Last and First Verses of GOD

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Himali Quotes:
“Instead of Wondering when
your next vacation is,
maybe you should
set up a life
you don’t
need
to escape
from…”
-Seth Godin
i say..
SMiLeS.. Himali..
StayCaTioN Free
within never ending now
alWays Living Peace and Love Now..
Director.. Producer.. And PLAYer of one’s
OwnEd Play WitH Allthatis.. AsonE or
Daughter
ONE..:)
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More deep ‘Facebook memories’
from a year ago
to date..
and sure
the X-Grinch
HeArt continues
to GROW GROW GROW!
EVER GROwING
MORE
NOW..;)
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Is that a Gun..
and or are you
happy
to see me..wink emoticon..
Classic 26-year marriage selfie..
And if you notice what Katrina
has in her arms.. she says..
i am the gift that keeps
giving no gifts..
as that is
a gift
from a very
nice Cajun
Lady at Church
with a name of LiL..
and it may be unTil
Hell Freezes over..
before i give a gift..
as Katrina gets
all the money
any
way..
and spends
it however she
likes.. my
penance
for putting
her on a strict
$75 weekly budget..
for 23 years.. so
now her reward is
to spend it all..
but no..
i will
not let
her run out..
as i for one ain’t
going back to the
cultural ideals of work..
Nah.. i will do what i am
proficient at in eYes of
God.. NOT ICE
OF CULTURE
WITH DEAD
HEART.. SPIRIT..
AND SOUL.. iN WAYS
OF MACHINE COGNITION..
AnyWayS.. more fun Church..
Farm.. Mall.. Bookstore..
and Publix store photos
coming to my latest
blog post.. titled..
‘Godprints iN skeyes’..smile emoticon
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Last and first verse
of the beginning
and end of
the bible
of
God..
Oh.. how humans with limited eYes of God..
with their order.. with their controls..
and boundaries attempt
to make perfection in
life wHere humanly
held definitions
of perfection
if ever
humanly
obtained..
will surely be
a literal hell that
never changes.. NOW
God is the ultiMate
work of art.. alWays
changing and
we are a
reflection
of God
only if
always
changing
as well..
and
when
we
thread
God through
a
needle hole
of limits and or
us.. we make an
illusion of order that
is a step now.. at least.. to
real literal hell… How many
heArts that have lost the ART
to Love or never gained the essence
of Love that never ends or begins as free..
Yes.. how many of these poor soUls out of
mind and body balance.. with little emotion
of heArt and spiRit of emoTioN ExpresSinG
a soUl in MiNd and body Balance with
all others as the rest of God’s
Nature.. YES.. how many
of these poor
spiRits
and
heARts
AND SoUls
go on to collect
stuff to fill a space
that can never be filled
including other human
animals as well as
other animals
other than
human
animals..
through fear..
subjugation of
control.. and power
plays for illusory status
as Kings and Queens in
a world of empty heArts
that are never ever
truly satisfied
as long
as heARt
spiRit and
SoUlS ARE
empty
of emotion
of Love and
all prosocial emotions
associated with Love
that are always
giving
always
filling and
never empty
places of SoUl..
so alone.. so limited
as to control other pArts
of Nature for illusory order..
is to control one’s self as well..
as ego.. for illusory ego..
bound by the chains
of culture
and or
religions as
well.. truly not
so well at ALL..
as ALL is EVER CHANGING
ALL CAN NEVER BE RULED OR
CHANGED IN REALITY AS REALITY
IS GOD AND ALL THAT IS THAT IS
EVER CHANGING AND WHEN
WE COLLECT.. AND CONTROL..
FOR ORDER
WE STAGNATE
NO DIFFERENT
THAN A
PORTRAIT
OF ILLUSORY PERFECTION
THAT NEVER CHANGES TOO..
But fear not.. no matter how hard
human tries to create non-changeable
order human fails again and again.. and again..
no matter how tall and almost perfect grand pyramids
are.. they will eventuAlly fall as Star dust comes
to create us..
from the humble
stArts of change
come the greaTesT
continuAlly changing Arts
and human who will limit or
think they can perfect any ART
is surely under the guise of blinds
of illusion as only a path of hell..
where human eyes of
perfect
are God’s
eYes of Masterpiece
of EVER CHANGING ART
THAT NATURE WHEN FREE
AND WILD ILLUSTRATES ALL AROUND
US.. so no matter how many cloud shots of
God i take with my humanly made camera..
God has another masterpiece of God’s
eYes of perfection
that is always
changing
and never
limited by order
of illusory human eyes
of control.. or science.. haha!
as science measures but
God is
the Painter
with always
a new brush
in store
for now.. so to paint
with God is to alWays
change as it is the change
that is the beauty and never
the order
alone that
we create as illusions
for those of us who do not
have the gift of overflowing
Unconditional Passionate Love
that is the totAlly satisfying fuel
of Life that powers our force of
imagination.. and creativity
to create the
kind of art
of HeArt that
are God eYes
of always
changing
Perfection..
so how many times has the
so-called bible.. where no letters
were to be added or taken away as
changed through history.. of course
from the very first word of oral
tradition they changed
again and again
as they
have
through
printed revisions
as well.. but alas
not to fear.. as
that is just
a reflection
of the True God
of ALL who will have
change and never human
ideals
of
order
and stagnation
alone.. no matter how
hard humans try to imprison
themselves in same no matter how
hard they try to stay in hell.. change
always comes.. as
God is in control
as the GreaTest
work of
All
that is
ALLTHATIS…
LOOK AND FEEL..
INSIDE.. OUTSIDE..
ABOVE.. SO BELOW
AND ALL AROUND AND
GOD WILL SHOW ONE
CHANGE WITHOUT FAIL..
TO STAY THE SAME
IS A SILLY
HUMAN
ATTEMPT
AT SEPARATION
FROM GOD IN ALL
THE WAYS THAT COMES
IN HUMAN ILLUSORY
CULTURES AND
OR
RELIGIONS
SAME
AS HELL..
BUT AGAIN ALAS.. AS TRUTH LIGHT..
GOD WILL NEVER ALLOW
HUMANS TO MAKE THE
SAME HELL OVER
AND OVER
AS HUMANS
TOO.. ARE
A REFLECTION
OF AND EVER CHANGING
ART OF GOD AS WELL
AND NEVER EVER
SCIENCE
OF ANY
HUMAN
ILLUSION
ALONE..
ALLONE ALLCHANGING
NO START AND NO
BEGINNING
ALWAYS
CHANGING
NOW FOR ART
OF GOD
AS
NOW..
So to end.. and BEGIN.. whenever i hear
someone tell me they have a concrete
definition of this or that art..
this or that religion..
or this or that
culture
set in
stone..
i see a devil
who will always
fail in limiting God..
but i forgive the devil
always.. as the devil knows
not what the devil attempts now
to control.. for ever changing God’s
eYes of perfection of art and Never EVER
SCIENCE
ALONE
AS GOD
IS ART AND
HUMAN CREATES
SCIENCE TO TAKE
HUMAN AWAY
FROM ART AND
GOD AS
ILLUSION
OF SCIENCE
INSTEAD OF ART..
So.. science is the devil
and Art is God’s
way of
being..
but no God
is not afraid of
science as humans
create the devil only
as a very limited version
of God’s
art.. God
simply laughs
with eYes of God
at human’s failure
of
seeing
more of GOD
as gifted as
human
Potential..
use the gift of
art or lose it
and gain
the eyes
of illusory
science..
a false
eye
of a needle
that never exists
anywhere with human
but their imaginary books
in art
of sad
stagnation…
So go ahead.. make
a bible or another book
and set it stone..
as sure it
can be
a
millstone
that sinks one
to an illusory
hell away from
God’s art always
changing in a
perfection of
Heaven now
for those
of us
who live
with GOD
now in the Kingdom
of change and beauty OF
GOD ART inside.. outside
above so
below..
ALL
around
USiNOW..
God allows both..
in humans.. as with relative
free will we can be Artists of
infinite liGht or
limited
dark
Scientists
set in concrete
in all
ways
of Truth Light
of Life now human
WitH Will’s Wisdom
of change under the
Power of Love or
with
out..
in a self
designed
culture
and or
religion
assisting
Science of
hell in now..
And when i say
science it is in the
original way of systemizing
life.. instead of Arting life as Free
as our ancestors always do until
they start collecting
words
and
call
that
a three
letter
word
named
a
needle
as GOD..
