Friday, March 6, 2015

Allah ‘The Beast’ Holy Ghost Trinity Nude Poetry






Introduction..
At this 44th post is a summary 
in what i hope is excellence of the ones 
before in a 13th month effort of exploring
what i call a new age renaissance of straight male
nude
ART...
Additionally.. i am a freest verse poet..photographer..
PHILOSOPHER..
martial artist..ballet.. 
FREE
style dance walker everywhere i go in public now for 3200 miles measured
by my Nike GPS sports watch while my wife does her thing that is
shopping..;)
AND 
i
am a
power lifter.. leg pressing 930LBS.. 14 times.. as recently documented
on my kate mia Youtube page.. and Facebook Video section..
and the most amazing thing is i was a shut-in in my home
for five long years with 19 life challenging
 medically documented
 disorders..
LITERALLY MIRACULOUSLY RECOVERING
ON OR ABOUT
JULY 22ND 2013..
including the worst pain known to mankind..
type two trigeminal neuralgia during 
all waking hours of that
5 year literal
human
hell..
Well as 
you might guess..
 if you get to the end
 of this 
most epic of totally freest 
multi-media poetry of human being
i
live in the Heaven of NOW..
a reality forecast by many philosophers..
including the humble philosopher/teacher
named as Jesus..
i am fearless like  him.. whether or not he exists or not..
as we all have the potential to fill the signatures
of 
human myths
and fulfill
MUCH GREATER GOD OF MOTHER NATURE
TRUE
HUMAN FULFILLED POTENTIAL!
i aIm! to do my best!
 as my friends from 
NiKE SAY..
and
'JUST DO
IT'
HERE!
ENJOY IF YOU 
WILL
AND
i
only hope and pray
WITH
THE
GOD
THATISALL
OF
NATURE
THAT
YOU CAN JUST DO
WHAT
YOU
WILL
TOO..
WITH THE POWER OF THE POTENTIAL
OF 
HUMAN 
SACRED
UNCONDITIONAL
SHARING
!LOVE!
AS THE KEY
TO
REAL LIFE
HUMAN
MIRACLES
COME
!TRUE!
And this may 
not be a comfortable 
place for people
without
open 
mind and body
IN BALANCE
BUT HOPEFULLY ONE 
DAY 
IT
CAN
BE..
AS ONE WILLS
one's
LIFE
IN
NOW
WITH SACRED
UNCONDITIONAL
LOVE
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Life is an adventure to partake..
Culture is a comfort to give back..
Humans are alive when they forge
ahead in challenges, pain, and suffering..
and come out alive…
Humans are evolved for challenge and never instant
gratification…
You do challenge yourself more than many people do..
But perhaps you are
‘Superwoman’..
And must challenge yourself with Allah too.. to do so much more…
To continue to FEEL THIS INNATELY.. INSTINCTUALLY AND INTUITIVELY
TO FLOW WITH ALLAH AND NOT AGAINST ALLAH IS THE JOURNEY AND PATH
YOU WILL CONTINUE TO FIND WITH ALLAH.. AS NOW GOES BY.. AS LONG AS YOU
QUESTION.. SEEK.. AND CONTINUE
TO FIND ANSWERS..
AND ARE NEVER EVER SATISFIED WITH NOW..
SO YEAH..
YOU MY FRIEND ARE STILL ON..
A CORRECT PATH…
i look forward to seeing
where that takes
you next
for
now.
Love is always the goal of now in selfless emotion in action..
and the journey and path is always a way of relative human
free will WitH allah exercising a perfection of practice but never ending goal…..alone
beyond LOVE….
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The coolest thing of all is THE WORD MADE FLESH works.
The placebo effect and affect in science explains it partially, per scientific method.
But truly it is much more mysterious AND POWERFUL for those folks who more fully harness the potential of what I like to call the ‘Quantum’ human mind released.
And seriously the metaphors for the same thing are all around human culture from awakening to enlightenment to being born again.
But yeah, it is much more complicated that reciting ‘JOHN 3:16′ in a literal way…..
It does not come free, it either comes through pain or emotional distress, or practice practice practice like the practice of a real life magicKian..;)
And to be crystal clear again, the word magick is formulated by the infamous occultist named Aleister Crowley, also the beast or the great 666 that he loved to tease the ‘audience’ with to eventually gain a legacy of change.
He simply recognized the power of abstract thinking and associated beliefs with symbols and repeating his developed practice of doing that in making change REAL.
