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Hi Leah.. it never seems to fail..
right when i think about writing to
you to make sure you are okay.. i hear from
you.. but oh my goodness thanks for sending
the second Email asking if i am still watching
the Lucifer show.. as i totally missed your email
sent on Thursday.. and did a search on your
user name to find this one.. oh God.. i get so
much eMail that i never open up.. and if
i did open it up.. i would never have
any fun.. smiles..
but alWays glad to
hear from you.. my friend..
and to stARt off i guess i WiLL
reply to your last OBTW question..
to say.. yes.. watching every Lucifer
show and really enjoying the
humor of human archetypes
set free.. where the devil
becomes the angel
and the angel
becomes the
devil and so ironic
that what is free and Loving
per no money.. moving.. connecting
and creating.. is what is termed as
more likely evil in most fundamentalist
viewing religions.. including human
sensuality that is what sets our
closest primate cousins.. the
Bonobo.. mostly free of
violence and
most tribal
warring ways..
yeah.. monkey business
could teach humans a whole
lot on how to be peaceful easy
Loving joyful primates once again..
but people are too smart to feel
the truth and liGht of that
iN LuciFeRED way iT seems..
as cynical of the liGht
and afraid of the
dARk..
and sorry to hear
you are having problems
with the Romanian consulate
in passport issues and so glad
your sister is okay in Brussels..
as another darkness that comes
from so called Gods turning
into Devils.. of the
dArkest
dark of human nature..
and of course.. the U.S.. in admin..
ways is just as bad.. in false
wars for lies.. like the
Iraq fiasco that iN
real has opened
up this Isis
crap like
a rotten
can of
spOiled
sardines…
Ignorance Kills
the same as Lies..
and Love only Lives
when it tOuches heARt
more than words in a big
bLack
book
of so many
lies as well
and not so well..
And speaking of the Devil..
yes.. my birthday is 6660.. also
known as June 6th, 1960.. not a problem
sharing.. and whenever i used to visit the store
cashiers over here in red state fundie town..
the cashiers literally showed fear
when they saw the three
sixes on my driver’s
license.. oh the
price of
ignorance
runs deep..
even for
a beer..
hehe..
and ha!
that story is hilarious
about the guy in Scandinavia
asked to prove that he was a male..
if that ever happens to me.. i will not
have to unzip my pants.. i’ll just give ’em
a link and say.. i’ll do it in a poetic and all
artful masculine with graceful mixed way…
Naked freedom is truly awesome.. as
truly there is nothing to hide
when more than skin
deep becomes
literally
real.. without
the clothes of culture
covering up what is REAL
in beinG human.. for now..
And HAx2 at the American
Political Scene.. it’s Karma.. the colors
of the Tea Party’s evil way has come to pass
in candidate FACE.. WITH BLEACHED BLONDE
COMB OVER FULLY in toW as well.. Trump has
zero chance of winning the election.. as even
some Republicans won’t have anything to do
with him.. it’s laughable.. and truly not
even worth watching to me..
as the dirt comes true
in hateful ways
and lies
of ways
are exposed
for what they truly
are.. pure division and hate..
of us vs them.. and build us a
bigger castle away from them..
And they call themselves Loving
Christians.. the Devil rears his
ugly
head..
and Lucifer
Lives on in liGht
in human archetype
metaphor of course..
as it is the essence of what
is real that is real.. end and beginning
of story now.. and even science proves
out how the altruistic Jesus
archetype.. lives
in human
Nature
when free
and balanced
away from cogs
of mechanical cognition
stuck in a file cabinet of dead..
And sorry to hear about your husband’s
troubles at work.. it is an insane work world
as is.. as far as i am concerned.. and when i
didn’t have to go back.. i truly hit the lottery
even with the worse pain known to mankind
from wake to sleep for those 66 months..
and truly i can say.. the only real
bright human moment
on the ‘Wrong Planet’
was meeting you..
as you are
human
and in essence and
what was left of many
folks there.. far from human
to me.. and if hell exists.. for
many.. it exists there.. like an opaque
window to what is real.. in human
heARt.. SpiRit.. and SoUL.. ReaL
as emotional being.. yes..
it is/was the opposite
for me..
FEELING iT
ALL TOO MUCH
but finAlly getting
iT all balanced in emotional
regulation and sensory integration
albeit at a cost of 166 miles a month
in dance walking.. but it’s truly interesting..
i am in complete control of my thoughts and
feelings now.. whereas before.. they were in
control of what i loosely named me.. before
for all those decades in life.. and my wife
has the same problem i had
then in controlling unwanted
worrisome thoughts..
but truly i do not
believe i could
have ever accomplished
this if i worked at most any
job now that culture deems
normal.. just to live 3 minutes
of the way i live now then..
would have been
heaven
beyond belief
as where i live now..
is a place of mind and
body balance that matters
not wherever i go now
to rest or walk.. iT is aLL
free.. a UniVerse within..
Real.. as all that
heaven and nirvana
and bliss stuff ‘they’ talk
about.. as sages of the ages…
Worth all the pain and suffering
to get here.. my friend.. as all thaT iS
real iS now.. and iT aLL feels eternal
to me for
now..
and somehow
i feel for sure it
will always be that
way.. just like the pain
will never come back
and if it does
i can
make it go
away.. as i do
with the structural
arthritic issues.. still
clearly visible on cat
scans and MRI’s..
and i hope
the same
for you..
my friend..
as i’m sure the
paths are many but
i feel sure the journey
iN long iS samE for potential
free.. back to the heaven of now..
No worries.. about not reciprocating
communication.. once i kNow and feel
someone they alWays live iN me.. no
matter if theRe iS direct contact
or not..
but alWays a
happy now when
i hear from a friend..
my friend Leah..
and my latest
word play
iS
FRiEnD
yes.. a
Fred in Friend
or vice versa sAME..:)
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It’s worth noting that science now shows the only
thing that really separates a Yellow striped cat like
Yellow boy from a Tiger who is feral in the wild is size…
iN terms of killing in hunting skills..
both are equivalent for their
relative size and strength..
and for two Years before.. Yellow Boy
made his entry into our life.. as a wild cat
living in the woods snagging squirrels in lightning
fast action.. in a dry spell of weather.. crying under
our shed for water in his emaciated state of around
7 or 8 Lbs then.. vs. 15 Lbs now of solid body builder
skin tight muscle cat.. even after ‘the operation’ years ago..
when a Feline Leukemia diagnosis.. forced his entry inside
as a totally inside cat.. AS opposed to our other cat
who succumbed recently to challenges of diabetes
and arthritis.. a year or two younger than Yellow
Boy are like two different animals all together..
one raised with the hunt
of life in total state of being..
and the other waiting for
the next meal to be
hand delivered..
the lesson of
domesticatED vs. ferAL..
iN terms oF health and
well being.. is one of
much greater brain
and body power noW
iN general spRrit oF
Force iN Living aS
WELL BEING REAL..
