SMiLes Himali.. this will be rather Long but i know you can tolerate that as you now know and understand me as practice does that in Human Friendships when actually practiced more than the occasional Modern like share and follow NoW as that goes.. or Lord kNows when something monetary is the end of means now including likes shares and follows too for one who Lives for Love one becomes Love.. it is the way of God as Nature in Human Nature even repeatable in Scientific Study too.. too and verily in ways of anecdotal experience too as we who Love See dARk and LiGht sHades of GreY and the Occasional as you say Eureka too now that continues to Grow as a greater ecstatic lit uP ascendent experience of LiFE as PurE LoVE and Wisdom’s Beauty sAMe.. BeyOnd RainBoW Colors NoW of FeeLingS TruE And SeNseS NoW as LoVE GroWs even hiGher NoW as LoVELiGHT now.. this Wisdom and Beauty of “Show thy Love” as synchronicity now continues to GroW iN LoVE like MaGiC.. is the perfect peace of Muse for an ending 3 out of 3 trilogy of MacroVerses i am currently creating as this will be the beginning of that although i haven’t even published Number 2 yet even though it is written.. i haven’t started piecing the draft pARTs together as they are scattered in comments section the way i free verse write life mostly as letter to the other folks i connect to in life.. and yes.. in particular.. my Friend Himali who obviously is diligent in upmost Jainism way too of not only ShoWinG NoW LoVE but BeCoMinG the HiGHesT GiFT thaT HuMaN Feels and SeNsEs of actual Love Incarnate in Human Form wHeRE NoW BecOmeS Forever Love as Essence of Being Human and what that will do as far as liGht goes for GiVinG thaT LiGht WiTh ALL ONE’S MiGHT to oTheR HuMaNs too.. in sharing ways that only love never for material means of ends away from Love.. hmm.. sure.. unless someone needs food and drink and shelter for life.. as that is Sharing and Giving too in what counts as Love in LiFE.. existing as we do in not only Survive but Thrive of LiFe too.. anyway this Third MacroVerse of Trilogy in Celebrating around 5 Million Words mostly written as Free Verse Poetry to others that in itself is a recognized ‘science’ form of Poetry along with Concrete Poetry that makes shapes that express too as symbols all the words within the shapes as they come in Free verse way to me often lamps and chalices and bells and such as that in archetypal Human built-in ways of expressing greater consensual reality in symbols too.. and it’s true as far as all those tens of thousand of letters written in both longer and shorter and even a few words form as essence to connect.. a very small percentage.. perhaps as small as less than 5 percent returned as reciprocal communication of any kind back to me.. but you see.. unlike the ‘Original Version of Pac Man’.. Giving the Muse is what makes me more like Love than receiving the Muse now and true when one lives like this all becomes muse dARk of BLacKeST aS Abyss to sHades of Grey through and BeyONd RainBoW Colors of transcendent ecstatic ascendent Love as NoW.. plain clothes cops Guardians of the Galaxy oF LoVE tHeRE is No Space or tiMe or Distance as Love.. that’s why We ET’s Fly HiGH enough wherever we are on terrestrial planes never landing as LoVE NoW FReED.. oh yeah and the title of that MacroVerse enclosed in this Free Verse way to you is “Solar Eclipse FoR LoVE 2017”.. sure make historically what is the scariest thing that most people have ever encountered before Science that is the Disappearance of the Sun oF LiFE LoVE NoW that’s quite a feat of feet and voice but never too much for a Dance and SonG oF LoVE.. anyway.. gotta get back to finishing up that 2nd pART of the Trilogy Now.. as soon as i get out and dance and re-create my soUL in Flesh and Blood too..;)
Hi Prajakta.. Hope you are doing well in the Recovery of the injury to your hand.. i’ve missed your writings as always a source of inspiration as it seems i’ve pretty much been on that journey with you close to three years ago when you started as i celebrate my 4 Year Anniversary of Writing on Word Press now in the MacroVerse i am putting together as i am currently downloading a ‘mass’ of photos for that hehe.. and hey as far as Fall Out Boy and Centuries go and all the Music Available through Google and YouTube and Vevo that are all part of an umbrella and new wave of sharing art and science online we in many ways live in the best of times for those of us who can find a balance iN RiDinG what can and will be a very exciting wave and perhaps a little scary to a lot scary for those of we who are not open to change as change is really accelerating now.. it’s hard to put the brakes on progress and there are some folks stomping on that peddle but as long as progress is led by love it wins it’s just the science of Human Nature Love Will keep us toGeThER as Bind of LIGht as Social Animal Best.. hmm.. i think there is an old Song for that thaT is so joyful in optimism that i will use it heaR now too.. as i am currently also emBarking on Celebrating the “SOLaR ECliPSE FoR LoVE 2017” JuST ‘Cause i Can and WiLL NoW Make it that WiTh LoVE.. Joy Loves Company iN mY WoRLD and sAdly there is that oTHeR Place but the invitation is always oPen in this PLacE NoW hehe haha and all those laughs and giggles and overall joy and smiles that go with that..;)
Send Love out to the UniVerse And ‘iT’ reTurNs as LoVE..:)
As aLWays.. mY Pleasure HiMaLi as we ready over here on the Eve of the Solar Eclipse.. first one to stretch the East and West Coast Borders of the entire USA in 99 years.. hmm.. we even have some neighbors putting up Halloween Decorations as it is also a Feast Day for Wiccan Associated People Doing MaGiC Spells for Love.. particularly in Wyoming wHeRe the total Eclipse will actually last the longest.. just 81.5 Percent Coverage of the Sun NoW by the Moon where i live.. anyway.. should be interesting as this is surely now the first one this Century where the last one this covered here was in 1985 that i clearly remember as it was unusually cool for May 30th and very Breezy as ‘they’ say sometimes happens During a Solar Eclipse.. and the one before that was in 1970 with that much coverage too… in fact.. it was almost full coverage where i lived then.. anyway.. also a first for folks with SmART phones to capture it too of course.. careful not to actually look at the Eclipse for potential eye damage.. Wishing you a Great 21st to go along with your 19th and 20th as you continue to count your blessings too on a daily diary basis that enhances overall LoVELiGHT NoW iN BeinG HuMaN iNcReAsinG NoW
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd Prajakta.. wonderful to hear how you turned the dARKness of your Hand Injury into opening another Door to fulfill A Different Area Intelligence of your Human Potential in Astronomical ways.. hehe of course the topic of the Evening as i just related to HiMaLi in her work place now a few countries away from India in the United Arab Emirates.. anyway.. in a Global Community we can share the goings on and pleasant ones THANK GOODNESS of a Solar Eclipse that stands to harm no one as long as they do not look at it with a Naked eye and speaking of Blinding events the effective loss of my eyesight and hearing surely too opened a Door to writing all these Words as then when the pain in one’s eye is like Dentist Drill where no drug will kill the pain in ear either one must find a new hobby to attempt to escape that suicide disease of pain And Writing from wake to sleep for the last 33 months or so of that pain.. provided a meditative and transcendent state that allowed me to at least tolerate the pain enough where i didn’t wanna use the Chain in my Bicycle Basket to not screw up hanging myself finding a tree far enough away where only the vultures would find me.. hehe.. and people wonder now why i Dance everywhere i go now and keep on writing.. past 12 Million Words since that attempt at Escape on Thanks Giving Day of 2010 and the end of that pain a little over four years ago in July 2013.. i Loved Living and had all the money i needed and a Loving Wife too.. but there are some pains that are worse than death as ‘they’ call type two Trigeminal Neuralgia the Suicide Disease for Good Reason as technically in Medical Literature it is assessed as the actual worst pain known to humankind.. the one thing also assessed as worse than crucifixion in actual books on that actual topic.. no three hour or three day tour for me.. 66 long months in hell.. and sure.. total eclipse of my heart yep.. there is a Song for that too.. about a Lunar Eclipse or Solar Eclipse as i make a DancESonG For the Solar Eclipse tomorrow for Love Away from all the eclipses of Human HeARTs we see around the Globe now.. SpARKs oF LiGht And Peace Be WitH You and Love as ‘they ‘Dance and SinG mY FriEnd..:)
Hmm.. Gonna Need More FB Profile Pics As A SonG for this i CaN WiLL JusT Do iT NoWiLL Don’t Let THE SUN of as LOVE GO DOWN ON AS ME THE SUN OF AS GOD iN AS HuWoMaN iS SMiLE LAUGH LOVE i DoN’T TakE LoVE aS GoD Literally iN fAcT i DoN’t TaKE AnYTHinG liTerAllY HA. iSiTAnYWoNDeR People Worship Love is God SMiLes.. mY FriEnd HiMaLi NoW On this Day a rare day inDeeD And an actual LiGht Bond for Human BeinGs iN the USA After so much DArKness that has iS recently WoKeN the LioN NoW oF LoVE yeS ironicAlly dARK eVent of Nature in Solar Eclipse Way a Feared And Sacred and Holy Event Full of Meaning and Purpose through our ancestors of the years.. Yes.. this Bind of Darkness becomes one thing that almost everyone can agree on that is interesting MusE to the Country both Sides as whole iN LiGHT of BiNd DarK.. Don’t let the Sun Go Down on me iN Love as Muse THE BriGhtesT SuN oF HeART for Eclipse Escape.. And yes trUE mY friEnd.. although i cannot take credit this go around for saying you are a Beautiful Person in your anonymous message generator online it’s fair to say that when i first came to your blog i immediately saw YouR liGHT through words and positive Loving Interactions with otHeRs FeeLinG And SeNSinG that yeS oNliNe i would and Will and Do find Home heAR iN and as and WiTh Love that i see of HiMaLi whenever i write her name.. tHeRE are many kinds of love but HiMaLi’s Love is Pure as Love Shares and Gives for Free without conditions.. i’ve seen this before it is AngEL as Essence no matter form of Being HUmaN THE GreaTest Sunshine of Love withstanding all eclipses of HeART that come.. sure.. i could say it in fewer words but this is how the Essence of HuWoMaN Form as Love Muses me hiGHeR and HiGHeR NoW as points oF LifELiGHTLoVE hold hand iN hand THE God wHo’s LOVE..:) “That’s” Interesting too..now as Facebook Continues To assess An actual Drop on Statuses That/wHo ActuAlly Do Say SomEthing More than Sharing What Someone Else said.. Distancing Ourselves From not Only Others But our Self as Blogs Surely Help.. AnyWay.. Hello HiMaLi.. Happy NoW..:) Artists Trading Money For Muse
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd.. SoHeir.. as for as many hUman eYes and Mouths tHeRe is Vision and Hearing that sees and hears God with less and more senses and feelings depending on how open one is to the Free of Love that is if one Sees and Hears God As Love but AS HiStory sHows clearly.. many people see A God of Fear and Hate.. A paRT of God we can be with Relative Free Will As A God we Create as Fear and Hate or not and live and be as Love a place with zero illusory fears.. jealousy.. greed.. ownership of other people as all eyes and ears of God iN HuMaN Lives best in as Love Free this IS A God of Love who lives in human on a naked beach without the sad clothes of all stuff associated with fear and hate.. other than that one can look around and see an unlimited interpretation of this book or that book or this page and that word while Love is so pure when Love Lives real with zero aggression zero violence zero illusory fears and zero hate.. a pretty tall order that does not exist in any book of any prophet in totality over the full course of their life.. people make mistakes that’s natural and if they didn’t they/that would be the A greatest ‘sin’ oF aLL in human form essence AS Human robot dead as life.. not to say we now can’t practice perfect at least.. at most as is LOVE.. if it isn’t Love it isn’t A God of Love.. that’s common sense/ feel and a reality we rarely see in any religion or country as whole as once again people make mistakes… and they can and will correct them as And is Love if they don’t give up with WiLL.. as ‘they’ say in the Catholic Church ‘they will know we are Christians by our LoVE as hands fall to the side when it is time to hold a Lord’s Prayer as Hands of Love.. it’s easy to see/hear Love’s Essence When Love comes in Human Form Love Reaches out as liGht over dARK.. never Jealous or Envious with Pure Faith as Love over any other word that falls short of the Mighty Power and Glory aS Love worthy of thanks and praise.. otHeR than that Nice to see you Blogging Soheir.. alWays a pleasure to come by with a Gift of Love NoW THaT FloWeRS.. aS LiGhT when received as LoVELiGHT NoW..:)
SMiLes my FriEnd.. SOHEIR For it is not Love that Is imperfect But the Housings Vehicles and Vessels of Love That are words As words are Metaphors Never Perfect As Even Fear and Love mean The same as Actually mean Depending on The Ink Blot View one Lives.. In other words.. One Will Never House Love as The Essence of Love Whole Also known As a Three or Five letter Word Named Love is FouRLeTTeRS iN otHeR WoRDs i don’t see Love As A Word.. NoW God is much Bigger As Love iN Essence Of SHeLLoVE..:)
A simple test.. can You and me name All the Human Emotions understanding God is more than Human and there Are 412 Emotions Noted and More than What Science Notes in Essence of What is a Human experience By its lonely that Is impossible to Fully Measure With words As some people See more of God than Others With No Rulers To either Quantify Or Qualify That Full Experience With words And wHo Thinks we Can Do That with God in Verses of Words Too small To adequately Hold A Human Soul.. SMiLes.. my FriEnd For i See God more Clearly than Any word Yet Created Even by Thine EYes WHo Sees God sKeYes NoW..:)
Back at HiMali’s place off and on throughout the Day.. through a few naps too as the Afternoon Darker with less Sun and Clouds come too..