And it worked, as that one man, on his own, financing his own way, has changed the world, simply by convincing artists, politicians, and religious leaders that they can do anything they set thEIR mind to as the mind is A powerful subjective tool for change in literally and metaphorical mind over matter.
The Beatles, Led Zeppelin, Styx, Sting, and many other modern artists and philosophers, and even the religion of scientology is heavily influenced by this one man whose ideas have infiltrated much of western cultures in popular culture, the corporate world, religion but haha! not science, hardly at all.
If one man can do that, imagine what more than one man or woman who thinks let that can do.
The results of that are heard around the world, regardless if the audience knows who sings the original song of thought to inspire the real life change and action for NOW.
His basic tenant IS the Golden Rule really, where the only TRUE LAW of HUMAN BEING IS in Love under will in do as thou wilt, without harming others intentionally.
HOWEVER THE COMPLEXITY AND THE SYMBOLIC NATURE OF HIS OWN WAY OF ‘MAKING THINGS HAPPEN’, IS ABOUT AS ABSTRACT AS IT GETS, AND YES, it works for him and works for others but the key is the laws of human nature are simple and imagination and creativity is complex, and when it comes to each unique human being, there are almost an infinite number of journeys and paths to get to the LAW of LOVE under WILL..:)
LOVE UNDER Human relative free will, is the greaTEST power, at least on this planet, as evidenced over and over and over.. AGAIN.
And nah, this ain’t the kinda stuff y’all will learn in grade school, secondary school, or even post graduate school…it is the stuff of human archetypes, subconscious, and Quantum physics as that applies to the human mind.
It is the stuff of LSD, DMT, and other substance oriented drugs but IT CAN BE ALL NATURAL AND CONTROLLED WITH RELATIVE FREE WILL and dance trances and STUFF LIKE THAT..:)
UNFORTUNATELY, FOR Aleister he relied on substances and ended up an opiate addict, and the end of his life is pretty miserable. Drugs are something, unfortunately, that he promoted and many rock stars who idealized and idolized him as some of kind TRUE PROPHET, PICKED UP HIS HABIT AND often die by the age of 27 or so, like Jim Morrison, another one of his followers, who made the GRAVE mistake of getting involved in substance abuse.
The problem with Aleister is he didn’t have a good home life, as he tortured small animals as a small child, so obviously he had problems with the gift of love that a truly loving mom GIVES to a child who doesn’t call his son the great 666 beast in childhood….
He was damaged goods but that didn’t keep him from changing the world, never the less.
And I suppose that challenge is what makes him one of the greatest men in the world, in some folks eyes.
And considering the real life effect and affect of this one individual personality on the world, I have to agree objectively, regardless of how much I disagree with his psychopathic leaning inclination in his prophecies that only the strong and dis-compassionate are worthy of the GOD of Nature.
IN his prophecies he was missing a unique and important part of human nature that filtered his prophecies with the hate of his Mother, most unfortunately, and substance abuse to fill the void of a mother who never truly gives him the love and nurturing to be a full human being…
Ah.. the successes of human nature are ‘Sargent Peppered’ with tragedy.
And by the way, little known fact, Aleister is the bald mean looking dude pictured in the top left row of the SGT. Pepper Lonely Hearts Club Band Album cover, with the other folks the Beatles considered as the Mover and Shaker Artists and Sages of last century. Eww.. and i kinda look like the stone statue in the funeral scene.. yikes.. that’s kinda spooky and weird.. huh.. looks like ‘Captain Salt’..(:per pillar of salt and all of that;)
The Album is actually named after Aleister Crowley, as Aleister being the ‘Secret’ leader of the ‘modern band’ of rock and roll musicians.
YES, SGT Pepper is code for Aleister Crowley as he satirically stated he wanted to be the Chief of Staff of Satan. And the Beatles purposely released the Album on the 20th anniversary of Aleisters death, in 1967, per 1947, the year of Aleister’s death.
And the influence of Aleister Crowley in what is one of the most popular rock and roll albums in the history of humankind and one of the most popular songs from that Album named ‘A Day in the Life’, is clear, as When Paul McCartney talks about going upstairs and taking a smoke after reading ‘a book’ that book he is talking about is the infamous ‘Book of the Law’ by Aleister Crowley that is supposed to give MagicKal gifts to those who read it.
And HA! ha! for those who are BRAVE enough to read it, it is linked here:
Nothing scares me, as I’ve been to hell already, hehe!. That’s kinda the metaphorical AND LITERAL truth too, by a way..;)
And even the musician Sting speaks to it, in many of his songs, where his album Ghost in the Machine when he was with the ‘Police’ is the symbol 666 reversed in computer garble on the album cover, in ‘secret’ recognition of Aleister.
