More Super Moon briGht liGht midNiGht wishes for the next few coming days.. all the way from store dance on SunDay.. to MonDay FuN day same toDay.. hehe.. hmm.. just an introductory break for the usual next 721st Macro Verse coming for 11172016.. and a Haibun prompt from dVerse including SuperMoon as theme.. for the dVerse 2 pm Monday selection in official Haibun and HaikU way.. and as usual may be traveling there later in Fredbun and Fredku way either combined as such or separated that form matters not to me as i WiLL floW iN ZonE wiTh God as Holy Spirit creativity same no matter what label thAT Force within from A to Z.. is labeled either as Form oF Essence isReaL.. and later some Fredfu at the gym in martial arts free verse practice with ballet-like dance too.. as all pArt of that iN feminine and masculine miNd and Body BaLanCing SoUL continues as the me of i as pARt of God wHole.. expresSinG all of that free verse.. adding just some more verses to Universe whoLe.. iN DAncE and SonG of PoeTry sAMe alWays changing different as MoVinG.. ConNecTinG and CreaTinG WiLL as streAms floW iN to RiVers as Ocean wHOle Poem way sTiLL exceeding 3.3. milLioN words and approaching 4 MilLion and more too.. along with all 12 milLioN words or so since 2010.. with juST another 135th dance week celebration coming uP Thursday niGht too.. WiTh all the Cool College age folks tHeRe too.. okay that about covers.. where i’ve been and wHeRE i continue to go now.. as tHeRe is so much going on.. i could get a little lost.. if i don’t jot it down.. along with the reaLITy shoW oF mY LIFE iSREaL online and continuing now.. hmm.. i think some lunch and some sand and sun dance for R and R now as R and R’s go.. heHe2..;)
Top of the 3pm Florida hour to ya gigoid.. as i come to play again.. wheels of life continue to flow with or without me so i let those wheels swim me and fly me in each and every way a feather floats as free.. as SmARt fearless love.. with and after effect and affect continuing testament sonG oF liGht in believing liFe is worth living now.. and even a thrill iN dARk and liGht sAme as bliss sinGS in night and day as waves brush shore once more for water and air in baLanCinG Force more.. we fly.. we dance we SinG.. iF only for fingers and a keyboard sAMe..:)
“A wise man first determines what is within his control; all else is then irrelevant.”
~~ Epictetus ~~
Birds fly until fall.. Winter comes they fly more.. Spring bRinGS a hint of coming back here they are as fall back to Summer more..:)
Note to self.. press repeat on ‘that song’.. it’s a helluva muse for continuing song and dance.. now..:)
“Always obey your superiors–if you have any.”
~~ Mark Twain ~~
Within most alWays superior to what i think within is..:)
Note to others.. this may make absolutely no sense/feel unless you see and feel within beyond words alone.. My Ocean hands have a bRain of tHeir own with fingers noW iN charge one digit by one digit now.. as now flows.. river.. waves.. streams branch out..:)
Creativity IS A tree with no separate leaves of connection.. MoVinG spReaDinG fertilizer eYes more..:)
“Nothing unreal exists.”
~~ Kiri-Kin-Tha’s Law of Metaphysics ~~
Isreal is is real noThing feeLinG SenSing is the other stuff..:)
“And hence one master-passion in the breast, Like Aaron’s serpent, swallows up the rest.”
~~ Alexander Pope — Essay on Man, Epistle ii, Line 131 ~~
Yes.. restrictive repetitive behaviors as special interests can become a lifelong functional disability as tree branches wither.. in MiNd and Body soUl walls enclosing..:)
“You can get anything you want, at Alice’s restaurant (‘ceptin’ Alice).”
~~ Arlo Guthrie ~~
Unless it’s the Trump PG rated version.. with the current revision rated better as an all the folks can eat place of public business..;)
“I sit beside the fire and think of all that I have seen, Of Meadow-flowers and butterflies in summers that have been; Of yellow leaves and gossamer in autumns that there were, With morning mist and silver sun and wind upon my hair. I sit beside the fire and think of how the world will be When winter comes without a spring that I shall ever see, For still there are so many things that I have never seen: In every wood in every spring there is a different green. I sit beside the fire and think of people long ago, And people who will see a world that I shall never know. But all the while I sit and think of times that were before, I listen for returning feet and voices at the door.”
~~ J.R.R. Tolkien ~~
Yes.. too many folks imagine it and forget the Nike part of Victory in just doing it more than thinking about it.. and seriously after being an almost total shut-in for 66 months out of my control with illness.. WeLL taught me dance with no fear and sing the same.. as heLL is heAR as well as heaven sinG.. as no one was gonna come to my door and ask me for the next dance.. just imagine.. in 2008 my greatest desire was to die and escape pain and all that changed.. in a blink of dance in a SonG of FReEd iN leT iT be sung so will come dance..:)
“You are the Skeptic. You have the power to Doubt.”
~~ Dubious Bee ~~
i doubt nothing as i’ve died as life.. Life is for sure now that’s all i need to reAlly kNow.. and FeeL and SensE with zero doubt or fear as liGht.. cognitively.. sure.. i will question but FeeLinG doubt.. only vocabulary now..:)
“Prosperity tries the fortunate: adversity the great.””
~~ Pliny the Younger ~~
Adversity IS A source oF aLL mY liGht.. i’ve learned to love it with All My miGht.. holy crosses as such dRiVing liFe.. heRe tHere iS no room for doubt or fear bEyond noW..:)
“A man ought to do what he thinks is right.”
~~ John Wayne ~~
And remember one man or woman’s.. etc.. right is anotHeR perSon’s harm.. and go from tHere like a work oF art iN MoVinG CoNecTing CreATing liFe.. with understanding.. mercy.. compassion as smaRt and Fearless Love that changes.. based on more than right per self..:)
“Pay attention to your enemies. They are the first to discover your mistakes.”
~~ Antisthenes ~~
i don’t have any personal enemies and i look forward to enemies with few miStakes..;)
“He who limps is still walking.”
~~ Stanislaw J. Lec ~~
Tiny steps.. ‘sparks’.. makes fire..:)
“First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do.”
~~ Epictetus — Discourses, Book iii, Chap. xxiii ~~
Hmm.. i suppose i would have think that way if i was getting paid.. wHo am i kidding.. no suppose.. i would have to plan something then.. but with seriouSly free it’s almost plan free but not quite..;)
“The reward of a thing well done, is to have done it.”
~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~
Very little reward for me personally in having done anything other than a few seconds until i continue enjoying the activity of actuAlly jusT doing it.. Nike fan am i.. as that is my Victory most.. juST DoiNG liFE noW..:)
So.. what would you do.. just a quick note here as sort of a story.. so let’s just say you had this mission in life.. to fulfill some major prophecies whether they were right or wrong.. to appease a ‘few folks’.. in wrong or right.. perhaps it would be a 3.3 Million word poem in witness for God in 42 months that you never saw coming until it got here 3 plus years later.. or New testament that started small and grew that way mostly oN its free and holy spirit way within.. and oh Lord.. you even come to find yourself fulfilling even occult ways of looking at life.. in 718 and miscellaneous letters and numbers in life meaning and purpose too.. including 418.. and such as that so why why would you do this.. for the challenge for the merit.. or just for the life of doing all you can for the gift of breathing.. feeling and sensing life now as sentient star dust plus if nothing more than that as a greatest gift of sentient sliver of heaven life in a galaxy with much rock and space ‘tween the green/blue/ brown/shrinking snow white topped poles of eARth.. Yes.. what you do after all that.. including the stint in hell for 66 months that came before that including the parT of 12 million words that came in hell.. for me.. i will SinG a SonG of PoeTy and Dance and party on.. as any Buddha.. Jesus.. or Aleister with common sense would/will do FucKing Drug Free.. oh by the way the moon child event was predicted too.. just a side note as always in service to God.. no.. not just his or her or that person’s God over tHeRe.. every person’s God as i even played A role of Pan.. all naked and such including clothed with Forest nymphs all innocent as such too.. did it happen.. two words.. yes or no for you.. here’s the thing per the Big Lebowski as no one seems to be able to fully detect me yet.. when you are in bed with everyone.. no one notices you are a thief in the night now.. So anyWay.. i move on now just for fun after doing all of that.. perhaps there is something else to do but fun and perhaps God will take me to that place without me thinking about thaT too.. for now i dance and sing that seems to cover it all anyWay.. moving on to 10 links in the Super moon part theme of dVerse now too.. as dance and sing moves on connecting.. creating some more.. all for FReED..:)
I’ll never forget one of my first dates with a southern baptist girl named Janet.. in my mom’s car.. sister in tow too.. Janet in back seat.. me in front.. a song named Moonlight feels right came on the radio.. and the moon was big as ever as we traveled bridge cross a Summer sparkling bay from shore to shore in moonlight magic in tune with song.. i reached back and touched her leg.. and her non-verbal language said move your hand now.. so i did and what i still remember is the magic of that song and night no matter what as love was in the air for me.. and never a word was spoken over hand or leg.. but hey.. it wasn’t pg rated either.. all G with no P in those days innocent under moonlit niGht oF eYes with Love..;)
Best moons too are those when you think you’re dead and life proves you wrong as moon shines within drunk on life as love..:)
There was a time ago.. long long ago in the bowels of hell.. where i said if i ever get out of here.. i will never ever be unhappy again.. it’s true it’s true.. aGain.. Moon shines day and night..:)
There are no birthdays as Life.. day or night Sun or moon all iS liGht..:)
For me at least.. just a gazebo and a river and a clerk from the courts with no expenses for a wedding but a give of love for close to 27 years.. i do is still enough with nothing else but do i do..:)
the people the party the mix of life.. moonlit nights of joy.. and friends for dance and no thing else.. a third place.. a social gathering.. bowling alleys.. bars.. perhaps church for some folks too.. beyond a screen of scream and even text the flesh and blood of moonlit dancing campfire eYes that SpRing liFe four seaSons ocean waves grow.. StaY iN wArmth oF LiFe..:)
i remember when i AM three.. adult in a three year old body.. no speech yet in oral ways but the sense and feel that i live forever and relatively speaking in ancestor way from the origin of all that is i still do at least for now.. a gift of all before now is present best.. in all of moon and sun in day and night..:)
This reminds me.. one day i’ll visit France and surely l do without being there and so many other places i’ll never be but they… hmm.. a new world way of traveling and never actually getting there in flesh.. moonlit eYes star track phraser Captain’s bLog eYes..;)