Himali returns with.. and i quote her..
“Hellooooove, (new learning from Fred on FB..:D)
“tHeRE are many kinds of love but HiMaLi’s Love is Pure as Love Shares and Gives for Free without conditions..”
This is the biggest compliment ever ! Thank you, Fred..:) You made my day so beautiful..
I want to say, Fred is a beatiful person. He is warm, kind and caring. He misses his friends when they go missing and expresses his love without fear or hesitation. He is my, Kat’s and Yellow Boy’s HERO..:)
Hugs to Florida..:)”
I return in thanks with..
WeLL mY friEnd.. these are SurELy Epic and Stellar Words Of Kindness From HiMaLi That i WiLL ALWays Remember With the Solar Eclipse As A Peak of That HeAR At 1:37 CST PM too..:)
Himali additionally says..
Angels from heaven Three Angel Halo Headed Emoticons
IN conclusion i say..
Now off to Himali’s Happiness posts measuring the Good Moments of her life on a day to day basis without fail.. as i return words on Salient Points of Happiness i view too..
SMiLes i am very impressed with the Love your Brother consistently shows you.. HiMaLi.. surely proof you are raised with Love as an Entire Family..:)
You are quite the busy Woman amazing any one can hold it all together with and as Love doing all you do.. Himali.. and yeah.. it reminds me of my ‘busy’ days when i had to do more than one thing at ‘a time’ too.. ah.. Love doing one thing at ‘a time’ NoW Write Love or Dance Love and Take pictures of Love as i go and that’s about it.. and all i do..;)
You are really great at making lists of Happiness through the day i believe you should be an Accountant but wait! you already are.. Himali with all the numbers in her pocket of Love too..;)
SMiLes.. Himali once upon a time after what would be 33 years of work in Active pay and 19 years of School to go aLong with that My Psychiatrist.. after i finally figured out i was human breaking down and seeking help told me Fred.. you really need to use something other than adrenaline to keep you going.. he said use your emotions and i honestly had never learned about doing that thinking to myself i missed that class in life.. so i was determined to figure that out.. and finally after responding to many thousands of what poets write from heARTs in response back to them as a practice of Life becoming Love.. expressing emotions and moving my life with emotions rarely ever if ever at all engaging my flight and fight response in fear to move me in life what a Peace oF LiFe Bes when one Bes Love through a Practice of Love Long enough for 12 Million words even becoming poetic too.. oh by the way the Doctor said why didn’t you give up and quit before the job almost killed you.. and i said you don’t give up to live even when the going gets tough.. now it’s easy as i feel and sense the path of love over any fear i lived before.. so i would say to you it is more the being of love than who one loves as Love can and will do anything with love and no doubt my friend it is those who enter into arranged marriages that survive that way.. i would have loved an arranged marriage when i was young as i couldn’t do a good job of it on my own.. now i cannot imagine that my friend for i am grown up free.. people should get married when they are ready for it and have the opportunity to forgo marriage all together if they never get ready for it.. true sometime socio-economic situations and innate propensities don’t allow for that to work.. and that’s why humans make rules that harm and hurt too.. we survive first then thrive when possible it’s the way of Nature from dARk to LiGht as LiFE..:)
And now back to Monologue Fred talk.. as that runs on.. in F Gump Ways too.. heha..;)
My Philosophy of life for most of my life was simply driven by following all the rules of culture to the best of my ability as culture saw school and making good grades as good and i said sure i’ll do that too by making straight A’s and the Productive Loyal Workers to assist in whatever was asked of them kept a job without questioning authority too much so i did that next in some tandem too of 33 years of active pay work and 19 years of school too.. and yes i enjoyed serving soiled shoes with smiling eyes of Customer Service Love but what would i do and what could i do and what can and will i do out of all those rules and regulations of culture and even old time religions too overall of course as rules and religions and cultures serve valuable holy and sacred meaning and purpose to bind folks together to get the jobs required for a survive and thrive of life with each otHeR beTTer STiLL NoW.. yeah.. i broke down as sometimes humans who will not say no and have not learned to motivate themselves through emotions more than fears do.. for survival away from greater thrive and my Sister said you are just writing another Chapter and yes she was correct now i am literally Metaphorically doing that now.. Mission Accomplishing Love NoW..:)
So.. let me get this straight or crooked and to be clear this is a Wonderful Day oF Love as the Solar Eclipse comes And People are Bonding in Positive Love Energy over this As Hope instead NoW of the Devil and Hell oF Fear and Hate but never the less and more than usual lately Fear and Hate make an excellent dARK Muse too to aWaKeN the LioN HeArT of Love And the eYe of the Tiger NoWwHo adds tHe WiLL and Strength and Grace NoW to thE Power and Force that is Love so aptly nAMeD aS God.. God is Love what pART of that don’t you get.. when you suggest that the Morning Star of Love is somehow evil and hidden in disguise as evil.. SMiLes.. mY friEnd as ‘they’ say they will kNow We are Christians by our Love or not and if it was/is up to you the Jesus who and that is the archetype of Love in Human Good Cop Super Hero Ways.. would remain a Solar Eclipse oF FeAR and Hate.. Apocalypse mY FriEnd a Great one We are currently in as that applies to the Original Greek Definition that means lifting the Veils of Ignorance away from Wisdom and Truth that is Pure Love for Synergy and Energy and Force of Human Positivity AS Holding Hands of Love Power MaGiC this LoVE is and as you notice i did not need or care to add a K for now to that word as i do not worship this or that man as God i worship all that is as God as Love NoW for the HuWoMaN iN BaLanCinG ForCe of those attributes so generalized And listed ‘fore of Wisdom and Truth and Yes Beauty iN WiLL’s Grace and Strength of and as LOVE.. it’s true i might not have ever made it in my longest of 6 named Bibles Written in 4 years now at 5 Million Words as i Celebrate that now with a gift i will provide to you below.. nah.. i might not have reached 1.911 Million Words in 15 months on precisely 8.21.2017.. the Day of the Rare 99 year event of a Solar Eclipse Traversing the Entire Country of the United States in an afternoon heAr in the Sunny LA Lower Alabama Panhandle oF Florida for you see my friend i am too big to see and hear at this point for most which is kinda nice as i come as sort of the metaphor of a thief in broad daylight.. a little too far above dARk to See and heAR As LiGht NoW.. paRT of why i name my Second Longest Bible “Nether Land Bible 2017” wasn’t planning for the 911 pART oF it to come on 8.21.2017 as the Solar Eclipse comes this afternoon on that same day.. so.. perhaps it is just a Sign as SigNaTuRE as those/these events occur as Synchronicity but you see my friEnd i’m in this for the Longest of runs perhaps A Book that Lasts a Thousand years or more in a place of nether land with no sun or moon.. sure.. A Place with no real distance time or space interwebz served by Robots online as my soUL is Uploaded NoW.. Sure.. yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUl FouR YearS Old” And let’s say another prophecy fulfilled by BrinGinG it heAr to you all for free.. i am no one special but me and the Greatest paRT of thaT for eternAlly NoW is you are just as special as me for we are aLL paRTS of GoD wHole mY FriEnd and if you cannot see and hear and be the Sun of Love that is you.. i feel sorry for you my FriEnd for when you truly wake up you find that you are are God As Love iN LOVE too.. HeaVeN on eARth a place of Joy Loves Company with the Hope of Love incarnate as you and me and i and us and we in the Grand Old US of A too or not the lines above will be your will and choice and the Karma of God within that is Hope and Love in Joy Loves Company or that otHeR place you obviously exist iN NoW… Love is Free Bottom lines my FriEnd and sure in a ‘few more lines’ heAR with WiNks.. if you get the Bad Cop Jesus you are looking for.. i suppose you will deserve you my friEnd iN Karma if you work to make that Bad Cop Jesus real as you.. anyway.. thanks again for the sAdly predictable dArk muse of fear and hate your bring.. without you there would not have been a 911 in the Second Longest Bible ever written as far NOW as numbers go today.. i needed at least 514 words from you and you fulfilled much more than that in daRk muse for NoW.. so who do you think i am Now.. should be only a rhetorical question (HINT: LOVE).