But anyway, in modern times Aleister Crowley is probably the most well known New AGE prophet of them all, for those who seek answers that school and science simply does not currently have the tools to measure.
But the truth is his words have become flesh and blood in ‘TONS’ OF MODERN CULTURAL WAYS..
FROM THE BEATLES
TO JAY Z
AND BEYONCE
AND EVEN Ron Hubbard from before, as well.
And the reason one never learns this in school is that Aleister used poetry to make himself look like an evil man on purpose, to keep the power of his teachings out of the hands of people who would abuse it..
Like the school system, for example.
And obviously this man who was much more ‘CLEVER THAN A FOX’, MADE HIS DREAMS COME TRUE, regardless of how much he suffered for his lack of love in childhood and substance abuse in life.
The human story, is certainly a powerful one in all the ’50 shades of grey’, IT COMES IN’.
AND FOR ALL PRACTICAL INTENTS AND PURPOSES ALEISTER CROWLEY IS ‘CHRISTIAN GREY’.
AND ALL THE WOMEN LOVE ‘CHRISTIAN’
TOO….
LIFE IS FUNNY.. OH.. SO FUNNY….
but TRUE.
And when ‘you’ hear the word Illuminati in modern conspiracy way, it is often blamed on Aleister, instead of the GOD of Nature.
But yeah, the GOD of Nature is both the GOD of psychopathic leaning devil folks and altruistic angel leaning folks…..
‘They’ ALL WORK TOGETHER TO MAKE WHAT IS IS..
AND THAT IS A SCIENTIFIC FACT, AS WELL, AT LEAST, PER ALL OF THIS STUFF THAT I JUST SAID..:)
SMILES, TO SEEK WITHOUT FEAR, IS TO BECOME UNIQUE.. if nothing else..:)
And Aleister, if nothing else, is certainly BOTH OF THOSE HUMAN WAYS TO REAL HUMAN SUCCESS IN CHANGING THE DIRECTION OF ‘HIS’ SPECIES…..
AND ‘WHO’ KNOWS, IN A WAY, PERHAPS ‘ADOLPH’ DID THE SIMILAR THING….
‘ALL GOD’S CHILDREN’, IN THE GRAND SCHEME OF WHAT IS….
NO TRUE EVIL NO TRUE GOOD..
JUST
WHAT
IS..
eviLive…
devilived…..
stressed…
desserts……
OH..!MG..
the Irony
OF
LIFE
AS
IS
IS
.
And anYWay,
thank you so much
Ana, AGAIN,
AS your posts
are brilliant in the way you question life,
AND INSPIRING IN INTELLECTUAL DISCOURSE
beyond what most folks here will likely ever realize.
Truly you are the modern version of Socrates in female form.
But that’s OK, about the other folks who
do not truly understand the value of your questions..
as I always appreciate you..
and even in words like this..:)
And the best thing about the Internet is, all you have to do is be strong as you always do.
And no one, and I do mean no one, can force any ‘Hemlock’ on you here..:)
And that’s good thing for REAL CHANGE..
in THE FUTURE..;)
WORDS ARE MUCH GREATER THAN SWORDS….
OR SILLY PERSONAL ATTACKS..
AS I KNOW YOU KNOW NOW..
FOR SURE..;)
And here’s a relatively shorter part two (maybe slightly shorter; may be longer, may be same length..;).
The ‘Words of the Prophets were written on the studio wall, Concert Hall’…
By Rush in the ‘Spirit of Radio’..
‘Rush’ also follows the teachings of Aleister Crowley.
And in some ways Aleister is the ‘father’ of modern rock and roll ways that opened up human sexual repression and oppression from Victorian ways of looking at life as sex as something to be subjugated through political and religious illusory fears.
Science now shows that lust in all its sensual and sexual related forms of human expression is a core source of libido energy for human creativity and productivity.
Mystical schools of religion and philosophy have been saying this for thousands of years.
Aleister called it Sex MagicK, and he practiced it in so-called ‘perverse ways’, as psychopathic leaning early childhood abused folks often do (Christian Grey reference again).
However THERE IS science ‘behind’ what he was doing, as science now shows.
So Religion and Aleister in mystical ways are now both vindicated this way.
And back to music, science is increasingly showing the value of music in all its rhythmic ways in powering human emotional change, creativity, and productivity in healing positive way.
And Aleister Crowley again, through innate instinct, intuition, imagination, and creativity is ahead of the game, along with other philosophical and religious mystical ‘schools’ on magicK musicK as well as sex magicK.