God is bigger.. SO MUCH
BIGGER THAN A THREE
LETTER ILLUSORY
WORD
OF
HUMAN
SCIENCE..:)!
THANKS GOD!
FOR BEING FREE!
AND i am two too to
be with
YOU ONE..:)!!
ALL HUMANS HAVE
DIFFERENT FINGER
PRINTS AND ALL
HUMANS
GIVEN
AN OPPORTUNITY
TO BE WILD AND FREE
WITH WILL.. WILL CREATE
A DIFFERENT EVERYNOW
BIBLE AS ART INSTEAD
OF SCIENCE
AND GOD
WILL SmILE
AS WIDE AS
INFINITY SMILES
FROM EAR TO HEAR
ALWAYS
NOW..
iNus
iNow..:)
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So.. as what has become a Sunday evening ritual of sorts..
same as Singing in Catholic Church going on Sunday morning..
Rave dance behind 120 Church street at Old Seville
Quarter in Pensacola Fl.. on Thursday Night..
and a martial arts
ballet-like style of
public dance everywhere
i go in Public now from
Super-Walmart to
Biloxi shores
and
sidewalks
of Highway
roads..
since
the end
of August
2013..
YES..
i listen to
trance inspiring
music by Alan
Parsons
in
Barnes and
Nobles.. in
my favorite
aisle of
books
on mind
and body
balance
in front
of the Starbucks
coffee shop where
young college age
brainiacs are fast
at work now then
IN studying AND
expanding their
mechanical cognition
robotic ways of thinking..
there.. is often a group of
girls somewhere in their
early twenties
or perhaps
late teens
who will
start giggling
and videotaping
me and reviewing me
on their smartphones too..
as they feel it will be quite
a hit in their social
networks
per the
crazy Pensacola
Metro area dance
dude captured to share
with friends.. but ha!.. i am
the one with the master plan
to share my messAge of God’s
freedom of art in mind and body
balance with the rest of the world..
while i read a couple of books
with those ear buds
in expanding
my art of dance
to ever increasing
complexities of art
in ALL balance..
grace.. and
strength
of human
being God
art as free..
so they promote this
art free of charge for me..
after all i am financially independent
and far far away from the old school
of mechanical cognition stress..
anxiety.. and worry
over an almighty
god in dollar
of control..
as my God is
God’s Love of Giving
as gifted to human beings
wild and free.. where i am no
human slave to either manmade
culture and or religion.. yes eYes of
God free live all free within me and
my art without any tools necessary as
is my naked body
of dance
i carry and
expand everywhere
i go.. clothed or not..
restricted links or shorts
and creative T-shirts in Barnes and
Nobles.. Biloxi Beaches.. Super Walmart..
Old Seville.. and unlimited numbers of other
places.. my message from God is a
simple
one..
ART
of
Love
as gifted
in human being..
in mind and body balance..
and it is great to know
and feel.. that my art
costs nothing
but the
price of Love..
and my only sacrifice
is 4533 miles now of this
dance of free to share with others
directly.. and through the technology
provided by social
drones who
truly
prepare
the path for
human arts
of God
to be more
fully shared now
than at any time before
in human history.. and truly
it is this freedom of expression
that will one day nullify the spirit
of evil in all terrorist hearts who would
rather instill fear in human rather than
Love.. and hell no.. this is not a metaphor
for Extremist Isis Terrorists alone
as it is all Terrorists
who attempt
to limit
the human
emotional.. sensory
and sensual arts of human
heArt spiRit and SoUl who
are the terrorists who
would separate
human
from
God
but NO..!
with freedom of
expression! we free artists!
of God! are gaining traction!
globAlly and ‘they’
are losing the
battle
of bringing
Hell to the
Heaven of
God that exists
free in human
imagination and
creativity fully sought..
found.. and practiced
as fuller
free as God’s
eyes Live
iN Human
Being
FREE!
NOW!
JUST NOW!
IN THE KINGDOM
OF ART OF GOD’S HEART FREE
AS LIVING IN HUMAN NOW.. JUST NOW..
SHARED.. WITH ALL WHO CARE TO SEE
AND FEEL
GOD
ALL AROUND
ABOVE SO BELOW
AND OUTSIDE
INSIDE
US
JUST
NOW..
And let it be no secret
according to the New Testament..
even if we are to take the words
literally.. Jesus clearly is reported
as saying there will be those who
come after him who do greater
works of hope..
faith.. and
belief than
he is able
to accomplish
in his life.. so
sure.. Jesus is a flame
to start this art of human
Loving all neighbors as
one Love’s oneself
and God the sAMe..
and We.. YES.. WE!
CONTINUE THAT
flame brighter
and brighter as
nows goes on.. so how
would one measure the gift
of someone like Mark Zuckerberg
moving out of schools of previous
thought bRinGing social
connections globAlly
for a potential
world
wide
hive
of
connecting
Love.. and
dissension
too.. for what
is agreed upon
does not work in life..
for a human being who
now will contribute 99%
of 45 billion dollars now
and more that is currently
expanding at the rate of 12
Billion dollars
a year
that may
eventually
feed many more of the
poor of opportunities
for people who in the
past have not had the
opportunity to be equal
contributors in God’s eYes
of Love.. in sharing
with all as brothers
and sisters in
Love with the
REST OF GOD’S
NATURE TOO..
GIVING SO
MUCH MORE
THAN
RECEIVING
ALONE.. THE TRUTH
AND LIGHT IS WHEN HUMAN
IS FREE.. HUMAN IS MAGIC IN
WHAT HUMAN CAN DO FOR LOVE
AND SHARING AND MAKING THE
WORLD A LIGHTER BRIGHTER
PLACE OF WISDOM AND
LOVE
AS
TRUTH
AND LIGHT..
so get ready.. a
whole new generation
of Armies.. Navies
Air Forces
and Marines
as well as
Special Forces
of God’s Soldiers
are coming to cleanse
the earth of evil
spirits of
fear.. control..
subjugation..
and hate..
and OuR
SwordS are
words and all
other forms
in essence of
Art from Song
to Dance to
Poetry..
to sure..
iphone6s
digital
cameras..
allowing
uS to freely
capture the FREE
ART OF GOD ALL AROUND
US NOW.. ABOVE.. SO BELOW
INSIDE AND OUTSIDE US
AS WELL
EITHER
CLOTHED
OR NOT CLOTHED
AS WELL.. GOD IS
FREE.. WE ARE FREE..
AND VICTORY IS OURS
IN ART
AND NEVER
VENGEANCE
OF WEAK
SPIRITED
MEN AND WOMEN
WHO WOULD HOLD
GOD’S FREE HUMANS
HOSTAGE WITH KILLING
BULLETS AND BOMBS
OF FEAR.. HATE..
AGGRESSION..
VIOLENCE
AND WARS..
WE WILL WIN
THIS BATTLE for
LOVE AS GOD iS
GIFTED
In US
N0W..
JUST NOW..
WITH THE ART
OF GOD ALIVE
iN US TO SHARE
AND SHARE MORE
UNTIL EVIL
OF FEAR..
CONTROL
AND HATE
WILTS
UPON
OUR
PRESENCE
PRESENTS
ART
iNOW..!..FREE!..
with GODoNeNOW!..NOW!
And ‘you’ see i am a smAll
pArt of this.. but you see..
theRE is so much joy for me..
in just relating this Truth and
Light of what God has gifted in me
as scribe.. to view the reality of God’s
plan for human and simply relate the reality
of God eYes in human being more fully Real eYeSeD
in God’s eYes of Allthatis..
what i do matters not..
alone.. as God
is moving full
steam ahead
in human
art
of
HeARt
of God
living in us
outside us.. above..
so below.. and all around
us.. Now.. my privilege is only
in the gift of seeing
f e e L i n G
A larger
picture
of
God’s
eYes
now..
and i just
share it as
pArt of God’s
Master plan for
human art with God
heArt
NOW..
and no.. i am
not the only
one.. theRe
are many
more who
will do much
greater than
i too.. i get
a late start
at 53..
imagine
what a person
can do from 13
if culture and or
religion does
not kill God’s
SpiRit of Art
of imagination
and creativity
like it does to
me.. shortly
after i passionately
play a song of Jesus
Christ Super Star
in a middle school
talent show
and am so
moved
i cannot
walk straight
coming from
the piano
and everyone
erupts in laughter
at me instead of with
me in the new found
spiRit of
Christ Consciousness
that lives in me then..
