From the origin of allthatis.. gRains of SAnd fill toes oF liGht bRiGht connecting Now to aLL ‘A eARTh breeze through eYes thaT LovE.. SinG through taste of Night.. DancE aLL SonG oF Be.. Butterfly born.. cocoons shelved away noW as cycle oF LiFe ends begins staRts fiNishes aLways MoRe noW BrinG tears ring Laughs SMiLes moRe liGht SunG aM ONe.. and hmm.. off to dVerse Haibun oF what WiLL be Fredbun style of whatever free versE noW comes to FinGerS of FReED.. oh so short and long.. as Leaves oF Grass WiLL Grow in Fields and Streams of Rivers Ocean Glow in midnight Diatom sands of Sunlight Shores.. and the topic of the dVerse prompt as coming noW is how does one Rest and Relax for R and R.. WeLL.. i have a special and very SacRed Holy Thursday and niGht.. sEt.. uP for R and R each week.. and anyone who follows my bloG PoEM WiLL kNoW precisely aLL the paths iN JourneY Now oF Y i FreeST noW oF i thaT Goes.. So after what i provide here.. as mY own contribution of mY way iN FReEDom poeTry i.. iT’s 5232016.. and 4:50 pm noW to sTARt.. HeRe’s the deal.. i don’T juSt DancE aNd SinG i aM a SonG oF DancE iN poeTry too.. and thiS is jUst an ongoing stARt to never begin and finish a never ending poeM oF thE ‘SonG oF mY SoUl’.. i AM.. and this iS the 671st Verse of allthatis noW as i.. and surE.. sTiLL apProacHinG 4 MilLiOn words as aLL WiLL FloW iN ZonE oF i FReED..:)
sMiLes.. R and R iN decades for me was only a drive through to see mY Father then.. on Interstate Roads.. twice a year and twice a month moWinG grass close to Nature as Leave of work then.. worKing aLL Holidays for decAdes.. never taKing a break WiLL Certainly make i a dull boy..
noW neverLand EnDinG story aGaiN..:)
SMiLes.. WeLL trUth iS i mainLY stay in a state of DancE and SonG even iN poeTry that is effortless in balance as best Friend oF graVity noW.. iN WhiTe liGht Love energy that has no limits or expectaTiOnsnoW FReED from attempTinG oTheRs to grey the colorEd RainBoW hiGh oF i WinD FReED..
Sycamore grows ever taller..:)
Ah.. one of my most favorite R and R DanceS oF i to SinG iS FloWinG WitH Butterfly golden toes in Nike Shox shoes.. yes.. size 11 and a half.. with a bridge across for H wHolE as SpiRit i oF liGht MoVinG deep in SanDs WitH arms as Wings BaLanCinG GraViTy liGhts oF i.. wHere Fingers are ruShinG DreAms as Air oF mE.. Waves pattern Dance Prints along never ending sway of Ocean i across fAce of sUn SeAGuLL jOY i BRinG to un-suspecting Sun bathers sTiLL who have never viewEd an ET Butterfly HUman BeinG navigaTinG i oF Heaven HOmeNoW..:)
WoNder RiVers… FoRests.. PoNds.. LaKes.. BaYs.. SuGar BeacHes.. EMerald WaTers.. SeaGulls SpiRal neveR enDinG SunnY Days oF liGht.. NatUre’s spiRit aS animaLs SingG Free As heArt SoUL BalanCinG heRe noW iN Saint FloWer oF Florida wHerE noW i liVe iN RosE waY peTals Of DreAms coMe truE Now..
i’LL jUst aDD.. iT’s HeaVen..:)
Seriously.. iTs trUe.. it’S eVen iN the good book titLed.. “A History of God’.. pAge 8.. the first name for God iS Lahmu and Lahamn meaning silt as water and earth sTiLL miXed toGeTheR and per my last bLog posT thAT mY friEnd.. iF you kNow the wHole NoW story of ‘mY’ name.. iS iroNic as both Heaven and Hell.. toGeTher.. iN oNe hUman BEinG aS DeViLAndAngEL..
SynchroniciTy SinGs LaYman teRms iN aweSoMe wHole waY..;)
WeLL.. trUth and liGhT iS noW foR aA Angel emPath.. SaVinG gRace is NatUre spAce.. as hUmans with worry emit stingy jelly fish energy kinda like the other side of those jELly fish like spiRits that are positive liGht oF FeeLinGs oF NatUre iN that Avatar moviel.. then.. and noW.. wE Angel empaThs mUst consTantly generate poSitive eNergy.. iN ways of DancE and SonG not to be defeated by Human Jelly Fish Stings of Stress.. Worry Fear.. Doubt.. Jealously.. Greed.. and all the other Con-social emoTions that non- EmPath AngEls SinG.. but trUly they kNOw noT what they do.. theY Now juSt feeL and SinG noW a DarKeR Song of Negative EnerGy that wE empath AngeLs do E-scape With DancE and SonG.. Beach.. Forest.. and under Trees.. and even in Caves and Desert too.. And yes.. Positive Energy oF poEtry2..
DancE And SinG NoW aWay.. noW oN aNd or @NatUre HoMe froM HUman SpiRit Jelly Fish StinGs..:)
SMiLes.. iN poEtry SpeaK Jazz Now iS jUst anoTheR woRd foR Free Verse SonG As MusiCK noW..
Free oF Art SonG And DancE.. JaZz oF aLL..:)
6 ‘O’ 1 pm cLock mean work-out now.. be back later..:)
Back at 1:01 am on 5242016..
Nature and photography.. Yes.. a relaxing mix of rest of Nature beyond the mundane routines oF life to make the routine oF liFe sacred iN aLL deTails of big photo view..
Mindful iN phoTography.. Peace aNd Blisst..:)
Runner Endorphins of decades past.. knees and hips no longer agree with high steps.. Now but fLoWinG Dance close to eARTh BRinGs SeNsaTionS noW oF EmoTioNaL regulation and sensory integration to new highs in all pARts of MiNd and BoDy Balance that i had no idea even existed then running to or away from something that was toward the end of FeeLinG rather than.. the do of Art iN noW..
Legs..Hips..thanK mE For eYes oF FloWinG DancE..:)
SMiLes.. sitting still or mechanical walk not a meditation one noW.. MoVinG as i for one can do iN ConNecTinG CreATinG Way oF aLL thaT iS.. MuSt FloW aNd SpiRal iN body weight fULL to be free.. my friend.. for me..
DanCinG mediTaTion.. bestT piLL for i..:)
Quick poeTry break ends at 1:15 am and noW foR Bed..:)
Many Many Global and Local Metro Area detouRS as hiGhliGhTed beLow.. noW bacK here at dVerse Monday prompt in Haibun flavoRed Fredbunns in taste oF R and R for N0W.. 10:41 AM.. 5252016..:)
Ah.. CHalice oF wE DanceE aNd SonG oF Y i For mE.. FloW oF zoNe.. cOmes.. matterS noT thE foRm Or DestiNaTiOn paThs JoUrney aLiVe noW iN Peace..
Rivers Ocean fly iN eYe oF Love..:)
SMiLes.. cOunting sheeP To g0 tO sLeep.. oNe steP tWo stEp thRee sHeeP foUr.. NumBerSgroWinGs.. LetTers coMe FReED.. woRdSinGSonG Longer noW LettersEEd.. SpRead i On.. PeAce cOmes.. eYe oF niGht eYes oF DaY sKeYes oF ALL..
SpRinG LiVes iN aS MooN ChiLd DreAms..:)
Saunter Red White and Blue Flag Breeze through hiGhliGhts sacRed HoLy FLiGht iNside.. ouTside.. so aBove.. beLow all’A rOund.. wHen aLL becOmes onE fLag ofEYe.. NaTion i oN 1 noW FReED..:)
FlaG oF LovE fearLess juSTiCe Flies iN FeAT..:)
HI.. Adriana.. haven’t caught up with you on the dVerse trail recently.. nice to hear your inspiRational words here again.. another story of tragedy inspired by bLack books of lies.. rapes against faith of different religions God as evil twin.. holding hands with Rapists Murders evilivedevilived sAMe raping little girls to burying Lesbians to their chest aLiVe to stone them with RocksNow so they cannot cover thEiR oWn eYes.. Supreme leader of Iran.. hA!.. supreme dEvil of heLL.. iN real human form.. and aLL Ah associated with the devil realm of killing other pARts of NatUre God one sAMe all noW.. i’m getting reAlly REAL tired oF iT.. and serioUsly i lEarned how to shape shift in so many artFuL ways he HE perhapS i’LL beCome ISA and settle thE dajJaL score of Muhammad twice and for aLL oNe.. perHaps A mYth.. perhapS A dreAm pErhaps thE anGer of God Nature oNE as uS mY frIEnd iNoW..
DEvils SpRinG fRom loiN oF peDo fiLe HeLL iN Dante bLack…
SMiLes.. moVing.. ConnecTArinG.. CreAtinG.. i too fiNd a way to go iN R and R HeaVen for noW mY friEnd and oH mY GoD the dEtale pErson aWay froM BiggeR viEw poeTry.. DancE and SonG i too can be.. after three degrees at the toP of my class through Highschool.. UniVersity in Social Sciences Interdisciplinary.. Health Science.. Anthropology and then.. a Quarter oF A Century wHOle oH.. from Bowling ALLey to Adminstrator oF Federal Government Programs then.. i neVer had a clUe trUly whaT iT was to move.. connect and create.. unTiL a little Yellow Boy cat disguised as GoD aLL cried under my shed for respite of drOught with no drop of water taught mE aLL i needed to kNow iN PAws cLaws and puRRs oF fearLess cAll oF the Wild iN goD FreeD oF aLLeY strAy caT SonG iN LiVinG Free liKe Whitman2..
PoeTriaL DanCes iN SonG oF fEarFReED Yellow Boy LoVe..:)
SMiLes.. bottom line..
Nature we are ONE..:)
sMiLes.. for mE.. long ago a giant oak with spot liGhts at bottom pointed toward sky.. leaves oF alive flow upward downward sAMe for a brief moment in break from all stress work.. i AM tree one WitH niGht.. tree later felled by Hurricane Ivan iN then WiNds oF FreeinG skY opens uP cLouds oF Love never seen in heaVens aBove.. and ah.. the stars no longer covered by branches oF Love..
DarK iS liGht IS A sTar briGht MooNoN..:)
Sea as endless as Summer neW Breeze NoW iN DeSert yellow StreAM RiVer eYes BriGht aS Summer longS AnD WiNter FaLLS SpRinG aGaiN.. Now oF Love.. NoW iN FearLess SacRed eYe onE WiSdom Be hOld..
i’s A foretOld iN Led Zeppelin Kashmir dreAm..:)
SmLes.. fOr thouSands oF yeArs EaRth circles Sun iN perFect pAth.. And ha.. hUmans doubt they master fate.. first step out oF fear.. the rest fAlls as pLace iN LoVeNOW BesT FriEnd of ENerGy.. FrienD iN Gravity Balance tRue..
