KATiE MiA FredericK 2015 A year in Review
HI Zee.. thanks so much for visiting with me today..
and oh yes.. so much rain last week.. all
clouds.. but yes.. finAlly
Sun is peeking out today..
and i am soon going to do
a sand dance with the Sun
to celebrate the Life Giving
Sun that brightens
all of our lives
outside
inside
above
so below
and all around
us.. and yes.. although
snow is rare here.. it is
magical and special to me..
as it is rare here.. and in 1973..
1977.. and 1993.. we get real
Snow Storms.. and all
are so magical
to the
Southern
Florida always
tanned boy that
is me.. year ’round
as i am a Green Life
Sun Loving HeArt
as LiGht..
in this Paradise
of Northwest Florida
Sugar White beaches
like Snow Year ’round
in Emerald Green Gulf
swaying sea oats.. and
Seagulls golden Spiraling
Around the Sun.. Rivers..
Lush Forests.. Wild Life..
the Hawks SonG as Spiral
Around Sun and wildlife too..
but i digress.. into beauty and
although there is lack of Magical
Snow.. God provides so much more
of allthatis beauty here in Paradise my
friend..
and that last
Snow Storm
labeled by our Weather
Channel as Thunder Snow
with winds approaching 80 miles
an hour on the Ides of March 13th
1993.. some label as the Storm of
and oh yes.. so much rain last week.. all
clouds.. but yes.. finAlly
Sun is peeking out today..
and i am soon going to do
a sand dance with the Sun
to celebrate the Life Giving
Sun that brightens
all of our lives
outside
inside
above
so below
and all around
us.. and yes.. although
snow is rare here.. it is
magical and special to me..
as it is rare here.. and in 1973..
1977.. and 1993.. we get real
Snow Storms.. and all
are so magical
to the
Southern
Florida always
tanned boy that
is me.. year ’round
as i am a Green Life
Sun Loving HeArt
as LiGht..
in this Paradise
of Northwest Florida
Sugar White beaches
like Snow Year ’round
in Emerald Green Gulf
swaying sea oats.. and
Seagulls golden Spiraling
Around the Sun.. Rivers..
Lush Forests.. Wild Life..
the Hawks SonG as Spiral
Around Sun and wildlife too..
but i digress.. into beauty and
although there is lack of Magical
Snow.. God provides so much more
of allthatis beauty here in Paradise my
friend..
and that last
Snow Storm
labeled by our Weather
Channel as Thunder Snow
with winds approaching 80 miles
an hour on the Ides of March 13th
1993.. some label as the Storm of
Century.. and i’ll never forget the snow
fall accumulating on fresh Pink Azalea
Blooms.. and my wife etching “I Heart
Fred” with the symbol of a Heart on
the Hood of our Cavalier Car.. still
freshly married we are at only
three years then..
my wife of course
looking the same
as she does now..
never aging still
at age 45 moving
to age 46 now.. and i have
that picture.. will find it and
provide it here as well.. have used
it before.. and will dig through several
hundred posts to use it again.. smiles…
anyway.. anything is possible in God’s
Nature.. even a heavy snow on March
13th.. in Paradise.. my friend..
anyway.. thanks for inspiring
that memory.. as what
i find as best in life
is the ability
to be
inspired
more and
more in Love
of Life and ALLTHATIS
AS GOD my friend NOW
just NOW.. and sure sweet
memories of the past are nice
to recall in poetic ways and
shares with other nice
folks like
you.. my friend
Zee.. for now..:)
fall accumulating on fresh Pink Azalea
Blooms.. and my wife etching “I Heart
Fred” with the symbol of a Heart on
the Hood of our Cavalier Car.. still
freshly married we are at only
three years then..
my wife of course
looking the same
as she does now..
never aging still
at age 45 moving
to age 46 now.. and i have
that picture.. will find it and
provide it here as well.. have used
it before.. and will dig through several
hundred posts to use it again.. smiles…
anyway.. anything is possible in God’s
Nature.. even a heavy snow on March
13th.. in Paradise.. my friend..
anyway.. thanks for inspiring
that memory.. as what
i find as best in life
is the ability
to be
inspired
more and
more in Love
of Life and ALLTHATIS
AS GOD my friend NOW
just NOW.. and sure sweet
memories of the past are nice
to recall in poetic ways and
shares with other nice
folks like
you.. my friend
Zee.. for now..:)
393
Oh.. emotional pain.. same as physical pain in the brain..
Oh Love.. Oh connection.. yes.. neurohormone
of oxytocin social connection.. Serotonin trust
rising.. comfort in Love’s
eYes warms the
human
heARt
expresSinG
SpiRit human
SoUl balanced
as one with other
flesh and blood being(s)..
Oh.. yes.. emotional Pain..
when flesh of other caring
leaves.. oxytocin drops now
along with Serotonin trust..
the world becomes colder
yet dopamine expands
and the search moves
on for another Light
in the territory
that is
Life..
First Loves are
so sweet and
so bitter when
they go..
even..
second
and third
and so on Loves..
and if we are reAlly
fortunate that dopamine
stimulator bRinGs us to
a place of finding Oxytocin
and Serotonin.. in our deepest
Self.. the place of All of Nature
and GOD as that is all that is
that truly Lives as
self when
awakening
as uS my friend..
and sometimes it is this
cloud of emotional pain
that bRinGs the LiGhtest
Love of ALL that is GOD
Living
Within
as US..
wheRe we become
the Light of Love
that no one can
ever take
away again..
and is ours to
give for more and more
whether received or not
from others more..
Balance
of LiGht
is Love
my friend.. Zee..:)
Oh Love.. Oh connection.. yes.. neurohormone
of oxytocin social connection.. Serotonin trust
rising.. comfort in Love’s
eYes warms the
human
heARt
expresSinG
SpiRit human
SoUl balanced
as one with other
flesh and blood being(s)..
Oh.. yes.. emotional Pain..
when flesh of other caring
leaves.. oxytocin drops now
along with Serotonin trust..
the world becomes colder
yet dopamine expands
and the search moves
on for another Light
in the territory
that is
Life..
First Loves are
so sweet and
so bitter when
they go..
even..
second
and third
and so on Loves..
and if we are reAlly
fortunate that dopamine
stimulator bRinGs us to
a place of finding Oxytocin
and Serotonin.. in our deepest
Self.. the place of All of Nature
and GOD as that is all that is
that truly Lives as
self when
awakening
as uS my friend..
and sometimes it is this
cloud of emotional pain
that bRinGs the LiGhtest
Love of ALL that is GOD
Living
Within
as US..
wheRe we become
the Light of Love
that no one can
ever take
away again..
and is ours to
give for more and more
whether received or not
from others more..
Balance
of LiGht
is Love
my friend.. Zee..:)
604
A major feeling in my life is when human makes God Z
as imaginary less that A through Z and all thatis as Nature..
then human becomes less than human.. and sure this
is the case from the first male
genital mutilation practice..
i giggled when i first googled
the Gospel of Thomas where
that Gnostic common sense
Jesus says that this male
genital mutilation practice
is basically ridiculous
and just another
part of God
Inherent as whole
protection against
the harsher elements
of the Natural Environment.
as us.. and GOD as WELL..
For what i believe
God iS
as Mother Nature
Truth and Light for NOW..
some of the greaTest Godstians
are Indians of all cultures past
and present..
and fairly many
Atheists
same..
and Muslims
at least are clued
into that God IS ONE..
above and beyond who
believes that the syntax
and semantics of this
word or that
word
matches
the essence of
ALLTHATIS NOW
SO sure.. i imagine
Jesus.. Buddha.. Muhammad..
probably the first Z guy Zoroaster
are getting at the crux of the matter
that yes God is REAL and GOD iS NOW
but sure language differences warp
the essence of Truth and Light
here and theRE as humans
are but a speck of dust
of ALLTHATIS
AKA
GOD
NOW AS
NATURE TRUTH
AND LIGHT AND
SURE.. THE DARK AS WELL..
SO.. i read your blog post here..
as i am spinning around in the
first real sunshine of a week..
doing martial arts kicks
sparring with my toes
and privet bushes
trimming leaves
with speed
of kick
and
toenails
one.. and i think
and feel oh so nice
it is to be a human
animal with
Nature
ONE
as God
AGAIN..
God is no wimp..
it should be evident
in all of Nature and
God’s Animal Kingdom
ONE.. FERAL MALE CATS are among
the friendliest of cats according to reputable
Vets.. and sure there is a military metaphor
here as well.. as working for the military for
over two decades i can for sure say
Feral men are the kindest loving
unconditional men who have
done war.. in the trenches
where the color
of blood
is all
the same..
and sure i am the
test for that as weak
men picked fun at me..
the weird unbalanced
nerd autistic
boy and
man
i was then..
THEY always treated
me like a human being
no less than me.. as THEY were
strong enough inside not to have
bring the weaker among them down
further and that is the truth.. as they
were all shipmates.. woman and man
black or white.. even the don’t ask
don’t tell among them..
were all one crew
of one ship..
but it was the struggle..
the fight of life that made
them the best Lovers of Life..
not the pampered ways of smart
phones.. that never fight back..
we are human.. and until
we establish our ability
to stand our ground we all
always be less loving than
our potential offense and
defense of
Loving Best..
Becoming the strongest
quickest kicker has made me
perhaps the most Loving of all
the males around me where i live..
the poetry comes from the dark as
the weakness and pain leaves the
human heart.. and Martial Heartist
is what i am now.. as the strong and
courageous tough pArts of Human
make them the most
Loving animal
that can be..
but domesticate
us into worms and
we will be no less than
angry tamed wolves..
there is the call of
God that will always
be the Call of the Wild
and Free of the most Loving
Animal that can be
us when Wild
Free and
Kind
in
Courage
as WE.. NOW..
So sure.. Bruce Lee
is the closest human
to Jesus i know..
he will walk
a way
from a fight
when necessary
but he will F in turn over
a money changer table
in a heart beat.. when
necessary.. and sure
he knows that those
who live by the
sword will
die by
the sword
but some things
life like the Call
of the Wild in God’s
Nature of Freedom
are worth dying for
then and now..
but sure
until folks
like me and Yellow
Boy have truly tasted the
Call of the Wild.. they have
never even lived at all.. the
Devil is truly Domesticated
man.. and the Angel
is the Wild
Wolf Call
of the
Wild that still
lives in the KIND
OF
US
WITH GOD AS
THE MOST NOBLE
WOLF OF ALLTHATIS..
i AM THE BEAST..
AND WILL
NEVER BE
ASHAMED
TO BE THE
BEAST THAT
GOD
MAKES
ME WILD
AND FREE
AND LOVING SAME..
AND I CAN F IN PROVE
THE BEFORE AND AFTER
OF THE DEVIL WEAK
AND THE
ANGEL
STRONG
AFTER THE
PAIN OF WEAK
GOES
AWAY
AND
i
come AGAIN..
aLive Human Being
God’s child i am NOW..
Martial HeARtist FREE.. A BEAST..:)
as imaginary less that A through Z and all thatis as Nature..
then human becomes less than human.. and sure this
is the case from the first male
genital mutilation practice..
i giggled when i first googled
the Gospel of Thomas where
that Gnostic common sense
Jesus says that this male
genital mutilation practice
is basically ridiculous
and just another
part of God
Inherent as whole
protection against
the harsher elements
of the Natural Environment.
as us.. and GOD as WELL..
For what i believe
God iS
as Mother Nature
Truth and Light for NOW..
some of the greaTest Godstians
are Indians of all cultures past
and present..
and fairly many
Atheists
same..
and Muslims
at least are clued
into that God IS ONE..
above and beyond who
believes that the syntax
and semantics of this
word or that
word
matches
the essence of
ALLTHATIS NOW
SO sure.. i imagine
Jesus.. Buddha.. Muhammad..
probably the first Z guy Zoroaster
are getting at the crux of the matter
that yes God is REAL and GOD iS NOW
but sure language differences warp
the essence of Truth and Light
here and theRE as humans
are but a speck of dust
of ALLTHATIS
AKA
GOD
NOW AS
NATURE TRUTH
AND LIGHT AND
SURE.. THE DARK AS WELL..
SO.. i read your blog post here..
as i am spinning around in the
first real sunshine of a week..
doing martial arts kicks
sparring with my toes
and privet bushes
trimming leaves
with speed
of kick
and
toenails
one.. and i think
and feel oh so nice
it is to be a human
animal with
Nature
ONE
as God
AGAIN..
God is no wimp..
it should be evident
in all of Nature and
God’s Animal Kingdom
ONE.. FERAL MALE CATS are among
the friendliest of cats according to reputable
Vets.. and sure there is a military metaphor
here as well.. as working for the military for
over two decades i can for sure say
Feral men are the kindest loving
unconditional men who have
done war.. in the trenches
where the color
of blood
is all
the same..
and sure i am the
test for that as weak
men picked fun at me..
the weird unbalanced
nerd autistic
boy and
man
i was then..
THEY always treated
me like a human being
no less than me.. as THEY were
strong enough inside not to have
bring the weaker among them down
further and that is the truth.. as they
were all shipmates.. woman and man
black or white.. even the don’t ask
don’t tell among them..
were all one crew
of one ship..
but it was the struggle..
the fight of life that made
them the best Lovers of Life..
not the pampered ways of smart
phones.. that never fight back..
we are human.. and until
we establish our ability
to stand our ground we all
always be less loving than
our potential offense and
defense of
Loving Best..
Becoming the strongest
quickest kicker has made me
perhaps the most Loving of all
the males around me where i live..
the poetry comes from the dark as
the weakness and pain leaves the
human heart.. and Martial Heartist
is what i am now.. as the strong and
courageous tough pArts of Human
make them the most
Loving animal
that can be..
but domesticate
us into worms and
we will be no less than
angry tamed wolves..
there is the call of
God that will always
be the Call of the Wild
and Free of the most Loving
Animal that can be
us when Wild
Free and
Kind
in
Courage
as WE.. NOW..