So i follow their rules
of fear.. hate.. and
nullification of
my free heArt..
spiRit.. and
soUl in miNd
and boDy
balance..
otherwise
known
as
Christ
Consciousness
alive and well
at 13.. shot down
by so-called fundamentalist
Christians then.. and their
friends.. i wander a desert of
their heart.. spirit and soul
killing ways for 40 years..
and finAlly after
66 months of
19 disorders
brought about
by culture and
religion’s sick
ways of taking
heArt.. spiRit
and soUl away
in my little
backwards
town
of fear
hate and
patriarchal
rule.. then my
heArt.. spiRit
soUl.. comes again..
Free like A Phoenix
rising from the ashes
born again.. on
or about July
22nd 2013..
and it is
A Baptism
of Fire
and
never
water alone
that brings me
back.. as God shows
me hell first before
God bRings me to heaven
always now
eternAlly
now..
so my mesSage
is simple..
come here
instead
of
go
there..
it is ‘your’
wiLL and freedom
to Live under Love
in Heaven now.. or under
Fear and Hate in Hell now..
my message
is the
first
place
now..
as Jesus..
as Buddha..
as mythological
Krishna.. and Lao Tzu..
just a different way of
saying it in dance
that may break
through
the separation
of words alone..
as my words will
never feel like
the gift of dance
that is free and tailored
by God and me.. for whatever
audience is there at the moment
of God’s art in me expresSinG free
to reach the
heARt.. soUL
and SpiRit
of others
in the
audience
of
NOW
ALLwONe..:)
SMiles.. late.. yes..
but as promised
i’m back Lynn..
and the
secret
to Jesus..
is being
Jesus..
sadly
it’s
still
a secret to most..
my friend Lynn..
Merry
Birthday
of Christ
always now
for those of
us who live
with
Christ
heArts
now..
just
now..
yes what are
‘they’ waiting for
heaven is now
when Christ
lives as our
heArt
now
in spiRit
expreSinG
a balanced
mind and body
as Christ soUl NOW..
per Luke 17:21.. my friend..
the Kingdom of God lives
within
now
just now..
for those
us who live it now..:)
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Taking Selfies Like this on a traveling
Tour Bus is a lot like Surfing..
only difference is
there is no
water
and at
230LBS
and surroundings
of hard metal..
the bigger
they are
the harder
they fall is
applicable..
so as in
all stuff
living
as life..
BALANCE
Baby.. Balance
iS THE nAMe of
the Play of Life as
WELL.. Just.. NOW..:)
AND AS a reminder
the Shaded Santa
T-shirt says
“DON’T STOP
BELIEVING”..
WITH thumbs
UP
NOW!..:)
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Well.. back to dVerse time now
in ramPage Writing PoeTry
Spree..
with Open
Link Thursday
Prompts and
perhaps their
two-week hiatus
starts next
week instead
of this week..
as i see no
note of
coming
hiatus
yet..
but back
to last
Thursday for
now.. with perhaps
Tuesday and Thursday
Prompts for this week..
generating additional
poetic expressions
here for later
on..
with sMiLes
of course
wRite on
C O U R S E..:)
Well.. i can certainly
relate to Loud
and my wife
has difficulty
escaping Loud
as Loud as i am
when speaking
normally
as any Lion
would.. i keep
taling her my
mouth and head
and weight empirically
is twice as big.. and sure
she talks
half
as loud
as me..
it’s not always easy
being big and
loud
or small
and quiet..
but i do like it
loud and
soft
as
well.. as
sMiLes..:)
With silence emotions age..
Feeling waiting listen
for expresSinG
SonG aGain..
Feelings
wait…
no longer does
Song come now..
Feelings never gift
for granted.. Song
goes.. Feelings
go.. eventually
deaf..
as death
in Life..
as
Darkest
coals..
Emotions die..
a quiet death…
Life Reflecting
Dark
Ponds
circling
Lights guise
mirror tales
passing
dArk..
wHere Ark
iS LiGht away
from
Dark..
comes
Light..:)
Love tames wild
and wild loves tame..
and when Love loves wild
and Tame loves Wild..
the end product
can be Love
and Wild
child
together
as one..
so hmm..
when Loving
Horses Mate
with Loving
Horses wHere
does wild go..
waiting..
just
waiting
to wild
again..
Appaloosa
Wild now with
Love’s Mare..
and yes.. my Father is
Wild and Mother is Love..
but i still
have
to
wait..
as wild
leaves early
with only Love..
wINks.. Glenn.. WitH
Wild and Loving Horses..:)
Well.. a little warm-up here..
and work-out time here now
as well to heat-up for that..
back later with more..
more
more..;)
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Slow Dance
Christmas
Candle eYes
never groWinG
old wheRe Love
stays
flame..:)
SMiLes.. tRuly if more people
wiLL enJoY aLL emoTioNs
iN dArk and LiGht oF
Heaven Now..
theRe Will
be less
nightmares
and more lucid
waKing dReams
of imaginaTioN
and creatiVitY
set free in
a poeTry
and dance
of human SonG..
Now.. Just Heaven N0W..
iN All shades and hues of white..
black.. and beyond.. RainBow n0W..:)
Interestingly.. my X-Feral
cat is afraid of no humans
and my always domesticated
cat is afraid of all humans
of the male variety
except for me..
and interestingly..
before i regain
my wild.. i am
a little to a
LOT
shy
and timid too..
only a very soft
species will be afraid
of other members of
the same species..
particularly
if a feral
cat
can trust
humans.. at
least me..
15 times
their
size..
in so many
ways my cat
saves my life i
N heArt terms of
spiRit and soUl..
and allows me much
better to be free
now.. by simply
hearing
all
his
silent
and meowy
lessons of wild for
life of me now.. as
weLL.. and FREE..:)
Ah.. oh..
human awakening..
end no longer
ends..
beginning
comes again..
Oh.. ah..
a child’s
eYes wonder
expresSinG new..
Imagination and
Creativity set
free..
yes.. end
no longer end..
beginning now..
Light awakes iN
Child of Truth..
new begins
end
nevers..:)
Note.. this
is one of the
best poetic
endeavors
i have
read to
date at
dVerse..
sMiles.. and
i’ve read literally
thousands.. rarely
do i compliment..
and never
do
i
criticize..
Inspiration
is my play
all the
way..;)
Fear.. common
denominator
away takes
colors
human..
some fear
red.. some desire
red.. to accept all
colors as is..
a sign
of
fear
less
too..
pasSioN
pLays
read
toWo.. more..:)
Well.. smiLes
Shawna baby..
you have a right
to remain
silent
or do it
however you
like.. so protect
your corrects
in writing
on the
walls
of Poetry
Blues.. and
Whites.. with
Arrows now of
Sagittarian
Purple
Hues
of
Free..:)
Well that’s number
10 with a copy
and paste
of Shawna’s
effort at
10 once
again..
night night
time is here
at 2:17 am..
‘morrow
more
for this
then.. now
with smiles..:)
FinAlly back at
4:12 pm
12172015
to address
and redress
more last
Thursday
open-link
night poetic
expressions
here in micro
to macro way
some more..:)
SMiLes.. DArkness
with no questions..
are no answers
for liGht..:)
Smiles.. again..
those are the
words your poetry
bRings to me.. intended
or not.. as to accept
darkness with no
questions..
is to have
the same
color
blood
as darkness
away from light..
or in other words..
standard cliche of
we can’t keep
quiet
when
darkness
lives before
our eyes..
or
something
like that
part
of
darker
nature..
smiles x3..:)
*
Peace and Love
ironicAlly enough..
stands upon
the flesh..
blood..
and
bones
of all
those
who sacrifice bodies
bRinGinG freedoms to
lives away from fear..
hate.. discord..
and discontent..
Fortunately..
now.. our
soils
are brown
with clear
floweRinG
rivers of blue..
but now sadly
some still
rage on the
red of blood
in lands
and rivers
of
red
water
soil
souls
tainTinG
with greater
fears.. hate
in chaos..
of human
fear driving order..
truly now disorder
of human mind
and body out
of balance..
where Peace
and Love now
mind and body soul
balance reigns empty..:)
So many dimensions in
experiences of human
UniVerses.. so many
vicarious looks
now into
windows
of other
souls..
but so
far
way
from
the
realities
of dArk
and liGht..
some rarely
iN’tweening
now of any
spectrums..
light or dark..
everyone may
spend at least three
days in the prison of
hell in a mind.. to truly
know and feel the heaven
of
mine..
sMiLes
but it’s
true
as
far
as i
kNow
i Feel..:)
Smiles.. all the ink
in the UniVerse
will never
equal
a
finger
print..:)
*
SMiLes.. so many people
Love Jesus until
it’s time
to
be
Jesus..