EarTh SinGs truTh iN DancE oF sUn..:)
SMILes.. a KaT then oH! in cage oF a ThunDerstorm.. My liFe never but a sPark of reaL reLaXaTioN on the Autism Spectrum then.. hA!.. anSwer so simple!.. free fLow iN ZonE DancE aWay from ruLeS Now laughing aLL.. aH.. thE way to bliss bank noW FReED no matter who the F noW thInks i’M iNsanE..
IN FreeDoM iNSaniTy DancELoveSonG..:)
Oh God.. you are F iN Hilarious.. the H and the B ran mE out’A liNKinG butT Jesus F iN Christ.. thIS IS A foR fUn tHinG noW and no F iN Science PoeTry Project fOr mE.. heHE.. buTT i StILL wRote a 3 MilLion PLuS LonGesT woRd ForM TerM poeM iN thE hiStory oF HuMan kiNd sTiLL exPaNdinG iN Words heRe noW anD thE hidDen MaGicK surPrise iS F iN moSt everyOne oNliNe i’Ve eVer conNecTaRed WiTh iT IS A LoVinG pARt oF iT iN aLL DarK aNd liGht aS thIs iS paRT oF thE 671st Verse.. iN aS Love iT aLL.. as SonG oF My SouL.. aka the hidden title IN KATiE MiA FredericK!iI oH! noW.. nanmykel so mUch.. moRE wITh FearLess noW LoVeNoW..
HeHeR.. yoUr nAMe iS noW iN mY Book oF LiFe2..;)
pS.. ‘they’ finAlly sorTa put out that Alice iN Wonderland movie about mY liFe.. thE LooKinG GlAss IS A CaLLing anD i liVe tHeir noW..
Two Fred BuNs aNd PuNs juSt For FuN..;)
Most people don’T realiZe thaT reTire doesN’t meaN reLax.. iT juSt mEans gET eXcited aBout LiFe witHouT worrY WitH mOre tRead oN thE WheeLs oF liFe..
oH.. To bE Re- tiRed.. thE JoY noW DriVinG aLiVe 55..;)
And fOr seCond FredKu.. FeeLinG younGer aT heARt noW thAn sWeet mAle 16..;)
SMIles.. trUly.. iT’s imPossiBle to give the most by folloWing oLd ruLes.. to give is not to take.. including animal blood.. and lives of others.. the give is without take in fearless GiVinG Love.. withOut harm to oTheRs mY friEnd..:)
Golden NEW rULE.. FearLess Love.. NO hArm To creaTioN ONE..:)
As printED by SuN AnD ShadeS oN mY bE forEhead selFie waY..;)
AnD thE conText oF thAT lasT Fred KU.. biGGer viEW.. reQuires deTail SeeiNG mY Friend..;)
And SeeKinG EXploRinG FinDinG Too..2..;)
SMiLes.. iN mY miNd And BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL Of EmoTioNal FeeLinG heArT iN ExpreSsinG SpiRit SamE.. FriEnd Viv..noW i SaY.. nEither RelaXaTioN.. DancE.. SonG.. oR poEtry worKs aS fuLLeSt hUman heARt wiTh mechanical cognition ruleS NoW iN as i2..
Free Verse i reLaX ZERO RULE..:)
ps.. per.. second Fredku and Fredbun Free foR aLL PEtERPaNmINraRiFiED..;)
SMiLes… EarTh never sweats orbit around Sun.. cats say no when they get too many petsnoW and scratch WarningS oF diScomforT… hUmanS iN BaLanCinG stAnd stronG LoVe hard hug noW iN gRass moonliT.. rollS in midday sAnds.. so free allone.. noW Sand oF SinG SonG BliSS WitH Grass cat whiskers freE noW to bE aLiVe noW withouT hUman Cultural noise iN PriSon cLocK tiMeS
Ah.. a cat of mine.. named Arthur for 20 years.. noble alpha cat of neighborhood bLock never injured posture says at 7 lbs from 15 Lb mountain lion beFore.. go away intruder cat or else.. i WiLL have your fur.. and it worked as this cat would never be scratched by a less brave one oF hE then.. BagG oF BONEs i stepped on one day.. all weight oF Y i 230LBS noW.. KinG Arthur geTs uP leisurely thenoW anD walKs LioN KinG aWay sTiLL HeaLinG proPerTies thAT mediCine WiLL never understand in the relative free WiLL of even a Cat freeR than hUmans arReNoW..
FunctionAlly disAbled hUmans bY culTuRe’s teAt priSon..:)
i lEArNed HiS lesSon WeLL..:)
And that catches iT aLL uP for NoW.. next stop way beLow here… WiLL be Tuesday prompt.. all About farewells not so sure in hopes of geTtinG Back to Love’s WeLL..:)
1:37 pm.. 5252016..:)
And tHeRe’s the much softer Angel Side.. noW in ‘that’ Facebook Profile status photo.. And speaking of that i find the Inner UniVerse of HUman BeinG in terms of EmoTioNs and seNses fascinating and how we connect wITh each other through the verbal and non-verbal expreSsiONs of SpiRit oF HeARt FeLt EmoTioNs through both our physical verbal and non-verbal eXpRESSiOns aS weLL as SiGn Language in all the symbols that hUmans can abstract design iN mind and body BalanCinG SoUL.. as constructs.. both representing metaphors of Golden Calves.. Hawk Headed men.. to a three letter word named God.. to expReSS more of what CAN NOT be measured by empirical means alone in discrete observation in meaSuRinG ways.. and the height of the weakness in both the field of psychiatry.. psychotherapy.. and the psychology field as whole.. is what to do when a human no longer either FEELS EMPATHY AND OR ASSOCIATED NUANCED EMOTIONS.. and now for me this IS A case study of mY history for sure.. as when undergoing 2 years of fLiGht or fIght stress i became the textbook version of a person who experienced little to no eMoTioN along with losing the connection of Language with EmoTioNs to describe how i was feeling if anyway at all.. and truly all was left of me was panic mode on or less on in total adrenaline flow.. AND WHAT happens when one loses this normal innate human ability.. is chaos and a complete change in how one views the world in terms of FEELINGS.. and the sickest pArt of the whole experience was my brain was so damaged by stress as yes science proves prolonged stress WILL DO TO THE HUMAN BRAIN and all other bodily systems.. THAT THE way i viewed pleasure became both my pain and the pain of others to wHere when i saw a person suffering to my cognitive moral code self viewing the unfolding of this new way of view of the world.. WHEN i saw my beloved mother choking on a piece of bread instead of extreme fear and concern.. i felt a perverse pleasure and there was nothing cognitively i could do to change that feeling.. and when the psychiatrist asked me to use something other than adrenaline to motivate myself.. namely EmoTions.. i had no idea what he was talking about at that point.. and no way to generate anything other than adrenaline fight or flight hormones.. in fact he said my adrenal glands were literally stuck in the on position as this is what the body will do.. under constant fight or flight pressure when a job gets like that.. and my perseverance to survive in the job was of my own goal oriented behavior too.. NOT TO QUIT.. as i had been with the same Government employment for close to 25 years.. close to retirement and assurance of lifetime health insurance.. for my wife who had Epilepsy.. and for myself suffering from Severe Anxiety at an era where any Mental Disorder meant no insurance coverage if you lost your insurance and went to another coverage or coverage one could not afford.. so yes.. Golden Handcuffs were around wrists as i made those Golden Handcuffs real with the contingencies created by my mind as life or death action and consequence of life.. in keeping that job.. wHere the demands were becoming increasingly impossible for me to do in a catch 22 situation.. Well at that period of my life.. i had no idea a person could lose their emotions or that Stress could result in close to 20 disorders all at one point in one human being.. as my body and mind finally gave up.. and i could not sleep for almost 40 days except for 1 hour each night for the first 35 days with an alpha blocker to slow my heart rate down enough with what then became dysautonomia for a nervous system and cardiovascular/respiratory system damaged beyond immediate repair.. and doctors can’t do a dam thing for that as only rest and relaxation.. sometimes years.. to even a decade can heal the extent of the damage of a synergy of bodily destruction from the real deadly results of continual Chronic flight or fight stress.. ANYWAY.. along with the worst pain known to mankind.. type two Trigeminal Neuralgia like a dentist drill in my right eYe and ear.. WITHOUT NOVOCAINE.. Sjogren’s Syndrome wHere my Eyes quit making tears.. Severe Degenerative Arthritis in my spine and Spinal Stenosis precipitated early by a Congenitally Fused Vertebra in my spine.. Coat Hanger Pain associated with Dysautonomia.. and Fibromyalgia for an entire body of pain.. the worst of all was losing my Emotions and at the end of that 40 day stay with no sleep.. even all senses and pain too.. which was the worst Hell of all wHere yes.. as mentioned over and over in my blogs and here on Facebook too.. a second was like a thousand years in a piece of paper existence and what felt like total separation from allthatis AKA GOD.. yeaH.. so.. i finally figured out that Hell and Heaven is here and no where else.. most obviously what the folks where talking about in the old sacred texts too.. as there is no other word for this place that i’m sure other folks have been to iN a similar place of hell who experience constant fight or flight stress in whatever shape form or fashion that comes in both now and then in the human condition as is.. anyway.. stress is a serious ill of western civilization as we base flight or fight reaction to external abstract constructs as determined by our minds to have life or death consequences through our actions of either success or failure.. and that is truly a catastrophic way of thinking in potential catastrophic illness.. AND BACK TO THE FIELD OF PSYCHOLOGY ALL THEY COULD DO WAS OFFER PILLS AND THERAPY IN THE WAY OF THOUGHT CONTROL.. BUT ZERO WAY OR ZERO SUGGESTION IN HOW TO GET THOSE EMOTIONS BACK.. no one could help me.. so i had to find my own back to humanity.. and finally i did that with connecting emotions to language through poetry in remembering grief in songs and photos of my past as copied and pasted in visual blog way.. and in reliving that grief it finally sparked my Emotions back like a Tidal wave.. turning me into a bi-polar state of mind from the darkest dark of emotion-less existence to waves of EmoTion from a drought of hUman BeinG for 66 months.. and the first laugh around the beginning of August in 2013.. yes.. the first laugh in 66 months and the first emotion felt smile was a heaven out of hell for me then.. simply coming from a joke from the new person we got to cut my hair then.. she was a savior too.. of my heARt.. SpiRit.. and SoUL then too.. and the first and only tear in that 66 month period was in April 2013.. after a beloved cat we had to put down due to Kitty Aids.. the son of Yellow Boy named Sunny Boy.. and now i can bring tears easily as i know the value of them.. as that one tear brought strength of emoTions in my body that could still muscularly press 500LBS then but felt so weak inside as EmoTions are what give uS strength.. not the form by itself of strength of what we see on the outside and this is why my 94 year old