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Living on the River as the
Water.. Nature sPeaks to me
at age 3.. go build an ark
out of dArk..
a room with
a view.. a yard
wiTh Trees and Plants
of every color.. size and
shape.. groWinG free as
Life pleases.. and then.. yes..
become the view and paint
with aLL tHe Colors
oF God
iN Nature
aS Truenow..
a voice noW..
senSinG and
FeeLinG thiS yes..
as a great flood in
Labyrinth misery and
suffering namED culture
would surely come to kill
me 44 years or so later
at 47.. but the first
sin would
be written
language
coming that year
at age 3.. separating
me from River and
i as water free floWinG
iN zONe oF noW.. no different
reAlly than flOating iN Rose
Of womb that iS realiTy
iN n0 separation
wITh all that iS..
RealiTy iS Rose
thAT alWays blooms
when UnITy iS
onLY
rUle
As Love
oF AllthatiS…
SMiLes.. mY friend
LiVinG coloRinG
FloWeRinG
moVinG
Force
Birth to
Death one
never dies alive..
truly defeat oF
death iS iN NoWlife..
And gosh my friend.. thiS iS
a treaSure post.. enough muse
here to write at least a Novel
or more in size from me..
as i Love to
write..
to paint
all the colors
i see.. in the Labyrinth
oF allthatis created by human
too.. as the greater i experience
aLL these colors iN now filtering
and recycling aNew as color
i.. the more alive i
aM iN aLL thAT
cOUnts asNow
a neverland
that onLY
i for
me
can create as Real..
theRe iS submission to Nature
to breathe.. for air.. to eat for food..
to reproduce to carry on.. for some..
and to both drink the water of Life
and flow the sAMe
as the ocean
from wHere
wE
aLL
cAMe
iN Sacred
Water oF FloWinG LiFe..
but to adhere to the rules of
men in words of lies.. heLL
no baby
for the
God oF Nature
and i are free breathing
eating.. and drinking
Water
oF Life
noWin
Dance
and SonG oF
Living FREE!..
And at the sTart of just
another 10K or so blog
post of Free verse poeTry
iN aLL i do in wriTinG on
line.. free verse photography
and FucKinG free verse mE
and Nature
oNe..
as tHe
God oF Allthatis
when Nature iS
set free as US..
i have a title already
inspired by what you do
here my friend.. “Window Ark”..
and from 1993.. when we first
built our home.. i built that Ark
as our yard.. Garden of
Eden suits
iT aLL juST
fiNe aS WeLL
as metaphor too..
my only respite from
the hell of this Fucking
labyrinth of culture that
imprisoned the creative
soUl of i past then to
’73.. when the
closed minded
fundamentalist
red state Christians
closed the art of i down
then.. in school of Dante’s
Hell.. and work.. when it comes too..
my only respite.. once or twice a month..
building an Ark as Nature true.. no trims
from me.. wife insists on a few now with a
hire of a gardener who prunes
now.. as i edged before..
and hand removED
the WeeDs
oF frEE..
i aM a wEEd NOW..
end and beginning
of story noW liVinG
TRUE and FREE
DanDeLion
eYes liGht
oF REAL
spReadinG
VinE NoW
oF LiVinG FReED..:)
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Katrina.. capturing me ‘here’..
pArt one.. with some more paRts
coming to my ‘next’ blog post.. titLed..
“Window Ark”.. anyway.. yes..
doing somewhere
‘tween an Irish..
Cherokee.. Sioux..
French.. Spanish..
German.. English..
per mixed breed i am..
River Dance iN Michael Flatley..
Incredible Hulk.. Jack Nicholson..
Michael Jackson.. Eagle Wings
hands style.. and coming next..
iN the next profile photo status
thingy.. drumroll.. yes.. next…
In case you haven’t seen
iT.. i’ll provide the example
of Moses AKA Charlton
Heston.. parting the
Red Sea.. WeLL
yeah.. this is how
i divide the BlackWater
River and make it pARt oF
mE again.. yeah.. baby..
as Jessie J says..
take me
to the
River..;)
WoNdeRinGnoW
iF
‘He’
BallEts..;)
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Facebook Friend Rafiah..
provides a photo of her
at school.. wearing
reading
spectacles
peering at
the smart
phone from
behind a book
on the life and
work of
Stephen
Hawking..
i say..
And now.. The truly
studious Brainiac face
book page of Rafiah..
wink emoticon
Rafiah says..
I am posing with the book that
is supposed to be read. That tells
how studious your friend is. wink
emoticon tongue emoticon
Then i say..
SMiLes.. my friend..Rafiah..
humaniTy expresSing hUman
iS best stUdY oF aLL..smile emoticon
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Hmm.. mostly
when i hear songs
like Shakira’s
Song up ‘there’
and Sting’s ‘SonG’
after that yes AKA
the Police back around
’81 or so.. i feel they are
SinGinG to the God of Nature..
WeLL.. at least i am when i hear
the SonGs.. and truly all hUmans
are magic to me and all are pARt
of the God oF Nature.. so sure
i am SinGinG about mY wife
and aLL my friends too..
whenever i
SinG about
God and oh
yes.. Yellow Boy
as pARt oF God too..
Empire of Free is house
of God as Nature.. and
Every Little thing she
does is magic
As Mother
Nature
whole
AKA
God True
to me.. as aLL
iS miracle.. inside..
outside.. above.. so below
and all around.. in moving..
connecting.. creating.. giving
and sharing ways of Life iN
how truly free and unrepressed
and oppressed human beings WiLL
do as a practice of Fearless Sacred Love..
but anyway.. WeLL sure.. live and let die..
some folks live as Life iN LiGht.. while
others live as death iN Life.. and while
hope iN fearless Love is the
Art of i..
for others
the science
of fear iN Anger
of Hate is the rule
of they.. so sure.. theRe
iS a battle on this terrestrial
plane.. in apocalypse word
way that truly means hell
no not the frigging end
of the world in original
greek meaning but
lifting the veil of darkness
for enlightenment and in
tonight’s dVR’ED
History of God
show that
Wife
Katrina and i
watch.. it is heir
apparent.. that somehow
the Jewish.. Christian..
and Muslim folks
in fundamentalist
and extremist
ways got
this shit
all fucked up..
to where they wanna
just see it all go away
in fire and brimstone and
all of those illusory fears
instead of Lifting the veil
of darkness as ignorance
and once again becoming
one with Nature.. yes.. the
nirvana.. bliss.. and heaven
iN now.. where the Kingdom
of God and Nature Whole
are sAMe Force oF
Real.. simply and
complexly iN noW..
when human being
iS expresSinG all senses
and emotions free.. moving..