So many people
worship Jesus
and make
Jesus
into
a
God
so they will
never have to actually
follow his teachings
in actual WORKS..
and just do lip
service
on
one verse
of a UniVerse of
Truth and Light..
namely Love
yourself..
Love your
neighbors as
yourself as
same as GOD..
Fat.. Happy..
and
lazy..
all
asleep..
until it’s
time to do Now..
and so ironic
it makes
Jesus
laugh
tears of sadness..
Trump Christians
Christians
Trump
Christians…
Religious right
face of God Trumps
Christians for now at LEAST…
*
Internet barren
souls.. people
with few holds..
exceptions
yes.. but
place
wHere
humans
come
and go..
never truly
saying bye
or hello..
where no
one is
lost
and
no one
is found..
a closet
of human
toys never sOld..
shining new
and old
but
never
used…
never beings…
Internet Ghost
Humans
so
alone…
alive
as dead
online
off cOld…
tears of fears
wars of separation
dreams of healing
Souls on fire
for Love
is
hope..:)
Nature SinGs
SonGs no
human worry..:)
Smiles.. Eagle
eYes towers
overTrumps
Talons…
Toupee
flight
away
from Light..:)
Under-Cover
Books.. celebrating
Bedroom
eyes
turning
pages..
rarely
put down
looks.. always
pleaSinG now..:)
FesTivals of
life steeP iN
tradition.. Life
InSpiRinG.. when all becomes
feast.. iN purpose and
meaning.. aLL iS
HoLiDay
All
iS
Joy
ALL
NOW..
HolYdayFEST..:)
SMiLes.. little do ‘they’
kNow.. Santa spends
his life
paying
forward
backwards
now Santa
lives somewhere
on a beach.. with
nary worries
over
snow..
all tanned
with a nice and
sweet looking wife
doing everything for
him.. never aging Now..
Secret
Santa
SofUn..;)
Gym Break now..
be back later
with more ramPage
PoeTry Writing Spree..;)
6:53 pm..
Back at 10:29 pm..
and man this new post
that will be now titled
“Last and First Verse of GOD”
is really getting long.. but i
guess all stuff considered that
should be no
smAll.. ah..
surprise..;)
And yes.. as in all stuff
God gifted to human.. God
gives a sense of humor
to use
and not
to lose
it..
and yes..
this applies
to the other stuff
that some would call
evil that is totAlly
Natural in eYes of
ALL Natural God
NOW!..
yeah like
the Temple
of God
we are
born with
that some humans
are foolish enough
to feel guilty
about
and
hide
all their
life.. God
is free and
God is as happy
as free as God’s
children
are
now
just
now..
so when we are free
and happy God is
happy
with
us
sAMe
NOW
or pInch
as my friend
Himali says..:)
Flesh-n-no-HeARt
is
n-wet-desert-now
or
one-night-n-stand..
of
soUl-n-no-spiRit-now…
Smiles..
Losing a
mind and
gaining a
heart deserves
a college degree
away
from
school..
or perhaps
an honorary
human degree
of being.. smilesx2..:)!
Smiles.. and with
a really severe
case of ADHD..
20 miles now
of dance for
me to get
to this
place
of
sitting still.. peace..
sMiles again.. for now..:)
Earth
rains
green
sTill
iN
FL..:)
Interesting.. i’m actually
diagnosed with Asperger’s
Syndrome and Bi-polar..
finally in balance
again..
at least
for my tastes..
but yeah.. what
you describe here
describes a hell i was
once in and never
diagnosed i guess..
’cause it was too
hard to explain
other than
the
table
was me…
the AC vent blowing
would not separate
from me.. and there
were hundreds
of other souls
around
me
overwhelming
when i walked
in Super Walmart..
but for me at least..
actual brain damage
from years of Chronic
social stress at work
seemed to lead to
this place
of
a disintegration
of human integrated
ego with regulating
emotions and
integrating
senses..
focus
and
short
term working
memory working well
in cognitive executive
functioning.. but anyway..
movement therapy in natural
and free flowing way of movement
helped me to get it all back together
along with poetry and music therapy..
but sadly that kind of therapy
doesn’t seem to work for
everyone..
particularly
if one has never
really been integrated..
and balanced as such..
anyway.. what you
describe here i can
relate to 100% like
i was there for several
years.. several years ago..
and i hope the best for you..
as this place for me.. was truly hell
beyond any depression.. anxiety
or pain.. as i lost all emotions
as
well..
and that for
me was worse
than any pain then
imaginable and yes..
i was diagnosed with
type-two trigeminal
neuralgia suffering
from the worst
pain known to
humankind
then for
66 months
co-morbid
with the
death
of
my
soul..
and yes.. the
death of my soul..
much worse than
the worst pain known
to mankind by far.. far.. death
in life then..
so yes..
i feel
this
place.. at
least a similar
place you are in now..
in a logical way.. but
my feelings will never
remember
the no
feelings
of then..
nor could
my no feelings
detect or remember
the feelings that are
mine integrated and
regulated once again now…
i really wish there was a pill
i could send you.. but there was
none for
me but
free flowing
dance.. and i have
to share all this with
you.. as again.. been to
a similar place.. and truly
no one.. and i do mean
no one can possibly
understand the
gravity
of challenge
and difficulty
if they’ve never
been there..
no
one…
Free birds
must stay
hungry
to be free..
is the best way
i can describe
my path back to freedom..
Most animals live this way
except for humans in all
our
receiving
ways of so
much we have
now compared
to any other time
in history.. but the
purpose and meaning
that hungry means.. and
to be clear.. this is just
how the words
make me
feel..
i have no
idea how it
personally affects
you.. my friend..:)
My grandmother
picked cotton to
raise her sisters..
school beyond
her grasp..
sisters
college..
moving
up then..
her with run
away husband.. ugh..
12 hour waitressing..
but a loving daughter..
my mother.. who
insists she quits
working in
her 50’s
and takes
care of
her..
so she
rests
and lives
30 or so
more years
by a river
in peace..
i suppose
hard work
now makes
greater Karma
in the end.. or further
from it.. even better..:)
SMiles.. late.. yes..
but as promised
i’m back Lynn..
and the
secret
to Jesus..
is being
Jesus..
sadly
it’s
still
a secret to most..
my friend Lynn..
Merry
Birthday
of Christ
always now
for those of
us who live
with
Christ
heArts
now..
just
now..
yes what are
‘they’ waiting for
heaven is now
when Christ
lives as our
heArt
now
in spiRit
expreSinG
a balanced
mind and body
as Christ soUl NOW..
per Luke 17:21.. my friend..
the Kingdom of God lives
within
now
just now..
for those
us who live it now..:)
A fascinating piece here for me..
but alas if a Bonobo can live
in peace with almost
zero aggression..
violence..
or
war
within
the tribe..
surely there
is hope now for
hairless humans..
problem is.. humans
are evolved for small
social groups.. naked
and sharing sex
freely and
raising
children
freely
as a village
and family of whole..
it is culture that is overall..
the sin.. of overpopulation.. written
language.. collective intelligence
culture and all the stuff that takes
humans away from their roots of
free love in sharing small
social groups..
so sure..
the apple
of Knowledge
that is written
language.. collective
intelligence and culture
for creature comforts
of ever expanding
population
is both
the fall
of
human
and fall of earth..
so sure.. this makes
pornography at least
one saving grace
back toward
free as
sexual
healing according
to a Bonobo it is the
best pill for Love
and peace yet..
but sure
healthy
consensual
sex.. as that
is how the
Bonobo
does it
to remain
free with
Love and
Peace.. so
the evil that
some people see
is actually the good..
that people can no longer
see.. but sure.. just ask
Godzilla.. there ain’t no fooling
MOTHER NATURE IN EATING APPLES
OF HUMAN
HELL..
SEX MEANS
INCREASING
LEVELS OF
OXYTOCIN..
SOCIAL
BONDING
AND NO
MORE WARS..