BUT WHAT is even more amazing..
is how Loving an all natural killing machine
can become.. when provided kindness in return
in way of pets and predictable subsistence.. Yellow
Boy interacts with purpose.. and there is no question that
he is at least 10 times more mindfully and bodily aware
in balance still of his environment in 360 degrees..
never taking predictability for granted.. always
alert for the newest environmental change..
and challenge.. alWays waKinG to
spring into action on the screened-in
porch while the sun shines on his golden fur..
he.. taKing iTaLL iN.. in smells and sights of
Nature full and whole as one and he of God of Nature ONE….
Anyway.. the doctors many years ago now.. with the diagnosis of
Feline Leukemia didn’t have much hope for him.. but his wild nature
of healing himself trumps anything a vet can say or do.. as he is
the healthiest looking and acting cat i have ever come across..
and this cat has been my greatest teacher in my efforts
to un-domesticate myself back into a mindfully
And bodily aware animal.. wild and free..
seeing that we share much of the same
DNA as mammals and the thing that
makes us truly aLL sAme iS wE are
aLL A maniFestation of NatUre as Star
duSt bRinGs uS heRe oNe and sAMe..
from the point of the origin iN cycle oF
what iS alWays noW dARk and liGht..
deaTh and LiFe.. Winter and
Summer as Fall Springs again..
To bE one with Nature iS to
Be one wITh God as sAMe..
no BLacK Books required
to be God ONE aS SamE..:)
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SMiLes.. my friend.. iN my teens i lEarned
that once my footprints were all that was
left in view after the condos disappeared
on the beach..
the lies were gone
and free was real..
as peace..
but i stopped
going after i was married..
to wife.. mortgage.. car loan..
credit card bills.. a zillion unrelated
to life associated facts with a quarter
of a century attached to one employer
as government.. rules and regulations..
and after all of that took my life away..
arriving back on that beach.. 18 years
later in 2008.. i swear it felt like i had
a comet tail attached to what was
real.. and shaking that tale/lie off..
was the best thing
i could have
ever imagined
that i could not
imagine then..
once again the
beach lives as me..
no illusion.. JUST REAL BLISS
AS NATURE WILL HAVE IT
FREE IN REAL
ANIMAL
HOMEOSTASIS
OF SURVIVING
WELL.. in moving..
connecting.. creating
giving.. sharing way..
TO EXIT LIES..
IS TO LIVE REAL..
i say thank you to God
as Nature aLL real and sticK
my tongue out aLL StiFF
At human
lies in big
bLack
books..
sort of like ‘Kali’.. or
the Fred Character iN
that movie calLed.. ‘Big Hero 6’..;)
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Ah.. the gun issue.. almost as fun as discussing abortion…
and whether or not God exists.. and truly debating these
issues will all the egg head folks like me on the Wrong
Planet website.. during my 66 months of dentist drill
like pain in my right eye and ear..
that no drug would touch
is all that kept me going..
and truly my greatest wish
before i tolerated hell would have
been to have any gun i could operate
then to end it quickly and as painlessly
as possible.. but wait.. even dousing myself
with gasoline and getting all lit up in heat
was preferable to that pain.. that was
beyond any imagination in migraine
way before hell
came knocking
in my right eye and ear..
So.. with that and loss
of all of my emotions i can
understand the challenges
of living dead as alive.. and
when i discuss these things..
i never fall clearly on one side
or the other.. as my mind tends
to spread out in all directions as it
were and is for now.. sTiLL heheRe..
but living as a weak and defenseless
person relatively speaking with not much
user gained instincts skills in abilities into
how to operate my body in full three dimensional
space.. no matter if my legs pressed a quarter of a ton
then.. vs. a half a ton now.. when i lost the ability to even
go into a Whataburger for 5 minutes.. or even make it
to the shower for a bath as i was so weak.. i came
to find out why some folks wanna have
more protection than fists of fury
and kicks of feet.. and generally
speaking ninja sKills
as not all folks
are cut out
to earn
that way
all naturally
like i have now..
with zero doubts..
i cannot have a gun..
as a gun could spell a quick
end to me.. if that pain ever came
back.. no matter what i might say/feel now..
as pain and loss of emotions can change
all about a human
being.. except
perhaps a strict
moral code..
like mine sure..
that prevented me
from acting out on any
dead heart/spirit/soul way of being
alive then.. but anyway.. guns are not
for everyone.. and when human beings
live in large enough groups where folks don’t
know each other that iS really insane considering
how we are naturally evolved to be to connect
to 150 to 200 friendly eyes.. the super
altruistic nature of human beings..
more than even Bonobo when
free.. becomes one of
closer to devil
than angel true..
in large ‘civilized’ cities..
eyes look down and away
instead of bright connecting
and shiny stars of cooperating
for survival.. and we become
killers of humanity rather
than lovers together
for survival..
so the gun is
the equalizer
for hearts grown
to stone.. and sadly enough
the equalizer that makes love unknown….
as always survival is the bottom line.. so yes..
GUN.. a necessary
evil as tool
no different than
the written words.. cultures
and religions that take Love
out of the word HUMAN.. and
the other deadLINE.. as long as
human is human iT iS
easier to kill with
stone
than
fist.. wheRe
only life lives
WeLL.. wITh HeARt..
and yeah.. the fAct that all my
so-called redneck neighbors are
armed to the hilt with guns and i live
in a state where property trumps life..
they pay the price for me to live fearless
in a neighborhood.. that is safe enough
to leave the doors open… as only a
person who would welcome
death.. would enter
one of these
Florida
homes..
baby.. as hell
yes this is the wild
wild west.. where gun
draws are real in drawers..
and hidden
socks
of
ending life..
i live fearlessly now
with zero anxiety and
aLL Love ALL n ALL..
iT works for me..
and the new
style thugs
in bar parking
lots after seeing
what i can do with
my body.. move away
from me.. in smart phone eyes..
and pudgy fingers that rap tap now..
particularly as i look like i would carry
a gun
and be
sKiLled with
it as Law enforcement
heads will often do..
and so often
confused
as
undercover
wherever i go..
ah.. the privilege.. white
of the male.. the muscle..
and the fearless looking
alpha head dude.. it even
trumps Trump one on one..
if ya add in the brains and heARt wONe..;)
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1:28 pm..