connecting.. creating.. in giving
shaRinG way.. nO.. iT iS noT
Rocket science.. a power
of Love as fearless within
iT tRuLy iS as Art of Life
all innate.. instinctual
and intuitive
instead
of text
book prisons
of folks chained
to labels of words..
instead of Essence
iN Truth and LiGht
that needs zero words
for fruition now.. as iT
can be sensed and felt
totAlly without words..
but sure.. words
provide
associations
as human construct
in symbols as a symbolic
reminder we can see for
what iS the essence of deeper
meanings iN LiFe for now.. anyway..
once again.. Live and let die.. one
can take a person to the water
of truth and liGht.. but theRe
is no use in drOwning them
in it..
when they
cannot even feel
or taste one
drop of
water
aS iT iS noW REAL..:)
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Hi gigoid.. thanks for stopping by and OMG.. you just
reminded me to use that photo of Yellow Boy and
Katrina Singing the Hills are alive with the
sound of music..
and when i sing
it like i did on the
river today.. i really
get into to it too.. and some
folks probably think i look upset..
but truly i am floating with Love
all warm..
fuzzy and
hiGh iNside..
outside.. above
so below and all around
as iT were and iS for Heaven…
Bliss.. Nirvana and all that JaZZ
aS now.
hmm.. gotta
visit the mountains
some now but mountains
will work as metaphor For aLL
the wonderful bodies of water
around here
lately..
mY friend..
captuRinG aS streAM
oF consciousness photography
way too.. as aLL can bE in a dance
And poetic SonG of Life aLL REALnOW..:)
And now that it is my Faceboook Profile
photo.. Friend Sherri.. back from
the Disco Club 2001 dance
days in the 80’s says..
“My DREAM Bucket List item is to twirl
around on that mountain top while
singing that song………
ROFL….(((HUGS)))
And i say..
Truly that’s how i feel..
wherever i dance and sing..
friend.. Sherri.. so high.. so free
With Nature true.. and God2..smile emoticon
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Hmm.. anyway..
another photo
of Charleston maybe
Heston iN his leading
role as Moses.. in that
movie that is so popular
not unlike the Wizard of OZ..
except one has clear rules.. and
the other reigns with imagination
and creativity set free.. but i must
say.. my favorite parts.. of the Ten
Commandments epic movie since
the middle of last Century.. and in book
form before that of course for more centuries
too.. yes.. when Moses was in the desert for 40
days and finds out some stuff in life is worse than
death.. aka 40 sleepless days for me back in 2008..
except for one hour each night the first 35 of 40 with
a powerful alpha blocker.. and none at all the last 5 when
i am F iN ready to jump off a bridge.. ’cause sleep torture
wiLL make ya lose yoUr F iN miNd beyond belief with
all that pain i experienced too.. back in those dead
zone hell days.. where one second was like
a thousand years.. and all was time..
whereas now in the heaven of now..
there is only now in bliss
and no time at all
perceived
as such..
As hell no there
ain’t no timex rigs
iN heaven now..
hmm.. and my other
favorite parts of the Moses
movie.. is when he says if there
is a God it would be a free God
supporting everyone and not just
fucking a chosen
few..
and sure.. when
he comes out of the desert
and those beautiful covered
up girls say.. oh lala.. a man
just what we have been looking
to see in the flesh and blood way..
more or less and more as dancing
middle
east girls
WiLL do
in belly
and Shakira
hip ways.. and yes..
basically in Karma way
when he says the dark actions
of others against others will befall
them in truth and liGht of dark attracting
dark.. oh to be the light.. to share the liGht
and to give the liGht
same.. is fearless
Love for me.. already
died as life.. sTiLL moving
up.. to the east.. west.. south..
and north side all around. as
the Jefferson’s show dude
miGht
say iN oLD
NEW age World
way for now @least..:)
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WeLL.. 11:11 pm..
and now to get back
to dVerse.. i guess..
before i run out of
all day dance steam..
as dancing iN Nature WiLL
dam sure relax ya.. and make
ya sleep like a baby again..
So yes.. back to that Octain
prompt thingy that i am doing
aLL Free style as aLways now..
where i left off.. in the last
blog post with 10 and have
19 more to go to
finish 29 from
3 weeks ago.. Thursday..
March 24th.. as it were and
sTiLL iS as poeTry lives On..
and on.. and on.. and on.. some more..;)
Words alWays noW..
symbols for essence..
i’d rather dance..
but feet
must
rest…
and words do..
sorta connect..:)
Oh Lord..
iF i do caffeine
mY octane
wiLL
gas
the stars..;)
Band
Aid
oN
trip would
fare the weLLer
than a Band on
Ship.. for sure..;)
SAdly there iS
no peace noW
iN a Goddess
stolen for killing
when Belgium
Chocolate
melts
iN head
hunter hell…
Devils naked..
Devils covered..
Devils saMe iN aS
Fear.. Anger.. and Hate…:)
SpRing PreSents
SNowY dRifts..
PleasAnt dreAms
MEadoWGrEEn..:)
SMiLes..
iF onLY hUmans
could sEE the world
as endless round
blue
green
Heaven
noW..
rather
than
narrow
concrete
sidewalk heLL..:)
sMiLes.. my friend..
80.. i felt at 21..
16.. at 22..
105.. at 47..
and 16 again
at 53-55.. no longer
am i sure that aging even
or odd numbers are even real..:)
The way we were can
last for decades and
cloSure can last
for noW..
wiTh Love
inTact.. aS WeLL..:)
Emotions oF sadness..
joy.. fear.. doubt.. rage
412 labeled ones
are said to
exist.. more
than that iN Nuanced
way.. but to guide them
as dance in bio-feedback
way.. is to regulate them and
integrate senses to be fully
free iN
WiLL
that counts
less feels more..:)
Ah.. i Love
aLL that Jazz..
so innovative
so new.. rarely
any rules for now..
sadly.. like poeTry..
the ‘modern mind’
doesn’t seem
to treaSure
iT
liKe the
past.. before..
empty glitz..:)
Thank ______
no words can
kiLL
God..
or sadly
bRing
God back
to Life as Word
alone..
allone
SinGs
SonG
oF
RE
aL
i
AM
Be..:)
sMiLes.. a long
walk for me iN
Nature today..
wITH Rain drops
faLLinG on my head..
i aM
RaiN..
i SinG
a SonG
fearless.. wiTh
Water FloWinG
Sun GroWinG
rain
comes
hard
and soft as LiFe..:)
Concrete foot steps now
failing to flow with dance..
sinking to the bottom
of car trunks..
lap
tops..
iN
4 iNch
screen
way now..:)
Sadly.. wherever
a child does not
receive Love.. human
becomes ripe for all psychopathic
leaning operations.. away from Love..:)
SMiLes.. give
me three sacred
feet.. as well as feet..
and the air i WiLL
sAil.. as
fREE..:)
SMiLes..
i’m sure
one who
says the
meek wiLL
inherit earth
and last shall
be first..
wiLL
wear
crOwn’S
gRain oF
sAnd..:)
Robin..