SO KISS A BONOBO
ON ALL THE FREE LIPS..
the only other primate
that engages in face
to face kissing
and oral sex..
and the simple
reason for that
is they have
empathy
(they
can feel
the other
primate’s
pleasure
with affective
empathy of
emotional
contagion..
per mirror
neurons
as well)
with
no known
reported
cases of psychopathy
but sure a little Autism
here and there.. for
Bonobos who
get
the odd
refrigerator
Bonobo parents..
CULTURE IS THE VIRUS
NOT INNATE HUMANITY..
AND IF this is too long
feel free to delete of
course.. but you
seem like
an intelligent
person who
is not blinded
by ignorance..
so i share
this with
you..
who truly
are few here..
i would even
attempt to share
this with.. as it’s
a hard trip back
to real Truth
and Light
of
human
being..
BEFORE THE
APPLE OF
CULTURAL LIES..:)
As i circle the world
it makes me sick
to know and feel
how much people
where i live take
for granted
the bloodless
soils they
live on..
where this
bloody way
of life is not
a staple
of
pain
in life..
as it is in
so many other
countries.. that are
not rich and green
in both material
and
natural
resources..
humanity so
far out of balance
so far out of human
being overall.. so sad..
as we have the potential
to bring it back to balance..
if anyone
even
cares
beyond
their own
selfies.. of
smiles away
from human
suffering around
A world of Pain still now…
Smiles..
God is
now
lives
within..
all nows
are God’s
Birthday
within us
too..
smiles
come back
again.. for those
who find God within..:)
Well.. what can i say..
this always now
Christmas
inspires
me.. and
finished
now with
all 33
dVerse
open
link
prompts
from last
Thursday..
publish this
now.. and the
last Tuesday prompt
about stars will be
quite appropriate
for me to journey
on in the
comments
section of
this next
blog post
as yes..
the Force
Awakens
on Friday
which is always
a great experience
to jUst
live
now..:)
12:28 am
12172015
5900
From Facebook..
i just stopped by to say hi.. Cortney..
but while i’m here.. back in ’72.. when
the Dolphins are on top with Larry Czonka..
Earl Morrall .. and Bob Griese.. with a perfect
season and a win in the Super Bowl.. is when
i watch every Dolphin game.. as then the
Dolphins are my favorite team.. but then
i stop watching.. after they win the
second Super Bowl in ’73..
and the rest is history…
And yes.. i am 12 years old then..
in ’72.. ancient history.. in terms of Cortney..
and no i did not dance then.. i have four eyes then..
can barely walk straight without falling down.. and ugh..
the cashier at McDonalds thinks i am a girl then.. with my
long blonde hair.. pretty eyes.. long lashes.. etc.. but yeah..
i can dam sure watch some Dolphins.. then.. and dream of playing football..
but have to settle for dance.. instead.. decades later…
But anyway.. sure.. go Dolphins.. i guess i still
have a soft place for the Dolphins somewhere back in my
heart then.. at least.. and have a nice rest of the night
with sweet Dolphin Dreams.. but let me tale you.. once again..
you really missed out in ’72 and 73.. when i am a top fan then..
And Yes.. to digress a ‘little’… win.. yes WIN..
i go to Milton High School they win a State Championship..
when i am a fan then.. in ’78.. and then there’s FSU..
a topic of another fandom conversation yesterday..
with a 14 year.. 10 game plus winning streak..
from ’86 to ’99.. when i am a top FSU fan too..
so trust me.. if you have me as a fan for
whatever your team is.. i am some of the
best luck yet.. with a proven track
record.. as recorded here.. smiles..:)
And yes.. Cortney.. and Himali..
reference me at age 13.. smiles.. Ha!..
i am much thinner then.. than you are now..
Himali.. and then actually at 120LBS and 5 feet 10 inches..
weigh only five LBS more than wife Katrina does now..
she at 5 feet 6 inches.. 115LBS now..:)
IMG_7774
Himali says..
Are you working out or what Fred ???
i say..
Well.. yes.. OH GOD YES!..
i am working out so much then.. Himali..
as when that McDonald’s Cashier tales me what
can i get you Miss.. it really messes with my Mr. Mind..
that needs a much stronger body.. if i am gonna survive
in this life.. so i go into fight or flight mode..
get a bar and weight plates.. and watch my
string bean arms press a relatively few
LBS up above my head.. and i visualize
my arms getting bigger.. and there
is at least some hope.. as my
father is a rough and tough
Law Enforcement Officer whose fingers
are almost thicker than my wrists then..
anyway.. as you know to make a long story
shorter and much stronger.. now i leg press
the 930 LBS 25 times with my arms raised in air..
and truly this all goes to prove my theory..
that with epigenetic unpacking of DNA
through challenge and adaptation..
humans can bRing up many strengths
of their distant ancestral past..
so sure.. now i am as strong as an Ape..
and hopefully i don’t look too much like a monkey..
but i did get very hairy after i started lifting weights..
and yes.. that is still the case as well.. smiles..
just another Fred story to boot.. or lift..
and smiles again.. my shirt says in this photo..
“DO YOU EVEN LIFT”.. SO MANY people made fun of me
and called me bird legs in middle school.. there is a
sense and feeling of accomplishment to wear this shirt..
and for it really to mean that.. as no Marine comes within
several hundred LBS of what i can do on that leg press weight
plate machine.. at my military gym.. yes.. i appreciate my health
and strength.. as it really provides a sense and feeling of natural
accomplishment as well as Innate and Instinctual fearlessness wherever
i go in life.. life takes work in so many ways.. but it is all worth it..
in the long run.. friend.. Himali..:)
Himali says..
You’re such an inspiration Fred ! I also want to start gyming grin emoticon
i say..
Smiles again.. HImali.. i can already tell by looking at your photos that
you will become very strong.. and even more confident when you do..
and if you don’t go to the gym.. you can always dance wherever
you are.. just three feet of space and moving feet.. arms..
and swaying middle section will do the art of moving
infinitely in emoting ways of
imagination and
creativity too!..:)
6672
Himali Quotes:
“Great is the guilt of an unnecessary war.”
– John Adams
i say..
Amen…
For humans with Souls….:)
6691
While i Love the quotes that Himali Shares..
i Love the quotes that are Himali so much more..
and trUly ‘this quote’ is poetry as Himali’s hEart..
and Poetry is the wordinG spiRit..
of the Human HeArt
expresSinG
human
soUl..
as well
as prose
that boarders
poetry now when
music of emotions
of the SonGs of God
who are humans in reflection
of God.. and now for science
in review as prose.. stRinGs of
Guitars and Pianos reflect human
vocal chords.. drums in percussion
of piano are human heart beats.. and
reeds of first flutes are magic
making instruments
of human
throat
as
concert hall
of emotional notes
of life wheRe human
emotions are set freeR
to exPress
the human
SonGs
of
God as
freeR as liGht now
or dArker emotions
that move us through
our body from brain to
gut and all around the
infinite chakras of the body
through the Kundalini Vagal
Nerve to brinG Heaven Now
as LiGht of continuous
timeless experience iN
Nirvana oR DarKest
death of
Kundalini
Vagal
nerve
of
piece of
paper thin
existence.. 0h..
as the dark night
of the soul A K A
literal human heLL..
wHere every second
lasts a thouSand years
of oh.. oh.. so dark.. so dArk…
So.. mY dearest friend.. Sister
Himali.. this is pArt of why Pan..
a mythical God of the human
Music of Song and Dance
and Apollo the
God of
Poetry
and Music are
such important
archetypes of the
human condition and
prophets like Jesus and
the like who SinG a SonG
of the music of
poetry
in
parables
of Loving each
other as brothers and
sisters as ourselves when
loving wE.. AS weLL as the
rest of NatUre
that iS
a reflection
of God as WeLL
of endless water
rivers in inFinITe
Love of Ocean
Deeper..
as first there is
DArk.. then there is
LiGht.. then movement
or dance.. and soundS or
SonGs.. so truly when we
make muSic of human
SonGs and accompany
songS with dance
we reflect
God
as mUsic
of Song that
dances inspiRinG
the UniVerse for
InfiNitY and
more
in a
cycle
of muSic
SonG and
dance
now
as God
makes muSic
in SonG and
Dance
now of
human and
the rest of the
UnivErse too.. so..
anyWay dear.. thanks
for inspiRinG mE WitH
yoUr heArt SonG’s heaRt
liGht of LoveLY emoTioNs
free iN tHe
Poetry
of
Himali
set freeR heRe..
as i speak to yoUr
Angel SpiRit’s
heArt
of
soUl..:)
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No human and no word separate from the
word that is God that is no human language
can judge God..
and no human
can be God alone
as God
iS
AlLone..
so only God determines
what is hell and what
is heaven
and
only those
who live tHeir
now as heirs
of dArk or
liGht will
know
and feel
God’s bidding
for tHeir heARts..