Summer of 80 for me.. 20 years of age.. spotting first love across a Summer pool all pregnant at 17.. with her second love.. sMiLes.. i hadn’t felt thaT hurt in literally decades thanks for bringing that image/feeling back.. as Lord knows feels what would have happened if the child i wanted had begun then.. no matter how dark the moment the light can come in moonlit love like never before.. pools of tears come long and so so worth it as right.. and the funny thing is my wife looks so much like ‘her’ and never ages.. mystical liGhts in MoonliGht eyes of Pacific Islands.. and the Cuba of beFore..:)
Three more liNks.. sure.. i’ve missed doing this now with dVerse.. so very little.. since the all the other ‘stuff’.. for a month or so now and weeks has come to an end..for now..TG..;)
Ah.. yes.. child hood wonder watching moon chase our car in window way across the North sky.. like a playground friend who actually wanted to play with me.. Moon.. a friend then.. Nature rest and God the same.. beauty of an outcast.. getting friendly with Mother Nature more.. and sure now.. wiTh words aS well..:)
SMiLes.. living in a land where we can create our own culture.. i’LL change it every day like a new shirt and such as tHat..;)
As far as masculine and feminine balance of complete whole goes.. there is more to add to others than take away when all is one me and more to give.. as well as Be.. wHere moon and sun intersect an eclipse oF one liGht.. as be of DArk..:)
And that’s all for now.. for now to eat.. drink non alcoholic and no caffeine beverages as well as to work out like an Olympic Athlete iN both Struggle of Moon and Sunshine of liGht as dArk..:)
Macro-Verse Memories as so nicely provided by the Facebook Algorithm Personal Assistant and Secretary working for free as digital slave per say.. pours these poeticAlly expressions in for the day of now.. starting with…
Surely quite a change a year ago.. from Sunday the 13th and the fresh hell hate spewed from the pulpit in Catholic Church as black testament against the different among God’s Children and the hate against their rights to life.. liberty AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS.. yeah.. like getting married and the ability to visit your ‘significant’ other in the Hospice ward and such as that.. or perhaps.. in politics not hiring a white leaning nationalist and stuff like that as chief strategist if that’s the highest qualified individual you can find to trust to run your stuff.. anyway.. heaven is still here now for me.. and the country.. those that are real loving Christians per the Good Cop Jesus archetype as myth as generating in those good parts of a book.. will uphold the rights of the different with or without a label of Good Cop Jesus today.. and yes without pitch forks flames and other devil gun tools.. just a peaceful protest against hate and division and such as that.. for those who don’t need guns to prove they are a man or whatever as such.. when daddy said boys can’t smile or cry..;)
Yes.. no matter how refined i might seem in poetic measure of love.. there is also a beast with the beauty who is the wife Katrina.. also known as Goddess Isis in original Egyptian way of eternal teenager too.. shall i prove that well sure.. yes i can.. as i have no problems releasing the inner beast on a flip of a hairy nickel haha.. heHE.. as such.. anytime now.. i train like a warrior.. have you heard me the deep Lion throated rumble growl when i press that 1020LBs now with legs 33 reps or so.. well no.. i save that for the so-called military warrior gym.. with now one of the familiar work-outs is sitting still on a machine with fingers punching smart phone buttons.. and the only requirements for physical fitness is a run.. some pull-ups.. and some crunches where martial arts could bring mind and body balance and fearless to the max of anything before.. that’s okay.. i do it free style fearless as such.. with love as sprout of that no different than any wild wolf will do that has become domesticated at the whim of predictable food.. where the pack no longer works as group with compassion of love.. where dog eat dog becomes the rule instead of helping each other.. and red necks make fun of people who get killed on a highway protesting.. and make the cars more valuable than the human even a woman who lost their life and they call themselves Christians wRite.. like breitbart minions too.. who promised armed protests and not just peaceful ones if the Hillary had one.. anyway.. as God goes.. the dark comes out in the liGht when full exposed and emboldened more by dark forces in the lead and even named as savior of the dark..
sure i could put THAT face on my profile photo on Facebook and fit wRite in with the minions of modern hell of hate and division.. i could problem even fool them to think that i too was their leader.. here ya wanna see what ‘the other side’ looks like.. i can play that part with more than a face.. sure with 1020 LBS of ass kicking force too.. if need be.. but hey.. them folks ain’t got no empathy with guns.. a deadly mix for another civil war if they really went domesticated wolf crazy.. here’s the thing StiLL now.. i ain’t domesticated and am still a wolf.. never discount the power of love with wild attached..;)
Hell no.. don’t need no make-up for the beast for the beauty just a quick shape shifter change and i’m already tHere..;)
Hmm.. as the polar opposite changes from hate to love continue… back to ‘Victory Song’s Dance of Love’ from a year ago too.. with as the original theme song of this Micro-Verse with Micro-Micro Verses continue in this 721st Macro Verse of Ocean wHole poem. yet unnamed in freest verse style to lift the shit a little bit up.. out of the minions space from the dARk side now.. too..;)
Oh yeah.. and this is what hybrid wild and love looks like.. Rock on Love… and yes i have a title for the 721st Macro Verse now.. Oh yeah.. and about that theme song.. for all the so-called big men and women who call folks with love.. Lilly White and Soft.. those two children up there.. well.. that’s what my heARt looks like.. and trust me yah don’t wanna fuck with a Lion heARt like that.. from all the same FucKinG folks who tried tHeir best to take it away from me in red state L.A.. lower alabama HELL and STILL would IF they could BUT CAN’T SO THEY will NOT.. AS I HAVE A SECRET WEAPON.. A GOD OF LOVE AWAY FROM hate.. what would Jesus say.. a real good cop jesus if he or her or etc.. came back for iSREaL now in red state hell.. FucKinG this.. let’s just say.. i’m fairly sure..@leASt.. thief or not…. or perHaps a spy in bed with everyone.. God spy.. joker.. eTc.. heHE.. and sure.. speed2..;)
And now.. finally.. a photo as generated by Facebook too.. automatically from a year ago.. from a Macro-Verse titled kATman Beach from 11172015.. same date that this ‘Rock on Love Now’ Macro Verse will be published in 2016.. and a reminder to me.. to go Pensacola Beach this Saturday.. weather permitting.. as November is one of the most beautiful months to capture sunsets as all months are in paradise away from red state hell in LA Florida.. hmm.. lost angels is more a pun for that.. as sure i feel ‘they’ could find tHeir way back with fearless AND smARt.. and unconditional Love.. lifting the veils of ignorance as such in original def of Greek Apocalypse all such.. anyway.. those ignorant humans who don’t believe that the cultural byproducts are FucKinG uP the LiVinG pARt oF eArth.. back to a rocky moon or whatever will be left after that including a nuclear bomb and thousands more of whatever could come from that too.. beyond melting the snow caps and all of that.. do you really think that God enjoys living in humans the most.. when you walk/dance the aisles of Super Walmart and see all the worry.. the fear.. the discontent and yes.. underlying hate too.. for being all FucKeD uP like this as such too.. and by the way.. if you live here and are adult.. trust me.. you don’t dance unless you are either me or Lilly white or black and ‘tween with free love in your heart.. it happens but rarely.. ‘they’ dance with me.. more like us.. i’m afraid.. of Love… i understand.. been there done the part that says life sucks.. life’s a bitch.. fuck you.. i hate you.. it just all sucks and that’s all kNow and FeeL iS discontent and misery and suffering and overall hate about all stuff life.. but you see.. there is another place.. wild and free where humans can be peaceful beaches of wild love too.. in harmony where struggle IS A natural paRt of the BaLanCinG oF that too.. there are no easy answers.. misery and suffering naturally leads to hate and discontent.. been there done it.. only human.. i say once again… but the thing.. is.. i couldn’t hate someone.. for long.. not even the folks who brought me the most pain., as i was gifted with love at least one point in my life.. and there was a faint word that said that was heaven here.. with the feeling within.. when human beings like normal social mammal animals are wild and free with the power of both the dARk of Struggle and the Love of toGeTher in the forage of liFe.. they mostly get along.. they really do or they die.. it’s as simple as that.. or ‘someone’ smARter in Love replaces them as old.. and life goes on as new.. in this little sliver of space that IS A heaven in blue.. brown green.. shrinking white ice caps of paradise STilL now.. for those who can sTiLL see this paradise of Beach and FeeL it as worth now saving over keeping and owning.. as free.. for those coming fortunate ones to enjoy this opportunity for heaven too.. we live in days of a Zombie Apocalypse in at least some pockets of the country.. where now empathy and compassion is sold to cars and homes that are more important than flesh and blood.. as material things become the lovers over beach of natural air and water.. and this human experiment is surely out of control.. and if we don’t get toGeTher somehow on a solution.. bottom line is we FucK uP.. and it is wE who will fuck up as with any social animal there is no me alone for success in the long run.. while i for one continue to be a beach and enjoy heaven as long as others allow that to last.. but still.. this heaven.. this opportunity for heaven is dependent on all humans getting tHeir love shit toGETher.. if they do not.. we will all eventually sink toGEthER and i only hope that perhaps another animal with a virus of culture/religion/ politics/ etc.. will NOT rise up to tear Heaven down as viruses tend to do.. not humans alone.. the cultures.. including politics and religion that is the Earth Cancer now.. i’LL continue to Hope on fearless and smARt Love as a more powerful force than despair.. fear.. and hate.. yes.. Love Rocks oN noW..:)
Oh yeah.. and one of those “meaww”.. Facebook bRing yA uppers.. provides a collage of most liked photos.. thaT juSt reminds me life is good.. and 42 likes total means that is the meaning of life.. bottom line for me.. Life is good.. oh.. the true prophets.. come in smALL measure of commercial success too.. and that reminds me of Victoria’s Secret too.. ever since Trump’s full disclosure.. the advertisements in the mall have toned it down below PG.. more fully clothed as such per Victoria’s Secret and yes.. this is fully documented with clothes as i continue to i spy modern culture in the U.S. of A.. noW..;)
Now.. back to dVerse with some more Super moon themed links where the secondary theme is also wishing someone a birthday but so far Super Moon of closest fashion in 48 years is winning out..