Ravens..
Dance
for free..
shaRinG
Lute
for
aLL..:)
DanCinG solo everywheRe
i go.. proficient to the eye..
but in the dance
hall.. when
A woman
says dip
me..
i have no
idea how to
do it.. and yikes..
they fall to floor..
but usually.. keep
oN dancing noW..:)
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FlOaTinG noW on
terrestrial plane
with gravity as friend
in every which way.. iT
iS the all Natural way
of groWing liFE
Sacred
Dance
and SonG
alWays
SunG
for
NoW FrEE..:)
Okay.. that checks
off the last 19 poetic
response efforts to all
the links on this prompt..
at 12:44 am..
4132016..:)
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Ah..
more
poetic
memories
from last year..
poeTry.. alWays
an anointing from
God.. sadly.. some folks
try to fit iT iN books and
suggest that God WiLL shut
the F uP.. after that.. ha! shut
God up.. the height of human
ignorance
and lies.. then..
iN shutting God
uP as GodoG sPeaks
as Nature OnE beyond
any sights and sounds of
little flea
human beings..
with or without words..
culture.. science.. or church..
and the science noW oF
state
misaligned
iN ways of cutting
off hands and foreskins
of trUly free hUman
beings
oF God aLive
and kicking wiTh
God’s dance now..
get iT..
God iS free
and so are wE
alWays eternAlly
or don’t get iT and
rot in words of a past
that no longer
exists..
but then..
and iN Illusory
nows oF both past
and future faux from NOW..
Faux news iS alWays old news..
Good News iS alWays noW iN rEAl
Live as words
or Live
iS RA EL..:)
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BLogging Friend SOHEIR
provides a video about
the meaning of LIFE
with the cavEat
iT can only
be found
through
a Last prophet
of God in a book
written in 632 AD or so..
And i say.. fortunately still
cached in my smart phone
record.. as it appears she
has deleted it from
her site.. as we aLL
know so many
books about
God are
insisted sTiLL
that they are
the only and last
words of God.. the last
prophet.. the only Son
of God.. and all the
other tribal instincts
to hoard gRain..
hoard words..
and hoard
God
in
bLack
Books..
or in one man..
noW God Giggles
at humans who try
to chain God in words..
or just in one human being..
and God’s gift to humans
through human trials and
tribulations.. makes
God into a
Google
FucKinG
Virtual
Infinite
unabridged
human bible..
noW oF more
words sTiLL NoW.. NOW..
GroWinG forevermorenoW
as Long as hUmans and now
servers oF words keep kicking
real online.. yes.. all humans are
messengers and prophets of God
and so is aLL of the rest of Nature too..
aS God IS aLL.. No separation means
NO SEPARATION..
SO YES.. wE are
aLL eYes.. ears
and hands of God
and Yellow Boy too
iN pAws and cLaws..
and to limit that..
iS the height
oF ignorance
and the human
misery and suffering
that we still see all around
us.. for those who would
maim.. kill.. and harm in the name
of an imaginary God somewhere
in a cave that told ’em to do iT..
to harm and or Kill another
pARt oF God.. humans
are insane.. God iS
relatively
Fair.. noW
as we aLL
go to the
sAme place
at the end and
the beginning of Now..:)
Anyway.. so my comment
here.. to the zealous young
Muslim man screaming
into the video that
basically
it’s OUR
WAY
or no
way.. with
giggles from
God ALLONE
AS REAL
iS
rA
EL sTiLL.. now..
giving glory to
the REAL Sun
iS ‘tiLL greaTest
gift oF God 2US..:)
Nice video..
my friend..
SOHEIR..
As the
Child who
Cannot speak
Until age four
and meets God
Forever Face to
Face at age 3..
And finAlly relates
That reaLITy
at 53..
i for
One can say
noW for 100%
Sure.. God
Lives jUst
AS great
WITh
Zero
Words and
Peaceful
Communication
As
Only
Fearless Love
or other than
Words.. noW..
God sPeaks
iN aLL oF
Nature
EternAlly
Now as
Beauty
REAL
inspiRinG
Enough for
Me to write
A ‘Kuran’
Every
Month
iN
80K
words
Or so..
For years
To come..
So let iT
Be Written
So lEt the gifts
Of
God
Be Always
dONe..wITh
fearless Love..:)
And another note here..
Ignorance lives when folks
are trapped in words of Yester
nows.. wiTH separation of church
and state and online freedom theRe
are virtuAlly trUly groWinG inFiniTe
ways iN paths and journeys
IN potential
to bE ONE
wiTh God noW..
aWay from aLL the
illusory ways of thInKinG
trapped in words of yesternows..
the saving grace iS God lives iN
and as aLL of US.. when hUmans
are trUly free and share
feelings.. senses..
and reason through
the symbols of humans
that have come to
be numbers.. letters..
words.. and all other tools
as symbols too.. the commonalities
that bind us together like fearless Love
gRow stronger.. and the falsehoods of the
past grow weaker..
FREEDOM iS the way
oF God.. end and beginning
of the story that sTiLL lives
inside.. outside.. above.. so
below.. and all around uS now..
Freedom iS intoxicating more
than any priSon
of books
that would
zoo the hUman
SpiRit reaL oF
emoTions and senses..
including seNsuaLITy Real..
the spiRit/SoUl of Human arts
from non-verbal dance to
the most beautiful oF all
human
painted
written
and etc.. etc.
arts.. Freedom’s hope
iN Free eYes oF God
has come to pass
as poTenTiaL
noW NOW
THAT IS LIVING
REAL FOR THOSE
WHO JUST F iN do IT
as vicTory wiTH and as
FREE
GOD
NOW RE aL..:)
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sMiLes..
my friend..
iF thiS becomes
more work than fUn..
i wILL pursue another
path too.. lesSoN oF the
priSon oF others too long
iN a system of liFe aWay from
Free.. but as ‘they’ say make
the best oF iT
noW
wE
can and
somenows
that iS juSt
rest and relaxation
mY friEnd.. and i am
truly bleSsEd as the
Wheel of Life iN
Fortune
can and
WiLL do
for now to keep
spinning ’round and
’round wIth no end
iN noW..
but like i say..
nothing inspires me..
yes.. even n0thing
inspires me.. so tHere
is sTiLL room for a Novel
here.. for sure.. wIth juSt
yoUr one quote that says..