And by the way magicK in the words of Aleister just means increasing human potential by human innate instinct and intuition guided in metaphors that CAN AND DO help getting one ‘there’ by the way of ‘the word’.
So yeah, in a way, ‘THE WORD’, PER METAPHOR, IS A POWER OF THE GOD OF NATURE, when PROPERLY effectively and affectively USED TO UNLEASH THE ‘QUANTUM’ HUMAN MIND.
IN THE CASE of music, science now shows that LISTENING TO electronic rave music actually releases human growth hormone, HGH, per the REAL FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH, REBUILDING HUMAN BONES, LIGAMENTS, TENDONS, BRAIN NEURONS AND ALL OF THAT AND MORE….
HMM.. i listen to a GREAT DEAL OF ELECTRONIC RAVE MUSICK AND DANCE WILDLY USING MY ENTIRE BODY IN FLOW WHEREVER ‘IT’ WANTs TO GO..innately instinctually.. intuitively … per bio-feed back with relative human free WILL MIND OVER MATTER controlling theta brain wave dance trance…consistently in just letting it go and flow in incredible creative state of mind.. as WELL.. along with ENHANCING focus, cognitive executive functioning, short term working memory, sensory integration, emotional regulation and all the things that naturAlly come when increasing human physical intelligence in creative FLOW!..:)
AND yeah, as evidenced here quite a few times, to get the ‘word’ out, I LEG press 930LBS 14 times, in slow and balanced movement, with the sounds of ‘gorilla growls’ to increase focus and dopamine release as Tourette’s folks do involuntarily in grunts as that does the similar thing.
And nah.. it’s not my testosterone doing that ‘Superman’ youthful strength stuff, as it is measured in present medical record at 277, per that of a 74 year old man. I just like the number 74, I could have said 75, by the way..;)
So yeah, the rhythmic flow of musicK is a powerful elixir for increasing human potential.
And who knows maybe the Beatles with that Grand ‘E’ ending note in a “Day in LIFE” actually does turn folks on by unlocking epigenetic potential in the span of just one life.
I suspect it does but just haven’t located the research in science yet that PROVES IT DOES, WITH THE SCIENTIFIC METHOD.
IDEAS FLOAT IN THE COSMIC CONSCIOUS OF HUMAN MINDS combined, per genetic memory or whatever, as they all exist now, AND TOOLS LIKE GOOGLE, JUST ENHANCE THAT OTHER UNPROVEN REALITY THAT THOSE WHO INNATELY, INSTINCTUALLY, AND INTUITIVELY ALREADY KNOW AND USE TO THEIR ADVANTAGE, WHILE SCIENCE CATCHES UP TO THE TRUTH AND LIGHT
OF
THE REAL ILLUMINATI..
YEAh, THE BIG GUY or metaphorical GAL IN THE SKY..
YES, Mother Nature True whose imagination will always keep
us human folks
guessing..
And yeah, even scientists say that’s true..
as evidenced here..
But anyway gotta get going, it’s time for my quarterly now 7 year long visit, per the anniversary of my decent into literal human hell in March of 2008, with my favorite psychiatrist, who helped me back to life, and who I now share insights with, to help him now, as those who seek DO
MOST definitely FIND
ANSWERS TO LIFE’S MYSTERIES..
As history conclusively shows..
AND THOSE WHO DO NOT
PER THE BEATLES..
SADLY ENOUGH..
often..
DON’T GET ‘TURNED
ON’
IN THE SPAN
OF THIS
LIFE
NOW.:)
YES..
Reborn, Enlightened, Awakened as the metaphors for THAT HUMAN
MAGICK DO GO ON.. AS WELL..:)
TRULY IT’S LIKE A BUTTERFLY BRIGHT LIGHT ANGEL IN HEAVEN ‘CROWLING’ OUT OF
THE HELL OF A DARK COCOON.
BEEN THERE DONE
BOTH..
THANK
GOD
NOW.
AND KATY PERRY illustrates the phenomenon well
in the following video, and HELL yeah, I was the ‘girl’
in the ‘wheel’ chair in real life shaking like
a leaf.. IN THE HOSPITAL..
..7 years ago around Easter time in April after 40 days
with no sleep.. except for 1 hour of very shallow sleep with the aid of a
powerful alpha blocker, for the first 35 days and no sleep at all the last 5 of 40..
Metaphorically Dying and being reborn..YES..
and truly living
YES.. 5 years later..
And EVEN MORE
NOW
TG
AGAIN..
As yeah, that ‘GARDEN OF EDEN’
AT THE END OF THE VIDEO, IS WHAT I wake
up to EVERYNOW of everyday
in ‘a day in the life’…
So in a way, I’m just
7 years old….