4042016
and back to dVErse
two weeks ago Monday
pursuing the melting
prompt.. in verb with
object.. verb without
object.. and noun
way.. oh my FREE
God i never
learned any
of the rules
of grammar and
stiLL made straight
A’s in English classes
as i did iT all natural without
instructions of this or that
or the other thing in speed
limits of
55.. and yes..
the Quadrille
form of this
prompt is actually
44 words.. but hell
no i can’t drive 55.. baby..
and expect to be free
no matter if
it is 44
or
1001
ways
to clip
my Wings
Short of aLL i can
be for now as Free..:)
Spring Loves with
or without eYes…
melt of hate
melt of anger
fear of melting
heArt.. lives in Spring..:)
Funny how humans
make imaginary
connections
of stars in
skies
into alphabets..
words.. and books
of lore..
and no
longer look
at sKeYes oF Real..
greater and more
mysterious than
any lore.. book or
words
as
idols
for REAL..:)
*
Ah.. muse of words..
Muse of Statue stones..
Muse of flesh uncovered
wins the game of Muse..
unclothed
and real
melted ONE..:)
*
Hidden MocKing
bird watches waits
and sings back A
Spring
of
Melting
Soul..:)
A SinG without meltED
heaRt.. no matter
vocal chord..
instrument
or other
sounding
device
iS no SonG
oF ALL iN
SpiRit Free..:)
Ah.. recently.. a poet
named Lillian did say
that boys and men remain
Pan when free.. now that
i’m free
i totAlly agree..
as melting
back
to
ALL oF i..:)
Ice crack bergs
cavern long deep
froZen and worn..
Tunnel oF vision
holds
until
human
melts real..:)
Waters oF Nile
fLow alWays now..
PyrAmid dust
aWay.. ’till
duSt cOmes
aGaiN.. aS Free..:)
Ah.. this reminds me
oF childhood iN free..
play outside and the
dark means dark instead
of lies In
liGht
inside..:)
Ha.. i’ll go in another
direction as this reminds
me of.. oh no..! ice
cream
and steak
again..
oh.. the challenge..
oh.. the thrill.. of
having
nothing
and sTart..
again..
and yes
for soMe feeLinG
i thInk that’s how
the
wHole
thing
works
iN sweet
and sOur
UniVerse way..:)
Oh.. Center Balance..
a star’s true liGht now..
You SinG a SonG
so warm
and true
yoUr arms
oF bliSs
are
mine
iN mind
and body
balance.. i Dance..
i SinG yoUr SonG..:)
Ah.. the blisS
oF seeing..
feeLinG..
no separation
iN TwiLiGht
skEyes
Of
Earth
and i..:)
SMiLes.. onlY reAl
difference between
most folks
and
hiM..
iS A sNowman
soUl iN
eYes
thaT
Love..:)
Ancestors
melt
iN
eYes oF aLL..:)
SMiLes.. i neVer
liveD unTil i lEarnEd
To enJoy chocoLate
melt
shirts
and otHeR
soiLed
waYs oF SoUl..:)
SMiLes
theRe’s
something
FunEreaL
about online..
i never figUred
out unTil i cAMe
to thiS ceMeTery..
Late..;)
Ocean soUl
withIn.. hidDen
streams river
out seas
oF sKeyes
iN
liGht aWay
froM oCean
fLoors
expoSed
as SpiRit
GroWinG
heARt onCe AGaiN..:)
UniVerse withiN
foUr seaSons
more
insIDe
WinGs
spReading
ouT.. faLL
SprinGing
Winters
Summer
balance
liVinG
asONeNoW..:)
SMILes.. vacaTions
trUly mAde for
Lovers to
get
toGeTheR
more than
away..
Oh..
staYcation Love..:)
Oh.. to welcome
Spring with featheRed
WinG..
Ah.. SaD oF
WiNter onLY
SpRinGs foRward
iN noW
Of i.. Green PiLL Love..:)
Truly sAd
whaT iS Love iNside
often fAils to
SpRinG
iN fAll..:)
SAdly.. humans are not
evolved to live in groups
of more than 150 to 200
Friend eYes.. more thaN..
wheN gRain iS stored..
means greed.. envy..
power.. status
and rules
materially
gaiNinG higher
now but how can
wE look aWay
from
sufferinGs
Misery noW oF
humaN iNsaniTy..
for what makes
hUmaniTy CaRinG..:)
Oh.. gosh.. this reminds
me of college and only
two things i made..
Tuna and
Peanut
butter sandwiches
and melting cheese
in my only microwave
tool of cooking.. ugh..
hot tuna and cold
peanut
butter.. oh
No.. school
years were
not the best to eat..;)
Quick side note..
it’s like Karaoke..
it’s just for fun
and feeling
with
no
hOlds
baRred
foR! FReEDiN!
Dance and SonG..!
as side note ends..
wITh IRish eYes..
wiTh not
a pint
oF
Stout
to gEt mE
thrOugh aLive..
poeTry LiVes aGaiN
iN onLine heRmes bar..
In thoth Of thot of i..;)
LiFe Of flAMe
joiN mE noW..
i wiTh uS..
wE
wArm
liGhts
bE..:)
Sadly.. greaTest control
humans have over
others iS finding
ways to harden
hearTs
from head
to toe
to Loved
ones near
to cut tHeir
SpiRit
from
SoUl
oF heARt iN fEars..
saDDer.. perHaps noW
are those who have
opportunities to
Love as
Free..
squandeRinG
iT iN spOils oF
Plenty Soils Free..:)
Well.. oKaY.. 3:30 pm..
25.. and a note and more
from
me iN 122
minutes now..
noW for sAnd
dance and eat
and what comes
next as maY..;)
Yes.. do the math
now Fred that’s
4.88 minutes
per poetic
response
effort..
even without
the side notes
added.. ha! science
and art bedfellows of fun..;)
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Hi.. just dropped by to say Hi and
thank you for the Peter
Pan song.. a couple
of weeks
ago as i
catch up to
it now..
hope
you are
doing well..
now.. Raman Mauve..
aka Shawna iN current expresSinG..:)
And here is a two week in advance
response to Shawna’s offering
for today’s dVerse prompt
for ‘Shimmer’ poems..
at 11:42 pm..
4042016..
and i’m
ready
for bed
now.. more
fun Nature
photos coming
iN ‘morrow way..:)
SMiLes.. people
who like humans
alWays
shimmer
real..
and yes..
there are real
people in the world..
i’ve met a few.. here and theRe..
something
about
them
lasts..
it’s a soUl..
he
Art
and
SpiRit
oF wE..:)
Yeah.. baby.. S..
ya kNow we’rE
deep wheN wE
can see so much
iN juSt
one word
or letteR
UniVersEreal..;)
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Facebook Rafiah sees my
current Yellow Boy Facebook
Profile photo.. and says Kitty
Love with one of those
big smiley face heARt
eyes sticker..