“A ship in harbor is safe — but that is not what ships are for.”
~~ John A. Shedd ~~
Some folks live in the shed
of other folks maKinG
yesternow
tRuLy
KinG
over
noW
when YesterNow
iS not reAl @ALL
compaRinG ALL
of what
noW
can bE
when NOW.. and
to put iT aLL iN a book..
or in four wAlls and a ceiLinG
Ain’t living at all including thiS
liGht box screAM.. as tHeir
iS So much more
to moving..
connecting..
and creating than
sitting stILL.. the
flesh rots
gone..
and it
wiLL and iT
does as been
tHere done iT
iN heLL
oF pain..
as no harbor
iS safe for a LiVing
mOVing.. connecting..
creating
tHing
th@ iS
Alive
NO
W..
Living dos it..
Dying sit
s it
tILL
LIve
comes aGaiN..
but never the less.. hehe..
it’s raining outside today
so Fingers WiLL do
the dance of NoW..
never
the
less..
mY friend..
as sure.. fingers
dance too..
or even
eYes
moving
inside to outside..
above.. so below..
aLL around aLive
iN
DAnce
oF eYes
iN NoW..:)
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sMiLes..
God Lives iN
mE.. no numbers..
no words.. or
other symbols
subtract
or add
anything
to that..
1 plus God
equals God..
iT’s thAt simple
and thaT BiG aLLasOnE…
And anyone.. who reAlly feels
thiS as more than words.. as words
are only empty sHells oF nothingness
without feeLinGs
IN essence of
words that
are only
symbols
of real..
and sure..
real creaTed
as words real too…
but nOthing iS alWays
less than feeLinG REAL..
and oh.. the artists of hiStory
Lore.. LEaving behind hand
prints iN Cave art ReaL..
those hands
sTiLL
exist
in eYes oF
uS iN hands
of past as
real as now..
tRuLy iT would
have been sad iF
Emily Dickenson’s
hands of art.. had been
lost forever in a drawer
never opened.. and
trUlY ReaL iN thE
best oF aLL
worlds
now..
equal
opportunities
to lEave hAnds
oF Art iS better
than ever before..
i kNow tHe trials and
tribulations of the Band
Aids hUman art noW that’s
come before.. when a human
staNds up to the rest of hiS or heR
tribe and says.. tHere iS moRE.. a more
beautiful way to exist than what culture says
iS real for now.. and trUly that’s aLL the real
humble sages of the ages.. named from
book worm to only son of God
sTiLL have to say
for now..
tHere iS more
tHeRe Is more
N0W than
yesternow..
and the greATest
sIn oF all as Living
God.. iS to say wE
are staying here
and rotting
iN
flesh
of words
oR otheR
S Y Mbols…
LiVinG God
says do more baby..
do mORe chiLd noW.. Now..
and the best reportED words
and n0w truEST words of Jesus
sTiLL.. NoW theRe wiLL bE so many
more who WiLL do greater works
than i.. but trUly onLY folks noW
who juST do iT.. without regard
to chains of Now.. WiLL
ever make THAT
PROPHECY
TRUE iN
noW AND
bY God
they’Ve alreaDy
doNe iT to tHe terms
and coNditions of many
new accomplishments that
are in NO BIBLE OR KURAN
OF OLD NOW.. LOOK ArOUND
AND SEE THE MIRACLES.. THEY
ARE ALL AROuND uS AND REAL NOW..
THERE WiLL bE MORE BiBLES AND KuRANS
Of THE FUTURE iN JUST ONE HUMAN BEING
THAN EITHErS JESUS.. MUHAMMAD.. BUDDHA..
LAO TZU.. KRISHNA.. OR ANY OTHER MYTHoLOGICAL
DREAMER THoUGHT
oF BEFOrE..
FoR ONE SIMPLE/COMPLEX
REAsON.. We ARE HoLDING
HaNDS ArOUND A WORLD N0W..
AND THE SYnERGY OF THaT iS BotH
LIMITLESS WiTH ZERO EXPECTATIONS
oF WHAT
iS POSSIBLE
NEXT.. NoW.. N0W
ThE SINGULARItY
iS HeAR FOR THOSE WHO
AiR iT OUT AND See
AS
FReED..
God iS smiLinG
wide and wider
noW AS
DiFiNiTy
iN those who
are trUly
rE
tiRinG
iNiFiNiteLy
More noW
as Lords
noW Wheels
Of ForTuNeS
RainBoWs
tRuE liGht
oF ReaL noWs..
Ha.!.. iF oNly tHe
so cAllEd ‘red neck’
oR RE-tiring comPaNy..
wHo provides the tiRe
Of thiS inspiRaTiOn
NoW can see
whAt hE/It did..
but perhaps
iT/he too.. WilL re
Tire and dOiT2MOrEnoW.:)
4002
Yes.. juSt
l InK ED
proof i can
write so-callED
normal too..
butt NO
normal
rules mE Now
wiTh BiGGeR
WiNkS iN TrUth
liGht iN noW..:)
4029
1:11 pm..
4132016..
Hmm.. ‘that’ was/iS reAlly
fUn.. iT’s kinda cool
some nows
when the
Rains come
and aLL iS left
iS to create more
after flood of Lies
die.. iN Freedom i
NoW liVinG nOW..
so now to next
dVerse poeTry
way.. Monday
of two weeks
ago
noW..
LiVE..:)
Ah Lunch..
and a few
global
deTours..
back aGain
to sTart
aGaiN..:)
1:41 pm..
And the Monday
prompt from
two weeks
ago..
3282016
iS
Haibun..
associated
with Cherry
Blossoms..
in a short
narrative
couple of
paragraphs..
and a few words
of Haiku after that..
and as usual.. i WiLL
go iN
FredbunS aLL
FRee style..;)
*
SPrinG Loves
FloWer
styleS..
Stamens
Attraction
no Less..
DRinKs
BeeSneCtar
SpiRaLinG
iCe meLts..
blooD flows..
wEsMiLeS..
FloWers
BRinG
BeES WiLL..:)
*
Ah.. to enjoy
now.. take iN
aLL colors noW
oF FaLL Winter’s
SpRing Summer’s heat..
but to share iT aLL
for generations to
come.. aLL fREe..
that mY friEnd
iS what
Empath
juSt dOnOw..
Those photos
noW..
for aLL.. mY friend..:)
Side note begins heRe..