SpiRIts and SoUls..
and thIs is what these
‘Cave’ verses of the Koran
inspire in me..
through
eYes
of God
gifted
iN
me..
sMiLes..
and if iam
correct that
will be God’s
bidding
and
never
mine
alone..
as once
again.. end
and beginning
of never ending
story.. God
iS Allone Now..
and we humans
are onLY pArts
of
God..
so SOHEIR
ENJOY
YouR
PARt..
iN God
of course..
as FloWer of
ALLTHATISnOW..
wRite on Course..
And yes.. i have a
copy of the Koran
on my night stand
right next to the bible
and to the right of many
other sacred texts of humans
who attempt to approximate
the
language
of God that
is again.. no
human words
alone.. so
all human
words
fall short
of the Glory
of God almighty
greater than any
human OR words
that are metaphors
and never essence
of God’s
reality
ALLONE.
OR
alone
as words..
that are always
only metaphors
that human’s
create
for the much
greater essence
of GODALLONE..
iN OTHER WORDS..
WORDS WiLL NEVER
EVER BE SUFFICIENT
TO SCRIBE
THE
GLORY
OF GOD
PERIOD.
But sure we humans
will alWays do our
best iF WE
Love God
with all our
heart.. and
spirit
of Soul
as gifted
to us as sure
but always
limited
God eYes
of uS humans now..
and if we respect
God as God almighty
we will never chain
God in
Words
alone..
the height
of evil in
human
being
to chain
or restrict
God in any
human way..
as gifted iN uSNOW..
so in short it is now no
less and even Greater
sin to make any word..
letter.. number or
any other
symbol
as idol
of God
alone.. as once
again.. God is Allone
and never words alone..
as well.. more than any
human beings who
are always
greater
reflections
of God than
words
alone
period..
end and
beginning
of human story
that is only a speck
of dust in God’s eYes ALLONE..
And yes.. everyNOW i read verse(S)
of the Bible or Koran.. God SinGs
a SonG to me
similar
to this..
and sure
i scribe it
now.. whenever
God instructs me
as such in God’s
way and
never my
direction
in conscious
mind of mine
alone in eYes of
GOD
ALLONE..
and i have zero to fear
by doing this free as God
is the
WIND
behind
these words..
but THE WIND
THE OCEAN
THE SAND
THE SKY
and SO
MUCH
MORE
beyond
ALL
words.. now
or then.. my
friend..
Soheir..
wHere my WIND
comes from a BEACH
of GOD then and now..
instead of Desert..
Cave.. or
Under
TREE..
as God’s prophets
are limited to no
Patch of land..
Country..
Continent..
Hemisphere..
Planet..
or even
Universe..
and Beyond..
And sure if we respect
God as almighty greater
than human being
this is easy
to see
and feel
as God’s
common
sense
in
tiny
us..
unless we portend
to be A Satan and
greater than
God
ourselves..
True Angels
are no
fools..
only
a human
fool will create
an Angel that is a fool..
And sure i am only
a fool..
as i for
one will
do
anything
God asks for
me
to
DO..
now
JUST
NOW..
It is often a
Devil who bleeds
most for God.. my friend..:)
i.. as a hyperlexic Autistic person
who does not speak at all through mind
or words until age four.. Meets God face
to face at three without words and remembers
it all now in words of God.. The only real
difference between Muhammad and me is he
equates words as idols of God and i
refuse to do that as i feel God
from heart before i ever know
humanly constructed words of human..
And no.. you are incorrect.. i speak
from heart and have been deleted
or banned from all places
that speak from mind
alone and anyone who
would limit God
in anyway..
including words..
Speaks through mind of selfish
human tribal instinct as God speaks
through me write now with spirit of
heart through words.. One can never
judge the heart of another through
words alone or no words at all..
The lesson of a three year old
me WITH GOD.. My friend.. SOHEIR..
And to be crystal clear i judge you
or no one else as that is under
God’s purview ALLONE..:)
Smiles SOHEIR.. i agree with
you ‘here’.. the Koran..
All knowings and feelings
considered works well
for your place of life..
And in you it is expressed
as well through Love.. but sadly
it does not work for everyone..
no different than a
Christian bible
as history and now shows
through acts of Fear.. Hate..
Aggression.. Violence.. Terrorism ..
and Wars.. You see and feel..
some people need the
literal Truth and Light
of Love to ever get the
metaphor of Love..
And that my friend
SOHEIR is when reason
comes to Play With God too..
Smiles.. Blessings.. Peace.. Of God’s Love..
We get it my friend in heart but not everyone
has heart and that is where my job as devil
in their hell comes to play as God’s Fool
for Truth and Light for Fools with no heArt..:)
Smiles.. My friend.. Again SOHEIR..
i have made it clear here before..
i agree with no unjust human action
and consequences regardless of
religion that is historically
one factor of many factors
of injustice away from Peace
of Love and Love of Peace..
Tribal actions are not
necessary for humans
with basic needs met
who are free to Move..
Connect.. And Create their
human being with others.. Including
Nature of God Allone.. How rare is this..
Rare.. And only a problem that will be reducing..
One human at a time.. Sharing.. As Giving
And Connecting with all of human and
rest of Nature Allone God..
So the work continues..
Now as practice without
fail for those of us who
Care with Love..
Now.. as
Just nowS..:)
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Smiles.. Shawna with Tarot and Salamander.. of course..
so nice to see you this evening and oh goodness..
i am so behind on poetry trails
but that’s okay..
as poetry
could stay
on servers
for a thousand
years.. and just
imagine if i live long
enough.. i can respond
to all the poetry in the world..
but yeah.. i will probably have to
live close to forever to do that.. as people
who are human will always write poetry.. sing..
and dance.. TG!.. and oh.. Great! you must be so
nurturing to breast feed for 8 years.. or so..
as if i had to do that.. my children
will surely choke on chest
hair..
heHE.. so currently i
am all out of children..
but anyway.. i am kinda
busty at about 55″ or so..
one inch for every
year haha!
wife Katrina
always kids
me.. taling
me
i have
more than her
but yeah.. she has
plenty gonads too.. with
or without male equipment
as it is the quiet ones
who can be
the most
ferocious
of all..
and
if she
spanks me it
really doesn’t hurt
much as yeah.. my
hips are not exactly
small
either
hehehahaX2 or 3..
butt is the new
black and
back..
and that
puts me in better
dancing shoes too
as it is the motions
of the oceans that
are my driving
force
too!
Hmm.. i Google
Yazz.. and if he is the
Dude from Empire.. i’m
a little lost on new cultural
TV unless Katrina
fills me in
on the
newest
TV developments..
and the ‘Big Bang’
and ‘Heroes’ are the
only two TV shows i
watch for now.. but yeah..
the ‘Angel from Hell’
and ‘Lucifer’
show look
interesting
as they
are
way
out of the
box for TV
still today..
and out of the
box.. way.. way
out of the box is my
home away to
home
now..!
sMiLes..
and i am off to check out
your new website now.. to
see what you
have brewing
in the
pot
for
now..
coffee.. tea.. or
white magic of course..;)
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Man.. you kNow
what’s cool
about visiting
your site..
my friend
the Sagittarian
Arrow.. iS.. i can
say anything as
iT will only be here
temporary.. but hehe!..
i already say anything so
what the hell.. and the first
portrait or hmm.. self portrait
looks just like my wife.. when
i attempt to share
some FrED
words
with her..
and man or woman
that second portrait is
what i look like inside too..
as a spirit when i lose
all this body
armor
of muscle
and hair and
stuff like that..
yes.. and i am horny
like that too.. but yeah..
in a ferocious loving way21..
and not so pricKly
BEArIE.. like some
may think
i am
just
’cause
i do strange
body art and
stuff like that..
Anyway.. i Love here..
’cause it feels like i am
at a Circus of me too.. with
not just three rings.. no limits
of rings
or
rings
necessary
at all.. just
free..
just me
and you
here..
friend
the arrow..:)
TRust mE..
i aM a tattoo..
wHo gLows iN
tHe dArk.. fRom
FaNtasy IsLand..
heHe.. yeaH..