So sure.. Bruce Lee
is the closest human
to Jesus i know..
he will walk
a way
from a fight
when necessary
but he will F in turn over
a money changer table
in a heart beat.. when
necessary.. and sure
he knows that those
who live by the
sword will
die by
the sword
but some things
life like the Call
of the Wild in God’s
Nature of Freedom
are worth dying for
then and now..
but sure
until folks
like me and Yellow
Boy have truly tasted the
Call of the Wild.. they have
never even lived at all.. the
Devil is truly Domesticated
man.. and the Angel
is the Wild
Wolf Call
of the
Wild that still
lives in the KIND
OF
US
WITH GOD AS
THE MOST NOBLE
WOLF OF ALLTHATIS..
i AM THE BEAST..
AND WILL
NEVER BE
ASHAMED
TO BE THE
BEAST THAT
GOD
MAKES
ME WILD
AND FREE
AND LOVING SAME..
AND I CAN F IN PROVE
THE BEFORE AND AFTER
OF THE DEVIL WEAK
AND THE
ANGEL
STRONG
AFTER THE
PAIN OF WEAK
GOES
AWAY
AND
i
come AGAIN..
aLive Human Being
God’s child i am NOW..
Martial HeARtist FREE.. A BEAST..:)
1423
HI gigoid..
Thanks for stopping by..
another busy day of dancing
in all the stores.. celebrating
my 600th dancing event in
28 months now for an
average distance
of 7.7 miles.. totaling
4635 miles.. and yes..
i love to celebrate milestones
and will be doing my third
year annual review
of my E-World and
Real World adventures
for coming New Year’s
Eve.. as it is the one
day i stay in and
Review the past
year from beginning
to end.. to see we’re
i’ve been and where i
continue to go Different
in CELEBRATION OF
AXIOM #2 CHANGE AS
WELL.. i am pleased as punch
that many of the age old stereotypes
of my youth about older that i thought for sure will apply
to me.. DO NOT.. after watching Father Vegetating
after his all consuming effort of Law Enforcement
in Leon County Florida for 46 years there.. mostly
watching TV.. scratching Lottery Tickets in hopes
of beating his Rich Brother in the game of
collecting money.. but mostly what
i for one see of him is sitting in
that same chair.. with
nary a word to
say to anyone
and that’s okay
as he probably is the
one.. along
with his eccentric
Father/X-Catholic Priest who gives
me the Asperger’s Genes.. of difficulty
in doing the appropriate Reciprocal
Communication stuff like small
talk.. i do long talk..
and he did
almost
no talk
at all.. in FACT..
HIS IDENTICAL
TWIN BROTHER NEVER
SAID ONE WORD TO MY
MOTHER THE ENTIRE TIME
MY MOTHER WAS MARRIED
TO MY FATHER FOR AROUND
THREE YEARS.. and after the
marriage my father basically
never talked to my mother
until he said.. you need
to get a job to
bring more money
in and she balked
at that ’cause she
had the belief that children
need at least one parent at
home all the time.. and yes.. i got
that to 3.. and without that .. chances
are i would never be the ‘Angel Empath’
i am today.. as that part comes from my
Mother.. and nah.. not my Father..
at least not in expresSinG it
with other folks as his
Mother was fairly
cold as a
18 year old
first mother not
ready for Mother duties..
passing most of the duties
onto her parents.. as is often
the case.. anyway.. when Mothers
become Mothers before they fully
emotionally mature.. as human
being.. yes.. sometimes
stuff gets stunted
in use or lose
terms.. or
innate issues..
but anyway.. a Mother’s
Love is paramount to who i
still am today.. if raised by my
Father.. i might have never developed
much of an expresSinG SpiRit with other
folks.. but Lord knows my father rarely
expressed any anxiety or fear..
and that was the part
i wanted so bad to
learn from him..
but i had to become
my own Father.. so late
in life to learn the fearless
pArt of Life for now.. but it
it sure is nice to have both
Love and Fearless.. and that
is a very powerful human equation
to have good years in review.. in expanding
Human potential.. and that is what i do here..
attempt to push the limits of my Human Being..
document and record how i do it.. in empirical means
of both science and art.. and share it freely for anyone
to gain any spark to help them on their way iN Developing
and expanding their human potential as well.. Thanks GOD..
i no longer work for ‘THE MAN’.. AS GOD OF NATURE IS
A MUCH BETTER
EEO EMPLOYER.. YES
THE BEST BOSS OF ALL
NOW JUST NOW AS FREE!..:)
Thanks for stopping by..
another busy day of dancing
in all the stores.. celebrating
my 600th dancing event in
28 months now for an
average distance
of 7.7 miles.. totaling
4635 miles.. and yes..
i love to celebrate milestones
and will be doing my third
year annual review
of my E-World and
Real World adventures
for coming New Year’s
Eve.. as it is the one
day i stay in and
Review the past
year from beginning
to end.. to see we’re
i’ve been and where i
continue to go Different
in CELEBRATION OF
AXIOM #2 CHANGE AS
WELL.. i am pleased as punch
that many of the age old stereotypes
of my youth about older that i thought for sure will apply
to me.. DO NOT.. after watching Father Vegetating
after his all consuming effort of Law Enforcement
in Leon County Florida for 46 years there.. mostly
watching TV.. scratching Lottery Tickets in hopes
of beating his Rich Brother in the game of
collecting money.. but mostly what
i for one see of him is sitting in
that same chair.. with
nary a word to
say to anyone
and that’s okay
as he probably is the
one.. along
with his eccentric
Father/X-Catholic Priest who gives
me the Asperger’s Genes.. of difficulty
in doing the appropriate Reciprocal
Communication stuff like small
talk.. i do long talk..
and he did
almost
no talk
at all.. in FACT..
HIS IDENTICAL
TWIN BROTHER NEVER
SAID ONE WORD TO MY
MOTHER THE ENTIRE TIME
MY MOTHER WAS MARRIED
TO MY FATHER FOR AROUND
THREE YEARS.. and after the
marriage my father basically
never talked to my mother
until he said.. you need
to get a job to
bring more money
in and she balked
at that ’cause she
had the belief that children
need at least one parent at
home all the time.. and yes.. i got
that to 3.. and without that .. chances
are i would never be the ‘Angel Empath’
i am today.. as that part comes from my
Mother.. and nah.. not my Father..
at least not in expresSinG it
with other folks as his
Mother was fairly
cold as a
18 year old
first mother not
ready for Mother duties..
passing most of the duties
onto her parents.. as is often
the case.. anyway.. when Mothers
become Mothers before they fully
emotionally mature.. as human
being.. yes.. sometimes
stuff gets stunted
in use or lose
terms.. or
innate issues..
but anyway.. a Mother’s
Love is paramount to who i
still am today.. if raised by my
Father.. i might have never developed
much of an expresSinG SpiRit with other
folks.. but Lord knows my father rarely
expressed any anxiety or fear..
and that was the part
i wanted so bad to
learn from him..
but i had to become
my own Father.. so late
in life to learn the fearless
pArt of Life for now.. but it
it sure is nice to have both
Love and Fearless.. and that
is a very powerful human equation
to have good years in review.. in expanding
Human potential.. and that is what i do here..
attempt to push the limits of my Human Being..
document and record how i do it.. in empirical means
of both science and art.. and share it freely for anyone
to gain any spark to help them on their way iN Developing
and expanding their human potential as well.. Thanks GOD..
i no longer work for ‘THE MAN’.. AS GOD OF NATURE IS
A MUCH BETTER
EEO EMPLOYER.. YES
THE BEST BOSS OF ALL
NOW JUST NOW AS FREE!..:)
2018
Well.. it’s true.. it no longer takes a Full Moon..
And oh.. behind.. on providing the faster links
here.. for my latest blog post titled “Love is
a Contact Sport”.. coming next.. and
really might like to call the next
post.. ‘Beast of GOD’..
Butt.. it’s time for
my annual END
NOW of the Year..
“KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
2015 A Year in Review”..
a three year annual blog
tradition.. as a rule now..
posting every December
31st.. since 2013.. when
i first come out of Human
Hell that year.. around the
22nd of July 2013.. so yeah..
I’ll Stick with that yearly
tradition and perhaps
add in some beastie
stuff too.. as
usual
heHE..
butt anyway..
more fun stuff coming
Soon to a Facebook Theater
here.. and no that really
does not look like a
Katie Mia.. in ‘that
photo(s)’ but yes..
even the
hairiest
beast(s)
with fangs..
namely wolves..
have a soft nuturing
side too.. when left Wild
And Free as God Will Have
Wolves without the Devil
of Domesticated Human
Culture to screw things
all out of Balance
for the Call
of the Wild
AKA NOW
THE CALL OF GOD..
FREE AS GOD IS
AND WE TOO..
WHEN WE
BECOME
NEO AND
ESCAPE THE
MATRIX NOW OF
ALL THE ILLUSIONS
OF HUMAN CULTURES..
AWAY FROM MOTHER NATURE
TRUTH AND LIGHT IN ALL INNATE
INSTINCTUAL AND INTUITIVE WISDOM
AND YES NOW.. TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL
PASSIONATE.. COURAGEOUS LOVE NOW..:)
And oh.. behind.. on providing the faster links
here.. for my latest blog post titled “Love is
a Contact Sport”.. coming next.. and
really might like to call the next
post.. ‘Beast of GOD’..
Butt.. it’s time for
my annual END
NOW of the Year..
“KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
2015 A Year in Review”..
a three year annual blog
tradition.. as a rule now..
posting every December
31st.. since 2013.. when
i first come out of Human
Hell that year.. around the
22nd of July 2013.. so yeah..
I’ll Stick with that yearly
tradition and perhaps
add in some beastie
stuff too.. as
usual
heHE..
butt anyway..
more fun stuff coming
Soon to a Facebook Theater
here.. and no that really
does not look like a
Katie Mia.. in ‘that
photo(s)’ but yes..
even the
hairiest
beast(s)
with fangs..
namely wolves..
have a soft nuturing
side too.. when left Wild
And Free as God Will Have
Wolves without the Devil
of Domesticated Human
Culture to screw things
all out of Balance
for the Call
of the Wild
AKA NOW
THE CALL OF GOD..
FREE AS GOD IS
AND WE TOO..
WHEN WE
BECOME
NEO AND
ESCAPE THE
MATRIX NOW OF
ALL THE ILLUSIONS
OF HUMAN CULTURES..
AWAY FROM MOTHER NATURE
TRUTH AND LIGHT IN ALL INNATE
INSTINCTUAL AND INTUITIVE WISDOM
AND YES NOW.. TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL
PASSIONATE.. COURAGEOUS LOVE NOW..:)
2253
Yes.. even wolves on the night
smile.. with white
fang..wink emoticon
And no.. THAT iS
not White Fang..
that is Katrina..;)
smile.. with white
fang..wink emoticon
And no.. THAT iS
not White Fang..
that is Katrina..;)
Reference more of
“Jack London”
and his
literary
achievements
in ways of half
domesticated
dogs
and wolves
WitH Calls of
THE
WiLdin’!ONE!NOW!..:)
“Jack London”
and his
literary
achievements
in ways of half
domesticated
dogs
and wolves
WitH Calls of
THE
WiLdin’!ONE!NOW!..:)
2296
From Dancing Facebook Friend
Sherri’ Page.. of my ‘Club 2001’ Disco
Dancing years of
the 80’s..
Madonna..
George Michael
and etc.. etc.. etc..
i say..
Sherri’ Page.. of my ‘Club 2001’ Disco
Dancing years of
the 80’s..
Madonna..
George Michael
and etc.. etc.. etc..
i say..
Young people..
have no idea how
hard life was
without
YouTube..
it would
have been
so great to have it then..
but still so great and
even better to have it
now.. as i for one
can appreciate
unlimited access
to almost all the
music ever
made
in recorded
human music history!..:)
have no idea how
hard life was
without
YouTube..
it would
have been
so great to have it then..
but still so great and
even better to have it
now.. as i for one
can appreciate
unlimited access
to almost all the
music ever
made
in recorded
human music history!..:)
Sherri says..
You and my hubby would agree
on this…..LOL….He is a
music freak!!…LOL
on this…..LOL….He is a
music freak!!…LOL
i say..
Yeah.. i use almost every bit and byte..
of that 15 GB’s of data on my Smart Phone
for mostly listening to YouTube..smile emoticon
of that 15 GB’s of data on my Smart Phone
for mostly listening to YouTube..smile emoticon
Sherri says..
Rock on ….LOL
i say..
smile emoticon
exclamation point..;)
exclamation point..;)
2422
SMiLes gigoid..
Relative Reality i Learn..
And i Love Google.. as for all the
690 Blog Posts in total i have made..
including before i come to Word Press..
back when i start with Blogger March 2013
Google is a great way to insure that creative
titles generated from within.. are originally new..
in Relative Reality of course too.. as truly there is
even in science a determination of genetic memory
as real.. and truly science knows not how deep that
goes.. but yes.. there is plenty of places in so-called
Junk DNA for Nature AKA GOD to put it as nows go
on for now and now nowmoreeverforevermorenow..
and that is one of my favorite 25 letter words to
be now just now in now.. and sadly.. speaking
of modern Christianity THAT IS about as far
away from the words of the original
reported gnostic Jesus than can
be.. in recitation of John
3:16 in THAT is
the end story
of what
one
does to
go somewhere
great when one hits
the dirt nap.. and i can
only imagine that if Jesus
is alive today.. at least in
metaphors like this
he will be
rolling his
eyes in infinity
now.. of yes.. there
is a sucker born every
day.. and a snake oil
salesman directing
that way..
as of
course if one
is gonna make
a person accept
a tough job that
really sucks they
are gonna promise
them at least a reasonable
reward at the end of the work
day.. and for the early Roman
underlings of that empire that
day was a life of poor and
suffering.. while even
in the New
Testament in
Luke 17:21 words
say the Kingdom
of God/Heaven is
here now
within
inside
outside
above
so below
and all around
just now.. and then
Jesus goes on to say
that in heaven there will
be no marriages
and we all be
like friends
as Love..
yes there
is some paraphrasing
going on here.. but yes
in every gospel there
is some paraphrasing
going on there too..
so why not keep
the paraphrasing
going as the
essence of
the syntax
and semantics
is what counts
so we continue
to paraphrase
to get that
through
to all
the views
that see a different
color of the Rainbow
of Reality now.. in yes..
a relative way of different
in each Unique Human
Universe that is reality
now.. yes.. as Kinsey
studies clearly show
some humans
are monogamous
and some are not..
more than likely Jesus
in real life.. made his rounds
in the house of the friendly women
spreading peace as it made a living
but yes.. more than likely better
ways to do it.. but there
was no E-search
for jobs
then..