Renewed
as such…;)
And I am no longer a pillar of
salt as stone statue
buried in a death
of
life…
The way out, no matter WHAT
it takes
is
WELL
WORTH IT
IN TERMS OF
HEART.. SOUL.. SPIRIT (EMOTIONS AND SENSES REGULATED AND INTEGRATED IN BOTH INPUT AND OUTPUT AKA YIN AND YANG BALANCE)..
AND
BEYOND….
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Of course, in days of Old, OF EMPEROR Constantine and the Roman Empire the folks there took advantage of this metaphor OF the CONCEPT OF THE HOLY TRINITY expressed for Jesus as Soldier Sun GOD to expand Roman Empire and Roman Catholic empire influence. And of course, Constantine rides the coat ‘tale’ of that myth, as well, in erecting a giant monument for he, as Sun GOD too.
Being human is not a one dimensional experience.
There is human solving problems in reason or mechanical cognition mind.
There is human connections of emotions expressed verbally and non verbally in social cognition mind.
And then there is the subconscious creative mind in flow that operates MORE freely without direct control of the two metaphors of mind listed above.
For example:
The father or better expressed as mother, is core of human emotions and senses innately instinctually and intuitively housed in body (Temple of GOD) inspiring reason. This father requires no words in true core human expression of ‘me’ that is also at core ‘you’, overall.
The son is reason in mind producing the artifacts of life in abstract ‘terms’ like words, and other ‘tools’ of humanly expressed culture.
And the holy spirit is the creative subconscious mind unleashed, released, and more fully expressed, per the greatest mind of all, in both volume, effect and affect on others inspiring human creativity and productivity for survival.
And people who more fully express these three types of minds in mind and body balance are certainly special, as they stand out from the heard of herd in crowd.
But making these folks into idols to worship, with the tribal instinct in tow, of my quarterback is better than your quarterback, leads to potential great bloodshed as history shows over and over, with Icon Quarterbacks like the old myth of Vishnu, Jesus or Muhammad in human mythology that continues on from centuries ago.
We have the ability to connect the dots with science in tow.
But the problem is the individual unit of human being that IS still evolving or devolving in just one lifetime of neuroplastic and epigenetic IMPACT OF HUMAN BEING more fully realized OR NOT, IN FULLER HUMAN POTENTIAL.
IN MY ‘signature’ LINE, I use the symbol of ‘!’ for Creative Spirit, and ‘i’ for the core of me that controls the ACTOR ‘I’ in practice that the director that is ‘i’ controls, in relative human free WILL to produce the play of what ‘you’ see here online, or in real life when ‘I’ dance as more truly ‘me’ at core, as ‘i’
Free style dance is the closest thing of ‘i’ expressed in reality for ‘me’ as there are no filters of words to confuse what ‘i’ am at core, when ‘i’ lose my ego, ‘I’, in dance.
The following video speaks to that potential in life well.
Whatever works for each individual human being is MOST important.
The worst part about cookie cutter rigid expressions of religion and/or culture is one size does not fit all.
THANK GOD FOR THE GOOD OLD USA AND SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE AS TRULY THAT IS A ‘GODSEND’
FOR EVERYONE CONCERNED.
TO HAVE A PHILOSOPHY OF LIFE PRACTICED IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE CONNECTING TO FLESH AND BLOOD HUMANS
AFFECTIVELY AND EFFECTIVELY IN REAL FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE IS SIMPY HUMAN SUCCESS.
And nah, grade school, secondary school, college, and even post graduate education, overall, rarely touches this most important of human practices EXPRESSED IN FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE, effectively and AFFECTIVELY.
The world can never live peacefully without individual philosophies of life that work in PRACTICE IN REAL FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE.
And cookie cutter solutions, again, WILL NEVER WORK FOR ALL UNIQUE HUMAN PERCEPTIONS OF INDIVIDUAL UNIVERSES, AS PERCEIVED.
THE INTERNET IS NOT COOKIE CUTTER, THANK GOD; AT LEAST NOt YET,
EITHER.
AND AS LONG AS FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION IS NOT CENSORED GREATER AND CONTINUES TO EXPAND..
PEACE DOES
STILL
sTAND
A
CHANCE.
OH yeah, and to give credit NOWwHere credit IS DUE.. tHere is also the fourth.. fifth.. sixth.. OR WH@EVER DIMENSiONS OF EXISTeNCE PER soOn DimenSions of Mother Nature True aka GOD in INFINiTY! FLOW.. THE BIGGEST ‘OCEAN’ IN existence.. of ALL.