FanTasy
ISland iS aS g00d
As anY cirCus 2..
hMm.. buT thAt
sHows enDs
befoRe yoU
begIns..
aT lEast
theN..
sMilEs..:)
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Just another one
of my many
names..
“Dances
With Cats’..;)
And here’s Katrina..
“Blissfully Happy”..
whenever my
mother
knits
her
another head
cover.. for the
cold nature that is
her.. this time of year..:)
Well.. yes.. i go to WHOville..
otherwise knowns as hometown.. Milton..
to carve the Best Roast Beast ever.. but get
waylaid.. at Pensacola Honda.. for a Civic Recall..
first.. and go on to ironicAlly do solo Grinch Dancing
in the parking lot.. move on to.. Office Depot.. Dollar Tree..
Super Walmart.. Target.. Food Outlet.. and then OMG..
finAlly here in aisle number six at Winn Dixie..
around 13 miles of Solo Dancing Ends.. and maybe
i’ll get back on poeTry Writing RAMpage spree..
or maybe not.. as i’m kinda sleepy.. which is
a good thing.. for a usuALLy WiDE AWAKE GRINCH!…!..;)
And seriously.. as far as fine and
or crude details go.. whomever
makes this Grinch Shirt..
has a sly sense..
of not so
hidden
humor..
Yeah.. and some
People Call Donald
Trump a “D***Head”
or a “Grinch”.. if i
can i will buy
him this
shirt..
for true
colors on
a campaign
trail of
serious
hate
and discontent
and anything to
scare the American
Public or his running
peers.. such a sad
state of affairs..
our American
G O P
running field
leader
sayS
about anything
associated with
human Empathy and Love..
SAD SAD SAD EAGLE OF FREEDOM..
IS NOT FREE AT ALL WITHOUT LOVE
AT LEAST AS FAR AS GOD iS concerned..:)
OBTW.. THAT DAM
GRINCH song comes
on several times
on our car
radio in all
our dance shopping
travels.. and i have a
Grinch Ear Bug from
“hell”.. metaphor hell
not real hell..
i just
can’t
get that
Grinch
out of my HEAD!..;)
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Love SMiLes.. my Friend LaLa Rukh.. i don’t mean to brag..
but in my life.. i’ve always been the person with the best memory
in the room.. as conversations in my life prove now and now
again.. i have literally written 11 Million words
since November 26th 2010.. but up
to that point all i did really
is take information in..
and with a Hyperlexic
version of Super
Autism.. with
problems
with
speaking verbal language
it didn’t stop me from eventually
reading 10 to 15 times faster than
the average human being.. typing
around 130 words a minute when
properly focused.. and literally remembering
almost every word i’ve seen in print and every
experience like a color movie in my head.. i can
remember what the shirts i had on are.. at school.. decades
ago.. what a person said with a color movie of their smile.. tears..
or joy.. so not to worry my friend.. i have just been HEAR
by your side as friend.. and i might as well not be
from this planET.. as who else
writes the equivalent of 13.6 bibles
in 5 years.. in epic free verse poetry
and prose style.. leg presses
half a ton 25 times with
arms raised in the
air.. and dances
a martial arts
and ballet style
dance everywhere they go
in Northwest Florida.. to the tune
of 4550 miles now.. since
August of 2013.. around
the time i meet you
here online..
and additionally
have a blog post from
all of 88 rave dances with
college age adults where they
autograph selfies with me to the
tune of 4 to 6 hundred women..
as i stopped
counting at
400..
and yes.. you have written an
incredible amount of detail about your
ups and downs here in your blogs..
and no.. don’t worry.. ’cause in my
experience now the
average human
being
has the attention
span of a gold fish..
as science shows.. and
are mostly interested in what
they are doing.. and pay little to
no real attention to what anyone else
says or does.. either on-line.. at church..
at work.. or anywhere else.. but you see
i am not human like that.. i see it all.. hear
it all.. and since November 26th.. 2013..
write it all too.. so yeah.. guess what
i really am Superman
and i choose you
as a friend..
so sure..
that makes
you special..
but the thing is
not many people
can handle Superman
as a friend.. so usually
Superman
is
all
alone..
but hey
he’s not
really alone
as he remembers
God and God always
Speaks to him and
feels him too..
as God makes
Superman
for a reason
like all God’s
other children..
And Superman
gets to
see more
of it.. do
more of it..
and scribe
more of it..
than most..
and that my friend
is both curse and gift..
i’ve already done the curse
part of it in hell.. well before you
meet me here.. so now Superman
Devil is Superman
Angel..
with
Superman
Love.. so no worries..
you will likely not come
across another person like
me.. as certainly i am
one
of
a kind
like you
too and
everyone
else.. my friend..
if they take the time
and effort to make their
God given potentials REAL..
and if everyone does it with
Love.. there will a lot less terrorist
acts of human being.. wars.. aggression
violence.. and all stuff of human fear and hate..
So what can Superman do about that.. we will see..
huh..
perhaps
we will my
friend before
all i say and do is
done.. in my life or
after.. smiles again..
and sure i Love you..
so many people are afraid
to do that and say it.. and that
is the illness of the world around
us my friend.. a Lack of Love.. a Lack of Love…
and moreover a lack of expresSinG Love in SonG of
human.. the real
Sun
of God
in all God’s
Son’s and Daughters
Love my friend the gift
that
KEEPS
GIVING
AND IN MY CASE
WRITING.. DANCING
SINGING.. AND PUMPING IRON..
OF MUSCLE
OF HEaRT
LEGS..
ARMS
FEET
TOES
AND
HIPS
THAT
DON’T
LIE
WITH
HANDS
FINGERS
IN TYPING
SPEED..
A TsUnAMi
A HuRRicane
A ComET
of Frederick
SpLashing in
an ocean of
Internet words..
iS what this ALL iS..
So sure.. the effects
and affect of me.. will
be around a long tiMe..
with no rust of Trust.. here
at least.. my friend.. LaLa Rukh..
So before i come again.. you can play
this storm alert SonG.. but fear not.. as all
i am
iS Love..;)
And sure.. ‘her name’ is Katrina.. Fred is still coming..:)
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Cowards of Guns..
weak men and women
who have no soul..
sure they have
words
they have
books
they
have
instructions
from others
who say do
this and do
that to fear..
to hate..
to harm
to kill
to war..
but no.. they
have no soul..
no spirit.. no heart
they live in hell..
they are the
real devils
who show
us the
other
side
of
hell..
but what they
do not realize is
Allah is no dream
after death.. Allah
is now.. Allah lives in
every plant.. animal
human and even
grain
of sand
and
inside
earth.. as well..
Allah iS ALL iN
ALL.. theRe is no
escape from Allah not
even in the hell that these
devils live and bring to other
humans.. as they are then only
parts of Allah that is Devil and Hell
They are the Devil and Hell incarnate
now on Earth.. and Allah will spit them
out
like
manure
that feeds
the fly.. and sure
ALLAH WILLING
eventuALLy they too..
will come to know and
feel Allah as Love and no
longer Fear and Hate in the
Devil they are in Hell now..
as it is better to
millstone
to the
bottom
of the
deepest
ocean than
to harm one hair
on the Head of Allah
that is a grain
of
sand
as well..
Humans make
Devils and Hell real..
Humans make Angels and
Heaven real.. there are two
places on earth that are real..
and sadly some choose
devil
and
hell..
now…
And certainly this day a year
ago.. in Pakistan in
these school
shootings
is the
day that
DeviLiveD
and EviLivE Hell
comes again then
there.. as only Love
can extinguish the Devil AND HELL..
NOW.. never words and books alone..
PERIOD
END AND
BEGINNING
OF STORY OF
FEAR.. HATE… AND
FAITH.. HOPE’S BELIEF..
LOVE.. THE VICTOR OF ALL
VENGEANCE
OF FEAR AND
HATE..:)
Smiles.. Lala.. and it is so good to see
you here today.. now.. you seem like
your old self today
more than some
months.. so i hope
you are feeling much
better friend
with
yes..
much Love
to you as well..:)
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SMiLes.. Year ago..
memories
of KALI..;)
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Himali says..
Gift a Book: I need 6 people (residing in India)
of any age to participate in a book exchange!
You only have to buy ONE book and send it
to one person and you’ll receive at least 6
in return! Comment if you’re interested
and I will PM you the information.
This is so oddly exciting,
its like “Secret Santa” this
Christmas.. Halo emoticon
i say..