Each human one
flavor of an iridescent
reality that colors multi-Universe
perceptors as human beings and
all other sentient beings that filter
reality through tHeir different lenses
some brighter and other duller filaments
of bulbs.. growing even brighter as learning
how to sail the ocean of their Universe smooth
comes to fruition greater and greater with a sweeter
fruit of life.. we live in a world where the philosophers
as the sages of the ages.. are on the furthest back burner
now.. where the female butt truly is the sage of the new age..
easily seen in pop-culture now.. where ‘the Kardashian’ rules
from the rear instead of head.. and should that be surprising..
no.. not really.. as humans become more like machines
as cogs of a machine.. and the sign of fertility is a sure
way back.. to real human being at core
of what we are as surviving animals
and one sees this in modern
music as well.. as it is
becoming more and
more like a rather
simple driving
beat around
drums of
the midnight
fire in eyes of
naked so-called
savages dancing wildLY
around the fire raising tHeir
mindful awareness higher and
higher until they feel the oneness
non-separable form from the rest of
Nature.. escaping any illusion
of human memories of
past and future
worries
and are
for all
practical intents
and purposes free
eYes of God once more..
and here is where i see
perhaps the real Jesus
and one or more of his
‘friends’ in an ‘orgy’
with so-called
‘prostitute’
women
then..
free as
non-
married
humans
can be..
truly not
likely that
Jesus was a
monogamous
leaning man
if he suggested
there will be no marriage in
heaven.. nor was Muhammad
of course.. as his idea of heaven
per his revelation of God in human
Nature.. was a place where women
never aged and erectile dysfunction
never came.. as an oxymoron if
you will.. with wInks..
i’ve always been
monogamous
through my
life but
sure
aren’t
most
weak
men
monogamous..
and afraid their
wives will leave for
stronger men.. sure that
is nature.. more than culture
as far as i see.. Jesus.. obviously
super confident for a man and
Muhammad too.. neither
seeing the need for
just one
wife
forevermore..
and we all know
about the 7 year
itch anyway..
the only
way
marriages
truly last is if
there are best
friends who fill
the deficits in opposites
attracts of what the other
is not as good at doing..
my wife doesn’t dance..
or write poetry.. and
she does everything
else.. all i do is
dance.. write
poetry.. and
sing.. so
here’s
a pair
that keeps on working
one on one and enough
as that.. at this point
you may be asking
hmm.. oh my God
is he gonna
write
53K words
and truly i could
but you see my friend
to describe the relative
reality i continue to learn
is an infinite reality with
no top or bottom.. end
or beginning it truly
is a room with
no ceiling
and if there
is a real bible
for God it will
be a never
ending
story
my
friend
as the real
relative that is
GOD as never
ending story
2..
but for
now..
i’ll stick
with “SonG
oF mY SoUL”
for the title
of my
3 million
or so word
bible.. wheRe
it is all just
relative
reality
of
God
in
my
eYes..
of
GOD..
friend..
and yes
it keeps
on going
with no end
on-site until
my words no
longer come..
and the truth
is we are all the
word(s) of God
as flesh
from
head to
toe and more
and more than
words.. so much
more than words..
my
friend..
Seriously.. if Jesus really
came back the only place
he would be comfortable to
spread all his good news
would be the house of
an Atheist.. who
never judges
anyone
as
less
than
the other..
but again.. as long
as we are human.. human
WiLL.. will reflect different relative
realities with different eYes of
God.. so there will be
infinite Jesus’
Judas’
and Pilate’s
and original
Jews.. just
different semantics..
syntax.. and other cultural
clothing.. as the iridescent
human continues to color
the eYes of GOD whole
as the beautiful
fractals
of diversity
i know and
feel for now..
all the answers
are relative as reality
is now through all the
colors of human being
that paint
our
eYes
now.. dark
and Light
where
each
eye
pair or one
is an Earth
a Sun.. a Galaxy
a Universe a Fractal
of ALLTHATIS as GOD..
And all i know and feel now
for me.. my friend.. tHis.. now
the best of time now for any creature
anywhere in any place in the Universe
who is free now.. in this little corner
of Paradise
for me..
and yes
by now..
you likely
know now
the theme
song for this verse
of the bible of me..
And my verses are
never numbered
sequentially..
total numbers
of words will
do for numbers
of me.. my friend..
And your bible here is
one of my favorites yet..
as my interest is colored
by number of words that do come
when i enter into the house of
inspiration of
the bible
of another
blog my friend..
or sure just another
SonG oF mY soUL..
but others titled
are
surely
cooler than
mine.. if not
as long.. hehe..
i am a traveling
blog and bible
kinda like the
Book of Eli
and Denzel
Washington
with shades
and martial arts
to protect his book..
except mine comes
from collective unconsciousness
aka Cosmic Consciousness.. et al..
and never from pages.. alone my friend..
but you know and feel.. when i first walked
in Walmart and saw the cover of that
movie.. seriously.. and i do
mean literally in the
way God speaks
to me..
long before
i was a martial
artist or saw
the movie..
God told
me that
would
be me
in some
synchronicity-
like way.. so in a way
empirically in all the school
logic i have been taught from
the beginning.. fiction is not
nearly as strange
as reality
my
friend..
as truly
it doesn’t
have to make
sense.. but perhaps
the strangest thing of
all is.. it makes perfect
sense to me now.. but
i’m not sure i will ever
give justice to that
larger reality
of God
in words
my friend..
it will likely take
a real life Spock
to mind meld with
me to see that too..
and perhaps
that person
lives
as well..
as the half-breed
Vulcan i truly am
my
friend..
in the episode
of StarTrek never written
until now.. wInks.. again..
Humans are truly magic
when they learn
how to use
that
relative
magic that
is reality now..
to Master it is
a job of Infinity
nowoneforevermoreverforonenow..28..
InFiNitY
Standing
TaLL..
And oh by the
way.. if you ever
see the Movie
‘Lucy’.. enjoy
the view..
“prepare
ye a way”..
“so let it be
written.. so let
it be dOne”..
as elders of
a gentle race
come together
to tale the story
of a pilot who leaves
no trace.. yellow streams
of Kashmir liGht.. of India
and Pakistan.. under the
Summer Moon.. will
come
again…..
paraphrased
from Led Zeppelin
on the last one.. my friend..
what most people don’t understand
is every creature in the entire worlds tales
the story of GOD.. and we are ALL prophets/
MESSENGERS of Nature as God WiLL
tale the story OF NOW
NOW
with
us
NOW..
to exclude any
prophet/MESSENGER
is not to have the MUCH
LARGER
story
of
GOD..
i was born without
the filter to exclude.. my friend..
like Lady Gaga.. one of my favorite
prophets of the same old New
age says.. in
‘Born
this Way’..
yeah.. that’s
the same song
for this verse.. i’ll
use now.. with ‘Kashmir’
coming in second.. and
the “Best of Times”
by Styx
coming
in third..
wait! a little
voice with
no name in
my head says
change course and use Kashmir
and i say.. Okay Boss..
my Pilot
with
no name..
that leaves
no trace but
‘tHis’.. my friend..
the only thing special
about me.. friend.. is.. i listen
to everyone with equal LOVE..
and perhaps that is the greaTest
Human Super Power of ALL.. and
yes.. i for one.. am 100% sure it is..
but the coolest thing of all is God
came and visited me in 2010
under a shed..
in the form
of a Yellow
Cat.. i learned
the most from
him.. but first
he saved
my
heArt..
my best
friend.. yes..
my heArt.. now
as WHOLEnONE..
in other words it
will not
stop
groWinG..
kinda like
a tSUNaMi..
after a meteor
makes the gulf
and human being..
spreading n0w like a
nice human(s) virus online..;)
690 Blog Posts in total i have made..
including before i come to Word Press..
back when i start with Blogger March 2013
Google is a great way to insure that creative
titles generated from within.. are originally new..
in Relative Reality of course too.. as truly there is
even in science a determination of genetic memory
as real.. and truly science knows not how deep that
goes.. but yes.. there is plenty of places in so-called
Junk DNA for Nature AKA GOD to put it as nows go
on for now and now nowmoreeverforevermorenow..
and that is one of my favorite 25 letter words to
be now just now in now.. and sadly.. speaking
of modern Christianity THAT IS about as far
away from the words of the original
reported gnostic Jesus than can
be.. in recitation of John
3:16 in THAT is
the end story
of what
one
does to
go somewhere
great when one hits
the dirt nap.. and i can
only imagine that if Jesus
is alive today.. at least in
metaphors like this
he will be
rolling his
eyes in infinity
now.. of yes.. there
is a sucker born every
day.. and a snake oil
salesman directing
that way..
as of
course if one
is gonna make
a person accept
a tough job that
really sucks they
are gonna promise
them at least a reasonable
reward at the end of the work
day.. and for the early Roman
underlings of that empire that
day was a life of poor and
suffering.. while even
in the New
Testament in
Luke 17:21 words
say the Kingdom
of God/Heaven is
here now
within
inside
outside
above
so below
and all around
just now.. and then
Jesus goes on to say
that in heaven there will
be no marriages
and we all be
like friends
as Love..
yes there
is some paraphrasing
going on here.. but yes
in every gospel there
is some paraphrasing
going on there too..
so why not keep
the paraphrasing
going as the
essence of
the syntax
and semantics
is what counts
so we continue
to paraphrase
to get that
through
to all
the views
that see a different
color of the Rainbow
of Reality now.. in yes..
a relative way of different
in each Unique Human
Universe that is reality
now.. yes.. as Kinsey
studies clearly show
some humans
are monogamous
and some are not..
more than likely Jesus
in real life.. made his rounds
in the house of the friendly women
spreading peace as it made a living
but yes.. more than likely better
ways to do it.. but there
was no E-search
for jobs
then..
Each human one
flavor of an iridescent
reality that colors multi-Universe
perceptors as human beings and
all other sentient beings that filter
reality through tHeir different lenses
some brighter and other duller filaments
of bulbs.. growing even brighter as learning
how to sail the ocean of their Universe smooth
comes to fruition greater and greater with a sweeter
fruit of life.. we live in a world where the philosophers
as the sages of the ages.. are on the furthest back burner
now.. where the female butt truly is the sage of the new age..
easily seen in pop-culture now.. where ‘the Kardashian’ rules
from the rear instead of head.. and should that be surprising..
no.. not really.. as humans become more like machines
as cogs of a machine.. and the sign of fertility is a sure
way back.. to real human being at core
of what we are as surviving animals
and one sees this in modern
music as well.. as it is
becoming more and
more like a rather
simple driving
beat around
drums of
the midnight
fire in eyes of
naked so-called
savages dancing wildLY
around the fire raising tHeir
mindful awareness higher and
higher until they feel the oneness
non-separable form from the rest of
Nature.. escaping any illusion
of human memories of
past and future
worries
and are
for all
practical intents
and purposes free
eYes of God once more..
and here is where i see
perhaps the real Jesus
and one or more of his
‘friends’ in an ‘orgy’
with so-called
‘prostitute’
women
then..
free as
non-
married
humans
can be..
truly not
likely that
Jesus was a
monogamous
leaning man
if he suggested
there will be no marriage in
heaven.. nor was Muhammad
of course.. as his idea of heaven
per his revelation of God in human
Nature.. was a place where women
never aged and erectile dysfunction
never came.. as an oxymoron if
you will.. with wInks..
i’ve always been
monogamous
through my
life but
sure
aren’t
most
weak
men
monogamous..
and afraid their
wives will leave for
stronger men.. sure that
is nature.. more than culture
as far as i see.. Jesus.. obviously
super confident for a man and
Muhammad too.. neither
seeing the need for
just one
wife
forevermore..
and we all know
about the 7 year
itch anyway..
the only
way
marriages
truly last is if
there are best
friends who fill
the deficits in opposites
attracts of what the other
is not as good at doing..
my wife doesn’t dance..
or write poetry.. and
she does everything
else.. all i do is
dance.. write
poetry.. and
sing.. so
here’s
a pair
that keeps on working
one on one and enough
as that.. at this point
you may be asking
hmm.. oh my God
is he gonna
write
53K words
and truly i could
but you see my friend
to describe the relative
reality i continue to learn
is an infinite reality with
no top or bottom.. end
or beginning it truly
is a room with
no ceiling
and if there
is a real bible
for God it will
be a never
ending
story
my
friend
as the real
relative that is
GOD as never
ending story
2..
but for
now..
i’ll stick
with “SonG
oF mY SoUL”
for the title
of my
3 million
or so word
bible.. wheRe
it is all just
relative
reality
of
God
in
my
eYes..
of
GOD..
friend..
and yes
it keeps
on going
with no end
on-site until
my words no
longer come..
and the truth
is we are all the
word(s) of God
as flesh
from
head to
toe and more
and more than
words.. so much
more than words..
my
friend..