So yeah, most of ‘US’ have the heArt of connecting emotion, the sOul of creativity and reaSon, and the potenTial to expreSS ALL of THAT togeThEr in MIND AND BODY BALANCE otherWise knownOW as CRE@iVE FULLER SPIRit! WitH INSTEAD OF AGAINST mOTHER NATURE TRUE AKA GoD2.
Any questions…;)
Thanks for linking that Youtube Video again
by Alan Watts with ‘Book of Eli’ Music to accompany IT.
I watched through the entire video the first time you linked it and agreed with
every word in discernment of Truth AND that is unusual for me
in TOTALITY LIKE THAT
per the view of others.
Alan Watts GETS IT.
HE IS very wise in discerning TRUTH PER THE TRULY GOOD NEWS
OF A POWERFUL son of GOD (Jesus) THAT SAYS ‘You are too’..:)!
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kraftiekortie writes:
Aghogday’s style, to me, is a hybrid of Whitman and Ginsberg.
Maybe he should get some of this material together and self-publish a book of poetry, try to sell it, and see what happens.
Ginsberg himself describe the cathartic method of writing poetry. He also mentioned the “collage” method of writing poetry as well–though I don’t believe Aghogday’s method matches the “collage” method–which seems to me to be a mere random grouping together of phrases.
aghogday writes:
Spending almost a quarter of a century in government employment, everything is strict guidelines and deadlines, with job security hanging over my head for half of that career in a do or die intensity of never making a mistake.
There are no more goals for me but to create in both poetic expression of heart and passion and in the art of ballet-like dance and martial arts AND photography, too.
I have absolutely no REAL consistent creative skills in writing before I come to this site to escape the pain of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia that makes effective use of my eyes and ears impossible without excruciating pain, even with the computer screen at the lowest levels of brightness and without the ability to use corrective lenses, as the focus intensified the pain to unbearable.
I lost my emotions along with dealing with 18 other medical disorders, and I could not remember what it felt like to laugh or smile, or even shed a tear, as pain took my heart, soul, and spirit away.
And by the end of the five years, I did even know what my face looked like.
I was desperate to escape the pain and even more desperate to regain my heart, soul, and spirit.
And that came in imagination of creative emotional words in poetic expression almost 2 years ago, to date, on March the 1st, and then there is a personal blog starting on March 10, 2013, and eventually an inner mystical inner journey traveling in poetic expression of words and songs from my past to find my way back to human being and total recovery from 19 medical disorders, in the end of July 2013, through a myth of recovery created by me for me coming to fruition in REAL LIFE RECOVERY.
More than anything, I am documenting the whole thing for posterity, in case I ever lose my heart, soul, and spirit again, in case the trigeminal neuralgia comes out of remission, which truly at this point I have 100% faith it will not, as I have replenished my physical and mental health balance in REAL LIFE BETTER than ever before in my life, and of course stronger and more graceful in art of mind and body balance than ever before, as well.
Money was the least of my worries, as my real expertise, before, was in numbers and finances in squeezing almost half a million dollars of assets out of just a government job, as truly I was a miser and enforced a strict budget on my wife for decades, as well.
Well, when I got sick, I let her loose on the money but we still have plenty left, as I need no material goods other than food, dance, a song, and writing poetic expressions, along with connections of so many dance partners in real life, to simply live in bliss.
I share my poetic expressions on the Internet, self publishing online for free, on several blogs and have received well over a million views, per my Google-Plus clearing house of blog posts, poetically expressed as such, and I do photography as well, taking over 75K photos since I got well, with greatest appreciation of nature with my eyesight back.
But the funnest and most rewarding part has been the 3200 miles of dance walking in public everywhere I go now for 18 months, as that is a core free verse poetic expression of body, that I can enjoy at core of human being, without even the tool of clothes or music to dance to the sound of nature always FREE..:)
My poetic expressions are repeated all over the Internet in so many blogs and places, and will live on for decades, or who knows, even centuries, after my cremation ashes are discarded off of someone’s shelf..:)
But anyway, that is a very kind compliment, kraftiekortie, and I am humbled to receive it, as those are two of my favorite poets, and well before I start writing anything, “Leaves of Grass” by Whitman provides me that oneness feeling with nature, well before I come to live there now.. always now…
I live
I’m fully alive.
And that’s enough for me.