crippled great aunt Jettie at this point in my life at age 47 was infinitely stronger than i.. without EmoTions as i barely had the energy to speak.. exhausted after a few words.. so anyway.. dance was the next step to regulate my new found emotions and integrate the senses of my new found bodily strength.. from head to toe and how i radiated this emoTioNal and sensory energy to others through outward spiRit eXpreSSinG energy in non-verbal ways and other ways that science is yet to measure that we humans can sense who experience.. it.. however.. as i know and feel now.. there are many who cannot as both disuse of the emotional intelligence of human beings.. in physical way too.. from head to toe.. can wither away emotions and empathy to almost non-existent.. and of course successful first responders.. surgeons.. law-forcement.. etc.. must have excellent control over their emotions and senses otherwise they will not survive.. and interestingly modern science shows the criminal element of psychopathy has the ability to feel emotions and empathy fully like a faucet that can be turned off and on.. but in my mind those are not the real full psychopaths who can only feel pleasure at someone’s pain.. as horrifyingly from first hand experience that is no longer a part of my life.. it is a real deal and beyond horrifying.. both to potential perpetrator of all types of crime violent or not.. and or manipulation of others who are white collar crime folks who are of the higher IQ type of psychopaths with high emotional intelligence.. and ability to turn the emotions and empathy off or on.. by will.. the moral code is what sets folks apart.. and to pooh pooh the value of all religions in modifying potential dangerous and criminal behavior of human beings.. is a distinct and dangerous mistake.. as even science shows now that otherwise psychopaths through structural disorders in their brain can become successful law abiding and folks with moral character if taught this from birth with love no different than the education of school.. so yeah.. take the good book learning away and potential harm grows and of course even in the clergy.. science shows that is one of the top ten jobs where psychopathic leaning folks land jobs.. and certainly their upbringing in church is what kept ’em at least in part out of real criminal associated trouble.. and they are simply fearless and smart enough to stand before a crowd of folks and speak freely and coherently.. the lesson of the day as it were and still is today.. and what i feel would be helpful to both boys and girls in school is free style dance in martial arts ways for girls to develop their masculine qualities of fearless strength and will and ballet-like free style dance now for boys.. to both expand their emotional feelings of experience throughout a body of motion.. and to regulate more aggressive associated emoTions too.. to limit potential negative action and consequences upon both themselves and others.. sadly.. polarized gender role expectations makes this almost impossible in heavily influenced patriarchal leaning red state areas.. that are of course homophobic to the max from a so-called part of a good book that is not good at all as that is one of many dark parts of religion too.. in ways of hate now and illusory fears.. so there is a long way up for humanity.. but truly many ways to get there for many folks who might not otherwise have hope.. if they can just lose their fears and get the job done on a path that will work for them.. ’cause once you’ve been to hell.. trust me.. you will appreciate being an Earth Angel again.. oh yeah.. and for people who pooh pooh the value of selfies that is total bull shit as it is just another way of bio-feedback to master and regulate human emotion through the nonverbal language of facial expressions and in the online world of autism communities folks with so-called higher functioning autism who are more likely to have problems with non-verbal language are using this as an advantage for personal therapy in gaining a greater emotional intelligence and even with more severe types of autism therapists are finding great effective results using both music and movement therapy to increase the connection of language.. both verbal and non-verbal with emotions and greater all natural propensity to interact with other folks as sparking the Emotional life of human being in pro-social ways is what makes us strong in social cooperation and is why.. DUH.. WHY OUR FUCKING PRIMITIVE ANCESTORS NAMELY MY INDIAN ANCESTORS WHO WERE NAMED AS SAVAGES FOR DANCING NAKED TOGETHER AROUND CAMPFIRES HAD MUCH GREATER EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE AND COULD KICK ASS IN ANY ONE TO ONE FIGHT WITH A SO-CALLED WHITE WARRIOR WHO WALKED IN STRAIGHT BRITISH LINES OF MILITARY BATTLE.. PER THE GENTLEMAN WAY AWAY FROM THE WILD OF WILL AND STRENGTH.. yes.. the kind of IQ you get in school.. might make ya money.. BUT IT WILL never IF yoU seeK iN GoD WITHIN yes.. FucKinG WIThIN save your HeARt.. SpiRit SoUL.. that are the true life saving intelligences of both the individual human being and the race as whole on a global basis now.. so when they say DancE And SonG in ExpRESSinG EmoTioNaL SpiRit HeARt and SoUL.. WiLL save the world the Rock and Rollers understand God better than most religions and science will ever do in the tRue Art iN liGht of hUman BeinG and to put this into words has been one of the hardest tasks assigned by the God of Innate Intuitive Instinctual Nature real to me.. but worth it as the paths and journey to help others attain heaven now like i’ve REALLY JUST DONE.. NOW.. COME TO FRUITION.. IN HELPING OTHERS.. SURE.. it can’t be said enough when a REAL SPIrIT.. SOuL.. AND HeART iS AT STAKE oF ART.. And if you are wondering how i do all of this.. i am an au·to·di·dact from HeLL noW iN Heaven who reads 10 to 15 times faster than the average human being and types as fast as A Keyboard allowS somewhere up to 130 words a minute or so.. the volume of information i consume in both Google text and youTube Video way as well as I generate is beyond the fathom of most minds of this human era .. but again.. i am motivated from a place of REAL HELL.. THAT MOST PEOPLE CAN NEITHER FATHOM EITHER.. THANKS GOD FOR THAT TOO.. and the closet analogy to who i am now.. is probably that new movie named ‘Lucy’.. as my mind and body balance continues to grow at an exponential rate to the point that truly no one can catch up to me now.. as far i know now and have experienced in all i do.. but again as stated before that is the mission assigned by God in another intelligence well beyond the fathom of perhaps any human anywhere.. any day.. but i do not kNow the answer to that as i am not all humans yET.. who have ever lived.. and the last line was iS.. tongue iN cheek.. per the Movie ‘Lucy’ if ya ever actually see it more than here.. hehe.. And as side note here goes on.. last night at the gym.. i take a white towel.. and i use that towel as a ballet-like tool to butterfly my way twirling around the iron of Nautilus machines.. as it Will impact my fLight per weight of towel.. i ask her iF iT’s bigger and she says.. it’s just different.. and i say.. okay.. next now someone asks me what’s wrong with you i’m gonna say the girl at the gym said iT’s juSt diffeRent thaT’S aLL..;)
Well.. iF ya look closely.. ‘this’ iS my “Metaphors Be With You Shirt”.. noW aND that’S trUe hUman NoW iN MetaphorsE iN wayS noW of Sign language.. developed in all visual abstract constructs.. whether as labels for so-called concrete objects.. including we humans.. And our figurative behavior of emoTioNs in figurative metaphors as well.. thAT CAN be either FOR US OR AGAINST US noW.. wITh some folks free to go beyond the barriers of fences constructed by other humans in life or those who succumb to illusory fears generated by metaphors of symbols ranging from words to horned pan devils and such as that.. where timid humans never develop their much fuller human potentials as progress is halted by the more conservative closed minded folks among us.. and ha! there are those who believe the magic of liFe in the belief itself as human emotion is sorcery per both black and white magic as metaphor for Ted Bundy Shape Shifters to murder young women.. to super hero soldiers who save Liberty and Freedom and Justice for all in Paul Revere waY iN GIVE ME LIBERTY OR GIVE ME DEATH.. well.. ya see.. P!nk in her video FIRE speaks to this.. in occult ways.. yeS.. it’s true.. folks in Hollywood practice occult rituals to increase the Placebo effect of human potential and yes.. they use what is described as Sex MaGicK in occult way too.. but seriously.. the essence of what works is human sensuality through changes in neurochemicals and neurohormones motivate us to be more creative and socially cooperative.. and the action.. consequence of that is positive over negative.. and those who lose all illusory fears will succeed in whatever endeavor they enter into whether in metaphor of black or white magic.. per negative actions that harm others.. potentially.. or positive actions that result in positive outcomes for most everyone as wHole.. but here’s the thing.. the essence of Human Nature iN Human potential in alignment WiTH the Interdependent.. Interconnecting Relationship of allthatis aka God is as real if one calls iT blue as it is red or green.. the metaphors just house the vehicles and vessels of trUth to liGht essence from black to white to shades of grey and all the concrete labels of the birds.. dragon flies.. and plants that my sister.. who is a lot like Ms. Jane Hathaway if you remember that bird nerd.. who my sister freely identifies with proudly as someone diagnosed with the super IQ form of Asperger’s syndrome too.. who can tale ya every label for most every living thing in Nature.. as that is HER SPECIAL INTEREST.. and she captured a Kite Swallow Tail bird today.. one of the most beautiful members of the Hawk family with her three grand or so digital camera that will blow anything i take with my iPhone 6s in quality but yes.. it weighs a ton and one cannot pull it out of a pocket like drawing a gun in a gun fight to point and shoot.. before the target moves out of sight.. my advantage too.. iS moving in 360 degrees in my own Kite way of mastering my physical environment and sensory integration.. in capturing Nature in Smartphone/Fred way.. Well.. okay.. back to the occult.. the most famous occultist in