Seriously.. if Jesus really
came back the only place
he would be comfortable to
spread all his good news
would be the house of
an Atheist.. who
never judges
anyone
as
less
than
the other..
but again.. as long
as we are human.. human
WiLL.. will reflect different relative
realities with different eYes of
God.. so there will be
infinite Jesus’
Judas’
and Pilate’s
and original
Jews.. just
different semantics..
syntax.. and other cultural
clothing.. as the iridescent
human continues to color
the eYes of GOD whole
as the beautiful
fractals
of diversity
i know and
feel for now..
all the answers
are relative as reality
is now through all the
colors of human being
that paint
our
eYes
now.. dark
and Light
where
each
eye
pair or one
is an Earth
a Sun.. a Galaxy
a Universe a Fractal
of ALLTHATIS as GOD..
And all i know and feel now
for me.. my friend.. tHis.. now
the best of time now for any creature
anywhere in any place in the Universe
who is free now.. in this little corner
of Paradise
for me..
and yes
by now..
you likely
know now
the theme
song for this verse
of the bible of me..
And my verses are
never numbered
sequentially..
total numbers
of words will
do for numbers
of me.. my friend..
And your bible here is
one of my favorites yet..
as my interest is colored
by number of words that do come
when i enter into the house of
inspiration of
the bible
of another
blog my friend..
or sure just another
SonG oF mY soUL..
but others titled
are
surely
cooler than
mine.. if not
as long.. hehe..
i am a traveling
blog and bible
kinda like the
Book of Eli
and Denzel
Washington
with shades
and martial arts
to protect his book..
except mine comes
from collective unconsciousness
aka Cosmic Consciousness.. et al..
and never from pages.. alone my friend..
but you know and feel.. when i first walked
in Walmart and saw the cover of that
movie.. seriously.. and i do
mean literally in the
way God speaks
to me..
long before
i was a martial
artist or saw
the movie..
God told
me that
would
be me
in some
synchronicity-
like way.. so in a way
empirically in all the school
logic i have been taught from
the beginning.. fiction is not
nearly as strange
as reality
my
friend..
as truly
it doesn’t
have to make
sense.. but perhaps
the strangest thing of
all is.. it makes perfect
sense to me now.. but
i’m not sure i will ever
give justice to that
larger reality
of God
in words
my friend..
it will likely take
a real life Spock
to mind meld with
me to see that too..
and perhaps
that person
lives
as well..
as the half-breed
Vulcan i truly am
my
friend..
in the episode
of StarTrek never written
until now.. wInks.. again..
Humans are truly magic
when they learn
how to use
that
relative
magic that
is reality now..
to Master it is
a job of Infinity
nowoneforevermoreverforonenow..28..
InFiNitY
Standing
TaLL..
And oh by the
way.. if you ever
see the Movie
‘Lucy’.. enjoy
the view..
“prepare
ye a way”..
“so let it be
written.. so let
it be dOne”..
as elders of
a gentle race
come together
to tale the story
of a pilot who leaves
no trace.. yellow streams
of Kashmir liGht.. of India
and Pakistan.. under the
Summer Moon.. will
come
again…..
paraphrased
from Led Zeppelin
on the last one.. my friend..
what most people don’t understand
is every creature in the entire worlds tales
the story of GOD.. and we are ALL prophets/
MESSENGERS of Nature as God WiLL
tale the story OF NOW
NOW
with
us
NOW..
to exclude any
prophet/MESSENGER
is not to have the MUCH
LARGER
story
of
GOD..
i was born without
the filter to exclude.. my friend..
like Lady Gaga.. one of my favorite
prophets of the same old New
age says.. in
‘Born
this Way’..
yeah.. that’s
the same song
for this verse.. i’ll
use now.. with ‘Kashmir’
coming in second.. and
the “Best of Times”
by Styx
coming
in third..
wait! a little
voice with
no name in
my head says
change course and use Kashmir
and i say.. Okay Boss..
my Pilot
with
no name..
that leaves
no trace but
‘tHis’.. my friend..
the only thing special
about me.. friend.. is.. i listen
to everyone with equal LOVE..
and perhaps that is the greaTest
Human Super Power of ALL.. and
yes.. i for one.. am 100% sure it is..
but the coolest thing of all is God
came and visited me in 2010
under a shed..
in the form
of a Yellow
Cat.. i learned
the most from
him.. but first
he saved
my
heArt..
my best
friend.. yes..
my heArt.. now
as WHOLEnONE..
in other words it
will not
stop
groWinG..
kinda like
a tSUNaMi..
after a meteor
makes the gulf
and human being..
spreading n0w like a
nice human(s) virus online..;)
4333
Oh ‘these’ Facebook vanity quizzes
are great conversation pieces.. so
i share one on my page.. and
are great conversation pieces.. so
i share one on my page.. and
Rafiah says..
Fancy cars, exotic holiday destination,
a fat bank account and love of your life…
yummm grin emoticon
a fat bank account and love of your life…
yummm grin emoticon
i say..
Smiles.. i wonder what you
will get..wink emoticon
will get..wink emoticon
Rafiah says..
Me too. smile emoticon
i say..
i already know..wink emoticon
So now off to see the results
of Rafiahs’ page.. before
i made the comment
‘i already know’..;)
of Rafiahs’ page.. before
i made the comment
‘i already know’..;)
i say..
See.. you are really fortunate..
As that is all that is truly important.. Love..
And special people to Love.. And beautiful
life discoveries.. Of course.. As well..smile emoticon
As that is all that is truly important.. Love..
And special people to Love.. And beautiful
life discoveries.. Of course.. As well..smile emoticon
Rafiah says..
you are all that; lovely, special
and beautiful life discovery.
and beautiful life discovery.
I was thinking earlier about what
made my 2015 special and
I thought about you.
made my 2015 special and
I thought about you.
i say..
Oh.. You are so sweet..
You bring a tear to my eye..:”)..
And of course i feel the same about you..
My dear treasure of my friend.. Rafiah..
There are no doubts iN Allah’s
Love..smile emoticon!
You bring a tear to my eye..:”)..
And of course i feel the same about you..
My dear treasure of my friend.. Rafiah..
There are no doubts iN Allah’s
Love..smile emoticon!
Rafiah says..
*jogs for an hour*
*wants to eat gajreela later* unsure emoticon
*wants to eat gajreela later* unsure emoticon
i say..
(after Googling ‘gajreela’)
It’s great you are jogging.. Rafiah..
and hey.. at least carrots are
good for you and will help you
see better.. as ‘they’ say..
at least you don’t
want to eat a
whole bowl of
chocolate.. and i just
eat several pieces of
fudge.. coconut.. and
caramel Christmas treats
and now i must work-out
about three hours and
go to my niece’s
wedding..
so enjoy
your after run high
with or without a carrot desert!..
and speaking of scary movies.. my
niece use to see Gargoyles when
she was little.. enter into her home
and one time one left a Gargoyle
print on the bathroom
mirror that her
mother verified
too.. and then
they moved
out of that home..
and no more Gargoyles
as far as i know for now..
and she is expecting a baby
instead..wink emoticon
and hey.. at least carrots are
good for you and will help you
see better.. as ‘they’ say..
at least you don’t
want to eat a
whole bowl of
chocolate.. and i just
eat several pieces of
fudge.. coconut.. and
caramel Christmas treats
and now i must work-out
about three hours and
go to my niece’s
wedding..
so enjoy
your after run high
with or without a carrot desert!..
and speaking of scary movies.. my
niece use to see Gargoyles when
she was little.. enter into her home
and one time one left a Gargoyle
print on the bathroom
mirror that her
mother verified
too.. and then
they moved
out of that home..
and no more Gargoyles
as far as i know for now..
and she is expecting a baby
instead..wink emoticon
Rafiah says..
Nani is coming home. Can not think of a better
way to spend new year’s eve other than being among
such loyal relations. #Gramsarebestthingintheworld
way to spend new year’s eve other than being among
such loyal relations. #Gramsarebestthingintheworld
i say..
That is so great! Glad you will see your Grandmother tonight..
and Hope you have a wonderful New Year’s Eve with family..
no dance for me again.. on this Thursday Night.. honoring
the Year and the Now New with writing and thoughts and
feelings of Kind family.. and friends like you as well..
my friend Rafiah..:)
and Hope you have a wonderful New Year’s Eve with family..
no dance for me again.. on this Thursday Night.. honoring
the Year and the Now New with writing and thoughts and
feelings of Kind family.. and friends like you as well..
my friend Rafiah..:)
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Lovely poem of course Himali..
and Lovely Beach for two..
that reminds me so much
of the Beaches here in
the Northern Panhandle
of Florida.. particularly
around what is named
as the San Destin
area as the water
is so shallow that
it almost always
Glows an Emerald
Green Color as pictured
in this photo.. and all the
sands of the beaches here
are Sugar White.. but sadly
most of our dunes washed
away by Hurricanes in the
mid 2000’s.. but still standing
in the San Destin area.. with
so many graceful sea oats swaying
in the Gulf Breeze.. and the night often
even without moonlight and stars glows
in calm surf shores.. truly a magical way with
diatoms like fireflies of the sea.. so dreamy..:)
and Lovely Beach for two..
that reminds me so much
of the Beaches here in
the Northern Panhandle
of Florida.. particularly
around what is named
as the San Destin
area as the water
is so shallow that
it almost always
Glows an Emerald
Green Color as pictured
in this photo.. and all the
sands of the beaches here
are Sugar White.. but sadly
most of our dunes washed
away by Hurricanes in the
mid 2000’s.. but still standing
in the San Destin area.. with
so many graceful sea oats swaying
in the Gulf Breeze.. and the night often
even without moonlight and stars glows
in calm surf shores.. truly a magical way with
diatoms like fireflies of the sea.. so dreamy..:)
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Yin
and
Yang
of White
Kitties.. and
Black Puppies..:)
and
Yang
of White
Kitties.. and
Black Puppies..:)
Now ‘this Profile Facebook Status Pic’..
is just a little more complicated.. this is
my Grand Niece.. Antaya Jennings.. now
Antaya Wallace and her husband..
Airion (such a cool name).. per
marriage ceremony ‘tonight’.. and she is pregnant
with my Great niece or nephew.. gender not yet
determined.. and what that means is.. she is Katrina’s
Sister’s Daughter’s Daughter who is fixing to have another
Son or Daughter.. but anyway..
the Wedding was lovely with
great food too! at the reception..:)
is just a little more complicated.. this is
my Grand Niece.. Antaya Jennings.. now
Antaya Wallace and her husband..
Airion (such a cool name).. per
marriage ceremony ‘tonight’.. and she is pregnant
with my Great niece or nephew.. gender not yet
determined.. and what that means is.. she is Katrina’s
Sister’s Daughter’s Daughter who is fixing to have another
Son or Daughter.. but anyway..
the Wedding was lovely with
great food too! at the reception..:)
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In the country i am
from.. yes.. in Fredland..
‘we’ have a tradition of
New Year’s gifts to good
friends.. so a short story
for you.. perhaps i told
it before.. but it always
changes as Allah’s eyes
too.. in all we see and
feel around us.. Allah
always new..
with us
to
atom
by atom
second by
second all
moving.. connecting
creating.. anew no cloud
the same.. no snow flake
or human finger print..
All News iS Now my
friend.. and no
atom too
small
to
be
the good
of Change..
i was gonna tale another
story but i am not in
charge
alone
ALLONE
iS Allah
with me..
and you too
of course.. my
good friend SOHEIR..:)
from.. yes.. in Fredland..
‘we’ have a tradition of
New Year’s gifts to good
friends.. so a short story
for you.. perhaps i told
it before.. but it always
changes as Allah’s eyes
too.. in all we see and
feel around us.. Allah
always new..
with us
to
atom
by atom
second by
second all
moving.. connecting
creating.. anew no cloud
the same.. no snow flake
or human finger print..
All News iS Now my
friend.. and no
atom too
small
to
be
the good
of Change..
i was gonna tale another
story but i am not in
charge
alone
ALLONE
iS Allah
with me..
and you too
of course.. my
good friend SOHEIR..:)
Well.. you are certainly welcome..
my Sister SOHEIR..
glad i brought
humor and
laughs to you
with smiles of
course too.. and
so sorry about your
husband’s passing..
i noticed your
poem in your
language on
your other blog
said “i miss him”..
and my intuition
then told me
your husband
had passed
away.. but i couldn’t
read your language to
make sure.. and didn’t
think it appropriate to
ask.. but i’m glad you
mentioned it so
i can express
my feeling
for you
in that
regard my friend.. Bless you.. Love..:)
my Sister SOHEIR..
glad i brought
humor and
laughs to you
with smiles of
course too.. and
so sorry about your
husband’s passing..
i noticed your
poem in your
language on
your other blog
said “i miss him”..
and my intuition
then told me
your husband
had passed
away.. but i couldn’t
read your language to
make sure.. and didn’t
think it appropriate to
ask.. but i’m glad you
mentioned it so
i can express
my feeling
for you
in that
regard my friend.. Bless you.. Love..:)
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From Ashe Friend’s Facebook Page..
We are notes in this beautiful concert
of existence. If we don’t play ourselves, nobody will.
of existence. If we don’t play ourselves, nobody will.
i say..
Keep playing Ashe.. Softer and Louder..
ExpresSinG more and more of the SonG that is you..
In concert with others or not.. it is the play that SinGs you..:)
ExpresSinG more and more of the SonG that is you..
In concert with others or not.. it is the play that SinGs you..:)
Sidenote begins..
