
And truly fortunate that culture sees me as
the less instead of more as far as labels go now..
you know they say.. never trust a psychiatrically labeled
person when they say it is society that is insane and not
them.. well.. all i can NoW say is look around at a world of Trump
and tale
me
i am
the FucKinG
iNsAne oNe noW..
hehe.. just a symbol
and a symptom my friEnd..
Trump is as the Devil Trickster
who is clearly DanCinG and
SinGinG now that the
World in the
USA is
so FucKeD
Up that it elected NoW A
isREaL Devil as tHeir Leader..
Meanwhile those who have Matrix Neo sET
Freed themselves.. DancE and SinG oN iN LiGht NoW
oF aGaPe Love that has no distance space or time.. anyWay
my FriEnd.. i see no random in life.. you brought me.. a small
gift of MusE by a LooKinG Glass that already exists in a Brandy Song
in a Guardian’s of the Galaxy Volume II Movie too.. trUe iN LiGht thiS
IS A place that not every one sees but this IS A place of Wonder Land NoW..;)
WeLL.. i alReaDy have 11 MacroVerses lined uP as tabs aCross a 27 inch iMac Screen NoW FuLLy
shared as Facebook Memories years to date and iN just endless doors of a newer age oF LiGht
Way Hotel California i create in Nautilus ways of endless Creative Chambers that only stARt
aNew as you could read one word i wRite and imagine Right or write or rite too in ways of
Good Art as iNspiration too.. metaphors are beYond inFIniTy as Metaphors are the essence
that lies or tales the truth beYOnd the form of Words aLone.. in oTheR Words Metaphors
are allone like and as GoD too.. a reflection of GreaTEr liGht than concrete
words alone bring
without
any
LiVinG
Synergetic
FoRcE within..
and it’s trUe iF
YouR BrAIn and Body
iN BaLanCinG ForcE hasn’t
been lit uP as 11 alpha
numerical K becomes two
ones with a bridge for
8 H Standing tALL
iNFiniTy NoW
it might
be a little
uncomfortable to
arrive and stay a little
longer at my version of Hotel
California Lower Alabama FloWer
State LA style oF FreeDoM NoW..
wHeRe the BeASt is me all
hairy aS Such thAT
you cannot kill
for i live
online
noW aS SoUL
as MiNd and boDy
SynerGetiC Force as
iSReal Modern Age Lucy’s
as LucifRed doeS Now too..
PleASe don’t get bent out of
shape oF Form as esSence as i use
yoUr evil tainted Words to mean somEThing
online aNew but that’s how metaphors do do they
change for the flavor of the Now of the present MoMenT oF Now..
in OThEr woRds.. you Make the MeaNinGS and PurPose and HOLY and
SacRed oF LIFe what it is as it changes less and or moRe
aCCorDinG to what your culture.. religion.. and society
overall teaches you in a plate FiLLeD UP from
BirTh NoW too.. tHeRE are no liMiTs
oF sKeYes as IMaGiNAtiON and
CreaTivity noW.. eXcept
for the ones you
make with
yoUr culture
yOur religion
yOUR society full
alloWs iN or Lose tow…
Are you naked and free or
arE you all bound up in clothes
of bind of DaRk or LiGht iN Cultural
Religious and Societal Glue.. weLL iT dePends
mostly on the Society and you have the poTenTial
to Matrix
Neo
Free yoursElF
too in your own
PersonALLy DesiGnEd
BiBle of YouR NaTuRe
as SiGnaTure MorE
oR LeSs as
a DancE and
SonG oF YouR SoUL NoW too..
or if you like you can visit me
heAR in HoTel LA Lower Alabama State
of FloWeRS to attempt to sParK yoUrsELF Free
too.. juST remember to check out pLease as this
is mY Version oF HoTel California all FlowErs as Such
and YOuR VerSioN may yeT or alReady be bigger and greater
than mIne
aS Even
a GRain
oF saLt or
a reaLaTiVelY
simple SonG from
a Pop Artist with
a sick enough beat
to gain a Billion views
as it tOuches heART.. the place
that most folks are trying to escape
from bRain.. sure.. the pART of MiNd iN
BoTh Head and rest of BoDy too.. thaT wants
to FeeL and SenSe liFE more than jusT KNow it NoW
in empty words.. eScapE to Heaven more iN A HoTeL CaliFornia liGht..:)
AnotHeR DeTour to Frank’s Place that i will save more toward the end of this
MacroVerse Now and for now back to the somewhat Mechanical Cognition
and Artistic Free FloWinG tAsk of Sharing MacroVerses and
Even Pre-MacroVerses from years to date past now
back to A
future
agaIN
as AlWays
FoR noW iN liGht..:)
“Sacred Love of a Mother”.. MacroVerse share.. celebrating Mother’s
Day in 2014.. and later that Summer my Mother would start
losing unexplained weight rather fast as by that time
the Cancer was likely already progressing as years
before that she noted a lump in her breast
but refused to see any doctor..
would the Chemotherapy then
and such have killed her
earlier with
the weight
and anxiety
and fears all
associated with
that.. it’s hard to say
but apparently she did live
about 5 years WITH CANCER AND
THE two and a half year part
in steady and faster decline..
anyWay she did it her way
and we respected
her WiLL
as love
WiLL
do when
Freeing oTheRS too..
no matter if one sees
eye to eye on the subject
at hand or breast or not.. it is
what is is a gift of Life and folks
have WiLL to decide how free and
the way they want to live
their lives
to the
very
end
of death
bed breath..:)
“To be Dust in the Wind” from three years ago too and for a change
in tHeme SonG too.. as Dust in the Wind too.. thing is we are more
than just dust and sAMe as thaT is NoW and BeForE and NoW agAiN
as resurrected SentiEnt StAR DusT Plus from Star Burst Death
as we rise aGaiN
aLiVE for
both
survive and
PoTenTial Thrive too..
as H8 whole 11K as two
Hemispheres of Brain aS ones
sTanDinG 8 INFiniTy+taLL
BecOMe BoTh Letter Art oF
PaiNt Brush and
Number of
REaSoNinG
Science Associated
HemisPHeRe of BrAIn too..
miNd and BoDy BALanCinG SoUL
from Head To Toe.. inside.. outside
above so below and.. all around too..
as we HUmaNs as Neurons of Brain and
eARThly Hemisphere the sAMe hOld
Hands oNLinE as two HemisPheREs
oF eARTh BecOme H WhoLe 8
INFiniTy StanDING TALL
MORE AS UNiVerse
coMprised
of Stars
as Beurons more
as Glial Cells and
Astrocytes control the
Orchestra and Brain produced
Symphony noW in art and science way..
sAMe as dARk Matter of UniVerse supports
the Stars as eARTh whOle SUpPorts our Stand
as 8H InfiNiTy+ StanDinG INFiNiTy TaLL NoW+..
so sure.. tHeRE are two ways of LooKing at
the Dust in the Wind Song as jusT details
of Dust Floating in the Wind at ease
or the Miracle of Life as we
arise from DuST
to BE
a reflection
Fractal ParT of
the UNiVerse Cosmos
unto itself as mini-me
of God NoW wHOle as GoD GoES
aLL ThaT iS UniVerse pLus
more than Science eYes
as aid WiLL liKELy ComE
to see and
suReLy
more than
Science WiLL
ever be able
to FeeL and SeNSe
as science is jusT a
Scribe of God that delivers
the materialistic bones with
out a source of liFe that are
the FiRE oF ouR EmoTioNs and
SenSes as StaR duST Breath
WaLKinG uPRiGht NoW
as Dolphins
Swim
the Seas
as SenTiEnt StAR
DuST SwiM LiFe NoW
too.. as we be the
water and the air too..
A Wonderful Gift liFe is
when Born Free Wild aGaIN..
as MeeK InHeRiT the eArTh and
God as UniVerse+ pLuS eVEn
MoRe NoW as wheN two
or moRe hUman
BeinGS hoLd
Hands a new
Birth of Neuron
StarliGht is Born
anew too.. and when
the World Holds Hands
tHeRE is no LongeR a Sky
For Limit as thAT is juST
a metaphor too oF unliMited
HUmaN potEnTial as mini-me GoD
NoW iN a Gold Member that is more than
a tower
or to
put it
Frankly
a Trump Dick..:)
Oh yeah and God’s a Laugh
too and the UlTiMATe Tricksta SeT FReED too..
aT lEast
iN
HUMaN
Form two
and three and more
and on and on as ‘they’
say in run on oral tradition too..;)
“Mercury aCross SuN”.. MacroVerse Memory DramaticaLLy increaSinG
in size to an average of around 10K word efforts several times
a week that would come more UniForm iN Memorial Day sTARt then
of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. titled tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE
published online on May 30th.. yes Memorial Day of 2016 last year..
Anyway as far “Mercury aCross SuN” goes the opportunity to celebrate
a Celestial Event in Gratitude way of Life in General uSinG mY Greater
hUman PoTenTial iN ImAgInATioN and CreATiVity to raise my personal Neurochemicals
Neurohormones and othER SenTiEnt StAR duST pLuS of LiFE HiGher and HiGher iN
Positive thOught and DAncE and SinG Do For NoW.. yES jusT NoW the present
MOMent and MoMentos we create for life.. soMe other folks spell
iT MeMentos but hey.. i’d rather giVe Credit for liFe to
Moms more than Me when ever possible in Divine
Feminine Grace and Love way now too
as the foundation that a Divine
Masculine WiLL and Strength
Can iN PoTenTiaL make
iN a HUWoMaNIFeST
BeinG oF HUMan
StAR Lord NoW
as mini-me of God
NoW too.. anyOne Can
and will do NoW not only
one man or a last prophet
as such or any selfishly brewed
fresh hell to continue to expand
Roman and Muslim Empires iN isiS
Trump ways either.. as tribal instinct
liVinG in areas of ScarCity aWay from abundance
of Heaven SoUl within WiLL do now in lowest levels
of Maslow’s Pyramid of sELf Actualization as FiLLed
up and FeeLeD uP HuMaN moRE NOW too.. it’s true we
try not to snicker but those who have found the
liGht and TrutH within have a little trouble
from Giggling when Trump is trying to
harm other folks and
just shoots himself
in the foot even
more.. it’s like
a face palms
wHERe you
would Love
to talk them into
DriNKing the never empty
Chalice of Love as Food and Drink
and Towerse of SoUL and spirit and HeaRt MorE too..
but as they
say.. even
if you are
lucky you
can lead them
to the water.. maKinG
them DriNk as a real K
iN
G WiLL
do and
practice
the rest of tHeiR
enTire waY oF Life
is the Job of JOB
for the JOBs who have
not yet come to the Kingdom
oF Heaven within and gained
a sWord of Love agAPe LUKe HoT
enough iN PURE FAITH AS BELIEF
AS A HUMAN EMOTION AND SENSE TOO..
to forget their ways through to Heaven now..
as even Lucifer and crew on Fox metaphor with
a symbol of a FlAMing sWord of heART.. oF SpiRit
and MiNd
and BoDy
BaLanCinG
soUL WiTh eMoTiOns
REgulATinG and SenSes
Integrating even more
iN StaR WarS Chi Force
as Kundalini RisinG iN
Quadrillions of Chakra
concoctions in all peptide
connections of cells all around
the Body nOW even MoRE NoW as LIGht Beings We
Become
as stAR
wARs
Peace
ForcE NoW
oF LoVe liGht TruTh NoW.
anyWay you can tUrn the FAUCET
OF HOLY AND SACRED FULL OF MEANING
AND PURPOSE ALL THE WAY UP AS ‘THEY’ SAY
TOO.. or you can hide in just a science
book or an antiquated Bible Book
from 3500 years and 2K or so
years ago too.. YouR WiLL
YouR Choice yOuR
Trump Golden
Tower
or Lab
Experiment
dissecting a child
of God named FroDo BagGins2..;)
Oh yeaH and 24K GoLd is juST
anoTher way to
say X24 alpha
numerical way
in so-called
Secret Society way
in esoteric and occult
mystery school way of
X for transformation
and transfiguration
of BeinG HUman
Born agAIn
as Phoenix
RiSinG
froM ashes
When K11
of K
iN
G7
for HUman
as MiNi-Me of
God With 10J
plUs 11K ways
of Trans-humanism
tools from letters of
language art of mind to
numbers of science reason mind
to fiNAlly Reach the Capstone of
Pyramid of H WhoLe ParT as GoD infinity
8 alphanumerical StYle Standing tALL sure..
Letters and Numbers Join toGeTher aS just another
metaphor for the two sides of Brain as Hemispheres
and eArTh aS WeLL cominG toGeTher for the ecstatic
Transcendent Experience of Giving And Sharing and
Loving all otherwise known as aGAPe Love NoW
and the Kingdom of God within
as Heaven
now.. don’t
need no memberships
in any particular society
church.. religion or mystery
school to FeeL and SeNSE
and KNow the
TrUth
and liGht
for that
spArk thaT
fLamE thAT
Torch lives
as Mini-me noW
as GOld Member2..;)
No Limits Baby
No Expectations Baby
No Fancy Mercedes Benz
No Trump Tower.. JuST
ALL THE WAY UP BABY.. HEAVEN WITHIN NOW..
AS ANY LuciFreD WiLL DancE and SinG NoW too..
Believe it or not Ripley’s and Horatio’s too this is going uP for isREaL NoW2..
And it looks like i’m gonna need another Draft comment section and Profile Pic to fit all this
in as
FB
backUp2..
so i can continue
to cruise as air as
River as Water wHole
as StREaMs BecoMe
Waves of
Ocean
wHoLe
eVeN MoRE NoW2..;)
11,101
SMiLes.. mY friEnd Frank.. oN the
2nd Day beFore Mother’s Day
yoUr LiNe of Rhythmic
BreAthiNG SloWinG
uNTiL the
BuckEt
eMpties
and can no longer
Be FiLLeD FoR NoW
aS hUmaN ForM.. reMiNds
Me of the Doctor while my
Mother was slowly dying..