sMiLes my friend.. remembering what my favorite psychotherapist said.. her name is Karen by the way.. when the moon light of my emotions dimmed to new moon of dark never close to quarter full.. she said.. the mind and body is always rewiring for change in both neuroplastic and epigenetic way according to struggle of steps or sitting standing still.. then i wrote then i danced first i took the word and step.. practice act produce create first step sparks make fire of life.. in bRiGht moon eYes of iMagiNAtion.. moVinG Creativity sAMe..:)
i for one defy all scientific explanation that says the full moon has no measurable empirical effect on being human.. what they miss and what science tends to always miss iS uNivErse iNside as hUman EmoTioNs sEnsES and yeS.. even seNsuaLiTy too.. as pARt of Force BEinG hUman iN ImAginATioN.. MoVinG.. ConNecTinG creATing way.. what they miss lessunder is now.. being human.. this moon can liGht at leASt 10K words as i.. now.. affect yes.. effect more.. aS EmoTions SeNses Force human ever so more than science feels.. non-repeatable experiment i am as ‘Sheldon’ Dances..;)
Hi Lillian.. love the photos.. as i for one am mostly a visual iMage thiNker side-tracked on words for now.. hehe.. ah.. the political news has been a terrific dArk muse.. now back to Love as Love grows Super moon muse2.. Hope you continue to enjoy your travels as truly for me it is a gift to see photos coming on the fly of heARt no different than words that stream that way free..:)
I’ve really enjoyed the bright white size of the closest super moon in 48 years but what i find is missing is the red of color of blood that sings struggle.. ha.. like that’s missing anyWay.. i’ll go back to bright moon for now away from that too..;)
Birthdays are stones of miles that weigh me down in years gone past.. hmm.. 35.. 21 years ago.. a full generation.. and what i lEarned was/iS iT was/Is the stress that was taking the light emotions away and replacing that with the weight of numb and dark.. stones.. born again.. is nothing more than heARt aGain.. spiriT of EmoTions FeeLinG SeNSes ExpREssing MoVinG.. CoNnectinG.. CreaTinG.. SenSes groWinG liGht as mINd and BoDy soUL BaLaNcinG aGAin.. tHeRe’s nothing really religious about this.. just animal common sense.. cats play at 20 who are wild and free.. they can’t make the jump to the counter often at 10 worn down and domesticated by the hand of human cultures… and you know/feel if i couldn’t prove it in 12 million words and 100K photos.. all online as such.. someone might call me full of it at 56 and the faCt iS liFE.. iS iT StiLL GroWinG..:)
God is the Moon God is the Harvest God is the Sun and that my FriEnd Lynn.. iS liGht enough for me..:)
sMiLes.. reminds me of that Moody Blues Nights in White Satin Song and my favorite part.. the late lament.. perhaps worth quoting without regard to space.. here..
“Breathe deep the gathering gloom, Watch lights fade from every room. Bedsitter people look back and lament, Another day’s useless energy spent. Impassioned lovers wrestle as one, Lonely man cries for love and has none. New mother picks up and suckles her son, Senior citizens wish they were young. Cold hearted orb that rules the night, Removes the colours from our sight. Red is grey and yellow white. But we decide which is right. And which is an illusion?”
iN my life.. at least.. the oldest i ever felt/ sensed then.. was at 21 at 80.. 47 at 105.. now at 56 past.. all of that.. the youngest now.. ever felt/ sen/ sed/ and so much oF it is both life circumstance and the way i move it.. connect it.. and create it now.. thing is.. i have the opportunity to act it.. produce/direct it.. and play it.. with no masters now slaving my relative free will.. and that my friend is the amazing part.. living life with no human masters of being or book.. and also reminds me.. i’m so glad there is YouTube.. as songs like this truly no longer exist in shallow tides of twitter verse never liGht or deep aByss..:)
sMiLes my friEnd.. i suppose i was born on a special day of 6660.. feaRed in the deep red state land of LA lower alabama Florida.. Panhandle way in a state the shape of a killing gun.. then buying a beer and the cashier looking up with literal fear over three numbers.. golden spirals of God turned into beast.. oh.. what a world we live in when Nature becomes evil as God.. hmm.. anyway.. i love my birthday and i love God as Nature sAMe.. ain’t no one fooling me as i am a Moon liGht with Sun WilD and FReED.. and yes.. i am A Beast.. no shame hairy naked and stronger than ever ‘fore from head to toe.. i roar over Books oF lies.. Lord oF the Flies i cry..:)
Ya kNow.. i’m alMost to the point wHeRe the best thing about ‘this photo’ IS A moon.. a dog.. a sea.. without humans.. but i haven’t given up yET.. sMiLes mY friEnd… juST a thOught.. attempting sTiLL to divorce iT from FeeLinGS.. recent events of course.. included..;)
And now back to the routine flesh and blood activities.. of the day.. visiting mother.. getting a hair cut.. and above all with thaT DanCinG SinGinG.. Free no matter what.. private or public.. i dance.. FReED..:)
12:32 pm 11152016..;)
Hi.. some bloke… Thanks for stopping by with an expression of wew.. he..he.. yes.. an exhaustive over view here too.. with Moon Child closes iN.. more more more.. now..;)
Facebook Friend and extra nice niece Candie shares A Asperger’s Reality Facebook Page note on the realities of Anxiety that those who are NOT sufferers may not realize as an invisible disease and functional disability… Pull up your boot straps and such as that.. or the homeless person on the side of the road who looks sturdy on the outside and who is dying inside.. been there done that fresh hell and so much more as my heArt.. SpiRit and SoUL iN BoDy and MiNd too.. destroyed slowly by chronic stress over decades before coming back to life now more than ever before.. anyway.. it’s worth noting that Candie recently lost a very stressful job over decades too.. and i hope the death of all of her anxiety too.. with fresh life too as i respond with in return.. Like a cat in a cage in a lightening storm outside that lasts for years.. chronic and severe anxiety is cumulative in both feeling and bodily damage in real affect and effect… aka Severe Chronic Stress… getting away can save one’s life.. miracles come in dArk ways too.. as i’ve seen and felt.. in escape back to LiFe..:)
For everyone in November who has a birthday this month.. ‘this’ is your F iN BD card.. and sadly that includes three of Katrina’s deceased relatives.. sister.. mother and grandmother.. and also Himali.. who is taking a social media break to study hard for her CPA test in the U.S.A… never the less.. happy BD.. belated or not.. hehe..;)
Ha! #Beast and i’m really kinda surprised that i have never seen anyone else do this #pose on Facebook anywhere or my other trademark great Free Willy Fin as left elbow rising up out of water.. hmm.. could be a #yogapose or even a #natarajacosmicdance .. one thing for sure is it is mostly A original.. spur of the moment and play just for A life of fun.. other than that.. it’s totally free and a Sia Cheap thrill too.. what else.. it makes for an excellent conversation piece too.. hehe.. @least for me..;)
Whispers in the dArk.. come at moments in life.. least expected.. and more expected if one tunes an ear/eYe to deeper than external pArts of WhOle as tool.. words are pARt of those tools and valuable guide posts to navigate the feelings and senses of being human.. in terms of EmoTioNs and even spidey senses too..thaT not every feels and senses too.. Life IS A long term adventure in a short term noW forevermorenow eternally when Now beComES A Holy and Sacred noW in all moves.. words.. connections.. and creativity sAMe.. a life of meaning and purpose wHere hats are worn many for kind and courage sAMe iN fearless smARt Love ways of Being noW.. heARt.. SpiRit and soUL won for noW oNE..:)
Hi.. gigoid.. as alWays streAMinG through as breeze for wisdom muse and other news too.. of course hehe.. and haha.. too..;)
“It is not the function of our Government to keep the citizen from falling into error; it is the function of the citizen to keep the Government from falling into error.”
— Robert H. Jackson (1892-1954), U.S. Judge
WiNks.. sounds like juST ’cause for a protest or two.. eTc.. aS Such..;)
Oh yeah.. by A way i live forevernow and can prove that now.. and that’s all i need to kNoW for noW.. iN FeeLinG SeNsinG way noW..;)
“If the government doesn’t trust us with our guns, why should we trust them with theirs?”
— Smart Bee (Now, there’s a thought…..)
Hmm.. everyone in my neighborhood has an armory in a stand your ground state.. they’ve set the standard and now i no longer ever never now ever now.. need a gun.. as always now.. ‘everyone’ serves to protect me too.. hehe.. whether they realize it or not.. hahaX2..;)
“Appearances to the mind are of four kinds. Things either are what they appear to be; or they neither are, nor appear to be; or they are, and do not appear to be; or they are not, and yet appear to be. Rightly to aim in all these cases is the wise man’s task.”
— Epictetus (c. 60 AD) — Discourses, Book i, Chap. xxvii
i skip most all those pArts now and view it all as i like iT.. and make thAT reaLiTy.. works with little to no responsibilities.. i seek and find now.. now.. i make it what now is.. but yes.. these steps necessary too.. first.. before graduating to more fully a life of relative free will.. in other words as Neo J miGht say.. escaping the Matrix.. camel.. needle eYe and all that jazz too..;)
“I stood Among them, but not of them; in a shroud Of thoughts which were not their thoughts.”
— Lord Byron (1788-1824) — Childe Harold’s Pilgrimage, Canto iii, Stanza 113
Hmm.. every now i see the name.. Lord Byron i am reminded of his ‘out of this world’ Cranial Capacity of 2200cc.. Jesus F iN Christ.. almost 50 percent larger than the global norm.. no doubt this dude is over A norm of brain for sure..;)
Other than that.. i mostly only fit into a place named me2..;)
“A little nonsense now and then, is cherished by the wisest men.”
– Willie Wonka
See a brown paper bag be a brown paper bag.. and yes as far as Calvin.. eTc.. eT aL too..;)
“Free people, remember this maxim: We may acquire liberty, but it is never recovered if it is once lost.”