Thanks again,
Friend..:)
And believe it or not, when I rave dance at Old Seville Quarter, in Pensacola.. FL for 3 hours on Thursday Nights straight without a break or even a drink of water going on my 49th week tomorrow night, per those statued muses coming alive from stone in the Xanadu Video linked above that is the way I move, at 233LBS of 930LBs in leg pressing power for the 14 times, i’ve linked several times on the site, here recently.
It’s the strangest thing that most people have ever seen.
When people see me coming they smile wherever I go all through my metro area and know me as THE DANCING GUY.
I can’t think of any greater gift than to bring smiles to others, when I could not smile at all for 5 long years.
How could I not believe in a higher power of SOMETHING, NOW, AFTER ALL OF THAT.
WHATEVER IT IS, IT IS AMAZING TO ME IN BOTH AFFECT AND EFFECT WHEN MY FEET HIT THE ROADS OF LOVE..:)
So i tell this story..
In appreciation of what IS..
NOW..:)
AND I KEEP SINGING A SONG OF LOVE.
OH yeah, I sing too, mostly at Churches I visit for fun, as religion is my special interest in human cultures..
Among ‘other’ things of course too, as the spices of life keep it going beautiful…ALIVE!..:)
Yes, the dead do come ALIVE and the dead do live as such, as I know ALL TOO WELL, FOR NOW..:)
I would very much like it if folks do not have to go
to the
other place, and I will do whatever it takes to help them avoid that….
Even if they hate me for it…
As anything is better..
than the
other
place……
word
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Yes, I’ve been watching that proof of GOD in Beyonce’s hips that never lie.. SO far! beyond once..:)
People often underestimate the intelligence of folks for lack of complexity in common or stumbling verbal language, either written or spoken.
Beyonce speaks volumes in a physical intelligence that is well beyond most verbal language, in both effect and affect.
Just imagine how many children in reproductive, and in general, productivity and creativity, in affect and effect, those hips have generated, per “INSPIRATION” OF JUST DOING ‘IT’..;)
And Oh GOD, if one returns that back to ‘THE female mind’, MOREOVER, and the softer element of Song, imagine how many women have been more willing in effect and affect to reproduce.. create or simply produce.. after hearing a gay man’s song, per Elton John.
So yeah, in that way, Both Beyonce and Elton are the ‘TRUE ORIGINATING’ mother and or father of many children of ‘the land’, and other cultural ‘byproducts’, as well..:)
IN BOTH EFFECT AND affect the butterfly AFFECT and effect IS GOD2.. and of course everything else.. all dark and light that inspire what is..is.. NOw..:)
Yes, creativity and sex in all forms.. and inspiring abstract conceptual imagination behind the forms of creation activity are a happy ‘mix’ of ‘children’ AND ‘satisfied adults’..:)
Yes, OH GOD YEX! tHere is more than one way to have..
SEX..;)!
From a scientific perspective that really isn’t scientific, formally, per the scientific method..
The Holy Ghost is the subconscious creative state of mind that allows it to flow without interruption from mechanical or social cognition per analyzing logic or emotion.
The Holy Ghost is the same metaphor of mind that allows folks like Led Zeppelin to create ‘mystical’ sounds and verbiage like this, presented below, and the members of the group Led Zeppelin describe this experience of fully unleashed creativity in sub-conscious flow, not considerably different than the sages and prophets of old.
The Holy Ghost is when the mind of human speaks in inspiring metaphor of emotion that rarely means the same thing to any one member of the audience that hears it with ears unique to each Perceiving Universe, as free.
This creative subconscious mind unleashed, released, and fully expressed is no less mysterious or unique than the metaphor of Holy Ghost.
If only people could understand that we all have the potential to share these ‘prophetic’ elements of life without getting to attached to the metaphors that describe them, per assigning idols of people or words to ideologies that ring true..
Perhaps there could be World Peace.
But obviously these words are not one’s that be easily consumed by the ‘common place’ of folks.
In other words, it takes ‘a holy ghost’ to understand a ‘a holy ghost’, or in other words another creative subconscious mind in flow from one who finds a way OF PATH IN HUMAN JOURNEY to JUST LET IT GO….AND FLOW…..
Getting stuck in the form as concrete rather than changing forms describing similar truths in essence without the plasticity in mind to accept different forms for the similar essence of truth is a common human fallacy in action….
You ‘see’ Natural Plastic, I am more than fully aware why many folks do not understand me here, when I move into what you call a psychotic state of monologue expressing mind.
It’s simply subconscious creativity in flow, and for those who never experience that they truly have never experienced either holy ghost or the true creative subconscious mind unleashed without interference of analysis of mechanical and or social cognition mind.