Cancer Consumed from
Head to tow.. no
water or
food
lAsTinG 8 Days longer
iN Rhythmic BreAthiNG
And the Doctor sAid heR
STronG heART kePT HeR
aLiVe thaT LonG iN
Rhythmic
BreAthiNG
OF LoVe MoRe
to ExiSt iN BeDsIDE
oF LoVinG Children wHo
are/were heR entire World from the
Day we were/are born.. of what may come neXT..
ALL thAT LoVe and a Last Breath oF SiLence.. a Poignant
Moment as great as a BiG BanG to Me.. as she Breathed Love
into me
thennow
that lasts
forevernow
iN a SMiLe
that WiLL
NeVer
end NoW
as A Cheshire
sMiLe that Lasts NoW
forever NoW iN more than
A KA Memory as PreSent NOW..
saDly.. Egyptians Pharaohs Built Pyramids to
spRead tHeir soUL not much different reALLy
than Golden Trump Towers.. Meanwhile.. oTheR
Artists buiLt Hieroglyphs to BeTteR TaLe tHeir SoUls..
thing is.. Pharaohs could have beCoMe PoETs and sPreAD so Much more..
than
Bricks
and mortar
down the road
as a bucKeT sTiLL
oF LIFe continUes
to DancE and SinG SoUL foR NoW..:)
By the way your last few
Poetic Efforts
are Stellar..
i don’t often
Rate poETry
but tHeRe
are a
few
that beg stellar..;)
ThOughts
FloWer.. Weeds
GroW mELd MoRe
sAges WisDoM CoMes
MisTakes
TrUth NoW
oF LiGht Years
GoNe DreAms..
aS KinGdoM
coMes
WAlls
FaLL..
CasTleS RisE..:)
Frank Responds and i quote..
“That’s an interesting idea of walls
falling and castles rising. Thanks, Fred!”
And then i say..
Thanks my FriEnd
Frank as aLWays
thanks so
much
for all
the mUse
oF iNspiRaTion..:)
AboVe
So BeLoW
iNsiDe OutsIde
all aRound Roots
are iNtroverts and
Leaves are Extraverts…
saVe the
Leaves..
Free the Roots..:)
NoW OtHer Than
thaT.. mY friEnd
Frank.. POetry
IS A
DreAM
thaT LiVes on
foreVermorE NoW as Words..
And nOw wHen we DancE and
SinG iT toGeTheR We BeCoMe MoRe..:)
Frank says in return as i quote him here again…
“I like the idea of leaves being extroverts
and roots introverts. Thanks, Fred!”
And finally i say..
SMiLes
mY friEnd
Frank now
i’ve coMe to See
beLieve
Key
iS
BeinG
RooT and
LeaveS ONe
As sKeYes aLLOne..:)
11,502
“KATiE MiA/Aghogday: My Perspective on Life”
“Autism and the Nautilus”
Two of the first truly Creative Pre-MacroVerses
Published online as first MacroVerse.. respectively
on 3.10.13 and Autism and the Nautilus on
4.27.13.. Before a 24 hour excursion
into writing a Garden of Band-Aid
on 6.6.13 that ended uP
as a thirteen day
add on until
6.19.2013
as the header
says iN this
first really long
Pre-MacroVerse..
Finding, Expressing, Exposing
and Digitally Recording
One’s Soul
in art of
‘E-Soul’
WHeRe this Idea cAMe
Deep within iN HoLy SpiRIt
Flow then to upLoad mY soUL
oNline and to further eXploRE mY
HUman PoTenTial then sTiLL at a
relatiVELy YounG Babe age then
at 53.. and when as the
professionals who
were treating
me exclaimed
i miraculously
recovered or went
into remission from
19 Medical Disorders
before the Bi-Polar pARt
came Diagnosed too iN Heaven
that caMe wiTh all that HiGher
Way oF BeinG too.. i had no
idea wHere i was going
neXt but that sAMe
little Sea
GuLL
LIke
Birdie SpiRalinG
aroUnd mY SoUL
as HoLY SpiRit then
said far said far said
far with no limits or
expectations now jusT Flow
as Waves One as ParT of OceaN
WhOle GoD NoW oNe.. iN oTher words
i could at that point do nothing or everything
as my SpiRit was and is SeT free NoWthneNOW..
i decided on everything as i wanted to giVe it aLL and
sure..
shARe
iT ALL too..
And when i told
the Horatio’s back
at the Wrong Planet
who didn’t really believe
in Ripley’s Believe it or not..
they scoffed and said no way
you are just F iN Crazy.. sure i
was F iN Crazy and they still
mostly live on the Wrong
Planet and meanwhile
the viewing audience
in the metro
area of
public dance
names me everything
from Legend to Spirit Animal
to Pensacola Icon.. to Amazing
to Inspirational to Boss of Dance
need i say more as there is
more than that but the
point is sure.. some
of them still
name
me crazy
probably on
drugs and snicker
ridiculous looks too..
but that my FriEnds is the
Price of Being FReED.. no shame
aLL Naked as the Emperor as tRUE
KinG As LiGht needs no clothes or
Trump Golden Towers to rule.. as Free is
Free best when naked becomes a Dance
of Sand and Sun Free in an Ecstatic Dance
WiTh aLL oThers aS SinG iN NatuRE waY aLL
plUS too.. aka God ALLonEnoW.. TrUE iN and aS LiGht..:)
Hmm.. and regarding the Song 23 by Miley Cyrus and
Crew.. lots of esoteric alpha numerical symbols
and words like Fresh and Purp that are
just other words for the
Transcendent Human
River FloW
oF Ecstatic
Experience NoW
at Capstone
Level of
BeinG
Human
Fowler’s Faith
Pyramid LoVE NoW
when all of experience
is liGht of Pure aGaPe Love..
true these folks may use external
substances to get some semblance of
the all natural work it takes like free Style
Dance in 7300 pluS Miles in 45 months
Wearing Shades in the club with
shirts like mini skirts
that change
colors as
Wolf
Grey or whatever
Flavor that Walmart
Sales as interchangeable
shirts each day for around
7 dollars and 75 Lincoln Sents..
and 23.. WeLL that’s the Number
for Synchronicity and J for 10 could
be Jordan or Jesus too depending on religious
or secular sports views.. as Foundation that one
GroWs on IN Ways of John 14:12 Higher and HIGher
too in Greater Works too.. to count ya BlesSiinGS Up more
and more as and with Gratitude now iN a spirAlinG Pyramid
MORe as and Be liGht NoW forevermore now more.. sure a
little easier Flow of sAiD of DancE and SinG than Did or do
unless ya take some external substances for a short cut that could
end up in a very bad trip and a trip to jail too.. i do ecstatic dance for
cheap thrills of FRESH alWays NoW.. sure works for me aT LeaST in the DancE HaLL oF LiFe2..;)
“AToMiC Power of Mother’s Day Love”.. from two years ago.. showcasing another
Trip To Biloxi Beaches and Casinos with a Fluffy Clouds Photo and a Pattern
of Katrina’s Face in a cozy cloud on the top left hand pARt of the
Photo for those with eyes and ears to see that now.. of course..
more than likely my eyes more as i see and hear her
most.. and that’s the way life goes..
liVe and lEarn and remember
what works and don’t
work now.. and
any kind of
a journal
is a way to
focus better on
what works and dont’ work
now.. and when you upload that
soUl oF BeinG HUmAn overall online
there is the opportunity for other folks
to be sparked more Wide aWake too..
born again as metaphors go..
Satori.. Kundalini RisinG.. eTc..
as HUmans BeCoMe
Masters of
REgulating
EMotioNs
and
inteGrAting
SenSEs NoW aLLONE..
Sure.. the path NOW can be a rocky
one wHeRe one must defeat metaphors
of archetypes within as ‘they’ say.. devils and
demons too.. to get the Child within of Wonder
A N G eL oF L i G hT ovER DeViL of dARKnow
AND Amazement all Loving and Free Back agAIn..
And sure.. you can be smART too in ways of Science
and Art.. just don’t let the Art take the Science away
or Science take the aRT away.. yeah Baby.. H8 whOle
STanDinG tALL infinity plUS NoW as Quantum
YiN And YanG BaLanCinG FoRcE
Metaphor for relEAsinG
and UnLeaShinG
MiNd and BoDy
B A L A N CinG
SoUL to the eYes
of Wonder oF Love and
Amazement of a Child sET FReED
cOmES to Be isREaL for yoU too NoW Free..agAIn..:)
AnyWay.. problem with Yogis and BuddhaS and
even Muhammad’s now too is sometimes
they don’t come down from the
Mountain.. the Beach..
the Desert or
even under
a Tree..
and as far as
all the above named
individuals.. none actually
write their own books now..
either dictated or spread through
oral traditions of potential change
in mistakes and or intent of change too..
as even Muhammad’s closet House Mate
Didn’t agree that the final printed Quran
was even all of what Muhammad
said as go figure he couldn’t
proof read it and had
to trust what
was being
said
back to him
too.. if he was
able to remember
all of what came his
way in the first place tHeRE
in TrUth oR Lie way either way now then now..
so.. sure.. i get the direct conduit and share it in
real time now.. it’s like ya got a court reporter inside
of a cave with me now.. and i am the court reporter too..
it’s not every day a real life auto-biography Rover tales
it ALL Going Down iN YoGi Written way in real time now alWays now..
but sure.. i have the trans-humanist tools now to attempt to save even
one soul from the Demon Devil place on eARTh that is the daRk
NiGht of the soUL.. however.. it is often DARK and Pain that
eventuAlly BRingS the greaTest LiGhts oF aLL.. but
on the oTher hand.. trust me.. you don’t wanna
go to the real place of hell on earth whERe
Within the experience oF liFE is
all there is is time and a second
lasts the Equivalent of
a 1000 years
Paper thin
Existence
of no feelings
or senses at all.. NoW
iN other words.. the Zombie
Apocalypse come true for you2
iN a sTAte oF DARk NiGht of the
SouL that could last.. i’M guesSinG
aT LeASt 66 months in Hell for you too..
LesSons Learned for me to Give and Share
as it just rises the Power of Love in Share And Give for
me.. EterANaLLy NoW iN and As LiFE oF and As Love isREAL..
anyWay.. the FloWers over heAR in the Paradise of Heaven within
smell
awful
sweet
even in
awful ways too..
you are welcome to
join me but closed
minds and bodies don’t usuAlly
hang with me in the plaCe oF uP..
as iT iS YouR Faith and Love thaT
takes yA tHEre as not miNd alone.:)
“Arrival of the Clown Shark” from three years ago.. a very nice crowd.. then..
overall.. at the dVerse Poetry Pub site when Brian And Claudia were in charge
and it’s interesting how some folks have so much
capacity for the creativity i bRing and understand
it crystal clear and other folks have little
clue and turn it around to suggest
that i am the one who doesn’t
have direction in what i do..
it’s like a person standing
on the top of a mountain
saying they have no idea how
they climbed that high by the audience
at hand.. truly.. i would be thrilled to come across
someone building a more epic Bible and Long Form 4M
pluS WoRd “SonG oF MY SoUL” Ocean WhOle GroWing
Poem as “NetherLand Bible 2017” soon to be “Memorial
Days Bible 2016-17” with 1.6 Million Words eXsEEDinG
twice the size of the old Antiquated King James effort
that has some really helpful clues to get into
Heaven within now as the Kingdom
of God as Love smART and
Fearless all within..
unCoNditionAlly..
however.. there
are no pictures
then that illustrate
in non-verbal language
what that fearless love as smART
Looks like now.. we can twist the words
around all we like as Metaphors do swing
or we can and will transcend time.. distance
and space and paint by numbers poetry
and sheet music
and beCOmE
A CreAtiVE LiGht
MoRE iN a Journey
oF LiFE that has unlimited
paths with no pre-set expectations now..
Anyway.. my return in the comments section
to Brian kinda says it all in a minuscule MacroVerse
compared to what my HUman PotenTial GroWs as Sycamore
NoW to Do even more now.. in both reason of science and art
of Poetry in Dance and SinG even more now.. when you are in the
DArk and someone iS iN a Greater liGht.. ask questions instead of shooting first..
you too.. may learn something MorE and bEcome more wide aWake too iN EnLiGtTeninG way2..:)
Thanks Brian..
it’s no easy road to be a clown..
full of bruises..broken hearts as such..
AND ALL the inconveniences in between..
particularly for loving ones in the life of a sacred fool…
but the ultimate reward truly is freedom..
not only for the sacred fool..
but if for only one more..
touched as such..in change..
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED..
THE CLOWN CAN REST IN PEACE..;)
Now back to the present
as future now..
TruTh is i didn’t
fit in as i was
too big..
and
that is
what Sycamores
do.. they continue to
Grow SuNliT as higheR..;)
And the truth is too.. if the naysayers
from dVerse had let me stay and tried
a little harder to understand the size of my
Branches and Leaves and Roots i likely would
have continued to moderate all of that as smaller
to fit in.. and that’s alWayS A Value of being A
Outcast in CREativity and even Science too..
the nows to do it without
interference from
the nay sayers
oF LiGht
who
would
rather mold
you into someone
tHeir size than what you
are currently GroWinG HiGher too..
as Gift oF PreSent Taller Tree oF LiFE noW..:)
SAdly
thaT’s
‘tHeRe’ loss
for i can’t make anyone
either come now to this
water or drink from it as fountain FloWinG
more.. even if they wanted to too.. heHe..;)
And it’s true.. my Sycamore is too big for
most anyone to see now.. however it’s
also true.. i paint with all and more
with the colors of the Wind
and can prove
it as
you
can
not
hold
the Wind..:)
“Dance And Song are always FREE”.. that trULy
iN Light Kinda says it all in either TitLe
alone or MacroVerse smallish
and even SonG
oF My
SoUL
XXL+ heHe..;)
Kung Fu RAINBOW TREE ha! when huh! heh! when
yeP MoRe.. Martial Arts and Ballet Free Style
cOme to PLaY yes..