And i say..
Yes.. my friend.. Rafiah..
Paws and eYes of Love..:)
And before that she says..
Hunger pangs when you wake up in the
middle of the night… unsure emoticon
And then i say..
Yep.. i had those last night too.. about 3 am.. sTill
writing.. ending.. and too tired to grab a bite
to eat for empty stomach..
roaring.. feed me
now Freddy
now..:)
Rafiah says..
I drank a big mug of milk
then. grin emoticon
i say..
Ah.. yes.. mug of milk.. and
they say if you warm it up
it makes you sleep
even better..
smiles..
with warm
milk dreams..
my friend.. Rafiah..:)
Rafiah says..
Tonight I’ll have warm milk with a cardamom
in it and a bit of sweetener. smile emoticon
Have you ever tried cardamom milk?
It’s the best thing ever.
i say..
sMiLes.. My friend..
Haven’t tried it but will
certainly pursue what it is
with Google.. Winks..:)
And now i say..
Just practicing
the so-called small
talk that socially binding
friends do.. instead of making
it all into a science project of fActs..;)
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Rafiah provides a selfie of her
teacher and her from school..
and i go on to say.. then..
Ah.. a photographic memory..
blessing and curse.. but yes..
mostly blessing.. and this a fine
tribute to your teacher.. my friend..
Rafiah.. but truly this is your noble
look.. as was in the first of five selfies
you have shared here since i’ve known
your Facebook presence.. and remember
your first Facebook go around with your
Seagull presence from the beach on my
about section.. and now you’ve
moved from Seagull
to Queen yourself..
i suppose Allah
smiles when
Allah’s children
express the beauty
of themselves.. so a
prayer is your face.. my friend..
Not unlike the seagull on beach..
prayer of selfie.. no different reAlly
than photo blessings of Supper true..:)
Rafiah says..
Know that you have very special place in my heart.
Your love makes me all cozy and baby like
all over again. I like you a lot Sir.
i say..
WeLL.. thank you.. cozy baby..
Same here.. Too.. And that feeling
is oxytocin as chemistry will do..
With real human friends..
Connecting
trUe..smile
emoticon
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Hmm.. trying to
get my game face
on to work-out
changing gears
drasticAlly from
writing heARt felt
SpiRit SoUl iN
balance WiTh
writing poeTry..
and the Lucifer TV
show from Fox takes
a break tonight.. so we watch
a History of God on National Geographic..
with Morgan Freeman Narrating the story..
and while i’ve heard that Morgan Freeman
is an Atheist.. he just doesn’t belief in one
official version of God in One Book..
he has experienced his own
near death experience..
and discounts little..
in the realm..
of unknown where even
science is showing now that
human awareness lives on
after the brain technically
is no longer showing
signs of electrical
activity..
so yeah..
it’s wide open
to interpretation..
but probably wise to
live a Loving Life if for
nothing more than Loving
Now and all others and the
rest of Nature aka God too.. FeeLinG
it’s the best way i kNow and interesting
that the ancient pharaohs from Egypt
left their own style of Facebook
memoirs for posterity purposes..
in keeping what they cAlled
the KA of Spirit going
iN instance for
Ramses..
3000 years
later.. anyone
refers to his name
and life then.. which
is still a common one of
course sTiLL continuing
on in the 10 commandments
annual TV show noW too..
so let it be written..
yes.. so let it be
done and
modern technology
provides an edifice online
of even more of what folks
show as they would in words
in real flesh and blood life..
as often can be the
case.. we live iN
interesting nows..
wHere soUls live
online as long
as servers house the
Souls of nows expresSinG
that shalLow or OMG.. aS
F iN Deep
as mE..
heHE.. thE
soUl liVes oN..
onLinE.. iN server waY..;)
Yeah.. and spEaKinG of
uploading soUls and
beauty on line..
it’s hard to believe
at least for me….
from the olden
14.4K modem
days that i can
F iN take a photo
like this with a cell phone
camera.. and upload iT
in an instant.. wHere i used
to watch photos slowly slowly
scrolling down the square for
up to an F iN hour to download…
Technology moves
ahead iN soUl..
oF hUman
moVinG
waY.. liGht
and trUe too..
for noW..
oh yeah..
and that
my friend(s)
iS a Florida
Native Azalea..:)
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Aha!.. so Himali drops offline.. to become an
accomplished e-Magazine writer.. yes.. that
is wonderful news.. dear Himali.. as
to pursue yoUr creative
dreams in
now
is alWays
a ‘great perhaps’
and a way to growth
in moving connecting
and ‘passionately’
creating ways
of being now..
i’m not sure how to pull
up all those happy emoticons
for congratulations
and success..
but i’m
sure
you
get the drift
and flow hehe..
and SMiLes.. i am
so happy and proud of
you as creater.. my friend..
and am looking forward now to
both your online presence again..
and your new stories.. shared as well..:)
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Ah.. Florida.. yes.. “Florid AHH!!” alWays
State of Flowers and Beauty.. Prajakta..
and you and your sister certainly
add to that on your trip along with
your handsome fiancé..
and of particular
note.. your
mixed heritage
brings such an
exotic shade of
eye color..
human beauty
is the greatest flower
of all in my opinion
particularly
when
unique..
as i see it here..
Your trip looks like so
much fun.. and i really
feel fortunate to live
somewhere like
this for
a lifetime..
my friend..
and yes! Harry Potter
and Magic.. it can be
real for sure when what
we imagine is what we create
as real.. fearless.. passionate and
Lovingly so.. when free as human..:)
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Another thought here.. after watching
the History of God with Morgan Freeman
last night.. particularly uncanny and creepy
was the transhuman singularity attempt
of a very rich woman who is attempting
to make her partner eternal as robot..
but no.. there is more to human
than flesh.. or words.. theRe
is real soul
of eYes
and feeLinG..
and if i have any
goal of after life here..
it is to keep Loving with
words.. photos.. and other
stuff.. when folks randomly
stumble across me.. years and
years into the future online..
as i have created many
paths back to Love
the best way
i feel
and kNow
how.. to help others
find the greaTest potentials
of Love and Fearless Balance that i for
one feel blessed with now… tHeRe
are general ways to approach the
metaphor of getting awake and enliGhTened
iN thiS life.. but not many people have tOld
it from an autobiographical REALiTY..
with tHeir own peN and more.. iS..
wITh photos and videos to
accompany that to really
get a better feel
of what
iT’s aLL about
iN reality out of
just a book less..
It is better to make
liFe organic with words
than flesh that someone
else other than the creator
makes.. but trUly iN mY opinion
that takes poeTry over just words
for concrete stuff.. and that took me
an entire lifetime to develop any
potential for that.. well..