history by far in terms of Hollywood practice.. is Aleister Crowley.. of last Century.. definitely one with psychopathic checklist symptoms as he tortured small animals as a child.. and didn’t have a whole lot of sympathy for those who got in his way.. in what his exploration was to increase human potential in both he and others.. yes.. in total effect and lack of affect.. he was a lot like Steve Jobs.. in genius way too.. and yes.. the Beatles and Led Zeppelin and many other Rocks Stars.. including Jim Morrison.. and even Sting were highly influenced by this man.. and yes.. stars like JZ.. Beyonce.. etc.. in believing in a much higher human potential than what was censored out of the good book as iS in terms of Bible.. where human potential in all these ways.. particularly the naturally lusty propensity of human beings iS sTilL repressed and oppressed.. leading to much lower potential in human creativity.. social cooperation.. and even productivity.. as whole.. but no worries.. in the western free world as Porn HaS totally taken care of this.. just finger tips away.. and most anyone who says they do not peruse it.. is lying through their fingers.. hands.. etc.. as iT iS juSt hUman NatUre.. as yes.. NaturAlly gifted by God and only something that has been held back by the so-called Victorian age before Vicky’s secret came out in the heat of below and above same… As given freedom.. women.. can be even more sexually charged than men.. demanding it in bootie dances as one sees free on dance floors today.. vs.. girls who waited like wallflowers all innocent and such on the sidelines of life.. BUT.. SOME FOLKS ARE NATURALLY LESS SEXUALLY CHARGED.. CREATIVE.. PRODUCTIVE.. AS THAT ALL FITS TOGETHER BELOW ABOVE.. INSIDE AND OUTSIDE.. ALL AROUND.. AND that is why in a truly free country like the USA.. there must be room for both sides now and all the shades of grey in true liberty.. freedom.. and justice foR All hUman beings to express more or less of hUman potenTial and that heaven is herE noW for those who Master liFe through relative free will.. and there are no longer any fences.. that i care to go through or so-called dark but legal fantasies that i do NOT explore fully without harming anyone else but those who would like to say in books.. others symbols.. and such.. including words.. no Fred.. you cannot go past that fence.. you will be held accountable for what it says in our book.. Well.. folks.. i have read many books.. and i for one kNow and FeeL 100% that God does not discriminate when it comes to God manifest in us to find Peace.. and Pleasure in ways of Unconditional Fearless White Magic Love.. and while the Ted Bundy effect has no impact on me.. as i know what makes Ted Bundy Fundies tick.. ’cause i’ve been to a similar place too.. folks like Aleister Crowley do not scare me at all as all they have is metaphors.. and no matter how complicated human signs get.. in symbol and idol way.. THE GOD OF NATURE ALL ONE OWNS FREEDOM.. AND LIBERTY AS MANIFEST FREELY IN US.. AND WHEN ITS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND IT FEELS GOOD THERE CAN BE NO EVIL IN THAT AS LONG AS IT HARMS NO ONE.. WITH INTENT.. AND IS DONE IN A WAY WHERE OTHER FOLKS DON’T HAVE TO TURN IT ON OR CAN TURN IT OFF.. AND the trUth and liGhT iS.. metaphors as attached to powerful human emotions and senses associated with sensuality.. and the human archetypes of the collective genetic subconscious that impacts us both through our genetic history and our life experiences now are powerful devices to increase the real emotional and sensory powers of human being.. in Quantum Mind and body ways.. unleashed and released that no human has adequate metaphors yet to describe.. but there IS A road there through human language and other metaphors that as a synergy of social cooperation of human beings.. the Chalice we raise to God IS A Temple of God Manifest aS US iN mini selFie mE waY.. iT’s A Confident FeeLing.. truly.. when you raise your armS noW as the CHALICE OF GOD.. AND KNOW noW.. FEEL.. AND SENSE YOU ARE A MASTERPIECE OF ART MORE VALUABLE THAN ANY PIECE OF GOLDEN CALF.. OR BIBLE IDOlS WORD SYMBOL… N O W LIGHT TRUTH FREEDOM AND VALUE iT iS TO KnOW WE ARE THE NAKED FLESH AS PaRT oF the Living God allthatis.. yes.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. and all around.. and truly it pained me much not to be able to express.. my entire naked temple of God here.. but hey.. it’s the law and i give Caesar what is ‘his’.. whether that means i have to wear clothes or pay taxes or now DO AS community standards dictate iT.. to be pArt of the wHolE human pie.. but sUre wHere 1st amendment rights of the United States rule.. and there are open minded Corporations like Google who truly believe in the rights of human beings as part of this country to fully express what and who they are from head to toe.. tHeRe are places wHeRe folks can go online.. wherE the repressed.. oppressed.. and just plain vanilla.. not born sensually charged can go to cover up too.. and generally speaking that is everywhere for them.. and few places for trUly fRee fully FReED folks like i.. but the world is changing and the intoxication of Freedom iS the drink of God free iN US/wE noW.. who have the desire to be more fully free and comfortable in our own skin of God in however the art of that comeS now.. And sUre.. theRe IS A Song for this appropriate for the coMinG Memorial Day celebration for Rosie the Riveteer PiNK too.. as she INviTes uS to raise our glasses and be free.. truly the best thanks to give iS to the those whose blood and bones we stand upon noW who allow us this great Freedom of Expression in the U. S. oF A.. so yeah.. whenever yA see.. naked Miley’s.. Britney’s.. Rihanna’s trUth such as THAT.. they are the liGht oF HUman Chalice and Glass iN God Given Freedom sET and raised uP as Naked God iN/aS uS WiLL Love to do without human illusory fears fostered by chains on God in books large and small of God iMpriSONed iN hUman mAde HeLLs.. OH.. by a way.. i had to travel all the way to Bagdad to get this metaphor selfie photo..;)
And.. God.. yeS noW as thE Selfie Hit FredNoW ParAde continues.. Martial Arts and Ballet-like dance IS A best way to increase thE metaphorSE poTenTiaL as i iN Kite hEiGhts oF Egyptian Mythology to enhance the EmoTioNal and hUman SeNsory poWer oF juST thAT from Head to toe.. to aLL A RoundNoWoN.. And hell no.. iT’s nOthing new.. folks have been raiSinG conscious mind and body balance oF SoUL awareness through all forms of ecstatic dance from all nows memorial but true when only footloose IS A freewayNOW..:)
SMiLes.. with due respect to EMiLy D..the best stuff in life is free.. oh but so much farther out of a book.. iF one can find WinGs of SeeD born in Happy Feat.. SMiLes aGaiN.. ImaGiNation iS mY playgRound.. reaDinG iS mY insPiRaTioN.. DancE iS thE energy that SinGS the aLL SeeinG eYe as pArt oF i.. And then the Lord said make iT aLL sacred and Holy jUst like Dance and poEtry and aLL WiLL be YoUr FriEnD from head to toe to grains of sand of mountains hOld above.. Valleys green.. and even black hole rain of sOuL as boost to UP.. when one finds every Number as UniVersE and every letter as natural poeTry.. duSt as US in liFE as sAMe.. tHeRe iS no wHeRe but uP and Up iN MindFuLL awareness oF NoW.. tHe only reaLiST pLace oF aLL in heAven’s piLLoW i cloUds sKeYes AzuRe gOld iN i.. noW.. anyWay.. paths never stop branching out and the journey iS aLwaYs noW.. BooGiE Wonderland iSRaeL and this place ain’t HeLL for mE anymore.. as even though New Jerusalem can kinda suck when ya feel the stress of the helLions all around ya.. jUSt Dance juSt dAnce as GoD WiLL SmiLe iN leGs oF Happy Feet uP WiTh Gloria noW breatHe oF i iS So flY aS GOlden SpiRAls WiLL bE NOW.. and the fAct iS giVen aLL possibilities i AM aWarE oF iN UniVerse noW i would be no wHere and no one different than i iF given the opportunity to do iT aLL oVer aGain.. and i woULd do iT aGain.. aS now the ultimate achievement iS moving from heLL to HeaVen iN juSt oNE noW aLiVeFReED.. but the greAtest luxurY iS NoWinG i could die noW and that jUst makes HeavenoW taste that much better noW mY FriEnd.. when iT aLL makes FucKinG sense as deep and hiGh as soUl can go aliVenoW.. And iS iT noW nO WoNder that folks who enslave others now have hidden the tRuth that Heaven requires no money at all.. no iT iS noT as iF “THEY” kNew theRe would bE no reason to buy anything but food.. water.. and shelter from HELL.. And of course DancE And SinG Naked and free hOlding thE hand of God in each otHeR FReED.. anyWay2.. i’M gonna keep doin’ Heaven ’cause i JuSt can.. bottom line.. and if no one wants to join me.. i WiLL not make them as they can continue to live in prison as sure it’S tHeir freedom.. theiRs of choice as not so WeLL.. @ALL. AH.. Dead.. Ashes to dUsT..DuSt to Fire i RisE aGain from FLumes oF lies.. And as side note here.. PRoLoNG.. you kNow.. liFe is so FucKinG noW strange gigoid.. at the start THEN of Sjogren’s syndrome before my eYes quit making tears back in the FaLL oF 2006.. wondering why when i touched anything with my feet it felt like needles in the bottom bones of my feet.. where anything i touched with feet was beyond belief of pain.. funny how the Trigeminal Neuralgia kind of made me forget about that pain and about the Fibromyalgia too.. and sure the arthritis in my spine.. Carpal tunnel syndrome.. etc.. etc.. but watching that Movie back then.. yes.. Happy Feet.. it was the strangest dam thing.. somehow someway i knew then i would become that Penguin even though i could not touch the floor underneath the seats in the movie theater with my feet.. Jesus.. i aM that PenguiN NoW and by God that’s enough.. beyond BELIEF AND MAGIC ISREAL AS BY GOD HELL FEET ONE TURNED INTO HAPPY FEAT TWO.. and now i kNow wHat the purpose of the Tree of LiFe iS noW to gRow deepest roots oF aLL Ocean noW..:)
penniewoodfall resPonds with this and i quote her.. quoting me and someone else.. more or less sAMe..
‘breatHe oF i iS So flY aS GOlden SpiRAls WiLL bE NOW’
“the habit of thinking only of horizontal and vertical movements often prevents us from experiencing the spiral one
spiral movements are LONGER in TIME and WIDER in Space than vertical and horizontal ones applied to the breathe
this is the image to employ while breathing it facilitates the exit and entrance of air
until it tumbles over the sides and falls down like a rain of light”
penniewoodfall You are a TreAsurE..
And then i say..