Fearless
means
as human
animal the
confidence iN KnoWinG
moRe as FeeLinG and SenSinG
one can eScape Predator and capture
Prey and even FiGht rather than do FliGht
iF Necessary for Survive and Thrive.. to walk
TaLL WiTh Grace as a LiOn on the Savannah iN
the Bar Parking Lot and Walmart ParKinG
Lot too is the first liNe of Defense that
says.. nah.. you don’t want no
pArT of thiS MarTiaL
ArTs Baby as
i am
the water..
i am the air
and mix the water
and air in a perfect calm
eYe of Love and Grace with
a Fortress of WiLL and Strength aS iN Hurricane
NoW aS neVer ending Practice iN FleSH and BLood
as BeinG HUman actuALLy DoinG Martial Arts even
if you must spar with metal machines as a slip of a toe
to a head could kill someone dead with legs that press
1020 LBS STiLL cloSinG iN aT aGe 57 on 6660 as any
DeViL Lion BreW of Birthdate AnGeL too.. WiLL juST
Do STiLL at 33 Reps noW on a very difficult
Parallel Leg press machine with hands
raised to sKeYes of God like
a Free Verse Ballerina
LioN FuLL oF GraCe
and LovE and WilL
and StrenGth iN
ClAws and JaWs more
floating acRoSs the Savannah
Grass as Terrestrial Buttefly Tigers
do in Jungle Flowers oF India too..
serioUsly we are Animals too and take a clue
from they bow to no man as they stand tall and Wild
and Free aS God Within sET Free from Birth and Always Born Free..
as
any
Christian as
LiON Feels and
Senses iN AslaNdwaysnow2..;)
Whew and that finishes all the
MacroVerse Memories with Micro
Verse Memories and yes more new
poetic expressions CoMinG soon as
this NautiluST overall as Stately MaNSiON
MoRE hAS BeCOMe an entity of Creativity unto itself
as me.. and SonG of My SouL Ocean WhOle Poem..
sure..
kinda
like God
wHOle too..
as i continue
to play a PArT
oF aLL oF thATiS2..
and on top of that the
“Kung FU RAINbow TREE”
MacroVerse from two years ago..
that by the way faced a very difficult
Audience beyond an Horatio face at then
the Wrong Planet StiLL and thaT exists heAr
as they wanted almost no pArT of WhOle tHeir..
and yeS it reminds me that the clock hands say
go work-out as hey i’m human and animal and
i must take care of that everynow now.. less i become a worm again..
And that my Friends would be A disservice to God not to achieve the
hiGhest of human potentials all as Gift of this life as Miracle oF NoW..
BecoMe
a work
of Art
and
allow
God to
sMILe Within BorN FReED NoW..:)
13,952
SoUL Eclipse
First LiGht..:)
A Trip to see Blogger Poet
Friend Victoria results
in four words and
two lines
of
poetic
Expression
suitable to fit
in FB new age
Colored Backgrounds..
Hmm.. and with the sMiLe
Emoticon of colon and parenthetical
Right curve it’s true for me a First liGht
of SoUL Eclipse was a first SMiLe i could
Feel in 66 Months of DaRk NiGht of a SoUL Eclipse..
and in this continuing Fred Style Haibun as LuCiFred’s
Fredbun and Fredku Haiku WiLL NoW Riff off of any Holy and
Sacred thingy iN existence eVen iF the FredkU comes longER be
fore the Fredbun to make it all FuLL of Meaning and Purpose to then
riSe uP Productive and Creative Neurohormones and Neurochemicals
in what some folks refer to As Kundalini RiSinG dividing that experience
to 7 localities of the Human Body when in actuaLiTy this Serpent is the
Vagal Nerve that reaches from Brain to Gut and transports signals of
Happiness uP or Dejection DOwn in Positive or Negative way wHere
eventually around a Quadrillion or so peptide and the such connections
get the message of liGht or DArk and yA Rise uP aGaiN iN ReBirTh
of Productivity and Creativity Quantum Metaphor of unLeAshinG
and reLeaSinG iN MINd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL MoRE
iN MoVinG ConnecTing and Further
Productive CreaTing ways or
you fall you fall
and neXt
thing yA
FeeL and
SenSe whERE
Did/Does Happy Land Go
wHeRE iF yOU FiNd a way
you Can and WiLL MaKe Happy
Land alwAys now with pathS on
A Journey of Happy as a practice
of what works for you.. the aRts are
surely one way.. and free verse MoVinG
and otheR ConNecTing And creaTinG
ways of JuST DoIng that now but
by aLL Means PleASe do yOUr
preVenTaTive
hUman
Maintenance per
Haps a Nature walk
too on Happy Paths oF
A Journey continuing NoW
iN and as LiGht iN Positive
thOught and Action way to make
the Consequences oF that LIGht A
ReWArd of Positive EmoTioNs iN each
and every one of those Quadrillion or so SeNsoRy
Chakras close now to InFiniTy Connections different
every now where one not only Paints the Color
of the Wind but becOMes ColoR BeYOnd the
Brush as the Wind NoW as PoT oF GoLd
RainBow beCOmes aS and LiVinG
within you.. so.. anyWay that’s
juST one way to
puT iT as
Metaphors overall
Go beYOnd meaSures
oF InFinity as wE creATe them or Not..
More and MorE for sure or not as Curious George FuN..
anyWay.. make yOur Lucid WaKinG DreAms coMe to
Fruition iN MoVinG ConNecTing CreATing ways NoW..
and per a MacroVerse i left out from two years ago
to date.. linked below named “TRUE dreams NOW”
TrULy the American Dream in the Declaration
of Independence is the unalienable
right to Life and Liberty and the
Pursuit of Happiness.. it
don’t say the Form
of Stuff
as
the Essence
is the EmoTiOns
and SenSes that CoMe
as Experience for what we value
in liFE.. ranging from Naked Freedom
to Golden Trump Towers.. some folks make
Happiness much more complicated than a
Naked Dance of Connecting and Creating
iN MoVinG hUman Ways that is totALLy FReED..
wHeRE as in the You Tube Video the greatest
Fear of the same folks who voted in a Pussy
Grabber in Chief Fear the shape of Rihanna’s Nipple Exposed and FReED
through even a shear T-Shirt as mold.. when Violence is treasured over flesh we die…
fast
or slow….
iN a Slow
or Fast Boil oF Life.
And sure there is a new song for that too
CoMinG Next by Katy Perry in a Bon APpeTiT PoT oF GoLd too..
as i finally get around to all the year to date MicroVerses to share too..:)
And yes that “TRUE dreams NOW”.. MacroVerse juST goes to sHow
FurThEr oN the Wrong Planet too.. how difficult it is
to sHoW MaGiC to any literally thinking
person.. religious or not..
same left
thinking
brain
individuals
overall in group
thiNk ranks of Gold
Fish Attention Span or not2..;)
“Even a fool knows that you can’t touch the stars,
but it doesn’t stop a wise man from trying.”
~~ Judge Harry T. Stone ~~
“There’s more than one way to skin a cat,
but there ain’t no way to make the cat enjoy it.”
— Jed Clampett
A fine Juxtaposition.. i see here of sorts..
in these two quotes.. and true
it is a wise man who
does not discount
possibility and only
a true fool will stay
inside a
cave
and starve
to death
a heARt…
but sadly
while ya
can’t now
make a cat
enjoy getting
skinned.. if the human
cultural norm says cutting
off the clitoris of a female human
in genital mutilaiton iS aNs in thing
to do.. as far as not falling
out of the social circle
for survival.. female
genital mutilation
is A way
to self esteem.. sTiLL NoW..
and that my friend.. illustrates
the power of belief in nocebo
voodoo way.. and reaching
for the Stars and MaKinG
hUman Stars happen..
thaT iS the
placeBo
power
of noT
dying WitH
dArk sHades
oF noCebo.. noW.. lost..
Humans generate emoTiOns..
yeZ.. iOns of energy ..not much different
really than the sun above below as hUman
being and those neuro-hormones.. neuro-chemicals
thAT spARK the flAMe.. receive a happy mesSage Now
iN receptors In bodiLY Cells when the energy is positive floW…
We reap what we sew.. no doubt.. from Stars of humans..
to pleasureless females with a big grin of fear for not
being accepted
into
Hell
now..
Heaven is better..
it’S not an imaginary place..
iT is real for those who find
It aWay from devils and
demons
of real
hell now.. So lucky..
some of us.. at least..
in the Good Old USA.. To
find iT and say F U.. to the N poWer..
per.. folkS in other places who would
take hUman free a way.. just
for power.. status.. and
cruelty
in the Devil
and Hell of hUman..
So SAdly REAL sTilL noW..:)
A story of a screen.. no.. not my computer.. a window screen of prison..
Yes.. the screen that let’s the air flow.. but another screen on the other
side of my bed will allow for that and bathroom window screen
as well.. anyway.. Hurricane Ivan
damaged our screens back
in ’04.. and instead
of repairing
them we opted
to store them in
the shed and put that
off for another day.. Well..
that other day came and comes
this week.. when my sister’s friend
repairs them all for free and installs
them too.. which was very nice of her..
as i ain’t much of a blue collar guy these
days in ways of manual labor.. as such..
but as i’ve often reported.. the worst
pArt of my 66 months of hell
was losing my emotional
regulation and sensory
integration.. and
abilities
to move..
connect and
create in artful
iMagiNaTiOn
ways toward
creativity.. and
granted a close to five
decades or so of external
goals for rewards of grades or
money behavior.. just about erased
my imagination and creativity for around
4 decades.. particularly in the red state
fundamentalist Christian area i
lived in as stuff like art ..
including dance..
and even F
iN smiling
ear to ear
was not something
allowed by the bully
so-called Christian
boys.. if you didn’t wanna
get ostracized out of the social
circle or even worse.. beat up..
and although i was skin and bones
my somewhat unusual height of 5 foot
10 at age 13.. likely prevented that as
even at skinny.. height has its
advantages in a fight
as far as
reach of
whatever fists
exist and such
as that.. anyway..
back to emotions.. beauty
is an emotion.. hell no… not
just objective data from something
good looking.. and to lose the ability
to feel the beauty of a sunset is an incredible
loss of true magic in life.. and pArt of why i love
photography so much.. is the iPhone 5.. with the
retina display i purchased in March of 2013.. was
the first color display i could stand with my eye pain..
since even before i became disabled in 2008.. yes
the eye pain in stimulus of colors started well before
then in the Winter to Summer of 2007.. about the
same time i got chilled in the air of 100
degree temperatures in July.. 2007..
which was the strangest
thing ever.. for
me as always
a rather hot
blooded individual W/temp..
of 103 then.. as ‘Foreigner’
might say.. and now that i have
my senses regulated.. 33 or 103..
is comfortable to me.. in relative
terms.. of course.. so i increase my
ability to feel beauty and my ability
to imagine more to expand my horizons
of human magic through the art of photography
and while someone is just seeing an advertisement
in the mall.. i am feeling a masterpiece of God as
Manifest by human.. albeit motivated by bucks..
iT matters not as my imagination can make It
into a masterpiece of wonder..
expanding my being in
mind and body balance
soUl.. iN heARt oF emoTioNs
MoVinG ConnecTinG mE wiTh
aLL oF NatUre.. and cultUre..
as SpiRit both FeeLinG
and ExpreSsinG iN GiVinG
shaRinG ways.. and after
losing all of that when
the God of Nature shoWed
mE REAL HUMAN HeLL and the
Dante Rings of depth therein without
a drop of manna to drInk.. i pay God and
aLL oF God’s Nature back my shaRinG
inSights through introspection and much
greATer iMaGiNaTion.. in Creativity than
i could ever iMaGinE iN HeAveNoW.. tHEN..
so to make a longer story
sTiLL CoMinG shorter
i woke up and
saw the
prison bars
of Feng shui wHere
as the God Story of Miracles
last night so aptly described as
Fish Swum by water of Life and
Birds carried by the air instead
of Swimming Fish and Flying
birds.. iN the interconnectedness
of Nature one.. not unlike the
Dao way of Being too..
and no longer
is that escape
in my bedroom prisoned
by bars of screen that stop
5 feet away.. inStead oF floWinG
iN ZoNE of Nature through all the
Beauty of LiFe in my yard..
AND every single
photo
on my blog
is sacred to me..
as trUly aLL iS Connected
in God’s eYes from head to toe
to Galaxies beyond and subatomic
particles and BEyonD below as well
as above.. so that Window is not just
a window and some pretty plants outside
that WinDow is a sacred WinDoW to God..
wHere i put my foot down instead of saying
yes dear.. as one who knows what to do to
stay married.. says to the wife.. and i said
that screen is going back in the shed
now.. i’m taking it down now..
and the wife is not
too happy
but i have
sympathy
for one not so lucky
as i too be damned to hell
to find out the full expanse of
the gifts of God that are as simple
as the heaven of a room with a view..
as before.. there was no imagination..
no moving.. and connecting art of
life for me.. all there was
was hell..
and i for one
ain’t going back tHere
aGaiN.. and WiLL do aLL i KinD
to lEnd to otHeRs eYes that see and
bE heaVen noW.. in the Kingdom of GOD
REAL.. and it shouldn’t be surprising
that folks see God’s in the sky above..
when there was time for imagination
in the eternal etheralsphere.. of now..
for the ancient Greeks and Romans
to see chariots of Gods in
council of clouds iN
sKeYes.. ’cause
i saw them
too In
IMAginAtIon of pattern
SeeKinG way when i finAlly
Healed and returned to my
5 year-old state of bEinG before
entering hell.. yeah.. like when i was
three and could sense and feel God inside..
outside.. above.. so below.. and all around
as Nature.. just in a casual back yard
toddler stroll looking across
the River
of
Feng Shui..
also kNoWn..
sTiLL noW as the
black water river that
once was named as the
entry point to briar bush
banks of HELL also known
as Milton.. it’s true.. i grew up
on what was once literAlly named
as the bank of HELL.. before the thorns
of briars were removed.. and a mill
town for lumber to build replaced
HELL.. well.. for me.. i saw
heaven first.. per the
Kingdom of God
felt and sensed..
in God’s all
connected
way then
in Feng Shui
way.. and true it became
hell again all over the place
for me.. but it was culture that
took that away.. and my willingness
to accept the illusions and rules thereof
and therein.. as cog in the machine of
human derived rules away from
God’s Nature.. i play
with God now..
and let other human’s
play with tools of separation..
and sure my wife will speak to
me again.. later today sometime..
but the truth is all there is.. is time
in hell.. so she can have all she wants
as i cannot convince her of the Heaven
i see and feel out that Window.. and if i
cannot convince the person i live with both
through hell and heaven.. how can i expect
to convince anyone else
heaven is real now.. WeLL
yeS.. lesSon
oF patience
in HeLL.. the Devil
knoWs better after
the fALL iN DArk NiGht of SoUl..
and wITh return to AngEL noW..