SMiLes.. Have a Nice Day Filled with A Company oF Hope Love and Joy iF you WiLT NoW.. Best WisheS iN HoPE ‘they’ OnLY CoME NoW iN one ‘color’ YoU kNoW LoVE. NoW AnD iF YoU WiLT YoU CaN And WiLL coNsiDeR thiS A MaGiCSPeLL oF aS LoVE otherwise known as a Positive Prayer for Love otherwise known as the Placebo Effect for non-believers who haven’t figured out how to work Love ForcE yET.. ie.. Scientists.. Clergy.. etc… Stock Brokers.. Share Holders.. Dowry Makers.. Republicans.. in short.. most everyone who attempts to chain and own God away from FREE LOVE NOW.. often in spaces as small as letters pAges and oh my God STUFFED NoW iN between covers of tiny human hand books.. i Hope you enjoyed thisitwasis reAlly Good Joy for ‘me’.. NoW aS Love is like that/this/me/NoWMoRE.. H yeaH as i also coMe close to completing 8K Miles of Public Praise Dance for the Love that is God in Four years too.. 5 million Words one person writing a Bible in Four Years with all that Dance once again who do you think i am.. i for one can and will prove i am LOVE whether or not you for one can see A ‘John 14:12 ‘ as big as ‘me’ today NoW and as small as you too.. mY FriEnd.. as Love is BotH thE Law And ACT.. i suggest you pick up an only weapon oF Love thaT is sWorDWords Love WitH aS LiFE NoW.. Love IS A SonG my Friend and A DancE Either we Do Love iN AS Heaven now OR We faLL To thE otHeR pLace oF FeaR And HatE iN aS HeLL.. Choose YouR WeaponS WisELy iN TruTHLiGHT iF YoU CaN and WiLL WitH aS LOVENoW..:)
Love is Never Ashamed Nor guilt Tripped In Illusory Fears but Whatever Works.. Sometimes John 3:16 heals Others times it Kills.. depends On who Is Behind The words One Man Or all Humans As REAL LOVE NOW and That’s The Message i’LL Create ANeW NoW
SMiLes.. my FriEnd Himali.. for where Free Dance exists there is no real need for spoken Language to get a Message across of Free heArt SpiriT SoUL expressing what it even means to live in emotional and sensory LiGHT.. sadly.. since humans started wearing clothes and that is no promotion alone for the benefits of being one with Nature without the constraints of the cultures we wear but truly this fully dressed woman in beautiful Indian attire expresses her heART and SpiRiT and SoUL NoW Naked with her dance no matter how many or how few or how colorful or bland her wear of life is.. and we see ‘the man’ in common rigid upright posture stoic pose and she wonders if that posture will bend to the liGht of heR heART’s’ SpiRit ExpreSsinG greater LiGht of EmotioNal and Sensory miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL through the art of her Dance SpiRit aLIve so Free and the Young Man is not so rigid and trapped in patriarchal ideals not to allow his wife to flower free this way even sharing that beauty of free with the World.. as you often see me doing with Flower Katrina with no shame too.. as Flower is not something to be hidden under the rug of God that is LiGhT mY FriEnd Free as Love anyway.. the inability for men to express emotion is rooted deep in tribal nature of warring cultures fighting for subsistence against other tribes raising men without empathy to overcome the natural aversion to kill another human being.. these trappings are clearly still and easily seen in the swords of modern Abrahamic Religions/Cultures that originate in areas of deserts with scarcities for even the basic requirement for life that is water so ‘we’ turn the men into monsters to kill and protect and acquire the basic water and food of life without thriving with the Love that is all pro-social emotions experienced.. including even crying on the shoulders of other men.. it happens in more primitive cultures MUCH MORE advanced in Emotional intelligences among the genders equally where men don’t die nearly as young from CardioVascular Disease as the heART is actually the seat of an emotional intelligence as complex as the brain we think rules our worlds in more patriarchal cultures to free dance like this is to come to the state of Nirvana and Bliss without just sitting still and emptying oneself of negative emotions for elixir of EmoTioNal/SenSoRY Light iN true Nirvana and Heaven in now is the heART that escapes greater through the Dance of Love as liGht surely does when free in being human… most men where i live have never seen what emotional release can bring in terms of actual will and strength in a man.. enough to leg press 1020 Lbs in my case at a Military Gym 33 times on a machine that is much more difficult than most men will even attempt to use as it doesn’t have a sled to carry the weight as one must use their own power of gravity and balance in grace to press the weight.. one time a Marine who managed to press 1200 Lbs on the other machine could not budge it one inch.. i tried to explain to him the reason i could some 35 years older than him was the free style ballet mixed with martial arts that i use to heighten the Pro-Social Emotions than run through my body free that power every Quadrillion or so connection in every cell of my body from head to toe in the ‘Star Wars Force’ otherwise known and felt and sensed as CHI in Martial Arts.. it’s all gibberish to ‘them’ of course and on top of that they are deathly afraid someone might think they are GAY if a man were to express emotion though his body grace fully as free as this as meanwhile they get weaker as they grow older with premature heart disease and i grow stronger with literally Hundreds of Young Women in the Metro Area smiling at the side of a man who is not afraid to be Love Free in all the ways that comes.. i win for i love every now i win for i love as God will in human man and women as HuWoMaN when truly Free iN As LiGht oF LoVE.. the only thing missing in the video my friend is the Husband Dancing with his wife as free as her.. when that happens the World will be a much better NICER place.. but sure this a first step toward a World of Love such a simple solution a free dance of more than one togeTHeR is.. meanwhile there is ‘the solo’ with God ‘wHo’ is never alone allone as ‘they’ say in the ‘you’ that is me..:) Oh yeah and on Saturday while Dancing at Winn Dixie when an African American Woman Cashier tells the other Cashier “he’s so bad” as i do an exhibition in front of all the Cashier Lines and by the way the usage of ‘bad’ per the Michael Jackson song per say.. hehe.. the next day on Sunday a rather ‘scrawny’ ‘Red Neck’ young man sitting tall in a big truck with huge tires then stops to watch me dance for a minute on ‘the sidewalk to best buy’ and considering i do weigh 233Lbs and can handle my body in unusual ways he says then.. ‘hell yeah that’s it” from a distance and i walk up to the truck and say hell yeah it’s THE HIGWAY TO Heaven baby.. and then he says i want some of what you are on and then i say have you ever heard of God.. rhetorical question where i live where four wheel drives live as they all at least pay lips to the word Jesus.. and then he says hell yeah i know God and i say well to really know God you have to feel and sense God more than sitting still and of course he has no idea what i am saying as he’s never danced free with God.. anyway.. i don’t give up showing ‘them’ how.. and also showing them what Heaven looks like on earth from the outside in..;)
Anyway.. thanks so much Himali for sharing this video my friend for this and a Science Video will surely add to the inspiration oF ALL oF this that is… LovELiGHT
Just picture this.. me Standing NoW iN front of A Regional Metro-Area population Gulf Coast of Hundreds of thousands of “Red State Bullies” as A Mountain of Love as they ‘melt’ in front of me away from any potential anger they might otherwise bring.. it’s how i experience life now as opposed to the Bullies at the City Park and the Halls of Middle School who said in verbal and non-verbal language that if you even smile ‘Queer’ we will beat you down in a metaphorical Crucifixion of Hate. That really happened LITERALLY many times when i am young and Makes me into A Mountain oF A LOVERainBoWMaNoW..;) So in other words now you know why i say SMiLEs so much now mY FriEnd online in words.. it’s what ‘they’ did tHeir best to take away from me.. for a while.. iN pART.. ’66 months’ and a few other years of my life.. And a desert iN A Loss of Overall Creativity for 40 years from ages 13 to 53.. ‘they’ were successful iN parT and NoW aLL i do is my best to bring a smile to ‘them’. It works with the Women at least.. as empirically proven in all the photos online and now that’s why ‘they’ STiLL are my ‘favored ones’.. as it’s first come first serve still.. And sure.. all the ‘other ones’ are missing is Heaven on eARTh and Much Greater Love and Strength and Will and Grace.. Having no idea just how much they have been lied to all tHeir LiFE.
pART two of continuing SUPER epic story coming..;)
Meanwhile back at the FB Ranch.. Dear Friend Rafiah who lives in Pakistan not like my friend HImali who originates from India now working in the United Arab Emirates.. yes.. Rafiah to be clear and detailed too provides a Facebook Status that speaks to “Triple Talaq” in Indian thinking it seems that this should already be a given since Sharia Law already prohibits a man getting divorced on a whim of just saying the word Talaq three times no matter the socio- economic situation at hand has been overruled in the country of India preventing more women from starving if they cannot gain subsistence of course.. So it appears that Rafiah cannot understand the surrounding hoopla as ‘they’ say or mayhem too for Societal Change in India now..
What is this mayham about triple talaq?
i drop by since this is wRite on Topic per what i am writing about in other places through the evening and this morning too as FB Friend Michael messaged me a John 3:16 story about how great the Jesus is when folks follow him as an actual created God man and only son of God verses the original Greek Words that say A Son of God instead of ‘the’ only Begotten Son of God that of course comes in handy when one is making the laws and books of religion to expand a coming Holy Catholic Roman Empire that still spreads in some ways sadly by suggesting that Jesus is an only one instead of just another Yogi-like dude walking the eARTh Barefoot naked humbly one with God kinda like that Carradine Dude off the old TV Series Kung FU too if anyone wonders what Jesus might do as a seasoned Martial Artist too who has nothing to prove unless necessary with the real power of Love and Grace and Will and Strength that regulates emotions and integrates senses where he might look humble and that he is but he holds the infinity of God’s Love that is beyond iNfinity as Love in the Palms of his hands for Grace of Peace as Love with WiLL and Strength that surely only Loves to Live in Peace unless the gift of GoD EYes Free in his or her.. eTc’s.. eyes are threatened and must stand tall in Defense of Love even if that means kicking ass that wants to destroy Love that cannot be escaped as fear and hate.. last resort as they say but love is too precious not to defend when necessary as the gift of Life.. only as a last resort as one could enjoy in that really Great TV Show Kung Fu so popular when i was young and true we could all use some more Yoda in our Life no matter size as WiLL and Strength iN Grace of LoVE.. okay back to the Rafiah and Fred Friendship reality series in this “SonG oF mY SoUL” wHOle as paRT of 5 Million words now surpassing four years too on this 22nd day of the 8th month now..;)
As i return to say to Rafiah..
Women’s rights not to be oppressed by men.. A Victory for Women AFAIK..;)
in answer to her Rhetorical Question in other words i already know her answer hehe.. but this is an opportunity to expand both of our UnivERses of God togeTHeR as sAMe and MulTi-verse DiffeRent and while obviously i don’t agree with much of what the Quran is as a Tribal Religion i surely understand why it works the way it does in the areas of the World it originated in as cultural laws of binds for basic human survival then and now in areas that originally did not have much in the way of scarcity for Subsistence and Shelter too.. as in much of the area is a reality now too..:)
So i go on to say…
Please enlighten me otherwise with Wisdom..:)
Elaborating further i say..
Hehe.. i’m kinda like that when someone asks a question..;)
Clarifying.. too.. with a smile..
Even if it’s not a question..:)
Elaborating more with..
Anyway.. i suppose it has something to do with Women otherwise starving to death or something like that…
Rafiah comes back to her FB room with..
Talaq is divorce. So it has to do with both men and women.
And yes Rafiah is a Scientist at mind and very literal overall as i too was when i was her age of 23 too.. as she turns 24 on September 14th.. i must remember to tale her Happy Birthday too.. DON’T FORGET..
She goes on to elaborate too..
And nothing to do with starving to death.
I return with additional information..
Unless the Woman has no job and the man decides she is ugly now i will divorce her.
Additionally i say..
There’s usually a deeper story than what meets the words alone.
Rafiah returns again with Razz..
Why you assume that woman has to be the weaker and oppressed one? And all men are tormentors and monsters?..:P
Rafiah’s already likely heard my story ad-nauseam but for the sake of other people in the listening audience i repeat it again with..
Because i’ve been subject to it my friend when i wasn’t the strongest man in the room as most often i am now as where i live you literally have to become Superman to even get the right to smile back when i was young.. so i know very well how patriarchy works.. don’t like it never will.
Additionally.. i say..
It’s not a woman’s issue alone by far i promise you that.
Even if ‘the men’ are afraid to talk about it openly where you live.
Rafiah very smARTly with heART says as she loosens her Science hat a little too..
Patriarchy is very much reality. But it does not always have to be gender issue. Every individual’s rights are equally important irrespective of being a woman or a man. Men rights and women rights are equally important and one should never over step the fine line between. Taking wrong advantage and all that.
As she continues to fairly say too..
There are men out there, who are subjected to wrong as well. Woman can be equally cruel.
And she goes not to elaborate too in her opinion.. freely too.. TG..
Women do wrong with women. Men wrong men. So gender thing in not the issue here
Using a common metaphor also known as a cliche i go on to relate..
Yes.. but never the less and much more it’s usually the Eight thousand pound Elephant that is the Human Man’s heart that is too scared to beat and ends up beating others down.. that is still standing in the room..:)
(SUCCESS as this is like the only comment i made that Rafiah pressed the like button for..;)
Then i agree further with Rafiah’s previous statement..
It’s not the innate gender that is the issue it is the gender stereotypes imposed and imprisoned by both cultures and religions hopefully the Science Video below will enlighten more than my poetic words alone.. hehe..;)
Rafiah puts her Science hat back on securely and says..
Btw we have deviated from the main issue this post is about. In our faith we have this whole criteria, rules, regulations and discipline about how divorce should commence between the couple. I have studied the main basic procedure, not intricate details. But anyway i’ll try to find about any well versed and knowledgeable person in the field in some video or youtube, so i can share it with you. The subject is very comprehensive to be explained by me.
i go on to elaborate on her original question about why this should be such a big deal..