Liberty… A tricky maxim.. wiTh A book..;)
“If you wanna be free, keep your eyes open and think for yourself.”
– Smart Bee
Oh Lord.. group think.. and that inspires a group think song again.. after reviewing an entire page where a bunch of J Trump Loving Christians gloated over a woman protestor getting killed on a highway.. praying for the car that it didn’t receive any injuries.. the loss of empathy/compassion is worse than not thiNking.. in hUman terms of ignorance of heARt.. Dead bLack hOle soUL.. spiRit spiraling down noW to wHeRe hell lives Now.. dEvilS included of course with so-called Christian wings.. without F iN Feathers.. spine of soul.. skeleton of dreams.. dead eYe humans…;)
“Knowing others is wisdom; Knowing the self is enlightenment. Mastering others requires force; Mastering the self requires strength. He who knows he has enough is rich. Perseverance is a sign of will power. He who stays where he is endures. To die but not to perish is to be eternally present.”
— Lao-tzu (c604-c531 BC)
What Jesus tried to say the best he could before he was crucified in words of many others and that to come after that.. at least Lao said it alive.. as such in ways of Book.. anyway.. more complete than anything in that so-called modern western bible.. all advanced as such.. ha under statement..;)
Number one science proven factor for happiness is the human connection.. without that folks find other stuff to do.. if not smart phones.. tater chips.. candy.. TV.. etc… Village of Love or soul searching.. sure.. i miss the Bowling Center days of two decades of wall to wall flesh and blood smiles.. tears.. frowns.. and joy.. waves of feeling human in the gut of LIFe.. other than thaT Hi Rafiah.. all science takes away the human touch.. also ironically proven by science too.. where systemizing mind shuts of the faucet of soUL.. heaRt and spiRit too.. humans continue to self destruct this way as God is tired of them destroying the rest of God here.. anyWay…. as that comes to a moment in history.. let’s just say.. or not do….too…;)
The trials and errors.. wins and loses.. of us vs them.. also known as philosophy.. politics and religion.. determining who is on the right or wrong side of history now.. hehe.. anyway.. i’d rather rather be a fool and be free than be any real part of that as a practice of life.. as a participant observer anthropologist.. who can play and not fall prey to thus speak against those speak.. etc.. merry go around an insane ride that never ends left or right.. as human nature is divided by fears vs loves.. hmm.. i’ll travel love.. as a win.. and visit the other controversies of human tribal nature just for fun.. and more on that in a few while FOOL Dancing is worth quoting word by word for a MacroVerse memory provided nicely all free by Facebook today.. from two years ago per say..;)
The Joker’s Wild..
The Sacred Clown..
AND WELL.. MOST EVERY FOOL..
STARTS OUT BY BEING BULLIED FOR BEING DIFFERENT..
WHETHER IT IS THE OUTCAST
SEEN AS DIFFERENT TO THE REST OF THE TRIBE..
AND WHAT CAN HAPPEN..
AS PER THE ‘SECOND VIDEO ABOVE’..
THE BULLIED CAN BECOME THE BULLY FOOL..
AND i choose the Challenge
HELPING RATHER THAN HARMING
THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE!
BUT TRULY THE GREATEST FREEDOM IS ONE
WHO CHOOSES TO PLAY THE FOOL.. AND NOT THE
AS ALL FOOL TRULY MEANS IS ONE WHO IS NOT
PART OF THE SOCIAL NORM..
BUT TO STEP OUTSIDE OF IT..
MANIAC IN DANCE!
FULL HUMAN BEING
WHEREVER THE COURSE
AND THE STORY OF MY ‘AUNT ABOVE’ IS THAT SHE
AND MY MOTHER’S PATERNAL GRANDFATHER WAS
PER THE GHOST DANCE..
SACRED CLOWN TRADITION…
with that and the Cherokee on my mother’s maternal
THERE IS SOME WILD NATIVE INDIGENOUS SPIRIT
INTERPRETIVE PRAISE DANCE TO THE ONE THAT IS ALL IN ME!
in the video above..
So yes.. the fool is Clark Kent..
and most every other comic book hero..
who meets the challenge.. the struggle.. and moves on…
so IS the
KING OF THE JEWS…
i’m in good company..
as I play whatever fool i so choose.. with relative free will..
tale the story of life..
THROUGH VAGAL NERVE..
FROM BRAIN TO GUT..
KUNDALINI SERPENT FREE…
i DO fly FREE ON TERRESTRIAL PLANES
FEELING THE WINGS OF HAWKS AND EAGLES..
THE CLAWS OF LIONS.. LEOPARDS.. TIGERS..
AND MY YELLOW BOY AT FEAT
i fly FREE WITH GOD..
NEVER THE LESS..
THE NUMBER FOR THE THOTH TAROT
ZERO FOR BOTH BEGINNING AND END..
And by the way.. my number in number challenge in
Numerology birthdate and name report
for the fool..
followed by three ones..
So my challenge is
AND i choose to forge a path
instead of doing
Oh by A way this IS A Fool Haibun where the short narrative paragraph is followed by a run on Haiku.. hehe.. now ain’t freedom grand when actually practiced in a country that actually allows it still.. while others are arguing over who is right or wrong.. left or right.. or some where down in the middle of purgatory too.. i’ll stay on the fool party on.. and continue to dance and sing just for fun.. yes.. politics and even organized religion same can be a humorous play of events.. and of course sad one too for those it offends.. disgraces.. and out wrong harms to the potential of even death.. but so far.. no world wars since the 40’s and hey.. still a free country for me @least.. as the meek and last and humble and all of that @least continue as wHo inherit the Earth as heaven in/of/as what’s left of blue.. green.. brown.. still shrinking ice white polar caps of bliss.. it’s a fool’s world still.. where we squirrels run free with all our nuts in tow.. whatever that might mean.. hehe.. hmm.. oh yeah.. ps.. ain’t life grand when money is not a part of any contingencies.. haha.. the dream of the Good Cop Jesus has become iSReaL is/as me.. hey.. he did say it was is possible.. you kNow the Good Cop Jesus now toDay.. believe it or not Ripley and Horatio sAMe..;)
And a memory from 4 years ago.. as a short clip of a paragraph.. as yes i did have a very detailed history in writing that adhered strictly to the rules of Victorian English hehe.. in fact a search on ‘Kate Mia’ my alias then with key word ‘Autism Speaks’ brings up over a million google search results.. sure.. not all me but lots of me too.. hehe.. and those folks in online Autism Communities actually thought i was a paid employee defending the organization.. as sure.. i tend to get all focused uP on whatever i am doing to the extreme wRiTe oN course.. haha.. oh God.. yes.. and the politics of autism communities online of the so-called higher end functioning part that consider themselves segregated by the rest of society by force of them instead of us.. particularly even an Alex Jones and the new political republican ‘Bannon’ style for the ‘poor underprivileged’ white man exclusive and tribal/ nationalistic and separatist nature of us us us.. and NO.. you you you.. hmm.. hilarious yes.. but very dangerous same in terms of strife.. conflict.. and more haters on the come.. but here’s the thing.. this is part of Nature.. human Nature and god sAMe.. the dARk of fear and etc.. of the newly disfranchised from society of the pool of before of privilege now lost in a society that is no longer a white man’s club as elite as such.. now just another pool of humans wanting to keep their heads above water and survive in a familiar element of fear.. misery.. suffering.. eTc.. where all of that enjoys the company of the same.. stagnating.. endless loops of angry to keep the motivation for living in fear a way out in constant argument.. rarely getting any where but motivation to go on to the next moment.. yes.. politics.. and religion and even philosophy most always rides the tail of disenfranchisement of the social lost and separate.. who wanna get it back together again.. in external way.. but see.. the way of the Fool.. is making it on tHiEr own.. in whatever pool of crap they land in.. in more original ways of spreading out individually now per say.. and most importantly DO in a dance and song of originality.. as imagination… creativity.. in moving.. connecting.. and creating now.. come to rule within.. as this diatribe continues.. haha.. perhaps just for fun.. as that is what the fool does just for fun.. as life becomes good as actor.. director.. and even writer producer.. photographer.. singer and dancer of one’s own play of life.. eTc.. run on sentences or whatever makes the roll of life both rock on and fun forevermore now.. humm.. sure hymn the humm too.. whatever it takes to be free.. is what i for one continue as a practice of life now.. oh yeah.. so here is that short clip of static Queen Victorian speak.. all logical.. concise.. and coherent as such..;)
“Very encouraging to see that another organization commented on this article, the Autism Rights Watch (ARW), run by people on the spectrum willing to collaborate and work with other organizations like Autism Speaks, and also willing to take a stand against the ongoing fight between the Autistic Self-Advocacy Network and Autism Speaks.”
i used Online Autism politics as a sideshow diversion to keep my mind off the best i could.. a pain disorder of worst known to mankind.. type two trigeminal neuralgia.. for two years and more.. after i already experienced that pain of misery and suffering like a Dentist Drill in my eye and ear for almost 33 months of not being able to use my ears and eyes for effectively anything of literal note.. under almost intolerable pain.. and yes intolerable pain to look at any reading or listening to any music then.. and just like politics today.. i found liberals and conservatives.. outliers.. including the conspiracy leaning folks who thought a frigging charitable organization was a Eugenics Nazi organization.. i kid you not.. of the still Alex Jones flavor of minion cult folks now today.. people are alike and different all over.. same story.. same religion.. same politics.. same football game.. same different philosophies.. all with different labels of languages and clothes the same.. Jesus F. iN Christ.. makes ya wanna just peel off your cultural clothes.. not unlike the Emerald Forest in ’85.. where they traveled in that movie to civilization.. got the FucK out and returned to Nature peeling off those cultural clothes in both metaphor and real like they were the most evil disgusting clothes they had ever encountered up to then.. well truth to me.. they are and sTill is.. the problem started way back.. with storing grains.. overpopulation.. bigger villages cities.. tools of killing more.. and frigging sidewalks that say walk this way only please to maintain order.. Nature is free and so are we when free.. when forage for survival is necessary day to day.. people must cooperate to survive so that is what they do.. other than that folks get too much time on their hands with stored grain.. sit on their asses behind computers not much different than i am doing now.. and kill time while the rest of nature lives it real like a team that knows and feels no limits or expectations of human contrived cLocks of one way sidewalk hell too.. it is what it is.. i for one rise and thrive.. it’s just a way of creating happiness for me.. hmm.. that takes work.. lots of work in a world like this.. bottom line possible yes.. not easy but oh.. so much fun.. in A iSREaL Heaven noW..;)
“DO NOT ADJUST YOUR MIND: IT IS REALITY THAT IS MALFUNCTIONING”
— Robert Anton Wilson
Ha! Robert Anton Wilson.. among my favorites along with his Dissertation on Prometheus Rising.. Reality a Quantum stew of purpose and meaning beyond empirical reductionism of mind’s with eYes..;)
Dove sta memora
“You have not snared her, Scarecrow Death: She’s in my pulse, My heart, my breath. Eye sees only Local hardware; Brain conceives Nonlocal software; Brain knows more Than eye can see: Brain can scan Eternity.”