One of two or three
asterisks here left
on dVerse who do not
tolerate the diversity
oF my art Of creaTiViTy
and delete mYart
out of
tHeir
liFe..
as sure..
freedom does
and should allow..
but the thing is..
two inspirations above..
couldn’t STaND A fAct
that multi-media poeTry
iN visuals was/iS no less..
or perhaps even
better
than
written
words.. and even
though technology
hasn’t quite caught
up wItH aLL i do..
or even noW
the average
attention
sPan of
some
brAins
who live
these days..
or the state
of technology
they possess
iF they wanted
to now.. so NoW
why should A
Sycamore bE felLed
before gRoWn.. for reAson
other.. than to
gRow
tAller
as Nature
WiLL have
liFe
Be…
nO reaSon
reAllY.. otHeR
than to have the
abiLITy to iGnoRe
a taLLer tree and
juSt
lET
mE
Be..
i AM noW..
stARt and
EnD.. be
giNNing
fiNisH Now
oF Story NoW
as i refuse
to leT anyone
cut me dOWN
to
tHeir
size now..
i onLy look
forWard noW..
sAdly.. i miGht
say.. as iT iS noW
a lonely road for
trees who have few
to no friends who
are N0W
taller
than tHey..
IT’s a BiG
WORlD..
i’M
sUre
tHey exist..
somenow.. at least..
as side note ends for MoRE..
Yes.. that reminds me.. tHere
iS a SonG to go aLonG WitH
tHiS.. i often use
to celebrate
SycaMORe
oF Y i
iS
noW..
yeS.. noW
back to
PoeTry oF
otHeRs TrUe..:)
sMiLes..
ironY iN
poeTry
ruLes
iS
theY
are noT
FREe.. iF
poeTry
can NoT
bE FrEE..
PoeTry never
eXisTsiNCreatiViTy..
Oh.. Spontaneous
SoUL.. FReED
TrUly.. yoU rUle..;)
AlWaYs.. sMiLes from
mE.. when someone
almost totAlly disregards
the prompt rules and gets
aWay wITh iT scot free.. iF
they are a name
brand
poet
that iS
knoWn now
as somewhat
brinGing the
air of a poetry
site up.. in other
words.. the ‘in crowd’
oF
poeTry
social circles..
that i for one
refuse to bE
pArt oF noW
as it
squelches
the free oF
creaTivity
iN the history
of Art clearly
seen already
as trUe..
how some
folks just
overlook the
history of the
tRuLy notEd artists
of significance now..
iS kinda hilarious..
as those kiNd
of poets
wILL
NEVER
BE In iT..
just for some
imagined idea
of fame or money
or multi-likes and
followers for Now..
iN doing arT fREE..
i’ve been named a
Legend of Dance
by the
general
public
audience
that iS as shocKinG
to me.. considering
how i was basically
seen as a dizzy fly
walking around
before..
so obviously
uncomfortAble
iN mY own skin
for five and a third
decAdes of LiFe with an
F iN Diagnosis oF Autism
by sTILL.. THREE PROFESSIONALS
NOW.. BUT OF COURSE..
here’s the thing.. iF
i do not.. at least.. report
iT aLL iN evidence noW..
who WiLL gain
inspiRation
from someone
as humble
as me
who can
do all oF thiS
AND THAT AND THE
OTHER THING MORE..
and sTiLL never
seek money or fame..
Just do iT..! i respect
Nike..! no matter how much
money they make.. juSt
for putting
out the
truth
and liGht..
oF REAL HUMAN
VICTORY iN LiVing
Life and bEinG the
best ya can bE for no
other reaSon
than
juSt
F
iN
DOING
iT NOW!
It’s fUn!
beginning.. ending
finish.. and stARt of
Story
aGaiN..
as second
side note oF
this round ends..
ShaRinG with anyone
iS juSt icinG on the
cake and as history
shows
merit
is rewarded
best when iT
spReads to otheRs
reaL.. as wE arE
iN thiS gAMe wITH
God toGeTHEr and to
give and share the most
iS what iS real iN A
REAL MILESTONE NOW OF
LOVING
GOD
oF
ALL MOST..
and now
back to
otHer poeTry noW..
so many folks have
tried to copy right
God and over and
over again..
they
fAil
foolishly
aGain.. God
iS an original
and so are aLL oF
God’s trUly fREE
children who
go with
the flow
of God
free and
ignore
the dams
along the way..
or why not write
a story about the
dams along the
way.. fun
is fun
is fun is FuN
when iN FloW
WiTH God
ZoNE
NOWiN
FReED..;)
sMILes..
so far.. this
year.. iN my
yard.. an orange
blossoming Native
Azalea iS mY
favorite oF
aLL..
FloWer fiRes
sunset sky..
orange bliss…
SAdly.. i didn’t
notice.. any dArker
Cherry blossoms @aLL..:)
SMiLes.. mY friend.. then..
iN a life full of distractions
i made a Garden of the
perimeters of mY yard
bLocKinG out aLL
distractions..
and after
decades
of building
iT.. finAlly i
am Garden Free..:)
Colors oF Y
i
faLL bloom..:)
YoU kNow.. iT’s
sO trUe.. LiFe iS
bLoom wheRever..
wheNever.. whoMever
iT iS foR noW.. gRoWinG FReE…
SpRinG
liVeS iN
eYes.. FReED..:)
True.. mY friend..
suicide iS a word
used too much
these days.. childhood
depression.. pre-diabetes.. type two
iN children…. school age.. now thirty
three percent of U.S. population.. yes..
Around Fifty percent of the nation’s
adults now.. too.. on some kind
of pain killer..
ugh.. skyrocketing
rates of prescriptions
to cure all of misery
and suffeRinG
real..
been there..
done it too.. but
aLL WeLL n0w juSt
bY the real aLL FReED
effort oF moving.. connecting..
creating noW as REAL.. my friend…
First world
problems..
TRuly Sick..:
FloWeRinG
HUmans DRY
WiLLtinG heRe..:(..
sMiLes.. loSinG
a child thEn iN mY
arms.. i can certainlY
relate.. but mY voW
thenow.. was/iS to gO
oN for hE..
LiVinG iN
mY eYeS
as freeR
than eveR
befoRE…
No LovE
LoST
whEn LiVinG…
FReED..:)
sMiLes..
NatUre..
ForCe
oF bE reaL noW..
HUman
natuRe
iS..:)
sMiLes..
mY friEnd..
whEn LoVe
iS ReaL iT
LiVeS on..
TrUly..
thaT’s
aLL i kNow..:)
sMiLes.. mY friEnd..
paRt oF tHe reAson
i art visuals
wITh poeTry
iS miXinG
imaGiNaTioN
wiTh creatiViTy
aS greateR piCtUre
oF NoW ReaL.. caN iS..