5 decades at least..
and truly there are two main
ways to create iN liFe.. one is
with offspring.. one is with
art.. and of course
both can
lead
to a legacy
of liFe.. as whatever
inspires iT makes It
real from now to
now alWays
NOW..
Love never
ages when REAL..:)
And i feel truly blessed as
in this post i will be able to pay
tribute to 8 extremely inspirational
people i have met online since arriving
back in 2010.. who are still with me
now.. in words
here.. and those
folks are chronologically
speaking.. in terms of
meeting these folks
online.. Leah.. Lala
Rukh.. Prajakta.. Rafiah..
Shawna.. and as of
late Himali.. and
gigoid…
And of particular
note.. of two people
who no longer
visit back
online..
is Brian
Miller and
Claudia.. as truly
i might not have become
the free verse poet i am now..
if not for their acceptance of free
writing that is as extreme as mine..
Brian Miller actually commenting on
my first very abstract free verse 6K
poem titled Revelation 66..
yeah.. the revelation of
my 66 months
in hell..
actually at the
time i named it that
as it was my 66th post..
but deeper meanings can
always come if we imagine
them real and make them real now..
And yes.. Brian Miller and Claudia
were the originators of the dVerse
Poet’s Pub.. i still enjoy it but it
was a much more open and
friendly place for creativity
and human interaction
before they left..
but that’s what
free likes
to do..
get
away from rules..
and someone has to
do the dirty deed for human
groups to function cooperatively..
however the community decides
the social norm will come..
but sadly creativity
with too many
rules
becomes
science over
art.. and that is
wheRE i too.. pArted ways
from linking my freedom tHere..
and would love to thInk that both
Claudia and Brian are like Himali
and offline still creating in tHeir
own way free of
the distractions
of what online
can become
in terms of
human politics
and strife of discontent..
O N E a n d S a m E..
and yes.. there are literAlly
hundreds of thousands of other
folks.. likely millions.. and even
billions.. and more.. including
the UniVerse and More
as God that have
inspireD
the art and
science of i
now.. nOne any
less important
than the
gRain oF
sAnd that holds
up the mountain
of i.. mE.. We..
and uS
alWayS
N0W..:)
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SMiLes.. what we sense and feel iS real..
Words are a concrete/abstract illusion..
vehicles and vessels as home
for what is real..
Knowledge iS
experience.. aLL
else iS second hand
stuFF.. as iT were and Is
for now.. wE are raised In
a fArm/Zoo Of words.. no less than
fish or birds imprisoned/bred iN wires/
jars as words.. i keep that iN feeLinG
and Senses when i Dance and
SinG liFe without written
words oF symbols
for what
iS REAL is RA eL..
wITh KA for SpiRit..
as the experience
of aLL that iS thaT iS..
i.. and pARt of aLL
i FeeL and sense
aS real.. N o W..
and A best thiNg
oF aLL.. iS.. while words
stay the same WitH various
interpretive meanings..
and feeLinGs/senses
and also change NoW
as attached iN noW..
Feeling and senses
eXpand and contraCt
no less or more now
than metapHorus
as liGht noW iN
BLack hole S0Ns
and Galaxies
Of LiFe..
that
come from
dArkest
rEaches oF EiTHeR
hUman AND duSt..
So iN other
words
whatever
wE create goes
On for Now.. REAL..
when wE become
creators.. wE are
a Creator.. oF aLL..
Nature is THE creator
oF aLL wE see/feel no
doubt aBout
thaT
for folKs
who are pARt
and parcEl oF aLL..
IF i accomplish anything
iN liFe.. i hope thaT iS
to convince
a few folks
thaT
words
are not HUman..
God.. or NatUre alOne..
allone iS bigger than Roman
Numerals.. and accompanying empire..
as
Church
and State..:)
sMiLes.. my friend.. iN mY work/school-career.. the onlY
TIME for introspection and self kNoWleDgE in 42 years..
From age 5.. was mowinG grAss and driVing to
Tallahassee on the Interstate..
twice a year.. to visit
my father..
Yes.. noW..
therE are some
folks who try to own
the earth as oyster oF
tHeir own.. but tHeRe
are others oF uS who enGage
iN Life and Earth aS Pan oF noW..
As an epic pLay and gRound Of ReAL…
Culture.. Religion.. and Politics.. are
priSons but Nature reMains fRee
and uS who
fiNd A wE
practice as never
ending perfection as practice
iN liVing great.. and as alWAys
the hardest priSons are those
of senses and emotions
aLL barRed up..
wHeRe moving 360
degrees can free iT aLL
as so much more for N0W..
when liFe becomes more art than science..
i WiLL to bE the change i seek and that’s enough..
and i’m 5
aGaiN
works for me..
as Pan of I..
As alWays REAL..
happiness iS an iNside..
ouTside.. aBove.. so beLow..
aLL aRounD practicE oF
liFe
iN balance..
trUly simple
withoUt aLL thE
garbAge…
hUnt..
gatHeR..
eaT.. dancE..
sleep.. and take
a crap wHere no
one steps oN iT w/pisSinG…
i find iT works withouT fAil
butT i’M a dreAMer wHo coMes trUe iN liGht..;)
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Wookiees
saY iT aLL..
iN RiVeR walKinG
Free..
GOlden CroWn
oF Love
aLL thaT iS
kiNd
couRaGe
FREE.;)
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Ha! get me out of ‘this’
Target Dryer..
theRe’s no
gravity
iN hEre..
Or maybe i’m a
Petroglyph..;)
Katrina says ‘they’ should
make ‘this’ a permanent
graven image of
me on the Target
Big Red Ball..
and better
yet.. i should
do iT aLL
New Age Male Renaissance
Nude Art style.. and of
course.. not everyone
can imagine that
as well.. as
some folks
likely
can..;)
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Dimensions of LiFe.. not limited
bY science for sUre.. as ‘they’
are not repeatAble
for anyone
but one
and trUly
not even onE
aS noW alWays
changes from n0w
to nOw.. but oh thE
diversity of experience..
C H A N G E iS delicious
withOUT illusory fears..
and of course
illusory
fears
are what
leads to neatly
edged sidewalks
of one way highways
to heLL of sAMe away
from growth and different…
Miracles exist beyond the ‘norm’
of belief.. as i as cynical as any
IN thE reaSon of noW.. and the
more dimensions of human
potential that i experience
through n0w.. the
more i realize
Harry
Potter
iS both
real and me..
iN juSt anotHeR
dimension oF course
mY F R i E n D
FReED..
aS iNner
liGht iS eternal
now.. and the ego
can bE Zen arT
per se
oF
i directing
I in Play
Of liFe
wITh
spiRit!
exciTing
a sImply
awesOmE liFe..
but aGaiN sTiLL
worKinG oN the
pILL that changes
otHeRs.. thirst step
iS
out
of
FEAR
and inTo
liGht of change
for different bEinG
LiFe iN moVinG
conNecting
creaTinG
waY..
wHere graVitY
iS floAting pi
iN I sKeYes
oF
i..:)!