Fear is the killer of all that is good in
life.. all that is the Kingdom of God that is
Good and all that is Good that human
being feels and senses.. to lose
any freedom.. to repress
any sensuality.. feeling
or other sense that
does not harm
someone
else is
a path
away from
wE GoD Free.. eternAlly noW
and i feel so sorry for someone
like Michael Jackson.. so full of art
and creativity.. and obviously so full of
fear from a childhood.. of abuse in forcing
perfection of rules oF art on him.. where his only
way to escape that was controlling his environment..
until one day the anxiety drove him to sleepless nights..
and the only escape was suicide for him.. and after 40
days of almost no sleep for me.. i can relate
to that kind of hell..
but it’s the same
with my wife..
a stepfather
standing over
her bed with a knife
when she was small.. one
of the only memories of her
childhood she has.. so her way
of dealing with that is obsessive compulsive
control over everything in her environment
that she can.. not unlike Oprah Winfrey..
who has so many fabulous homes..
after being raped when young…
or Joel Osteen.. and
his 10 million dollar
home.. perhaps
some bullies
called him
queer as
a pretty boy smiling
too.. threatening to beat
him up if he didn’t become a
man.. i haven’t looked into it closely
but just with my empath eyes.. recently
seeing him on a show before the mask comes
with his show of positive ways of dealing with
life that i applaud for what he does in
transforming the modern Christian
religion into one of
Christ the spirit
of Love away
from fear.. as human
archetype iN excellence
oF hUman huwomanifest
as God in temple oF
human being
flesh and blood..
but sTiLL.. most
anyone who has material
excess lacks a fuLL heARt..
SpiRit.. and SoUL of mInD
and body balance.. as there
is so much heaven all around..
inside.. outside.. above.. so below..
in just naked flesh being carried
by the Winds of God in Sands
of free.. Dancing
with the Gravity
of God
instead
of Against God’s GraViTy
in PriSons.. of cultUre
and fear.. of hell ways
and demon devils
being reaL noW..
there iS an Art to soUl..
in moVinG CreaTinG
and Connecting
Real liFe noW..
and theRe can NoW
bE a science oF cognitive
empathy iN attempts
to help save
folks from
hell of fear
back to Heaven of
what can be Potential
Sacred Love aLL as the Christ
metaphor and archetype of
human SinGs
a SonG of SoUL..
yeah.. baby.. at the end
and the beginning.. the
finish and stARt of liFe
aLways noW iT iS aLL thAT
iS
aLL
aBout
soUl..
and how i wish
to see the sMiLe
of Heaven everlasting
eternAlly noW on otHeR
hUman bEinGs noW besides
jUst mE.. as yes.. even
iN HeaVen it CAN
gET
lonELy
@NoW….
And Now i smell
Pine Sol.. and my grandmother
who was psychologically and
physically abused by both
her Father and Husband..
and how she scrubbed those
floors from day to night
after picking cotton
to raise her
sisters..
after waitressing
for 12 hours a day..
to support my mother
and how she finALLy
broke down and could
no longer do it.. and how
my mother supported her.. then
for the rest of her life.. and
how my sister and i but much
more my sister does that for
my mother now.. and how an
extended family of help no longer
exists as much in western so-called
first world civilizations now.. where
clean up crews take care of the remains
of old folks in apartments in Japan
as they have lost all connections
with other human beings in flesh
and blood noW wHere technology
reiGns over flesh… and
how my wife’s greatest
fear.. having no children.. is being
left all alone in later life.. and how
Yellow Boy is truly all her
Love now.. and how
she cannot relate
to what i am
anymore..
as i cannot
be controlled any more
as just the floor as she
mops it now clean more..
and how allone i feel
yet how alone i can
feel she is.. but
how i cannot
take away
the everlasting
fear of childhood abuse..
not having enough to eat..
and living with little to less
trust in the good
of the world..
as she too was
abused at school..
for having to get those
reduced lunches and not
having the pretty clothes of
other girls.. the world sucks
when people hoard and forget
to give and share.. the world sucks
when folks don’t have an early loving
extended family and village environment..
when the human touch is King and Queen
over material items to buy at SuperWalmart
and store in garages.. when cars become
Lovers.. and homes become God..
when clothes become
sacred
and naked
becomes
evil..
life sucks..
i make love to
liFenoW FucK THAT…
ALONE i MAY BE
BUT ALLONE i stay… aLiVE..
and the best thing about writing and
expreSsinG emoTioNs like this is i remember
why i Loved my Grandmother so much and
from my last post my friend Renee..
and of course Katrina too.. as they
struggled so much with a history of
abuse.. and Michael
Jackson too.. for i can
shed tears freely now..FReED..
without fear of some ignorant
Christian Red State boy for calling
me queer.. as i’ve worked my way
up to heaVen.. and no REAL FOOL..
WILL EVER TAKE THAT WAY FROM THIS SACRED FOOLnoW..
but true ‘they’ kNow and feel not what they do.. as they live in
REAL PURGATORY
OR
HELL.. AND that’s
the sAddest pARt oF aLL..
an opaque window thAT
has no
window @aLL
to heavenOw…
i AiM to BREAK THAT..
wITh FucKinG per·se·ver·ance..
iN “DancE SonG mY SoUl”.. yeS!..
and that’s the new naMe oF mY
approaching 4 MilLion Word
poem AkA “KATiE MiA FredericK!iI”
noW as thiS WiLL eventually bE the
667th macro verse of that
as named too..
jUst that..
it’s not enough
to SinG the kNoWledge
oF the Kingdom of God as
Heaven noW.. one may DancE
iT better to find It to open
up the WiNdow and
Breathe Free FiNally..
sadly.. i cannot convince
the wife.. who looks in form
like a Natural Ballet Dancer
to do even one step
of dance
free floWinG
in Feng Shui way..
but iF like me at ’53..
or ’63.. or even ’93..
if she ever takes
that first
step to
dance free..
freeing the emotions
of her body.. from the
tensions of fears iN past..
in regulation of heaven..
integrating her senses
from head to toe..
feeling the
sensuality
of ecstasy
when the entire
body is one sexual
organ from head to
toe in mind and body
balance of MaKinG Love
to God free within.. outside..
above.. so below and all around FReED
kinda like mE..
anyWay.. the challenge
of liFe gOes oN.. i woNe
thE tEst oF FReED.. and all iS
left is the greAteSt challenge
to even take the closest
one’s to me..
to HeaVenoW..
wITh a spArk thaT
works for them..
or at lEast
a hint..
to the bliss..
the Nirvana of the Kingdom of God Heaven
Inheritance Free thAT caN bE wEfreeforALL..:)
sMiLes.. my friend Candice
thefeathered sleep… at 13..
before the boys tOld me i can’t
smile.. i wrote a play.. and a Christmas
story that won a prize among 80 kids
in two homeroom way..
my greAtEst surpriZe.. as
i could not logically..
analytically..
mathematically..
in equation way..
figure out wHere the
heaVen in heLL those
emoTioN fillED words
cAMe from then..
and then all went
away except for a spark
in a philosophy class at 18..
wHere the oNe oF aLLInterdependent
Connectedness surfaces in words then..
uknoWinGest.. to me anywhere above..
collective unconsciousness archetypes
then.. of bEinG dEEpeR stEePed as
tea in text book ways..
so now.. i dreAM and
wRite as sAme butt mY frIEnd
tHere is no Heaven iN online but
words of i.. to give.. to share.. nothing
in return but silence most often.. and
that is wHy i dAnce.. i move.. connect..
and create in feat of feet.. as i feel iT aLL
more than iMaGiNaTioN alone.. tHeRe IS
A MinD tHere IS A BoDy.. but without both
iN MoVinG ConnEcTinG waYs oF CreatiViTy
as hEArt tHere is less than two ones of K 11 hOldinG
HAnds at H 8 oF INfInity eternAlly noW aka Heaven
NoW the BliSs the NirVana Satori aLwAYs noW..
and trUe rarEly in public does someone say
may i have this dance wITh yoU NoW..
but iT matters noT..
as after 5348 miles in
33 months noW.. most
everywHeRe i go.. someone
WiLL sMiLE aT mE wHeRever
i go.. in the metro area HeaR
of distance MoVinG
ConnecTinG..
CreaTinG mE
DancE and SonG
oF SoUL noW and the
fools who see only the
fool of me without the sacred
pArt i Live within.. are MiSsinG
something iN liFe i wOUld LovE
to sHare iF they woULd juST
take a
Dance
from
mE..
i gET so lonely at
tIMes online too.. mY friEnd..
trYing to leave a Nautilust
shEll of aLL i kNoW.. FeeL.. and
SensE.. whiLe this staRbursT
creaTiViTy eXits as mE..
but i kNow
sEnse and
FeeL thAT
Heaven
iS onLY
a Dance A Way
and when i have enough
of thiS online thinG.. i juSt
do iT as i AM A Dance oF sTAr2..:)
A SonG oF SoUL for grief.. a sacred
waY for mE noW for sure.. and
‘After the Love is Gone’..
was the that song
for me for decades
as that was the
Song as mentioned
in my last post playing
when my first Love broke
up with me.. and so whenever
i wanted to feel that deep emotion
of sadness.. i could play it on keyboard
as a pianist for decades then.. and yes.. i have
a new one named “Come What May”.. for when our
cat Moby was sick.. and i knew we would not have
much time left with him.. and when he was with
me WiTh bright green eyes..
purring on my leg..
i played it facing
the reality of what
would be me making
the decision sooner than
later to end his life peacefully
rather than struggle of misery and suffering
as best as i could to make his last days
’till the end in comfort then..
and after spending over 5 years
without a tear.. without even
a memory of what a sMiLe
felt like or even
if i had
ever really
felt a laugh
in my liFe aT aLL
as when memories of emotions
go.. there is no reference point
as there are not even emotions
of memories left..
in a black
hole soul
of death living liFe..
so yes.. when my first tear
came in April of 2013.. when
we faced the decision to put down
Sunny Boy.. Yellow Boy’s heir
apparent Son.. as he was
injured in a fight
and found
to have
kitty aids
then.. by a 6
LB terror neighborhood
block cat named Oreo
who was not
even afraid
of the
largest
humans around the
block then.. a tear
came finAlly after the
event of putting him down..
and for the first time in over
5 years i felt strength in my
legs even though i still
retained my
ability to leg
press 500 LBS
with a weak feeling
in my entire body with
only pain that would never
go away.. until that moment
a tear of strength came.. and
what i cAMe to find Wisdom as then..
is that a tear is what makes us strongest
oF aLL.. and yes.. science even shows this
to be true now.. with dopamine increase
of innervating nerve muscles
stronger of course..
along with
creativity
and art in
MoVinG.. GroWinG
ConnecTinG.. MoTiVaTinG
MoRe way.. so i embrace
the sacredness of Grief now..
and my theory of why those sad
country music songs are so popular
to the patriarchs in the South
who are taught to
repress their
smiles.. their
laughs..
and EmoTioNs
overall by screaming
daddies that say get
tough boy.. dam it..
get tough
boy..
is it gived
’em an excuse noW
to be human for just
a little.. while. and it’s
probably why they Love Jesus
so much.. as that gives ’em a little
opportunity to express the divine feminine
Love that is God as much as WiLL and Strength
in Fearless way of patriarch men to protect the home
and family.. and Tribe/Nation as such.. so i will come
what may.. in bliss and grief.. as they are both connected
in LiGht
and DArk
as God oF aLL
of i as mE..wE
After the Love iS gOne
iS trUly juST an invitation
iN groWinG HeaVen more.. and iT
was so hard for mE to figure out the
bitter sweet trUth oF aLL oF thAT then..
as i lived in head instead of body
of emoTioNs full in sOuL
and balance
F iN MiNd
and bOdy both baLan-
CinG but now i Understand
so much better and use God
given Nature to my advantage
instead of escape..
Nature has mercy..
and to floW
WiTH NatUre
instead of E-scape
iN flight or flight
away from fight
oF aLL Of
DArk aNd LiGht
iN NiGht Of Day..
iS sImplY
liFe.. The giFt..
thE PreSent.. tHe NoW oF God..
And while no doctor or therapist could
give me a pill to get my emotions back..
i found my own cure.. and interestingly
in the Movie Captain America.. Civil WAr..