Ashe is at least a budding poet
whether she knows it or not..
smiles.. and sure she
is definitely doing
the Asperger
flavory
thingie..
whether diagnosed
or not with a so-called
disorder that is truly not
a disorder at all as long as
one can find a niche that fills
unique.. and seriously if not
for chronic never ending
social stress at
work.. i
would
have never
fell to truly disabling
effects of chronic stress
associated disorders that
are labeled as autoimmune
disorders.. that is truly the body’s
message to get out of life threatening
stress.. in other words.. it is the body
screaming save me now
you stupid
mind..
and truly the mind
is stupid as far as the reasoning
ability goes to keep on going
when the body says no..
and that is what literally
almost kills me when
i start to believe the
fallacies of
what the
system
known
as culture
that can be
the paths of illusory
ways of being so far
passing what we are evolved
as.. as human being in moving
connecting and creating ways
of being.. this autism stuff
that i was diagnosed with
as a disorder at least
for this form
of what
i am as
human being..
becomes a disorder
as we empaths like Ashe
and i who take it all in and i
do mean feeling to the point where
we cannot separate the rest
of the world and all its
pain and suffering
from us..
do exactly
that in a world that
has truly gone both colder
and insaner away from what
it even means to be human being..
To be an empath is to be a giver..
the taking is so easy.. as at
least for me.. i feel
the other person
through
and
through..
the pain.. the sorrow
and yes.. perhaps i am
A best lover as i feel the
pleasure too.. and most every
woman i have been with talks
more about the way my hands
feel.. than any other part
of me.. but i suppose
those hands
have
become
words too.. and
of course the smiling
eyes now covered with
shades.. while some men
go along in their life wondering
how much pleasure they can get
in one night stands with women..
i already feel their pleasure
just from their female
eyes..
is all it takes
for me.. to arouse
my all natural human
love.. as quite frankly i
am not just a Pen
or is
i am an
entire
Pen
and IS..
to put it tactfully
i am more than
a frigging
tool..
Love is feeling
the pleasure of others
same.. as well as pain..
and knoWinG and FEELING
THERE ARE NO LIMITS TO
FEEL AND FILL THAT LOVE
HIGHER AND HIGHER WITH
NO LIMITATIONS OR EXPECTATIONS
BUT unless one is truly a human empath
also known as metaphorical Angel one will
not understand this.. and will also not understand
that as all Messengers and Prophets of God as
Metaphor who are truly empaths as
well as Angel metaphors..
when i say Jesus goes
to the home of
Peace giving
women..
and has
an orgy
with the prostitutes
of women.. it is the
prostitution of Love
that is an Orgy
of Love..
that is the
giving of Love..
that may just be
a communion of souls
around a fire at night.. perhaps
it is cold and not unlike a group
of monkeys at a zoo.. they can
gain comfort from
the primate
touch that is Love
of Warmth of Giving..
no.. it is not men who are
taught that their penises are
all they are as connectors to
the opposite sex.. it is men who
feel the pleasure of the opposite
sex.. in all its intricate emotional
sensory and sensual ways..
carefully watered
and grown..
yes.. higher
and higher
as Loving
humans can go..
anyway.. i got your
attention if you got this
far with the words Jesus
Prostitute and Orgy in the
same verse of ‘my bible’
but yes.. when i use
quotes it is a
metaphor alert..
and in this case one that
requires much additional
reading to find the meaning..
i am a ‘sexual organ’ from head
to toe.. but no.. not the Bill Clinton
Definition of Sex.. the Life giving
Sex that truly separates humans
and Bonobos.. from most all
other primates.. as
peaceful Loving
creatures
when they
move.. connect
and create.. in Loving
Touching ways harmoniously
together brinGinG each other
into an orgasm of Life
that never
ends..
and then the
child is the prize
of the village
instead
of the competition
of one man or woman…
and in my case the child
of me is my Dance and Poetry
and yes my kind of Sex is not
the Penis and Vagina kind
i appreciate the
most.. mY kind
of sex is
in worshipping
the other human
being as part
of GoD
the same..
and sure i Love women..
all shapes and sizes..
shades of tan
and colors
of hair..
each unique
soul.. beyond
the flesh of being
but never the less
the flesh
as well..
as living now..
to be touched in
more ways with
hands
that
give in
ways of heArt..
of spiRit.. of soUl
of being now.. just now..
the Bill Clinton Def. of Sex
is for procreation but Human
Sex is for a life that is an orgasm
of joy.. a better way for me
to describe Sex..
is what attracts
us enough to each
other so we
do not
freeze to
death
on a cold
Winter day..
sadly today.. if
humans faced freezing
weather with no clothes
they would freeze to death
in fear of Penis and Vagina
getting
too close…
yes.. there is
so much more to
a Penis and a Vagina
than a Vagina and a Penis..
there is the ocean now always..
behind
the ships
that sail the
human being..:)
whether she knows it or not..
smiles.. and sure she
is definitely doing
the Asperger
flavory
thingie..
whether diagnosed
or not with a so-called
disorder that is truly not
a disorder at all as long as
one can find a niche that fills
unique.. and seriously if not
for chronic never ending
social stress at
work.. i
would
have never
fell to truly disabling
effects of chronic stress
associated disorders that
are labeled as autoimmune
disorders.. that is truly the body’s
message to get out of life threatening
stress.. in other words.. it is the body
screaming save me now
you stupid
mind..
and truly the mind
is stupid as far as the reasoning
ability goes to keep on going
when the body says no..
and that is what literally
almost kills me when
i start to believe the
fallacies of
what the
system
known
as culture
that can be
the paths of illusory
ways of being so far
passing what we are evolved
as.. as human being in moving
connecting and creating ways
of being.. this autism stuff
that i was diagnosed with
as a disorder at least
for this form
of what
i am as
human being..
becomes a disorder
as we empaths like Ashe
and i who take it all in and i
do mean feeling to the point where
we cannot separate the rest
of the world and all its
pain and suffering
from us..
do exactly
that in a world that
has truly gone both colder
and insaner away from what
it even means to be human being..
To be an empath is to be a giver..
the taking is so easy.. as at
least for me.. i feel
the other person
through
and
through..
the pain.. the sorrow
and yes.. perhaps i am
A best lover as i feel the
pleasure too.. and most every
woman i have been with talks
more about the way my hands
feel.. than any other part
of me.. but i suppose
those hands
have
become
words too.. and
of course the smiling
eyes now covered with
shades.. while some men
go along in their life wondering
how much pleasure they can get
in one night stands with women..
i already feel their pleasure
just from their female
eyes..
is all it takes
for me.. to arouse
my all natural human
love.. as quite frankly i
am not just a Pen
or is
i am an
entire
Pen
and IS..
to put it tactfully
i am more than
a frigging
tool..
Love is feeling
the pleasure of others
same.. as well as pain..
and knoWinG and FEELING
THERE ARE NO LIMITS TO
FEEL AND FILL THAT LOVE
HIGHER AND HIGHER WITH
NO LIMITATIONS OR EXPECTATIONS
BUT unless one is truly a human empath
also known as metaphorical Angel one will
not understand this.. and will also not understand
that as all Messengers and Prophets of God as
Metaphor who are truly empaths as
well as Angel metaphors..
when i say Jesus goes
to the home of
Peace giving
women..
and has
an orgy
with the prostitutes
of women.. it is the
prostitution of Love
that is an Orgy
of Love..
that is the
giving of Love..
that may just be
a communion of souls
around a fire at night.. perhaps
it is cold and not unlike a group
of monkeys at a zoo.. they can
gain comfort from
the primate
touch that is Love
of Warmth of Giving..
no.. it is not men who are
taught that their penises are
all they are as connectors to
the opposite sex.. it is men who
feel the pleasure of the opposite
sex.. in all its intricate emotional
sensory and sensual ways..
carefully watered
and grown..
yes.. higher
and higher
as Loving
humans can go..
anyway.. i got your
attention if you got this
far with the words Jesus
Prostitute and Orgy in the
same verse of ‘my bible’
but yes.. when i use
quotes it is a
metaphor alert..
and in this case one that
requires much additional
reading to find the meaning..
i am a ‘sexual organ’ from head
to toe.. but no.. not the Bill Clinton
Definition of Sex.. the Life giving
Sex that truly separates humans
and Bonobos.. from most all
other primates.. as
peaceful Loving
creatures
when they
move.. connect
and create.. in Loving
Touching ways harmoniously
together brinGinG each other
into an orgasm of Life
that never
ends..
and then the
child is the prize
of the village
instead
of the competition
of one man or woman…
and in my case the child
of me is my Dance and Poetry
and yes my kind of Sex is not
the Penis and Vagina kind
i appreciate the
most.. mY kind
of sex is
in worshipping
the other human
being as part
of GoD
the same..
and sure i Love women..
all shapes and sizes..
shades of tan
and colors
of hair..
each unique
soul.. beyond
the flesh of being
but never the less
the flesh
as well..
as living now..
to be touched in
more ways with
hands
that
give in
ways of heArt..
of spiRit.. of soUl
of being now.. just now..
the Bill Clinton Def. of Sex
is for procreation but Human
Sex is for a life that is an orgasm
of joy.. a better way for me
to describe Sex..
is what attracts
us enough to each
other so we
do not
freeze to
death
on a cold
Winter day..
sadly today.. if
humans faced freezing
weather with no clothes
they would freeze to death
in fear of Penis and Vagina
getting
too close…
yes.. there is
so much more to
a Penis and a Vagina
than a Vagina and a Penis..
there is the ocean now always..
behind
the ships
that sail the
human being..:)
Sidenote
ends
in this
verse
of the
SonG oF
mY SoUL..
ends
in this
verse
of the
SonG oF
mY SoUL..
Footnote now of feat of feet..;)
So yeah.. when i go to a dance hall..
sure me at 55.. happily married
and not concerned at all with
what is described as the
Bill Def. of Sex..
and the
so-called
young studs
are talking about
railing women..
i will bring
the young
ladies
higher..
at least
some of them..
with my dance
than they can
ever imagine
with just
6 inches
or so
of
the rest of
their potential
6 foot or so
Pen
of
IS..
there are more ways to
squeal with delight
than
a moan
of domination..
and sure not only
is there dance..
theRe is
poetry
too..
wheRe words
become the
dance of
the SoUL
of mY SonG..
i have no small goals
and truly no goals at all..
my way now in life is to bring
my definition of sex in pleasure
to ‘all the women in the entire world’..
as i wanna be the gift that even keeps
giving
long
after
this 6 feet
of Universe i occupy
stays after i leave in
unconditional and
yes passionate
giving love
that
lasts
much longer
than ‘viagra’ will
never know..
or
feel..
he
He..
in other words
women have been
put down for 10 to
12 thousand
years..
pArt
of my
mission
from GOD
is to continue
to help iN lifting them up..
And no.. i don’t need any
Viagra.. not even
a fleshy
tool..;)
sure me at 55.. happily married
and not concerned at all with
what is described as the
Bill Def. of Sex..
and the
so-called
young studs
are talking about
railing women..
i will bring
the young
ladies
higher..
at least
some of them..
with my dance
than they can
ever imagine
with just
6 inches
or so
of
the rest of
their potential
6 foot or so
Pen
of
IS..
there are more ways to
squeal with delight
than
a moan
of domination..
and sure not only
is there dance..
theRe is
poetry
too..
wheRe words
become the
dance of
the SoUL
of mY SonG..
i have no small goals
and truly no goals at all..
my way now in life is to bring
my definition of sex in pleasure
to ‘all the women in the entire world’..
as i wanna be the gift that even keeps
giving
long
after
this 6 feet
of Universe i occupy
stays after i leave in
unconditional and
yes passionate
giving love
that
lasts
much longer
than ‘viagra’ will
never know..
or
feel..
he
He..
in other words
women have been
put down for 10 to
12 thousand
years..
pArt
of my
mission
from GOD
is to continue
to help iN lifting them up..
And no.. i don’t need any
Viagra.. not even
a fleshy
tool..;)
1 Footnote ends..
2 beings..
2 beings..
And trust me so-called
patriarchal leaning
men.. who call
themselves
Christians
or Muslims
if you really
believe that either
Jesus.. Muhammad..
or God approves
with the way
‘you’ dominate
and subjugate
women to
forced
marriages
and sex
and
raping female
slaves or whatever
sickness that arrives
from the time male empaths
who honor women
arrive on
this earth..
and you really
think that you
pay a price
for sin
to God..
the
greatest
Sin is to opress
the relative free
natural God Given
will of another
human
being..
and for those
who force women
to be their
property
and or
slaves which
is the same
dam thing..
sure.. you
will answer
to the God of
Nature in how
God takes ‘care’
of those humans
who get out of
balance in God’s
Natural ways of being now..
and that answer will be
God’s alone ALLONE..
then and
now..
with ‘you’…
patriarchal leaning
men.. who call
themselves
Christians
or Muslims
if you really
believe that either
Jesus.. Muhammad..
or God approves
with the way
‘you’ dominate
and subjugate
women to
forced
marriages
and sex
and
raping female
slaves or whatever
sickness that arrives
from the time male empaths
who honor women
arrive on
this earth..
and you really
think that you
pay a price
for sin
to God..
the
greatest
Sin is to opress
the relative free
natural God Given
will of another
human
being..
and for those
who force women
to be their
property
and or
slaves which
is the same
dam thing..
sure.. you
will answer
to the God of
Nature in how
God takes ‘care’
of those humans
who get out of
balance in God’s
Natural ways of being now..
and that answer will be
God’s alone ALLONE..
then and
now..
with ‘you’…
2 ends…
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Be..
The greatest thing about the essence
is it does not have to be reincarnated
as it is already carnated as floWer of
DArk and
LiGht of
Truth..
DArk then
LiGht.. then
moving or dancing
then sound or song..
As above so below
wE continue
to SinG..
and as
now will have it
words of Lao Tzu
speak Jesus now
then gnostic
’59 Thomas
version
from the
dead
‘see’
‘two’…
para
phraSinG
sAMe.. Now..