SMiLes my friend..
gigoid.. in regard to CRAZY..
i’ve been Baker acted
twice in life.. once when
i was 21.. after a severe
depression.. precipitated
by the break-up of a first
Love.. and a lonely life of
a janitor’s job at night
in isolated buildings
and college
life with then
few friends
or money..
breaking out
in mania out of
depression.. 3 days
without sleep.. and
my mother insisting
on getting my head
checked and me
raising my
voice
at some
hospital
technicians
without the sleep
and them thinking i
might be dangerous..
and yes.. after 40 sleepless
days of 2008.. and wanting to
jump off a bridge.. but the thing is
while the first go around i had plenty
of imagination and creativity to get me
through.. emotions were dead the second
go around.. and i remember not having
motivation to do anything.. and the
so-called schizophrenic folks
in there.. while i was
numb in pain..
having a jolly
good old
now
pretending
they were someone
else.. i would have given
my life for just an ounce of
their so-called crazy imagination
to escape a world of pain and numbness
then.. after all.. more than anything.. i just
wanted to escape the pain and
numbness..
even if
it meant
escaping
life altogether..
anyway.. i fucking
value crazy now as it
was fucking hard for me
to escape logic and make
life magic as what we make
it is
what it
is and i fucking
make it awesome
as i kNow what death
feels
like
iN life..
all too well
from what no
longer exists as now..
my friend.. i have nothing
to hide.. and that’s a good feeling..
along with everything to give and sharEfree..:)
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April 6th.. 4062016..
as you may remember
i love numbers and all
symbols.. as they reflect
the human mind and the
order/art all that is.. aka
God.. Allah.. Kundalini
R i S i n G.. the..
Force.. the Dao..
the Ki.. the Qi..
the Ka
the Chi..
the
great
American
Indian spiRit
as some oF
my ancestors
and i sTiLL say
for now
mY friend
Lala Rukh
of old of new
of now and sAMe
as Love can and WiLL
be to mE.. as those gifts God
sEnds and beGiNs are aLWaYs
real iN noW aGaiN i say my friend as REaL..
oh yes.. all the life’s one can live in aLL the
experiences that modern liFe bRings both
flesh and blood and iN mirror neuron way
oF aLL giVinG and shaRinG Media
that comes our way over
seconds.. hours.. minutes..
decades.. centuries and
even to the point
of the origin
oF aLL oF
BeGinniNg
and ending
noW iN Life..
anyWay.. wHeRever
whAtever and whenever
you are doing n0w.. hope
iS alWays iN change iF and
when we can.. WiLL and Do
leave
fear behind
my friend.. as
hope kind and Love
WiLL alWays defeat
fear anger and hate
as a course oF
Nature as
gifted
bY
God
as US
when set free..
sUre.. easier said
than dOne but mY
Life iS proof that God
iS possible iN uS.. iF
wE as mE as uS..
never
give uP
iN NoW
as trUly
magic
and miracle
my F R i eNd..
wHere God iS
hook and
we are bait
Fishing ONeNoW
UmbreLLa LOVEsWiLL..:)
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WeLL..
back to dVerse
Poetry prompts
iN two weeks ago
Tuesday prompt
about words for
groups of birds
and other animals
same.. everything
iN Nature inspires me
Most.. all that is.. so
inspiration WiLL
not be hard
for me
to find
@least..:)
2:35 pm..
4062016…
DArk oF moon..
BriGht Of Sun
SinGingG
woRds..
Day dreAMs
NiGht sHares
so long to reaSon
Jack Rabbit’s SonG..:)
*
Scare crows..
smARter Crows grow
tools.. moVinG to out
smArt hUmans
bLack
crow
kNows
better..:)
*
SMiLes.. peaCocks
floWer briGhtest
sImply ’cause
tHey
got
the
job doNe
iN flYing colors..;)
Birds Words….
Colors
all that
counts as Flying
without letters
gravity
earth
bound
iN book..:)
Gravity.. friend oF
birds lone.. toGeThEr
aLLaSoNe…
Humans
dRag feet
alone..
balance
comes all0ne..
one right bird
foot balances
left..
peace
lives On..:)
Spiraling sky
Spiraling words
Spiraling waves
Bird moves..
connects
creates
ONE..:)
Ah.. a UniVerse
of Birds..
encyclopedia
of words floWinG
flying freely among
sentences
that move
no less
than
WinGs
that fly hiGher
than lower.. my friEnd..:)
Humming Bird
brides Nature..
feeds nectar..
swims
hiGher
Ocean Free..
never fear
depth
of
seer..:)
Harbinger
of death
human
comes
crows
pared
human way..:)
ugh.. yes.. rules.. regulations
city council
presidential
election all the same
birds fly
free of human insane..;)
Yeti..
STill
Freddie..
Sasquatch
dreAMs hAIRy
real and stINKy..;)
SpiRAling Hawks
and Seagulls
see the
Sun for
whaT iS.. exalTaTioNs
flYing ’round
and ’round..
now.. free
goes..:)
“MOCKEROSEROUS”
Mocking bird
Tyrannosarous Rex
and yet a hairy yeti..
As Wookiee too..
By
God
you’ve
captured
mE iN one word..
otHeR than freddie…;)
“MOCKEROSEROUS2”
Lake kNows no
gravity wHere
Swan Lake
flows..
Ballet
form
essence..
human
balance
free
effortlesss
with gravity…
human
drag
on..:)
SMiLes..
Bird kNows
no words..
alWays
hope
and
Free..
no fear
iN NatUre..:)
So many birds
but never any
parrots
here
but
one says
iT aLL
coMe
bacK AgAiN..:)
Birds SinG attraction..
soMe hUm SonGs oF nectar
STiLL otHeRs withoUt feAthErs
grOwl for strength and focUs..:)
SMiLes..
God
wastes
no food..:)
Ah.. birds
hOld the
secret
of liFe..
flY
with gravity..
and trUly hUmans
frEE WiLL do this too..
invisible from prey and
predator.. human flys land..:)
Side note here..
language is not
just a tool for
me.. it is play
thing
true
and too..
as side
note
ends
for
now..;)
SMiLes..