That’s cool..
i’ll do it here.. smiles..
and more of course in terms
of books..wink emoticon
Himali says..
Do you wish to participate or what ??
i say..
SMiles.. i cannot literally participate
since i do not reside in India.. but i will
in metaphor here.. always now..
i only read books in print
at Barnes and Noble..
as i really do run out of space at home..
smiles.. my friend.. so i need no printed books in return..
for what i will do in metaphor… so yeah.. to be clear
i am always giving books.. smiles..
as you may know too well by
now.. wInks..wink emoticon
Himali says..
Wonderful. I bet you can start this
for Florida. It would be
wonderful
smile
emoticon
i say..
sMILEs.. maybe i’ll do it for the world..
and that reminds me of ‘this song’.. again..
to go along with that thought.. AND FEELING..
my friend Himali..smile emoticon
Remember..
save a tree..
too..smile emoticon
So yeah..
i’ll do it all
electronicAlly..wink emoticon
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First of all.. while i deTour
up here into the future
of Stars of dVerse now
since i still exist
on last Thursday
open prompt then..
before my purple
hued SagittarIan
arrow goes away..
yeah.. moonlight
stars
feel
wRite
here now..
i mean seriously.. the hell with
stars.. the moon is the
briGhTest star in the
sky.. with diatoms
that shine iN
gulf flow
Emerald
green
white sands
of young bliss..
soft naked and
hard bodies.. smell
of salt inside and
outside above
so below
all around
diatoms of stars..
yes.. glistening on
flesh of moon-lit waters
Seagulls sleep.. while we
breathe our life of older younger
dreams.. of UniVerse new in warm
life stars of below and above same
inside and outside
of us and sure
big bangs come
all around baby
the ocean KNows
what sWirls
inside
of
us
and the
moon light
will send us
on our
way
to bliss
always now..
where stars live
in eYes of human Love..
man you are so cool i
will do you with
this again
sometime
heheR..
yeah
i’m
more
than a
woman too..
but seriously Whoaman..
it was/is great groWing
up on the Gulf and those
first memories are surely
still magic
of first
loves
breath
on Virgin
maleYes..;)
Yes..
Diatoms
gLow..
and i have
a class of
seven
eight gold
ring when
you are one..
my StILL young friend..
Moon LiGht alWays fills write..:)
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SMiLes..
my friend and yes..
Hello Himali.. so many limits
and expectations.. spoon-fed by
cultures since the day we are born..
so many layers of these clothes we
put on from birth.. and one day when
we escape these limits and expectations
we are truly iN the golden nows.. when we
peel each layer off one by one.. and finAlly
we come to know and feel ourselves without
inhibitions or regret.. so yes.. the golden age
of human is no time or number.. it is an inner
state of human freedom.. wHere we live to
be free.. openly expresSinG our emotional..
sensory.. and yes.. so-called naughty
aspects of our sensual Nature..
with zero fears.. of illusion..
iN
human heArTS.. now..
expresSinG emotions.. now..
sensations.. sensualities.. sOul..
as human spiRit.. where Truly our
mind and bodies.. are in balance
with the rest of Nature aka God..
so my hope and prayers for you
my friend are to come to this place
always now.. where layers of clothing
of human cultural masks fall gently away..
and yoUr human shines brighter and brighter
as nows go by.. a lamp of Angels we can all be
when we do take off the layers of masks and come
to terms and feelings of Free.. and i am now pleasantly
surprised to see this Truth and Light as now a spontaneous
expression of who you are.. here on Facebook Social Media..
and sure hope to see it on your blog too.. as this is worth now.. now..
repeating again and again.. in feeling.. my friend.. Himali.. Hello.. again..:)
“37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put
them under your
feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
-Jesus
as quoted
and linked
here:
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Hi Himali.. thanks so much for stopping
by and enjoying my weekend
trip to the Casinos with
me and yes.. in Florida
we still have Flowers
blooming for
Christmas..
but as in
all things
change
i understand
frost may finally
come our way
this weekend in
time for Christmas
to turn the grass brown..
but haha! not.. if i can help
it stay
green..
with just
hopes and
prayers for
continuing
Spring
Life
in grass
and sky
my friend
Himali..
here in Florida
where Green and Blue
is a way of living life..
as floWeRinG
Creations
all of Nature
animal and plant
alike on Rivers
and Oceans of Planet Earth..
where a left handed
reverse look of gun
state is life
instead
of
death..
yeah.. haha!
i can imagine anything
with a Breeze of Pleeze..:)
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Smiles.. Himali.. yes..
i will keep smiling
like flowers that
always
come
back..
and of course
i hope that same
pinch for you.. my friend..
Perennial SAMe Pinch..:)
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Oh yes.. and almost
forget the Good
News.. the
Force Awakens
this Friday
at a
theater
free all
over the
global
galaxy..
yeah.. i will
be there.. as a long
term Star Wars fan..
and just wanted to
share that weekly
good news with
you first..
as sure
you’ve heard
it before too..
but Force
Awakenings
are always good NEWS!..:)
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Yes.. may the
Force be with
you and also
WitH me
sAMe pinch
X8 for Infinity
standing tall..
and with that a very
good night of sleep and dreams
now to you my friend in India..:)
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Chandler:
‘All right, kids, I gotta get to work.
If I don’t input those numbers…
it doesn’t make much of a difference.’
Phoebe:
‘Come on Ross, you’re a
paleontologist, dig a little deeper.’
i thought you could relate..
i once was an Anthropologist
becoming a Systemizing
Computer Analyst later
so i know
and ugh
feel the drill
of numbers
Now iN
LiGht of
digging
deeper
and
shalLow
too.. then..
And on a sadder
and hopeful note
now.. i hope
soon
some
one
special
will fill your
arms with Love
with you the same
as Arms of Love
now my special
friend Himali..:)
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Comment from Victoria copied from Google Plus
I was able to read this easier than last time.
Love the title, to begin with. And the idea of
being a cheerleader for God. In a way,
that’s what life is about, hey?
i say..
Smiles.. Victoria..
it works so much
faster on the blogger
format.. thanks for not
giving up.. and additionally..
although i wouldn’t expect
anyone from dVerse
to go to the trouble..
i offer text versions only of
all i do.. on my personal
Facebook page..
and two other
Facebook pages..
as linked on my
Word Press
page..
and yes..
some do take
advantage of that..
in my other arenas.. as
my tentacles now do reach
much farther than that as
well.. but hey.. most
often.. i’m too busy
writing to focus
on the
administrative
aspect of sharing
what i know and
feel in these golden
nows of
mine..
yes.. as a
Cheerleader
for God.. Football
is boring compared to that..;)
Victoria says..
I have been accessing through Google +
since you told me. I have really bad tech karma, I guess.
I do know that Google and WordPress are like a couple
of political parties…they aren’t very kind to eachother sometimes. :0/
i say..
Oh.. that is so true
Victoria.. and the
same applies
to Google
and Facebook
as well.. so much
competition between
the three.. but hey..
the Algorithms of
all three have been
known to accuse me
of being a robot.. ’cause
of all my word play and
speed of
executing
so much
stuff at
once..
But yeah..
eventually i
convinced all
three i am human
in an ‘imitation game’..
if you saw
‘that’
movie..
Thanks for
stopping
by
with
smiles..:)
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Yellow boy posing..
for another of what may be 100’s
or even 1000’s of selfies.. shared now
with over 1.3 million views around the world
as pArt of what i do.. according to Google Plus views..
on my Kate Mia.. Google Plus page of statistics.. now..
but he already knows and feels he is a pretty boy..
there is no need to stroke his ego.. at all..
he is plenty confident as fearless just
the way he is now.. and before..
as a wild child of the backyard
woods.. before he comes for
some tender loving vittles..
at my home now.. still standing
up for his God Given right to be free..
so sad that more domesticated cats
and humans don’t do this everynow of life..
as life is too precious to live it without Freedom..
Love.. and Peace of Mind and Body Balance with
all others and Nature as God too…smile emoticon
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WeLL..
Certainly another Epic
Free Verse
Poetic Expression..
but with a title
like
this..
sure it deserves
focus and effort
to get the job done..
And speaking of Getting the JOB DONE
Celebrating my 89th Rave Dance Week
at Old Seville Quarter
on Thursday
Night
with
more fun Dance
photos coming
here sometime
around the
wee hour
of
3 AM
on
Friday
Morning
wHere Angels
Dance with me..:)
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