Sort of like the Inheritance laws that help Women in the Quran… as you recently noted isn’t how that is practiced in your society nor the Dowries paid by the Man’s family as opposed to Men getting all the rights as the so-called strong inherit the earth..:)
i attempt to use very dry Fred humor with.. (a little dangerous as it might be taken as complaint instead of humor as i clarify it heaR just in case..;)
Anyway.. tapping finger.. since i’ve researched it..:)
Perhaps the research here will help you understand how ‘the other side’ really lives in misery.. if you apply as i’m sure you do.. Science farther than Chemistry that at hand is the Bio-Chemical-Electrical Connections that comprise Human Love from head to toe.. either exercised or held prisoner in hate and fear.. otherwise known as Patriarchy now.. still..:)
The Video i provide to her talks to the problems of men who are oppressed and repressed from expressing their emotions living life in misery loves company instead of Joy Loves company a common issue these days with ‘Trump’ Voters too.. as it’s all about fear and hate mostly.. and being pissed off ’cause someone has more than you.. or stands to get it through the Charity of Governmental Laws that take care of the less fortunate as the Quran attempts to do in Muslim Countries too.. but since we have Separation of Church and State over here it is enforced by Democracy instead and what the majority wants as votes in general.. while those who are less fortunate just hope that the so-called Christians will also vote from a spirit of the ‘Beatitudes’ too.. Chapter 5 of Matthew and Verses at least 1 through 11 too if folloWed.. yes.. sadly and most ironically most of what ‘Trumps’ are against to day anti-christ in affect and effect of fear and hate in areas of scarcity too as humans are alike all over and different too in Twilight zone ways too..
So after this i go on with an off the Fred-Cuff History lesson too..
Anyway.. history 101 of patriarchy.. humans migrate to a place of scarcity and compete against other tribes for subsistence.. and since humans have a natural aversion to kill other human beings through all Natural empathy the culture raises men to have cold hearts with swords to accomplish the task at hand to kill the opposing team to gain subsistence and if necessary mates for rape.. this is common and easily seen in history no matter the religion or culture at hand.. it is a human problem my friend where the only real solution is insuring everyone has the abundance to eat and drink and have shelter and India is a very poor country overall where a man divorcing a woman without subsistence can directly lead to her death.. and that is why the Quran has rules protecting women too and sadly those good parts of the Quran are not followed in your society as you yourself relate.. but hey.. i’m a curious person who loves discussing every detail of the issues who can go on and on for hours on end without fatigue and you are a Woman and you are still better than me for Women Naturally innately are more Nurturing and Love Better The highest Gift that God gives humans now as fists are used to maim and kill.. sure gain subsistence but never the less maim and kill Love works better in abundance as Science shows too without aggression and violence and murder and World War III and stuff like that too..;)
Clarifying and fully back on FB Status topic i go on with..
In other words perhaps this kind of divorce is not a big deal where there is some kind of socio-economic safety net like there is in the United States but in India it can be a LIFE OR DEATH SITUATION FOR REAL.. one must view the bigger picture my friend to more fully see.. and that takes much effort and years to accomplish that out of any one culture or religion alone as we are a species of humans without books alone..:)
And with that ALL SAID.. i also provide research and news directly from India for their point of view where the ‘stuff’ is going down..
Meanwhile Rafiah comes back with her Science hat on again tightly fitting..
Lawfully and technically instant divorce in which husbands divorces by saying 3 talaq at once, its considered as one. So going by the sharia instant talaq is already banned is islamic law. Thats why i am wondering whats this gaga about it.
And she clarifies further.. admitting..
Though people don’t practice the proper way of divorcing
Then.. Rafiah moves back to some of the law listed in the Quran..
Then there are some time periods of reconcilation. After which only divorce is finalized.
i go on with off the cuff Fred-talk.. to validate and clarify more of what i’m saying.. WiTH her..
Well literally because it’s a really big deal when Women are starving Death where they cannot find subsistence and what i am doing here my friend is speaking to the actual value of your religion in protecting Women and Orphans and the such as that of those with less power to gain subsistence in a Culture to actually survive.. this is a really big deal in India.. as with heart and common sense one would see that i would hope.. although surely there is ‘tribal’ competition with both countries that naturally colors the supporters of opposing teams too until we see a world of global citizens it will be more difficult to accomplish abundance for all and an actual thrive for all and it seems that this is the best part of the Quran to me in the charity expressed for those who have less so i’m sort of wondering why we would have any disagreement about this at all if not for the ‘tribal’ thingy with Pakistan and India at Best Team odds.. you see i have total abundance and this colors all my opinions about life as i would hope the same for all people my friend.. if i lived in scarcity no doubt my colors might be different..:)
i continue to ELaBoRate WitH..
Smiles.. my friend.. the Quran as written in English is basically a book of cultural laws and with a lawyer mind that’s a breeze for me to understand and retain.. in other words it is plain to see that many so-called Muslim cultures do not follow the laws in their book no different than the United States where so-called Christians elect a President who is in opposition to most all of the Teachings of Jesus as written in that book too.. and again that is colored by the scarcity that people are feeling who elected him against any semblance for a real thrive of Love in Abundance.. Environmental Abundance to be clear that naturally leads to loving human beings instead of fearing hating aggressive and violent warring human beings as is clear to see a growing issue in the United States with incidences of Domestic Terrorism no different really than what we see with Islamic Terror Groups too.. that really are not peaceful loving Muslims at all.. nor reflecting the essence of a book(s) that at greatest lesson(s) Love..:)
And that’s all for now of the continuing Friendship of Rafiah and Fred in the “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
And this is quite interesting as it speaks to different voices overall from Michael on FB who presented the basic best part of how a Christian might use John 3:16 to help others and the Good parts of the Quran too in doing the same.. and Himali in her Jainism.. is pretty much open to loving all with no Borders at all.. seeing the beauty in all of life that is love without a whole lot of problem as that’s how her religion raised her that at current rates as my favorite religion in how that person of the religion relates to the world as an open soul for all where of course in the previous discussion with Soheir as part of this “SoLAR ECLiPSE FoR LoVE 2017” shows along with Michael and Rafiah’s View how we can get tribal with our religious ideas and see the other ideas as simply foolish or incomplete.. which they often truly are too.. but never the less understanding the valuable and darker parts is very important in the world as a globe overall holding hands of Love as a GroWinG Flower rather than a stink bug as such.. in all the ways that comes in negativity too.. nothing against stink bugs of course as stink bugs have a living to make too.. some people assess that stink as bad and other folks understand that stink is a life or death reality for the eyes behind the bugs wHo smell different NoW and sure feel and sense overall sAMe and diffeRent too.. as a Participant Observer in the actual Field of Anthropology in College Classes we went out into the field and actually experienced in flesh and blood the other cultures.. given the Internet doesn’t fully do that it definitely helps in the double duty of taking notes later hehe.. anyway in my class i got to go with a female class member to Lamaze Classes and i actually had to massage her like the other Husbands were doing… i think i made (i mostly remember the massage) an A but it doesn’t matter ’cause it was fun.. and i think she enjoyed it too judging from her non-verbal language..;) And yes that was a true story as most everything i do is too.. online.. and it also works as humor as life is much more amazing than fiction at least where i live in real heaven now.. i can show you what it looks like in so many ways.. but truly only you can seek and find heaven now.. a place of eternal love much further than infinity with no distance space or time.. i could go on butt.. i have to get my hair cut and go to the Doctor for my maintenance check up for the oil that is my blood and all of that too.. not likely i will be giving the Doctor any massages.. except for blowing her mind.. hehe..;) it’s what i do.. at least that’s what i hear back the most when i open my mouth.. things work out better it seems with just my Ministry of Public Dance.. 8,000 Miles Celebration for four years of that coming NoW soon too.. too.. around three weeks or so away NoW too.. who knows maybe around Rafiah’s Birthday as just another reminder too..;)
Speaking from my own experience of course funny the things we can and will take for granted like all the sensings feelings plus that emotions so naturally bring when we are Children Comfort of Funny TV Shows Laughs over Dinner With family long talks at the Day Time Dinner Table listening to elders relate their days easily expressing all the Emotions iN the events of their life in voice and facial expressions who are truly Living Poetry in action oF Flesh and blood so far away from Radio and TV and all the Electronic Devices now that even limit life to heads down in a four inch screen connecting to an alternate reality that we both see and create as we go etched in stone and if it is love lasts so long but still bare couches with no friends front porches with no neighbors families with no Fathers and nomads with no family moving from state to state where jobs make us into slaves and cars become lovers and homes become a throne of God that we create too away from the touch that is human eYes who smell who taste who propriocept even more and the who’s who feel the otHeR’s feelings and senses of the flesh and blood on a Couch of LiFE and a Blanket that feels all of Nature one.. so what’s left.. perhaps wisps of words that last in concrete form and when living more than wisp as poetry comes alive on the page a semblance only of the full reaLiTy but never the less as real as now is.. For a Person who literally lost all memories of emotions i remember screaming at the dark ceiling and that’s part of the medical literature on that condition just wishing for any wisp of feeling at all it’s really impossible to explain fully as in that place now wishes are just empty shells with zero substance of hope.. an emptiness unless one has actually visited beyond the opaque window who some cannot look through and truly a place of heART who some are born ever never seeing through a window at all now..:)