ps.. Pain is Fear exiting The body.. Also kNown as Kundalini riSinG and hA! Funny How physicians noW and Yogis can reduce thAT greAT Inner UniVerse experiencE noW To jUst 7 or so pArtS iN LaBeL ReAcTioN.. WeLL poeTry iS every gOdAm goDsubAtomicString RAng iN pAint and NoW SinGs and DanCes iN BList And HeLL oH! GoD yeS2.. YeS tHiS iS morE tHan A FuCKinG HeaD and BreAtHinG GamE noW. THiS IS A FKinG tHinG noW PerioD oR A eRa/AeOn.. siriUs.. noW LiKe A DoGoD sTaRry StarrY niGht oF aLL heaVenoW aGaiNoWoN..:)
Hmm.. seeing the date of the Happy Feet Penguin movie as noted on Wiki.. actually i saw the movie in 2006.. the fall of that year.. and now i remember that the first colors that i could not bear with my eYes actually started well before that pain of feet at the beginning of 2006.. so yeah.. not just 66 months of extreme suffering.. actually over 8 years of intense suffering overall.. and truly the strangest part oF aLL was when i could longer stand colors.. and no longer stand music.. and finally not even stand words as spoken on the radio.. in around that period of now in 2006.. before Hell went full blown.. and in an attempt to describe how i felt inside.. words will never do it.. but visual arts in non-verbal language when a human beinG noW has forgotten what a smile is or laugh in terms of FeeLinG And or expreSSinG hUman spiRit.. the video “Illusion” as accompanying VNV Nation’s Illusion song does the bLack of death in liFe juStice.. and existence outside of existence real in a place of machine pArts begging to regain the flesh and blood of FeeLinG.. not just breathing.. and pain.. and pain and breathing.. always now in never ending ground hog.. yes.. Aghogday.. another ground hog day.. anyway.. the polar opposite is my life now.. as i feel energy of EmoTioNs and SeNseS in ever cell shining of my Body.. zero pain when not sore from a Marathon of dance.. and an energy that i can actuALLy feel radiating from me in those Spirits of Angel energy presentations that are pure energy without form at all.. in liGht of hUman BEinG.. anyway.. i celebrate life and attempt to expReSS what i’ve been through.. so.. someone listening somewhere in the future through what i do.. NoW miGht gain hope that tHeRe iS A way out and suicide really isn’t the answer although i surely hoped it was.. during the suicide disease of that type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia from wake to sleep at beyond eXXtreme levels of pain for 66 months.. but when it comes to empathic FeeLinGs of conNecTinG iN MoVinG CreaTinG ways.. tHeRe are certainly ways to exercise this Love Muscle like Insurance for another heArt Day noW.. WitH spiRit ExpreSSinG A BaLanCinG MiNd and BoDy SoUL.. it’sREAL.. It’s now and anything iS trUly possible iF ya jUst don’t give uP.. if i had given uP.. i would never have got to experience noW heaVen and surELy thAT would have been a shAMe oF HeLL here on Earth.. same as polar opposite pLace oF Heaven here on Earth too.. REAL.. A PLACE INSIDE THAT NEVER ENDS.. WITH ZERO MATERIAL NEED..:)
WeLL.. i muSt say.. I LovE ThE LoVinG Eagles and i had a great night.. and yes.. i NoW like sleeping iN the desert.. or aT least DanCinG oN the Sand iN my back yard and MaKinG Love to the sun of i.. aka God within.. and yes how i saY it.. from inside to outside.. above.. so below and aLL’A’Round.. what else.. i don’t really care iF Las Vegas.. lives forever.. butt i do Love to Dance freeSt style on Biloxi Casino Beaches.. what else.. i just let it go like the froZen Princess and Madonna does.. then too.. and hmm.. stream of consciousness wRiting.. IS A Great River pLace to Be.. in Memorial of the Freedoms of the GreAt U.S. oF A.. and of course all the folks who have died for the unalienable right even for ET’s liKe me.. for Life.. Liberty.. and the Pursuit oF Happiness.. which yes.. can sTiLL be achieved in thiS great country noW aND yeS oh MaGiC iS now juSt noW ah ReaLiNoW and i do do that noW to 01 ..:)
Facebook FriEnd Mary F.. shares a heARt fELt status that perhaps she could use some couseling and i say..
i feeL liKe thAT soMe noWs aNd fiNd My beSt theraPist iS mY feeT iN fLight.. wITh SonG oF COUrse accompanYinGliGht.. serioUsly.. i FeeL yOur soUl.. coMe dAnce WitH mE aT SeViLLe anD i WiLL sHow yA mY waY foR YoUR frEe waY tHere aNy ThurSday niGht wHeRe i neVer reFuse A reQuest To DancE.. mY ARTFUL FriEnd..:)
i doN’t have any stigma or fears or WTF toward mental illness as i have explored iT personAlly in full disability oF dARk.. noW and also described as mental illness in the liGht of perseverance on what some folks miGht think is insane in terms of religiosity.. sensuality.. and overall life.. hmm… kinda like Red hot instead of Luke Warm WiTH God in two spiRit MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG way.. and thE truth iS.. iF it were not for political pull THEN.. of an esteemed political person who is a relative when i am young at 21.. the drugs they were giving me then for a Condition of Asperger’s mixed with a very strange manic episode that could NOT BE diagnosed then.. WERE USELESS oh and almost made me F iN reALLy lose mY mind.. way back iN ’81.. and they basically just said.. sorry we can’t help yA WitH tHeir hands up and said.. Fred there is nothing we can do for you.. no different than what the Rheumatologist said shortly after he said Fred you are wired different and there is nothing more we can do for your pain.. sending me away then with a paper highlighting the Dysautonomia.. Fibromyalgia.. Sjogren’s Syndrome.. and later diagnosed Atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia termed noW as Atypical Fascial pain too.. from wake to sleep for 66 months.. the degenerative arthritis.. Spinal Stenosis.. congenitally fused vetebra and all of that2.. yeah.. i know i have already talked to thAT in this 671st verse of the longest poem in history now.. but it also stands alone in this ‘tiny’ micro verse of 671 Verse wHoLE.. which is also a symptom of Bi-Polar noW aNd yES.. oH.. God yeS.. Asperger’s syndrome intense focus on one thing per poeTry and now over 5400 miles of dance in just 33 months.. go go.. everywhere i go noW in public.. and yes.. nude art online for a 55 year old dude.. is not exactly the norm in the world today.. particularly.. if one is only hot for the Ladies as it were and sTiLL iS for me.. okay.. i cannot deny either of those two existing diagnoses that keep me in the realm of the so-called permanently disabled and i cannot deny if i was put into the same job i had before.. that i am at regular retirement age now for.. anyway.. that i could do that now any easier than before.. without falling dead after a short while.. as i am simply not able to carry on with a thousand or so responsibilities at one now.. in FAct NoW out of Love my Wife Katrina takes care of ALL THOSE SO-CALLED MINOR Details of a so-called house wife hunter and gather now.. oh yeah.. and Katrina is Permanently disabled too.. with complex partial seizures.. up to 5 times a week or so.. where she cannot hardly function at all after the seizures and will now.. some times.. thank God so far.. only fall down slowly to the floor and in NOT one hard head hurting fall.. and that has only happened two times so far with now only one Grand Mal Life threatening seizure in labor with our son who did not make it but for 51 days.. and yes.. as far as demon looking possession goes the literal fAct iN art is THAT is what a partial complex seizure looks like in terms of facial expressions.. and the truth is.. both of us back in bible days.. then would have been strung up and or burned to the burning stake for being different.. funny.. how invisible disabilities can look until they are expressed or rarely expressed at all in terms of outward behavior.. and Jesus F iN Christ.. i modeled others standing still to the best of my ability ‘tiLL i exploded with dance at age 53.. and finaLLy got the whole thing balanced enough with SonG and DancE iN steps of peace to find mInd and Body Balance soUL wELL enough noW as what i term Heaven iN noW.. @least for mE noW.. anyway.. it’s kinda kool that my wife and i have accomplished what we have as basicAlly a couple of rejects for what they call society today.. but hey.. i know a secret too.. back in the primitive days.. folks noW like us were actually put on a pedestal and praised for our oh so ‘special’ abilities as they were treasured then.. as the mysteries of liFe come aLive in what is basically viewed as Extra Terrestrial humans.. Robin Williams as it were and sTiLL Jim Carrey’s and others today.. who entertain instead of pushing keys in offices without free air.. i Love to bRinG folks uP as i was perhaps in one of the LoWest HeLLs ever for what we term as an animal on Earth.. or who knows.. perhaps any other planEt too.. as we likely share the same general characteristics throughout the UniVerse too.. as liFE WiLL BrInG uS ET’s aLiVe wherever wE find a way to thrive and flourish in a side niche.. where most no one kNowS noW so KooL wE Exist.. and theRe is zero doubt in my mind that the Buddha.. the Jesus and many others who would not kill or hurt a fly.. have our so-called weird conditions too and sorry.. i cannot say that for any head hunter dudes no matter how much good stuff they copy out of the Good Book trUe oF liGht iN lIFe noW they are the scourge oF God’s NaturE noW as they KiLL other pARts of God’s Nature based on lies of imaginations in books.. God WiLL noT Kill God for no F iN Reason unless God iS trUly insane like.. ‘head hunters’ ‘over tHere’ and here.. who trUly as the Jesus says kNow not what the FucK THEY StiLL DO iN DEViL’S DREAMS COME REAL IN TERMS OF HUMAN MISERY AND SUFFERING REAL IN GOD’S EyES OF HuMAN ONE AND SamE.. EITHER InSANE IN KILLiNG OR LOViNG SENSUAL NAKED TOUCH OF BONOBO FREE LOVE.. ANYWAY.. WE ARE WEIRD WE ARE ALIVE.. AND EVEN IF ‘YOU’ ha! DO AWAY WITH US NOW. THE TRUTH AND LIGHT WILL STAND ONLINE AS LONG AS SEVERS SERVE US UP.. YES.. me and Isis to Use one Egyptian metaphor from way back when.. or Thot noW or Mercury or Apollo.. whomevA Ya wanna call the hUmans who stand out liKe strange iCons of tHeir now.. iT iS the SpiRit of God in the young disabled boy King Tut around as disabled as uS.. who is still remembered in His Golden Nautilus shell sTiLL noW.. and thiS iS the first now in history that anyone could upload tHeir soUl even more than ya kNow in perSon online liKe this.. quiET amaZinG what i and Isis have accomplished as permanently so-called disabled folks in ‘this world’.. tHeRe is no commercial market for trUe super heroes of SoUL today.. but thaT iS oKay as we mY friEnds are oNly heRe to Offer aLL tHe TrUth and liGht wE see and FeeL and yes i am the egg head Osiris member of the couple.. who all the KinG’s Men and h0rses could not put togeTher AgAiN.. iT took Team LiGht to do that.. wiTh sure.. lots of help from Isis.. as Isis alWays doES as Mother oF my ‘little’ home hEar online.. Ha!.. i exist.. and therE is absolutely nothing anyone can do to get rid of me now.. or ha! even notice me.. unless they truly chase the ‘tuition of my words deeper than 99 percent of the general pop.. will do.. thAT pARt never changes.. iT reAlly don’t yEt.. buTT tHeir iS alWays room for change as long as wE.. hehE.. and so many oThER Team liGht members do exist online in numbers of miLLioNs now through recorded history in Google Search way.. just adding a verse here to the UniVerse oF multi-human way here on Earth.. sUre.. tHere WiLL be less and likely more than tHiS from oTheRS2.. as tHere is no limit or expectations of i.. FoR wHerE noW the eYes oF God iN hUmaNoW WiLL gO neXt away from dARk And Jesus F iN Christ.. the thingie about Isis iS JuST a metaphor no different reAlly than Jesus F iN Christ.. have a nice noW.. we SureLy WiLL heRe iN Heaven where the foRest SinGs DreAms of Pan and his Wife.. and sure.. all the nymphs of the Forest in innocent meadoWed way.. as my 112th Dance oF PaN FReED iS cOminG ThurSday Night and yeS iN all Politics and even religion tHere aRe the Cat people and Dog people too.. some of uS are in the ‘tween of puppy dog tales.. and spice of kitty KaTs2.. and of core there are Jekyll’s and Hyde’s like me and the Lilith and Angels oF mY WiFe too.. iT just Depend on what pARt of ‘OnE’ oF wHere you WiLL FiNd uS to kinda quote Richard Bach’s ‘other Free Seagull book’ on thAT..noW sUre.. i’Ve seen both sideS Now.. and thE Win IS A mix of the blUe and Red PiLLs for the Greenest Tree oF LiFe possible in terms of Blue Highs and Red lows in hUman poTenTiaL noW..:)
SAdly.. we live in a world now.. where humans have bEcOme commodities and work is no longer creating and sharing a product that is useful to folks one can actually touch… REAL problem.. as humans are humans until they become machines and break down.. of course.. as humans WiLL who have FeeLinGS of course to sTARt with to lose.. and of course.. a few do not have that either through nurture or nature.. so in cold heARted way.. And.. Oh God.. the government disability process is like any Microsoft project of nerds without heart.. as Steve Jobs might complain about Bill Gates in no ArT liFe cold mechanical cognition robot way.. WitH no imagiNation.. arT bRinGs wHolenoW aS logic without heARt Brings chaos that has no glue to get the miNd oF EmoTioNs through now for focus.. and iN short term memory as executive functioning with oil of sorts.. and the glUe oF iT… anyWay.. the system is designed by lawyers for lawyers.. and that’s the last place now wHere someone with a disability needs to be to navigate.. Fortunately for me.. i was a lawyer more or less and with 100 pages of documentation was approved the first time like a breeze.. sAdly.. the system was not nearly as efficient after that as i received three forms asking if i was still getting workers comp.. when i never received that at all.. and kept on having to fill the paper work out.. somehow with dentist drill in my right eye and ear never ending from wake to sleep.. seriously.. i was already intent on suicide for the first two years.. as those were boot straps that not even JOB could pull up then.. and that did just about put me over the edge as you say Murphy says.. but some how i kicked Murphy in the ass and he seriously has just been wimpy for the last 3 years.. no matter what he attempts to do in bits and bytes hehe.. he ain’t got no teeth no more for me.. i won the battle.. i won the war.. i AM ALIVE NOW KiCKING.. yeah.. so i’m at the gym tonight and a twenty something muscular black military dude is now really kicking ass pumping iron making some gorilla sounds like me.. and i say.. man.. i like this.. you are really working hard and he turns around and says.. yeah.. man.. you are the one who inspired me to work out like this.. Funny.. how people can make a difference without even saying a God Dam thing.. i AM.. ’cause i inspire others.. and that’s all tHere is to iT for NoW mY friend.. with words or steps oF liVing liFe as aweSoMe as all our functional disabilities as hUmans WiLL allow.. and trUe.. as professionally assessed in document way by three professionals.. i am too disabled to do a pay for money job sTiLL yeS in lifelong way now.. but not too disabled to help save the world in aLL our little ways.. mY friEnd THAT DO ADD UP.. iN MORE NowTHAN JUST BUTTERFLY iMPACT NOW AS HuMANS HAVE HaNDS TO HoLD..:)
Yeah.. sure.. TRUST ME.. I’M A NINJA.. sure.. it’s just a myth.. but…
Hmm.. let’s see what Wiki has to say all about this Legendary Ninja stuff..