— Robert Anton Wilson
Brain is bigger than all the books in the world.. MiNd is essence of all that is.. at core of UniVerse Start Connections.. Neurons same.. spreading out in galaxy of body trillion peptide connections.. in cells.. fire at core of sUn eMOTiOns SeNSEs sAMe woRkinG toGeTher unleashed released.. as Quantum god sings Quantum song iSreAL.. mini-mes uNivErse iN paRt of Fractal wHOle are we.. juSt a reminder aGaIN more than books and or words will ever tail a comet speed away from now..:)
In other words life is more than A Haiku of now..;)
or a twitter verse too..;)
“Never let the future disturb you. You will meet it, if you have to, with the same weapons of reason which today arm you against the present.”
— Marcus Aurelius Antoninus
Reason will never be enough for LiFe as Free..:)
At least that is what the scientists say..;)
And Popes.. and Priests and Pastors too.. even Gurus.. and Yogi’s and all who rule..;)
in systemizing mind away from Art oF Free.. feeling sensing more no words at all..:)
i say with reason again..;)
“Religion is what keeps the poor from murdering the rich.”
— Napoleon Bonaparte
Football.. Politics.. Philosophy.. Religion.. it’s all the same and different too as same..;)
“Education is the kindling of a flame, not the filling of a vessel.”
And once again i say.. far beyond the origin of words..:)
The word was first.. yeah.. tell that to the Sun.. and core of senses and emotions same as crucible of human soul same as center and whole of Sun.. Fire you’re fired you fire.. sing and dance a Song of Sense and Feel with or without words of lone.. be ‘fore..;)
The militia of these free commonwealths, entitled and accustomed to their arms, when compared with any possible army, must be _tremendous and irresistable_. Who are the militia? _are they not ourselves_? Is it feared, then, that we shall turn our arms _each man against his own bosom_? Congress have no power to disarm the militia. Their swords, and every other terrible implement of the soldier, are _the birth-right of an American_…the unlimited power of the sword is not in the hands of either the _federal or state governments_, but, where I trust in God it will ever remain, _in the hands of the people_.”
— Tench Coxe 20 Feb. 1788
Again.. i appreciate my well armed neighbors they serve me well unarmed with biceps strong..;)
“There is one sure way of telling when politicians aren’t telling the truth
— their lips move.”
— Felicity Kendall
Yes.. words are overrated and dance is largely lost as trUth and liGht iNside.. the politics of words as written to control.. all present and subjugating now..:)
Seriously the devil’s tool is words as the devil is a human without empathy and compassion who has lost the non-verbal touch of reciprocal social communication now.. a world of increasing text away from life.. a world functionally disabled no less than one who is disabled by no choice of tHeir own.. the thing is.. there is positive neuroplasticity and positive epigenetics same in response to environmental struggle for change.. and there is the dark side.. the nocebo opposite voodoo affect and effect of placebo miracles of positive believe in thought and action too.. in ways of neuroplasticity in wiring in brain never made.. and genetics never unpacked in environmental challenge and epigenetic processes as they normally do in free and wild.. all naked as such on sand and rock.. and grass and meadows colored spring of eyes alive.. Nature Deficit Disorder started with the first written word.. and now text proliferates to save the rest of Nature from the human race.. as it’s true it is some of the best birth control of all hehe.. as well as pornography and all the rest of those youth in Japan who never do the wild thing evermorenow.. hmm.. God as Nature is FucKinG in control.. humans are just guinea pigs in their own experiment of systemizing scientist one and most all now the same.. i FucKinG RoBot Zombie Apocalypse more.. bottom line no FucKinG extinguishes the fire of human destruction of the rest of the planet more.. still not sure if God sent me here as savior of what and who the same.. perhaps not unlike that New Noah movie.. the creatures of the wild with God Nature eYes fair and free.. only to be saved by the power of Love more than text alone.. i sing i dance for more..:)
“An apple a day keeps the doctor away – if you aim right!”
— Smart Bee
And yeS it helps to lift more than a smArt phone and move..;)
SeriouSly.. A greaTest insanity of humanity today comes down to one word now.. Sitting…
What FucKinG animal survives in the long run by sitting.. not for longer than moving mostly for sure.. i For ONE Dance..;)
(note to self) go out in the sand and sun and FucKinG do iT noW.. DANCE.. practice what i preach or feel a real fool now..;)
SMiLes.. i caMe for A lost SonG.. so.. i’LL SinG it heRe.. so many lost and never found songs.. iN A life with almost infinite possibilities when lived freed with resources same.. so many distractions.. so many options.. so many avenues never walked or danced.. i sing oF ‘fore past as sAMe as Now.. a life well spent a life well worn.. Now A life well traveled iS SonG iN paThs more.. liGhts uP noW..:)
Other than that.. hi! thefeatheredsleep.. been a while since i came by.. and wrote.. oh.. Lord.. Lost in an ocean of words.. coming aboard other lands whenever possible now more.. anWay.. hope you are doing well Candice.. as i try to polish sMall talk too..;)
Hmm.. i’m not sure what’s more amazing.. now.. the fact that i can capture ‘this scene’s garden nature’.. with an iPhone6s Camera in the year 2016.. or the wonder of Nature where this Milkweed Assassin Orange Insect perches sTill on a Cycad King Sego Palm.. in a family of Cycads that has inhabited the Earth for somewhere close to 300 Million years or so.. dwarfing humans no different than age old dragon flies.. some of which still fly at speeds of 60 miles per hour.. and Nautilus same in the record books of life.. encased in fossil rocks with their modern brothers and sisters as such.. Green.. year ’round in Florida Summers that are coming closer to never ending.. hehe.. no.. not hehe.. if you are in South Asia.. in sinking homeland.. but sure that’s the price of an orange assassin more.. unless controlled from eating more than his appetite should store.. oh Lord.. the taKing gaMe verses the giving gAme of God and MoTheR NaTuRE sAme.. don’t ya kNow when you give back more you take more with yA.. iN eYes of LiVinG verses dead.. no.. anywaY.. yA plant or fly or swim as soil.. and water and air as sAMe oF diFFerent too.. anyWay2.. this is like an introductory poetic all free verse expression for the dVerse Garden prompt by super nice poet Kim now from over tHeRe.. acknowledging i am human when i visit her Garden with at least a like of hi.. if nothing more than a say of you are human too.. like that.. hehe.. anyway3.. we insects of odd carefully and freely step our way ‘cross strands of world wide web.. and no matter what my free will not be killed by orange insects now.. relatively speaKinG oF course wRite oN course foR Now..:)
WeLL.. iT’s true.. when Ya mix red and blue you get purple as was is the hope of the Clinton’s as they came in hopes to mend a fence not to be made so high.. for hope.. hmm.. perHaps yA didn’t notice the color coordinated pair on the loSing stAge.. and truly the real Victory as displayed in V-Shaped purple dress vest on Hillary’s day of her concession speech and BiLL’s tie in color of purple too.. to match that color now of cooperation too.. as the feared red and blue attempt to mingle more.. anyway.. the story goeS on iN Garden Green for me as when asked iF i want A red or blue piLL.. i sAid pArty on for Green of understanding both sides now .. and nothing more than that in political way oF Free for continuing best bets for freer humanity too.. foR NoW as free goes2..;)
Off to dVerse now.. 11162016 at 3:26 pm.. as a Garden pARTy continues..;)
Garden of leaves.. steps.. words ya’VE heard the rigor more roll and rock with sonG what more is tHeRE to noW.. do butt SinG.. And DancE..;)
GarDen UniVerse bRanches lEaves.. mOre of liFe gets a long toGeTheR.. green with bleeding live..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd Kim.. first of all thanks for this Garden prompt it’s like medicine for a rooster soup soul.. hehe.. and truly it’s sad when gardens become toweRed by giants of steel and stone.. and at less and more one would hope that those who live up top can come down to see the smallest insects and buds of colors below.. anyway.. tHEy pay no miNd to FeeL oF GarDen towers theY spRead out more iN colonies and leaves of Love.. hmm.. vine more.. reach cross liGht LovE noW..:)
Funny thing.. sTiLL noW it seems.. Gardens of humans are often private.. but in Nature more they are alWays open naked and free.. and i often share my yard of Garden in back yard and even front yard view with the world.. hey.. i worked it alone for many years of sweat.. miGht as weLL share.. what the hell.. done tHeRe did thaT miGhT aS well free garden for now all open as such.. free verse garden too.. and hey.. i even share what i eat at the restaurant with the world.. but wife.. no.. if she makeS iT.. she sayS iT’s private.. keep iT in ‘tween the tAble your mouth and stomach only.. until what comes after that.. hmm.. Life is kinda like that what comes next is never as great as what is now when holy and sacred all.. every wHeRe i look i see an Open Garden oF Free.. sAdly2.. i see too many closed one’s afrAid oF liGht..:)
WeLL.. Hello ladyleemanilla.. i am so impressed that you shared 72 photos of garden view with us on this wonderful day over in the states with Thanks Giving approaching next week.. perhaps even more impressed is the fact i don’t see any of those copyright ownership thingies anywhere on your page here.. hmm.. lesson learned for me on death’s step below darkest hell night.. i will never ever own anything here.. even my life is only a gift from a very large garden now.. and i am just another weed fortunate enough to survive.. it wasn’t always like that as death can teach more about life than bill of own ever could.. when all of life becomes a garden of free.. when fear of death and anxiety and all illusory fears melt away.. a garden of love is born that will never be owned only give for free for life is gift.. nothing more.. owned less and more for give.. anyway.. haha.. my soul is for the giving.. we are a family of humans toGeTher.. iF a person will not share Nature with the world for free.. i surely wouldn’t ask for a crumb of bread as Love.. no matter how starved and cold i was/am as that garden continues to gRow.. Ocean whole iN all i do.. Giving inspires me most.. and owning always makes me feel sad for those closed in own that way.. LiVinG Gardens give more than own…:)
Lord.. i’m so happy you didn’t use pesticides.. as sAdly that’s what some folks see religion as… in garden of prune.. i’m not sure Nature needs humans at all.. in fact i’m positive the rest of nature never read a book and did much better than human words.. collective intelligence.. cultures.. etc.. and melting ice caps now getting so much care from human books for now.. i don’t know if you ever noticed but the flowers wHo with stand the greatest crosses of drOught have the most youthful looking flowers in briGht colors oF aLL.. have you ever noticed in all these years that Jesus never ages too.. and is alWays kind with a big heArt now.. something about that hearT spells no pesticide to me.. or even prunes.. sMiLes.. my friend.. it’s all for liGht i hope you FeeL..:)