God’s greAtest
beauty iS iN
the muse..
and today’s
women are
up to date
God..;)
Oh.. my God..
parliamentary
procedure of Owls..
sitTinG down the
law of
Nature
just iN now
hoot hoot..
who cares..;)
TheY fly
TheY fly
parrot
says
that’s
aLL
tHey
kNows..;)
Art and muse
one iN liFe
without
as death
iN art
oF paint
and words..
and yeah.. baby..
i take advantage of
iT too.. the max.. and
It sHows In word
count
and photos
trUe.. tHeRe iS
a science to creatiViTy..
leave out the sex..
and tHeir
Is not
much
depth..
of what
makes
iT aLL..:)
SMiLes..
Birds above
Human murders
and cRaven illness
Crows kNow
fly
more
than fAll..:)
One wiTh hummingbird
challenging gravity
wiTh
greAtesT
ease..
One witH
gRound hUmans
partner gravity
wIth
dance..
Hummingbird
dance free iN
eYes oF feet..:)
sMiLes..
beauty
oF no..
can be LiFe..
And smArt
heroes Live
to do more noW..
too many folks..
are waiting…
on dead
heroes..:)
SMiLes.. i’LL
go iN anotHeR
direction
and say..
cuckoo
undeRstAnds
A nEst..;)
Oh tweet
oF birds..
gosSip tAils
Of hUman
woRds..
teLL
tale..
‘we’ live
LiFe
frEE..
strifeLeSS..
aiRinG
truth iN FLiGht
OF sKeyes..:)
Just dropping by
to check
out the
mountainous
deserts.. sweet
on top.. and
inspecting
iT aLL
noW..
without
any more
words of
hiLLs
and vaLLeys
iN
beLow..
have
fUn..;)
SMiLes..
yes.. trUly
iT’s simple
wITh
poeTry
any
thing
goes.. fly
RoBin fLy..
BAtman
iS juSt
a stiFF..;)
Ha! SMiLes..
aLL birds liVe
iN Heaven..
N0W..
In fAct
onLY
hUmans
hAve
lost
TheiR
Free..
maKinG
tHeRe’s HeLL..:)
SMiLes.. my friend..
aLL birds tEach
a lesSon to land
mammals like
uS.. FLow wITh
gOlden spiRAl
PHi
’round
Sun
witH
EartH
WiNd
WaTer
and FiRe oF
wAves iN ocean
sAMe.. inviSible
to preDator and
pRay.. masteRinG
graViTy
iN
co
op
WiTh
God iNow..:)
WeLL that ends
mY fliGht oF
poeTry for noW..
Now for dinner
a work-out
and
per
haps
a pARt
here aGaiN..
with “ChaSinG
Tales” coMinG
tomorrow aS WeLL..:)
5:05 pm..
04062016..
150 minutes..
32 poetic
responses..
calculator
says..
4.6875
minutes
in effort
each.. not
including
side notes..
including this..;)
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Real Life.. Flesh
and Blood Facebook
Friend aLL the way back
from college..
over 33 years
ago.. yes..
Benny..
shares a
Facebook
poster saying..
“I’m so glad i grew up
in the 70’s and 80’s…
i did so much
stupid stuff..
and there
is not
a record
of it anywhere..”
And i say..
after i check the
like button of course..
But on the other
handS.. ‘crazy’
no longer
stands
out..wink emoticon
And truly that is why.. iN my opinion
as side note here.. why this is the
greatest era ever to drop
out and tUne iN
iS aS iT
weRe and
iS iN creation
activity now..
yeah.. baby..
folks like Miley
Cyrus and so many
others pave the way
for human freedoms unlimited
with little room for i ain’t eva’
seen that before.. iN expecT
ATiOnS noW..
and even iF
iT iS something
brAnd new.. kinda
like some oF
the stuFf..
i do..
iT juSt goes
along with the mEMe
Of Now.. oF crazy
as the
new
black
baby..
alWays
trUly freE
iN noW..
for those who
can afford to be FREe..
of course.. as the system
for bucks.. overall.. yes..
sadly enough..
sTill frOwns..
oN thE
rogues
among uS
for more totAlly frEE..;)
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Hi.. again.. the other Mary..
and haha! speaking of infinite
“pi’s” my website is kinda like that..
averaging around 20K or so words
including the comments section and
somewhere around 3 GB of photos
on each blog post.. in latest style..
and up to around 100 poems now
from dVerse too.. as i am coming
up on my first annual milestone
this April of poeticAlly responding
to every single prompt and every
single link.. and making my
third blog style free
verse Novel.. where
this one will be well
over 100K words..
or perhaps even
200K.. i stopped
counting long ago..
and let the Word Press
engine do that.. and yes.. technology
is just now catching up to my brain.. hehe..
as the iPhone 6s.. with LTE Broad Band
access and iMac computers with fast
Broad Band access will open me
up.. but even before i purchased
my latest iPhone 6s.. i could
not open me up
on Mobile
either..
anyway..
technology is
slowly catching up..
but it becomes more questionable
as time goes on.. if many other folks
will even be interested in what i am
doing.. as it is pursuing human potential..
which means moving ahead and not looking back..
anyway.. if you are ever interested in what i am doing..
my two blogger blogs are basically a copy and paste
of what i do on Word Press.. and they are much more
streamlined and open much more quickly and my views
are somewhere around 300 to 400 there a day.. much
more than what i get on Word Press.. for obvious
reasons.. but anyway.. the fastest blog
is at:
And i also occasionally provide this
information on my Word Press blog
and will use this as a copy and
paste to explain what
i’m doing there..
as well again..
anyway.. i’m basically
a traveling blog anyway..
responding iN poetry way..
and the responses i get are
kind enough for me wherever i go
now .. when folks have time.. i’m retired..
extremely healthy now.. after 66 months of
shut-in severe illness from the years of 2008
through 2013.. and after a 40 year drought of
creativity.. basically during my work/school career.. i am
gonna make the most of this creative spurt as i kNow/feel
what it’s like to have no idea how to be creative.. liFe
iS much
better
wITh
moving..
connecting
and creating..
without iT.. truly..
iT is dead to me..
anyway.. thanks again..
The Other Mary.. you have
always been a very nice person..
whenever i visit you.. and i appreciate
that very much my friend.. God Bless..:)
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“A coward is much more exposed to quarrels than a man of spirit.”
This is a particularly wise one from Thomas Jefferson today..
friend gigoid.. as truly to walk tall and fearless is to avoid
conflict.. and to be confident
is to not need conflicts
for spirit
that does not
regularly exist
as vibRant bEinG oF LiFe..
And it remind me of Yellow Boy.. the
feral one vs.. our cat Moby.. the
big domesticated one..
as he hid from any
male stranger
coming
into the home..
but Yellow boy moves
directly toward the stranger
and sniffs his hand to see what
iT is.. human.. those hands that feed..
that’s all
he needs
to smell..
as cats
are for fights
and reproductive rights..