Iron Man develops a millions of dollars
technology that allows him
to three dimensionally
visit the trauma’s
of his life’s past
that have
’caused demons
of repressed emotions
and resulting somatic
distress locked in a
body that keeps battle
scars unresolved of
the heARt.. SpiRit..
and soUl in or out
of Balance
as such..
i found a cheaper way..
truly almost a free way to get
mine back.. supported by decades of
nerds finding an avenue to transport
emotions of music to an online haven
of soUl in YouTube way..
and the poeTry
of connecting
emoTions to Language
came to be guide posts
and signs back to the
heARt of i.. and one
particular
blog post
back in Spring
of 2013.. named
Autistic Love Letters
where i did that collage
of many of the folks and the
dog lost to me.. through ages
of slowly repressing the heARt
of i to escape the
misunderstood
path to groWing
that grief can bRing..
it was the spArk that stARted
bRinGinG me back to life.. and
there was a little online heart
break of a misunderstanding between
me and my first real online friend..
and a White Pearl of a new one
in July of 2013.. that
brought me back
to Life again.. aLL
yes.. the Saviors
of my liFe and
truly the cat
Oreo was the one
who initiated
the growth
of
my sOUl
back.. through
in ultimate effect
of killing one of
the greatest Love
of cats i had
then.. in
what was
left of
what i could
feel of anything then..
surprise.. surprise.. the dArk iS
liGht and the liGht can be dARk..
iT iS aLL onE.. grin and
bear it
as final
LeSsoN to me..
and for reference here..
the posts that truly cured
me.. the memory of Life..
and the help of
everyone
who brought
me back.. particularly
Steve Jobs.. as he got
that Retina Display to me..
in the initial spark of
beauty true..
to bRing
me Back to
Life as the
Job
cures
JOB.. a UniVErse
wE aLL aRe toGeTher
on forgotten
as
separate
noW.. the
saddest paRt
oF liFE is death in Living HeLLnoW..
but the hope is.. iT is tHeRe noW..
even at the dArkest liGht oF aLL..:)
“Autistic Love Letters”
“OREO THE MEANING OF LIFE”
SeeKinG FinDinG PracTiCinG
YiN And YanG BaLanCe NoW
WitH tRee
oF LiFe
God
aLwaYs
noW iN HeaVeNoW..
NoW iMaGiNe iF yA cAN
trUly iT’s noT harD to dO..
iF eVery chiLd coMes
inTo thiS WORlD..
wItH A waY
liKe thiS
FearLess
LoVeNoW..
yeS.. noW
tHiS sHiRt
sAys aLLtHatiS
aS Truth aNd LiGht
As GoD iN noW ReaL..:)
One of my only views of the world..
albeit blurry as i could only bear to
wear my sun glasses for
more than a few minutes
of excruciating pain
to take Katrina
to Walmart
during those
66 months of shut-in
Hell.. Pain is all i was..
locked in for almost the
first three years.. without
the ability to even read or
watch TV or listen to music
at all.. trapped in my mind
i was then.. and at home..
just sitting on the patio
staring off into
space before
the ability
to look at
a screen turned all
the way down in almost
total darkness of words..
a few inches away to attempt
to stand the eye pain without
the extra pain of prescription
shades.. of focus.. in association
with Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
worst pain known to mankind from
wake to sleep.. for all
those 66 months
of HeLL then.. pain..
and as of November..
Thanks Giving Day
of 2010.. the first
mountain of word
came.. but the hell.. one
of my only views of the
external world was this
dam wood fence at
Walmart all those
years then..
so yeah..
doing a little
reminiscing today
of wHere i’ve been
iN preparation to wHere
i WiLL go neXt.. as i continue
to gain greater memories of my
past life.. after illness took almost
everything away from me as Hell
then.. and the EMoTioNs that
are alWays associated wITh
Memories dArk come
FlooDing back
and bloGGinG
is one of the
best ways
to process iT aLL..
and perHaps.. who KnoWs..
even provide some inspiRaTioN
to someone else along the paths
of longer word journeys now..
bottom line.. it’s a healthy
thing to do.. to explore
the Inner UniVerse oF
hUman and share
as story talers
give.. few do
sTiLL exist
longer than Twitter
and ‘normal’ Facebook
Statuses as days oF OlD..
wheN thE hUman heARt
iS KinG anN QueeN oF WoRlD..:)
And here the patch of Dirt on River
of Downtown Milton..
on Willing Street
my home of
gRoWinG
young.. and the
River i LooK aCross
at age 3.. before i can
speak at age 4.. sensing
feeling i have been here
forever wITh the God
of NaturE noW.. And
aLL iSreal.. forevernow..
as now can be then.. now..
and it’s kinda nice when
although your shotgun
home has been
torn down..
what is left
is like a Public
Park to explore
and yes.. reminisce
the days before school
days when all iS Nature
ONE as God and i then..:)
So.. i take a walk up the Hill on Pine Street West
as i walked to first grade school.. at Canal
Street Elementary school in
first grade shoes..
where German
Shepard Dogs
scared me..
thinking they
might bite my hands
then in walk to school..
always felt like those hands
must be protected at all costs
then for some reason or another..
come to fruition now at best
intuitive guess sTiLL..
anyway.. no
dogs today..
and what changed
from Milton High school..
when my Mother graduated
from the same building in the
50’s and Elementary
school for me in
mid 60’s eventually
became my Junior College
place of school.. in ’78 as well..
as College Freshmen then.
oh.. the smAll town liFe
then.. where everyone
knew your name..
and all looked out
for most everyone
then.. a walk to
the five and dime
in the other direction
North.. and just 20 miles
or so south.. to some of the
most beautiful sugar white
sands of beach in the World..
wRite here.. on the banks
and briars that grew
in a place once
called HeLL..
yes.. on
those banks
i am raised then
in small mill town
groWing to Metro
Area full population
Santa Rosa County
now wHere heavy
traffic replaces
Sunday
Drives of Peace
most every day
oF LiFe.. on Front
Porches.. and fields
of playgrounds.. wHere
children breathe.. and
feel the moist grass between
toes away from screens of scream
as is the norm of close to heLL noW.. REAL..
anyway for all practical intents and purposes..
i am
5 again..
or maybe 7..
but never the less
A L L E L U I A noW..
Yah.. Praise ye YaH..:)
Ah.. Poetry.. an excellent way in either
reading and/or interpreting or/and
eVeN potentiAlly better.. iN
wRiTinG iT to strengthen
the connection between
EmoTioN and WordS
in written guideposts
aS Language..
iS association
iN greater expReSSinG
thAt EmoTioN aS SpiRit..
In written.. oraL.. and yes..
tHere iS non-verbal way noW
oF eXpreSSinG EmoTioN Too..
Of course iN ArT oF Facial expressions.. other
body language.. And perHaps the greAtesT
thing about free FloWinG Dance as
we water as swam or we air as
carried Free.. yeS.. FloWinG
aS oNe ZonE oF FoCuS
aS through MuSiC
of nuanced
EmoTioN
WiTh dance
can bRinG posiTiVE
meMories oF EmoTioNs
iN cellular MeMorY
oF receptors
iN potential
hUman alWays
bliss.. wHere through
Bio-Feedback.. wE lEarn
to better regulate our EmoTioNs..
wITh.. yeS.. Relative Free WiLL
to suiT our deSires oF FeeLinG
and also integGraTinG SenSeS..
wHeRe wE arE onE FinELy
tunED FeRRaRi miNd
aNd BodY Balan-
CinG BeiNG soUL noW!..:)
Hmm.. photo of the ‘Clown Shark” as he arrives
three years ago.. iN LuCiFreD BeASt-like Fashion oF Jaws2..;)
And just a toddler
LuCiFred Clown ShArk heAr..;)
Short MicRoVerse from 2015 as
the rest of these MicroVerses mostly are from last year.. 2016..:)
Nerp, actuAlly the metaphor of the 3500 year Old TesTament still rings true with cutting edge science.
First tHere is dark then, then thEre is the light of the science Big Bang, and perhaps theRe is light BEfore dark as well in an INfinite ocean of the Force of God InFiNitY waves, as above so below.
Human arises from ‘Sagan’ star ‘dust’, bible dust, and ‘clay’; all matter that still moves at God Force atomic level.
And therE is yet no proof that dark is NOthing, in terms of a complete vacuum state for scientific metAphor, as well.
It’s not surprising that humans form God in anthropomorphizing way; but never the less, God is creating Force and Master of All that is, as ‘sane’ and same.
The greatest part of grief is it inspires..
The greatest part of human is truly emotions..
As they move human to greater heights of survival..
And sadly some ways of thought away from emotion..
suggest that EmoTioNs are inferior in some way.. and nothingness
of feeling is preferable over all natural human emotions that keep
the species feeling.. moving.. and feeling more for Flight of liGht..
instead of Flight away
from EmoTioNs TrUe..
and the time i spent on the
Wrong Planet.. the last resort
online as metaphor for the outcasts
of life.. stuck in books.. lecture halls..
and often analytical equations
in scientific one step
two step three four five..
to assess and stay
in repeatable ways
of being over and
over and over
again same..
as metaphor
as well… please..
as sure they do other
stuff too.. as this is just
a loose generality..
but anyway..
same is hell
Heaven is change..
and the way to move
is to feel first in ways
iN positive liGht oF EmoTioNs
In HiGher Vibrations Of LiFeNoW
as SonG iN DancE oF LiFe
Flows hiGher in positive
emotive
way..
And sure.. while the
“Eckart Tolle” Goal noW
of now is simply existing
in the now.. desiring nothing
along with Buddha and others
in a middle way.. i wanna feel the
highs and lows too.. and come
back to the middle
to rest..
and even
in that place
of floating
bliss now
that is calm
and even like
a still Lake moonlit
way.. of inner peace..
Life is a circus.. a fair..
and a firework of survival..
And yes.. a liGht too BriGht
to dim with silence in breathes
of ease away from challenge..
Challenge bRinGs adaptation..
change and another way
to experience life..
as the human
race SinGs
and Dances
i On iN liGht
oF EmoTioNs MoVinG
uS hiGher and higHeR iN
all the nuanced ways noW oF
multi-verse rainbow life briGht..
Sure.. i wanna experience that
thing that “Eckart Tolle” the Buddha
and other have but i wanna do Pat
Benatar too.. as Promises in the DArk..
yes.. trUly Ark of Life can be dARk
as WeLL as liGht.. and when
aLL becomes saCred
from inside.. outside..
above.. so below and
all around..
liGht and
D a R K
ALL IS LIfE..
AnD NonE iS DEatH..:)
Facebook Friend Sherri provides
the prompt of this SonG and DancE oF
poeTry by sharing the SonG oF
Promises In the Dark by
Pat Benatar..
and i say..
Thanks.. i literAlly
needed that
wRite now..;)
Every note of every
SonG and DancE
oF
LiFe IS A poetic
prompt to me..
WitH
BiG
WInKs..:)
“The Powerful Play of Life Goes on and you May Contribute a Verse”
“What WiLL your Verse Be”
From the Robin William’s Dead Poet’s
Society remARKable SonG and DancE
aLL aBout LiFeNoW oF PasSioN JoY..
wHere the rules of art are
ripped out
of the
Book oF School..
and Neo becomes
the Poetry oF LIFe..
i don’t write FucKinG poEtry
for liKes and followers.. and
shares and such as thAT..
although i share iT
aLL for free
iN GiVinG
ways
as that iS the way
oF hUman BeinG out
of the hOUses of StoRinG
GRain in AgriCULTural start
away from BeinG hUman
KiNd.. iN jealously and
greed.. anger.. and
hate and all stuFF
oF Fear away
from
Free..
i SinG and
Dance
FOR
FREE..
BOTTOM LINE
OF LIFE FREE
AS GOD
WiLL
have us
bE as US As wE..
and that iS why the
new ISraEL U.S. A.
and other free ways
of BEiNG ALL
thaT iS
Sun
as
GOD..
for IS
RA
EL..
aT lEaster
As hUman reborn
aS Free.. comes to
greATer FruiTioNoW..
as no longer is existence
predetermined by cultural
and religious existing rule
alone.. ALLONE iS Free as
GoD and We.. and the prophets..
as messengers oF GoD eXisT
wHereVer Fearless Love
as HuWoMan..
DancE
and SinG..
WitH TrUe
Relative Free WiLL..
wHeRe the F iN of Orca
is no longer limPed oVer..
hiGh wE SWi’M.. aS
FreE WiLL
bEnOW..
JuSt anoTHeR
plaY oN poeTry..
FReED WiLLeY noW..
Yeah BaBy.. yoU kNow
aLL those selfies.. wITh
the left Arm raised as TriAngle
hiGh.. no that ain’t just an arm
thaT iS an Orca FiN Free
WiLL oN
the Loose..:)
“The shoe that fits one person pinches another;
there is no recipe for living that suits all cases.”
~~ Carl Jung ~~
Carl Jung is one of my favorites
as he wasn’t afraid to step
out of the
psychiatrist
shrink box..
all wrapped up as
such in mind altering
drugs.. in ways of neuro-chemicals
which are only a tiny ingredient of
the neuro-mix of human being.. iE
oxytocin.. being a great
pArt of the
mix of social
bonding that
the profession is
only recently addressing
and there are so many more
lost continents of mind that
at least Jung attempted
to seek.. find and
practice..
through
case study
way.. and the greaTest
thing about being a Bi-Polar..
Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde type..
as i readily admit from
my history as such..
i’ve seen both sides
up close.. and
inside.. outside..
above.. so below
and all around noW
and understand Now
why i scare the crap out
of some folks.. and excite
others to no end with wee i can’t
believe i’m meeting you now
man.. they are they and
me is me.. those are those
and us or them.. Bio-Diversity
and all diversity is the way
of change.. the way
oF God oF aLL Nature
don’T take a Rocket
Scientist or Chemist
Pope to get this
Basic tenant
oF aLL tHat iS
and sure.. yes..
Being the
greAtest
Lunatic in a room..
can spell either fear
or eXciTeMent for
those who enter
different ways of
BeiNG hUman..
but what i kNow from
the dArKest liGhts and
BriGhTest niGhts is there
are some places the hUman
HeArt.. SpiRit and MiNd
and BoDy balance
or imbalance
as SoUL
goes thaT iS
organic in Nature
where only time can
cure some ills in Rest
and Recuperation back
into liGht from dARk..
iT is those who have
sunk and swam..
swam and
sunk..
and swam
again.. that
Learn to Swim
iN liGht and Dark..
and the hardest pARts
can be the shades of grey
in purgatory of middle ‘tween
Heaven and Hell.. but i have
a hidden grin my frIEnd as
i’Ve seen ‘tween.. above
and below most ALL
aRounD oF aLL
both sIDes noW..
and no doubt the
colors beyond the
RainBoW i Live.. few
have.. enTeRed noW..
but.. iF i can gET heRe
noW.. i retain hope for
otherS in the DarKest
liGht
oF ALL
Dead iN LiFe..
and as far as the
government goes.. meh.. 25 years
worKinG for that three ring circus
too long.. to be worried about rule
makers and such as that and
anyway.. a truly crazy
person
has
nothing
to hide.. nothing
to fear.. and nothing
to hate.. but Loving LiFe..
yeS.. it’s
F iN Crazy
but IT’s Free
iT’s NoW anD as
Ferris Bueller saY iN etH
a miGhty grasp of WisDom
take a day off or yA miGht jUSt miSs iT..