There are Those who fear the dArk
and Others who are cynical of liGht..
never realiZinG i am paraphraSinG
Plato on that one
until now..
thanks
to the
direct Quote
from you.. but
sure he probably
paraphrased that
from Socrates but
like Jesus we have
no actual quotes from him..
Essence requires no faith
Faith is better eMotion in
Believing
in the
Smart
Be
that
IS..
And the more one understands
of that Smart Be that is ALL the more
one appreciates the SonG Be SinGs.. NOW
wheRe Hope and Trust become OnE and
sAMe as equal emoTioNs of Belief iN
NOW..
i believe in
the Be of Now
with All my heARt
SoUL and SpiRit as
Force with ONE BE
i be
i am.. Now..
My God i can
prove without a doubt
with finger prints of
a SonG that iS tHe
HeARt and SpiRit
of
soUL
BE.. NOW.
both smARt
and FEELING
LiVE
NOW
wHere aLL
nows be
NEW
NOWS
NOW..:)
is it does not have to be reincarnated
as it is already carnated as floWer of
DArk and
LiGht of
Truth..
DArk then
LiGht.. then
moving or dancing
then sound or song..
As above so below
wE continue
to SinG..
and as
now will have it
words of Lao Tzu
speak Jesus now
then gnostic
’59 Thomas
version
from the
dead
‘see’
‘two’…
para
phraSinG
sAMe.. Now..
There are Those who fear the dArk
and Others who are cynical of liGht..
never realiZinG i am paraphraSinG
Plato on that one
until now..
thanks
to the
direct Quote
from you.. but
sure he probably
paraphrased that
from Socrates but
like Jesus we have
no actual quotes from him..
Essence requires no faith
Faith is better eMotion in
Believing
in the
Smart
Be
that
IS..
And the more one understands
of that Smart Be that is ALL the more
one appreciates the SonG Be SinGs.. NOW
wheRe Hope and Trust become OnE and
sAMe as equal emoTioNs of Belief iN
NOW..
i believe in
the Be of Now
with All my heARt
SoUL and SpiRit as
Force with ONE BE
i be
i am.. Now..
My God i can
prove without a doubt
with finger prints of
a SonG that iS tHe
HeARt and SpiRit
of
soUL
BE.. NOW.
both smARt
and FEELING
LiVE
NOW
wHere aLL
nows be
NEW
NOWS
NOW..:)
Yes.. i am the
adult version
of Dr. Suess..;)
adult version
of Dr. Suess..;)
Happy New NOW
and may now
always
be
God2
you..
friend
gigoid..
and may now
always
be
God2
you..
friend
gigoid..
God is what
we make now
end and
beginning
of story
we make now
end and
beginning
of story
Be..:)
Smiles.. well.. not officially..
penniewoodfall.. my friend..
considering i had to Google
the ‘précis style’.. i’m kind of a
complicated parrot
as more than
likely.. as
a Hyperlexic
child.. not putting
words together
until age 4..
later diagnosed
on the Autism Spectrum
in middle age.. iN whatever
way i learned to speak that
was very difficult with no help
back in those 1960’s days..
with much teasing
from the children
then.. comes
to what i am
now.. as i continue
to adapt in ways
of verbal and written
speaking still.. my friend..
it is unusual.. no doubt..
as perhaps i might be
the most unusual
of all
simply
’cause
i survived my
friend.. and did what
ever it naturally took
to keep afloat in how
i swim with the currents
of culture now.. free in charge..
instead of culture in charge of me..
but yeah.. i think that is a fair analysis
looking from the outside in.. but when i
write.. i flow.. through stream of conciseness
writing at speeds approaching 130 words
a minute.. that can barely keep up
with what comes out of both my
mind and fingers..
too fast
for me
to purposefully
slow down or control
in any analytical way..
but hey.. the river will
find a way eventually to flow
as water is the most powerful force
of weather
known..
and sure..
i am the
water or
perhaps
the air that
drives it.. in metaphor
of course.. for now..
but sure.. interesting
question.. and thanks
for asking.. i learn
a new term
today
for what
i do.. and
sure.. i’ve heard
scores of other
official analyses
for the free of me before..;)
penniewoodfall.. my friend..
considering i had to Google
the ‘précis style’.. i’m kind of a
complicated parrot
as more than
likely.. as
a Hyperlexic
child.. not putting
words together
until age 4..
later diagnosed
on the Autism Spectrum
in middle age.. iN whatever
way i learned to speak that
was very difficult with no help
back in those 1960’s days..
with much teasing
from the children
then.. comes
to what i am
now.. as i continue
to adapt in ways
of verbal and written
speaking still.. my friend..
it is unusual.. no doubt..
as perhaps i might be
the most unusual
of all
simply
’cause
i survived my
friend.. and did what
ever it naturally took
to keep afloat in how
i swim with the currents
of culture now.. free in charge..
instead of culture in charge of me..
but yeah.. i think that is a fair analysis
looking from the outside in.. but when i
write.. i flow.. through stream of conciseness
writing at speeds approaching 130 words
a minute.. that can barely keep up
with what comes out of both my
mind and fingers..
too fast
for me
to purposefully
slow down or control
in any analytical way..
but hey.. the river will
find a way eventually to flow
as water is the most powerful force
of weather
known..
and sure..
i am the
water or
perhaps
the air that
drives it.. in metaphor
of course.. for now..
but sure.. interesting
question.. and thanks
for asking.. i learn
a new term
today
for what
i do.. and
sure.. i’ve heard
scores of other
official analyses
for the free of me before..;)
Another fair assessment
per tumultuous.. my friend..
but much louder in the
real world..
sMiles..
and thanks
for the show..
and i agree with
that as well.. and
guess what.. i can
prove it works..
smiles
again.. and
that woman in
the show looks
almost identical
to my wife..
wInks
again..
that made
me smile all
nice inside..
and i have room for
that song somewhere
else.. asWeLL..4N0W..:)
per tumultuous.. my friend..
but much louder in the
real world..
sMiles..
and thanks
for the show..
and i agree with
that as well.. and
guess what.. i can
prove it works..
smiles
again.. and
that woman in
the show looks
almost identical
to my wife..
wInks
again..
that made
me smile all
nice inside..
and i have room for
that song somewhere
else.. asWeLL..4N0W..:)
7210
Well.. okay.. it’s 12:16 pm
12312015
all caught
up with the
Presents of
Friends and
FamiLY now..
so now.. now
for the
rest of
‘KATiE MiA FredericK
A Year in Review 2015’..:)
12312015
all caught
up with the
Presents of
Friends and
FamiLY now..
so now.. now
for the
rest of
‘KATiE MiA FredericK
A Year in Review 2015’..:)
And for reference here are
the first two years of
review here:
the first two years of
review here:
While i’m not so much goal oriented i do
Love Milestones as markers for review
of where i have been and
where i continue
to go as
human
being free..!..:)
Love Milestones as markers for review
of where i have been and
where i continue
to go as
human
being free..!..:)
And with that said in 2015.. with no
directed goals.. i’ve gone farther
than ever before..
directed goals.. i’ve gone farther
than ever before..
Starting with my mile marker
Celebrating 3000 miles of
dance in February of 2015
Celebrating 3000 miles of
dance in February of 2015
And in that same month advancing to Leg Pressing
930 LBS on parallel Leg Press machine with
arms raised in air.. like no other
human does it on YouTube
14 times as videoed
here.. and
now by
the end of the
year.. still slowly
and surely pressing
this maxed out machine
25 times with ease as a
feather liGht.. until
it gets boring
like row
row
your
boat
gently
down
the stream..;)
930 LBS on parallel Leg Press machine with
arms raised in air.. like no other
human does it on YouTube
14 times as videoed
here.. and
now by
the end of the
year.. still slowly
and surely pressing
this maxed out machine
25 times with ease as a
feather liGht.. until
it gets boring
like row
row
your
boat
gently
down
the stream..;)
With a mix of a Tiger/Gorilla/Crocodile
rumbling roar as well.. for more..:)
rumbling roar as well.. for more..:)
And then by the time March rolls around
i start commenting on not just some of dVerse
Poetry and recording it all here
in micro to macro poetic
expressive free
verse style..
i comment on all
without fail continuing
until now.. with my last
over Fifty Thousand Word
Blog post..
with A
41,113
Word
main post..
A True Free
Verse Poetry
Novel titled
‘GodsUniverseNovel’
as linked again here..
i start commenting on not just some of dVerse
Poetry and recording it all here
in micro to macro poetic
expressive free
verse style..
i comment on all
without fail continuing
until now.. with my last
over Fifty Thousand Word
Blog post..
with A
41,113
Word
main post..
A True Free
Verse Poetry
Novel titled
‘GodsUniverseNovel’
as linked again here..
With numerous other steps
to get to that Novel size.. ranging
from 7K to 11K to 14K to 17K to 26K as well..
the PoeTry keeps goIng.. groWinG with yes..
WinGs of Words
flying higher
and hiGher
like
a Jonathan
Livingston
Seagull Poet
and Dancer..
oh yeah.. and
more about dance..
as well as celebrating
666 months since conception
of human being.. tHere
is 666 Months of Dance
as linked here..
to get to that Novel size.. ranging
from 7K to 11K to 14K to 17K to 26K as well..
the PoeTry keeps goIng.. groWinG with yes..
WinGs of Words
flying higher
and hiGher
like
a Jonathan
Livingston
Seagull Poet
and Dancer..
oh yeah.. and
more about dance..
as well as celebrating
666 months since conception
of human being.. tHere
is 666 Months of Dance
as linked here..
of what will document eventuAlly
an entire year with smiling photos
of many of the nice folks.. namely
mostly young women from
Seville Quarter in
Pensacola Florida..
as i now move
into my
91st week
of doing that
this Saturday
Night in total..
since March of
2014.. when
i first
started
this weekly
Marathon
Endeavor
of Rave-Like
Dance with all
the cool young
college age folks
at Old Seville Quarter..
incidentally.. somewhere in
the world there was a solar
eclipse on the 20th of March
as well.. yeah.. i like
astronomy too..;)
an entire year with smiling photos
of many of the nice folks.. namely
mostly young women from
Seville Quarter in
Pensacola Florida..
as i now move
into my
91st week
of doing that
this Saturday
Night in total..
since March of
2014.. when
i first
started
this weekly
Marathon
Endeavor
of Rave-Like
Dance with all
the cool young
college age folks
at Old Seville Quarter..
incidentally.. somewhere in
the world there was a solar
eclipse on the 20th of March
as well.. yeah.. i like
astronomy too..;)
And hmm.. after dVerse
moves from the Free Verse
Management of starting the
endeavor with folks Brian and
Claudia from that
nice online
adventure
the next
folks are not
so inclined to
accept what i do
in XXXTREMLY LONG
FREE VERSE.. so the
trouble trickles in
slowly and more
surely to
put a
stop to
my creative
style there..
Anyway.. first there
is a kindly worded
suggestion to change..
then a deletion of a poem..
cause i am in a rush to a Dr.’s
Appt.. and miss a rule word in
a title there.. with not
even the option
to correct one
dam word..
And then finally
earlier this fall
a poem is deleted
even after i follow
every single written
rule of what is on the
site.. and go to the
frigging trouble
to explain what
it means as
the more
concrete
administrators
ain’t got a clue
what my really deep
metaphors mean in reference
to Plato’s cave and TRUE
AND REAL ENLIGHTENING
AND AWAKENING
OF HUMAN
BEING
NOW.. JUST
NOW IN THE
HEAVEN OF
NOW..
reference
this post
here..
moves from the Free Verse
Management of starting the
endeavor with folks Brian and
Claudia from that
nice online
adventure
the next
folks are not
so inclined to
accept what i do
in XXXTREMLY LONG
FREE VERSE.. so the
trouble trickles in
slowly and more
surely to
put a
stop to
my creative
style there..
Anyway.. first there
is a kindly worded
suggestion to change..
then a deletion of a poem..
cause i am in a rush to a Dr.’s
Appt.. and miss a rule word in
a title there.. with not
even the option
to correct one
dam word..
And then finally
earlier this fall
a poem is deleted
even after i follow
every single written
rule of what is on the
site.. and go to the
frigging trouble
to explain what
it means as
the more
concrete
administrators
ain’t got a clue
what my really deep
metaphors mean in reference
to Plato’s cave and TRUE
AND REAL ENLIGHTENING
AND AWAKENING
OF HUMAN
BEING
NOW.. JUST
NOW IN THE
HEAVEN OF
NOW..
reference
this post
here..
And sure it’s obvious as the 50K poetry play
nose on my face.. that i don’t fit their
mold and may have never been
welcome there
if it weren’t
for the good
and kind
Samaritan
folks
of Brian
and Claudia..
where even a
real Jesus.. Jack Kerouac
or Walt Whitman could survive
there with all their good and
free ARTS.. non-censored and
unabridged from the less
accepting human
beings of
what much fuller
human creativity
can be in both
theory
and
practice
free without
forms of the
frigging
past..
yeah..
sometimes
new is hard
to get used too..
but little do they
know.. then.. i ain’t
in it for any frigging
Word Press Brownie like
points or the online
Publishing manuals
guiding folks
to make
a frigging
couple of
dimes off
a poem
book here
or there.. i am A
Johnathan Livingston
Seagull Poet and Dancer
just moving higher and freer
is my practice of life and not
the frigging almighty dollar
of who likes who
are who
makes that
dime or this
dime here or there
in Google Advertisement
Pennies.. $2.99 E-Books..
or whatever.. i do this
for God and Me and
whomever will
share it..
it ain’t
no dollar
or status
that rules
my life to stay
back with the others
of what is the flavor
of the moment
in social
Twitter
depth
minds
for now..