It’s funny.. i used to spend hours pulling up weeds all over my yard.. bricked every flower bed straight and narrow and even clipped leaves of grass by hand ’round square patio bLock.. fertilized every floWer religiously with miracle grow.. until one day i stopped growing and started fading away. and come to find out my garden didn’t need me at all then.. i needed me to hear now and see a Garden within.. now there is simple communion with tree.. plant.. leave.. insect.. bird and more.. soil is my feet.. Earth is my breath.. and ocean circulates salt same in veins of Love.. Streams.. Rivers Waves same as words.. i care not to control.. aLL Ocean wHOle airs me all waters me aLive aS liGht..:)
i suppose A sAddest Garden iN A world iS oNe wHeRe no plants can be added and none can be taken aWay for colored change..:)
IF it’s not LOVE it’s not Christian at least not for A good cop Golden Rule Jesus.. i miss that Jesus.. ’round these pARts.. iN A paNhandle oF A State of Flowers.. all the flowers are GCJ Christian by A way.. pure bred.. alWays from sand as God..:)
i cannot find the GCJ iN Church lately.. i seek.. so i go to Nature and sHe is alWays waiting tHeRe.. And found.. Garden oF Love IS A color of sand and beyond rainBows too.. noW..:)
Oh Lord.. love liFe on the farm iN garden now with animals saMe.. communion with iT aLL and resting sleep thaT city liGhts can not garden Peace.. unTil i becaMe A farm and dance iT everywHeRe i SinG.. though.. i suppose.. it’s more Beach now than farm of sow…:)
And then Victoria’s Secret Garden became totAlly eXposed.. ha.. it’s alWays the Artists that move freedom more wild and naked than ever ‘forE now.. funny how stuff becomes more innocent when totAlly posed.. and perhaps juSt the thOught oF iT WiLL muse a few more poetic leanings from me.. as science shows now it is lust and a balance of love that is origin and core of all stuff productivity and creativity too.. sure.. libiDo2.. liKe thaT’s anYthing nude..;)
For me.. it’s a river i AM raised on with so many flowers of Love.. nurtured from a Grandmother long retired before oil painting like Grand Ma moses StArted in her sixties after her father’s death.. too.. shot gun home of youth bulldozed over on Willing street river town of Milton now.. sand patch left.. one Pecan tree and a few shrubs small.. but the view of god whole aCross the River is as large as it is before i can speak at age 3.. hmm… never needed any words to see THaT Garden mY.. friEnd.. Sreeja..:)
It’s funny.. i used to be almost afraid of fall with seasonal affective disorder.. now it seems that was simply a disorder of living in a school and work cave during the day.. now that Summer doesn’t seem to end in Fall in Florida in the U.S. of A.. i look forward to rotting leaves like never before.. death is resting for life i find now.. i suppose a dead garden is better than no garden at all.. as long as A sun finds a way to shine inside.. and i have to admit both dance and song seem to generate that more no matter season or spring.. and sorry to run on but the nice customer service lady now says when i dance in public going on three years now.. at the same SW store town heRe.. i bRing SpRing with me year ’round no matter what it looks like outside.. and that my friend after living in hell IS A Real miracle from 66 months in that other place.. ’cause hell iSreal too.. i feel now as Heaven more too.. A Garden of Dance and SonG as LovE..:)
It’s hard to destroy people and the living earth and all the other animals too when one can finAlly see that God is dirt.. and no not just Adam alone.. A Garden of Love isREaL..:)
ladynyo talks more about dirt and i say.. after she says thanks for commenting..
Welcome.. ladynyo.. interestingly.. the first Middle Eastern words for God mean Earth and water as a mix of silt.. yeS anD is real God.. after that sadly IT eventually moved away from an Isreal Indigenous people’s God that one experiences as verb.. in yes.. A tangible way not unlike Yoda who can feel this Force in all things now.. iN real feelings and senses now and not just empty shells of words.. anyWay.. the world would be a much nicer place if all respected the entire blanket of life and existence as God rather than rather empty words in books that lead to mostly separation and division.. more likely saving life on the planet as well as a bonus benefit too..:)
WeLL.. hello Lynn.. noW.. this is my 17th poetic expression iN Garden way now.. hehe.. iF ya wanna cAll it thaT and i must admit that a theme oF Garden and God saMe has unleashed a dam break once again.. but i’LL keep it short sort of hehe.. noW.. as Now A essence oF A Garden runneth over as such..;)
AnyWay.. hi.. may not finish the rest but never the less i made you the end anyWay now.. as you’ve been sort oF instrumental in helping me finish a ‘little’ project of mind.. in A test ment of sortS as heARt i guess for more.. sure.. miNd and BoDy SoUL for BaLanCinG too.. and that’s all for now as A Garden and Ocean samE grows longer.. and on top of that got a gym date coming too.. as human gardens need lots of exercise away from keyboards too..;)
Just a note too at close to the end friend Lynn.. this is the least amount of commenters i’ve ever seen on all of the poems in a dVerse prompt yet.. he he but i made up for the rest of that.. i suppose the election and all of that is singing the poetry online liberal blues too.. nothing gets me down.. nothing get me down.. as i got THE power within my friEnd..;)
uh oh.. just got a notification from Lynn where she is curious with and explanation point about what i just did in new test ment way.. so here i go with some more good news for her..;)
He he.. FriEnd Lynn.. i will leave no question marks with out reMark.. well.. as i might have mentioned earlier.. i recently finished a 42 month witness for God in a 3.3 million word free verse poem in longest long form style in history now of humankind.. technically per se.. as it will fit no where.. even if someone wanted to publish an ocean whole poem like that.. and it’s also A SonG oF mY soUL and that will never go on sale.. anyway2.. that entire poem is still growing at the 721st Macro-Verse comprised of many Micro-Verses.. and micro-micro verses such as this very one i am writing now that comprises all 17 poetic free verse expressions that by the way are all in what they term in poetry science as concrete forms coming in chalices.. lamps… etc.. and even beyond word forms.. in most all 3.3 million words plus now of 721 Macro-Verses whole in actually additionally 2 mirror blogs that entail that whole enchilada and more all said and done now with somewhere around 1.5 million views of folks who venture in some of those rabbit holes too.. and what i just did in 6 weeks as i write an average of 180K words or so every 6 weeks now IS A 12 chapter Galaxy of such as pArt of that Universe whole poem consisting of 12 Macro-Verses as additional metaphor for chapters too.. at precisely 181,221 words as ending recent on 11112016.. that is the 6th named Free verse novel of which 5 are like solar systems and galaxies along with planets of that entire UniVerse of words too.. or perhaps Multi-Verses now as Universes too.. anyway just some metaphors to help you understand a stand in pArt of what’s going down for real.. and the instrumental part in that 6 chapters was actually a cut and paste from a year ago where you and i pursued a short Micro-Micro-Verse discussion as part of Micro-Verse in regard to ISAIAH CHAPTER 53 in form of what i had to say back to you then.. currently i continue to work on John 14:12.. let’s just put it this way with WiNks per se.. tHeRe ain’t nothing Luke warm about me.. additionally completing 6450 miles or so of praise dance in 39 months now too in all public places in the Pensacola Metro Area where folks literally in the general audience have named me a legend of dance now.. little do they KnoW the entirety of my mission.. and it’s still kinda hard to put into words my friend.. but since you asked the least i could do is do my best to provide an answer from the holy spirit within.. as that continues to flow as streAm into River as waves branch out to Ocean Whole more.. other than that hope you had a nice work-out.. as i just finished 33 reps of leg pressing 1020lbs.. on a very difficult parallel leg press machine.. outdoing Marines a third of my age at twice as much weight than i’ve ever seen anyone attempt on that machine there.. with my arms raised in air.. like i said i am a witness for God in all the gifts provided my friend.. including 66 months spent in literal hell on earth with a condition named trigeminal neuralgia experienced from wake to sleep like someone drilling ear and eye without novocaine and also named the suicide disease and literally assessed in medical literature as worse than the torture of crucifixion my friend.. anyway you are just another friend on a very long trail my friend.. and i appreciate you.. as everyone else who has provided all the inspiration i need in both liGht and dArk and sHades of grey beyond RainBow colors too.. i must say you’ve been much liGhter than many places i’ve been.. as tRust mE.. tHeRe haven’t been too many places.. i’ve missed at this point.. Bless you friend.. and sleep tight.. Lynn.. this ain’t just a dAm break.. it’s a TsUNaMi now..;)
NoW as ‘they’ saY it’s now for A Karmic eYe to come out and play foR noW.. seriouSly like the shirt says.. “Do You Even Lift”..;)
WeLL.. Yellow Boy iS at iT aGain.. studious bible study Cat he is upon Katrina’s lap his fellow biblical scholar.. Kat too.. hmm.. and today the Yellow Boy draws my attention to not only Joshua Chapter one but also Joshua Chapter two.. noting there is actuAlly two spies in this parTicular Bible pArt of WhoLe.. who are supported by the good guy Joshua in charge.. hmm.. i suppose it’s now for another James Bond as such song.. which one to use.. which one to use.. i’LL sleep on that pARt whOle and figure the rest of this ouT when morning comes on my own version of Holy and Sacred R and R Thursday Free all the way Free dance day and niGht activities.. to Rest and Recuperate.. ending the night’s dance at yes.. the 135th Dance Celebration week with aLL the Kool College Age folks at Old Seville Quarter iN P-Cola Florida.. wHere even Pan can see a portrait of an Arcadia MiLL.. on 120th Church Street as a lit uP building too.. just a stone’s throw or so.. from the Dance Hall Grand with hundreds and hundreds of happy partiers in Drink and SonG Bliss.. hmm.. beFore the next morn.. headache comes.. along with whatever ends up toGeTher by the end of Bar niGht.. as alWays i’LL be going home allone WiTh GoD.. sAMe as iN the Dance Hall as Dance pARtner solo and or wiTh a little help from my Dance FriEnds too..;)