“Legendary abilities Superhuman or supernatural powers were often associated with the ninja. Some legends include flight, invisibility, shapeshifting, the ability to “split” into multiple bodies, the summoning of animals, and control over the five classical elements. These fabulous notions have stemmed from popular imagination regarding the ninja’s mysterious status, as well as romantic ideas found in later Japanese art of the Edo period. Magical powers were sometimes rooted in the ninja’s own efforts to disseminate fanciful information. For example, Nakagawa Shoshujin, the 17th century founder of Nakagawa-ryū, claimed in his own writings (Okufuji Monogatari) that he had the ability to transform into birds and animals.
Perceived control over the elements may be grounded in real tactics, which were categorized by association with forces of nature. For example, the practice of starting fires in order to cover a ninja’s trail falls under katon-no-jutsu (“fire techniques”).
The ninja’s adaption of kites in espionage and warfare is another subject of legends. Accounts exist of ninja being lifted into the air by kites, where they flew over hostile terrain and descended into, or dropped bombs on enemy territory. Kites were indeed used in Japanese warfare, but mostly for the purpose of sending messages and relaying signals. Turnbull suggests that kites lifting a man into midair might have been technically feasible, but states that the use of kites to form a human “hang glider” falls squarely in the realm of fantasy.”
Oh God.. gotta keep the legend going.. K and H and all that circus stuff with aghogday and such.. through loops of real fire.. okay.. so back to DVerse and SpeakinG oF TEAM LIGHT BrinGinG Folks back to liFe a little GAGA iN House of FaLLinG Angels iS iN oRDer of Chaos yET arT i FeeL.. so BrinG her and aLL her Ancient and modern SGT Pepper Captain sAlt Friends on too.. WiTh Eros and Venus too.. he HE.. noW.. and remember thiS iS jUst another one of those Ninja thingies.. in multi-UniVerse LeGent way..:)
So yeah.. here’s to dVerse and Farewell with some wishes of coming back to meet again.. fickle we hUmans can be.. he HE..;)
noW at 11:51 pm.. 5252016..
Winter comes back in dreams of farewells come mET aGaiNoW.. LovELy eYes oF SnoW SinG BacK to LovE.. A Kiss oF SpRinG..:)
Best thing about never worKing aGain.. FOR FUCKING GOD DAM MONEY.. is no one has to be the Supervisor’s FRiENd.. the administrator’s Pal.. or the slave of several bosses.. hehe.. i DancE.. i SinG i SpRead Love.. no matter whaT i foR oNE LOVE..:)
A WORLD without third places away from work and home.. iS certainly a sad place.. a place for distance instead of moving.. connecting creating flesh and blood and although there are no more BowLinG AlleY’s.. a place then.. of close to two DecAdes for me at work wHere everyone kNew me as the Bowling Alley man.. there is Dance and Cheers of the same bar.. and even Super-Walmart.. as i am the fixture of the never ending story noW of the Metro FL Panhandle Dance man at Large.. and jUst iMagine.. planting a sMiLe on someone’s face everywHere ya go.. as they jUst wait for the neXt dance from the watch of dance man days.. And that my friEnd.. is whY i do not take online seriously.. iT never existed before iN flesh and blood and iT still doesn’t exist that way for me and never WiLL.. THANKS GOD.. i feel wHere REAL HOME iS.. but sure.. it’s a very fancy piece of paper to noW write some pretty noteS ON.. that WiLL never burn iN eaRTh HeLLnow.. So.. alOnE..:)
oH.. YeaH genetic STiLL memory and aLL oF thAT aS hUmans have A long history of enjoying sacRedrum death oF eWe.. poor Goats.. i rather fancy liFe and do Love to eat Leg of Lamb.. as long as i am not NoW the one to slice the throat.. oh.. the dirty worK oF liFe and hAnds so iVory tower cLean..;)
Oh.. God Grief is hard.. as an empatH oh God2.. FeeLinGs so sTronG i lEarned to close off those FeeLinGs unTiL oh.. God3 all the tears dried up in dry rain too.. aH.. but now i kNow the reaSon for those tears.. actually an increase in dopamine release.. a steady decrease in fuzzy warm and soft oxytocin human connection and reduction in trust of Serotonin but then the nomad of Dopamine increase WiLL create iN arT anotHeR tOuch oF Love.. and then the warm and fuzzies will come back and the trust and human moving.. connecting.. creating fuller feelings but the tEar IS A stream that FiLLs the much fuller Ocean oF Love aGaiN.. AS rivers do flow and tides do ebb on Ocean shores oF eYes oF sorRow and Love.. and oh God4.. poeTry and DancE as WeLL as SonG IS A great way to work through and process oh.. those so.. difficult trials and tribulations of hUman EmoTioN FReED… and as side benefit.. inteGraTioN Of seNses iN MiNd and BoDy Balance oF SoUL WiLL come Greater2 iN heArt and SpiRit ExPRESSinG ways.. oh so tRuE.. noW iN liGht Now and dArK oF LiFe.. NoW mY FrieND..:)
Shot gun home on river.. Train tracks a stone throw away.. Locomotive shaKing Foundation on concrete blocks mIles away in whistles oF Loving Relatives inside then.. and then that whistle so far in the distance.. lost and so hard trYing to FiNd that soft Love connection of Youth in Work dead soUl.. heArt.. and SpiRit then.. and noW the Whistle once aGaiN is HaPPy as i own happy.. iT is the servant oF I noW totAlly tRain Whistle Free.. mY friend.. and good forTunes to yA as WeLL aLL aBoard..:)
SMILes.. farewells used to scare me oh so deeP iN fEar.. and noW all i kNow iS Hello NoW oN as the sea iS alWays fULL oVe REaL HELLoS.. iF oNe says HeLLo fiRst..:)
Ships that pass in the life decades never meeting.. i tried i tried but pretty much the only thing my dad told me after leaving our family when i was three.. mad that my mother then wanted to raise us more than making money.. SO LONG ago.. iS boy.. be a man.. perhaps the military can make ya one.. and when our child was going into heart surgery.. he said.. make sure you raise him like a boy.. before the child died.. problem was.. my father never lEarned to be a man first by being a woman.. my friend.. a lesson lEarned by i oF diVine feminine Love finAlly setting the father in the face of mirror me free from reins of Father who never sadly reAlly became a man as A REAL MAN WiLL love no matter what.. as Real human MEN do.. without excuses for what they are afraid they are or not themselves.. Human Nature is easy to understand.. once the real fears do come out to play in ways of liGht and dARk..:)
Love as nigh iS die never forgeTs Love.. LesSon leARned bY DYinG iN liFe.. soon enough.. SaVinG Love..:)
Perhaps.. the saddest thing about retirement or even children is Lovers and even friends can become sibling rivals.. i suppose humans are made to miss the other more than count on ever presence.. ah.. effervescence off miSSinG Love..:)
And now as side note here.. A farewell to Love is sadly what is expected in some patriarchal cultures.. particularly the deep south i live in.. that is so dam homophobic.. if any male even attempts to act soft in grace as a REAL MAN NOT AFRAID OF THE DIVINE FEMININE OF ANIMA but i fight that with half a ton of kick ass strength in ballet and it gives me great pleasure to scare the feminine back into so called macho head men.. TO gET the real strength of the inner anima.. and true.. it works the same dam way in reverse for a woman who thinks her husband must speak for her.. and accompany her on every walk.. as the woman has an inner animus of WiLL iN SpiRit.. W i S d o M Strength too.. if not repressed by self or oppressed by others in ways of culture and or religion.. trUly.. the patriarchal cultures are the place wHere there is the most psychological suffering.. wHere only half a man or half a woman are allowed to exist as one soul.. in this liFe noW.. that is beyond sad as that is liVing half a liFe or half a UniVerse aS innEr BeinG beYonD aLLnoW..:)
And wITh aLL that sAid iT’s noW for bed.. 5262016.. 1:33 am.. be back later..:)
11:35 AM.. and now back to Unintentional Farewells that noW are alWays dVerse- like potential Hellos to mE noW..;)
Memory dusts photos old from Bars of liFe third places away from home.. work and yes from school.. wHere we lean into hug each other and find support.. oh.. the days of third places gone in text of cold but now found as arms iN Feat oF Dance.. at Least for me.. wHere there is never a stranger iN joY.. i.. lost loves.. lost friends.. lost joys.. sMiles.. laughs.. and cries.. alWays potential for new paThs neW DreAMs FruiTioNoW jourNey..:)
SMiLes.. i neVer say goodbye.. as i kNow/ FeeL/SeNse.. thE trUth oF morE InFiNiTy iN liGht foreVermorEnoW Now.. ALL.. AH.. iS SEE yA LAtER WaY.. AnD yeS.. i SMiLeS And neVer ends a story.. fiNish.. beGinS alWays noW A StARt FoR Art.. DroP oF waTerstreAMsRiVerOceaNwHole..:)
Letting go.. can be so difficult until one realizes tHere iS no letting go only reaL stayYinG Now.. WitH but noT WitH juSt wordS.. seNses FeeLinG DanCinG NoW SinGinG liFe WholE anD thE Rest SnoWs iN Flow unFroZen ZonE..:)
From the origin of the Cycle aLL Of NowonE continues thE poinT oF noW re.. tUrn iS see ya laTer.. BlanKeT oF Love all that iS one God sAMe.. no separation aLL.. ah.. oNE.. Namaste arE wE and all of creaTionS oWoNe WitH never enDinG SMiLes aT lEasT noW whOseeHEarFeeLeYesheReNoWoNe..:)
sMiLes.. oh.. the poor roach.. disGuSTinG villain hero who never dies @aLL in relative human terms of 300 miLLioN years or so and his/her giant dragon flY brethErensistEren wHo sTill flY uP to SpEEDS of 60 or so miles an hour.. oh.. hUmans.. so foCused oN.. foRm iNstead oF eVer esSeNce oF GoD iN Roach and DragOn Fly FReED.. speedY spiNy leGs.. WinGs FlYinG hiGher thaN hUman cOuch potaToes feeDinG wE Long terM liVers.. aS juSt noW anoTHeR sOURce oF cocKroach wHinE toasT..;)
Ah.. FeeLinG iN aLL thE wHoles oF iMaginAtiOns DreAMs No liMits oF wHere aLL thAT iS caN Go t0 A next noW heLLo oF bYes thaT aRe neVer tOld.. wHeReVer neveR lAnd iS neveR eNdinG storY oF no eXpectaTionS noW oF Valley MounTain hiGh LoW gRainS oF deSert sAnds WitH mEmorY oF BeYond Eternity jUsT noW…:)
Lovers liVing iN air SinG sweet refrain of Yesternows SonG and DancE..:)
CLocK Of FarEweLL hAnds oF noW No longeR eXisT aS i..N0W FloWinG RiVerSUniVer sAL NoW SonG aNd DancE As SpiRaL InG ForevernowmorE..:)
“Poetry is a form of literature that uses aesthetic and rhythmic qualities of language—such as phonaesthetics, sound symbolism, and metre—to evoke meanings in addition to, or in place of, the prosaic ostensible meaning.”