So.. i took mY LiFe oFF and
LiVeOnoW.. thanks Ferris..
even if you are not
REAL
i
AM noW
And craZy
iS as smART does..
iN thE SpiRit oF George Carlin
wRite
oN course
oF course..
WiTH A FoRresT
VieW oF GumpTiOn..:)
So.. as balance goes..
and Yin and Yang SinGs
HiGher and higheR Free..
MoVing and CreaTinG i am
but i am MiSsing ConneCtinG
a little too much..
so in an attempt
@reaching more folks
one on onE noW
as noW iS aLL tHat
iS i travel to dVerse..
to connect
iN SoUl
SpArks
of poeTry
tHeir and as far as
reciprocation.. i AM
usuAlly a little too strange
for that but that is the way
of the online poeTry world
As iNfusED iN structured way..
oF away from Robin Williams
Dead Poet’s Society wITh more
introverted.. conservative
ruLED miNds..
tHIS bird sINgs fREE
A SonG and DancE
oF LiFe.. FReEd and
Y tHere are
noWs that
otHeRs
SinG WitH
mE and WinD theY
Do Choirs of AngELs
coMe aLiVe as ET
iS real iN
SonG and
Dance both
on earth noW
and OnLinE too
iN eXTrAterrestrial
way as thaT is what
E Land IS A Land aWay
from real that can be anything
we like or dislike or totally ignore..
but in real liFe.. i cannot be ignoRed
any more than a rose.. in the middle of Desert SAndS
as i dance a liGht briGhter than the moon briGhT aT niGht..
but yes.. noW
theRe iS tHat
record online thaT
i promiSed God wOUld
last after the last SonG
and Dance oF mEnoW..
and iF yoU are one of mY
few friEnds yOu WiLL
kNoW FeeL i never
break a
promise
to a friEnd
and or mY friEnd
God iN Covenant waY..:)
WeLL.. naH.. i don’TusAlly
share Thursday NiGht Dance
Shirts tHe niGht beForE DancE
aS Thursday NiGht WiLL bE
mY 110th Dance Week niGht
oF DoinG juSt thAT..
At Old Seville Quarter
wiTh aLL thE
Kool College
age folks tHeRe..
but Vincent Van Gogh
wITh aN S for HopE..
iT’S aBout placE..
wE hAve..
A SupeR
herO liKe thAT..:)
Believe it or not..
As Ripley sTiLL can
say.. i am not a word
person from birth.. i mean
duh.. didn’t speak until age
4.. so obviously a fAct.. as weLL
as Art of mE.. and trUly a form oF
Hyperlexia.. in interpreting and decoding
all stuff symbol.. is what i am.. a precocious
reader almost before speaker i was then..
although i could rarely maintain much
comprehension of whAT i read
other than the words
of forms
that i could
say in detail
way.. rather than
getting the bigger
picture then.. noW
in watching even
a movie and taling
iT back in
coherent
paragraphs
of telling speech
in verbal spoken
way.. so what’s wITh
aLL these words.. as visual
and numerical thInker is what
i am in symbolically navigating
my world back then.. wondering
watching.. all those talking
heads on news..
when WiLL i Flow
words like them
back then..
Well.. yeah.. i’M also
good then iN remembering
auditory lectures of Rote
fActs when focused iN
totAlly laser way aLL
In school then.. too..
and my visual and number
memory so great.. no contact
number list for me.. in personal
assistant way.. and let me tale you
all about the shirt i wore.. on a vacation
20 years ago.. down to the way it felt
on my neck yes.. back then too..
but words.. they
escaped the oral
way of presentation
in coherent flow way..
until the typewriter comes
and i have the opportunity
to back space and
delete iF
need be
for iT aLL
to make sense..
and after losing effective
use of my eYeSiGht and
HeARing for around 66
months from January
2008 to July of 2013..
i am forced into Navigating
the World.. and do it more..
when i start writing online
oN Thanks Giving
Day of 2010..
and it’s great to be able
to see anything even just
2 inches away from dimly
lit screen.. through the pain
of heLL StiLL trying my best
to escape it in mind of written
words.. then.. So.. the picture.. number
and interpreter reason Thinker STiLL becomes
words and the rest is history as record here..
and many folks online who are identified having
Autism.. actually have a non-verbal.. form of Autism
wHere the word part comes easy but identifying faces
and expressions can be very difficult.. including
Math associated stuff.. and moving out
of a literal stay of miNd into
the more figurative
metaphor stuff
oF LiFE iN aRT oF hUman
way noW.. so yes.. it’s worth
noting than many poets who navigate
the human mind and environment through
words over photos and number way..
WiLL not get along as well
with the way
i write..
as an eXVisual
image and number
tHInKer too.. but yes..
as iS the fAct of mY liFeNoW
tHeRe iS alWays challenge.. change…
and adaptation for neuroplasticity
in BRain Change way and
eVEn Epigenetics..
wHere wE unpack
our potential stored
DNA.. in genes.. and
make more more change
in even incredible and dramatic
change.. as is the case for
mE iN July
of 2013..
anyWay.. as i say aGaiN
Human Nature is Dynamic
aLways Changing
as adapting to
Environmental
Challenge iN
AdaptaTioN
way..
and the Video.. as lInked
above about poeTry
iN TED Talk format
certainly SinGs a
SonG of THis
Nature oF
poEtry
iN beInG
Human BeinG2..:)
21,972
WeLL.. a few detours
have deterred my Visit
back to dVerse and wHeRe
WiLL i sTart.. yes.. i’ll
go straight to the
last prompt
on Tuesday
wHere it’s about
Doors and opening
them and who.. now..
perhaps Writer’s own
the Wind.. as
Jim Morrison
WiLL likely
Ride too..
in memory
of the Doors
too.. yes..
wRiteR’s noW..:)
Doors oF ever noW..
approacH..
open closeD
Brighter pathS
onlY
alonE
allone maY
kNoW noW..:)
FAcing tHe tesT
iN Door oF DeatH
Been tHeRE dONE
iT aLivE
noW
AfteR
FAcE
aLiGht SHinE..:)
Doors oF tools
of human kind..
Guns and Roses..
Cars and Homes
yes.. fridges..
and stoves..
sticks
and
stones..
all doors
extending
human touch..:)
Door of adults a
screened down porch
to children sitting at
a table one notch
below..
Adults Sing
a song of
mystery
new..
i wanna
kNow
more than
nursery rhymes
in grand ma’s
step
down
play pen
then.. they say
that’s where the
Kid’s eat..
i say..
i AM.. no
label just
a garden sTiLL..
in fertile soil..
sTill
so
deep..
Rose of i
FloWers
so read
BriGht..:)
For me too..
walking down
a childhood road..
doors of old homes
antiquity sOld..
Lives inside
memories
liVe..:)
TiMe.. a River
and not a clock..
Life.. a now
and not
an end..
SAdly.. iN
church..
wHere
end
means
more.. than liFe
oF Now.. Holy..
Insanity.. can
reign in
doors
shut
closed..
Nature.. has
the answer..
juST
liVe..
and Nike
too..
Do
iT
noW..:)
The arriving or leaving
thaT multi-door of
liFe i’ve fAced
three nows
iN total..
one at 21..
two at 47..
three strikes
and i’m still
here
door remains
open..
i
stand
uP..
and then
i Dance..
never
looking
back to doors
of
Death..
unless i’m wRiTinG
DancinG poetry
juST opening
old doors
foR
fUN..:)
SMiLes..
the doors to
extraVersion..
lonG ones for
me.. breWinG
Dr. Jekyll
to Mr.
Hyde..
as only
pLay oF
course..
fiNdinG aLL
iS plaY in Y anG
oF LiFeNoW SonGs
DancEs..lOnG..SMiLes..:)
YiN YanG
oF ‘PasSioN
PreCiSioN’..
WisE
WoRds
iN
DeeD
foR LiVinG
BraVe
iN
ReAsonS..
Arts opeN DooRs
Of LiGht iN NiGht
DArk oF dAy noW..:)
Very quick side
note here..
PoeTry
enRiches
a liFe oF Art..
side note ends..
and poeTry sTiLL
stArts and beGiNs..
with no end
or Finish
forever
noW..:)
SMiLes.. i’LL
go doubting
Thomas route
iN opTioNaL
goSpel.. aWay
HeRe froM SAint
Francis.. Matthew..
All the rest..
now
Thomas
iS
coR
recT..
makE
best noW
oF aLL
doors
opeN
NoW..
don’t waiT..
WinDow fALLs..:)
SMiLes..
doors to dance
StiLL relieve
me iN
closeD
of past..
trust me
not or yes..
when i say..
as Air Force
Psychiatrist
treating combat
veterans can say..
i’ve never
seen a case
of anxiety
as bad as
mine was
and no noW
longer iS
iN noW..
yeS..noW
Miracles
oF Dance..
they do happen..
but seriously..
body keeps
score.. to
free A priSon
oF iT iN iNterpretive
free style NO LESsONs
dance.. can bE A way
out free
of a priSon
past
iN mInd
and body
imBalance
oF soUL..
mY
FriEnd..:)
SMiLes..
i wouldn’T
be surprised
to date.. iF God
don’t sEnd A bEast
liKe GodZillA
tO tEach
thE
WORlD
A lesSon
fOr tranSgresSinG
aGAINsT Life
iN God’s
NatUre hOMe NoW
ouT oF BalanCinG
wRitE noW.. oH..
DoorS noW to
HeaVen alReaDy
openED.. hUmans
creaTe A heLL
iN doorS
closEd..
sAdly
noW..:)
Be back..
6:06 pm..
05112016..:)
Pre-MacroVerse from Four years ago..
Back iN thE Logical Mind of the Left Brain
Wrong Planet more as sHells
of Words as literal more2
than figurative allone
and much deeper
than words shells
concrete aS Such aLOne..:)
“Autistic Love” and the “Science of Kindology”
And yes..
back at 10:30 pm..
Doorways to Energies..
Oh.. Doorways to Love..
Furry pets come and
go.. Electric ZonE
of heat.. cooL noW
and entertainment
morE.. soMenoWs
i dance mORe As
air and water..
allone plays
wITh mE
Airwater
LoveS
iNowiN
liGhTeninG..:)
World of spoon fed from
birth domesticated cats
we are with
collared
school..
wrapped around
the fingers of culture
we are.. always school..
always work.. little
windows
no looking
glass within
to move connect
and create internally
eternally
SinG
and DancE
Free…
A Hurricane
outside.. a calm
within we generate
or
not..:)
Screen Doors of Love
Swing by in rhymes of
times gone by..
Love within
Sings a
Song
of missing
Door sWings
of Love
stay
within..
just a new
door to be found
to Love even more..:)
EmoTioNs of hUmans
rust without trust..
hidden in
bones
of pain..
cob webs
of empty
SinG in sHades
of grey.. colors
igNite iN bones
aflaMe iN want..
Love iS in the Air
BehOld a flAMe oF
re
BoRn
heARt..
SpiRit
SoUl moVinG
iN colOrs SpRinG..:)
Door aNew
Door aOld..
Door sOld
Door bOught
Door bRinGS
Change oF dArk
And liGht challenge
Adapt GroWinGs mOre..:)
Every gRain of SAnd
a Door open to the
essence
oF aLL..
or closed
to the essence
of one man less..:)
Birds and Fish Navigate
within.. wITh birds
a Trigeminal
NerVenoW
per Quantum
Mechanics
aS baffLED
bY science
StiLL.. oh!
hUmans take
instructions
from others
aNd siT STiLL..
ha! apeX predaTor
iN priSons oF electriC
chAIRS Guinea PigS
iN TwiliGht
Zone
REAL..:)
Revolving Doors of input
output garbage in
data of cogs
in machines
of culture
to be filLed..
MoVinG.. CoNecTinG
CreaTinG Doors output
more than input spoon
fed
from
birth.. Terminator
ways die when Internet
kills the TV
DEaD..
as long as
interAction
of output becomes
the Terminator 2 gAMe..
Neo Lives too in output GamE..:)
SMiLes..
naughtiest
girls bore
now most
beautiful
Angels
WorN..
Whores
for FREE
don’t stop
with the first
dogs begging
for bones at the door..
DiVersiTy.. iT’s what God
has fOr DiNner aFter aLL iS
sAid
aNd
F
eD
FReED..
The trUtH anD
liGht don’T giVe
an F whAt thE
F hUman books thInk..
hehe.. bet i aT lEast lose one
so-called followeR
for this little
liGht
i shine
oF Truth JEWeL
but Jesus.. ‘they’..
the whore dogs..
Neutered Jesus..
noW thaT waS aN ulTiMate
sIN oF ForEver fOr MaKinG liFe REAL..:)
SMiLes.. in mountains..
in valleys.. streams.. rivers
to oceans.. sky above..
and fertile
legs ‘tween
free humans
in sands
oF Life
God oF Heaven’s
Kingdom Lives Free
when Free SinGS a
SonG of SoUl oF
Animal
FReEd..
NaTure..
uS.. So FReED..:)
LiFe of liGht
Art of Hell..
Dark SoUl
of Night
Door to liGht
liFe’s Serpent..
Reptilian BRaiN
Lives for Balance..
Fearless Love.. heARt’s
SpiRiT SinGs a Balance
MiNd and BoDy SoUl FReED..:)
NeedLE of birth
spoon fED cultUre..
Breeds Trees wITh
low limbs.. Leaves..
climb hiGh.. open
liGht…
aBove DancE noW
SinGs beloW SonG
A SoUl oF FReED..:)
BomBs oF Love
LiVinG iN poeTry
LoVe.. BombS
Of SWords liVing
In BooKs oF haTe..
God of Hate..
hUmans
oF Love
SinG
FReED..
SoUL of SonG..