Hello.. my friEnd.. Candice.. see.. told ya.. you would see me soon.. The evils of religion exposed here.. and surely not limited to any one religion.. as they tend to be practices of ignorance over both reason and heart when carried to the extreme as these dark parts of most religions excluding a few like Jainism do exist and the evidence of the harm as these books are interpreted as poetry to justify the cruelest most heartless human behavior one can imagine.. and perhaps one of the dark positive aspects of the Trump Campaign in the U.S.. now.. is it brings to surface the evil that is contained in how the Christian religion is practiced in the United States.. as both the Koran and the Bible taken literally as interpreted as justification for dark evil.. can easily be used to justify rape and murder and torture as we lEarn from histories.. too that are in this present now.. and i have seen some of the most heartless acts of true evil come out from the wood work of Christianity since this event that lay somewhat hidden.. particularly.. out of the pulpit of the Catholic Church i attend that retains a philosophy of love until it comes to the last pariah’s.. homosexuals.. and their rights to life.. liberty AND the pursuit of happiness.. where laws protect all from the evil of so-called modern religions IF THEY HAD THEIR WAY.. and folks who call themselves Christians gloating over at least one woman’s accidental death hit by a car in the protests.. where you would think you were back at the Roman Gladiator events with folks gloating when the Lion ate the so-called Christians who are those same Roman folks now who come to think they have a free reign of hate now.. in evil ways.. emboldened by their new savior of dark.. it is days like this where even i.. who likes to stick with light can appreciate a dark parody of the realities of the dark of religion now like the so-called modern satanists an organization developed to fight against a religion of ignorance as it harms the free will of humans.. not that i agree with this approach but it does have a certain place in the scheme of all positive change in pointing out the ignorance that is still so deep with real evil now that harms others to the greatest extremes in female gentile mutilation and dowries in cases where young girls are forced into non-conSENsual marriages in institutionalized rape.. Sociologists suggest that by the year 2050.. Muslim peoples who are of the perceived less valuable part in terms of women and homosexuals will have the same rights that the oppressed and repressed have gained in the United States.. but as we can clearly see from over here.. those elements.. if they had their way would still oppress and repress people with the power of the state in blood stained hands of killing heart.. here over in the United States.. of course.. i’m singing to the choir and i understand now.. human beings are amazing creatures with great neuroplastic.. epigenetic.. and even placebo potential in the power of change.. noW in regard to adaptation to the environment they are placed for struggle.. in both belief of thoughts with the power of suggestion and actually getting out there in toil of sweat and even blood to rise up to the physical challenges of life.. it’s rather simple.. positive thoughts lead to positive actions when one gets out there and makes the first word of SonG in emotional and sensory light and first step of same liGht in DancE of liFe.. iN whatever way metaphors for that come in life.. but yes there is the dark side too.. of doubt and fear.. and negative neuroplastic and epigenetic change in response to a dark environment that leads to stagnation.. stress.. and chronic anxiety,. fears.. where humans are more easily controlled for subjugation in anyway that comes by a ruling class of whomever that may be.. down to a real scientific empirically tested reality of A ‘Nocebo” in a real voodoo effect way.. one sees this with imaginary demons in church related ways.. Jinn myths in Muslim Mosques.. the same with different names for a voodoo devil in each religion too.. and sure they equate to human doubts and fears than can be created as an actual dark and evil force inside by self-fulfilling prophecy and seriouSly that is what most of life ends ups being in the long run my friend a self- fulfilling prophecy whether generated within or through force and coercion of religion.. human beings are gifted with great potential of light in dreams of imagination and creativity same.. but the nightmares as you highlight so well here are equally prevalent in pockets of the world today all around the world where fear and ignorance still rules with those who would lead folks down dark paths to control and subjugate them for reproductive and materialistic gains.. selfishly as such.. with little to no empathy and compassion for the other human beings at hand.. sure.. those with vaginas and different sexual orientations perceived as the weaker ones to be controlled with domination as such.. truly.. it all starts at the heart.. a fearless man without love can kill millions of folks.. same as a fearful man with no heart and even some heart who iS in a position of power.. the same.. sure.. i shouldn’t say just man as woman can do this too.. even those folks with alternate gender orientations as well.. but a person who has fearless love with some smARt sprinkled in is the anti-dote to the evil in the world we see.. raising these kind of folks is getting harder to do.. as the electronic devices of cOld heArt have become the New Jesus and Muhammad and even parents too.. yes.. Gods exist in screens of 4 inch scream.. and these Gods can be the ones who take empathy and compassion in flesh and blood reciprocal communication away.. and create the future demons and devils still yet to come.. it’s already happening where the Roman Gladiators are now the new Christians with smart phones in world wide web Colosseums that worship human suffering in promoting ways.. it’s disgusting but understandable also as it is generated by the devil of fear.. there is a time and place for a Marilyn Manson song.. but it too promotes violence and i am not willing to go that far.. but for those who can understand the deeper and truly relevant meaning of it.. it’s worth a glance of what art is here for.. yes.. to save human heARt.. SpiRiT and SoUL.. and to point out the hypocrisies where it might just save someone’s tangible soul… more than tangerine orange as orange has recently become the new bLack sadly enough over here in the U.S. in ways of those who do promote evil from the pulpits of ruling church.. we live in interesting days.. my friend but interesting days can eventually lead to positive change with enough cognitive empathy generated to understand the differences as well as the similarities that make life good instead of ignorant and dark dark hell for these little girls in so-called Muslim countries who are mutilated and destroyed in heart and soul.. raising sons who will keep the evil cycle going with dark eye souls.. of fear and hate.. nah.. cannot end this one with a smile.. just an endless ellipse of hopeful change….. in liGht.. and for a song perhaps now Shepard of Fire will go great with this.. thanks for the inspiration.. was looking for a way to say this.. early this morning.. reading about ‘Jinns’.. and real life one’s too.. my friEnd.. now.. Hehe.. sure that was/is epic too but evil inspires epic good too.. let’s hope.. as liGht does come from dARk.. too..:)
Oh.. yeah.. by A way.. the Katrina directed me to take another photo of the Yellow Boy.. and yes.. speaking of this human and cat in holy and sacred way is just another pARt of an overall book.. huh.. as Synchronicity continues to pour in when one is in synch with the master piece painting and theater that is the art of GoD EyES and eArs as expresSinG one’s bEinG human.. anyway.. Yellow boy gets up to Joshua Five before he too drifts off in nap resting his head on book of past lore and historical harm approaching torture in male genital mutilation too.. chopping off male foreskin on young adults with flint knives to appease a practice as barbaric as what is practiced in some Muslim countries wide spread still.. and sure.. practiced here at birth at least and not required for young adult so-called gentiles readying for war with flint stone knives.. anyway.. fair and balanced is the way i like to keep.. it… same atrocities supported by the Christian full bible that is practiced still in Muslim countries too.. the source of that evil is the sacred text.. the practice of that evil is in the actual harming of human beings.. it’s as simple as that harm is evil.. get it.. got it.. good.. or not.. evil is harm. FucKinG period. as God lives within and when you harm anything you harm God.. it’s as simple as that.. and more complex when it comes time when you must eat to make a living too…. a little respect is at least due it seems.. yeah.. what the American Indians did until their respectful and Loving relationship with a real god of Nature is destroyed by a book…. sure.. some still do.. Indian or not in terms now of respecting God wHole of/as Nature one.. as truly at core we are all Indigenous Indians of God when we remember where we come from.. what we are.. as grains of sand as UniVerse and more wHole..:)
“I’ve never seen a poltergeist retch before…..”
Hmm.. i just came from discussing this elsewhere.. should be interesting here too.. as synchronicity continues to flow like a river with no dams in siGht.. hehe.. anyWay.. i often find a special synchronisitic a causal connecting principle of hidden psychological meaning that is only applicable to me.. hehe.. as that’s how/why/does/way the human mind works.. it feels and fills in the blanks of life experience.. all naturale per se.. with or without help from the so-called conscious mind in imaginary division of separation.. as modern word worshippers tend to naturally do as that has become the focus over sensing and feeling life moreover as systemizing science of over thinking it with words hehe.. yes.. like the fAct that humans.. many of them can read entire pages of books smoothly as such.. with words of only the first and last letter enclosed with gibberish in the middle.. hehe.. haha.. more.. overall.. perhaps tHeRe is hope this way that at leASt THOSE folks will understand what i am feverishly saying as such as the stream continues to come like TsunAMi spRead now.. overcoming any dam that dares stand a flood of words like this.. hehex2.. it’s magic what can i say.. isreal MaGiC iN Both dARk and liGht way.. now back to poltergeist as you free flow here.. for whatever comes what may for now.. my FriEnd gigoid.. who i hope is enjoying his flesh and blood vacation of sorts with members of the flesh and blood human race too.. as that can be so much fun too.. coming from two decades of working as both helping out handing out shoes and Manager of a Bowling Center in Military style with over 100K folks then in flesh and blood reciprocal social communication.. Ted Danson i was literally compared to then.. too.. by a base Janitor named Walker.. oh.. the photographic movie making Cheers like memory of fun too.. where no time.. space.. or distance exists in the movies of mind that never age.. funny.. for so long.. i didn’t realize that every one cannot make High Definition full color movies of their life experience true to form of what came before.. hmm.. i can block them out now.. they use to FUCKING OVERWHELM ME CONSTANTLY LIKE BEING IN A MULTIPLEX OF FRANKENFRED HEAD..;)
“Is something VIOLENT going to happen to a GARBAGE CAN?”