Wisps oF A Human Touch GRasping For Life Found..:)
Oh yeah.. Hi Prajakta.. as alWays.. thanks For the iNspiration NoW..:)
You’d be amazed? How many folks don’t believe ‘this ‘exists and or don’t kNow this feeling and sensing intelligence is the most Essential Intelligence of all for survival and thrive.. Opiate Addictions etc.. Spills the Difference and the Comments Section in Real Time YouTube Case Study Proves the point.. Poverty of Spirit as ‘they’ say.. possible to get rich with exercise of heART Rising Phoenix Born Again Satori Kundalini RiSinG and all the other Metaphors for a heART thAT wHo WaKeS uP and jUSt gETs smART.. Agent 99 and Toto and Jane and all that Jazz and Blues Stuff Too.. NoW..;)
SMiLes.. Words Are HoMe for Emotions Poetry Is LiFENoW Beauty and Wisdom Reveals itself to be Seen NoW FLoWeR oF LiFE God oF Colors BeYoND iNFiNiTy LiGHT Some See Sadly only BLack and WhitE otHeRs language in con-social emotions Languish Commander Fear and Captain Hate.. Hope Love Joy Loves Company away from misery of fear and hate holding Hands Streams Rivers Bays Gulfs Ocean More Waves of Love GroWinG aLL sHoReS ExPaNDinG BRiGhtER LiGHts STiLL MoRE NOW.. Do i need a DAncE and SonG for this sure this iS iT.. IMaGiNE A World NoW wHeRe one CAN and WiLL LoVE Free as much as they like better yet put and lived Love A pLace oF Naked Dance and Song with no restraints.. well sure this is the United States for those who partake of the Freedoms from the Bones we stand upon the Men and Women and yes Transgender Folks and all the rest who give their lives for US to Dance And Sing Naked and Free in as Love without restraint.. so ‘you’ would restrain some from pursuing their rights to life and liberty and the pursuit of Happiness for they breathe and bleed the same as you with different clothes perhaps you are offended by the Hijab or the choice of body parts people connect to in Sensual and Loving Touch oF FeeLinG more than homeless cardboard heart spirit and soul dArk oF Love.. then perhaps you should come to kNow and FeeL and SeNSe and Feel NaMaste iN tHe sAMe and DiffeRent eYes and ears wHo FeeL and SenSe oF GoD wHo tHaT LiVes within all your Neighbors from shore to shore.. it’s not always easy to mix different but worthwhile with A Practice of open eYes eaRS thaT And wHo See GoD aLivE iN aLL aS Force LoVe Energy SynErgy sPaRK oF LIGhts iN ALL of CreaTioN sET Free as PurE Love for survive and even the possibility filLed tHrive As fruition of HeaVeN NoW as A Human Animal thrive can And WiLL IMaGiNE anD CreaTE beYonD RainBoW ColoRs oF iNFiNiTy NoW.. yeS aS alWAys poetic words and other Arts the only real ways to eXpress this poTenTial conseNsual reaLiTy oF LiGHT iN HeaVeN BeYoND Systemizing Science of Numbers NoW to suggest it’s heAr at Hand with See without PoeTry oTHeR ArTs iS onLY BOneS oF Heaven in A Purgatory And Hell of OtHeR eYes And eaRS aNOTHeR DiMeNSioN oF iMaGINed And CreaTeD ReaLilty oF hUmaN lone and toGeTheR dARk tHaT i am all too familiar with as King of Hell And Heaven as metaphor oF onE LiFE NoW.. anyway me and eventually the Katrina met up with a third cousin of mine.. Rosanna.. iN Walmart and we talked to the difficulties of the Maternal side of my family with the ups and downs for and with the Moods of life genetically pre-disposed aS Such harder to balance as LIGht oVeR dARk but never the less possible as i for one prove in real life now too.. hard to understand yes but unmistakable when one comes into my flesh and blood presence now for those who have eyes and ears to see a Love so bright it never dims below LiGhT sure.. Olympic SporT for Love.. ‘you’ all can have your Towers faster cars and expensive clothes for i for one have traveled to the place of Naked LiGHT.. and yes of course as Science shows it’s nice to have a basic level of subsistence to rise beyond the lower floors of Maslow’s Pyramid away from self-actualization too as well as Fowler’s Pyramid Pinnacle of Faith tHat wHo is Pure Love wHo thaT shares and gives Love Free for all without restraint agape as they say as ape becomes LoVE iN hUmaN essence form Capstone of Pyramid LOVE.. Self Actualization wHole Creating HuMaN PoTenTiaL ever MoRE iN aS LiGHT Beauty Wisdom WHoLe iN oNE NoW EscApe CardBoard BoX HoME oF SoUL ToWeRS HomELess MoRe ofTeN BElieVE NoW
“Softly altering the edges of reality”.. A Poem and A SonG as Title unto itself.. friEnd gigoid as dam if my computer didn’t freeze up and i lost the entire comment i just made but hehe.. for all the dARk that HapPens inspiRation for change to truly soften now the edges of reality for improvement more.. ink blot test as they say too courage for change always to survive and even thrive and speaKing of soft edges back from the Doctor with latest test results of nanometers and deciliters measured in Testosterone of 168 below the low range of 280 through the max range of 1050 either as an elderly man or SuPerWoMaN NoW hehe.. anyway generating a laugh as the legs still sturdy in leg pressing 1020 Lbs 33 times in a feat that currently no 35 year younger Marine has been able to come close to doing.. and when asked if i would like a medical solution to improve the numbers my sentiment for the same Grace of ballet verses martial arts free verse that prohibits the Bowling Ball of 233Lbs that is me from mowing down the Crowds i dance in free as mINd and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL NoW.. anyWay.. sPeaks to the power of Human Potential beyond the Numbers and Averages of Systemizing Numbers in Science way., Science does a good job but sure a rather antiquated step of methods in repeatable ways doesn’t always meet Yogi’s who steam warmth off of icy robe waters mastering brain waves and walKinG across coals of fiReY HoT and breaKing concrete Now with WitH Fists Chi fully employed out of the range of fight or flight adrenaline too.. anyway.. while i come back again heaR to riff off the two of your posts i have missed in the last week thanks as always for the inspiration your posts of Wisdom bRinG as surely i would have never risen to 5 Million Words of Free Verse “SonG oF mY SoUL” as i celebrate a Graduation of 4 years in doing that in an anniversary of Trilogy that moves past 50K words now in the third installment of that effort.. as “Nether Land Bible 2017” in a little less that 15 months per last MacroVerse of “SonG oF mY SouL FouR YearS Old” at Number 123/794 comes in with 1,911,514 words as Child Of “SonG oF mY SoUL” too in that 5 Million word 4 year old effort as the Public Dance arises close to 8K miles now with the Four Year Effort of all those words too.. And sure with this current part 3 of trilogy now named “SOLaR ECLiPSE FoR LoVE 2017”.. Number 124/795.. anYWay.. it’s aLWays aMuSinG for the opportunity to provide some links to what a living example of what ‘they’ name “John 14:12” is.. catching ‘tHeir’ smart phone camera lights supposedly hidden behind clothes apparel displays while i quietly and ninja invisibly come up behind them and surprise them with a toothy grin of bliss in Heaven to show ‘them’ what that looks like on the outside in too.. anyway.. F Gump Moment alWays Priceless be ‘careful what ya wish for’ hehe.. in Nicene Creed ways too.. as humans toGeTher tend to self fulfill tHeir prophecies toGeThER too.. at the Bus stops of life when they provide a share/give oF tHeir soULs tHrough daRkeST Abyss iN GiVinG Ways of SHades of Grey aS Purgatory out oF thaT HeLL2 through poTenTiaL tHrive aLivE of RainBoW ColoRs BeyOnd oF LiGHT too iN yes.. Heaven within.. inside.. outside above so below and all around too.. in my Definition of sHaRinG and GiVinG all of Love in all the arts tHat coMes freely without restraint in all Love to me as the hUman Species RiSeS uP iN iNSpirATioN aS ART oF heART even more.. anYWay FoR thE beneFit oT tHe BeinG oF mY SoUL in GreaTeR MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG Synergy oF ForCE oF LiGHT eVoLVinG thanks gigoid for all you do freely hear in give and share.. ways.. as the KinGDoM wE Do is tHE KinGDoM CoME wE Create And for now Field of DreAMs oF ME iS LooKinG A o K..;)
“Water go down the hole…”
~~ Baby Plucky. ~~
EasY GoinG Flows dOwn uP..:)
“If at first you doubt, doubt again.”
~~ William Bennett ~~
TG i’M pasT tHat stAGe..;)
“It is only when we forget all our learning that we begin to know.”
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
As long as we remember what and who we are ALL pART..:)
“I’ve wrestled with reality for 35 years, and I’m happy, Doctor, I finally won out over it.”
~~ Jimmy Stewart in Harvey, 1950. ~~
Useless wrestling A Ocean Swim Float Live oN Terrestrial Land FlY So Much EasieRFloW And real than WaLKinG oN WaTER NoW..;)
“Madness need not be all breakdown. It may also be breakthrough. It is potential liberation and renewal…”
~~ R.D. Laing ~~
Escape from CulTures truly insane that who wears clothes..;)
“One kernel is felt in a hogshead; one drop of water helps to swell the ocean; a spark of fire helps to give light to the world. None are too small, too feeble, too poor to be of service. Think of this and act.”
~~ Hannah More ~~
Fires in the Water
“Courage is not the towering oak that sees storms come and go; it is the fragile blossom that opens in the snow.”
~~ Alice M. Swaim ~~
Water the in Fires
“Count your age by friends not years, and count your life by smiles, not tears.”
~~ John Lennon ~~
A Tear is mY FavoRiTe oF aLL NoW tHen A sTarT oF LiGht And as Far Science goes.. inCreaSing levels of Dopamine liGHT For Creativity while the dArker of warm and fuzzy oxytocin falls and rises again with the Next Human Connection of CreaTinG aRT toGetHeR iN aLL the ways thAT cOmeS NoW..;)
“It is pleasant to have been to a place the way a river went.”
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
And for those wHo resTrain tEars tHey feaR then come numb…
“We dwell at the bottom of the sky.”
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
Beauty of never ‘really’ Floating.. Gravity.
“Forgiveness is the fragrance the violet sheds on the heel that has crushed it.”
~~ Mark Twain ~~
Nature does no wrong when living flowers dead or alive..:)
“He who conquers himself is the mightiest warrior.”
~~ Confucius ~~
Amen is all..:)
“In memory everything seems to happen to music.”
~~ Tennessee Williams ~~
As Science shows memories are emotions And as Music sHows Music is emotions Play A Chord Vocal or NoT DancE SinG LiVE..:)
“Have the courage to act instead of react.”
~~ Earlene Larson Jenks ~~
Read or Write TalK sPeLLinG ARiTHmeTiC DancE and SinG FeeLSeNsES MuSiC.. PoeTrY..:)
“I am not the rose, but I have lived near the rose.”
~~ H. B. Constant ~~
dReAMs i KeeP tHaT iN MiNd wHen i sLeeP.. aSide me and within me Re-SidEs mE..:)
“Because right is right, to follow right Were wisdom in the scorn of consequence.”
~~ Alfred Tennyson, “Oenone” ~~
right is a word humans create or not depending on consequences liGht or DaRk as Grey.. And suRe BeYoND RaiNBoW CoLoRs2..:)
Unless he hunts.. and gathers leaving shells and bones behind..:)
“Life is not meant to be easy, my child; but take courage — it can be delightful.”