GoD FReED..:)
Feed a soUl..
young and cold..
GroW a heArt
old and wArm
SpiRit never
GroWs oLd
DooR
to eternal
YoUth inSide..:)
Ah.. LiFe rEborn iN Art
GarDen iNside
gRoWs ouTside..
aboVe.. so beloW
and aLL aRound..
morE.. aS
LiFe
EXplOdes..
Big Bang
aBove.. Big
Bang beLow..
hUmans no
eXcepTioN..
when
boMb
oF
LiFe..
noT
ForLorn..:)
GHosts oF terrOr
builDinGs Of War
crumbLed tEars..
DeATh
bleeds
A SonG..
FiRe briGht
FirE SinGS
Bold Cold
BoNes
FeeL..
bitE..
oF LiFe..:)
SMiLes..
Snowbirds
fly deep South…
Beach White no Snows..
i stay Beach Free Life More..
moneY
suckS..
overALL..
LiFe’s A Beach..;)
Strangest Door of minD..
Hospital tAble cOld..
no more words..
Cold as
ice..
say
goodbye..
wake in cotton
clouds.. fuzzy
warm deliGht oF
Sleeping DreAM
aWake.. diD
i reAlly diE..
iS thiS reallY
heaVen noW..
enJoy iT while
It lasts lesSons
oF Hell iN Heaven’s
Hell Of Heaven aGain..
40 days of no Sleep ..
INsomnia
DreAMs..
Back a LiFe..
ps.. True Story..
Door to LiGht oF LiFe..:)
And at 12:19 am..
5122016
that’s all folks..
foR
noW..:)
OKay.. as
promisED..
i’m back noW
and yeS noW for
all practical yeS..
noW intents and purposes
i am Jesus.. kindA liKe A
‘the dude coming out of
the Water.. the Waves..
The Ocean wHole’.. in
the video above..
just wanting
to give
some
Fun to other
folks without any
personal judgements
over what is good or evil..
in fAct more like what feels
good and does not harm
other pArts of God..
as happy
to survive
and thrive alivE noW
iT’s what Nature AKA
God does after aLL iS
DanceD and SunG
and tHe wHOle dAM
tHinG sTartS
aLL oVer
aGaiN
AgAIn
Again..
variations
yes.. but the way
iS survive and thrive..
unmistakable everywhere
one looks in NatUre sTiLL
noW.. and hUmans A
huWoManiFesTaTioN
of THe GreAT i AM..
A to Z.. yEs..
Alpha to
Omega
and beYonD
oF aLL thAT iS..
Namaste.. as i sEE
and FeeL and kNoW
thE Festive pARt oF
God iN yoU tO
surVive
and thRive
aLive aS WeLL..
aNd aGain foR All practical
intents and purposes i am Jesus..
that don’t mean i am literally Jesus
as mE.. as ME iS the Great i AM
HuWoManiFeST iN Me..
So i ‘DancE aNd SinG
GoD FReED’.. and
while tHeir cAn
CerTaiNly bE
aN inFiniTe numBer
of LabELs iN metapHOrse
foR this neXt Macro Verse
of tHe ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’..
numbeRinG numBer 667 noW
iN “KATiE MiA FredericK!iI”
Word Press VerSion onE LonG
poem oF WeLL oVer 3 MilLionoW
WoRds noW.. tens of thouSandS
of photos.. thoUsands oF
Videos.. and much
much more..
of a little
bit of the FuLL
current GoD word+ bible
unabridged thaT iS Internet
iN GOlden City in the sKeYes
oF FReED noW.. but sTiLL noW
oNly a tiny piece of tHe UniVerSal
maniFest oF GodALLONE i AMnoW NoW
ALL AS SUCH.. HE OR ShE.. OR noW
A BLUE TURTLE OR WHATEVER SMALL
3 LETTER LABeL YoU WaNNA CALL
THe WHoLE
dAM
ENCHiLADA…
BOTtOM LiNe
iS God wants to
SurVive and thriVe..
kinDa liKe Girls juSt
wAnna hAve fUn.. anD
The soonEr wE sEE GoD
iN aLL and acCept thE iNheritance
oF God iN uS FReED tHe moReNOW
WE’LL giVe aNd sharE For FReED
aAd finAlly mORe oF God
WiLL bE supeR
KooLFooL SacReD
NaKeD noW
pasSioNate
anD hapPy
WeaRinG sHaDes
liKe mE oR however
GoD likEs iT iN YoU
as Fearless Love..
iN BalanCinG
miNd and BoDy
way as planets
WiLL do in bliss
of orbit around
SuN Free easy
peacey moonlit
niGht oF BliSs
tWo Lovers embraCinG oNe
in BEach SAnds oF FloWinG
Passionate Love.. oF FReED..
So yeah.. Dance and Sing God FReED..
iT’s what i do.. for heaVen noW.. and iT F iN Works
with
grace
too.. FREE..
seriOUsLY.. theE
UniVerSe can be
a cOld and lonELy
place without liFE..
Cherish iT.. GRoW It
Fearless.. iN Love
liKe a boat
that
never
sinks..
Live.. Love
and Laugh..
Dance..
and
Sing.. FReED
or like the video noW
sHows look for Seagull
sHit and you will find that
pARt of God too.. i choose
WinGs over sHit and jUST Fly
like ET on Terrestrial PlanET noW..
and wITh aLL that iS noW
sAid thiS
super LonG
celebration
of SinGinG
DanCinG aLL oF..
Of GoD FReED iN
mE iS read to publish
on Word press after noW
i get the rest of mY
sHit ToGeTheR noW..
jUst for God FuN
FReED and liKe
i said and
did before..
i do not
break my
promises to
either friEnd
or Covenant
wITh God so
the record goes on
iN aLL the ways thAT comes aGaiN..
even if i am mostly like a thief in
the niGht wHere most people
don’t
even kNow
mY real
name..
i
AM noW iN..
oh by a Way
i shaved my beard
when i was 24.. as
some of my girl FRIeNDS
tOld me you are too sexy
for that beard Fred.. you
are hiding your Angel Beauty..
and yes.. i kNow i Look more
like an olDer bEast now.. butT
LiON or whatEver.. fly RoBin FlY..
God
changes
aLwaYs noW
for better or
worse and better
aGaiN wED iN DArk
and liGht.. masculine
and feminine as dualities
become onE and FReER NoW..
special
sNOw
fLakes
Air
Water
sTreAMs
MoVinG Be jUst BE
ConNecTaRinG crEA
TinG Rivers mOre Ocean
wHoLe are wE noW Fearless
FReED aS LoVe.. God sMiLes..:)
ShiT.. ps..
alMost forGot ..
to say.. iN thaT
Video up tHeRe
THAt jesus got to go
to Venice California…
true the beaches are much
more beautiful here.. but as
mentioned earlier in this epic
Macro verse poem.. now to be
titled.. “DancE SinG GoD FReED”..
Milton is originally the place
named hell in the USA..
and as far as
Jesus’ teachings
about the outcasts
among us being
the first in
the Kingdom
of God later oN
or Now if ya gEt
tHeir noW.. sociologists
suggest that the ARE i live
in is the most difficult place
for a non-conformist Jesus-
liKe Dude in terms of different
from the norm to thrive alive..
so yes.. God gives me
quite a challenge
sending me to
HeLL with
a medical
literature
assessed pain
known as type
two Trigeminal
Neuralgia worse
than the torture
pain of crucifixion..
and i was even born
in HeLL.. hehe.. literally
speaking per town history..
anyway.. they might have tried
to erase the sMiLes off of me
in school.. yes.. ’em so-
called Christian
Bully Boys..
but they
can’t stop
me from DanCinG SinGinG
noW totAlly wITh thE sKin
oF God FREE onLInEnoW..:)
Oh.. the signs
oF TrUth and liGht..
the letteRs.. the numbeRs..
the worDs.. and otHeR viSuaL
symBols.. seNses.. FeeLinGs kNoWinGs
oF aLL thAT iS and quiET hoNestLY.. noW A
Rear end oF mY car iN juSt a random taG
iSsued by the County Santa Rosa..
Tax Collector’s oFFicE.. noW
F in says iT
aLL iN
W696E
for those
who see.. feel..
and knoW farther
than form ways..
And.. oF course
aS WeLL.. the H
8 standing InFiNitY
sYmbol for HoNda
iN Civic way.. wHere
two halves of whole
iN K11 become H8 noW..
joining ones ToGeTher bRidge
yeS.. InFiNiTy.. stanDinG TaLL..
joiNinG HemisPheres of hUman
brAin leFt and RiGht in BaLanCinG..
as hemispheres west to east.. and
latitudes north to south of Earth
noW BeCoMeS oNe ForCe
aLL oF God FReED
iN hUWoMaNiFesT
waYah.. yeS.. noWfREE..:)
And yUP.. sPeaKinG
of siGns and sYmbols..
random as such.. noW
iN synchronicity way..
thAT is the shadow
of a human in battle
worn feet now approaching
6000 miles in 36 months of Dance
Walking most everywhere i go.. noW
in a martial arts and ballet-like way
around September 6th..
2016.. oN cuRrent
trajecTory oF aRound
166.66 Monthly MiLes
close to 5400 miles noW
oF i aS water
and aiR floaTinG
oN Terrestrial
Land FReED..
however.. not
without A price
of struggle of
course as the
dance has practically
shined my nails off
in some places of
war torn moves..
but anyway..
if one can
stand to look
at the casualties
as such.. in the dirt
and terrain of left
foot worn.. perhaps
a Lion or Man in robe
but it’s onLY up to ya
to determine
which
one
isReal..:)
FAcebook profiLe phOto statUs thiNgY..
anD i noW aM eMBarKinG oN A Starry
Starry niTeniTe adVenture..
yeS.. chaNNeLinG VinCent..
To hELp mE DanCe..
oR aT lEasteR i caN
iMaGinE aLL thaTnow
iS iT.. iN ViSuAliZinG
iT.. noW aNd bRinG iT
To FruiTioNoW.. aS iS..
Or MayBeThIS wHole
statuS thingiE.. iS juSt
A MaGiC iNcANtaTioN..
oR thE plaCebo aFFeCt
iN QuaNtuM
MeChaniCs..
floW oF Sub-Atomic
emPoWeRinG sTuFF..
iT WiLL Be aS wiLL bETrUeLiGht..:)
WilhELmiNa’s DanCinG
Shoes for mE a place to
go wHeRe FloW iN zoNE
iS number 1..
a way oF
liFe thaT
kNows aLL
Equal noW
and no Equal
aT aLL iN Balance
oF uP and DoWn
inside.. outside.. a
Merry Go ’round..
Before i found
MaGiC
i AM Dead..
Funny Little
Synchronicities..
i choose to believe
God IS A Laugh and maKe iT So
noW aS noW iS aLL tHAt iS.. jUSt So..
whaT coMes
WiLL
mAy
oR NoT..
i choose YES..
And JuSt Do iT..
And so far i have
a running 3 yeAr streak
oF forTune’s DancE SonG FReED..:)
24,631
SMiLes aGaiN.. my friEnd and Peace Be with you..
After 45 Months of non stop DancE and WRiTE NoW
iN SonG of PoeTry and 78 Months of total all wRite
online day in and day out with never a day oFF
from wRiTe.. wheRe the empiricAlly
MeaSuRed consequences of
that action can be counted
in terms of the 12 Million
or so words online in
those 78 Months
that are still left
and not
censored
out by those
who hold different
enough opinions to
see what i do as not worthwhile
oF eXistence and the words no one
can currently delete out of A “SonG oF mY SoUL”
on the website that also holds around 100K photos
uploaded in visual way of the sAMe that i pay for each
year at a rate of 299 American Dollars with a Dance of
7300 pluS miLes Long W/those 4 Million words plUs noW
in the sAMe Period of 45 months now.. and my personal
Version oF A Bible as i for one cannot completely agree
with anyone else’s version of a Bible in written way to date..
as that arises to 1 year of 1.6 Million words by Memorial Day of
2017.. for whatever reaSon FeeLiNG and SeNsinG i am dRiven to do
all of this NoW SinCe Thanks Giving Day of 2010 to escape pain and
numb of emotions and to Celebrate the loss of that Pain and GaiN
oF EmoTioNs Standing on a Beach at the end of July.. 2013.. on
or about that date of the 22nd then.. CaLLeD to do this by a
Force within that is much hiGher than i ever experienced
before that some folks refer to as Kundalini Rising
and the First Baptist-like Folks call as Evil
As a Power of Suggestion and Emotional
reLease of Frenzied Dance and uninTelligible
Chants in a Tribe of EmoTioNal And Sensory
Spiritual charge of inspiration for greater liGht
oF EmoTioNs and SenSes.. sAMe in the Big
Pace Assembly of God Church down the road
close to where i do my BaLanCinG aCT of Free
StyLe Dance of Ecstatic Transcendence liGht and TruTh as the
Butterfly Human Floats out oF A Cocoon now.. hiGher in Super
Walmart too.. i’ve come to find people bind for common meaning
and purpose in Holy and Sacred ways from the extreme insane
of welcoming Female Genital Mutilation and the erasure of
Pleasure that serves for iNspiration for Productivity and
Creativity of Life to keep them uninspired in Desert
Lands of Scarcity without the WiLL to Move to
Greener Pastures of both Mates and
the Environment in general.. to
yes ..the so-called evangelical
core of church in the US
that hold dear a dear
leader where a
Pussy Grab
Describes his
entire character of
taking what is not his
and turning whatever was
Good about the archetypal
hero story of the Jesus Dude
into a Prostitute for Political Power
now as they always do in general
in the First Baptist Church anyway..
it’s true the First Baptist Folks call
the Assembly of God Folks evil noW for
tHeir Frenzied Dance out of mind to escape
worries of mechanical cognition ways of being.. Now
And it’s true.. the Folks in the Assembly of God Church
say they ain’t got spirit.. they ain’t got spirit our team does..