Yes, the metaphor holy ghost describes the creative flow of subconscious mind well BUT without experiencing the truth of essence in the abstract form of word holy ghost, those letters comprising holy ghost are only an empty vessel and vehicle housing no flesh and blood reality in true human affect of effect.
I can move to both places easily and write an abstract in science or epic free verse poetry totaling 16,000 words like I did the day before yesterday on my blog, and yesterday totaling over 8,000 words.
The reason I can do this is simple, yet extremely complex at the same time. IT is No effort for me after years of practice; plenty of effort for folks who have never practiced it or rarely practiced it.
I practice and balance both ways of mind, and excel in both in relative free will, which includes both mechanical cognition and social cognition, as well as the third mind that flows in subconscious creativity without interruption from my much smaller minds.
IN OTHER WORDS, it is the ‘Quantum’ Human mind unleashed, released, practiced, practiced, practiced AND EXPRESSED like a fireworks of mind show…
And yeah,
Fireworks are not everyone’s cup of tea, of course.
Or even sounds, colors, or lights for that matter.
But I for one have ‘tastes’ to consume
all of life
WITHOUT ‘personal PREJUDICE’.
AND THAT MY FRIEND IS TRUE
HUMAN FREEDOM
UNLEASHED
AS ‘QUANTUM’ HUMAN MIND.
IF YOU EVER GET ThERE..
tHere WILL NEVER EVER BE
A NEED TO DOWNGRADE ANYONE ELSE..
AS YOU WILL ALREADY BE ON TOP..
AND BOTTOM
ALL AT THE SAME TIME..
WITH NO WHERE TO GO BUT
UP.. with never ever the selfish
need to bring anyone else
down as then you will be ONE
with everything else and truly
bringing anyone down
will only be bringing
yourself down in
TRUE PERSONAL
AFFECT
AND
EFFECT
NOW.
IN ONLY MY OPINION
of
course…
Oh, and by the way, the most effective AND AFFECTIVE way of expressing holy ghost in mind AND BODY BALANCE is to dance FREELY WITHOUT INSTRUCTION/LESSON, or play a musical instrument, WITHOUT INSTRUCTION/LESSON as there is confusion of metaphor OF words that only approximate visual and auditory reality IN RECORDED AND EXPRESSED WRITTEN LANGUAGE WORDS.
ALL RECORDED WRITTEN INTELLIGENCE
Language other than ‘FREE VERSE’ music or dance is ‘sign language’.
‘Funny’ how ‘people’ can functionally disable themselves
trying to get ahead BUT TRUE AS HISTORY AND NATURE SHOWS
OVER AND OVER….
AGAIN WHEN WORDS BECOME REALITY INSTEAD OF
FLESH AND BLOOD….
FLESH AND BLOOD
IS
‘THE TRUE WORD’
ALWAYS HAS BEEN
ALWAYS WILL
BE
AS LONG AS THERE IS
FLESH AND BLOOD..
And then there is
“Chappie”..
(hint: Google it)
and now ‘Chappie’
increasingly
is
human in true affect
and effect of human
confusion in functional
disability of more fully
connecting
to others…
Sad when humans become
machines or words..
as both are robots
in FULLEST effect with only
an approximation of TRUE
FULLEST AFFECT OF HUMAN BEING
TRUE IN ALL ‘NATURAL MALLEABLE RUBBER’
flesh and blood human being..
instead of the
‘SYNTHETIC STUFF’..;)
Example of ‘Natural Malleable Rubber’ provided below:
Her name is not ‘Chappie’, or Jesus; it is Katy AKA Christ, in this case, per sign language metaphor.
Featnote:
Thanks to everyone who helps me write this..
including
GOD
GOD
IS
MUCH MORE MYSTERIOUS THAN ANY BLACK BOOK..
GOD
EXiSTS EVErYWhere
and
NOwHere
ALL
NOW
ALL
ONE
NoW
WoN
ONE
GOD
IS
ALLTHATIS
AND WITH ALL
that
SAID..
Tonight is my 49th week of RAVE
Dancing  with all the Cool College Age
Folks
aT
Good Old Seville Quarter
Pensacola..FL…
Dance photos
coming..
@3AM…
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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/03/free-verse-nude-poetry.html

Ending with Free Verse Nude PoeticAlly expressed Art
from today..
3o62015...
Practice.. practice.. PRACTICE..
is the name of the
ART
in
any
ART
of
GOd
of
Mother Nature
TRUE!

















































































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