~~ George Bernard Shaw ~~
SMiLeS How admiRinGly.. Xenia.. the dogs reMiNd me tHaT i saT uPon A KeyBoard three days NoW aLL misSing sunsHine beFore it rains Nature More coMes firsT iN heARTs PaWs wHo DancE And SinG iN SanD And SuN..:)
Foot aBove Hands beLow paThs wE maKe pAws toE pAges noW PriNt diaMoNd sheLLs SonG polisHinG sAnd DancE HomE We maKe SinG…:)
FeeLinG wHeRE To Dance Meadow Colors LeaD A SonG Direction Beauty Destination Wisdom sAMe LiVinG LiFE LiGhT Peace laDen PatHs of GoLD.. OtHeR thaN tHat Xenia tHe Sun coMes ouT NoW i sTiLL Have A Chance to Dance iN Mud refresHing LIGht aBoVe.. i’LL taKe iT NoW BlUE sKeYes LiVEaGaiNaTuReFReEDNoW
Dance anew Dance Sing anew Song escape classes and sheets from passing Color Flesh Brew Verse A Blanket more.. ALWay New Note Dance Step from never land story ‘fore beyond infinity word..:)
Vacation Novelty Staycation Home travel same travel Different Change..:)
Ink BLot test LiFE Nuance Deeper Dragon eYeS coloRed FloWeRs Arise Ocean whOle shalLows..:)
sMiLes.. i sense and feel for all i am i think to talE yA all abOuT iT.. OtHeR thaN thaT HoPe yoU arE HaVinG A NiCE NoW FeeLinG And seNse.. Frank..:)
SMiLeS How admiRinGly.. Xenia.. the dogs reMiNd me tHaT i saT uPon A KeyBoard three days NoW aLL misSing sunsHine beFore it rains Nature More coMes firsT iN heARTs PaWs wHo DancE And SinG iN SanD And SuN.. Foot aBove Hands beLow paThs wE maKe pAws toE pAges noW PriNt diaMoNd sheLLs SonG polisHinG sAnd DancE HomE We maKe SinG.. FeeLinG wHeRE To Dance Meadow Colors LeaD A SonG Direction Beauty Destination Wisdom sAMe LiVinG LiFE LiGhT Peace laDen PatHs of GoLD.. OtHeR thaN tHat Xenia tHe Sun coMes ouT NoW i sTiLL Have A Chance to Dance iN Mud refresHing LIGht aBoVe.. i’LL taKe iT NoW BlUE sKeYes LiVE aGaiNaTuReFReED.. Dance anew Dance Sing anew Song escape classes and sheets from passing Color Flesh Brew Verse A Blanket more.. ALWay New Note Dance Step from never land story ‘fore beyond infinity word.. Vacation Novelty Staycation Home travel same travel Different Change.. Ink BLot test LiFE Nuance Deeper Dragon eYeS coloRed FloWeRs Arise Ocean whOle shalLows.. sMiLes.. i sense and feel for all i am i think to talE yA all abOuT iT.. OtHeR thaN thaT HoPe yoU arE HaVinG A NiCE NoW FeeLinG And seNse.. Frank..:)
SMiLes.. Stress is Old Age.. A state of Being Hell Or Heaven Purgatory ‘Tween But Yes i Felt the Same way At about your age.. Life experiences Lessons at almost a quarter Of a Century old.. Don’t feel A day over 17 now And That’s All that Counts.. 40 years Later..:)
In response to a Share by FB Friend Rafiah that suggests the similar jitters at age 23 soon to be 24 that a young man expresses turning 30 in how did he get that old so soon.. older people can surely have a muse from this who have conquered the demon of stress distress and overall ‘older’ feelings within.. it’s true i have the Testosterone of 168 scale measured in blood stream of beyond the low of a so-called elderly man but that is just a number and one androgen hormone where there are less measured Neurochemicals and Neurohormones ranging from DMT through HGH the Human Growth Hormone too that science shows in part is raised by activities like Ecstatic and Ascendent Free Verse and as they say at Church Praise Dance with Electronic Positive exPaNding Emotion Music that enhances all Neurochemicals and Neurohormones from Head to toe in a Quadrillion or so Bio-Chemical-Electrical Connections through all cells head to toe and that is just what the tiny mind of the scientific method can show so far in a very old too to measure the observable Universe that is far from all there is in Human Reality and Beyond of our Realities now that we feel and sense.. yes.. some of of less and some of us more and just ’cause your reality is not all inclusive of my inner Universe and the converse with yours doesn’t mean mine or yours now is any less valid or real than each other different and sAMe in similar too.. and true my language for God within may look completely different than what you see of yours in a book for i meet God face to face within and not all people express an experience like that in life in fact some folks are restricted to thousands of years old verses in a book written by someone else they name God than the God i meet in complete within in my experience of life.. so sure.. you may scoff at the potential that i feel about 17 years old within.. but you won’t scoff if you come to the gym and watch my ballet and martial arts exhibition when i calmly continue to add plates of weights until i leg press 1020 Lbs 33 times.. although you might say i do not move through a full range of movement bringing my knees totally to my chest but you see i am a Health Science Degree Holding Major and i understand what could and would bring destruction to the knees of a 57 year old Dude if i did not exercise intelligently too for the entire parameter of my potentials now.. and that’s how i keep dancing on average 166.66 miles a month in public still on course in 48 months too.. with 5 Million word of Free Verse Poetry to accompany that iN a balance with center point gravity where i never get winded dancing smooth for three hour marathons as i will do in my 175th Dance Week Night tonight celebrating that with all the cool college age folks at Old Seville Quarter some who will mistake my movement closer to a thirty year old man and less rather than the 57 year old man i am where my peers potbellied sit dozing off in middle age to older age stress on mall benches snoozing through NBA NFL and the old pastime now of Apple Pie and American Baseball too when they could surely keep their youthful feelings in side too if they found a balance within of Dance and Song as Metaphor to escape all illusory fears in other words the stress that culture and we make for ourselves on a now to now basis and the traps we get ourselves into for the next loan for a newer faster bigger car or the next step up in a bigger home and mortgage too perhaps a Boat and a Camper in the back yard that never gets used or even a Yacht parked at the Bay that gets used for maybe a Dinner Party a year still anchored in port… but sure the TV Said that will make you happy and even a big man or a pretty woman too with the newest purse and wardrobe and shoes too.. but until one finds all their happiness naked and free.. sure it’s hard to return to the youth of 17 years old.. anyway.. mileage varies depending on models and makes of cars and this applies as apples and oranges to humans too.. but in general we share the same DNA and in fact i am more the canary in the coal mine on the Bi-Polar and Autism Spectrum than the so-called ‘normal’ folks in the World but you see that is the advantage of inherited functional disabilities.. some of us ‘freaks’ as seen when young turn out in to flowers you never thought possible before simply ’cause we find new ways of doing stuff.. as ‘they’ told us when we were young that we were the trash in the Aquarium that and who didn’t deserve our very existence.. and it is true some folks turn to vengeance instead of victory when this happens in youth and older ages too.. and it is true some of us win as the turtle does for the entire race of life over the hare who has it easy with faster feet.. Physical Emotional and Existential Intelligences were the most important intelligences that i was lacking in my Youth and now i find for sure that they are the most important kinds of intelligences in at least my own purview and to gain excellence in these three areas are the difference of saying life’s a bitch instead of beach at age 57 or even in one’s 20’s or even in one’s teens or even younger now than that too as current shows for small children on psychotropic drugs sitting pasty fingered behind video games instead of free sunshine and sand in a playground of flesh and blood humanity now moving connecting creating with other children too as free.. we have lost our humanity more for what we do not do than what we do.. for what we are molded into by the fears and the lies of culture and religion mostly to take us away from Nature and the Naked God who lives within us free as the God of Hope and Love and Pleasure over the God of Fear and Hate and Pain so who do you worship.. it’s kinda simple Pain or Pleasure Hope or Fear or Love or Hate words are not enough now nor is even song one must learn how to create a Dance of Life to keep God Happy within.. how you do that is up to you.. all i can show and prove to you is what works for me as far as never aging a SPiriT oF HeART iN and NoW aS A MiNd and BoDy SoUL WitH As iN God Breathes NoW BaLanCinG Ease within Ascendent Ecstatic Joy for all Creation iN Love oF NOW aLL.. i feel the saddest for the Human who has never been naked and free in the Sun of God Sands FoR ThE GRaiN oF SanD iS FreeR THaN tHe hUman CLoTheD iN LieS Anyway.. it seems tHeRe is a New Katy Perry Song that speaks to those of us who are discarded and outcast until we come back roaring as the eye of the Tiger Fearless and the Lion Heart oF Love within as God Free as me as YOU as we as us as i only iF you kNew fELt and seNsed ‘this God’ now NAKED FREE..:)
To Synchronize with God to feel and sense God iN every connection within inside outside above so below and all around trUe thE kNoWinG FeeLinG SeNSinG Experience one iN God’s MoViE LiGHT isReal when we Play Love for all that is more as all that is my FriEnd.. Hello.. Rythaephua.. my smART Phone iPhone Safari will no longer allow me to like Blog posts but the good pART of thaT while i rarely comment with only one finger on that phone i have ten fingers now free to share your blesSings and bliSsings in synch with God today.. Synchronicity as ‘they’ Dance And Sing too.. a-causal connecting principle tHaT wHOGod sHAreS uNiquELy WitH each and every Child of God who trUly beLieves feaRing no dArk.. cyNical of no liGHT thaT wHo coMes WitHiN and iN aLL those otHeR places too.. anyWay.. i’m glad mY smART Phone Safari broke in this way Providing ten fingers to share God more fully with you today.. As yeaH tHe ‘Big iMac’ Desktop is still A Much Bigger phone ‘wHo’ Fully works for now..;)
It’s ‘Really’ simple and complex. God Is The Big Picture. Some see less; Some see more; in terms of more and less of Knowing Sensing and Feeling Now God is not something one can measure by science/words alone; Poetry/Art tries but still God is Bigger and Smaller depending on ‘who’ is ‘looking’. A three letter word not much justice in ‘thine eyes allone’.
It’s kinda like this too; Life is an ink blot test; fill in two numbers of Be88H with either Beach or ‘other’ ‘words’ that/who are not Happy now.
Meanwhile; ‘people’ continue to wonder ‘what’ ‘God’ ‘is’.
Other Animals are not cursed with illusions of pass and future in words.
‘They’ Do God.
It’s as simple as that now; too.
God is Do. ‘Nike’ has/is the answer already; hehe, in Goddess of Victory way.
God Moves Connects and Creates; so, ‘what’ ‘do’ ‘you’ ‘do’; Smiles; Have a Nice Day.
SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Rhthaephua.. for every human being i dance with and yes there are thousands in the last four years and for every human i connect to in words and yes there are tens of thousands and likely over a Hundred Thousand in the last 81 months through 12 million words written online since Thanks Giving day of 2010.. every human connection iS uNique as a new multi-verse of God comes alive to expand a verse of the UniVerse plus WhoLe so what this means is Rhthaephua is a unique star of God and when the star of Fred first met rhthaephua in symbol of words as rhthaephua also shows Her Noble Face in Countenance as A Lioness online in user avatar in this way a multi-star of God is born and in this case never to die online in a place with no sun or moon (as long as servers continue to work..;) that if we make it will be heaven forever now.. but sure.. i’m an optimist glass always full in Heaven after escaping Hell for 66 months in a place that has/is no connections at all even with empty shells of words; true, it takes 12 million words to make ‘this’ what i am now.. other than that whenever i read your words i feel this Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning And Purpose Unique NeW God Creation NoW ‘that’ we make as Children of God as Unconditional Friends.. i’m pretty sure and literally positive that is what Love is my friEnd.. WiTh SMiLes.. see ya later always now..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd Xenia.. for we are the Modern NeW aGE poET Dogs tHat and wHo explore Forest meadow runS oNline maKing New conNections SHiNinG uP thE World WitH LovELigHt and hehe with me at at least a little Trickster dArK to BaLanCe ouT my LiGht therapeutic for one who otherwise miGht fly too high and never Land Peter Pan BacK To LiGHT H eARtH uP..;)
Hehe.. swooping in for a second round of words shorter i’m DanCinG SinGinG for now hehe.. oh yeah.. Hi Xenia.. after this i’ll play with Exclamation points.. or even get creative.. ugh the words are no longer shorter haha.. hehuh.. hehe.. now i fly on.. iN PoeTry Land online..;)
Beauty is as muse comes first..;)
It’s not surprising really as soon as i left this post the rain came back again and now the sun is shining again so still i have another chance and to confess i’m still binging on photos as my trilogy celebration series of MacroVerses finishing up the third part with you now in Celebrating my Fourth Year Graduation from writing poetry at High School level.. free verse ways.. has/is become rather multi-media epic as it appears both the second and third installments will approach 500 photos total with associated links arising to somewhere around 2000 photos overall.. 20K words for each trilogy segment making around 60K words for all of the trilogy in part one published on 8.14.2017 and part three coming tomorrow on 8.25.2017.. but it’s not everyday i graduate from Poetry High School and move on to UniVersity forevermorenow.. so i’ll make the best of all of this and i’m dam sure gonna take advantage of that sand and sun before the Thunder Heads come again.. this afternoon.. ugh.. i have like 18 tabs open on top that i am gonna leave for a little while.. staycation soon And will be Dancing out of my head tonight too.. If it wasn’t for Dance truly i might never land and die out early.. from the potential of creating an even larger Poetry tree free..;)
Hehe.. okay.. i’m gonna land now.. for heAr at least..;)
Hi Soheir and Happy Coming Friday.. Sorry Your Laptop broke As i find it Very Constraining To type on SmART Phones As i am doing Now.. anyWay.. i Also Love your New Egyptian Goddess Isis Avatar As you Likely kNow She is one Of my Favorites Too at Home..;)