-from the Wiki Poet Professors..;)
For the literal minds aT hAnd.. poeTry left the scene in farewell of long poem forM iN oRAl tradiTionS.. We live in a Twitter world.. wHere of course most everyone lives as mechanical cognition cogs in machineS Of spoon-fed instructions from birth.. what was/iS once dream time iNnateNoW iNstinct and iNtuition LanGuaGe iN SonG and DanCe too.. iS noW pAINT by number words and steps.. aS most aLL other hUman symbols aS EX.. PRESsinG. liFe iN SpiRiT heArT soUL essence of whaT is much more than contrived form before hand as it were/iS iN liPs of cold analytical thoughts that do noT FloW iN ZoNe.. i Am jUst here to tale ya friEnd thaT yoUr poeTry iS more poeTry than Mr. B uP tHere can imaGine.. iN my oPinIon.. as what you do heRe takes tHeRe noW iS iN more than concrete pAint by number words masquerading as rote ways of real liFE mY friEnd.. and that mY friEnd iS why i’ve written thE Technically longest long form poem in the history of hUman kInd of which my entire blog iS worKing noW witH this too.. in the 671st macro verse as Micro Verse here of Super Epic PoEM FLoWinZonE.. i neVer lisTeN wheN the Twitter kNats sAy shuT iT doWn Fred.. nO.. i ain’T averAge.. i’M awEsoMe liKe thE God oF aLLthaTis.. ’cause i can DO no more.. no less than whAT i Am with zero chains of gNat bytes under moons that never feel fuLLer Sun gloWS oF liVinG noW WitH zero chains oF anyThanG.. Bottom LineS.. Stay AweSome mY friEnd.. yoUr poeTry stands ouT ’cause you do more than Twitter kNats.. WiTh aLL due respect to iNsects as they too are necessary for the Balance of Law and Order wiTh wE Free i’s too.. In other words ‘that parenthetical statement’ ‘uP theRe’ iS just other words for i am too busy and your size iS not worth my precious time.. WeLL.. FriEnd.. not everyone Feels thAT way.. O B V i O U S ly.. ANd soMe oF wE arE fiNanciAlly iNdepenDent aNd jUSt FLY..;)
SMiLes.. ha! moNey hELd No yiELd to mE oF noW dreAMs iN SnoWy North way foR A bigGeR ciTy greateR waY oF doLLar biLLs.. haX2!.. to leave thE Paradise of North Florida for money dreaMs.. no fool.. i.. as poor.. LoVes liKe A KinG’s Tree oF liFE nOW.. iN ParaDise ReaL.. FriEnd.. Viv..;)
Oh.. Lord.. 80 at 21.. 104 at 47.. And noW 16 CloSinG DanCinG oN @56 on June 6th.. and no wonder i Love sixes born then on 6660.. hehe.. but anyway.. HeArt.. SpiRiT.. and SoUL aS InnEr FloW oF ZonE iN Force iS essence oF ReaL.. wheRe Age iS juSt a cLock of no real meaning for those who do sTay iN PracTice oF GRoWinG heARt.. SpiRit soUL aS younG aT heARt anD i alWays tale the ‘scientistS’ when they scoff aT mY Zealous acTivE beLieF iN thiS.. heY! Baby! got AN Internet and MOre.. liNkS thAT proveS aLL i Say iN hUman ForM as sUre thAt refLects too.. thE essence of wHat iS tRuLy liGht aS iSRaELwE..:)
sMiLes.. aS iN reaLITy evolved sTiLL as such humans are usuAlly only comfortable in connecting to 150 to 200 sets oF eYes aT oNe era oF tHeir liFE.. the BlesSinGS iN liFe are to connect to as many Loves as possible.. i for one FeeL.. so oF course see ya laters.. are necessary.. but i never say goodbye as i aLways beliEve in more.. jUst ’cause i can.. and oh what a gift the Hello of Can iS mY Friend when REAL..:)
Interestingly.. some folks think in almost only verbal ways.. and others navigate the world in movie like visual world.. and ha!.. 11 million words only precipitated as i.. per loss of effective sight and hearing in pain disorder starting iN November of 2010.. before that iS almost no writing for me.. and truly my visual memory is so deep that i can play all the siGhts.. and additionally sounds.. and other senses of encounters with others in full cinema mind and body balance way.. and i can even feel the hug of a couple everywhere i go.. as iF iT were they hugging i.. i suppose that is why i have never said goodbye.. with nowsOme as i wish there were a way i could.. but i guess that is why i’Ve lEarned to Love aLL thE dARk anD liGht sAMe… as for me at lEAst theRe is no farewells inside oF i.. and that mY friEnd.. perhaps explains wHere the 11 million words plus now come from.. a River that finally escaped out of dam of Inner liFe.. oH thE StreAM.. Oh tHe River seT Free ouTside as oCean wHolD skEyes.. trUly whaT a relief to FeeL that i am not the only one stuck in this prometheus/FrankenStein bRain noW.. my FriEnd.. aS ReALLy FinaLLy LiVinG FReED.. iN noW froM bonDaGE inSide.. never ending.. noWoutErE-scAPinG..:)
For me at least.. a life of Beta brain wave being of solve this problem now now now.. of course most all work related as rat race then.. but now i find retired with no more rat race worries.. the creativity fLows freer close to alpha.. and even theta waves of MiNd iN FloW ZoNe noW.. i suppose tHeir IS A Science of Creativity but of course a 1 step to 5 step or whatever old crusty formula WiLL noT work for no repeatable HearT for mE at LEast FReED FloW moVinG LeTTiNG aLL the Tension iN mY body go.. iN EmoTioNal REgulation and Sensory Integration was the answer but so hard iT was for me to raise my arms to the sky as a man in the homophobic red state south.. but that is history.. now is free.. i can ballet and martial arts all i like.. as the tire of wheel is FULL tRead re-tired aGain.. anyWay.. yOur wordS noW inpiRed aLL oF thiS.. so.. thank you FrIEnd..:)
Oh goodness.. thiS noW reminds me of supervising a crew of lifeguards as Athletic Director of a Military Installation.. i didn’t go into that line of work for potential liFE or Death situations i miGht be responsible for.. but that does come wITh experience i guess.. and so much harder when you are actually drowning in whatever may come in LiFe..:)
SMiles.. i never truly became a friend until i became a friend of me.. and truly i FeeL we muSt all lEarn to bE our own mothers.. fathers.. sisters and brothers too.. as everyone needs this assistance..:)
It’s truly a sad statement of humanity when we are taught to feel shame for what hurts us.. or for who we are.. and i suppose thaT is why i find God aLLonE inside uS and noW buT alone never in buildings or books that support human hurt noW iN any hUman way oF FReED..:)
2:30 pm @5262016.. ends the dVerse poEtry for tHis “BeYonD fence oF liGht” 671st Verse oF the Longest Long Poem Form Poem Eva.. hmm.. Holy and Sacred R and R duties ahead for i FReED as usUAl.. bE bacK laTEr as promised sAMe aS AlWays..;)
So.. back to the gym.. and i am warming up then with.. yEs.. not unlike my Fredbun and Fredku style of Japanese Haibun and Haiku poetry yes.. i am doing FreDfu.. my own style of KunGfu and truly both are getting in touch with the Force.. the Ki.. the Chi.. the Qi.. the Dao.. the UniVerSal Interconnecting Interdependent relationship of all thaT is that the A. Indians named as the Great Spirit but in their own form of language of course.. bottom line.. without the essence of God fELt.. LiVed.. experienced whole.. one is more separated from God than oNE sAME wHOlE.. and to bE crystal clear when i say FreDfu that does not mean Fred FucK You.. in Layman’s termS noW seriouSly it means Fred iF yoU sEEK and there is the inG part for iN God one and sAMe but seriouSly2 iT could mean Infinite concrete and figurative metaphors and Force of letters.. words and any other symbols.. either seen.. felt heard.. and all other hUman poTenTiaLs in EmoTioNs and Senses of the beYond oF juSt a three letter word to chain God.. oh GOD so Tribal Instinct owned.. true.. it’s not easy to get so much wisdom in liFE and or be Jesus ’cause other folks ain’t caught uP yET to the larger views of TrUth and liGht and in general not to be proud and just be literal.. they are still in nursery school oF God yet to be weaned from chains of cave men and women holding God back iN them.. in PRiSon of HuMans whether Free wHolE oNe and SamE wIth and as pArt of God integral.. yes.. holy whole and sacred aLL thAt iS noW as God NatUre trUe are wE who SinG and Dance Free a DancE and SonG WitH and as God Holy wHole liKe KaTs do in the hunt of liFE FReED.. So to come UniVerSal circle noW here.. oh so.. FReED iN FreDbun FredKu.. and FreDfu style of BeinG oNe WitH God.. back to the gym..