REAL.. aS
iN hUman
poTenTiAL..:)
SMiLes.. mY friEnd..
oh.. thE iSsue oF sElf
awareness.. particUlarly
when the rest of the World’s
feeLinGs overwhelms aLL of one..
i used to feel thiS way too.. and evenTuaLLy
even lost the abiLITy to FeeL beauty or Love aT
aLL.. for 66 moNths..
but one sees .. i FeeL
noW
for sure
that magic
is rael.. now
or at least.. as
neuroplasticity
and epigenetics..
hehe.. as standing on
a beach at the end oF
July 2013.. iT aLL cAMe
roaRinG bacK oN wAve thaT
hasN’t.. and i have faiTh.. WiLL
neVer enD.. as Ocean.. i fOr NoW…
PhoEniX
riSinG
iS ReAl..:)
SMiLes.. mY
FRiend.. hOMe
wiThout Garden
iS
deaD
pAinTinG
caVe.. yeS..
aRt.. perhaPs..
buT iS
greeN
alWayS iN
coMe bAck
LiFe iNoW..
GarDen
LiFe
LiVes ReAl..:)
SMiLes.. mY friEnd
i usED to THiNk
that happiness
was/iS alWays
fleeting
until
i lEarned
to FeeLrealNoW..
but joy is not.. quiet..
as frequent.. and noW
alWays worth revisiting
as iT comes and goes..
wIth sMiLes and Laughs
oF course.. oN course..
foR me.. happiness
iS liFe without stress..
and likely only humans
do it to
themselves
on purpose
wITh little
clues
as to
how they
arrive now
aS stress..
aT aLL..
as.. i too
usED to
liVe theRe too..
SMiles..
stress FReED..
frees animal liFe..:)
Relatively..
sPeaKinG.. yeS..
comPared to uS..:)
Ah.. yes..
floWers
like art
when
spontaneous..
more beautiful than ever..
Free Art
FloWers
color..:)
SMiLes..
iF theRe
iS more art
iN NatUre Now
aS creaTiViTy..
iMagiNaTioN..
aS hUman WilL
makE.. iT iS reaL
and NoW
iN
creator
eYes.. wE..
NatUre’s eYes
gRoW
aS US..:)
PercepTionS..
UniVerseS
sO differenT
iN FeeLinG..
senSinG
aLL oF liFe..
WiNter happy
WinteR SAd
SCensE oF floWer
pleAsing.. choKinG
thrOat.. baBy’s breaTh
DREaMs niGht terrOrS..
aLL iS diffErenT
All Is
change..
TEars oF
iSReal..
soUr Joy..:)
WeLL.. even living
wiTh.. perHaps
the most
beautiful
46 year
old woman
iN the world..
alWays liVing
reTirRinG toGeTher
as such.. more challenge
than liVinG worK distances..
sure.. for.. at least.. uS iNow…
TrUe FriEnds
Live forEver noW..
difficult or easy..:)
One thiNg i Love
about online
poeTry iN
alL iTs
differences
iN folks and
living spaces thereof
iS aLL the beauty i rarely
seE noW iN mounTains..
sNoWs..
and othEr
stuFF
thrOugh
aLL eYes
otheR whose
woRds take mE tHere..
NoTHinG
gRound BreaKinG..
iS noT wortHy REal..:)
For mE.. the River..
the Beach..
sAnd iN
general
In feat
oF free
feet
Dance..
Quiet.. yes..
but explosive
spiRit iNsiDe ForCe..
ENergy
most
iN GRaCe..:)
Take me to
the River..
PlEase..:)
iN raTinG NatUre
aS God’s pAiNt..
greaTEst niGht
Mare beauty
dreAms oF
sorRoW..
liGht LIve
iN HUman
wayS
noW..
ProbLem
chiLd hUmans
riSe.. fAll..:)
QuicK.. fiNd A
sWitcH..
turN
iT oN
and Off..:)
Oh.. how the
rain can motiVate
creAtiviTy more
for mE
at
least..
all finished
for this one..
Din
Din
a work-out
and whatever
may come
neXt..
5:47 pm..:)
5652
“A modern
day warrior
Mean, mean stride
Today’s Tom Sawyer
Mean, mean pride
Though his mind is not for rent
Don’t put him down as arrogant
His reserve, a quiet defense
Riding out the day’s events
The river
What you say
about his company
Is what you say about society
Catch the mist, catch the myth
Catch the mystery, catch the drift
The world is, the world is
Love and life are deep
Maybe as his
skies are wide
Today’s Tom Sawyer
He gets high on you
And the
space he invades
He gets by on you
No his mind is not for rent
To any god or government
Always hopeful, yet discontent
He knows changes aren’t permanent
But change is
What you say about his company
Is what you say about society
Catch the witness, catch the wit
Catch the spirit, catch the spit
The world is, the world is
Love and life are deep
Maybe as his
eyes are wide
Exit the warrior
Today’s Tom Sawyer
He gets high on you
And the energy
you trade
He gets
right
on to
the friction of the day”
Facebook Profile photo
Status thingy
by
Rush..
‘Today’s
Tom Sawyer’
as the new age
prophets
wRite oN
concert
HaLL
studio
wAlls..;)
And lInkED
wITh appropriate
music oF course.. noW..:)
AnyWay.. thiS iS mY
housE NoW..
What may
come
WiLL
come
what maY..:)
5882
Hmm.. two dVerse prompts
finished for two thirds of one
and one whole of another..
yes.. why not
move
to another..
Thursday
169th open
lInk niGht from
3312016..
arriving
aLiVe
heRe sTiLL
noW at 11:21
pm.. on 4132016..:)
Some deTours
and now back
at
11:42 pm..:)
*
SMiLes..
Humans
create
eViLive
Nature
liVeDeViL
Lives oNly
as HUmans
wHo FAiL
@
BeInG
Animal..
WiLdnOW
FREEnoW..
Slow aND
Fast DanCing..
wiTh God aGaiN..:)
Ah… Apocalypse
comes iN Quarter..
Half.. and FuLL
mOOn
wayS..
tRuLy
onlY reAlly
MeaNinG veil
oF Ignorance iS
lifTEd iNow..
per
original
Greek
oF hope
vs. hUman
EviL waS iN
wishinG
dArk
into
foolish
fruition..
sAdly.. sTiLL
So..:(..
iN bLack
Magic way..;)
SMiLes..
true power
oF Nurture
iS iN
Love..:)
sMiLes of Indian
Maiden innocence
vs.. Bar
room
Broads
when men
were men
and women
are stiLL
judged then..;)
Combat Fatigue
lost souls
iN pTSd
more than
war as work
can be..