Anyway.. considering
they are well aware
as poet scientists of how
this has gone with other poet’s
who step outside the box in human
history.. ya’d think.. they could see
what was goin’ on here with me as
a Beautiful Mind
Poet of A New
Age iN feeling
too.. but nah..
some folks need
iT spelled out
in concrete ways
of passing tiMe sAMe..
and that’s okay too.. as
science shows God makes some
humans all natural like that and
besides.. someone has got to volunteer
to make the rules to get the list up..
so i can continue to get inspired
and copy and paste
my inspirations
here for the
Love of continuing
New age of technological
abilities to create more
innovative and much
deeper art
than has
ever been
accomplished
before.. whether or not..
anyone else has the expanse
of mind or interest to take
even a twitter
fraction of it
in.. it
didn’t
Stop Jonathan
the Seagull
and it
will not
stop the
free Seagull who
i continue to develop
with my spirit of GOD
Free just free baby now..!
nose on my face.. that i don’t fit their
mold and may have never been
welcome there
if it weren’t
for the good
and kind
Samaritan
folks
of Brian
and Claudia..
where even a
real Jesus.. Jack Kerouac
or Walt Whitman could survive
there with all their good and
free ARTS.. non-censored and
unabridged from the less
accepting human
beings of
what much fuller
human creativity
can be in both
theory
and
practice
free without
forms of the
frigging
past..
yeah..
sometimes
new is hard
to get used too..
but little do they
know.. then.. i ain’t
in it for any frigging
Word Press Brownie like
points or the online
Publishing manuals
guiding folks
to make
a frigging
couple of
dimes off
a poem
book here
or there.. i am A
Johnathan Livingston
Seagull Poet and Dancer
just moving higher and freer
is my practice of life and not
the frigging almighty dollar
of who likes who
are who
makes that
dime or this
dime here or there
in Google Advertisement
Pennies.. $2.99 E-Books..
or whatever.. i do this
for God and Me and
whomever will
share it..
it ain’t
no dollar
or status
that rules
my life to stay
back with the others
of what is the flavor
of the moment
in social
depth
minds
for now..
Anyway.. considering
they are well aware
as poet scientists of how
this has gone with other poet’s
who step outside the box in human
history.. ya’d think.. they could see
what was goin’ on here with me as
a Beautiful Mind
Poet of A New
Age iN feeling
too.. but nah..
some folks need
iT spelled out
in concrete ways
of passing tiMe sAMe..
and that’s okay too.. as
science shows God makes some
humans all natural like that and
besides.. someone has got to volunteer
to make the rules to get the list up..
so i can continue to get inspired
and copy and paste
my inspirations
here for the
Love of continuing
New age of technological
abilities to create more
innovative and much
deeper art
than has
ever been
accomplished
before.. whether or not..
anyone else has the expanse
of mind or interest to take
even a twitter
fraction of it
in.. it
didn’t
Stop Jonathan
the Seagull
and it
will not
stop the
free Seagull who
i continue to develop
with my spirit of GOD
Free just free baby now..!
Anyway.. the irony of it is truly
delicious.. and as you see i can
use the darkness of the controlling
subjugating oppressing.. Higher
levels of
creativity
as inspiration..
to take me even higher..
when they tolerated me
while mumbling under
their breath..
WTF
this ain’t
how it’s been
done before..
OH NO..! CHANGE!
i’m terrified i ain’t
seen nothing like this before!
delicious.. and as you see i can
use the darkness of the controlling
subjugating oppressing.. Higher
levels of
creativity
as inspiration..
to take me even higher..
when they tolerated me
while mumbling under
their breath..
WTF
this ain’t
how it’s been
done before..
OH NO..! CHANGE!
i’m terrified i ain’t
seen nothing like this before!
And no.. i was not nearly this free
my entire life.. and once
a timid sick
shut-in for
66 months
so i know
and feel less
of the darker
less feeling
and creating
side.. so yes..
i have empathy
for ‘THEM’ VS.
‘US’ TOO..
WITH
wInks..
every story
needs a little
human drama
in dArk and
liGht to keep
the audience guesSinG
even more.. i’ve already
been to hell.. and if anyone
thinks they had a negative
snowflake
in hell
effect on
me they are
forgetting i am
the snowflake who
refuses to melt..
and sure a special
one..
YnoT just
admit the
friGinG special
Truth as it sure
don’t hurt MEnOW..;)
my entire life.. and once
a timid sick
shut-in for
66 months
so i know
and feel less
of the darker
less feeling
and creating
side.. so yes..
i have empathy
for ‘THEM’ VS.
‘US’ TOO..
WITH
wInks..
every story
needs a little
human drama
in dArk and
liGht to keep
the audience guesSinG
even more.. i’ve already
been to hell.. and if anyone
thinks they had a negative
snowflake
in hell
effect on
me they are
forgetting i am
the snowflake who
refuses to melt..
and sure a special
one..
YnoT just
admit the
friGinG special
Truth as it sure
don’t hurt MEnOW..;)
Yeah.. like John Nash..
i already had a Beautiful
Mind.. where school.. and work..
then.. and the rest of cultural
illusions and lies
used it up
and discarded
me like i never
existed at all..
but you see.. not
unlike John Nash i came
back but unlike John Nash
i said my F iN beautiful
Mind iS nothing without
a beautiful heaRt..
spiRit.. and
balanced miNd
and boDy as
SoUL to
go along
with it..
you see..
i’m not here
to solve an equation..
or make a dollar..
or any of that..
i am only
here to
make ONe
and that
friend
is me
and God
and others
and the rest
of nature as
GOD the sAMe
and i am F in
Killing that with
success every now
of Life now
as every now
is a New
Year
to me
now..
and for those
who stay with me
on this ride.. all i can
say is wow.. you did part
of it too.. and you can do
more than me.. as we all
share basicAlly
the same
DNA
and
epigenetic
potential when
we find more
of our human
potential
by looking
withiN.. wHere
N0W the beautiful
human hEart SpiRit
and SoUL in miNd
and boDY balance
tRuly still lives
under the rules of
the God of Nature
free..
sMiLes
as broad
as InFiNiTy
as no dimensions
of limits or expectations for
now.. and we too.. when we truly
master our relative human free will
and become ONE with the GOD of Nature
like most other animals do simply
like my cat in the midday
Sun rolling in the sand
or hugging the
grass under
the moon-lit
rays of God’s truth
Free just Free the
call of we together
as WiLL and Free
as God
iS
NOW..:)
i already had a Beautiful
Mind.. where school.. and work..
then.. and the rest of cultural
illusions and lies
used it up
and discarded
me like i never
existed at all..
but you see.. not
unlike John Nash i came
back but unlike John Nash
i said my F iN beautiful
Mind iS nothing without
a beautiful heaRt..
spiRit.. and
balanced miNd
and boDy as
SoUL to
go along
with it..
you see..
i’m not here
to solve an equation..
or make a dollar..
or any of that..
i am only
here to
make ONe
and that
friend
is me
and God
and others
and the rest
of nature as
GOD the sAMe
and i am F in
Killing that with
success every now
of Life now
as every now
is a New
Year
to me
now..
and for those
who stay with me
on this ride.. all i can
say is wow.. you did part
of it too.. and you can do
more than me.. as we all
share basicAlly
the same
DNA
and
epigenetic
potential when
we find more
of our human
potential
by looking
withiN.. wHere
N0W the beautiful
human hEart SpiRit
and SoUL in miNd
and boDY balance
tRuly still lives
under the rules of
the God of Nature
free..
sMiLes
as broad
as InFiNiTy
as no dimensions
of limits or expectations for
now.. and we too.. when we truly
master our relative human free will
and become ONE with the GOD of Nature
like most other animals do simply
like my cat in the midday
Sun rolling in the sand
or hugging the
grass under
the moon-lit
rays of God’s truth
Free just Free the
call of we together
as WiLL and Free
as God
iS
NOW..:)
And what else.. yes..
of course.. then comes
my 4000 Miles Celebration
of Dance Walking my martial
arts and ballet-like mix
everywhere in the metro
area.. where Katrina
shops.. which is yeah..
just about every major
store there is.. so
plenty of opportunities
on several days of the
week to pack the miles
on greater and greater
anywhere up to 12 hours
a day.. as linked here..
of course.. then comes
my 4000 Miles Celebration
of Dance Walking my martial
arts and ballet-like mix
everywhere in the metro
area.. where Katrina
shops.. which is yeah..
just about every major
store there is.. so
plenty of opportunities
on several days of the
week to pack the miles
on greater and greater
anywhere up to 12 hours
a day.. as linked here..
And then on December 6th 2015..
i celebrate 666 Months of LiGht
for the celebration of my life
since my actual birth
day on 6660..
in this post
here..
i celebrate 666 Months of LiGht
for the celebration of my life
since my actual birth
day on 6660..
in this post
here..
Oh yeah.. and there is that netherworld
of that other work of Art i do in all
new age Renaissance male nude art..
likely perhaps
like no other
55 year old
male has ever
done in the
history of
recorded art..
nah.. certainly
not considered
as social acceptable
mass produced art..
butt never the less
a practice i started in
January 2014.. to totally
free myself from the
bondages of
human cultural
lies.. to wear
clothes away
from the
God of
Nature
that lives
iN US Free and
Wild.. and this
activity of Art..
sensuous as it is
in sharing way can
be empirically measured
as enhancing my overall
creative efforts not unlike
my Rave Dance usually done
every Thursday Night except
when Christmas Eve and
New Year’s falls
on Thursday
Night
and it gets
moved to Saturday
Night like this
year does..
of that other work of Art i do in all
new age Renaissance male nude art..
likely perhaps
like no other
55 year old
male has ever
done in the
history of
recorded art..
nah.. certainly
not considered
as social acceptable
mass produced art..
butt never the less
a practice i started in
January 2014.. to totally
free myself from the
bondages of
human cultural
lies.. to wear
clothes away
from the
God of
Nature
that lives
iN US Free and
Wild.. and this
activity of Art..
sensuous as it is
in sharing way can
be empirically measured
as enhancing my overall
creative efforts not unlike
my Rave Dance usually done
every Thursday Night except
when Christmas Eve and
New Year’s falls
on Thursday
Night
and it gets
moved to Saturday
Night like this
year does..
Anyway.. although of course
it is a thankless art.. hmm..
except for some of the women
who have ‘shared’ it and
said yeah
that’s
really cool
in the more
open minded
bar girl way
of life..
as Michelangelo
clearly stated from
the get go of his male
nude art.. the nude is the
height iN expression of the Art
of the human being.. and sure
i go a further length of that
a little harder and rougher
than Michelangelo’s David
in both flesh and blood
and wild and
free.. but it is
what it is and by
God the last effort
here in 2015.. is what
i understand from my wife
who is a steady customer..
as my best effort
yet.. that
sure.. will
be linked
along with this..
and oh by the way..
Google almost decided
to get rid of these free
adult avenues of Artful
Sensual human expressions
as the height of human
freedom of speech..
and their customers
balked loud enough
for them to keep the
avenues free and open..
and meanwhile i closed up
my first year’s effort as i
jokingly named it my Free
Lance Stripper Blog.. ’cause
yeah.. it’s much more than
stripping.. it is a frigging
Olympic effort to get it done
truly as art.. so i picked
the best.. and started
a New Blog in
March of
2015
named
‘FREE verse
nude POETRY’..
so there wouldn’t
be any confusion over
if it was a pay per view event..
heHE.. or just Free Art always
commercial free..
as human
truly
is still
evolving to be
as free.. there is
truly no freedom like
being confident in one’s
own born iN flesh and blood
way by the God of Nature to stand
tall and yes.. erect.. no
less than the
Egyptian God
Min.. as a sign
of the fertility
of the
creativity
of human
being..
yes..
still to
come in GroWinG
more Creative ways
than has been done before!
The key is free
is
and always
will be
simply
FREE
as GoD
still evolves
us to be just BE..:)
it is a thankless art.. hmm..
except for some of the women
who have ‘shared’ it and
said yeah
that’s
really cool
in the more
open minded
bar girl way
of life..
as Michelangelo
clearly stated from
the get go of his male
nude art.. the nude is the
height iN expression of the Art
of the human being.. and sure
i go a further length of that
a little harder and rougher
than Michelangelo’s David
in both flesh and blood
and wild and
free.. but it is
what it is and by
God the last effort
here in 2015.. is what
i understand from my wife
who is a steady customer..
as my best effort
yet.. that
sure.. will
be linked
along with this..
and oh by the way..
Google almost decided
to get rid of these free
adult avenues of Artful
Sensual human expressions
as the height of human
freedom of speech..
and their customers
balked loud enough
for them to keep the
avenues free and open..
and meanwhile i closed up
my first year’s effort as i
jokingly named it my Free
Lance Stripper Blog.. ’cause
yeah.. it’s much more than
stripping.. it is a frigging
Olympic effort to get it done
truly as art.. so i picked
the best.. and started
a New Blog in
March of
2015
named
‘FREE verse
nude POETRY’..
so there wouldn’t
be any confusion over
if it was a pay per view event..
heHE.. or just Free Art always
commercial free..
as human
truly
is still
evolving to be
as free.. there is
truly no freedom like
being confident in one’s
own born iN flesh and blood
way by the God of Nature to stand
tall and yes.. erect.. no
less than the
Egyptian God
Min.. as a sign
of the fertility
of the
creativity
of human
being..
yes..
still to
come in GroWinG
more Creative ways
than has been done before!