As you know i Love the written
word.. and the more i play with
it the more i engage my
imagination and
creativity
in fuLL of now..
in floW.. iN ZoNe..
but no.. that’s not enough..
as gaining this state of beinG
oF miNd.. helped to cure me of my
pain.. but it was the dance of lifE
that set me free with the
rest of humanity
bOld
and trUe
iN liGht noW..
wiTh ultiMate
fearless confidence
i never experienced before..
and iT is true.. when a human walks
witH strength and confident grace..
eyes do not challenge as much..
and often look
away..
unless it is the
female of the species
who is bold as well.. hehe..
i Love being animal more than
a human.. i truly do.. as before
i lived in ideas in my head almost
only..
and now
i life as wild
cat free.. and that
is the best feeling i can
imagine.. being comfortable
in my own furry skin..
i never ever had that
before in my life..
after age five..
but the photos
before that
show
a child
of Nature
comfortable in tHeir
own skin.. and that my friend
is what is also increasingly evident..
among a population that is now assessed
by science as having the attention span of a gold
fish.. overall.. a population where there is a disconnect
between mind and body balance.. is a population who will
melt
at any
national crisis
or catastrophe of the future..
and yes.. inevitably.. it is coming..
as i have seen the hatred from where
it comes from.. up close.. and personal..
and unlike.. when Hurricane Katrina
came.. this go around..
i for one will
be comfortable
in my own skin..
thAT iS a huge plUs
iN enjoYing liFe.. as i live
in a place that has no
value to
be destroyed
by others.. iN fAct..
they would probably
Love the Nature oF iT
so much.. they would
drop the bomb and
embrace the God of Nature FREE..:)
Ah.. yes.. synchronicity.. my friend..
back in the dead zone for those 66
months it was non-existent but
continues to accelerate
now as i stay
iN
ZonE oF
floW as a practice
oF art as the tapestry
Of allthatis naturAlly
streams along as no
separation ‘tween iT
and i..
and that my
friend iS trUly
greaTest magic misSinG
then.. back in the dead zone..
and noW iT seems when one
goes wiTh tHeir trUe WiLL Now
for each individual.. that iS when
liFe SinGS the most beautiful SonG
oF aLL my friend.. iF you WiLL.. a perfect
practice oF SonG iN Fearless Unconditional
Love.. theRe iS no way thiS whole thingy could
fiX iT self to mE.. iF not for real aLL natural magic
mY friend..
with the hUman
miNd and BoDy balance
coming with the metaphorical..
Quantum bEinG WitH the rest
oF Nature.. unleashed.. released..
and sIMply
and complexly
iN Balance.. a
feeling and sensing
gAMe that iS beyond
words oF i.. mY friend..
yet as real.. as any label or
symbol.. i for one.. feel or sense
or even
kNow
for REAL..
So in other
words.. i have
great hope.. faith
and belief the whole
thing WiLL work out..
iN caring way.. but no..
i kNow not how that
WiLL be.. iT
iS beyond
words..
aGaiN..
mY FriEnd..:)
SMiLes.. My friend..
i never play the lottery
Either.. But some how
i won it beyond all
Reasoning odds..
ThaT iS my
Magic and
Most ironically
For me.. At least..
It would be unreasonable
To not have hope with my own
Personal evidence at hand now..
But no.. i still refuse to
play the lottery now or
gamble.. as money is a
Tool that no longer
Rules me.. i’LL
Stay wiTh
Art
Of
Thrive..
sMiLes..:)
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SMiLes.. my friend.. SOHEIR
iT’s True.. Allah iS WitH uS
when wE humbly ask
in terms
oF Love
iN fearless
way.. even iF
tHere are no words
to completely describe
iT iN hUman Language
way.. and ha!.. jUst wrote
about this a few minutes ago..
somewhere else.. as the tapestry
of God fLows when we Flow as oNe
iN ZonE
oF
ALLah..
Happy Friday..
mY friend.. and may
aLL yoUr prayers worded
or not be fulfilled 10
fold for noW..
iN fearless
Love..:)
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SMiLes.. my friend.. the feathered sleep..
this reminds me of my own real struggle
with illness.. depression.. anxiety..
shut-in agoraphobia
for 66 months..
a perfect
storm
of dead
human living..
and this is hell to
escape.. iT truly is..
i didn’t think i would ever
escape.. the darkness.. the
anxiety.. the river of hades
iN pAint
oF pain..
that only
fuNKs..
deeper
and deeper
into darkness
of dissolution
of alL iT meanS
to be alive.. moving..
connecting and creating..
but truly i imagined myself
out of that place in the written
word first.. and what became word
became living life.. and reality now..
beyond my wildest dreams
then.. but what i kNow noW..
iS we do create our own realities
iF and when we are able to find a
path to make iT happen..
and blogging trUly
was A blesSinG
to me.. as
all i could
find was
dark everywhere
i turned online.. so i made
my own liGht.. my own truth
and my own liFe more real than ever before…
Most people cannot understand in the flesh
and blood life.. how anyone could be as
happy as i am..
but the fAct
is i aM
’cause
i wiLL and Can….
WiLL and Do iS aN
ultiMate truth and liGht
oF liFe.. and more beautiful
than ever when ruLed bY Free
and Fearless Love.. mY friend.. the
Feathered sleep.. may yoUr WinGs
liGht iN LiFe
wheRe trUe paTh
oF JoY iS alWays noW..
or perHaps wE WiLL
Dance iN spiRit
and fiNd
iT
toGeThEr
mY friEnd..:)
the feathered sleep says..
“You have already turned so much
around by being the luminescent soul
that you are as well as a prodigious
empath and all round good person, the
world sorely needs more
people with your heart”
And i say..
SMiLes.. mY friend..
Believing iN sprout
oF seeds..
And thank you
That rates
As one of the
Most eloquent
Compliments
i have
Ever
Received
As you are
A gift.. My friend..:)
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Put on a Happy Face..
Wait!.. i did that
in the last
profile
photo
status
thingy..
anyway.. celebrating
my 105th week of dancing
at Old Seville Quarter tonight
with all the cool college age folks..
who will be dancing theRe.. and yes..
here in a way.. more fun dance photos
coming around the wee witching hour
of 3 am on Friday morning.. but
meanwhile.. OMG.. the latest
post.. ‘ChaSinG Tales’..
is reAlly getting
long.. so now
to gatHeR
thAt aLL toGeThEr..
and publish online..
before the rave of
dance staRts and
goes on and on..
until the new photos
arrive in ‘ChaSinG
Tales’ soon to come..:)
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