Love
less abuse
too.. noW
wOrN
soldiers
veer
to Live
heaRt aGaiN..:)
SMiLes..
taboos oF
aLLKinds
ultiMate
hUman
sacrifices
iN sacraments
oF Animal LiVE ReaL..
HUmans WiLL
bE
Nat
Ure
Free..
bottom
and top line
oF existence noW..
oh.. the allure.. of pews
and short
skirts.. sTiLL..;)
SMiLes..
best thing
about bEinG
married for
26 years..
tHere iS
Zero
to hide..
and aLL to
hang out FReED..;)
WeLL 7 here..
adds up to
47 for about
a 25 hour
period
of writing
poetic
expressions
to other folks
stuff.. just
wiTh dVerse
of course..
not counting
the rest of aLL
thIs
now..
bottom
line
sleepNow..;)
12:18 am..
04142016
6130
“Yes.. all 30 for me..
And i can definitely
feel other empaths
from miles
away..;)”
Facebook Friend Ashton..
and yes she is an empath..
another very nice
young woman
i met at the
Earth store
where she is
employed.. shares
a link providing
30 common
traits of
the human
archetype of
Empath.. Angel..
Hero.. etc.. and of
course the hero part
comes when the fearless
ingredient is added into empath..
a really BRIGHT MIX of human
being.. often helping but so bright..
often one that darker
feelings shy
away from
as to
not get
burnt by Love..
believe that or not..
as Love can be rather
abrasive to some folks
when it is fearless.. as per
example of my discussions
(where i eventually get deleted
and am the last human standing)
about religion and God on SOHEIR’S
website yesterday.. and of course as
‘prophesied’ by me and yes of
course prophecy is all
natural magic
as intuition
is human’s
and other
Animal’s greaTest
innate instinctual Gift
as that is the Living God
within speaking for us
with us.. etc..
as Us of
course as Nature
WiLL do without the chains
of doing taxes all the time as human
beings in machine mind way of being..
yes.. crap.. as side note within
side note.. it’s almost
tax time.. not
the15th but never
the less the move back
into mechanical cognition
required by me.. by the deadline
of the 18th of April to get the legal
requirement of living in the mostly
free country of the U.S. to share
the goodies to get more goodies
as it were and as it is for now..
but oh my God.. i don’t mind
giving money.. if the
law required it..
but i do not
meet the
guidelines
to pay..
hehe..
clever fox
and brainiac
in finances
in mechanical cognition
i can switch to on a dime
if need be.. but the problem is
losing the imagination.. the creativity..
the moving.. connecting.. yes.. the creating..
in giving sharing ways.. that is human cooperating
animals God of Nature given way of enjoying..
giving and sharing Life the best of what
iT CAN BE NOW.. and yes that is
precisely what mechanical
cognition in problem
solving way
for the
dollar
economics
of a consumer
culture will do to
human being.. yes..
kill the Spirit of Emotion
that iS Centered in Heart
of Feeling ways of being..
and killing the Moving.. that
allows mind and body balance SpiRit
SoUl in artful ways of free style dancing
life.. invisible to predator and prey
true Ninja’s not unlike the Bonobo..
closest primate cousin.. and the
so-called human primitives of
the rain forest
in South
America
sTilL
are today thriving
in cooperating Loving
ways.. but yes.. there are
some warring folks even in
primitive cultural ways too..
the greatest among all
primates now.. overall
per kind and Loving
Peaceful way is
evidenced
in Loving
ways by
science as
the Bonobo ALL
NATURAL AND FREE
iN GOD OF NATURE
INHERENT ENVIRONMENT
AS SUCH.. WHERE FREE LOVING
IS THE WAY TO DIFFUSE AGGRESSION..
VIOLENCE.. AND ALL WARRING WAYS..
yes.. that literally means free sex..
from males being sex slaves..
consensually of course..
in metaphor.. willingly
yes.. to the
females
who rule
the roost through
cooperation in matriarchal
ways of females in the
tribe lead of getting
the job of survival
all forAged up
in subsistence
way.. yES! free!..
While basically.. the
males are perennial Peter
Pans.. just kicking back and
enjoying life.. oh yes.. and homosexual
behavior.. is the norm.. with women rubbing
up on women.. in genital way.. and males
swording not with steel butt penises just
for pleasure.. to avoid
hairy
feet and
fist fights
as it were.. is..
and still is now in
the free garden of
Eden Jungles of life
sTiLL now.. NoW..
okay.. compare that
and i will be providing some
National Geographic Video evidence^^^
TO the way we humans live in huge concrete
sidewalk populations now.. yes.. the sidewalks
are long and narrow.. kind of like the highway
to hell.. if ya will.. or stairway down there..
as we have ignorant folks in Iran
covering Lesbians to their
breasts and stoning
them.. buried
in the dirt like
that so they will
slowly torture them
in not allowing them
to even cover their
eyes for
protection..
and sure they now cut OFF
the hands of God.. yes.. the
pArt of God named human..
if they steal dead stuff.. yes all
the consumer tools that humans
collect.. over the course of a lifetime
to get all pissed off about once they
die and who decides who gets what
to hoard some more.. and oh my God
YES.. the U.S. and Florida is even worse
as at least they get a trial over there were
over here if ya see someone coming
out your window identified as a thief
ya can stand ya grand and protect
ya castle full of insurable goodies
and take not only an eye
for an eye.. but
a FUCKING
LIFE FOR
AN HD TV
OR WHATEVER
THE FUCKING ELSE
DEAD SOMEONE STOLE
FROM YOUR HOME AS
THE ULTIMATE PRICE
FOR ThEir life that
YOU GET TO
BE THE
JUDGE
JURY
AND TRIAL
WITH A PULL
OF A TRIGGER
ON THE WHIM
OF BEING FUCKING
PISSED OFF THAT SOMEONE
STOLE YOUR DEAD STUFF THAT
HAS NOW BECOME MORE IMPORTANT
THAN FUCKING GOD.. WHO IS THAT
DUDE.. iN pArt ya just SHOT..
but ya see the difference
in SOHEIR AND ME..
iS i LIVE in a
separation
of church
and state country
where disagreeing with
whatever the FUCK I LIKE
IS ALLOWED WITHOUT PENALTY
OF DEATH.. OR WHATEVER IS THE
PENALTY NOW.. OF DISAGREEING
WITH THE RELIGION OVER
THERE that is the same
as state.. yes.. that
Sharia law stuff
that allows
homosexuals
to be buried..
and stoned.. folks
who don’t agree with
the religious ideology
to be crucified like they
crucify Christians over there..
and tit for tat.. the Israel folks
use guns against knives as
they get guns.. and
the other folks
get Rocks
and Knives
and stuff who
live in Palestine..
and yes.. of course..
huge killing wars
where a 100 thousand
or so folks are killed over
lies of weapons
of mass
destruction
in the fiasco
of Iraq.. where truly
large populations of
humans beings.. no matter
where they live just
fucking plain
means
cultural
insanity in
myriad ways
of misery and suffering..
the list of this could make
a Novel in most all the
large populations
of the world
but OH
MY God..