Now on to share MacroVerse Memories years to date and yes.. a start with “Dark bird of Anxiety” and a Song by Alan Parson’s Project that speaks to the difficulty of what is invisible in functional difficulties and often so hard to put into words so many invisible disabilities that and who people suffer with quietly but so loudly in every cell of their body in ‘quiet’ the opposite place of Beyond Rainbow Colors heaven more often sHades of Grey in nuance of fear vague one often may not even be able to touch with words or fingers too.. wHere all the colors grow dimmer and sometimes brighter too bright where even colors and light starts to hurt one’s eyes same with sounds that make a heart beat erratic drum rolls of chaos inside where all of life becomes so difficult there is only hope for escape yet no where of sanctity to go to next.. as they say unless you have walked in the shoes of purgatory through and up to never ending time that is hell of numb please don’t judge as tHeRe surELy are people who need so bad the patience to rest for what it takes to get up and leave fear for flowers beyond rainbow color Heaven now.. as my Psychiatrist once said at the pit of my fall in to numb and pain and fear as well as PTSD and all that Panic Attack Jazz too with Anhedonia.. Severe Anxiety.. Mood Lability.. Alexithymia just to complement the Autism Spectrum Issues.. ADHD and Bi-Polar stuff from long ago.. Tactile Sensitivity extreme discomfort from touching anything man-made insomnia from hell for close to 40 days anyway he said as i lost the ability to even play a game of tic tac toe and struggled to even write a list of what i did consisting of brushing my teeth and eating each day on my way back to cognitive executive functioning as when one’s emotions go so does that along with short term working memory and even the memory of a smile or a laugh as our memories at core are emotions too.. no reference point of even a memory out of hell then.. anyway.. the Psychiatrist and Air Force Major Specializing in Combat Fatigue Syndrome for Veterans Returning from War Torn Countries said i was his worst case ever and gave me no chance for recovery and by the end when i was happy again and sure a little too happy in hypomania two hour each night sleep for several months after that never the less he saw the all natural healing value of movement therapy in free verse dance in public way that brought me back to life as any Phoenix rising from the ashes of eARTh Hell and what he did then was quit his private practice and go down to South Florida to teach movement therapy at a Hospital as he said i inspired him to do that.. it’s true i’ve experienced all natural miracles in my life and other attending professionals who were religious in Catholic ways named my sudden recovery at least in remission from 19 medical disorders on a Beach at or around 7.22.2013 a Real Life Human All Natural Miracle then.. yes.. i went from then not even being able to walk into a Whataburger as that was my therapist long term goal for me.. to Dancing everywhere i went in public a month or so later at the end of August four years ago then as that 8 Thousand mile Public Dance Land mark nears soon as celebration too.. a little over 7900 miles at this point now..and sure to be named by random metro area audience members then around a year and half after that not just someone who escaped as shut-in in their bedroom for 66 months but Public Dance Legend too.. Hero.. Boss of dance.. Pensacola Icon.. Famous.. Spirit Animal.. MVP of Dance.. recently Ballerina Lion and perhaps the best compliment of all by the Customer Service Lady in SuperWalmart at the returns desk.. the person who brings spring in here year ’round.. sure that could sound a little bit like delusions of grandeur if it really didn’t happen and often my wife wasn’t there to witness the words in real time now too.. it is what is is i for one understand what miracles are and yes what genius of heart and spirit and soul mean so far beyond what ‘they’ name as standard IQ and Fame and Fortune for money as nothing i have done in these four years has earned a Lincoln Sent Cent or Washington Dollar bill and in terms of Minimum Wage Labor rates and supplies and stuff like that for the joy i bring to others i’ve calculated that out at well over 400k dollars in these last 81 months total of what it has taken to get to this point free not to mention the hell of 33 months before that with no effective use of eyes and ears at all locked between my ears in numb and pain and sure the 606 months before i started writing on Thanks Giving Day.. 81 months ago in 2010.. 33 years of work along with 19 years and three college degrees just a little kindergarden and preschool compared to the grade school of the Wrong Planet in Writing and the most recent four years of High School Graduation now in poetry school of writing a 5 Million Word Long Form Poem as my thesis as sorts in free verse poetry as dedicated to God who lives free within me.. inside.. outside.. above so below and all around.. and sure this God includes all of creation too.. no one left out in this dedication now.. and yes i finally let it all show now nothing to hide for love with no fears..:)
“2000 miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!” Well.. for the next MacroVerse Memory an oldest Dance Song is in order i supPose or better yet put free in skin of God as Free Verse Dance and a little Poetry added in for muse… anyway.. the first of 6 month increments of Thousand Mile increases for the first land mark and milestone same of 2000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!.. new free lands of US of A and all that Blues and Jazz and Reggae Free sTuFF too.. whatever coMes neXt Dances and Sings Free as alWays nether land never ending story etched on the Edge of Black Holes in 2d of 3d us or whoEver wHaTeVeR God does reaLiTy best in and as us for now in each view of Dance and Song Freer or less than more.. as ‘they’ say in Quantum Physics Information is the core of all reality NoW never destroying that which at core is reality and sure what we BRinG to the Table of real encoded in our DNA too when set free from the noise of the tools we make to be i over Free yes irobot unto the culture that becomes our existence as tools less that what free can WiLL Be unclothed..:)
“i’m a SMELLY CAT2 and that’s OK”.. Well the price of ‘smelling’ different as metaphor for doing different yet another issue currently losing my sense of smell literally too since a cold of months ago as smell comes from one’s nose and this happens to folks randomly too as Nature goes not so bad not being able to nuance taste and it starting to coming back but ever since the eclipse everything smells rather strange not sure why probably part of the Autism Spectrum sensitivities or who knows what fresh hell next for everything smells a little bit like doomsday but i’m not giving into it aS everYtHinG Smells like roses those colored glasses and all that Peter Pan Pollyanna stuff in other words i’ve been through worse but anything to some folks might smell better than doomsday now.. hey it’s a/was a Solar Eclipse for Love 2017.. ain’t giving up no matter how much it stinks..;)
“Purgatory MILTON School STUFF”.. Ah Memories of School Bullying and all the lessons lEarned as Victory over Vengeance too.. and a Song by Jessie J that and who i’ll use soon enough again.. as hey this could be my theme song too in just another part of my life as memories too.. this MacroVerse Memory from two years ago while the three Memories before from three years ago more.. anyway we/i shall over come as always wherever i/we land nexT..;)
“BIG BANG! of ENLIGHTENMENT” Back to three years ago with this memory and surely appropriate with Jessie J’s promised Song Change too.. looking through the years traveling farther than before with constraints that no longer exist three years ago or now naked free no more cultural clothes to bind me down in prison cells of dARk..:)
“i AM F**King Maria Von Trapp”.. yes i’ve learned to Sing and Dance from the Hills are alive with the sound of music and all my favorite things as a blogging adventure in both words and photos additionally songs and links and stuff like that Happiness Decoded with my Friend Himali from India too and all my other new and old online friends and people out of my past life i honor too and in this MacroVerse from two years ago and the two before many childhood and youth photos for memories too.. glad to make this part of my new Free Verse 5 Million word 4 year High School in the Field real life Graduation from Poetry School moving on to different avenues of art too still to come as Art always changes or grows stale to what has and is and was written before in stone and sand and stuff like that.. anyway.. me in my 17 year old Senior High School Blue Suit first girl friend and Katrina doing Summersaults too and strangely enough you might confuse Katrina with some of my other youthful Girl Friends too but back then she wasn’t the one as she was only 8 years old or so when those other pictures with young dark haired exotic foreign women with Bette Davis eyes lived then.. sad memories of my Friend Girl Renee committing Suicide in her twenties married with two children but the memory of abuse by her father ending her life in his bed.. not much for that kind of Patriarchy i am for Lot Bible lies of Blaming the women as daughters for the weakness of patriarchy stILL seen in the family home of abuse.. when there would be better outlets than the closest of relatives to use…
“Jar oF liGht AnD DArk heARts”.. now moving from two year old MacroVerse Memory through last year and hmm.. i did see the same Woman in the clouds that came before my Mother Died with clear eye looking down and it seems that as that photo came one of the last photos too coming in this new MacroVerse was/is an Angel Male in the Clouds sort of looKing down like a Savior i’ve seen iN fAct so i must not take the dARk Road NoW too far.. more.. as obviously in years past this has/is been a time for recollecting darker memories.. so i will use Christina Perri to BRinG me back from DaRker Memories to take me to a place that smells a little better than Doomsday for sure now like a Goat who ate that day and BRinGs a flAMe oF LiGHT to a type writer that says live ChristiNa LiGht oVer dARk NoW.. hmm.. this writing is an incredible emotional tool for liGht now ain’t it.. As i stArted feeling some chills running up and down my spine and by the way that Woman in the clouds with the highly defined eye is my Grandmother the Psychic Elder of them all doing automatic writing as my sister agreed.. and stuff like that not too far away iN my heART above so below inside outside and all around as ‘they’ say too..;)
‘SPECIAL K’ from Four Years ago.. and a memory of the Wife Katrina Losing her Memory altogether as this surely brings another dark August memory actually current then.. as we were in the office of our Psychotherapist Licensed Social Worker having a rather in depth Emotional Discussion over some of the coming back to life issues i was still having then adapting to life and Katrina had a seizure that erased all her memories for about two weeks where she thought someone had broken into our home and put the new TV and Furniture there for it was no longer part of her memory and TG her Memories did come back and where this special K thingie came is kinda coded and deep as the Letter K became Very Holy and Sacred to me better yet put KA of sPiRiT to extend my SoUL to HeLp otHeRs too something only Meaningful in Holy and Sacred Purpose to me as what comes more often now are lamps as my fingers speed aCross the Keyboard at focused intent of up to 130 words a minute having really no cognizant rational planning of where my fingers will go next but most often fine designs of Lamp Lit NeXt for in those previous days it was often the shape of the Letter K that came in words too for K is the alpha letter first in ancient languages most.. genetic memories human archetypes riSinG then iN ME FREE..:)
4000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!.. Celebrating this milestone And land mArk two years ago and Lordie lord Lorde and Christina too and other names for purE Light here comes that Christina Perri.. “The Lonely” Song to head line this MacroVerse again.. hmm.. it’s kinda piling on but the good news is the story is breathing like a fire eating dragon hehe.. And i’m seeing the one Word Press like from Soheir and it’s kinda comforting seeing that/her in the Egyptian Wonder Woman Goddess Isis Attire Avatar..:)
“Thou SAND MiL LiONs Love”.. Well.. Thanks God things in August of 2016 reAlly StARTed Looking up as compared to the previous three years with Christina Perri’s Thousand Years Song to Headline that and use as song change heAR too.. and no doubt the issue from 2013 with coming back to light and Katrina’s epilepsy issue and the challenges of getting outcast again for being a little too different in the coming next two years from both the Wrong Planet and the dVerse Poetry Community Crowd and heAR i am on my own Desert isle of Love wHeRe i can make my own Community of Love with A Free Spirit WitH no limits or expectations to gRow wherever i wanna go next for perhaps a thousand years to upload my soUL to hELp oTHeR folks come to tHeir own place of HeaVen oN eARTh for that is why God sends folks to Hell on eARth to coMe back to HeLP and i dam sure ain’t the first or last to do this now too.. just more tools available for the previous poor of spirit and meek to inherit enough eARTh to share Love with oTHeRs forevermorenow or at leASt a thousand years first what coMes ever coMes nexT Forevermore now now.. as that is what Angel Born Empaths do when they coMe BacK aGaiN No matter what labEL is asSiGneD to them as nAMe Now..:)
“Donald Duck Lost in a VORTEX!”.. three years ago MacroVerse at Vortex Springs celebrating another event dark tinted in the sense that Katrina’s Sister Michelle is also slowly dying of Cancer too.. hmm.. lot of family members and pets too leaving this eARTh on the course of this Full “SonG oF My SoUL”.. as my Father once said that’s the way ‘it’ goes eventually so make the best of Now.. sure my Father passing away about three months before this date too on 5.22.2014… Husband of my First Step Mother passing on the Christmas before that and Michele the Christmas of 2014.. Arthur the Cat shortly after my Father Died in 2014.. and then Moby in around February of 2016 and the my Mother on 2.22.2017.. falling to her Death Bed on Valentine’s Day in the Hospital as that rounds out the Death count for now thank Goodness and i may have left someone out but hopefully i did not and it stays that way for some time to come more as LiFE..:)