— Zippy the Pinhead
Yes.. when human garbage cans view other humans as garbage cans this happens and i can even provide recent Facebook links that provide empirical evidence of this same age phenomena… some folks call it MiNion humans following the most deplorable and despicable leaders currently known to the world at hand.. by tHeir recorded words and actions of course too.. as modern technology tends to do.. the dirty laundry is all out for fair and balanced perusal now.. and it is gonna take a mighty powerful pressure washer to get that shit clean..;)
All i got is A anotHeR water drip of letters.. words.. photos.. songs.. other videos.. symbolS and such as that.. but if enough rain drops get togEther sooner or later there could be a Hurricane of Love..;)
“ICONOCLAST, n. A breaker of idols, the worshipers whereof are imperfectly gratified by the performance, and most strenuously protest that he unbuildeth but doth not reedify, that he pulleth down but pileth not up. For the poor things would have other idols in place of those he thwacketh upon the mazzard and dispelleth. But the iconoclast saith: “Ye shall have none at all, for ye need them not; and if the rebuilder fooleth round hereabout, behold I will depress the head of him and sit thereon till he squawk it.”
— Ambrose Bierce, “The Devil’s Dictionary”
Is tHeir a mirror in here..;)
“Power is an illusion; only stupidity is real.”
— Smart Bee
Oh Lord.. Oh Jesus.. Oh Jesus.. oH Jesus Trump.. the reaLiTy sHow God of the Christian Church comes as Emperor and God same.. juST iN time for diSgrace..;)
“Anyone can sympathize with the sufferings of a friend, but it requires a very fine nature to sympathize with a friend’s success.”
— Oscar Wilde
Measure of confidence.. clapping louder for the success of others..:)
In fact.. meaSure oF humanity.. my friEnd..:)
“If we can put the names of our faiths aside for the moment and look at principles, we fill find a common thread running through all the great religious expressions.”
— Louis Farrakhan, 1993
Faith is Love..
Three words is enough for me.. as trinity of ONE WORD LOVE.. yeah.. the dArk side exists too.. like we can’t see that.. huh.. clear now2..;)
“It may be bad manners to talk with your mouth full, but it isn’t too good either if you speak when your head is empty.”
— Smart Bee
FucK all that shit.. i’LL dance and sing free verse inStead..;)
“Objective evidence and certitude are doubtless very fine ideals to play with, but where on this moonlit and dream-visited planet are they found?”
— William James
You can’t have any desert until you eat your yin..;)
The Little Boy and the Old Man Said the little boy, “Sometimes I drop my spoon.” Said the old man, “I do that too.” The little boy whispered, “I wet my pants.” “I do that too,” laughed the little old man. Said the little boy, “I often cry.” The old man nodded, “So do I.” “But worst of all,” said the boy, “it seems Grown-ups don’t pay attention to me.” And he felt the warmth of a wrinkled old hand. “I know what you mean,” said the little old man.
~~ Shel Silverstein ~~
Love is ageless when Loved..:)
I believe in god, I just don’t like him.
— Smart Bee
Love the DArk as much as liGht.. not easy by any means but it works to Love iT aLL.. something about going to hell and getting out makes that easy looKing back at the dArk end oF HeLL.. beFore what made liGht greater than ever dARk LiGht now..;)
“If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.”
— Jesus Christ (Gnostic Gospel Of Thomas, Saying 70)
Wow.. a rather rudimentary and metaphorical.. expression of what science shows is the real power of neuroplasticity… epigenetics.. and the placebo effect now as the power of positive thought in words of song and steps of dance in just reflecting those positive thoughts/steps now.. yes.. cognitive behavioral therapy mixed in with movement therapy to regulate emotions and integrate senses same.. for greater focus and short term working memory for much greater will in cognitive executive functioning in what Freud termed as human ego in driving Executive Force.. managing that ID of emotions and senses including sensuality too.. with culture at hand as Super Ego.. in collective ways of culture.. and what lives much deeper within as genetic memory too.. as science is even starting to prove that this IS A real deal of even rat potential behavior of looking within.. all innately.. instinctually and intuitively too.. to exercise the lessons lEarned by ancestors far far left behind in dust of death returned as such.. did a real dude named Yeshua or Jesus actually say this before 40 years of Oral Tradition in round table discussion of middle east patch desert wandering and after that when the literate Greeks picked out the parts of Christian Sects ranging from beliefs of 1 to 12 Gods and scribed it down.. and then.. it was copied by hands in what modern biblical scholars suggest results now in 3 to 4 hundred thousand mistakes both unintentional and intentional by those who decide something deep within says this is right instead of that so i’ll scribe this for change to make this shit better than before.. hmm.. well.. the fact is it is what it is at this point and that’s for sure.. if it makes sense and feel for better go with it the same way the folks who scribed and copied and changed it did in the first place then.. folks who go to accredited divinity schools learn this shit.. they just hide it from the congregation as a real complicated God who is harder to understand in all ways dARk and liGht ‘tween sHades of grey beYond rain bow colors too now more.. in fuller comprehension is much more difficult to under stand as such.. requiring real work for epigenetic positive unpacking potential iN DNA effect as environmental struggle for positive change along with same neuroplastic impact of rewiring the brain and body from neurons to trillions of peptide connections in all cells of the body in neuro chemistry way.. for positive liGht of sensations and emotions same.. IS A lifelong process as sentient star dust plus can even evolve in one life now toward liGht.. yeah.. with real life power of suggestion of prayer also kNoWn and fELt in effect and affect as the Placebo power of overall power of suggestion with words as tools as guide posts as association with positive emotions and senses from head to toe.. yeah.. my friend it’s a little complicated to explain but the bottom line is SinG and DancE in positive liGht and liFe gets better than worse most of the time now.. yep.. kinda like what the new Guardians of the Galaxy of the Summer of ’17 iS sTill gonna SinG/DancE.. in artful way.. hmm.. mixing this shit in poetry/prose/free verse words/dance.. is juSt aNoTheR Fredenstein way.. to gET soMe STuFF aCross..;)
SinG and DancE in Positive LiGht Rock on noW iN Love..;)
Can we just say and do that and ceremoniously ‘burn all the evil books’.. perhaps on Easter.. to get reborn and Baptized iN liGht of SonG and Dance..;)
or shall we just follow JTrump and his minions into darker fear and hate..
*Darren calls back from his man cave and asks Samantha who just won’t age.. if that AD WiLL work.. and just says.. FucK Larry.. i’LL go my own way now.. with a little help of beWitching Katrina too.. in the Kitchen as such..;)
“God is the immemorial refuge of the incompetent, the helpless, the miserable. They find not only sanctuary in His arms, but also a kind of superiority, soothing to their macerated egos; He will set them above their betters.”
— H.L. Mencken
This is the most ignorant thing i’Ve ever hEard IF one sees God as NatUre..;)
“God made Man to his image and likeness, and Man, being a gentleman, returned the compliment.”
Square one root one problems see God as less or separate from Nature/SELF and FUCK UP.. EVEN GODZILLA FEELS/SENSES/ACTS BETTER THAN THIS WORD THInKING SHiT..;)
So.. in other words if you see that quote in this liGht it makes perfect worKing and FeeLinG senSe.. or not.. who am i to say feel/sense or will for another pARt of God Free..;)
“I find your lack of faith in the Force disturbing….”
— Darth Vader (Star Wars)
And this is true.. i find living in hell.. then.. believing in the dARk.. is better than believing in no Force aT aLL.. and that my friend IS A lesson that the Serpent Sith Brain can surely teach us for rudimentary survival.. what works for the next now to survive.. bottom line of existence now..:)
And that my friend.. explains the rest of the shit world wide less and more covered uP anD stiNKinG noW eXposed..;)
WeLL.. after all of this and that and the other thing and this again.. i feel it’s now to slow things down a bit.. hmm.. maybe.. and move back to beauty and the beast.. as i so love Nature and believe it or not i AM A bEast.. of GoD now with my beautiful Wife Katrina who never ages and Ripley and Horatio whether you wanna believe it or not this fAiry tale is FucKinG isREaL noW2.. butt here’s the thing.. the wild and free Loves more than domesticated fear ever wiLL.. be FReED.. And with that sAid wild and free hoLy and sacRed Thursday R and R activities continue.. culminating in just another 135th Pan dance week at Old Seville Quarter close to 120th Church Street and a portrait of Arcadia Mill.. with all the cool college age folks of course noW and innocent Forest Nymphs as such or however they come even as beach as such.. hmm.. what else.. oh yeah.. and when i get close to 7000 miles of dance or perhaps a little over and i celebrate a full 3 years of dance at Old Seville Quarter as i suggested a couple of years ago about A forecast of 3172017.. Beauty and the Beast will also be coming to the big screen on that day too.. Saint Patty’s day.. i might add as Irish Spring of my Grandfather born there and later catholic Priest and excommunicating from that to make room for me too.. along with my Ghost dancing Sioux ancestors and Cherokee Indian ones too celebrating liFE as SpRinG comes forward…. oh what a life iT iS when SpRing coMes alWays iN DancE and SonG.. as sure now is alWays the beginning of spring ending now always staRting more.. wHeRE dARk and liGht meet iN sHades of Grey.. yes.. to rainBow colors more iN eYes of God isREal2.. oh yeah.. and have you ever seen a candle stick or a lamp or a wedding bell or even chalice sing.. weLL.. the fAct is they do and more than that here.. as A Holy Spirit iN form of Wild and Hairy Essence moveS on free as the essence oF A Force Within.. FReED.. aka God or a blue turtle choose the form of chalice you like As Essence of Holy Spirit iS ReAL ForCe.. iN mE @lEAst noW.. as words becoMe morE… than bE ‘ForE..;)