GOD IS GREAT
WHEN HUMANS
LIVE IN BALANCE..
like the Bonobos now
and Primitive Peaceful
folks in the Rain Forests
of South America.. and on
an individual basis.. as @least
we too can imagine and
create ways to free
ourselves
as well
and Be
Rain forest
and Bonobo free
and speaking of rain..
April Showers are here
again.. in Subtropical
Florida.. where the guns
reign with bullets and
rain refreshes
with life that
when essentially
free is creativity
at its best as
oh the
Bonobos
just kick back
and do while the
females enjoy their
willing services of
Love Bonobo style free!
‘Jesus’ said Fuck humans
beings and cAMe back
basicAllY as a Bonobo
can you blAMe
him.. i dam
sure
can’t!..;)
Yes.. all 30 for me..
And i can definitely
feel other empaths
from miles
away..smile
emoticon..;)
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SMiLes.. domesticate any
free and WiLd animal
and troubles
come..
domesticate
God and fire
comes in A bombs
oF Devils born of nightmares
iN Einstein imagination come fruition
noW as dArkest niGhts creating
oF all
iN day
oF dArk
duSt covering
Sun of Life.. yes..
for real.. iN noW..
Yes.. to domesticate
nature is unreal yet
real nightmare
iN daybreak
now.. thEN
evil way..
God LiveviL..
as the bEastS
roAM fFReED..
Devils
live incarnate
now iN scrAMs
oF screens gone
cOld.. push button
wars and drones
with no
God aT
aLL
but Evil
God created
my humans sAMe..
oh.. the dArk.. oh.. the liGht
oh the dreams and nightmares..
devil human cultures bRinG to niGht..
of day
away
from liGht..
So what to do..
it’s simple as aLways
survive the best wE can
whomever.. wherever.. and
whenever we aRe.. just do iT
the best we.. us.. me.. you and
i can..
for that’S
NoW aS alWays
noW.. Devil or Angel
purgatory ‘tween..
now iN hell and
heaven
and
yes the
‘tween.. oh..
Moon of color
Moon of grey
Moon of liGht
and Moon oF dARk..
Sun of day.. Sun of niGht
Moon is what we see as liGht..
When i was young.. skin and bone..
bullies everywhere.. taling me i don’t
deserve to live.. smiling too much..
i must be queer.. spit on
my clothes.. call
me names..
spit on
my face..
but no one
ever hit me..
they juSt tortured..
my heArt.. spiRit..
and stole my soUl..
so in my home.. living
alone.. at 17.. as by then..
i was too frustrated and angry
at the world at large.. to even
get along with family
then.. there is no
hot water
and skin
and bone
is freezing..
even in Florida
Winter.. so i say..
it could be worse..
i could be naked.. lying
on the ground with dogs
eating the rest of me.. and at
age 47.. after going without sleep
almost for 40 days.. after culture took
iT aLL away
from me..
nothing
left
not even
feet to move..
i was sure the teeth
of those dogs would come..
but somehow i survived.. and
am still alive.. bottom line is
the WiLL to survive
is the greaTest God
of Nature Dinosaur
gift oF aLL..
the reptilian
brain that
WiLL NOT GIVE UP..
NEVER GIVE UP..
THAT AND
LOVE
WHEN
BEiNg HuMAN
iS ALL i KNoWonNOW..
Yup.. Fearless Love and
theRe iS a Song for ^^^
THaT WiLd
iN Free
baby..
rUles
WOrLD
oF iNoW..:)
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i am an ultiMate
underdog..
truly much
of my strength
comes from a line
of bullies who have
tried to exterminate
me in psychological
torture.. from
early middle
school.. through
yes.. years of work..
for being different..
too nice.. too
androgynous..
too smart..
too skinny..
too soft
too whatever..
oh YOU so weird..
and hell no.. i ain’t
the only one.. in a culture
that competes for dead things
over life.. it’s a free fAll oF heLL..
yeS.. skyFall to use A Bond metaphor
as living skeYes oF free iS LiVinG Free
and WiLd before the fAll oF human to domestication..
Yes.. that’s the 12 thousand year slow fAll/BURN
of misery and torture.. that is
accelerating in empirical
measure of childhood
diabetes.. mental
illness.. pain
killers..
drugs
and alcohol
and anything
to escape the
repression.. oppression
of human emotions.. senses..
and sensuality out of FUCKING
HELL.. i found the answers.. i sOught
thEm.. i liVe iN Heaven now.. iT ain’t
FUCKING ROCKET SCIENCE BY
far iT is just
FUCKING
LIVING WILD
iN moving
connecting
creating
sharing
giving
way..
YES! FREE! AND
HELL YES.. IN THIS
WAY I AM A FUCKING
RED NECK TOO.. as truly
with out all the hate and discrimination,,
Red Necks truly are fAIRly Wild and Free..
Hunters.. Fisherman.. big extended families..
not much money.. trailers.. not much
different really than
the poor black
folks who
live across
the railroad
tracks.. perhaps
the strife comes from
listening to the TV that
says you don’t have enough..
but truly.. hunting.. fishing
and living a good
family
life
iS enough
and there are
some rednecks
like me who have iT
aLL..
Red Neck
i’LL be.. fearless
Love.. wHere
everyone is
welcome
to my
Hunting
and Fishing
home FREE..
and i’ll let Katrina
take care of that in Super
Walmart.. as i continue to be
what God now truly gifts human
males to be.. Pan of the Forest..
or Jungle.. with the girls taking
care of the
rest
oF all
the issues
that wiLL come
UP.. now and
then.. sMiLes..
it’s NoW for some
R and R Holy Sacred
Thursday way.. Dance
tonight oN my 106th week
oF dance with all the cool college
age folks at Old Seville Quarter and
yeah.. mostly
girls..
as sure..
tHEY iS stiLL
my favorite
Love otheR
than
bEinG WiLdnFree wITh GOD..
anyWay.. more Fun Dance photos
soon.. coming to thiS “WinDoW ArK”
Blog post around the wee hour
oF 3AM on Friday morning..
and whatever
may come
next
after/before
thaT.. noW as
now iS aLLnOw
thAT counts for i..
Oh yeah.. and if i see
any females pursuing
the bootie dancing with
any males.. i’ll just be
reminded
of ‘Jesus’..
the
new old
age Bonobo Free..;)
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