“Can U C me beyond the clouds..of words”.. perhaps still a little hard to do.. hehe.. but this MacroVerse never the less and interestingly more if for no other reason than the sublime in Beautiful Sunset Captured that day three years ago to date.. So this ends the MacroVerse memories as i also conclude it seems this Trilogy of MacroVerses currently too and hopefully Publish this latest and last installment of Trilogy with even more photos after tonight’s 175th Dance Week Night with all the Cool College Age Folks from Old Seville Quarter Dancing so Free in DeLiGHTof Joy Free Verse Style too.. and hmm.. need a song to inspire that all of what comes next as surely i will need to put some of all the photos for this at the ending too and so.. i’LL Go WiTh Bonnie Tyler in Social Justice Ways NoW of White Knight Warrior too.. hehe.. on a ‘White Horse’ as they say wHeRE the closest thing i had was a 1970 White Maverick that was/is pictured with that first love Sonia.. if i remember correctly with the Blue Suit at 17 years old too.. oh true all the memories but what’s a hero but someone who tries a little harder and never ever gives uP iN SeARch FoR LiGHT Fiery as such sweeping folks off tHeiR Feet to FlY iN HeAveN NoW2.. or as my ‘old friend’.. “Angel Mind Retrofit” once said.. a Red Skinned Witch.. i’ll take that as An Indian Shaman aS Such.. NO Cowboy heAr.. and no i haven’t forgotten ‘you’ ‘either’ ‘Angel’.. yes.. Sonia was an Angel too she broke my heART so bad but on the other hand her memory in grief helped save my soUL when i truly needed her most just like the other ‘Angels’ too namELy Goddess Isis Katrina incarnate too.. and yes of course my Sister and Mother too.. surrounded by Angels.. perHaps i’ll meet some New Angels tonight too.. as the smell of LiFE turns to Rose oF LiGht aGaiN.. so let it be written as Poetry So let it be SinGinG and DanCinG as ReALiTy NoW.. “SoLAR ECLiPSE FoR LoVE 2017” as KinGDoM CoME LoVE NoW BRinGS..:)
Hi Frank.. thanks so much for stopping by.. i find your comments and poetry and the comments on your poetry site so interesting as you enjoy mixing art with science as i love to do too.. and yes the current State of Quantum Physics is fascinating in the wide ranging theories that move from a HoloGraphic Universe similar to the Pensacola Beach Created in the ‘Contact’ Movie with Jodie Foster as inspired by a Book Written by Carl Sagan.. a Scientist who was very ‘left brain’ thinking as metaphor by Nature but who dabbled in Hallucinogenic Drugs.. where that experience allowed him to question the Nature of all reality where Science truly has little clue as even Neil deGrasse Tyson readily admits the Inner Human Universe of Emotions and Senses actually experienced is far harder to measure than what we can empirically measure and confirm in scientific method experimental way.. while it’s not so-called ‘politically’ correct to even talk about religion and politics in an open forum if one wants to have so-called friendS it’s true.. the greatest force of evil currently threatening the Planet Earth is the man in the White House as he already has another World Leader talking to the Reality of a Nuclear War or a conventional one likely killing at least over a million people in a day or so if that ever happens in a school yard bully playground game of chicken of who is gonna strike the first biggest stick blow and of course now what it boils down and up to is the human HeART as people who Learn to Love and Have that Garden of Love watered except for the rare cases where people are born without the ability to Love in the sense and feel of empathy and compassion would never ever never ever vote for someone like Trump now no matter how FucKinG Poor they are/where understanding that Love is the Law that and who counts most.. but it’s true for all practical intents and purposes for the Most Important realities of all.. some folks live in an Entirely Different Universe within where Love for all practical intents and purposes for the COMMUNITY AT LARGE IN WORLD VIEW is meaningless to ‘them.. it’s like a ‘small’ problem i’ve had for the last several months ever since a cold took away my smell and my ability to experience the nuances of taste.. that’s a place that most people haven’t been yet unless they are in advanced age or have Parkinson’s Disease.. and even more strange is for a person to lose almost all their emotions for 66 months or even experience the worst pain known to humankind for those same 66 months too.. my psychiatrist who specializes in neuro-psychiatry assured me this human experience is usually limited to folks with advanced Dementia or the Autism Spectrum.. hehe.. just another curse of that disorder along with what is also a tactile sensitivity where if i even touch most man-made materials the level of discomfort is not even a feeling and sense that i can adequately put into words.. well.. my smell/taste came back as it has been off and on and this time strong on Solar Eclipse day but it is an altered smell/taste that i name a pet name of a Dooms Day Smell/Taste sick and sweet and a little like Chinese Water Torture but not unlike the Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. Free Dance and Stream of Consciousness Writing allows me to transcend pain and in this case a very odd altered sense of smell/taste.. just like the pain no doctor can tell me why it actually started or if and when it will actually stop but change is the reality so i maintain the real hope that i will once again smell normally.. and then there is the possibility that it is just an ongoing olfactory ‘hallucination’ of sorts but the fact is as science suggests.. at least.. our minds create our entire reality NoW as Carl Sagan was guessing then in his experience with hallucinogenic drugs as the underlying reality of our minds is a whole lot more like a painting we create with imagination and creativity than a FucKinG Computer Program that says everything can be reduced to basic bits and bytes of information.. thing is that theory is missing the Glue of Love and Emotions that in our smaller fractal purview is what glues the entirety of Cognitive Executive Functioning together that in the rare case of me per specific case study with both the pain and the numb i’ve experienced first hand in what truly is a Black Hole Experience of the metaphor of human heart and spirit and soul and to go to that black hole as below and potentially above if those Black Holes really can be empirically measured by Science really is a moot point for me for if they really exist above for the fact is in the human experience per me in case study way then.. these Black Holes come reality at times of so-called time where all there is is the perception of time where Hell lasts a thousand years in one second.. now.. And For all practical intents and purposes in our human experiences and sadly what we teach the less in our grade schools and expect ‘the home’ and ‘the church’ to take care of with the same verses of thousands of yearS old is the science of love that is truly art core and culture that makes a Do of love and currently the Terminator series movie view of the world is coming true where humans become machines more than a Painting of God that wHo cares as sentient standing star dust as resurrection of gaseous left overs of crucible of Star Burst Death as Science Suggests is where we came from and come to now for the possibility of moving connecting and creating Beautiful Love fELt DreAms of Human IMaGiNaTioN Free or the FucKinG Nightmare(s)elected in the potential Form of a DoomsDay man ’cause some folks are too FucKinG ignorant to understand that Homosexuality is just another variant of Nature along with Genders that are not polar this one way or that one way alone or that Human Beings are going to abort children whether it is legal or not as the same rates of abortion and more exist in Old Mexico comprised mostly of Catholics where it is illegal there along with the fact that where there is no legal abortion or effective birth control.. a major cause of permanent disability up to death is the lack of safe and effective abortions in those places like Mexico now.. yes.. those two ‘moral’ imperatives are more important than FucKinG Doomsday to those folks and of course whether or not they have a job that is the only thing out of that that makes any real ethical sense.. and feel.. but again we create our realities.. paintings as ‘they’ say incredible nightmares of ‘Apocalypse’ in so-called Christian and Muslim way of think or the original Greek Definition of ‘Apollo’ same that means lifting the veils of ignorance.. we need a little less political correct science and a lot more common sense of Love and Science to save the entire human species now as future from the ignorance of minds/heARTS that wHo are retarded in the most important kinds of intelligence that move connect and create with the spirit of Hope/Love/Joy.. what glues us together in light or fails us and fires us in the spirit of fear and hate and misery loves company but as a left brain metaphor of thinking person might say too that’s all mushy stuff get a job son OR daughter buy a fancier car a bigger home a boat and a camper and enjoy the American Delusion we create next.. Happiness was/is the goal of the Declaration of Independence and Life and Liberty Free without Love is all just a Black Hole Country Globe and Human Species that we make or break with Physical Emotional And Existential IntelligenceS NoW aLL tHat WHO Loves and Loves more than a light bulb of Stone.. But what do you do with Humans without Souls perhaps we need the Good Cop Terminator again.. But it’s true it’s gonna take many more than one.. anyWay.. thanks Frank i guess i’ll make this the ending of the Current Trilogy i am finishing.. thanks again for the Muse my FriEnd..:)
Documenting 12 Million words written Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or A Seventh Book wHOle noW oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses sTarTinG October 2016.. enDinG.. oN ThanksGiving 2016.. iT iS wHAt iT is.. NoW.. surELy Longgg.. NoW..;)
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Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks provided in this last chapter as full table of contents oF A 915K Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH.. Written from Memorial Day 2016 and finished and published 7 months later on Christmas Day oF 2016.. Yes.. somE whAT F iN EpiC.. aS thiS beComeS theN mY 9th book completed iN Star Year 2016 that ranges.. yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words.. iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years written and recorded NoW oNline too.. Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL.. WitH thE ForcE oF uNConDiTioNal Fearless smART LoVe wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
991K words 66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH 5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’ wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN is made at the eNd and continuing beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal MiLLioN plUs Word Bible at this 69th MacroVerse with liNks to the rest of the Bible MacroVerse Chapters arriving at 1,052,137 words total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me.. at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record of three years of Dancing tHeRe.. and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t include all the pictures aS iT has limits more than me.. And WordPresS.. heHe.. WitH aLL the photos heRe.. iNcluded iN tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
MesSage iN A Bible Bottle as liNked aBove… The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to 1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort.. Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse Publish on Memorial Day of 2016.. titLed as First MacroVerse then.. As “tSuNaMi 7th WaVe oF LoVe” aS liNked below..:)
MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+ as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT.. The 93rd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt.. aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words.. and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions.. However.. Word Press to the rescue as the wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. aS LonGeST Recorded LonG ForM PoeM iN Google Records.. Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish.. wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG A Grand total of 1,402,296 words as “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. aS sTarTinG Memorial Day oN 31st May 2016 wiTh MacroVerse number one oF that effort per “tSuNaMi 7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy prophetic then NoW of whAT was and is STiLL to coMe NoW as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double thE Old King James effort size TaKinG then Centuries over a Thousand years to complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH both unintentional changes along the Century scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure.. Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2.. HeaVeN FuLLy FeLT And SeNsEd WiThiN too.. aBove.. so beLoW.. iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and aLL ARouNd too.. NoW AKA allthatis GoD paRT aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2.. And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2.. iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
PHI Bible.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per “Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses the Entire Table of Contents from MacroVerse 1 through 104.. anyWay.. stARting with “tSuNaMi 7th WaVe oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked agAiN Below.. as reAlly the Golden Mean Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes.. this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)
1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi 7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above.. in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem Milestone Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788 MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL” NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches that feat times three on or about the Milestone of 5.4 Million words in the coming neXT few months.. as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse.. WitH More to come As WRiTinG FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)
6th Bible Memorial.. Celebration of Six Milestone Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL” Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6 times the size of the Old King James Version oF A Bible in 47 Months at Around 5 Million Words.. Also includes the Table of Contents to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN” for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and of course appropriate dedications to those who did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe SouL iN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG Force aS SpiRiT oF HeaRT DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)
SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old SOLaR ECLiPSE FoR LoVE 2017
Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to record it any official record books as that’s what the Internet is.. the Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or Moon online in the Nethersphere of Art and Science of Human Potential through SHades of Grey through BlacKesT Abyss and BeYoNd RainBoW CoLorS oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW.. Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and Pre-School Before that in 606 Months oF Life.. including three College Degrees then before i started writing online on Thanks Giving 2010.. 33 years of Work.. sure ..19 years of School in sitting style to go along with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2.. oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.