where a rather large young man comes uP to me after i have been warming uP with FredFu.. and the thing iS.. the Interconnecting Interdependent relationship oF all that iS Aka knoWn as God teaches mE everyaLL i do through the InnateNoW Instinct and Intuition gifted through existence oF God IN uS iN the never ending story cycle of the end and beginning.. start and finish alWays noW and never ending.. beginning.. starting or finishing as alWays iS noW noW aLL onE home ALLONE FOR ALL WHO EXIST NOW IN ALL WAYS THAT MOVES.. CONNECTS.. AND CO-CREATES AS WITH GOD SamE noW.. yes.. even online in abstract constructs that are human symbols to approximatE noW the essence oF aLL tHat iS too.. but yes.. approximation as words are only signs and guideposts to the essence of what iS not only kNoWn in terms of abstract concepts and symbols.. but also felt and sensed from head to toe.. and beyond generated as energy of Chi/Ki/Dao/Qi.. yes etc.. etc.. HOLY SPIRIT.. KUNDALINI RISING AND SHINING EVERYWHERE now YA GO AND SUCH AS THAT ALL THATiS.. NOW.. JUST FucKinG yes iF yoU seeK iN God now juSt i Say juStiCe Now.. okay.. WeLL here’s the thing about the Aikido that the rather large young man suggested i was doing in preparation for a fight of LiFe.. Hell no.. i ain’t gettin’ in no fiGhts.. i’ll just tale the drunk young dudes at the bar.. when they intimate noW in body language they wanna challenge me.. here noW my friend.. see this dude in the video leg pressing a half a ton 14 reps.. now 30 reps.. in way of YouTuBe video of parallel leg press machine.. slowly surely with his arms raised in the air.. with 88 seconds of the 14 reps.. in YouTube way and yA can come to the NAVY STATION AND WATCH ME DO iT NOW FOR MORE THAN 3 MINUTES.. WHOLE LIKE ONE OF THOSE DANCING SONGS ON THE SEVILLE SCREEN NOW.. JUST IMAGINE THIS.. BRUCE LEE WITH THE STRENGTH OF THAT.. GET MY DRIFT YOUNG BUCK FRIEND.. AND that is the end of that as they scurry away.. with soMe wonder of who the fuck i really am noW.. as obviously ya don’t do that at the Military Gym full of Molly drugs that let ya float across the dance floor in Tai Chi-like butterfly moves.. heHe.. Presence.. harmony.. creativity.. iN moving.. connecting.. and creating sAMe.. many more metaphors for the Chi of martial arts.. but Aikido was developed moreover as spiritual moving mediation exercises to develop Utopia and or Heaven on eARth.. unfortunately that pArt of Jesus’ message and even Buddha iF it existed at all is left out and all there is is sitting still meditation or prayer.. basically more or less cognitive behavioral therapy for putting the good words out.. and eliminating stress and worry.. problem is.. sitting still is one of the most ill ways of being sTiLL.. as even science now shows that sitting still for long periods of time is equal to smoking a pack of F in cigarettes A day.. we primates from our free Loving rarely aggressive or violent free sex loving Bi-Primate Bonobos..noW are noT evolved to fight.. FucK no.. we are evolved to cooperate in touchy FeeLY.. MoVinG.. coNnecTaRinG.. CreaTinG ways for the successful hunt and gather of liFe in foraging for species other than killing our FucKinG self off GOD in violent warring head hunter stupid ass ways out of BaLanCinG with the holy wHole of Nature too.. TaKInG more from God than GiVing TO God.. DUH.. F iN COMMON SENSE DICTATES.. F in Share and GiVe..Now aWay FROM insane F iN interpretations of voice in caves.. and such as that.. per people.. psychopathic clergy/political leaning folks with little feelings for their neighborS noW in the Golden Rule of Jesus and Buddha.. TaKinG away the freedoms of Rock and Roll and Sex too.. but honestly when ya find the Chi.. Drugs are Now child’s play after the free adult all natural Force of God iS NoW assessed in all FeeLinG greAT and healing wayS noW and yes.. if necessary as defense to kick psychopathic leaning harming folks ass.. and yes.. although my feet are not registered as deadly weapons with law enforcement.. there is no doubt i could kill a person easily with one swift FredFu kick so no.. i will never get in a fight as i for one ain’t gonna risk manslaughter FredFu charges.. for kicking someone yards away.. them hitting their head on a bar stool.. and dying and such as that.. i’ll just show ’em the video.. that way they will see the imaginary potential consequence first before any potential action from me is necessary to resolve the issue of any aggression and violence from them toward me in self defense ways.. no.. i do not spar with flesh,, i spar with metal.. and my kicks always come fractions oF inches away from metal as metal will potentially hurt my toes.. so the discipline of practice of the monkey never falling out of the tree or hawk falling out of the sky is built in as practice as all those consequences hurt.. and fighting and any contact sport that is trauma to the human body is just plain FucKinG stupid.. AS IT INJURES YA MORTAL BODY.. AND IN A F iN Civilized world where thugs are now hooked up fingeRing oN cell phones.. seriously.. if yA walk like a Lion and look strong as a LiOn.. and hehe.. wear Kool Secret Service Shades like me.. with the nuance of a potential hidden weapon here or there.. the possibility of anyone F iN with ya.. even iF they are drunk.. is rare to close to nihl.. particularly if the other party is sober as such with due prudence to stay away from death and seriouSly bodiLy inJury.. bottom line is free flow iN zOne DancE SonG.. PoeTry and Martial arts sAME allows one the nirvana oF heaven now F E A R L E S F L O W N O W as ONE wiTh God.. so whenever someone looks at me with a WTF look.. i am alWays available to explain all of thiS iN words to them in EnliGhteNinG AwaKeninG-liKe speed.. or jUst give the folks who are over 18 a quick google search on the simple term ‘Katie Mia’ that anywhere in the world BRinGs my SpiRtuaL FULLuST TEACHINGS TO THE TOP.. and yes.. i alWAYS WARN THEM.. particularly the dudes.. that no.. you probably do not wanna click on them restricted links as baby.. seNsual Intelligence IS Also a huge hUmaN iNtelligenTce thaT not many folks touch iN liFE aS ways of Apollo.. Heracles.. Eros.. Michelangelo.. KinG David and sucH As that aLive iN flesh as we WiLL RocK and RoLL ya to thE bONe of hUman liFE oNe With GoD aLive wHere aLL iS thAT iS exPreSsinG ART as sAME.. SpiRit FloW iN zONe aS MINd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL noW.. as lifelong practice iN hUman potenTial as and WiTh GoDarTnoWaLWaySaLiVE.. Oh and ps.. oh god yes.. almost forgot.. back to the other pARt of the story at the military gym with the young muscular black military dude who was inspired by my fierce style of working out with Gorilla Growl intensity and such as that.. i also told that young man.. back in the early 80’s or so when.. all there was were a few Universal weight machines.. a bar here a plate there.. a chin-up bar and such as that.. there is a 30 something Marine Captain dude that gets under somewhere around 200LBS on a Bench Press machine and says.. oh God i’m 30 now and this is Getting so F in hard to do.. and then i say.. please if you hear any old dudes saying that.. don’t believe ’em it is not true.. in fact.. you can look up Jack LaLanne on Google and it will tale ya all about him in his 60’s towing in swim 60 or so boats behind him in rope way across a long wide bay.. and that dude kept pumping iron to age 96.. and only a bad case of pneumonia brought him to demise.. and that’s the thing.. Jesus can you imagine how old my cat Arthur was at 20 years old in cat years.. when he could still traverse the neighborhood in stern alpha cat way.. that’s the problem with modern society.. sit on your butt and eat an ice cream and yes.. i have been guilty of doing just that when my first Love told me you are not gonna work out my Loving whipped boy friend.. you will spend ALL YOUR TIME WITH ME.. until she broke up with me.. i started working out again and i said to myself Jesus.. Heaven again.. i can finally F iN focus in class and do not feel like i am swimming in mud mind all foggy as such.. ugh.. exercise as science shows in one hour fashion before an IQ test is proven to raise scores around 10 points or so.. and Jesus F iN Christ aGain that goes to show that hUman potential is much more in thInking ways than just F iN head deep.. as Lord knows for decades i wasn’t even comfortable raising my hand up to wave at someone simply as the arm swayed little at all straight down.. and the fingers were most always attached to a pencil sloppily taking notes in egg head speed.. And in college in Sociology class and the study of aging the outlook was bleak with folks my age.. doing therapy in warm health pools all pasty white and grey haired as such.. flabby here and there.. with skin hanging down off arms.. but ha.. they did not know the secret of either Jack LaLanne or Arthur Brown tabby cat.. who by the way looked almost just like the Democratic Cat in my Candidate ANN channel for debate on my dance shirt tonight.. yes the secret is simple.. move.. connect and create from birth to dust.. never ever stop.. and become a vegetable or robot walking dude as i used to be too.. Flow.. don’t be a mechanical angular sidewalk dude or dudette.. move like the UniVerse and all stuff in Nature away from human sidewalk hells do.. iN Golden Spiral iN ZonE fLy oF spiral either around the Sun or core of God iN uS.. as God moves more like sexy sixes and nines.. than angular so-called God number 7 for G.. yes God iS more like F iN 6 or i oF Nine foR All oF liFe Free asOnE..:)
And here is a couple more Facebook memories of the totality of this 3 Million Word plus play.. scores of thousands of photos.. thousands of videos.. links to other places iN the unabridged human table of contents bible named Google so far.. in E-Land here.. one of a year ago.. and one of nearly the beginning of all the poeTic reaLITy in DancE and SonG that does comprise aLL online oF the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’.. aka ‘KaTiE MiA FredericK!iI on word press and KATiE MiA FredericK! as a blogger blog by that same general Pen Name aka juST plAiN FREd.. and with that said here is that memory verbatim iN text from three years ago to date too.. NoW..:)
And now i say.. at the end of this new post.. more fun dance photos coming after midnight.. yes around the 3 am wee hour of Friday morning.. after my 112th Dance Week Thursday NiGht celebration wITh aLL the Kool College age Folks at Good Old Seville Quarter.. one of the top 100 Bars to dance in yes.. the memorable Good Old U.S. oF A..:)