The key is free
is
and always
will be
simply
FREE
as GoD
still evolves
us to be just BE..:)
And finally of course
the friends who continue
to play with me.. particularly
my frolicking dancing Charlie’s
Angels.. Courtney.. Chelsea.. and
Maggie from Seville Quarter in the
flesh and blood world since the Summer
of 2014.. and others are very important
and inspiring folks in my life for creativity
too.. along with my old and new online friends
for the year.. my longest friend who is sticking
with me regularly online since Summer of 2014.. my
friend from Pakistan.. Rafiah.. and then this year..
some new regulars.. Glenn.. Leah.. Shawna.. Himali.. Soheir
Imran.. gigoid.. and others who come by when they can..
that i appreciate very much both online and off…
To the tune truly of 100’s and thousands and
even more.. as truly my dance effort
has likely inspired me and others
the most.. as i understand
from others
i am
shared this
way by the
video voyeurs
of the Facebook
age.. everywhere
i go.. all around
the world.. in
Facebook
sharing
way..
but ha..
most of them
are not on my
Friends list..
interestingly
enough..
as sure..
i’m not
exactly
the easiest
friend to explain
to the rest of your
Facebook friends on
or offline
hehe..
and sure
for me that
is both a Badge
of Merit and Honor
for human freedom
away from
the limits
and expectations
of a mechanical cognition
culture that sadly continues
to move farther and farther
away from evolving
human being
and more
as
robotic
machine..
i hope to inspire
folks to move.. connect..
and create.. and every inspiration
that any human being can do to
bRinG this freeR way of being
to others is truly ultimately
vital in the success of
the species in
a destination
away from
human
suffering
and misery.. sure
that is worth 11
million words..
and 5000 miles
approaching iN
Dance Walking
and 80 thousand
or so photos..
in a SonG
oF mY SoUl
that continues
to grow and grow
as human freedom will
when set wild and free with
Kind and
Courage
to keep
it all iN
GoD’s Balance
for human being now!..:)
the friends who continue
to play with me.. particularly
my frolicking dancing Charlie’s
Angels.. Courtney.. Chelsea.. and
Maggie from Seville Quarter in the
flesh and blood world since the Summer
of 2014.. and others are very important
and inspiring folks in my life for creativity
too.. along with my old and new online friends
for the year.. my longest friend who is sticking
with me regularly online since Summer of 2014.. my
friend from Pakistan.. Rafiah.. and then this year..
some new regulars.. Glenn.. Leah.. Shawna.. Himali.. Soheir
Imran.. gigoid.. and others who come by when they can..
that i appreciate very much both online and off…
To the tune truly of 100’s and thousands and
even more.. as truly my dance effort
has likely inspired me and others
the most.. as i understand
from others
i am
shared this
way by the
video voyeurs
of the Facebook
age.. everywhere
i go.. all around
the world.. in
sharing
way..
but ha..
most of them
are not on my
Friends list..
interestingly
enough..
as sure..
i’m not
exactly
the easiest
friend to explain
to the rest of your
Facebook friends on
or offline
hehe..
and sure
for me that
is both a Badge
of Merit and Honor
for human freedom
away from
the limits
and expectations
of a mechanical cognition
culture that sadly continues
to move farther and farther
away from evolving
human being
and more
as
robotic
machine..
i hope to inspire
folks to move.. connect..
and create.. and every inspiration
that any human being can do to
bRinG this freeR way of being
to others is truly ultimately
vital in the success of
the species in
a destination
away from
human
suffering
and misery.. sure
that is worth 11
million words..
and 5000 miles
approaching iN
Dance Walking
and 80 thousand
or so photos..
in a SonG
oF mY SoUl
that continues
to grow and grow
as human freedom will
when set wild and free with
Kind and
Courage
to keep
it all iN
GoD’s Balance
for human being now!..:)
Anyway.. perhaps this is finished
and even though it is kinda wet
outside it is time to dance
with sand
and water
as silt
to soothe
greater the
freedoms of
my connection
with THE GOD OF NATURE FREE..:)
and even though it is kinda wet
outside it is time to dance
with sand
and water
as silt
to soothe
greater the
freedoms of
my connection
with THE GOD OF NATURE FREE..:)
And no.. not quite finished.. as linked.. there is
this post named ‘5 Year Square Neptune Saturn Me’..
that celebrates a full 60 months of writing since
November 26th of 2010.. in starting this entire
writing endeavor.. on the Wrong Planet website
escaping the all waking hours pain of
type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
understood by modern science
as the worst pain known
to mankind that in
my case is
like having
teeth
drilled without
Novocaine except
the pain is in my right
eye and ear.. making effective
use of my sight and hearing
next to impossible.. then..
and yes 18 other disorders..
where after two years of this since
January of 2008.. i finally
withstand the pain enough
to turn the screen all
the way down.. a few
inches from
screen to
write
to
attempt
to escape a
pain that no
doctor’s drug
will touch..
and eventually
comes 8005 posts
on the Wrong Planet
website.. somewhere around
8 million words there and
3 million words here on
my blogs.. to make
11 Million total
as i go on and
on and on
more..
so yes.. definitely
a Thanksgiving day in
Pain that eventuAlly
ends the pain
on around
July 22nd
of 2013..
moving to
poetics
in March
of 2013..
and eventually
leaving the Wrong
Planet of Hell in
Hate and Discontent
that often lives there
with no plans of changing
in July of 2015 as well..
staying in Hell an
additional
2 years
after i
recover
in what i hoped
might help some other
folks escape but sadly
in the human condition
of dArk.. it is the
negative that
binds some
people together
as they are too
cynical of the liGht
to attempt a real human
vision quest to escape
the dArk.. where blogging
for my own liGht in poeTry
is the first step.. and
finAlly dance and
martial arts
in a way
of
free style
human dance
seals the
Freedom of
Heaven now
nowforever
morenownow
for me now..
truly no different
than Jonathan Livingston
Seagull.. i went back to
share what God taught me
in all natural ways..
but the cynics
of the liGht
chose
to stay
in their
dArk of Hell
and shooed
an Angel
of liGht away..
i can only hope
they eventuAlly
find their way
out to greater
human potential
as God knows and
feels in me the only
way out of dArk was
my own search with
God within.. infinite
paths and infinite answers
for those who never give
up to be at peace
and mind and
body
balance
just now
in the real
metaphor
of the
present
of Heaven..
no more hell for
me.. my time there
is over forevernow..:)
this post named ‘5 Year Square Neptune Saturn Me’..
that celebrates a full 60 months of writing since
November 26th of 2010.. in starting this entire
writing endeavor.. on the Wrong Planet website
escaping the all waking hours pain of
type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
understood by modern science
as the worst pain known
to mankind that in
my case is
like having
teeth
drilled without
Novocaine except
the pain is in my right
eye and ear.. making effective
use of my sight and hearing
next to impossible.. then..
and yes 18 other disorders..
where after two years of this since
January of 2008.. i finally
withstand the pain enough
to turn the screen all
the way down.. a few
inches from
screen to
write
to
attempt
to escape a
pain that no
doctor’s drug
will touch..
and eventually
comes 8005 posts
on the Wrong Planet
website.. somewhere around
8 million words there and
3 million words here on
my blogs.. to make
11 Million total
as i go on and
on and on
more..
so yes.. definitely
a Thanksgiving day in
Pain that eventuAlly
ends the pain
on around
July 22nd
of 2013..
moving to
poetics
in March
of 2013..
and eventually
leaving the Wrong
Planet of Hell in
Hate and Discontent
that often lives there
with no plans of changing
in July of 2015 as well..
staying in Hell an
additional
2 years
after i
recover
in what i hoped
might help some other
folks escape but sadly
in the human condition
of dArk.. it is the
negative that
binds some
people together
as they are too
cynical of the liGht
to attempt a real human
vision quest to escape
the dArk.. where blogging
for my own liGht in poeTry
is the first step.. and
finAlly dance and
martial arts
in a way
of
free style
human dance
seals the
Freedom of
Heaven now
nowforever
morenownow
for me now..
truly no different
than Jonathan Livingston
Seagull.. i went back to
share what God taught me
in all natural ways..
but the cynics
of the liGht
chose
to stay
in their
dArk of Hell
and shooed
an Angel
of liGht away..
i can only hope
they eventuAlly
find their way
out to greater
human potential
as God knows and
feels in me the only
way out of dArk was
my own search with
God within.. infinite
paths and infinite answers
for those who never give
up to be at peace
and mind and
body
balance
just now
in the real
metaphor
of the
present
of Heaven..
no more hell for
me.. my time there
is over forevernow..:)
10,072
Hello Himali.. and Happy New year to you..
still before 6 pm here..
last year.. and into
Next year for
you there
in India
at 4 to 5
or so..
am
2016..
SMiLes
i wear a watch
Nike GPS style
for distance but
rarely check the
time.. truly it is the
distance that counts
no longer when
the hand
strikes time..
sidewalks and
clocks.. two killers
of dreams my
friend.. also
known as
dream
time
where only
distance and
space exists
and now is all
there
is..
n zero w
n 0 w
iS.. real..
distance
and space becomes free as us and we..:)
still before 6 pm here..
last year.. and into
Next year for
you there
in India
at 4 to 5
or so..
am
2016..
SMiLes
i wear a watch
Nike GPS style
for distance but
rarely check the
time.. truly it is the
distance that counts
no longer when
the hand
strikes time..
sidewalks and
clocks.. two killers
of dreams my
friend.. also
known as
dream
time
where only
distance and
space exists
and now is all
there
is..
n zero w
n 0 w
iS.. real..
distance
and space becomes free as us and we..:)
10,171
From Long Term Friend.. since
1980 or so..
Facebook
Friend
Bennie’s
page now
addressing
a shared post about
worldly events.. like
Trump heading
up the
Republican
ticket so far..
and an assessment
of the world going
to hell in a hand-
basket..
1980 or so..
Friend
Bennie’s
page now
addressing
a shared post about
worldly events.. like
Trump heading
up the
Republican
ticket so far..
and an assessment
of the world going
to hell in a hand-
basket..
i say..
Yes.. reality
is stranger than fiction…
WheRe no way.. is the
thought before..
for all these
ends
the now
means then..
But yes.. it’s
always been
this kinda
hell.. less..
or more.. Interwebz
put an exclamation
point thousands of times..
where before.. we didn’t even hear it..
Anyway.. Happy New YEAR..
what the Hell WTF
For the Win..
Bennie..:)
is stranger than fiction…
WheRe no way.. is the
thought before..
for all these
ends
the now
means then..
But yes.. it’s
always been
this kinda
hell.. less..
or more.. Interwebz
put an exclamation
point thousands of times..
where before.. we didn’t even hear it..
Anyway.. Happy New YEAR..
what the Hell WTF
For the Win..
Bennie..:)
10,273
Well.. Happy New Year to you as well..
Leah.. and you are there
in Germany
and i am
still here
in last year
by now..
and i hope you
enjoyed the concert
very much.. i have actually
stayed in all day long doing
my yearly ritual of assessing
milestones.. hehe.. without
goals of this year.. as i’ve
done the previous two
years.. and
i must say
that becoming
closer friends
with you
this year..
as the nice person
who impressed me so
much as a moderator on
the Wrong Planet before..
has been a real
joy and
one i hope
to keep for
years
to come..
and with that said.. i am
looking for the perfect
song to end this year..
and it will be the one
below.. a song forgotten
by me until now for
some reason..
and the fact
that i have
any friends
at all
after what
i’ve been through
in life is joy enough
wheRe this song is a happy
one that brought so many tears
in my early twenties.. no feeling
at all in my late forties to early
50’s and now that i am truly
in Love with
Now.. at 55
it now as new is
a joy of a song
as there is no
Same Auld Lang Syne
when now is always new..
But sure i can still go back
to school and feel that
old familiar
pain and that
is the best feeling
of all.. the fact that it
is both real and old
my
friend..
always
now
as
a New
Auld Lang Syne..:)
Leah.. and you are there
in Germany
and i am
still here
in last year
by now..
and i hope you
enjoyed the concert
very much.. i have actually
stayed in all day long doing
my yearly ritual of assessing
milestones.. hehe.. without
goals of this year.. as i’ve
done the previous two
years.. and
i must say
that becoming
closer friends
with you
this year..
as the nice person
who impressed me so
much as a moderator on
the Wrong Planet before..
has been a real
joy and
one i hope
to keep for
years
to come..
and with that said.. i am
looking for the perfect
song to end this year..
and it will be the one
below.. a song forgotten
by me until now for
some reason..
and the fact
that i have
any friends
at all
after what
i’ve been through
in life is joy enough
wheRe this song is a happy
one that brought so many tears
in my early twenties.. no feeling
at all in my late forties to early
50’s and now that i am truly
in Love with
Now.. at 55
it now as new is
a joy of a song
as there is no
Same Auld Lang Syne
when now is always new..
But sure i can still go back
to school and feel that
old familiar
pain and that
is the best feeling
of all.. the fact that it
is both real and old
my
friend..
always
now
as
a New
Auld Lang Syne..:)
10,534
Just stopping
by to wish you a New
New Year now and
more joys in the
flesh and blood
life with your
boys..
as truly
this still
is not a
place for
human beings..
oh the smells..
oh the tastes..
oh the touches
and proprioceptions
oh 1 percent or less
of real life
lives
online..
as we are
more than
2 dimensional
Avatars and text
images away from
this place.. you
did the best
thing..
keep
doing it..
life is too short
to live as avatars/text..
oh.. did i mention that
human speech is less
than human too.. sure it is
as it too.. is sign language
for what is
real
my friend..
X marks the
spot when real..
and i am just
here to
lure
folks
away..
as a soldier
of the real
God of
Nature
my
friend..:)
by to wish you a New
New Year now and
more joys in the
flesh and blood
life with your
boys..
as truly
this still
is not a
place for
human beings..
oh the smells..
oh the tastes..
oh the touches
and proprioceptions
oh 1 percent or less
of real life
lives
online..
as we are
more than
2 dimensional
Avatars and text
images away from
this place.. you
did the best
thing..
keep
doing it..
life is too short
to live as avatars/text..
oh.. did i mention that
human speech is less
than human too.. sure it is
as it too.. is sign language
for what is
real
my friend..
X marks the
spot when real..
and i am just
here to
lure
folks
away..
as a soldier
of the real
God of
Nature
my
friend..:)
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