Go Team First Assembly of God.. Go Team First Assembly of
God and Paint the Bleachers Stained Glass Holy and Sacred
iN A PepRally more.. HUman NaTure my friEnd sTiLL of course is
Driven blind by Emotions in whatever the group think of the Social
Animal Comes to Share by.. wHoever is the current inspiring leader
in Great Dictator way of Charlie Chaplin too.. and the Best thing of all
about Being an Anthropologist at core for all my life now too iN trying to
figure out why the folks at church were more like devils and why the folks
they called devils like homosexuals were more like the Jesus i read about
in the New Testament.. it’s Nature my FriEnd and Human Nature we live in
as an in between World of dARk and LiGht in how we Color the World as
individuals and group think too.. some folks DO Matrix Neo Jesus escape
as Buddha and Krishna and Lao Tzu too.. whether in Fictional
Characters or True Scotsmen too.. Masons as they say
who look to human archetypes to escape but tend
to leave women out in Patriarchal way
as the fear of course is
someone else is gonna
have someone else’s baby to
raise if they get together.. not realizing
we share basically the same DNA and
come from the same General Place as
Source Material too.. hehe.. whether that
Be Egg or Sperm Different we sWiM iN the
SamE OcEan as water droplets and sure
SeMeN dropLeTs and Egg SHeLLs of LiFe too..
Don’t need no words though to understand all of this..
juSt a Naked Sand and Sun Dance Free preferable at the
Beach if that was legal down heAR in LA Lower Alabama Mill Town
way once named Hell for the Briars of River Bank too.. yes.. HeaR
iN Panhandle Way aS State of FloWers in County of FloWers Santa
Rosa wHere i attend Saint of FloWers Saint Rose as Church juST
for the Fun of SinGinG and HolDinG someone’s Hand if they
are open enough to do that with what some folks name
as a Legend of Dance in the Metro Area now and
other folks see as cray cray crayfish crazy man
who almost never wears the same shirt
in two places now.. anyWay.. i muST
Giggle a little my FRiEnd gigoid
as at the beginning of this
i was almost tempted
to say i am ready
for a vacation for at least
a day away from all of this and
NoW i am InspiRed to Go on and
as you kNow i See God as NaTuRe PluS
aLL Natural for what is Seen and Unseen and
FeLT and UnFelT and SenSed and not SenSed
too.. so it’s not hard for me to imagine now the faCT
ThaT God is so inspired as Nature plUs within mE.. NoW
that i am inspiRed again as Me.. and i SinG NoW Fuck the Vacation
and WriTE and DancE oN as you suggest too my FriEnd.. i suppose
the greATest accomplishment is finding Heaven in Hell or coming to
the realization and the truth and the sadness that some folks will
never find it now closed in the walls of group think away from
liGht aS FReED.. sAd thing my friend is Building a wall is
just
sTiLL
symptoms
of the diSease
oF LiVinG aWay
frOM a DancE and
SinG from Naked and
FReED for even clothes
my FriendS are wHeRe the
wAlls stARt.. i toss
that evil to
the
Wind and becoMe the
Beach agAIN Naked NoW as
the wiNd and waTer DanceS and SinGs
in more colors than a brush and paint of
regular or unleaded church will ever bring
for the hiGh TeST i am.. my FriEnd.. OcTAne more
8 sTanding TaLLeR InFinity SeeinG and FeeLing and SeNsinG BeinG More..
NoW.. sure.. for all practical intents and purposes i’m not reAlly Jesus as
Jesus has become a prostitute in reaLiTy to most folks now..
Breaded with flours and tainted with wine and
cooked just right for Trumps to eat..
meanwhile my friEnd i
Strip off those
lies and
Live more like
Lucifer than a pot of GOld
and nah.. not the John Milton
Version out of Paradise Lost.. the
LA Lower Alabama Version of Garden
oF Eden heAR.. FloWers my friend.. PaNhandle CounTy
Flowers Saint of Roses eYes and eaRs oF Love.. NoW wRiTE
off of Exit 33 moving West on Interstate 10 in county tag size 33
too.. And as always thanks for the Inspiration.. people who seek find
what they are looking for.. people who sit die as death.. Good luck my friEnd
in your
seek..
i do hope
you find what
you are looking for..
hehe.. reminds me of
the ending scene of the
Planet of the Apes.. i’LL
Be the Beach and
enjoy that Young
47 year old
Woman with
the eternal
teenager form on the Back of my Horse..
And meanwhile Charlton Trump can complain
about his congregation blowing up all the STUFF..
And as the latest episode of the FoXLucifer show so eloquently
SinGS.. find the Emotional Pain.. eMbrace it and use it as a fiery
sword
to open
the gates
of Heaven within…
iT’s the first Mother’s
Day without my Mother
and this will be the most
Epic MacroVerse i have
written in three days..
you see.. my friEnd..
i listen to the WiNd
waVEs
call
no
matter
wHeRe iT coMes
from NoW as my liNes
are alWays oPen foR A cALL oF Light
no matter Tears or Joy of DaRk or LiGht..
i DancE and SinG oN thE GoD i FeeL and SenSe..
So far a Lamp
with no
off switch as
juST A BlesSinG
oPen FoR NoW oN A iMaC2..;)
CRaP! shiT!.. i
alMoST forgot the
Moral of the Story..
last night when at gym..
the Retired Commodore
as a Captain of a Navy Military
Station.. what Sailors call as a
Mustang in the Navy who Rose
up from Enlisted Ranks to top
Officer Ranks too.. a Vietnam Vet
who once held a Catholic Mass in
the Fox Hole Killing Fields of Jungles
then when all the folks said Fuck the
Denominational Divisions.. let’s juST
HoPe and Pray we get the
FucK out of this place
alive.. as
suddenly
Blood was all
that counted in
flesh and bones
way.. with the emotions
and senses of the now as
the only thing keeping them
toGeTheR and FiGhting allone..
anyway.. i asked him as he attends the
Catholic Church i visit have they found a Replacement
for the Bishop who recently moved to a HiGher role in
the Organizational Structure of the Pope Led Church..
He said “no”.. ‘they are waiting for you’.. and i said HA!
as this Dude is like stone cold serious who pays
attention to every fine detail and never
moves off of sidewalks as far as i
have seen of that disciplined
Gladiator of a man who
Still can Squat
400 Lbs heAR..
recently before
Battling a winning
War of Cancer now
at age 75.. FucKinG
Inspirational this man truly
is like Jack LaLanne and Bruce Lee.. A Real Rambo2..
ROCK.. and the such as that.. so yeah.. the incongruent
Nature of him suggesting that someone as far out
of the Ballet Box of Leg Pressing.. 1020Lbs.. 33 times
would be an appropriate Candidate for Bishop coming
from him was the most hilarious thing i’ve heard this
week other than the same old dam young Dance Hall Folks suggesting
STiLL more that i must be on LSD to do it the way i dance all years long
seeing me actually DanCinG in the Mall approaching four years now too..
sure.. i’M owN human poTenTial and i alWays invite folkS in.. hehe.. anyWay
i gave him the short Freaders Digest Version of my accomplishments to
date for no pay at all and i told him the benefit to me is that i could
not feel even a memory of what a smile or a laugh fELt like for
66 months.. so trUly after i regained that abiLiTy my ulTimATe
GoaL iN LiFe then as MileSToNe was and is to bRinG
juST one sMile to anotHeR PerSoN’s fAce then
and iF i could Water a Sapling oF A PotenTial
loVe Tree Like that.. Mission Accomplished
and like an Eli WriTing Book Dude. from
that DenzEL Washington Movie2.. i could
finALLy Rest iN Peace as from duST
to more than DuST hUman SenTienT
FeeLinG and ShArinG way IN NoW
MoVinG ConNecTing co-Creating
WiTh SenTient StAR DuST pluS
oF My Species too..
and sure
watering
that Sapling
Before i gained
mY.. EmoTions
and SenSes back
works the sAme way too..
so yeah.. like Nature whOle from
Origin and MoRe NoW for whATEVer iS
i am heAR as a Sun sTar with Fire to liGht shit uP..
it’s what Star duST Sentient PlUs does best before the Fire goes out
mY friEnd
and coMes
aGAIn
iN
StAR BurST
Death as the dArK to LiGht..
WheEL aS duST DancEs and SinGS ON..
Bottom LiNeS
As AlWaYs now
my FriEnd and
ToP LiNes too..
SMiLeS oN..
SMiLes oFF
SmiLeS oN..
SiGNaTuRe..
SiGn oF NaTuRe..
cOMeS BeForE thE
Sun and as A Star too..:)
Note.. that letter/poem my Mother
wrote for me when i was
33 yearS old.. i never
received.. until
her
Momentos
came in.. after her
last night of White Satin..
but no coffin satin.. just ashes of Love..;)
26,737
Dude.. it’s pretty obvious what this is
for folks with eyes and ears to heaR..iT..
Katy is juSt plaYiNg the role of a female
Jesus heAR and of course the tattoo she
received as young as part of the same overall
fundamentalist family of the church who and that
has turned Jesus into a Political Prostitute tool for
pu88y
and
money
grabbing
power is just
a metaphor for
a ‘new age’ last
Supper and continuing
First supper maKing Jesus
into anti-christ of fear and
hate away from Love and Hope and
Joy and all that Pursuit of Happiness
STuFF YA do in the Luke 17:12 Version
of the Kingdom of Heaven within.. NoW it’s disgusting
my friEnd and as much as it makes me giggle in despair
get ready for the truthLiGht to come out in many more Sacred
Clown ways than Katy Perry allone.. in fAct.. all of ‘YoU folks’
that are yes.. SAdly too iN paRT ‘uSwe too’.. have turned the
Hero Love Archetype of what’s left of the original
sOld Jesus into a Devil no different than what
Trump stands for and all those who continue
to support lies and doubt and fear and
hate will do now for Google
Adsense Pennies as
you continue now
to sell the original
Love your enemy
and your neighbor
and God sAMe as LiGht
and dARk for every HoLY
and SacrED NoW FuLL oF
Meaning and Purpose into
juSt another stripper who puts
on the clothes of culture that are disgusting lies..
Katie is stripping those clothes off while you continue
to consume the archetype of Jesus with fear and hate…
Katy is exposing your hypocrisy in a buffet heAR of Truth
and LIGht that you fAil to see my friend as you have become
the inCaRnate oF Fear and Hate too.. just anothHeR pArt oF A Cherry Pie
my friEnd thaTwHo doesn’t understand thaT Cherry Pie is served up noW aS HELL.
Do yoU really enJoy
this dArkness.. sAd
yoU iF you do my
friEnd but i’ve
seen this
human
parody
plenty of nows beFore.. noW
anyWay.. my FriEnd.. you make
a Fine Wine Flour as Cherry Pie
now.. and when one is completing
a John 14:12 effort oF A NeW age aS
Love Bible in just A year range spanning
Memorial Day of 2016 through 2017 of 1.6
MiLlion Words unto the iSReal God oF/AS Nature
NoW Naked Wild and Free @LeASt iN.. and as ME..
too.. Cosmos unto itself as me and that Carl Sagan
StAR StuFF too.. for yoU too.. and all yoUr friEnds
HeaR too.. And completing the longest Long form
Poem iN 45 months more at 4 plUs MilLiON
Words oF Free Verse PoEtry twice
as long as that little effort
in India at 1.8
million words
and the Bible
twice as long
that is a King James
CollAborative Abridged
Effort that took Centuries too
of 80 or so authors and many
Scribes per thousands including
illiterate Desert Road Oral Aramaic
TraditionS and the SmaRty Pants Greeks
that picked over reams and reAms of different
Christian sects ranging from beliefs in one to twelve
Gods too.. with Constantine and his Trump Cohort Catholic
Priests doing the major edit in 325 AD changing Jesus from
Humble Counselor as he originally identified himself aS iN the
Greek Language oF A Son of God was/is changed over to THE
Son of God too away from the old Testament Version
of ye are all Gods too.. to a Soldier Sun God
as three Face God similar to the
Mithra Mythologies of
the Empire of
Roman Region
to get all the illiterate
commoners together theNow
oN A Same sheet of what wasIs
told and enforced to them by
doing iT the new way or penaltY aS
of death..see.. the thing is my FriEND..
theRE is no more Killing Jesus and maKing
him into an idol instead oF A Lover now.. Jesus..
the Archetype of Love Lives even in MiNiOns NoW..
The Cherry Pie is getting exposed.. Hell has come out
to play in all its Devils colors in PU88Y Grabbing More.. with Dear Leader2..
iN worship oF Fear and Hate my friEnd and come to be what you FeeL and SenSe..
Meanwhile.. FoR NoW.. you continue to make one of A few you tubers as an excellent Dark
Muse for just a Poem to Bring a sMILe to anyone’s Face who sees through all this darkness heAR..;)
Have a great
day and i would Be
amiss iF i did not lEAVE
a Free Gift… after all i
ain’t in this for any Google
Ad sense Pennies for i am already
rich enough in that original archetype
of the Love Jesus NoW with 100% Luke HoT
Faith as Love to do what no man has even
dared to do before.. IN LiGht.. sure.. difference is today
my FriEnD is.. NoW i can and WiLL DO Prove John 14:12 LIVES..
And sure.. you can even call me LuCiFreD.. nah.. not the Lucifer
out oF John Milton’s “Paradise Lost”.. the original Coke
Version out of the Bible that cAMe NoW
down from Heaven2 as ‘LiGhTeNinG2
(Yogi coming down from
the Mountains and
Beaches and
Deserts
and
Under
a Tree
too.;)
AND
Thunder
WordS Now..
tHeRE iS A SoNG
for thaT and i Play iT
bACk aGAIn2.. heAR for U2..
Alpha BeyONd Omega and all ThaT X cUbE JaZz too..;)
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BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
GodsUniVerseNovel
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
GodsUniVerseNovel2
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
GodsUniVerseNovel3
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
4 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)
Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
@lEast
for mE..:)
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
NoW..
surELy
Longgg.. NoW..;)
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
whAT
F iN
EpiC..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
WitH
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017
991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
Nether Land Bible 2017
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
MesSage iN A Bible Bottle as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked
below..:)
MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+ as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
HeaVeN FuLLy FeLT
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
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